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Idk If you have Already Heard Dirty little secret- Nessa Barrett. But do It. Okay, Reader used to have a little crush on Ellie but all she want is a little secret, something that nobody have to know. She doesnt like Reader( she thinks) but tables turn, and Reader just like her attention when she's bored
(Sry bad english) Think of It pls.
DIRTY LITTLE SECRET. - E.W
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summary. kissing in shadowed corners, sneaking out backdoors, touching in private; that was your relationship with ellie โŽฏ a dirty little secret. and that's how you intended on keeping it. though, unbeknownst to you, she was fantasizing about something more permanent. notes. ok so first & foremost, i'm so so so sorry it took so long for me to write this, i have NOT been on my a game lately i fear. i put this in hc format so i'd be able to touch on a longer timeframe rather than having to fit a ton of context into a one shot, hope you don't mind!! also, i actually hadn't heard this song before, so TYSM for introducing me to it! i've been listening on repeattttt,, anyway! hope u like this! also!!! if you read in dark mode, you'll see that ellie's dialogue is in black. but if you read in light mode, it'll just look bold. i advise reading in dark mode or else it'll look a bit wonky, but if you don't i promise you'll still be able to see the difference! warnings. none of the smut is in meticulous detail, but i'll be putting warnings here nonetheless. subtop!ellie x dombottom!reader ; mentions of alcohol & brief desc of drunk sex. oral (r! receiving). head in a bathroom stall (yes we're desperate like that). grinding/ thigh riding.
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โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†the relationship you have with ellie is a rather complex one.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†a few years prior to your acquaintance, you had the most piteous crush on her. you'd see her from afar and yearn for her to look in your direction. you see now how absolutely pathetic it had been.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†inevitably, the crush abated. however, it'd done so just in time for her to return your ardor. and so, by the time ellie actually took notice of you and began to reciprocate, you were over her. you were sick of putting so much effort into a girl who couldn't give a single shit about you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†but, as it turned out, ellie was far more direct than you. while you spent months just staring at her from a distance, it'd only taken a few weeks of doting before she approached you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you had to give her credit, though, seeing as she had more aplomb than you could ever dream of.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†however, it is important to note that, when she spoken to you, you'd both been absolutely wasted at a college party โŽฏ so that likely had a colossal part to play in her confidence that night.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she came up to you when you were alone, a weary smile on her face. her cheeks were rosy from alcohol, her auburn hair a bit tousled. in your own drunken state of inebriety, you couldn't fathom why you'd ever stopped liking her. she was stunning.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†long story short, she only got a few flirty sentences out before you were directing her upstairs.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†altering making sure to lock the door, you'd set your red solo cup onto a nearby bookshelf before turning to face her with alluringly lustful eyes. her heart was pounding, absolutely entranced by you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†in an instant, you were on her. her hands roamed your body as you kissed down her neck, slowly pushing her back until she fell onto the bed.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you straddled her waist, taking no time to tug her shirt over her head. she aided you, pulling it off in one swift motion. you hardly cared for the dramatics though, far more interested in getting your hands on her.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†it was a bit awkward at first, the two of you barely knowing one another and not exactly sure on how the other wished to be touched. but you got the hang on it rather quickly.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†that night was spent with drunken laughter in your chests, bare skin touching preliminarily, and the knowing it'd all be a hazy memory come morning.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†afterward, you'd simply slid your clothes back on and returned to the party. ellie was a bit shocked by this, but said nothing. she wasn't in any place to judge.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†her gaze landed on your abandoned red plastic cup on the shelf. she picked it up, intending to use it as a way to spark conversation with you. your lipstick stained the rim, her breath catching at the sight as she recalled the way those same lips felt on her body only a few moments ago.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†with a shake of her head, ellie turned on her heel and began downstairs. though, unfortunately, she was unable to find you for the rest of the night. it was like you'd simply disappeared int thin air. it was maddening, but simultaneously was it captivating.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†the following day, she'd seen you around campus a few times. but you didn't seem to notice her in return. you'd either be walking with your friends, your laughter ringing in her ears like a melody; or you'd be by yourself, speed walking as you were dangerously close to being late to your next lesson.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†in short, she was rather disappointed that she hadn't been able to talk to you. however, in all honestly, she wasn't quite sure what she'd say.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†that didn't last long, though.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†a few weeks later, she managed to catch you in the halls โŽฏ albeit accidentally. in a weird twist of fate, you'd bumped into each other while rounding a corner. her face instantly lit up when she saw who it was that she knocked into. you, on the other hand, appeared rather irritated, your drink having spilt down the front of your white shirt.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie apologized over and over, insisting on helping you dry off. you wanted to deny her, but she grabbed you by the wrist and tugged you into the girls' bathroom without waiting for your response.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you looked at your reflection and cursed under your breath as you saw the deep brown stain on your top. welp, your mood was now ruined for the rest of the day.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you pulled your shirt over your head, now standing in only your bra as you held the top in front of you to examine. the stain appeared to not be too bad, likely able to come out in a few washes. at that thought, relief engulfed you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie's face instantly felt hot when you took off your shirt, her eyes averting elsewhere.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"you're acting like you haven't already seen me naked." you said with an amused smirk, leaning over the sink to wash the fabric of your shirt. as you did, she couldn't help the way her eyes were drawn to your cleavage as you bent over. her heart hammered in her chest, face now painfully red.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she stood in place awkwardly for a few minutes before you rolled your eyes and beckoned her over, reminding her that she's the one who dragged you in here and that she'd claimed to help you clean it.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie walked over to you, the proximity causing her stomach to churn.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†her shoulder brushed yours and her mind raced with recollections of how your body felt against hers. she suddenly felt her stomach tightening with the need to be closer.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†now, you weren't a fool. you could tell ellie was turned on. she wasn't exactly slick about it either, her eyes on your tits as you scrubbed the shirt and occasionally on your ass when you bent over. but you weren't about to give her what she wanted simply because she wanted it. no, that'd be self deprecating considering how long you spent chasing after her. it was time for ellie williams to be the one yearning.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†so instead, you continued to innocently clean your shirt, using the floral scented soap to wash it. you'd position yourself over the sink in a way you knew she'd be thirsting over โŽฏ back subtly arched, breasts pushed together slightly in the mirror. yeah. she was going fucking crazy, to say the very least.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†it eventually became too much and she found herself tracing the tips of her fingers along your forearm. how she got the confidence to even touch you is beyond her. but it worked in her favor.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†because fast forward a mere five minutes and you were both in a random stall, shirt left abandoned in the sink.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you were standing with your back against the stall door, ellie on her knees before you. her tongue worked magic against your pussy as she ate you like she'd been starved her whole life.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you braced your hands on either side of the stall, using the walls to hold yourself up as you grew closer and closer to an orgasm.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie's eyes were shut as she focused solely on pleasing you, mouth making out sultrily with your clit.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†when you came, it was a mess. all over her face and neck as your knees nearly collapsed under your weight. ellie hardly minded. honestly, if anything, the taste of you only made her want to do it again. and again. and again.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†needless to say, she was hooked on you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†and you quite liked the way she treated you, uncaring for her own pleasure as she was content with just watching you come undone. the sight of your rapture was enough to please her, in turn.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†and so. this became a habit.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you'd be walking through the school halls when someone would grab you by the wrist and pull you into a random janitor's closet. you wouldn't even need light to tell who it was, the feel of her hands familiar enough for you to already begin stripping.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†alternatively, she'd be washing her hands when you'd grab the back of her shirt and pull her into a random stall. or eating lunch when you'd give her a look from across the cafeteria that'd wordlessly tell her to meet you in the bathroom.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†regardless of how it's initiated or who pulls who, the two of you always ended up in some lowlight place with your hands on the other. you enjoyed the attention she gave you, seeking her out when bored or in need something to relieve stress.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†though, for ellie, she did this because she genuinely liked you. she wanted to feel your skin on hers. she wanted to hear those pretty noises you made when you were trying to stay quiet. she wanted to be near you. all the time.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†but she knew you didn't feel the same.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†eventually, after a few months of making out in random places of solitude, ellie said something that shocked you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you were zipping your jeans and flattening your hair in an empty classroom, situating yourself to erase any evidence of what you two had been doing. then you noticed ellie appeared a bit disheveled. like, more than normal. she was fiddling with her fingers, cheeks still rosy.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you sighed, telling her to just say whatever she was thinking. and so she did.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"i was thinking... well, we've been doing this for a while now and-" she frowned, frustrated by her own inability to speak around you. even after so long of fucking you, she couldn't seem to actually hold a conversation without stammering. "um, well, wouldn't you prefer to do it somewhere nicer? like- i dunno, my place? ...i have a dorm on campus. we can-"
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"ellie." you interrupted, pinching the bridge of your nose with a sigh. her ears instantly perked at the sound of her name on your tongue, something you so rarely uttered that she couldn't help the way she yearned to hear it again. "this isn't permanent, you know that right? i'd love to come over to sleep with you, but don't expect anything more. and i'm sorry if that comes off bitchy, but i don't want you getting the wrong impression here."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"yeah yeah, of course not." she scoffed, feigning indifference. "i don't want anything more either. just sex. that's what i was implying too."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you weren't sure how much you actually believed that. but you said nothing, not wanting to ruin whatever you two had going on. if ellie did like you more than she let on, you supposed you'd have to just turn a blind eye if you wished to continue your current relationship.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†that night, you arrived at her dorm with a light knock to the door.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie had been stressing all day since your conversation. you told her that what you two had was nothing more than secretive fucking, but she couldn't help the way she wished that weren't true. she oftentimes found herself thinking of you during lessons, unable to focus on the professor's words. she was even failing a few subjects due to that.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she wanted to clean her dorm before you came over, but she was scared you'd be able to tell and would reprimand her for going out of her way.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†in the end, she decided to tidy it up only a little bit, picking up her clothes that'd been strewn across her floor. and then hiding her journal that was filled with doodles of your nude body.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†by the time you knocked on the door, she was nothing more than a bundle of nerves. her breathing was shaky as she moved to open the door and let you in. the moment she did, her breath hitched.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you were dressed casually, wearing something you'd likely be found sleeping in. your hair was wet, signifying that you'd just showered. she'd never seen you in with a domestic emanation โŽฏ priorly having only seen you dressed up; whether that be in a skin-tight dress (the party) or the nice outfits you'd wear around campus. but something about this was different. like a new level of intimacy was just drawn.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you noticed her staring and narrowed your eyes at her. "don't you look at me like that." "like what?" "like this is real."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she nodded, not trusting herself to speak, stepping aside to let you into her dorm. you looked around. two beds were situated on either side of the room, a messy desk wedged between them. you raised a brow, asking if she had a dorm mate and if you'd have to worry about them walking in on you. she instantly explained that her roommate, dina, hardly comes to the dorm anyway, much preferring to hang around her friends or in the library.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you seemed pleased by this, glad to know you won't be found out. a few minutes passed of small talk before the atmosphere shifted to what the two of you were most used to โŽฏ lustful desperation.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†ellie locked the door before turning to see that you were already pulling your clothes off. she chuckled, nearing you as she removed her own.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you were there for hours, ellie unable to get enough of you. the sight of you in her bed, laid out like that. your damp hair unkempt, your body freshly cleaned and smelling of lavender and lilies. she just couldn't get herself away from you, pulled to your body like a fish on a hook.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†and you weren't about to complain considering she made you cum five times.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†when you two finally pulled away from each other, you didn't stay long afterward. you laid back in her bed, body slick with sweat as your bare chest rose and fell with heavy breaths. ellie laid beside you, eyes studying every inch of you she could get. she committed this moment to memory, never wanting to forget it.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†once you realized what she was doing, you huffed out a breath and shifted to pull your clothes back on. she watched you, unable to pull her gaze away. she wanted more. she wanted you in a way that nobody else got to have. but instead, she's left wondering if you're doing this with other people as well. she doesn't want to assume, and she'd never think lowly of you, but- well, she can't ask. you always shut her down when she asks personal things.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†and then, without another word, you grabbed your things and left, shutting the door softly behind you. though you made sure to peek your head out the door before exiting, making sure nobody saw you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†this, too, quickly became a habit.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you two definitely still had your usual rendezvous throughout the day. but when the sun set, you'd sometimes sneak to her dorm. ellie wouldn't know when you were coming, having to always keep her journal hidden in case you came knocking.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†as ellie lies you down in her bed night after night, she comes to realize that she likes this a lot. she kinda enjoys the way she doesn't know how you feel. your lives are kept private, separated so that nobody else on campus has a clue that you two even know each other.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†but she knows. and you know. and that's all she truly cares for. yes, she wants more. she wants to kiss you and mean it, she wants to pull you into her arms, she wants to laugh with you. but if this is all she gets, she's grateful.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†one day, a few months after your first visit to her dorm, the atmosphere felt off to you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you entered her dorm without knocking, that sense of unfamiliarity long having been abandoned. you walked in, seeing ellie laid back in her bed on her phone. she glanced up, heart instantly stuttering in her chest. you locked the door and walked toward her. you got onto the bed, crawling up the length of her body.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she tossed her phone aside, hands coming to your hips.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she slipped her hands under your shirt, caressing the skin of your stomach. you let out a soft sigh, reaching down to pull your shirt over your head. she stared at you, eyes pinned to your chest. you leaned down, kissing the column of her throat, leaving light bruises across her skin. she tipped her head back, her hands coming to cup your breasts.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you rolled your hips, grinding down on her as you sought out friction. she lifted her leg, thigh wedging between yours. you continued to hump her, your hands on her shoulders as you held yourself up.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she held you by your hips, fingers inching down toward your waistband. you didn't stop your movement, jolts of pleasure coursing through you as your clit rubbed against her jeans.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she slowly began to unbutton your pants. the ease of which she does it makes you a bit uneasy.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†see, when you two usually fucked, i was just lust and sex and nothing more than mere physical attraction. she normally tore your clothes off, needy and desperate. but she was taking her time today, eyes scanning your body as she undid your pants at a slow pace.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she'd done this a few times before, acting weirdly intimate with you. though, whenever you point it out, she's quick to put an end to it. you hope she does the same this time.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you paused, chest heaving as you shot her a look. she paused as well, looking up to meet your gaze.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"what're you doing?" "what do you mean?" "you're being all sensual again. we're not girlfriends, ellie, quit it."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she frowned, face contorting into a displeased expression that you'd never seen her wear before. well, it'd never been directed at you at least. she'd always been so patient with you. and yet.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”† "well fucking excuse me. y'know, sometimes i want to be treated like a person too, not just your goddamn fuck buddy. i have feelings."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"fuck buddy is what we agreed on." you pointed out, moving off of her lap. you sat across from her on the bed, glaring. "is it? because i don't remember being asked my opinion on all of this."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you scoffed, "okay what is your problem? why are you acting like this?"
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"am i not allowed to voice how i feel? you tell me what to feel all the fucking time, but as soon as i show an ounce of distaste, i'm the bad guy?" "i never said you're the bad guy. i'm just asking where all this is coming from. you've never spoken out about this until now."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"does it fucking matter where it's coming from? it's how i feel, you should respect-"
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she was interrupted by the sound of keys rattling the door. she cursed under her breath, pointing toward the closet. you hopped off the bed and hid yourself in the closet before shutting the door as softly as possible.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you watched through the cracks as a woman entered, black hair tied into a ponytail. she walked over to the desk between the beds and opened the left drawer. ellie spoke to her shortly, sounding impatient as she asked the woman what she was doing here. the woman laughed in ellie's face, reminding her that it's her dorm too. ellie scoffed, though it was clearly all playful. you remembered that ellie briefly mentioned the woman who stayed here with her. dina.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†the drawer dina was digging through had been piled with papers and books. she reached into the far back, grabbing a set of keys from it.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†dina gave ellie a quick farewell before turning on her heel and heading toward the door, casting a wink at the closet door you're hidden behind. though, before you had a moment to process what that meant, she was gone and ellie was opening the door to let you out.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you crossed your arms over your chest, looking at ellie expectantly.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she was allowed to have feeling; of course she was. but for her to keep them bundled up for almost a year, only to release them on a random fucking tuesday? that was the issue.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"i've had a horrible fucking day, alright? and i justโŽฏ for once, i wanted something more intimate from you than just fucking." "what could possibly be more intimate than fucking?" "not physical intimacy. i mean, like, emotional intimacy. shit that means something. was hoping you'd come over today, sure, but not because i wanted to just fuck you and leave. i wanted someone to talk to."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†you frowned, a sudden bile of guilt forming in your chest. you knew this was coming. you knew it from the moment you met ellie and saw the way she blushed when she approached you.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†but you weren't wanting a relationship at the time. you just wanted someone to fuck at some random party. and she was so good at it that you saw her and instantly wanted sex. just being near her turned you on. and it was only on a physical level. or so you thought.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†though, if you were being completely honest, you couldn't deny that you'd thought of becoming something more with her. you'd thought of her when trying to fall asleep; thought of her comforting you when you were upset; imagined kissing her more passionately, just wondering what it'd be like.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†but you'd been so tangled up in this lie that just imagining something more with ellie seems impossible. even if you know it could totally happen.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"okay." was all you said.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she raised a brow, confused by your short answer. "okay what?"
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"okay." you repeated. "we can try to be more than fuck buddies, as you call it."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†her brows shot up instantly, unable to process what you were saying. she blinked a few times, staring at you as she waited for you to laugh at her and say it was a joke. but you didn't. instead, you held her gaze and watched her with a heaviness she wasn't used to. like you were seeing her. yo were actually seeing her.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†"you're serious?" "oh, c'mon. i wouldn't lie about something like this. i'm not a fucking monster."
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†she instantly rushed forward, pulling you into a hug. you laughed, hugging her back. she peppered kisses across your face before finally landing one on your lips. it felt different, like this. ellie was right, you suppose, emotional intimacy was far better than mere physical attraction.
โ‹†หš๐œ—๐œšหšโ‹†โ”†and, as it turned out, while there's a decent amount of dirtiness to ellie, there's nothing little nor secretive about her. so there goes your futile attempt at a dirty little secret, now made into something far more precious.
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s-grunge ยท 3 months ago
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Heather looking awesome. Tried a slightly different style with her and I think it looks ok.
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Cody again, because I may be obsessed with drawing him over and over. Could be a problem.
Sometimes I think my style is a little ugly.
No real backgrounds because I'm lazy.
Feel a lil bad about not finishing old requests and not drawing/posting frequently. Sorry about that.
Anyway, enough of the negativity. Progress under the cut.
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Don't mind how wonky the sketches look.
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estcaligo ยท 2 months ago
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My favourite Sebek moments from this update (Book 7, chapter 11)
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*what is this picture? who knows... *Spoilers, obviously
EQUESTRIAN CLUB LORE Silver's horse name is Samson and Sebek's - Tempest (ok ok I'm so normal about this) Once again, a reference to Sebek and books, I think, amazing And guess what other horse was called Samson?
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Azul mentioned that someone uploaded a video of Equestrian club to Magicam and people were saying "He looks like a prince" (obviously about Silver but Azul actually says he meant both of them :)))
When Silver asked Sebek if he knew about it he said no because
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But anyway Silver thought it was about his white horse Samson Sebek got jealous (big news) and said HIS horse - Tempest - is better and Prince of Horses ahsdkjhasdkah I can't with him (don't mind this wonky translator, I'm too lazy to type everything)
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Next to Jack's dream
"To live in a dorm run by a man you can't respect. What an unlucky guy he is" - he comments on Jack's dream version of Leona (the opposite of irl Leona yikes) But then he adds "well, anyone who is not in Diasomnia is unlucky" lolol ok ok we get it you're proud as you should be
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TEAM RAMSHACKLE OK YES Please Sebek transfer to Ramshackle at least for one week for one day for one second I beg you, It'll be fun I promise
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Leona calls Sebek TsunTsun Head :) ย  ใƒ„ใƒณใƒ„ใƒณ้ ญย can be translated as "spiky-haired" or "with spiky hair" (Leona was talking about their hair) but also it's a reference to Sebek's tsundere character :) Cute detail, imo
And what does Ruggie say about Sebek?? "That Diasomnia first-year - he's built just as well as Jack" RIGHT?? I've been saying!!! He literally has dumbbells in his room, like. Canon. Thank me again for drawing canon-accurate Sebek :)
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Unprotected hand-holding with Leona :) My LeoSeb heart is throbbing aw (like someone once said on twttr - Sebek do be living his dating sim dream life lol)
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Also oh? Main story SebeJack - "I have no intention to forgive a Sawanaclaw students who tried to hurt Young Master with their sneaky plan. But to think they also have someone like youโ€ฆ" Aaaa two tsunderes interacting yes pls
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Next we have some lore about Baur. Sebek says his grandfather told him it was hot, but he couldn't imagine just how hot. He comments that Baur must've had a hard time when he (suddenly??) moved to the subarctic Briar Valley. *why did he say suddenly, what happened? Was he banished???
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OH??? Baur also told Sebek that there were many different species, including Night Faes and that it was an easy/nice place to live.... Then why did he leave?????
Anyway! Sebek and Grim are hungry and wanna eat lots of doughnuts (3 doughnuts omg how Sebek.....) We've got options! Either we tell them to be modest, or we cheer them on hehe
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OF COURSE SEBEK EAT WHATEVER YOU WANT
Then Ruggie wakes up and cries, of course. "Malleus you are heartless, you're not a human!!" - briefly And Idia comments "Well, he it's technically not, he's a fae" IDIA๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€ Then Ruggie goes - "Ughhh These faes with their fae ways..."
And Sebek hears this and OF COURSE he says
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LMAO CALM DOWN
Aslo I like this Moment with Silver. Our prince is stronk
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That's it! In conclusion - Sebek is the best once again!!!
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lilbardrhi ยท 2 months ago
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My Favorite Story
Pairing: Kรถnig x Reader/You CW: Nada~ this is just Christmas cuteness! Prepare for fluff! (Ok it's... kinda sad. At first. But for a very important reason. I PROMISE-) Author's Note: Merry Christmas and happy holidays, @machveil! Thank you so much for your Daily Kรถnig doodles! They're the highlight of my day, everyday <3
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He can still hear their laughter. The laughter of everyone who made fun of how he looks. Throughout his entire childhood, that's all they would do - laugh at how he looks. Children can be so cruel. But that's why Rudolph would always be Kรถnig's favorite. Rudolph was laughed at, made fun of - hell, the poor deer was even shunned. Kรถnig couldn't possibly relate more to any character.
That's why, with a copy in hand, Kรถnig intends on talking to the author/illustrator of a version of his favorite Christmas story. He will walk up to her and tell her thank you for giving him a beam of light in his life again and ask for her to sign the book.
He will.
When the line dies down.
During tomorrow's market.
At this point, the poor man is shaking with nervousness as he tries to convince himself to just walk up to her and ask her-
"Hey there! Doing ok? I see you have a copy of my book," she calls to him with a warm smile.
Oh... wow, she's pretty.
Kรถnig gives her a quick nod of the head. He was going to speak, but he's not sure he remembers how to right now. Instead he's standing there with a copy of her book clutched tightly to his chest and wishing that he'd either find his voice or that the ground would open up beaneath him and swallow him quickly.
Neither seem likely at the moment.
"Well, come on over!" She waves him closer and he obliges, stopping just to the side of her booth. "I mean in here, silly."
She giggled.
Kรถnig might melt.
Yet he listens, hunching over to step into her booth.
"I saw you at the charity event."
He nods again, shaking even more now that he's so close to her.
"Would you like me to sign it? It's ok. I don't mind."
Gott, she's so sweet. She saw him at the chairty event that was intended for people to have her book signed which means she knew he didn't approach for a signature there. Now she's just... offering to sign it for him? How could he say no?
"Bist du sicher?" he manages to push out.
The author's smile turns a bit nervous.
"Ah... Ja natรผrlich. Es ist kein problem."
Kรถnig can't help the little smile that creeps onto his half-masked face. Her pronunciation is a bit... wonky, but he thinks it's cute. So he nods and - shakily - hands her the book.
She seems relieved as he nods and hands her the book. Then she pulls a metallic silver Sharpie from her coat pocket.
"Who should- oh. Wem... soll ich das mitteilen?"
As cute as he finds it when she speaks German, he doesn't want to make her anymore uncomfortable than he feels he already has.
"It is alright," he says softly. "I speak English. But, um... me. Kรถnig."
Hearing him speak English seems to make her shoulders relax a bit and her warm smile returns, reaching her eyes again.
"Alrighty!"
Without another word she skillfully flips open the book and uncaps her Sharpie with her teeth. As she writes, she starts to hum Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer. Hearing her humming the song has Kรถnig relaxing too.
She suddenly scribbles something quickly in the book - her actual signature, he assumes - then passes the book back to him.
"It was nice to meet you, King. See you around the market."
His eyebrows shoot up in surprise over her translating his name. Kรถnig doesn't have time to respond as she's already back to the line of fans in front of her booth. Not wanting to hover, he silently steps out of her booth and begins walking away.
When he returns home, he opens his book to see her signature- and a message?
"I hope Rudoloph brings you the comfort he always did for me. Happy holidays, Kรถnig~"
Below her signature is what Kรถnig can only assume is her phone number. Without hesitation, he sends her a quick thank you text and apoligizes for being so odd at the market.
You're so welcome! I wasn't sure you'd actually text me lol but... odd? I figured you were just nervous - I have social anxiety and your mannerisms felt familiar so I did my best to make things easier on us both :)
Kรถnig can't help the butterflies in his stomach or the way his heart seemed to flutter at her quick response. And maybe even the fact that she actually responded.
Maybe this will be a merry Christmas season after all.
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Translations (per Google Translate so I apologize if it's inaccurate!): Gott - God Bist du sicher? - Are you sure? Ja natรผrlich. Es ist kein Problem. - Yes, of course. It is no problem. Wem soll ich das mitteilen? - Who should I make this out to?
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CoD Christmas (Meet) Cuties Masterlist
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luveline ยท 1 year ago
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you're writing for bradley!! i am so so excited!! could i request just some domestic fluff with shy!reader and bradley? maybe her coming home from a long day and he's just the perfect boyfriend with a glass of wine and a hug ready for her? love u gorgeous ๐Ÿ’—
thank you for requesting, babe, I absolutely adored writing this and him, let me known if you have any more!! โ€”bradley helps you feel better after a bad, long day with wine and a multitude of hugs. fem!reader 1k
You push into your apartment, a ground floor slotting of sandblown terracotta tiles and wooden shutters weakened by termites, and pause. There's something wrong, a humming sound.ย 
You take a step back toward the door and slide your phone from your pocket.ย 
Hi Bradley, where are you? I think somebody has been in my apartment. Should I worry? you text him. You've continued a streak of politeness with him even now, too shy to dip into the familiarity you feel when he's holding you close over the phone. You follow it up quickly. Don't worry, I'm sure it's okay. Do you know what time you'll be coming over? Any time is OK.
"It's me!" Bradley calls with an easy chuckle. Couch springs creak as he jumps up, and a second later he appears in the living room doorway with a frankly breathtaking grin, shoving his cell into his pocket. "I'm coming over right now. Holy shit, would you look at you?"ย 
You hold your bag closer to your side, hair not nearly as neat as it started that morning, the day's chaos etched into the small wrinkles either side of your eyes. "Me?"ย 
When he smiles, it's all white top teeth and joy. For someone who's been through so much, and who works so hard, he's a shaken bottle of fizzy happiness whenever the moment allows โ€”you barely have time to put your bag next to the rack of shoes (and there, his shoes you must've missed toed off and perfectly aligned with your sandy flip flops) when he's crossing the hall in quick strides and pulling you into an ecstatic embrace.ย 
"Hey," he says, kissing your cheek, moustache not scratchy but far from soft. It rubs a wonky trail as he kisses without goal. Kiss on your nose, your cheek, close enough to your eye to make you cringe and back away.ย 
"Hi, Brad," you say breathlessly.ย 
You need time to prepare yourself for seeing him usually, his sudden closeness catching you off guard. You struggle to make any sense of how much he likes you, but you've given up denying his attention. You want it too badly.ย 
He doesn't stall at your obvious (embarrassing) flustering; he doubles down. His arms like steel cords behind your shoulders, Bradley noses at the side of your face, his breath warm on your cheek as he says, "Sorry, I thought surprising you might be nice, but I didn't think about your nerves."ย 
"My nerves," you say.ย 
"Your bad nerves. You're flighty." He gives it another press, the straight line of his nose digging into your cheek before he pulls away.ย 
Bradley doesn't give you time to miss his arms around you. He makes for the kitchen, notices you aren't following, and grabs your hand. Tugging, he takes you into the kitchen and elbows open your refrigerator, revealing a better sight than what you'd seen this morning.ย 
"I had to go out again when I saw your fridge," he says, ducking down to push aside what looks like the makings of your favourite meal to unearth a pretty bottle of red. "Sweetheart, when you said you had a shitty breakfast, I was picturing, like, half a grapefruit. Did you eat anything?"ย 
He only knows what you'd texted him, shitty breakfast code for the found half of a cereal bar in your jacket.ย 
You don't like to text Bradley too much in case you put him off, but today was bad, and you know he doesn't mind. He'd told you so only a few days ago. His hand full of your stomach, hot under the collar, you can't remember what you'd been talking about initially, your memory intricately busy remembering the planes of his tightly muscled torso and the feeling of his weight atop you, but suddenly he'd been leaning down, brown eyes pleading. "You can talk to me," he'd said. "About anything. I want to hear it. You know that, right?"
So you texted him somewhere around lunch time and had been delighted to find him puttering around doing a whole lot of nothing. He's been keeping himself busy on leave, staying fit, helping your elderly upstairs neighbour put together her new chest of drawers between half marathons and surfing, regular dreamboat stuff.ย 
I think I'm having a bad day, you'd said. What are you up to, Brad? Can I still see you tonight?ย 
Why do you act like I'm not obsessed with you? he'd text back immediately. Kidding. Kind of. What's wrong? Can I bring you lunch?ย 
Raincheck on lunch? I don't think I'll have time. I'll explain later if that's OK. Miss you.ย 
Miss you too, baby. I wanna hear all about it tonight.
You blink up from his hands to find him staring at you worriedly. You're in your own head, exhausted and a little muddled after such a long day, and he clearly doesn't like it.ย 
"Is wine gonna make you feel worse?" he asks, tapping your thigh with his knuckles.ย 
"Definitely not," you say.
"Before dinner?"ย 
Your smile turns sheepish. You want the wine much more than the dinner, but if you get both, you won't complain.ย 
He leans back against the fridge, arms crossed, the neck of the wine bottle held precariously in a confident hand. "Sure you're okay?" he asks.ย 
"I will be." You take a brave step forward and look up into his face. It's difficult to grasp what it is he sees in you when he's like something out of a movie, all brains, brawn, and bleeding heart. You don't get it, but he wants you, and he's here. "Thanks for coming over, Bradley."ย 
"This shtick again?" he asks, raising his brows.ย 
"This shtick again," you repeat, grinning at the implication.ย 
He hooks your ankle with his. "Thanking me for coming over is like thanking a fish for swimming. Couldn't stop myself if I wanted to."ย 
Your laugh is a wheeze. Brad does you the generosity of pretending you've made a more intelligible sound and pulls you in for a one-armed hug, rubbing a rough up and down into your side. It's such a nice feeling to be tucked up under his arm that you can almost forget how badly you want a glass of wine.ย 
"Want the big glasses from the top shelf?" Bradley asks knowingly.ย 
"Yes. Please."ย 
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macaronnya ยท 7 months ago
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Since everyone and their mom are releasing their frustations regarding PB's newest update, I'm also gonna give my 2 cents. In short, I'm not angry but sad and disappointed. The game is doomed to end and I can't even do anything about it.
Like, What in hell is bad is so silly and fun. The premise is interesting, the characters are all fun and intriguing, the character designs are even more amazing with how unique and cool they are. I didn't mind the sometimes wonky translations and the, in the beginning, slightl difficulty in getting L cards, not even when they announced the 3 month rule, because it was worth it for me. I like it, I could still experience the world through the stories. I cared about the characters.
This kinda game lives and dies through their story and characters. If the players don't get attached and don't care for them, then it's over. It's why events and merchandise work. You get more about the characters, lore and collectables, in a limited time frame so you wanna work hard. And if there's limited stuff you gotta pay for, that's ok bc you really really like them through all the times you've read about them.
But it's simply impossible to do that now. It's been a while since chapter 5 got released. The last event story was really short and scarce between the release of new gachas and nightmare passes. You need L cards AND their corresponding artifact to read the whole card story. How am I able to read anything? How can I come to care for everyone when I barely get to know them?
You could say, well it's a small company; they need money and more time to get work done. Well, Cheritz was also small but they managed Mystic Messenger just fine (I'm gonna leave The Ssum bc I'm out of touch). Isn't it easier to make a player fall in love with the game so much they want to pay for it regardless of financial sitiation, than to solely rely on the wealthier players? A game is also dependent on the community but what community is left if only whales can play the game? The games' content is already scarce so fans gotta entertain themselves. Well, what about the fanartists, fanfic writers, cosplayers, lore analysts, the yappers, the incomprehensible ones? They're gonna be gone. And soon after the game.
I'm gonna unlock the remaining stories from my L cards but after that....I don't know anymore....๐Ÿฅฒ
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itsscromp ยท 1 year ago
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Ink me up
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As per the recent poll, It's time to give our favourite soldier a brand spanking new tattoo, courtesy of his bestie. Co-credit:@callofdudes Word count:988
Before joining the army, You had a dream of becoming a tattoo artist, Wanting nothing more then to create amazing drawings and be able to do this for many people who wanted it. You even went and took classes on how to do so. But though you were now with the 141, You wouldn't change it either way, You still had that desire.
Finding online a professional tattoo kit, you ordered that and some ink too to mail to the base, Once arriving you set it all up. The knowledge of what you learnt in college never leaves you. As if it was all second-hand nature.
Simon you knew had a lot of tattoos, his whole sleeve wrapped in them, Maybe you could be able to give him a tattoo. So you got up and went to go find him. "Simon come check this out !!" You ushered him back to your room once you found him.
"What's got you all excited mate ??" He raised an eyebrow as he entered the room, Seeing the kit in front of him.
"I bought a tattoo kit online, I used to do them back in college" You smiled proudly.
He tilted his head slightly, a little confused "And what do you plan on doing with it ?? Give yourself a wonky little heart on your hand ??" He chuckled.
"If you'll be happy to know Riley, I have gotten solid good grades from classes and my clients" You smirked at him playfully. Having had work experience at shops too.
"Oh, I didn't know you had some experience, Good for you then. But I still don't know what you plan to do with it though" He looked over at the kit.
"Well, I was hoping I could give you guys tattoos, Maybe you as well, add a new one to your collection."
"Really ?? Is that your plan ??" He chuckled.
"Well, if you want too. I can set it up and we can do it now" You smiled proudly.
He contemplated it, He did want a new tattoo, But he didn't know what he wanted to get. "It depends what kind of dumb thing you'd try to put on my skin"
"As the client you have every choice on the design"
He smirked, Starting to consider it. "Ok, what can you do ??"
You then pulled out a tattoo book you ordered as well and handed it to him. "Have a look through this and we'll go from there."
"Your being professional about this" He said as he skimmed through the book.
"I can be unprofessional if you want" You smirked before snickering "Come on, like I would ever do something like that."
He smirked "I'm not taking any chance in letting you putting some wanky shit on my body" Joking.
"Oh come on si, Please ??" You pouted and gave him your signature puppy dog eyes. Simon knew you would pull the trick and tried to resist....... Oh but how can he refuse his bestie !!!!
So sighing and points at the tattoo he wants. "It's dumb but there is no way you could possibly fuck this up."
"Ok, let's get to it" You smiled and set up the machine "Ok, so where would you like it ??"
Simon pulled off his sweater and rolled up his right sleeve, relaxing in the chair you brought in. "I'll let you put it on my bicep... Don't. Fuck it up" He smirked.
"I won't, trust me" You created the stencil and put your gloves on, Rubbing the alcohol on Simon's bicep and placed the stencil on.
"Ok, let's get to work" You started up the machine, dipping the needle in the ink and got underway. Simon watched on as you pressed the needle against his skin gently, careful not to hurt him. He was really impressed with your skill as an artist. "You never told me you could tattoo" He watched on.
"Never underestimate me Simon" You said, not losing focus on the sketch at hand.
"I'll keep that in mind"
After about a couple of hours on the stencil. "Ok, onto the shading"
Swapping out the needle and dipping it back into the ink, You began to shade the tattoo, Simon continued to watch as you worked, The shading making the tattoo come to life. "You're doing better than I thought you would"
"Had a dream of doing this as a career before the military, It was just hard to find a vacant position at any shop, And I wasn't going to start my own business" You chuckled.
And after a few more hours, the tattoo was complete. "And done" You smiled.
"Wow, I would expected to have heard about this earlier, I'll admit I'm a little hurt" He smirked, shifting in the chair a little.
"Better late than never" You then pulled a mirror out and showed Simon the finished artwork.
Inspecting it, Damn you did a great job on this. He started to smile under his mask.
"You like it ??" You said a little nervously.
"Well would you look at that" He looked up at you.
"It's good huh ??" You perked up proudly.
"It's better than I had expected, It can stay on my skin"
"That's the point of a tattoo" You snickered.
"Yeah but this doesn't look like crap" He smiled and inspected it again.
You were insanely proud of your work.
"You know... Even if it looked like shit, I'd still like it. Because you made it, And it looked pretty cool I wont lie."
"Yeah ??"
"Yeah, I like it a lot, Mostly cause you put it there"
Y/n was so happy Simon loved his brand new tattoo, You soon became his artist after that, Always coming up with new designs for him, The kit was a very well made purchase.
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You said don't get you started on Ice's helmet or you'll be mean... please be mean. Please be mean to him. What is so disastrous about his helmet design?
my time has come. i will be mean to him. (thank you for getting me started on this. it bothers me every time I watch top gun.) this is also gonna be so long. yippee!
stopthatfool's issues with Tom "Iceman" Kazansky's helmet! aka this bad boy right below. (I'm sorry if anyone loves Ice's helmet, it's just not for me)
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The placement of his name. WHY is it on the side? Both him and Slider have their names on the side. That makes me think it's a squadron thing? (the VF-213s) but regardless i don't care cuz i think it's stupid. (again sorry if someone thinks its genius. ok i'll stop apologizing)
My biggest issue with the fact it's on the side is that it creates this uneven weight distribution. The side with his name feels considerably "heavier" than the side without.
And the thing i don't understand is that Ice's name is evenly numbered!! He could fit 3 letters on either side of the line that comes down the helmet! the letters wouldn't be unevenly distributed, so I don't know why he felt the need to put it there!!
Here, I have "annotated" his helmet and provided other viewpoints of his helmet!
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The font/typeface! Ice.. is that ARIAL?? and it's not even bolded??? so not only is his name to one side and weirdly small... it's skinny and unbolded. (like you're THE Iceman. Don't you want your name big and bolded? I shouldn't be searching for your name when you're Mr. Iceman!)
Looking at his helmet head-on, part of his name isn't even visible.. like ok ICEM!
And then! There's this weird switch up in the shapes and line types that he used-- the angular and sharp points of the lightning bolts and the half circles surrounding the squadron logo (is it a logo?? idk im gonna call it a logo)
What i think Ice is trying to do here is create a "connection" between the circular part of the logo and the lightning bolts as the bolts go all the way to the back of the helmet... but in my opinion... it's not working. like at all.
The comparison between the harsh lines of the bolts and then the curves is just kind of hard on the eyes (for me anyway). I just don't know where to look. Should i be following the leading lines of the lightning bolts? Or the curves of the half-circle things? Or should I be following the line of the lightning bolt in the logo?
And all throughout that... i barely end up seeing the name on the helmet.
Continuing off the logo... for Top Gun 1986, Ice and Slider are in the VF-213 squadron, but the movie switched the logo to the VFA-25s that looks like this on their flight suits-
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(yes that is the best quality image i could find from the movie my bad) So why does the logo on his helmet look like this???
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WHY do the fingers look like that. they look like hotdogs im so sorry. (logistically it was probably easier for the decals to be printed and then applied like this. but. we're not talking about technicalities here. right now i'm tearing apart the entire composition of Ice's helmet.)
I like version of the logo on their flight suits soooo much better! It's got more "rhythm" and flow to it that the lightning bolts lack! Plus no hotdog fingers.
Ok ok, now on the colour scheme. The harsh and bright blues I don't mind. Like yeah, you're The Iceman, punch me in the face with blue. I can forgive that. The thing that really bothers me.. is the silver/grey base of the helmet.
It's this really harsh grey that really doesn't help with the already harsh blues. I think he should've continued with the blue he has going. cuz this grey ain't working, king.
Ok, anyway. Since I should be studying, I'm obviously doing anything but studying. So i redesigned ice's helmet. ya idk.
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it's kind of wonky.. but whatevs (ignore how the lightning bolt on the side view doesn't line up with the front view) (and ignore the inconsistences in the lettering. i was lazy and did it by hand)
I also didn't want to completely change/get rid of the aspects of Ice's helmet. So the changes aren't huge (except for maybe the name placement/"font")
ok I changed the background colour (finally, it's less all up in your face now) I continued with the blues and lessened the intensity just a little bit. I really wanted his name to be front and center!
Now the colour scheme is also consistent. No random black lettering (again, in arial???) there's now black in both his name, the outline of the lightning bolts and the logo!
Now his name is evenly distributed! See how it fits on either side of the line that comes down the center of the helmets from '86? See how you can actually see his whole name? See how it's heavier and fits the whole "iceman" theme better? (at least in my opinion)
Come on, Ice! You should've used the leading lines provided by the lightning bolts to guide people to your name! There's now a fun little overlapping moment!
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(ignore how i forgot to dot one of the i's in distribution whoops)
No more weird half circle things! No more conflicting leading lines! But! I decided to extend the arm of the squadron logo to continue the line of the lightning bolt as it moves backward. I think this makes the circle of the logo fit better, while simultaneously creating that "connection" he was trying to get in his actual design.
The lack of half-circle things also allow for the logo and lightning bolts to just "be." There's no distraction. it's not overly "busy" anymore (like maverick's helmet). It's simple, but he's The Iceman! He doesn't need it to say/have more!
And the use of the "actual" logo seen on Slider and Ice's flight suits creates that sense of movement that was absent before! Plus no hotdog hands!
Is this new proposed design perfect? Absolutely not! The logo and the lightning bolts still create a weird point of almost intersection that still bothers me. But I think fundamentally, there's always going to be issues with these two components: the circle will never quite fit in, and the lightning bolt the hand is holding will always "cut" the whole thing in half, creating a weird separation in the helmet, that will always bother me.
Anyway, this was a lot of fun! (I love being mean to these guys. they need their egos brought down a couple pegs!)
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noxiatoxia ยท 2 months ago
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hi!! i hope you don't mind the ask ^^ i was wondering about how you got started with sprite ripping, specifically through tinke, because im trying to learn myself so i can rip as much as i can from the d.gray-man ds game and well..... it's definitely quite the process and im really unfamiliar with these things ;;^_^ i actually found your blog while searching for information which is why i thought to send an ask :0
Hey! I'm pretty flattered you thought to ask me!
So, I'm gonna go through several games, because it highly depends on the game and what you see. That way you have a lot of examples to work with.
Let's start with Death Note: Successor to L as that is the game I'm most know for ripping the sprites from. It is also a bit unstraight forward, which helps some things in explaining.
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Upon opening the .nds file in Tinke, this is what we see.
Locate the "data" folder, click the +.
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See this data.bin? Despite its icon, we do not want to unpack it.
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Instead, we want to Open as > compress
You'll get a popup window called "Select Offset". Don't do anything; just click "Accept".
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After a second of waiting, suddenly we have this huge list of new .bins! So where do we find the images?
Scroll until you find the LAST [IPAL] .bin. Everything under it will be the game's sprites.
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So, everything under "data_15108.bin [IPAL]" in this case. So...where are the images?
Under it is data_15109.bin. And under that, data_15110.bin. Open as > compress them both.
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Based on icon, we can see we have a palette file and a tile file. First, we have to open the palette file as a palette.
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Now, let's see what happens if we open the tile file now... (as a tile, of course)
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Well...that doesn't look right. For reference, this is the sprite in question:
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So, why does it look like that?
What if we manually adjusted the width? You can hold down the up or down arrow to see it change in real time.
But setting it to 128.... (half)
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Looks about the right size, just...cut off. We'd have to adjust the height, too.
Or, we can try opening it as a map instead and see if that helps. So let's try opening this file as map instead.
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Ah! Did all the work for us! But...where's the other half of the sprite? And why are the colors weird?
Let's Open as > compress the .bin below...
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...Well, there's the other half. So, you'll have to stitch them together. Ok, what about the colors?
This is where the palette comes in. Tinke will use the colors of the last palette you viewed. Thankfully, we know this is Light's palette since the palette file precedes all his sprites. But why is it showing up wonky?
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See these bold colors up top? This is our issue. We need only one of these bold colors that is clearly not supposed to be a color in Light's sprite. Why? Because that will be the color of the sprite's background (which we can edit out later.)
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See this start byte button? Keep clicking up, you will see the squares slowly move backwards (idk how to describe it, just hold down the up button and see for yourself). Do it until only the last bold color remains. Cyan, here.
Now, let's go reopen the image as map.
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Perfect! You can even click that "Transparency" button to turn the bold color transparent.
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Now, all you have to do is click "Export"
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Here's the output:
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Of course, the same will have to be done with the sprite below it, and then you'll have to stitch them together in any editing software or art software (MS paint, firealpaca are both free) and there you go! the sprite :)
Now, not all games are like this. So let's look at another.
Let's do Pokemon Black 2 (this is the JP version but as far as I know, both games have the same file paths)
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Already, this looks WAY different. No Data folder. Just an "a" folder, with a million sub folders. How are we ever gonna find what we want?
Well, there's 2 answers. One is Google. I googled "Pokemon Black 2 sprite files locations" and got this answer:
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So a > 0 > 0 > 4...
But what if Google doesn't have an answer?
Well...Sorry to say, at that point, it's a game of trial and error. You're going to have check everything yourself (that's what I had to do with the Death Note game).
But back to Pokemon. So, I open as > compress....
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A little different here, too. But If I had to guess, 4_19.RLCN is our palette, and 4_20.bin (after we open as compress) will be our image.
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Right I am. But opening the image as map, it still looks weird. I'll mess with the width - that usually works.
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Just a few clicks of the down arrow and we got Bulbasaur.
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However, this palette doesn't look like Bulbasaur at all. There's no green or anything...maybe the actual palette it at the bottom there?
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So it is! You can tell just by looking at the colors that this is meant to be for Bulbasaur. The greens, blues, and reds for the mouth. Now, the question is how to get the right palette on it...
Unlike Light's palette from earlier, this one is much smaller, so we can tell the palette size is actually 16/16, not 256/1
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Just switch it over.
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I did 40 for the offset again, as this seems to be a regular number used for palette offsets.
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And wouldn't you know it!!
Okay, I've hit image limit so i'll stop here. But I hope this helps. Some games are encrypted or use file types not recognized by Tinke, so if you're having additional troubles you can message me again :) otherwise I hope this helps. When in doubt just try opening everything and anything lol.
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princesssmars ยท 2 years ago
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free love all around
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a makidrey x reader
its valentines day at constance billard, and your best friend knows just the way to make it even more special.
wc: 4.337 (wtf)
contains: fluff. polyamory. steamy makeout(s?) at the end. reader described having hair and being shorter than max. max is a little shit and audrey is confused about her sexuality but intrigued. aki bein cute and schemey. this is just a bisexual disaster.
a/n: them. just them. i started this in early 2021 (embarrassing) when aki pissed me off but i warmed up to him more in the beginning episodes of season two so triad x reader! too bad they all pissed me off in this season but On This Page Canon Means Nothing. i just finished 75% of this in a day so so if it seems wonky im sorry.
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knock knock knock knock knock.
a loud sigh makes its way from the heap of covers in the middle of the bed in the grand bedroom. this little routine max loved happened nearly every damn week and god if it didnt annoy you every time-
knock knock knock knock knock.
you let out a long groan this time, muffling the sound of the door opening and the footsteps quickly making their way toward your bed, and just as you're about to reluctantly leave the comfort of where you sleep a giant weight plops on top of you.
"y'know i was about to berate you for sleeping in later but im actually feeling pretty comfy now."
"get off of me." you grumble, pushing your knees and arms forward to try to push your best friend off of you, making him laugh in the process.
"only if you get up." he moves his body to face you, his piercing blue eyes looking into yours.
your heart beats irregularly.
"ok fine, just move" you sigh.
he smiles victoriously, letting out a small giggle and rolling over on your bed, giving you the reluctant freedom to get up and start your day.
you move to your closet, look through your picked outfits and choose the one you feel would work for today before you move to your bathroom to wash up. until you see max get up from the bed.
"don't even think about it." you warn.
his eyes widen and the corner of his mouth quirks up slightly, showing how he thinks hes so hilarious.
โ€œhurry up then, i need your help with something.โ€
you take a quick shower and put on your outfit and makeup, maxโ€™s foreboding words stuck in your mind and nearly making you poke your eye. it wasn't often that max let you in on one of his schemes, but when he did you knew your life was going to get very interesting for a few weeks.
โ€œalright, what are you planning this time?โ€ you ask, exiting the bathroom and grabbing your jacket and bag for school. max is already at the door, taking your hand in his as he leads you down the steps and out of your house. but not before you both say goodbye to your grandmother, whoโ€™s all sweet smiles in the mornings and has packed you some valentines themed goodies.
โ€œdonโ€™t alright me, l/n. i swear this is finally the plan that you're going to agree with me on,โ€ max holds your bags for you as you browse through something on your phone. once you're finished you make grabby hands for the snacks, looking through it after he quickly hands it to you to see some filled donuts and croissants. popping one in your mouth, you muffle a go-ahead for him to tell you his plan.
โ€œfirst things first, I cant take all of the credit for this. our sweet little akeno helped, don't give me that look! he can be sneaky when he wants to be. anyway, both of us noticed something about audrey and need your help with it.โ€
โ€œwhat have you noticed about her? is she acting like a diva because I'm afraid to admit that's how sheโ€™s always gonna be.โ€ you joke, giggling when max rolls his eyes.
โ€œobviously not that. its not about her personality but her..attraction to someone we know,โ€ he states, sending you a pointed look that has you nearly stumbling over yourself. โ€œdonโ€™t look so surprised, you definitely knew something was up.โ€
you stutter, still trying to process this load of information that's been dumped on you. โ€œi-i knew she was being nicer to me, but I just thought she wanted some emotional support other than julien! are you seriously trying to say she has a crush on me?โ€
โ€that, my dearest, is what weโ€™re going to find out.โ€ his hand patting your shoulder alerts you to your surroundings, seeing you've already arrived to the crowded entrance of constance billards - st. judeโ€™s.
he still doesn't let your hand go as you walk up to your table, the rest of your friends already sitting down and talking to each other.
โ€œdont act so happy to see us, everybody,โ€ you announce your presence, a collection of small greetings being directed to you.
โ€œthatโ€™s five days in a row youโ€™ve been late, y/n. if you need a lesson on punctuality you could always just ask.โ€ money chides, looking at you with her iconic sarcastic smile.
โ€œgood morning to you too, money bags.โ€ you joke, laughing along with luna as monet rolls her eyes at your silly nickname for her.
โ€œyou two look cozy.โ€ the distinct voice of audrey hope pops up, her eyes pointed towards you and maxโ€™s conjoined hands. you hear max laugh under his breath.
deciding to tease her a bit you rush over to her and tightly wrap your arms around her, ignoring her protests so as to not ruin her outfit. โ€œaww, don't get jealous auds. you know youโ€™re my favorite hugging buddy.โ€
โ€œyouโ€™re an idiot.โ€
โ€œcmon, you know you love me.โ€ you let her go a bit to look at her face, the blonde looking everywhere but at your eyes.
holy shit.
you look to max and aki who are sitting next to each other on one of the benches, the two of them looking at you with knowing expressions.
โ€œdid your grandma give you breakfast again? please tell me she made those stuffed donuts that I love.โ€ aki reaches over to grab the bag from your hands, figuring youโ€™ve caught on and will tease audrey some more. his face lights up when he sees the treats, taking a donut and biting out a large chunk.
when it came to audrey, aki was able to tell what she was thinking easily. she couldn't hide the clear distaste on her face when talking to someone she disliked, or the way she always seemed at peace when watching old hollywood movies. his girlfriend was a visually open book, which he regularly used to his advantage. but the one thing he didn't expect audrey to take a clear attraction to was you.
the way her eyes trailed after you when you headed to class, how she would frequently bring you up in conversation. he even noticed how she also did the same with their dear friend max. at first he thought it was jealousy, but now he knows thereโ€™s something more behind those eyes. it wasn't until he brought it up with max that they came up with the plan to see just how far they could push audrey until she admitted her not-so-secret feelings.
โ€œdont be do greedy, menzies,โ€ you snatch the bag back from his hands, โ€œyes she made enough for everybody. including some croissants which i know you love, auds.โ€ you say, picking out a croissant and raising it to the blonde girls mouth. she glares at you for a few seconds before leaning in and taking a bite while maintaining eye contact.
โ€œalright I'm out of here. you four are always so weird.โ€ monet gags before rushing from the table to class, the rest of your friends laughing and agreeing before trailing after her.
โ€œand then there were four,โ€ max muttered, wearing his usual smirk and putting his arms around aki and audreyโ€™s shoulders before looking at you. โ€œwhat ever shall we do now?โ€
โ€œnot whatever youโ€™re planning. ill see you three at lunch,โ€ you say goodbye to the three before heading to class. you would need some alone time to process what just happened and what it meant for your relationship with your best friends.
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right after your english literature class with audrey ended, the girl tells you not to wait up for her as the teacher wants to over her last essay with her. walking the short distance into the middle courtyard, you see max and aki already at your table and engaged in normal conversation. walking over, max roughly pulls you into a side embrace, dragging you halfway onto the table.
โ€œif it isn't our little star of the evening,โ€ max gushed, smiling brightly at you.
โ€œits eleven in the morning.โ€
โ€œjust enjoy my compliments, y/n.โ€ โ€anyway,โ€ aki butts it, leaning forward to get a better part in the conversation. โ€œthanks for going along with the plan so effortlessly this morning. we were going to take it a bit further tonight.โ€
they smile at you, akiโ€™s hesitant and maxโ€™s borderline devilish.
โ€œoh god what is it now?โ€ you ask, slapping maxโ€™s thigh and laughing at his squeal.
โ€œstop doing that! and what dear akeno was going to say was that he wants us to make it look like we're close so audrey gets a little jealous.โ€
your brows squint in confusion. โ€œbut we are close. weโ€™re nearly attached at the hip most of the time?โ€
โ€œhe means make it look like weโ€™re screwing.โ€
you move to smack max again, but he seems to expect it as he laughs and moves out of your hand's trajectory. you'd gotten used to maxโ€™s potty mouth but that didn't mean he could just say things like that in public. especially with this stupid gossip girl thing going around.
โ€œhave some class, wolfe.โ€
โ€œif i did id be a different person, l/n. and we all know you'd miss my charming personality.โ€ he purrs, throwing an arm around your shoulder. heโ€™s really committed to this act, you think, as he looks like he wants to eat you alive. โ€i can't believe im saying this but max is right,โ€ aki says, smiling at maxโ€™s faux-insulted face, โ€œif there's one thing i know about audrey its that when she feels like sheโ€™s missing out on something she will do everything she can to get it. she spent three hours last tuesday looking for a vintage chanel purse that got discontinued almost thirty years ago.โ€
โ€œshe definitely is persistent when she wants to be. which is precisely why this will work if me and y/n shag it up.โ€ max leers. you consider criticizing his choice of words but decide to leave it.
โ€œok, so we make her jealous, and then what? she figures out her sexuality? what else?โ€ you question.
they both open their mouths to speak but stop, not having thought that far. you can feel yourself slowly losing hope in them before max finally speaks.
โ€œweโ€™ll figure it out when is happens.โ€
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its a few hours later that youโ€™re back at home, getting dressed as you wait for max to come back from his house so you can go to dumbo hall together as the next part of the plan. throughout the whole school day, max had taken his part of the plan very seriously, treating you how he would one of his new flames.
he moved his desk right next to yours in your language class, unsuccessfully trying to persuade the teacher to let him stay and let the two of you work together, he held your hand as he walked you to your final class before pointing out how audrey was staring at your conjoined hands like they were her mortal enemy.
before you got in your lift home, he bid you goodbye with a long kiss right on your cheek, smirking at your shocked expression. you could've sworn you heard an all too familiar scoff and a mass of blonde hair storming in your opposite direction.
knock knock knock.
fixing up the last of your makeup and touching up your hair, you glide over to your bedroom door before opening it. in front of you stands max, wearing a not all the way buttoned up striped silk shirt with white pants and dress shoes. a classic max wolfe get-up but entrancing as always.
you try to ignore his eyes dragging up and down your body, his eyes lingering on your hips and chest before resting on your eyes.
โ€œi don't know it could use a few touch-ups,โ€ max purrs as steps closer to you, your neck having to crane to look up at him, โ€œyโ€™know i wouldn't mind helping you out of that and being a little late.โ€
โ€œoh shut up, you flirt.โ€ you groan, pushing his smiling face out of your way to head downstairs to your shared lift. max trails after you, hot on your heels as he takes your hand to help you step into the car without flashing someone because of your dress.
the ride there is mostly silent and it surprises you. in a good way. you'd been best friends with max for years now and it seemed like every time you two shared a space you were always talking about something, whether it be his recent sexual adventures or one of your new achievements.
but this silence wasโ€ฆcomfortable. he didnt say any other innuendos about your looks, deciding to just sit beside you and look out the window, his left hand slightly brushing your right. you dont say anything when he conjoins your hands together, no cameras around to see you.
you enjoy the prospect of having him in privacy more than you'd like to admit. it takes more of you to admit that it feels like someones somethingโ€™s missing.
when the car stops outside the building of dumbo, max helps you outside of the car and stays beside you up the elevator to the bar, keeping a pale hand on the bottom of your back as he gently guides you. its quiet again in the elevator unil you get a shared message from aki.
aki : we'll be there soon. gossip girl wont shut up about you two. audrey is ๐Ÿ˜พ. almost done!
you both laugh at his message, all too familiar with audreys signature pout when she's pissed off. you told her once in eighth grade that she looked like a kitten when she did it and she told you to shut up. she's been using the cat emojis since.
โ€œjust one more push and audrey will finally join the alphabet alliance.โ€ max laughs.
โ€œdid you ever think this would happen?โ€ you ask. โ€œi mean it in the nicest way but auds always seemed like the straightest girl ever.โ€
โ€œso did i until what happened last summer.โ€ max laughs but cuts himself off, looking like he really didnt want that to slip out.
your brows raise. โ€œwhat happened last summer?โ€
โ€œiiii don't know what you're talking about. it was a completely normal day with friends being normal. about each other. yup.โ€
max wolfe was caught off guard. if it weren't so shocking you would have taken a picture for memory's sake.
โ€œcmon, you can tell me maxie,โ€ you tease, bringing out the pet name you used to call him when you were little.
โ€œnope. mhm. not falling for it.โ€
before you can question him further the elevator stops on the top floor, the familiar dark yellowish lighting and mingling twenty-somethings welcoming you into the space.
max rushes out of the elevator, trying his best to avoid telling you what happened last summer. in the short walk over to the seating area, you keep your eye on him as he maneuvers over to the bar, hopefully ordering your favorite cocktail. you would need it for the night ahead.
you feel a hand wrap around your wrist before pulling you down onto the couch, your brain stalling as it rushes to comprehend what just happened. thankfully, it's just luna. horribly, it's just luna.
โ€œtell me everything. when did you two hook up? or are you only dating? i really doubt it because your sexual chemistry is through the roof-โ€
โ€œlune!โ€ you groan, stopping her inquiries as she giggles at you. while you loved luna and went to her for advice often, she really knew how to pry to get you to open up to her.
โ€œwe aren't actually together,โ€ you whisper, โ€œits just to help someone figure something out.โ€
lunaโ€™s brow raises. โ€œsounds like a weird favor, but iโ€™ll play along. but be honest with me, when this person figures out whatever it is they need to figure out, are you sure youโ€™l be able to justโ€ฆgo back to normal?โ€
โ€œyeah, of course, we will.โ€ it takes you a few seconds to answer, and you can tell by the look on the brunette's face that she doesn't believe you.
you're not that sure you believe in yourself either.
a glass of f/c enters your vision and you take it happily, thanking max as he settles on the couch next to you, throwing an arm around your shoulder. you try your best to ignore lunaโ€™ stare.
itโ€™s a while later that the golden couple makes their appearance. aki looks good as usual, managing to effortlessly loo both adorable and enticing. he looks at you and gives a little smile and wave. itโ€™s so sweet you don't know if those are butterflies in your stomach or plain sickness.
audrey is standing hand in hand with him and god does she take your breath away each time she dolls up. her watching old hollywood movies as a kid and falling in love with the styles that suited her perfectly, the blonde wearing a simple black halter neck gown with a diamond chain necklace. her hair is flowing over her back and shoulders, perfectly framing her face.
she ignores the both of you, flopping down on the couch in front of you and starting up a pointless conversation with julien, whose eyes dart between the four of you.
aki laughs under his breath and sits beside her, all of you struggling not to laugh at her little hmpf as she scoots away from him.
you get in the group chat when he waves his phone in your direction.
max : well she looks cheery
aki : she thinks i knew about the two of you dating and didn't tell her.
y/n : so she's upset with all of us. how do we make her realize sheโ€™s got a big fat crush on me if sheโ€™s going to avoid me like last season's manolos?
max : iโ€™ve got an idea
as soon as you read the message max grabs your arm with that devious look on his face and announces that you two are going to talk in private. you look to aki who shrugs and audrey who is barely concealing her annoyance.
max takes you across the room and inside a set of doors, pulling them almost all the way shut before he turns to you.
โ€œiโ€™ve got an idea,โ€ he says.
โ€œso I've heard,โ€ you laugh. โ€œdid you have to drag me across the whole room to tell me?โ€
โ€œit was that week at the hamptons.โ€
your laugh stops. โ€œwhat are you talking about?โ€
he sighs. โ€œlast summer, that week at the hamptons. we were hanging at the beach and when you came out of the water audrey was staring at you. and then that girl came up and started flirting with you and she was the angriest I've ever seen her.โ€
your brain takes in what heโ€™s telling you and it helps explainโ€ฆ so much. how in the span of a few hours audrey went from asking you to help her get changed to getting shy when you noticed a birthmark on her ribcage. from asking you constantly when you were going to finally find a cute person to take you out to gagging at every person in your dmโ€™s.
you just wished she would have voiced this to you. you noticed her slight jealousy and just took it as her being protective. you had told her numerous times that she was the only girl in your life, knowing the problems she had with abandonment, always telling her there would be room for her. it breaks your heart to think how she felt knowing you didn't feel the same.
but then there's akeno, your dear friend and audreys boyfriend. it was safe to say everyone - minus monet and maybe obie - had a crush on the pink-haired boy at some point. he was kind and maybe a bit too indecisive, but if you had a problem he was the most level-headed person you knew and he put things into perspective when you needed it. you remember when you came back from a trip thinking everyone had forgotten your birthday only to be surprised by a birthday party thrown by no one other than aki.
โ€œi just wish she would have told me.โ€ you sigh. you look at maxโ€™s face to see his mouth in a thin line as he stares at any place in the room but you. โ€œmaxie? whatโ€™s wrong?โ€
โ€œgod, stop with that nick - you know what, im just gonna say it. i only notice audrey was staring at you because i was. i mean, you do realize youโ€™re fucking gorgeous, right? we really should have expected this. the friends to lovers thing is pretty played out but i thought i would wait it out long enough to-โ€
maxโ€™s rambling is abruptly cut off when you grab the back of his head and bring his lips to yours. it takes him a few seconds to realize what's happening before he kisses back, but when he doesโ€ฆ youโ€™d heard talk from boys and girls around school about the skill of max wolfeโ€™s mouth but you had no idea it could feel as good as this.
it was both desperate but sweet, the kiss of two people who were long overdue to indulge in each other this way. its not long into it that his mouth prods yours open, his tongue meeting yours when you do so willingly. the suddenness and intensity of the kiss makes you dizzy, your hands blindly coming up to pull harshly at the brunette's hair. he moans into the kiss, slightly pulling away and smiling when you chase after his mouth.
โ€œi guess it's safe to say weโ€™re on the same page,โ€ he breathes, the breathiness of his voice making you want to kiss him until he can't speak, โ€œi always had a feeling you'd be a good kisser but jesus,โ€
โ€œshut up, wolfe.โ€
โ€œmake me, l/n.โ€
he doesn't have to tell you twice before youโ€™re bringing him back to you. this time he takes more charge, his large hands wrapping up from your back and pulling you in. he moves the attack of his mouth to your neck, sucking so hard at one spot that you know thereโ€™ll be a hickey but that excites you even further-
you slightly open your eyes in ecstasy and widen them when they lock with audreyโ€™s in the doorway. aki is standing behind her, looking both scared butโ€ฆsupportive?
you (reluctantly) push max off of you, and the small noise of confusion he makes almost makes the situation better. almost.
audrey steels herself and drags aki further into the room before commanding he close and lock the door, turning back to the two of you stuck standing like kids who were caught stealing from the cookie jar.
โ€œso itโ€™s true. you two are sleeping around and you didnt even bother telling me.โ€ she seethes. but you know her. she puts up an angry front because sheโ€™s hurt.
โ€œyup, sorry auds but we wanted to keep it a secret for a bit longer. it was fun to sneak around behind everyoneโ€™s backs, anyway,โ€ max boasts, sliding up behind you and wrapping his arms around you. โ€œwe would have told you eventually. we didnt think you would get so upset.โ€
โ€œobviously im upset! my two best friends are sneaking around behind my back!โ€
โ€œbutโ€ฆare you sure thatโ€™s why your upset?โ€ you ask her.
she halts, keeping eye contact with you as she studies your face. you can see the moment she understands but squash it down, in fear that you donโ€™t really mean what you say.
โ€œof course. i should know these things. imโ€ฆhappy for you.โ€
โ€œbabe, cโ€™mon,โ€ aki begs, moving to join you by your side. โ€œitโ€™s ok, trust me. we know. thatโ€™s why we did this.โ€
she squints, eyes flickering between the three of you before she scoffs out a laugh and folds her hands over her chest. โ€œyouโ€™re all assholes, you know that? if you had an inkling about how i do or donโ€™t feel you could talk to me like normal people.โ€
glad sheโ€™s not that upset, you rush in and hug her body close to yours, lifting her a bit up off the ground as she yelps and slaps you on the shoulder. it doesn't help, she's barely concealing a smile when you look at her. you turn back to look at aki, who rolls his eye and mouths a โ€œduhโ€ at you before you move in and kiss audrey hope like youโ€™ve been waiting a lifetime for it.
itโ€™s both different but the same as maxโ€™s kiss, the desperation still there but less hurried. its slow and soft, comforting knowing youโ€™ll get to do this again as much as you want now. that fat shocks you into pulling away from her, her eyes blinking up at you as she smiles prettily, the non-smudge lipstick that you got her working like a charm.
you feel a tap on your shoulder and look to your boys, the two having shared flushed cheeks and grins. deciding to finish your perfect little square, you giggle as you move over to give aki a sweet kiss as max drags in audrey for the same.
when all of you stop, you stand in silence for a minute just sharing looks before you all start laughing. normally after something like this you'd be nervous, wondering if you just ruined a relationship, but with the three of them you felt safe. you didnt have to worry about what you were, what you would do in the morning, or even the next few minutes. you just got to laugh in happiness with your favorite people knowing they felt the same about you.
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toomuchracket ยท 1 year ago
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i am so bored who wants to talk fluff
d word matty and girlie getting coffee for the first time (pre dating) โค๏ธ
ok so like genuinely two weeks into your job, maybe you take your lunch break at the same time as him and end up chatting about weekend plans; you have to try so hard not to get distracted by how sparkly his eyes are when you tell him you're going to a pottery workshop with your friends on saturday (he has to try not to get distracted thinking about re-enacting that one scene from ghost with you. he is already down very bad), which is really hard because he asks about it with such interest and it's so clear he's genuinely listening and caring about what you're saying. and then matty BLUSHES when he tells you he's spending saturday with his brother, which has you going absolutely mental - then he's like "sunday, i have to be at my friend's tattoo place at like half 8 in the morning, because a couple of them need refreshed and that's the only time he's got", and you're like "OOF. is it a studio near you? that wouldn't be too bad". matty shakes his head and tells you which part of london it's in, and you're like "oh wait i know that studio it's like fifteen minutes from my house. actually, i could bring you in a coffee, if you wanted? gives me an excuse to go out and get myself one"; matty smiles like "i'm touched, darling, but i wouldn't make you wake up at that time on a sunday just for that", and just as you're about to tell him you wouldn't mind he says - really shyly - "we could meet for a coffee after i'm done, though? if you like. it would be nice to see you". you're like !!!!! but you keep cool and say "i'd like that. i can meet you at the studio, and then we can decide where we want to go, if that suits?", and matty's like "of course. should be done by ten" - he is not, in fact, when you get there the next morning, but his friend is kind enough to let you sit in and watch (aka stare at matty's arms) while he finishes the touch ups. really, though, you just keep daydreaming about how matty's face lit up when he saw you, which is enough to fuel your delusions of him maybe fancying you (bless you, you've no idea) for about a week. anyway, afterwards, you have a little wander around looking for somewhere nice to go, and matty's insistent on paying for your latte despite you going "no! you're in my area! let me!" - eventually, you cave and let him, but promise to "buy the next one", and he's so enthralled by the idea that this meetup isn't a one-off that he agrees. and it's just a cute morning, really; you talk about what you got up to yesterday (matty is so entertained when you show him the pic of the wonky mug you made, so much so that you decide you'll give him it for his birthday in a few weeks), get to know each other a little bit more as friends and not just colleagues, and when he nervously invites you to drinks at his house for his birthday ("nothing mad, just the boys and some of my other friends"), of course you say yes. there's a little hug when you both head home - the first one ever, and you don't really want to let go - and when he shouts "see you tomorrow", you genuinely can't wait. yeah, you've definitely got a crush on him <3
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cyanrendipity ยท 11 days ago
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I almost forgot I finished a fullmoon yesterday, persona rant time, this time I defeated the hermit and depressing things are coming soon
This one was pretty fast, I forgot how fast summer goes by in persona 3, it always feels like a waste cause most days you don't have control but then there's not much to without the school social links tbh ๐Ÿ˜Ž
BUT FIRST OF ALL, STREGA EVENT??? TAKAYA TALKING TO ME? AMAZING, the first game really has very little of Takaya and Jin I am VERY happy, assuming we're gonna get Jin too, plus it was VERY funny being able to ask why he got no shirt on "Fools can't see my coat". Also, come on fake Jesus don't say that to him ๐Ÿ˜ญ (very good)
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Koromaru and Ken also joined the party and i'm still annoyed at Ken cause he keeps saying everything is for children and I AM picking a fight with the 10yo over it (is he even 10 idk) also why does Akihiko sit like this, are you ok man
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Minato 'pussy facing the world' and Akihiko 'cock shame'.
I was following a 100% social links walkthrough up until the last full moon but I gave up on it now that my favorite characters are all here, I wanna spend time with them!!!! I stopped following it to do the Aigis hang outs first but now I'm learning they only have 3 of the 5 linked events for Shinjiro in there? So fuck that.
I keep forgetting Aigis has hilarious moments even in the original but the new ones are killing me
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Idk how I feel about her going "as they say" non stop (she says something else in japanese, 'de arimasu'? I think, I'll come back here when I check again, but I keep going from "omg she's adorable" to "why is she saying it this much". If it's really a translation for "de arimasu" I don't think it was necessary. (Idk if this is a reload problem or something I didn't notice in the older games tho)
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Anyway Shinjiro joined the party, my little guy, I LOVE his theurgy very nice and edgy, I can't wait to do all his linked events and hangouts, he's another type of character I love very much, gap moe is the best ๐Ÿ’ž
Bracing myself for whats to come ๐Ÿ˜”
About the actual full moon the hermit isn't really a boss that leaves an impression on me tbh, I think because there's so much story happening around it with Chidori and Junpei that the boss just kinda fades in the background of my mind (I'm not the most action oriented person) it's also pretty easy.
About Chidori, I'm on the fence on how to feel about how she's so much more expressive with the new sprites, like her original sad expression looks more poker face but feels more "right" as an expression for her idk (New Chidori looks like she's pouting)
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Her new smile is such a open and expressive little smile.... it caught me off guard, original Chidori smile isn't quite this cute
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And in reload she smiles a lot in this interaction with Junpei. I guess I'm weirded out cause she looks so bishoujo? Her og smile fits her off putting looks (I'm not actually a fan of her og smile tho I think it could be drawn better lmao it's very wonky) but it's like they couldn't decide if she was gonna be creepy or cute in reload
Cause I feel like in the render they go for the weird doll like face but the sprites go full bishoujo in the expressions
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whatever I feel like old man yells at cloud, this is fine.
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jemwolf ยท 1 year ago
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I NEVER SHARED SEV PLUSH
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Here she is with Bubba the build a Bear axolotl for scale!
Bonus: she came with me to FanX :3
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(Yes, I got her a collar and tag with my contact info in the unlikely event that I lose her leave me alone-)
She's a lil goofy-looking, but honestly, she turned out better than I expected for Budsies! Now that I've gotten a plush from them, I have some recommendations for anyone thinking about getting a one under the cut!
1. Make a plush-friendly ref! Here's mine for anyone who didn't see it the first time
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Since Sev is asymmetrical, I showed both sides, a front view and top view, as well as her paws. I also kept it very simple! Knowing the general shape of plushies, I drew this ref specifically thinking of how difficult it would be to make a sewing pattern for. The more details your character has, the harder it will be for the artists to make it look accurate.
2. I didn't do this and wish I had; point out small details if you want to make sure they're not forgotten! For example, plush Sev doesn't have the dark brown ear tips. I noticed that during the sneak peek, but it wasn't a big deal to me compared to some other things, so I didn't ask them to fix it. (If you get the sneak peek, definitely ask for edits if you want them, though!) They also didn't put the bite mark scars, but I was OK with that, too.
3. I also wish I had listed out the colors. Sev plush is a much lighter brown than my ref, but that was alright; the one that was a little disappointing (and the photos they send during peeks are not very high resolution, so I couldn't tell), is that her scars are tan instead of pink. I might try to fix that myself someday but for now I've gotten used to it X3
4. Small details will be done with felt unless you specifically ask otherwise! Sev plush's spots, scars, teeth, and eyes are all made out of felt. This may not be a big deal to some, but if you don't like the texture of felt, or you don't want to deal with it pilling later, make sure you specify that you don't want them to use felt!
That's another thing I've gotten used to since receiving her, but someday when I have the time and energy, I will likely be replacing at least her spots myself, and I'll probably have to redo her eyes too; they're already pilling a bit.
5. Go in with the knowledge that Budsies specializes in taking abstract children's art and making that into plushies. They are not an independent maker, they are a business. I can guarantee your plush will not look exactly like your reference. If you're not okay with that, save up and commission a plush artist! Budsies is a fun, more budget-friendly option for someone who wants a plush of their character on a relatively quick turnaround, but doesn't mind if they look a little wonky (which is exactly what I was expecting, so I am overall extremely happy and satisfied with my silly Sev uwu)
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tomatoart ยท 2 years ago
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mwah your art is good and nice :>
can I ask for some advice? no worries if u don't want to answer.
do you have any tips on how exactly to practice art? everytime I ask for art advice everyone always says "practice" but idk what to practice first! do you have any strategies for learning how to draw something? do you do excercises? and if so how do they work?and are there any beginner mistakes I should look out for and change specifically?
thank you so much!! have a wonderful week :>
thank you so much! im ok w answering! i dont want to speak as if i am an expert on how to draw things in general as i am learning as well and definitely am not completely learned, so i might not be the best person to ask since im not very professional w my art as I do it as a hobby (and I can only speak on mostly digital cartoon matters) but i reallly hope to try and help u out even a lil ! im really happy that youโ€™re eager to draw :] I wish you so much luck muwah muwah
i also hated when ppl told meย โ€œjust practiceโ€ and i dont wanna inflict tht on u EITHER LOL but also thats just what i ended up doing for awhile but i tried to find some things to help ^_^
tips for practice:ย My number one rule is that practices should be challenging but still fun, I know it can get frustrating trying to redraw a pose over and over trying to get it perfect. And over time it rlly is all about muscle memory, the longer you draw the more your eyes will pick out specific shapes in everyday life and convert them into its own vision of them! or at least its good to look at life that way, try to pin point key shapes and stress less on details in practices. after you look at key points, THEN you can go over what you have and draw in and over it to make it more โ€œcomplete.โ€ To stop practices from getting too stressful I recommend starting out drawing what you want a little more simple looking than ur desired finished product. This helps eliminate the pressure of everything not looking โ€œperfectโ€ and keeps your art more loose and fun. Doing this a few times is gonna get ur brain to recognize patterns in art and how things look/flow in anatomy and such. dont get stuck in ur own head abt perfecting everything to the point you either 1) give up bc ur not at a level capable of it being 100% โ€œperfectโ€ or 2) focus so much on making it perfect that you end up saying the work looks โ€œwonkyโ€ or stale in dynamics, So while I do think studies help, donโ€™t get too lost in them. I always practice with media I enjoy too, whether itโ€™s characters or fashion I enjoy.
Strategies learning to draw something: people get mad abt this one but I think tracing reference photos is great. its been awhile but When I tried learning to draw hands better at first I would trace them then put the traced image to the side of the canvas, then try and replicate what my mind saw as its most important angles and aspects. Same for clothing folds/hair/etc! I think itโ€™s maybe not the best idea to trace the ref and use the tracings as is, because you learn more from tracing it then trying to replicate and simplify what u learned into the style youโ€™re working in. Find what shapes you like from them and donโ€™t over detail it. you may have to go by eye and thinkย โ€œwhat parts of this ref photo should i simplify to fit my styleโ€ and for me, its usually adjusting the length of the torso and then the limbs by associations. i dont recommend feeling like u need a reference for every art you make though, its ok to let ur own head try out its own sometimes too while trying to learn this, see if it remembers any call bad from the past referenced sketches! over time ull remember where everything goes more, these days i rarely kick myself to use refs but im sure they still would help to use, but figure drawing simple blobby figure in a bunch of random poses was a big thing i used to do as well to get better at full body art + overall dynamics (still does this). also paying attention to silhouettes is greatย 
Exercises and how they work: I WANNA HELP U SO BAD BUT to be honest, all the works on my blog ARE exercises! i rarely actually do finished pieces, if u scroll thru my posts ull notice most r sketches. i usually just fill up a page and call itย โ€œwarm upsโ€ then i get attached to some of them, take a few, and just line them up pleasingly on a smaller page, then color them in (or sometimes fix the lines to be more clean too). im not rlly a person whoย โ€œexercisesโ€ to practice, it more so happens from just me drawing a lot for fun as a hobby! but i really should. i will tell u this has humbled me a lil i need to start practicing too ๐Ÿ˜ญ LOL but a good exercise is to look at what ur inspirations do, and study it. Make a collage and write out what you like most abt their styles/what u want to gain from them. For ref Hereโ€™s a page I did awhile ago when someone asked me abt my insps:
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i also look at fashion magazines and as well as anime figures and take insps from that sometimes with learning cool poses and compositions to convert into my own things
Beginner mistakes to look out for: its hard for me to pin pointย โ€œmistakesโ€ beginners make, as sometimes we cant avoid all of them or even notice them, progress comes from growing out of old ways. some mistakes are even the foundation of ur future amazing cool style! but i think some things to look out for could be these, from my own old art experiences
Hands were the first thing I learned bc i liked drawing them. I donโ€™t know if that is the best way to go but I think it is smart to practice sooner than later, here is a lil guide thingggyyy wingyyy from awhle ago
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i see beginners shy away from drawing signs of age in people, sometimes adding too much detail on an older person in cartoon art makes it look weird, so i try and hit the key markings on ppls faces of age.
Too thin of lines. sometimes its a stylistic choice to use thin lineart, and it can look amazing ! but sometimes it can flatten an image if ur not familiar with its flow. im not saying use thick line art, but more so to keep in mind the weight of ur strokes, adding depth with a thick thin combo of line art can do SO much for the simplest of pieces. heres a visual from a while back when i talked abt my brush + more abt lines:
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but if ur desired style is thin lineart that is cool too! tbh it was just harder for me as a beginner
sometimes artists think they need to do full lineart for everything and then hate how it looks compared to the sketch, do not fear i will introduce u to my bff: painting over a sketch, extractinging the lines, then calling it line art. i only do this sometimes but its a fun exercise-ish thing to do in a pinch. example:
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finding what shading fits ur art. sometimes ill see ppl starting out who have a style thats very simple, but they use a very detailed rendering process on it. this is not something id ever police of course, art is each persons own choice! And it CAN work. It can be so cute! but sometimes mixing two very contrasting mediums of art can throw off theย โ€œput togetherโ€ look of it. i use to abuse the airbrush tool thinking it made my simple style look super cool and detailed, but looking back on it now those pieces looked a little off, having such a simple style have somewhat more realistic shading. dont get me wrong the ability i see ppl use rendering like that is so insanely talented! but i found cellshading to be a good match for cartoony art like my own. a tip i learned way too late abt that is rather than shading each layer by color picking a darker color, instead use a clipping mask over the entire art (above line art too as I color my lineart) and lasso tool the areas u want shaded + fill it w a saturated purple then set to multiply + lower opacity. also, sometimes coloring can come out chalky looking when u meant for it to be smooth and transitional, i think this comes from overshading and overlighting pieces without reason. pay attention to where the light source is, and focus on making the shaded and lighter areas nice shapes that cover the necessary areas, then u can add additional shading to the smaller details of what should have a casted shadow/lightย ย 
its good to spice up ur art now rather than later, focusing making ur art pop more w backgrounds will help ur coloring skills look better too! i dont mean detailed huge backgrounds, a small lil color pallet and design rather than a blank white bg. like this will make u feel better abt it or at least it helped me *sweats* yeah:
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beginners tend to draw blank faces like โ€œ:)โ€ but I think a good thing to do is try and get silly with expressions early on. Itโ€™s okay if the mouth hangs off the face cartoonishly with joy or shock, itโ€™s ok if the eyebrows are super high in surprise.
tracing and pasting it as is (already said this but Iโ€™ve seen ppl do it a lot with hair styles and it makes it look alienated from the rest of the style) (final fantasy fans found critically injured) n if need a ref for a pose, using a real humans anatomy as-is doesnโ€™t look quite right on a cartoonyish drawing. Shortening torso and legs usually comes out of this for me!
flip ur canvas i promise u itโ€™ll be less embarrassing over time!
using guidelines for perspective and foreshortening is GREAT. Do it stylistically rather than realistically to add some groove to it...yay. Having silly perspective in art can make it look like a 10 so easily opposed to a normal front facing sketch. Look at cool poses from fashion magazines! Donโ€™t be scared to draw something you donโ€™t feel confident in conveying perfectly, this is why progress redraws exist :)
Drawing the hairline b4 u draw the hair is great, it helps u understand where their hair flows from, where it starts and stops, AND prepares u for drawing bald ppl. Also donโ€™t make the head too big, the skull IS bigger up top, but sometimes I see an alien head affect.
Anatomy is an interesting mistake that beginners make a lot, but itโ€™s one they find harder to notice! When I started out, all my art would be SO wonky, but I didnโ€™t even realize it! It still happens today too! specifically though I see beginners struggle with the arms in this department. My advice is to try and measure them out and make sure they donโ€™t go past the knees, and are the same length as each other when Unfolded. asking for criticism is hard but it helped me realize when i would make something bigger/longer than it should have been in my art, and stuck with me being able to goย โ€œoh... i see it LOLโ€ย 
clothing wrinkles- do not over do it! Too many wrinkles and shading can look unpleasant and wirey- like a plastic table cloth all bunched up which isnโ€™t exactly what ppl wear. pay attention to gravity too
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I hope this helped even a lil im sorry tht Iโ€™m not very good at explaining or didnโ€™t have much to sayyy! If u have any troubles no guarantee Iโ€™ll have the answer, but ur always free to ask!
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rocketchip-comic ยท 1 year ago
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I love that in Rocket's backstory she was a janitor, because as a janitor myself at the hospital I work at we're given a surprising amount of clearance for accessing rooms in the building, second only to security officers. Also, cleaning and maintenance staff are inconspicuous and often looked over. So, chances are you're not gonna question why a janitor is in a room as long as it looks like they're doing their job. Out of mind, out of sight; a ghost. It would be relatively easy (hypothetically of course, to any future employers I wouldn't do this in real life) to "borrow" company property and do... less than legal things with classified information, and with Rocket's engineering/tech experience and the lackluster security the only thing she would have to worry about is being patient and making sure that she's still doing her job to keep prying eyes away from her. Not saying that this wouldn't be a stressful plan to enact, but in this context it's very doable and I just think that's neat
As for the actual stealing of the ship... well, I assume that's where the luck comes into play.
anyway yea :) your comic v cool and fun and good
wait i forgot i had a question! ok so how exactly does Chip's memory deletion work? is it just like a button on the side of her head that just boop and poof its gone? Does she ever accidentally delete memories she wants to keep? wait thats 3 questions oops
HA I'm glad I got that accurate! At my last job whenever janitors got into stuff nobody else was supposed to see there was always this attitude of like "oh well, they won't know what to do with that info anyway." Which is .. hmm. But YES disclaimer for kids at home, I do not condone becoming a janitor to modify engineering plans and eventually hijack a spaceship to leave the planet. Just say NO!
Chip's robot physiology is a little wonky and works by cartoon logic, but basically she has two little electric panels on the sides of her head. That's what those yellow swirl things are supposed to be.
When she wants to forget something unpleasant, she essentially sends an electric jolt through her finger while pressing it up to the panel. and ZAP! (It's sort of meant to invoke the image of someone sticking their fingers in their ears when they don't want to hear something.)
To put it visually, its like her memory is a video in an editing program that she's dragging clips out of, and the gaps in the video are just replaced by vague jumbled static.
Sometimes she actually does remove more memories than intended. When she's in a rush or feeling panicked she'll cut out a wider section of memory in her haste to just GET RID OF THE BAD!! Which deletes pretty much all of the surrounding context of the memory as well. She's never really considered this to be a big issue.
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Now where do the removed memory bits go? She has NO idea. All she knows is that she can't access them anymore once she's done the zappy thing, so they're as good as gone to her!
But who knows what could happen? ๐Ÿ‘€
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mostlymobilegames ยท 2 years ago
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I don't normally make this kind of "review" so late, usually I write my thoughts very early, when a new story gets published and there's only a few episodes (which didn't happen with Theodora). However, I managed to take advantage of the event and basically binged the entire book. I wouldn't have made this review if I didn't genuinely need to write my opinions on this (like my head might've exploded if I didn't).
!!Spoilers ahead!! and possibly tw? Nothing is too explicit
Because Theodora is, at the moment, only 4 episodes away from the end, I didn't go into the story blind. I knew about almost all the wow moments... and that didn't ruin the experience in the slightest.
I could gush about the author's writing forever, I was beyond impressed with... everything really, the atmosphere, the dialogue, the characters, the story, the descriptions, the MC's introspection, I can't find one thing to complain about when it comes to the style of writing and expressing. It never felt like serious matters were described too superficially, without giving sufficient attention, or too pretentiously, where it's just so artificial to the point of boredom; it stayed just on the line between too little and too much, keeping the reader entertained without feeding them gallons of information.
Maybe the season 3 finale will blow my mind, but honestly season 1 just set the bar so high everything after that just felt like "ok, moving on". This isn't at all an insult to the other two seasons, quite the opposite, I liked how season 2 gave wayyyy more attention to the MC and really dived into her head, because it makes sense. Season 1 takes a very mortal and human Theodora into unprecedented violence and suffering, especially for a woman whose previous concerns were homemaker articles. People are in pain and reality isn't safe. The fate of the burlesque dancers and Madame's unfinished business are serious problems (prostitution, abuse, drugs, abandonment), and very important at that moment, but they are fragments of other people's lives, the MC is mostly an observer, it can't even come close to the trauma of season 1. The story is coming to an end, but it's a handful of people against the villain, not innocent civilians resorting to suicide to remain on their land, coercion on top of coercion, lynching and so on. Season 1 instills terror, it shows not only the extreme fragility of human lives, how easy everything can be taken from you, but also human cruelty and sadism. Neumann isn't a supernatural creature, he's very much human and very much terrifying. I liked how there seemed to be no justice for the bad guys in season 1 and 2, it felt more realistic especially because it is unfair.
I loved how the characters were never put in the background even if they weren't the MCs LI. Being allowed to still have friendships while in a relationship and invest in those friendships is amazing. All the characters felt like humans with real lives that don't revolve around the MC, they didn't disappear if Theodora wasn't into them and their lives didn't start with her. Creating such a strong sense of family in every season with a new cast is also appreciated; even if it seems like a short time the pacing never felt rushed (it is a bit wonky in the last season but not enough to be a problem for me).
The LIs are just great. None of them really lacked anything, everything I said above applies to all of them. I didn't mind at all the "oh shit here we go again" because it perfectly showed the fact that yes, the MC is immortal and everyone around her will die, over and over again. This is where John falls into the soulmate trope thing. I casually romanced him and while I would've liked to be with him in the last season, it wasn't my fault he was in the same season with Charlotte. Regardless, I liked the "demon is soft for human, they are bffs" and John giving literally everything for Theodora with no expectations is my new addiction (though I do want to romance him properly after the story is finished). I could read whole episodes of just their interactions, not even interesting ones, like training or yearning for each other, just... having breakfast and discussing the news, or walking in the park like an old couple.
Now, the MC my beloved
From a young, inexperienced but very determined journalist who wants to make the world proud and her name known to a sad, self destructive and lonely woman, forced to live her life without end, Theodora's mind is really entertaining. Every time she got into her own head, every emotion or lack of emotion, every breakdown, it was all so authentic, I felt what she was feeling having never been in those situations myself. A character drowning in solitude and despair who occasionally sees the light just to be plunged over and over again in the dark and still go on with her life (I mean there's no choice but still).
I liked that she never fell into the not-like-other-girls mess, there was always a sense of solidarity between her and other women, more or less similar to her, without it being exploited to ridiculous levels. She wasn't above anyone but also didn't force camaraderie.
Tbh I would've been fine having like 7 more seasons of Theodora just... living her life in different places while spiralling into madness and alcoholism; that's how good she is. I think overall the characters in this book really tie everything together, like they're the cherry on top but also the frosting and main flavour of the cake.
I devoured this story, I don't even care if the ending won't be satisfactory, the first two season were just mind-blowing. I don't even know what else is there to be said, everything is so good, from the visuals, the music and noises, the CGs, to the writing itself.
For a first story, Arina set huge expectations for her next works.
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