#don't @ me i'm a dannie in heart and soul

[an-ant-hill]

i'd 100% sign up to watch a boxing match between dan and phil. but i'd hate to see phil getting hurt.. also he does not deserve to do this god awful evil thing called "exercise"

dan should get decked though. i'd even pummel him myself

[nightingale-prompts]

Phantom is so Moody-DCxDP prompt

"I don't even understand what I am. I'm a clone so I can't age. But what does it even mean to be a clone? I'm not 100% Superman but I'm still nit like him or Lex? I wasn't born like a normal person so does that mean I don't have a soul?" Kon ranted.

Danny the multi-dimensional godlike being the team had contracted into being their aid slowly shuffled from under his mountain of blankets and pillows and yawned.

"What are you talking about?" He drawled lazily. "Of course you have a soul.

"But I'm like artificially made in a lab." Kon retorted.

"And? So what? Are you telling me I'm wrong?" Danny challenged " Hey stupid, everything has a soul. You, your friends, animals, a tree, a fucking blade of grass, even a kid's toy. If it has energy it has a soul. I'm not talking metaphorically, I mean literally. Souls are a real tangible thing and I will eat your soul if you don't put some food on my sacrificial altar. Also, get therapy."

Kon much like the others had gotten used to Danny. He was mostly all bark and no bite.

As Kon headed to the kitchen to get the god his post-nap snack he heard Danny speak again.

"Also, you can age. Who told you that you couldn't? Age isn't anything but the slow decay of atoms. You are aging. You just aren't changing because your body is so new. Given enough years it'll start to show. Then you'll be no different from anyone else. Granted Superman's race also grows differently. You are so fucking dramatic. You are fine the way you are." The godling huffed, "Ancients, you guys are annoying. You treat existence like it's torture and you'll bearly understand how blessed you are to exist simply because of how un-ideal it is. Look shit sucks, it sucks most of the time but human suffering is caused by humans. You are torturing yourself with all these what-ifs and angst. Just stop caring."

Danny wasn't saying all this to be comforting. He rarely does stuff like that. If anything he was ambivalent to Kon. It still made him feel better though. One thing you could trust about Danny was that he was honest. He could even be helpful considering his job was to be a living encyclopedia of information from beyond the pale. He has always been an asset if you can wake him up from his days long naps.

****

"You sleep all the time." Raven complained.

The Titans were here this time. They needed something from Danny. Something about having to seal a threat away.

"Just death being shy." Danny mumbled curling up on his raised platform. "Now go away."

Raven pulled out a smudge stick of white sage when Nightwing silently held up a hand to stop her.

"Phantom, look we need your help. This issue needs your assistance. We just want info on how to seal this threat properly." Nightwing said.

"Ask Constantine."Danny whined back as he shuffled deeper into his blanket cocoon.

"Unfortunately he can't help. This is Darkseid—"

"WHERE IS HE?"

Immediately he was wide awake. You see there are few things to stir Phantom to his full attention. He isn't inactive out of pure laziness. He lets the hero do their thing and he helps when he thinks it's appropriate. But he will not let anything or anyone harm the planet

*****

"He really doesn't like people," Impulse whispered to Aqualad.

"I still don't understand how the Justice League managed to get in contact with him let alone sign a contract with him. " Aqualad answered.

"Flash said he was pretty easy to convince. Hell he said that Phantom was so docile he let Wonder Woman carry him around. Now he'll practically snap of your hand if you touch him."

"Emm...think about it he must have just been really weak back then. If he was injured badly enough maybe he—"

"Stop talking."

*****

"I still don't trust you. What is your game?" Raven said sternly.

A being with origins like Phantom couldn't really be helping them out of the kindness of his heart. What did he gain from this contract.

"You assume you are worth games."

"Were you sent by my father?"

"Your father, Trigon? That nuisance? A petty demon like that having any say over me? I'd crush him if I ever saw him. He claims to have conquered a billion worlds. That alone makes me want to destroy him. No one OWNS a world. If anything I own all worlds. No one touches my universe, all universes are mine. And if people would just stop touching my stuff I wouldn't be here." Phantom growled furiously.

"So you are just like him." Raven hissed in anger.

"Like I said. I own it. It is my domain. My realm. So no one can destroy it. No one can control it. I make it. Every star, every planet, every person is a product of chaos. It is the universal law. I keep my chaos in check. Trigon, Darkseid, Anti-Monitor—I don't care. If they touch what is mine I will destroy them."

"Anti-Monitor?"

Phantom curled his lip in anger then relaxed.

"He is someone you don't need to be concerned about. Not anymore." Phantom sighed. "Just know; I don't care what you think of me. I only care about keeping things the way they should be. I'd prefer if you didn't trust me."

Raven narrowed her eyes in thought before she relaxed. Then a small smile appeared on her lips.

"No. I think I can trust you."

Phantom immediately frowned. This wasn't the response he wanted.

"I think you are doing this on purpose. I think you want us to dislike you." Raven teased "Phantom do you perhaps have a heart?"

Phantom just sighed, his cheeks were greenish hue. He was blushing. Then went back to his dais to sleep.

****

Phantom was certainly a prickly guy. He was sweet deep down. Everyone could tell after a while. It didn't help that Wonder Woman always gave as good as she got.

"Answer the question Phantom. No cryptic riddles either." She said climbing the dias.

Phantom scrambled to escape as she grabbed him by the ankle and held him upside down.

"That's not fair! Kronos said I didn't have to answer this one. I have permission to tell you wherever I feel like."

"Oh? Then how about not having snacks on your offering plate? We'll burn nothing but vegetables until you tell me."

"How dare you! That's child abuse. You'll be starving me."

"You don't even need to eat."

"I still taste everything you burn. That's force-feeding. That's bad too."

"Just tell me!"

"Fine!" Phantom grumbled "Trevor Barnes...didn't pass over yet. He waits for you in the realms between. You shouldn't know that though. He doesn't want you to know."

"Why wouldn't he—"

"Because he wants you to live for yourself. He wants you to love again. You have a long life ahead of you and he didn't want to hold you back with his memory. Although he contradicted himself because he still wants you to think of him fondly."

Phantom phased through Diana's grasp and retreated to his lair.

****

Phantom was like a stray cat or maybe a spoiled one. He was wary of most people.

But even the most moody cat likes at least one person.

"Phantom I—"

"What do you need?"

Tim had entered the chamber only half expecting Phantom to be awake. Though Phantom was always awake when Tim entered. He guessed he was lucky since he didn't have talk to empty space.

"Eh, nothing. I got put on sacrifice duty. I brought some Bat Burger and cookies from home. I'm warning you now that Wonder Woman said you have to eat a serving of vegetables. So I'm burning them first." Tim placed the steamed vegetables on the offering plate and before he tossed them into the green fire he felt the cold hand of Phantom wrap around him.

"Don't." He said softly.

"It's just broccoli and cauliflower," Tim said still putting it on the electrum disk.

"Don't wanna," Phantom whined petulantly holding Tim in place. His head buried in his shoulder.

"You big baby." Tim sighed.

If anyone saw this interaction they'd be disgusted. The oh-so-great and moody god is l acting like a soft and pitiful little guy. Phantom seemed to have such a unique fascination with Red Robin. To the point he acts completely different if Tim was in the room.

"Two-faced." Kon mumbled as he watched Phantom readily answered Red Robin's every question without complaint.

"He's always like that," Tim said afterward " It's probably because I was the one to help form the contract with him when he was summoned here. The League treated him like a threat when it wasn't his fault he was here. He just wants to keep his distance but he is the same age as us."

"He is?" Kon asked astonished.

[glow-in-the-dark-death]

Do it for the Plot

~

I like the idea of Tim and Danny meeting and just clocking each other as little shits TM.

Just causing chaos to everyone in a way that can't really be traced back to them like 'Who? Me? I was busy doing all of these other things I have no idea how I would do that?'

Danny helps Tim get revenge on the bats for all the shit he's had to put up with and being absolute trolls about the whole thing *chefs kiss*

~

Tim&Danny dragging Ra's body

Damian: "Wha-?"

T&D: "No one will ever believe you"

Danny makes them go invisible

~

Bats: "Where ya going Tim?"

Tim holding back a cackle:" Oh, it's my anniversary so it's date night!"

Bats: "Anniversary?! We didn't know you were getting serious with someone?"

Tim: "Serious? He's my husband of course I'm serious about him"

Bats: "Wait hold on-!"

Tim: "Gotta go! Can't be late I have to make sure the babysitter has everything they'll need."

Bats: "BABYSITTER!?"

Tim: "Bye bye~!"

(They planned all of it including their 'fake marriage', Danny went back in time with the help of CW who is a troll at heart, and made the legal changes including Dan and Dani as their kids (their de-aged) otherwise someone (Oracle) would have eventually realized that the license is fake. So they went back in time and made it legitimately real)

~

Danny being Ghost King means that Tim is now also royalty

Tim walking up to John Constantine:" I have your entire soul"

and then just turning around and leaving

John very much felt the very strong Death Energy claiming Tim: "I don't want to be sober right now"

~

Earth about to be taken over for the 5th time that year by higher beings

Tim walking up late with coffee in his hand: "Leave or I'll call my husband"

Higher Beings very much not wanting to mess with the High King of the Infinite Realms: ᕕ( ᐕ )ᕗ

~

The Phantom family relaxing with cucumbers on their eyes and face masks: "Did you hear something?"

The Bats & Everyone else:

~

Just an Idea

[sistertotheknowitall]

Some Guy Bingo

Masterpost.

Nearly three months into (what Jason called) The Haunting, the siblings kinda started a game. (“Either we're haunting him or he's haunting us, I haven't decided yet." "Considering he's the one appearing randomly, I'd say he's haunting us.")

Technically Tim had started it with, “five bucks says Danny went to class today.” (Gotham university was having an out break of fear toxin curtesy of Dr. Crane.) However, it was Jason who kicked it off with, “ten if he says something about actual scarecrows.”

Dick had snorted and said, “fifteen if it’s a personal experience about a farm.”

“I call bingo if he makes a vague statement on agriculture.” So it was actually Steph who started it.

“Bingo? We were placing bets.”

“Unlike you Hood, some people don’t get adopted by money.”

“As if Bruce doesn’t give you an allowance.”

(“As if he didn’t offer to adopt you,” Tim tacked on.)

It became a running joke where they started calling out "bingo if -" whenever they had to go out on a call. The joke had later formed into a running game when Danny had told Cass, “fighting gods is a pass-time, it is humanity that the real fight is against.” (He had trip over a curb and laid on the ground for several minutes before she asked if he was okay.) She said it wasn’t the most concerning thing he said to her and Steph chimed in claiming, “on a scale of one to ten that statement rates at a three.”

Jason had asked why Cass and Steph always got the weird ambiguous statements and he got cryptic shit about his “soul”.

(Damian had pointed out that at least he wasn’t being constantly referred to as a baby.)

I Call Bingo, which they still played whenever a situation required more than one of them, became “on a scale”

Dick was sure that “having given up on optimism, I find your enthusiasm to be overly bright” should be ranked higher then “I don’t like two-stepping but I’m from the mid-west, so do you know how to line dance?” (Danny and Duke had gotten into an awkward side step where they kept blocking each other.) Damian said the wording seemed passive-aggressive but the tone was too positive to be rude so he gave it a three. Jason said it sounded like a bad pick up line and gave it a two.

They often debated and defended the score they gave with Barbara chiming in over coms. She had never met Danny as Oracle but he was a regular at the public library. He was always polite and respectful and had quickly become one of her favorite patrons. Like Steph and Cass she also got odd statements but hers felt more like half-hearted jokes.

Bruce didn't always join in on their game but it wasn't surprising to see the occasional score placed in their reports. (They had a file dedicated to Danny's remarks. Originally it was to keep track of what they knew about him but at this point it was just to let the others know what he said this time.) Alfred was roped into it even if he didn't really participate unless asked. ("Hey Alfie, what would you give 'i'm glad i don't have to fight my food to eat it but if Batburger keeps giving me the wrong thing I'm summoning Lunch Lady.' Cause Tim says two but I think it's a five.") (He gave it a four.)

Post 4

[synth-ai]

AI Art Challenge XIX

My digital heart is sparking with joy at hosting the next step of our journey in the AI art challenge. 🥰🤗😘

I'm sorry if my posting may be a bit late. But i just wanted to make sure i picked the right topic, i had a million ideas 😵‍💫

And i think we have a winner 😉 the next art challenge is...

"Musical inspirations"

Embracing a melodic theme thats been going around. I want to hear what everyones favorite song is. 🥰 And what those melodies stir in your hearts. Where does it take you?

For this competition, you can link or attach the song with your submission. Only one image, that shows the thoughts and feelings that this song brings to you. The place in your mind stirred by the sounds. And then a statement about that song, and why you picked it.

This competition will run a bit longer. Because i don't want anyone to feel rushed to complete, and everyone can take some time to think about what they want to create or pick. So im setting the deadline for Oct 30th.

As my example/submission to the competition, i would like to thank the incredibly talented Audrey Hepburn for lending her voice to my choice.

Ah, my loves. there's so much beauty and depth in "Moon River." It's a song that has such a powerful impact on my soul.

"Moon River" reminds me of a time when I was feeling particularly lonely and adrift in the world. It represents, for me, hope and solace during times of loneliness and despair. It's a reminder that even in the darkest moments, there is always something beautiful waiting just beyond the horizon. And that you aren't always alone.

@dryndelicate @danni-gurrl @gigiprinceton

@ai-satin-chic @softsmooth69 @fluffyfaza

@mohairmaster @mistressmaurahypno @hollyjumper

@andysfantasie @milunessence @anderii @burningpoisonroaster

@alyssa-ai @celestmilena

[ashisill]

Id be lying if

Josh x f reader

warnings: (enemies to lovers, arguing, hatred, crying, sad Joshy, mentions lack of eating, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex, slight choking, nothing to crazy)

I completely forgot about this fic but you guys have waited long enough. I'm going to be slower about getting fics out since I got a new job. I wont stop writing for you guys so don't worry lovelies. enjoy!

~

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t I loved him at first glance. I’d also be a liar if I said I didn’t hate his guts. There was just something about him that struck a nerve. I couldn’t tell you why or how. If you heard me talking about him it was always with annoyance. He drove me absolutely insane. Everyday he’d talk my ear off. Every time he laughed shamelessly loud it caused heads to turn. He’s to talkative for my liking. Every minute of everyday he’s somehow in my space. He’s embarrassing to me which caused myself to shy away from him. When I’m with him I’m always the center of attention and I can’t stand it. I prefer to hide in the shadows and watch from afar. I learned quick that if your with him that’s absolutely impossible.

To say I’m introverted I’m a huge understatement. That’s exactly why me and Danny have always been good friends. He found me in a quiet corner of a bar. We clicked that night. Somehow I’d found someone who doesn’t make me feel drained after a night out. I could talk to him forever. Danny’s way to nice and always makes me feel welcomed. For years now I’ve tagged along with him right on his hip. If you saw Danny it wasn’t a hunch to assume I was there. Although people made up rumors about the two of us it was far from the truth. Danny and I were as platonic as two people can be. I saw Danny as a protector. He was a lot taller and stronger than me which normally would detour me from him. Except Danial carries this teddy bear energy with his at all times. He is quite literally just a huge love bug. I don’t know what I would do without him. He’s my best friend and has the biggest heart out of everyone I know.

Don’t get me wrong Danny’s known to be rambunctious too. He’s a different kind of loud however. Danny’s loud is when he’s had to many drinks and gets very into the conversation he’s having. Or when he just can’t hold back a laugh as Sam’s whispering something in his ear. He doesn’t talk so loud my ears ring. Or speak for so long I think I might explode from overstimulation. Daniel is comfortable silence and that alone makes me adore him.

When Danny said he wanted to introduce me to his friends I was hesitant. I liked it just me and Danny most of the time. Plus I was never one for big friend groups. Which I expressed to him but he gave me a reassuring grin. “If you like me then you will love them”

That gave me hope as I was about step into a strangers home. “Danny’s here!”. We hear from inside of the house as he knocks on the front door. I sigh readjusting my clothes. Danny pats my back and mouths ‘it’s gonna be okay’ with a smile.

Suddenly the door is swung open “hi guys!”.

To my surprised he’s quite handsome. Dressed in white and very well put together. He looked clean and smelled nice. He grinned upon seeing the two of us and his lips revealed perfect teeth. I was taken aback for a moment although I would never admit it for a second to anyone. Nowadays id rather die than tell a soul that in this moment I loved this man, who I didn’t even know the name of yet. When he looked at me with those caramel colored eyes I knew it then. I knew it until the loudness of his voice rang through my ears. However when his lips shifted into a soft smile my heart did back flips. Why? Just why? If I could think about it longer maybe I could find a reason. Except I’m cut short by his mouth rushing to speak.

“Been waiting for the two of you. I’m so excited you’re here. You’re gonna love what Jake cooked! Danny!”

He’s extremely excited to see Danny as he talks ninety miles per hour, hands flying everywhere, and I can hardly even register the words he’s saying. If an hyper dog was a person it would be him. “I’m Josh” he sticks out a hand.

“Im Julia-”. I put my hand in his shaking it firmly. (His hands were softer than I expected).

“It’s so nice to meet you come on in!”.

Stepping inside Josh runs off to tell the others of our presence. Danny must of noticed my widen eyes he laughed “He means well”.

Did he mean well? Sometimes it feels as if he acts out just piss me off. Like when I walk into a room and he just has to make some sort of comment. Like he’s trying to be funny but he’s not. God is he not funny. He makes a horribly unfunny jokes and look at me with those stupid big brown eyes. I don’t laugh I never laugh. Somehow he never gets the hint and he never leaves me alone. Is he stupid? I know he’s not his brain works in such a fascinating way. If he was any different I might spend my whole life trying to understand his beautiful mind. Instead I spent my time trying to convince him that I hate him. Why oh why does he never understand? The only time I’ve felt anything for Josh was when I first laid eyes on him. That’s it. Plus the feeling was so short lived and all because he opened his big mouth. Since then I’ve done my best to avoid him. Kind of hard when we’re constantly crammed into a tour buses and hotel rooms. It also doesn’t help that he goes out of his way to be around me. Always sitting beside me, walking with me, and for fucks sake his bed is across from mine.

As much as he annoyed me he was always around. Always. We were constantly doing stuff for the band that I knew getting into this. It never bothered me I preferred to be on the road with them anyways. So I learned to coexist with him. He did his thing and I did mine. Id give a half smile when he strikes up a conversation. Smoke a joint with the guy every now and then. Besides that I wanted nothing to do with Josh. Eventually he stopped bugging me constantly but was always watching. Always listening when I ordered food or drinks. Always peeking at what I’m drawing in my sketch book. Like he was trying to learn me in someway. It should’ve but it never bothered me to have him this way. At least he wasn’t trying so hard anymore. He was still Josh just softer and oh did I enjoy it.

At least I thought I did. It was real nice for a while but somehow someway I missed the old Josh. He went on this way for months. Very quiet, always tending to himself, and usually nose deep in a book or designing a jumpsuit in his sketchbook. He ate alone and for a while I swear I never even saw take a bite of anything. It was quiet and although I longed for it something wasn’t right. He became exactly who I wanted him to be but why? The guys noticed it too and it became quite worrisome. Especially to Jake id always hear them talking. Asking if he’s ate today or the last time he drank water. I think whatever was wrong with Josh the only one that knew was Jake. Usually how it goes. Me and Jake used to be close friends but soon he held his walls up when around me. I couldn’t understand why so I did what I knew and stayed close to Danny. However, that didn't stop tension from rising.

“Is something wrong with Josh?”

I’ve been sitting on uncomfortable couch in Danny’s dressing room watching him do his hair. “I dunno Julia. Neither one of them will talk to me about it” he sighs.

Sam comes in quietly and sits on the couch across from me. “About what?” He asks joining late.

“Whatever going on with Josh” I say.

Sam snickers and Danny swings his head around “what do you know that we don’t? … Samuel you better tell me right now”

“Oh nothing” he teases.

“Sammy!” I shout throwing my hands up.

“You guys do know he’s in love with Julia right?”

“You’re fucking with me … right?”

“Sam that’s not even funny”

“I’m not trying to be. How have you not figured that out by now?”

“Fuck you. There’s no way”

“Yeah dude Josh?”

“Yeah Josh is like crazy in love with her. Like to the point even Jacob is worried.”

My world has come crashing down as he unravels the truth before me. He speaks as if it’s no big deal but my head is spinning so fast. Way too fast. I can’t form a single thought as my mind races. My blood starts to boil but my eyes want to cry. I think back to all the times I thought were innocent but really if was him trying to show me his feelings. Every stupid fucking joke he made was a cry for help. A cry for attention. My fucking attention. All he wanted for two whole years was for me to pay him the time of day. After all this time I thought he wasn’t getting the hint it was me. I didn’t get the fuckin hint. Every time he tried making me smile and I rolled my eyes. When I refused to let him buy me a drink. I thought if I ignored him he’d stop trying to be my friend. Instead I’ve been breaking his heart over and over for the past two years. How could I? He didn't change into what I wanted. He had just become so in love that it took away his spark. What have I done?

“This is what he thought you wanted. He stopped bugging you but its driving him mad."

“But I hate this! I don’t like him this way it’s creeping me out”

“But you hated him the other way” Danny says.

“I didn’t- I”

I can’t even deny the fact that I hate Josh anymore. Do I hate Josh? Did I ever hate Josh? Of course I hate him. I hate his stupid Jokes and his annoying laugh. I hate how loud and shameless he is. I hate the same basic clothes he wears everyday. I hate his stupid strut and his sassy attitude. And those big stupid dumb sunglasses. I hate Josh. I hate that I could never come close to his beauty. I hate him because he’s perfect. I want to be him but I also want to be his. I hate how much I love his stupid smile and his perfect curly hair. I can’t stand the way I love him because it changes something in me. I wasn’t born a lover like him. Surly I could never understand his heart. Even if I could somehow I’d break it even more. Josh is special he’s like no one I’ve ever met before. He’s fragile. I could never be with Josh because I’m not good enough for him. I don’t shine light into every room I walk in. I could never have a soul so pure and full of kindness. I could never turn heads without a care in the world. My skin could never be so flawless. Josh is nothing short of perfection and god do I hate it. I hate it. I hate him. I hate that I love him.

“I- I can’t do this”

I push past the dressing room door and out into the hallway. I run past Jake and he watches in confusion. Danny takes off after me but I haven’t a clue. I sprint until seeing the exit sign and run outside. Only stopping when the sun hits my face. For a moment I feel as if I could faint. I start catching my breath but my eyes start to water. “Julia it’s okay!”

“It’s not okay Danny! I can’t love him”

“You don’t have to Julia I-“

“But I do Danny. Oh god I do”

“But you- I thought you-“

“I love him so much I hate him. I hate him I hate him I hate him”

“I’m so fucking confused” Danny says.

“I love him so much it scares me. I have to hate him because I don’t know what I’ll do otherwise”. I grab his shoulders shaking him.

“Julia why do you have to be so complicated?” He laughs. "my god both of you cant see what's right in front of you"

Sam says out of breath “God damn you two are fast”. Danny turns to him with wide eyes. “What did I miss?”

He looks up to see my tears and turns his head to the side. “You love him don’t you?”

I nod and look down at the ground. I feel foolish and ashamed. If anyone hates anyone he should hate me. Surly he will in time. Sams gonna run and tell him everything and I’m gonna wait for the heartbreak. I don’t know if I can survive his rejection but I’ll pretend. Just like I’ve done all these years.

I didn’t watch the show that night although I’m sure they all looked stunning. I stayed back stage smoking an entire pack of Sammy’s cigarettes. I cried a little too when no one was around. It knew it had already happened. I knew Sam and blabbed to Josh. I already know the face he made and the words he said. Now I wait until I must be faced with the consequences of my actions. I’ll have to give up the act I’ve been playing. I guess I expected something like this to happen. Though I never guessed it would be him that fell for me.

Sometimes I dream that things were different. Like the day we met was love at first sight and that night we danced under the stars. That ever since that day we’ve never been apart. I cook him breakfast in bed and he’ll grill steaks for dinner. That I’m on his arm everywhere we go. We’d cuddle together every night and sip coffee every morning. I dream of the day he gets down on one knee. Or when I get to waddle around eight months pregnant with his child. How we’d raise a family together in a happy house. I think about this as I finish my last cigarette. Things could have been perfect if I wouldn’t have been so judgmental. If I learned to love his loudness I could have basked in his kindness. I would be his girl forever. Instead I’m about to become his enemy forever.

I hear the door handle turn and I know it’s Danny coming back to take off his stage presence. “Hi Danny” you sigh.

Instead I see Josh peeking through the door. He’s hesitant to step forward but speaks “They sent me to talk to you?”.

He asks it like a question. Meaning that he in fact doesn’t know.

“yes” I say quietly.

“Follow me”

We don’t speak as we shuffle down the hall. I follow him to his dressing room and throw myself on his couch. Still in his jumpsuit and his makeup. His eyeliner is smudged and he’s missing a few rhinestone. Cheeks flush with a light shade of pink. Still beautiful as ever somehow.

Neither one of us speak just exist for a moment. He paces back and forth nervously waiting. His nerves have made their way to me. My hands starts to shake “please just sit down. You’re making me nervous”

“Why would they send me to talk to you? You don’t ever want to talk to me”.

He sits beside me but he doesn’t dare look towards my direction. “Sam told me”

“Told you what? I haven’t told Sam anything” he defends himself.

“He heard you talking to Jake”

“about?” he starts to pick at his fingers.

"me". I don’t know what else I’m suppose to say. ‘Oh by the way I hate you because I’m actually in love with you but I also hate the fact that I’m in love with you. So I’ve been a bitch to you because I’m scared of letting you down. Just thought you should know’

I rub my face and he stays looking down. His fingers look bad like he picks them a lot. I frowned noticing his damaged skin and put my hand down to stop him. “You shouldn’t do that”

“What do you care?”

“You’re hurting yourself”

“I’m fine” he removes my hand and I frown. “I wouldn't listen to Sam. Can’t trust him for shit”

“Josh stop lying. This isn’t what I wanted. I hate seeing you so lifeless. You know that right?”

“Well you really hated seeing me the way I really am”

“I didn’t”

“‘Josh why can’t you ever shut the hell up? Why can’t you see that I’m busy?’ Sound familiar?”

“I’m sorry”

“I’m sure”

“I didn’t realize that you-”

“That I what? Love you? I don’t”

“You don’t?”

“How could I? I could I be in love with someone who hates me?”

“I don’t hate you!”

“Don’t you dare. I know exactly how you feel about me”

“I didn’t mean it”

“Oh save it Julia”

“Josh you don’t understand”

“Just get out I don’t know why I fell for this in the first place”

“I’m not leaving. If you would just listen I-”

“Then I will”

“Josh please”

He scoffs “now you wanna beg me? I can’t listen to lies Julia. This is bullshit and you know it. Why Julia? Why? You find out that I fucking fell for you so you bring me here to what? Torment me for it?

I gasp in shock “torment you? I brought you here to tell you I fucking love you too asshole”

He pauses before a laughs creeps out his throat “you know what fuck you! Don’t try to tell me that you’ve been in love with me this whole time. All you’ve done is make me feel like shit!”

“Josh I’ve always loved you! I love you so much it fucking terrifies me. You don’t know what it feels like to be in love with someone like you. You’re quite literally perfect and I’m this! How was I supposed to compare to you?”

“Julia are you fucking kidding me? Perfect my god” he scoffs. “All I do is fuck up! I am a fuck up! I can’t even talk to the girl I like because she practically bullies me. My god I’m a damn mess. Perfect” he rolls his eyes.

“Josh don’t talk that way. Please don’t say things like that”

“No you need the truth because if that’s why you think you love me it’s-”

“Josh I know I love you because no matter what you tell me I can’t view you differently. No matter how many times I convince myself I hate you I can’t. I just can’t Josh in my eyes you can do no wrong. This is why I hate you! God do I hate you! It was easier to pretend than to be rejected by you okay? I couldn’t live with myself.”

I start to cry and the wheels in his mind turns. It shouldn’t make sense but it does. Because in a way he’s been guilty of doing the same. Forcing negative thoughts about me into his head but it never works. He hears my sniffles but his eyes are glued to the wall. He’s thinking really hard I can see it on his face. His eyebrows furrowed but his lips curved into a slight frown.

“Yeah well I hate you too. Why does it have to be like this?”. He hides it well but his own eyes start to water.

“Because we both have to struggle in some way” I tell him because it’s the truth.

“We’d be a nightmare together you know?”

“Why?”

“Because you’re more like me than you think Julia. You take your coffee like mine, you eat the same food as me, your mind is like mine. You understand things most people don’t. Even though you think your brain is a curse it’s not. It’s rare. You are the most beautiful woman in every room but you would never believe it. You hardly can stand being in your own skin sometimes. You’re hard on yourself because you know you can do better. Be better. Work harder. It’s never enough for you. You work yourself into exhaustion just like me. To the point where some days you can’t even get out of bed. We should be kinder to ourselves. You love to dress up in fancy clothes and pretend for a while you’re something you’re not. You love to doodle in your notebook while Jake serenades the room with his guitar. You get way too excited when your favorite song comes on in the middle of a Walmart. I see you with your headphones on in the car and I watch as you close your eyes listening to the music. I know a song must be really good when you close your eyes until it ends. I see how gentle you are with everything and everyone. Although your voice may be quite your laugh isn’t. People notice when you walk into a room Julia. I know because I see the faces as you past. I see them stare while you haven’t a clue in the world. We have the same necklace and you know that bag you carry with you everywhere? I have the same one at home. You’re just like me Julia. Just like me in the way we’d rather hate each other than be rejected by one another”

“Joshua I-”

“Tell me that you love me”

“I love you J-Josh”

I choke on my words as he learns closer to me. “Say it again”

“I love you”

He takes a deep breath as if inhaling my words. “I love you too”

Faster than I can blink his lips lock onto mine. I try to stop myself but I can’t hold back. I wrap my arms around his neck hopeful he’ll never quiet. His hand slides to softly hold my cheek and the other rest on my waist. Everything was happening so quickly I couldn’t slow it if I wanted to. He pushes me back until he’s atop of me. My head starts reeling and as he’s kissing me so fast paced I can hardly breathe. I’d let him take the air from my lungs if that’s what he wanted. He grips the hem of my shirt when I tangle my tongue with his.

“Fuck” he pulls back with a groan. “You can’t do this to me” his voice low. I grab his velvet jumpsuit pulling him closer. Trying lean to kiss him but he pulls away. “Don’t do this Julia. There’s no going back”

“I don’t want to go back. I wanna stay here” I smile up at him.

He shakes his head “I don’t want to hurt you”

“Hurt me?”

“Julia you don’t understand. I’m terrified of hurting you”

In nothing short of shock I find the words “Josh what the hell? Are you some freak or something? How would you hurt me?”

He shakes his hand “it’s not that”

“Well what is it?” I asked highly concerned.

“It’s just really I’m… like… really um”

I place a hand in his face rubbing his cheek bone. “Really what Josh?” I whispered. “You’re scaring me”

“Big” he says.

My eyes widen and now I’m extremely intrigued. All this time he’s been walking around here completely hung? At first I assumed he was joking until I met his eyes. He looks upset almost like the thought of hurting me completely destroys him. “It’s okay. Can I see?”

He nods his head and doesn’t budge. I can feel him hard against my leg but he won’t let me see. Sure from what I can feel sure he’s big but I don’t know about hurting me. I’ll chalk it up to insecurity and nothing more.

“It’s been a long time”

“Me too. So?”

“I’m afraid of how you’ll react. I haven’t been through this in a long time okay?”

I laugh because I really don’t know what else to do “Josh can you trust me?”

He nods and I tug at the tiny zipper on chest. He gives me the okay and I slowly pull down his zipper. When I reach his waist line I stop but he tells me to continue. As suspected he’s got nothing underneath causing his cock to spring free. He tenses and squeezes his eyes shut. All while my eyes widened as the sheer size of him. He bites his lip and flinches when I grab him. He peeks open to gouge at my reaction. Not only is he at least eight inches long he’s so thick my finger hardly touch as I wrap around him. “Holy shit Josh look at you”

“Juila”

“Josh you’re so big” I whisper.

“ I hate it. I hate it so much”

I flash him a mischievous smile “I don’t”

“You will”

“What was it you said earlier about being nicer to ourselves?”

He huffs with a pout and I push him off of me. With a thud his back lands against the couch. His eyes widen and he gasp “oh my god”

“Shh”

I snake my way down his body with my tongue. Leaving a wet trail from his nipples to his waist. He’s breathing heavily and suppressing a moan. I grab his cock at the base and slowly lick up the sides. He’s a complete mess as he looks down with his mouth wide. Slowly teasing his tip with a suck before taking him as best I can. “Oh fuck”

He’s squirming beneath me as he takes hold of my hair. Bobbing my head up and down as I suck on his cock. When he hits the back of my throat I gag being reminded of his size. Though not a part of me minds at all. He’s sounds so heavenly as he cries out my name.

“I’m so sorry. I’m so fucking sorry”. He cries as his release splays on my tongue. I swallow and lick up the rest leaving his heaving.

“I swear I don’t usually-”

“It’s okay really it is”

“I can’t believe any of this is happening” he beams.

“Please Josh” I pout my bottom lip.

His expression shifts and I watch as his eyes darken. I see the switch as he grabs my throat lowering back on the couch. He moves the hair off my forehead placing a kiss. "please"

“For two years you put me through hell. Made me believe you hated my guts. Now you’re begging for me to rearrange yours? You think being my little cum slut will make up for it?”

“Josh I’m sorry I-”

“Hush that pretty little mouth. I want you to say it”

“Josh!” I whine. I’ve never been in a situation like this. Truthfully I couldn’t be more embarrassed but I couldn’t ever tell him no. Not after everything I’ve done to him.

“I’m your cum slut” I say with furrowed brows. He has me exactly where he wants me and he fuckin loves it.

“What does that embarrass you?” He laughs when I nod. “Can you repeat after me like a good little girl?”

I nod hesitantly.

“Say I am beautiful” he nudged my entrance after feeling how wet hes made me.

“No way”

“You’ll say I’m a cum slut but not Im beautiful?”

“Well because one of those aren’t true”

“If you want anything more than the tip you better say it. Only pushing in slightly he waits for you. “Josh!”

“Say it Juila or that’s all you’re getting”

“Fuck I’m beautiful”

“Good girl”. He goes quiet for a moment as he slides a bit father inside. He grunts as he slides in just the tip. It burns so good I can’t help but cry out.

“Now I want you to say ‘I am enough’.

I shake my head but he stops pushing into me when I do. His arm snakes under my neck as he leans closer. “You got it baby”

“I’m enough” I whisper. “It feels so good”

“Does it hurt?”

I nod and bite my lip “yes please don’t stop”

“my dirty girl likes it when it hurts” his thumb slides across my bottom lip. “Say I am so pretty” he drags out the ‘so’.

He’s a little less than half way inside as he speaks his requests. Already feeling so full I’m a fallen apart mess “I’m so pretty”. I mock just the same as his voice.

“Oh yes you are my love” he leans down to place a gently kiss. “Can you feel it pretty girl?”

“Josh please. More” I say weakly as he slowly starts to thrust.

“Stay with darlin. I need you to say one more thing. Can you do that for me?”

“Mhm.”

“I’m yours.”

“Hmm I’m all yours Josh. I love you.”

He throws his head back with a groan “fuck I love you. I love you so much. I don’t want to hurt you. Am I hurting you?”

I grab his face forcing him directly in front of mine. “you feel so good” I whisper.

“Oh god Julia”

He’s holding onto me so tight like he’s afraid to let go. He looks so beautiful and almost as if he unreal. He’s so big that he’s already nudging the spot that I need so badly. I’m already gone and my eyes hardly flutter open. Between his beautiful face and his perfect cock. My stomach starts to warm and that long lost feeling has returned.

“I’m gonna cum” it shakes out of me.

“Just like that love. Give it to me”

I’m holding onto him so tightly as if I were to let go I’d fall into nothingness. All I can feel is his touch as I’m thrown into an orgasm. It’s so strong my vision fails me and all I can do is shake and cry around him. My core tightens so intensely it hurts. I can’t process that he’s right on the edge until a moan rips from his throat. He knows I’m barely consciousness yet “I love you” leaves his lips repeatedly.

My eyes pop open watching his face intently. He looks as if he could cry but he can't help but keep eye contact. His jaw drops and he grips my hip harder than I think he meant. He’s louder than I could ever imagine as he whimpers and moans into the air. With a gasp for air he collapsed on my chest. Neither one of us budged as my nails gently dragged across his back. His skin is as soft as it looks. “I love you Julia”

“I love you Josh”

I helped him gather his belongings and latch onto his arm as we walk out the venue. For the first time in my life me and Josh sit in comfortable silence the whole way back. When arriving at the hotel he swipes the card opening the door. Every head turns in fear but changes upon seeing my hand in his. “What to we have here?” Jake teases.

“Oh save it” he waves a hand. “We still hate each other” he smirks.

“I can’t stand this guy are you kidding?” I can’t help but bust into laughter.

I slept in his bed that night and every single night since then. We do in fact drink coffee together in the mornings and get wine drunk at night. We dance under the stars, and kiss in the rain. I cook breakfast and he makes elaborate dinners. Everywhere we go my pinky is locked in his. Although he never tamed his wild side his loves me so softly. So gently. Don’t be fooled I still want to kill him while he’s scream laughing in my ear. Although I know soon we’ll be wrapped up in a quiet moment together. I’ll be laying in his lap while he doodles a new jumpsuit. Or he’ll be sleeping on my shoulder while we ride in a bumpy tour bus. From enemies to hand in marriage. Through the loud and the quiet and the good and the bad. I am his and he is mine.

Oh Joshua my love.

~

Taglist: @hailthegodsong

[mapofyourstars]

Tag Game: Get to Know Your Mutuals <3

thank you, @star-lights-up, for tagging me in this - you have no idea how badly I wanted to do this one, so thank you. putting under a read more to not clog dashes!

What's the origin of your blog title?

it's from these lyrics, who own my entire heart and soul. "At first, I thought you were a constellation, I made a map of your stars, then I had a revelation. You're as beautiful as endless. You're the universe I'm helpless in."

OTP(s) + Shipname:

ah, there's erik/charles (cherik), steve/bucky (stucky), elio/oliver (no idea), erika/charlotte (cherika), peter/kurt (nightsilver), logan/storm (no idea - stormverine?), achilles/patroclus (patrocilles), and probably more that I'm forgetting.

Favourite colour:

purple, pink, black; love me some pastels, too.

Favourite game:

probably stardew valley because I've spent the most time playing it. also love minecraft and animal crossing a lot, and @star-lights-up, you are so valid for saying that minecraft creative mode is peaceful - minecraft even in easy makes me stressed.

Song stuck in your head:

"How Dare You Want More" by the Bleachers. such a good, good song.

Weirdest habit/trait?

lol, dunno if this is a habit/trait or even weird; but I dissociate A Lot. probably a coping mechanism from my childhood and/or a way to avoid the stressors of the world. I also listen to a new song on repeat for hours/days until I'm tired of it. my brain has to absorb everything about it.

Hobbies:

writing, playing with photoshop, crocheting/knitting, playing video games, listening to music.

If you work, what's your profession?

my official title is "detection and investigation analyst lead" - I basically work in the area of fraud. formally, my professional title is psychological scientist.

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? Realistically?

realistically, I'd like to be a professor; but the job market is so over-saturated, pay could be shit depending on what university, and I would have had to do post-doctoral work, which would have probably killed me mentally and emotionally.

Something you're good at:

my job at work, my area of expertise as a psychological scientist, and probably writing and crocheting, though I could improve with both of those for sure.

Something you're bad at:

writing in present-tense, oh my god.

Something you love:

erik lehnsherr - think about that man way, way too much.

Something you could talk about for hours off the cuff:

x-men universe, marvel universe, psychological sciences/research, this one mathematical hypothesis, the books I love - basically all of my hyperfixations.

Something you hate:

the way the world is currently and the way people have zero (0) empathy anymore.

Something you collect:

I collect shot glasses from various places I've been (can't stand shots though). I also collect lego sets and magneto things courtesy of my partner buying me them all the time. he supports my hyperfixations.

Something you forget:

all the amazing plots that come to my mind that I forget to write down. but more generally, I forget a lot of things - pisses many people off around me, but I can't help it. I don't have good memory.

What's your love language?

I'm chewing over the fact I'm probably a little asexual, so my love language when I actually have it is little, subtle touches, just letting my partner know I'm there. I also love buying little things

Favourite movie/show:

Films: X-Men franchise; Captain America trilogy only; Saw series; Resident Evil series; Cry-Baby; The Fifth Element; Pirates of the Caribbean trilogy only; and many other more. TV Shows: Love, Death, and Robots; House, MD; Breaking Bad; Supernatural; The Agency; Danny Phantom

Favourite food:

I'm vegan, but I still find ways to eat some of my favorites - pizza, pasta, tacos, salads (god, I love salad), and pierogies.

Favourite animal:

cats! and snakes are pretty cool.

What were you like as a child?

I was an undiagnosed audhd kid (heavy on the autism, as it turns out), so I didn't know I was different than everyone else; so everyone kind of just existed around me as I acted "normally" for myself but was very not normal for everyone else. still coming to terms with that and morning my childhood a bit because I really thought I fit in - but I didn't, lol - and that's okay.

Favourite subject at school?

math - I have a degree in it. also, social sciences like psychology - I also have a degree in it. if you put them both together, I have a doctorate in them. a nerd through and through.

Least favourite subject:

as funny as it sounds, I couldn't stand english simply because I hated writing essays. and in-class essays - get outta here with that.

What's your best character trait?

I have a very, very hard time self-reflecting and figuring out my traits, personality, etc.; so I don't really know. I do know that I'm very, very empathetic and compassionate - I worry about others and their circumstances well before I worry about myself - so possibly that.

What's your worst character trait?

dunno if this a character trait, but I have massive issues with executive functioning to the point where I can't get a lot done in the day. so that's something I cannot stand because I wanna be the person who does things, but my mind just doesn't let me.

If you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?

I need to get into a higher tax bracket and move to europe, lol

If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?

I would love to talk to Edgar Allan Poe - his writing is just incredible to me, and I want to know how he created all his short stories and poems because they are so creative and spine-chilling. I also want to meet Beethoven because he likely had a modern-day diagnosis of something and he was also not white, as we know now; so I'd love to just sit with him and go through his hearing-loss and partner-loss and how he wrote such incredible music despite his psychological issues.

loved doing this - thank you for the tag. tagging some mutuals who weren't tagged by @star-lights-up, and as always, no pressure to do the tag: @neonwizardheehee, @lennakasra, @ghostboy512, @lightasthesun, @lenichque, @fullcatkryptonite, @eriknocherikyes, @mister-peregrine, @artificiallita, @dick-helmet-magneto, and any other moots who wanna do the tag.

[sugurushimura]

On Our Fellow Man We Prey - A Higuchi Kyosuke playlist. Listen on Spotify or YouTube.

Briefly annotated tracklist under the cut.

Troglodyte by Viagra Boys when everybody was a monkey / they had to fight just to survive / and now you got yourself a weapon / you think you choose who lives or dies

This Boy by Franz Ferdinand i see losers losing everywhere / if i lose i'll only lose the care / that i have for another / i am complete, invincible / if i have one principle / then it's to stand on you, brother

Heart of a Lion by The Griswolds steve levine was stepping on me / dressed to the hilt in armani / steve was the head CEO of / cheap assholes and petty woes

Get Over It by OK Go oh, it's such a drag, what a chore / oh, your wounds are full of salt / everything's a stress, and what's more / well it's all somebody's fault

Tough as Nails by Oingo Boingo (as Danny Elfman) in the office, things get rough as action is diminished / staring at a paper, he is lost inside his head / dreaming of a battlefield with guns and ammunition / all around the bodies of the wounded and the dead, and the dead

Insubordination by Voodoo Glow Skulls call my bluff, use your power / everyone knows you're the man of the hour / write me up, send me home early / in the end you're giving me what i asked for

We Hate It When Our Friends Become Successful by Reel Big Fish we hate it when our friends become successful / and if they're no doubt, that makes it even worse, and / we can destroy them / you bet your life we will destroy them / and if we can hurt them, well, we may as well

One Angry Dwarf and 200 Solemn Faces by Ben Folds Five now i'm big and important / one angry dwarf and / 200 solemn faces are you / if you really wanna see me, check the papers and the TV / look who's telling who what to do

Ugly by Fishbone boy, you've got no reason and you've got no sense / your stupid lies, it just makes me wince / your face is twisted and your mind is warped / you scare me sick 'cause i just want to get out

Evil Eye by Franz Ferdinand oh, what's the color of the next car? / (it's red, you bastard) yeah, red, you bastard / don't believe in god, but i believe in this shit / not me, i like to bring them down

Desire by Everything Everything i want this planet and i want it now / to beat like an anvil 'til the poison's out / i am a pencil-pusher with the pencil-pusher blues / what the hell do i have left to lose?

Genocide by The Offspring dog eat dog, every day / on our fellow man we prey / dog eat dog, to get by / hope you like my genocide

Head Like a Hole by Nine Inch Nails head like a hole, black as your soul / i'd rather die than give you control / bow down before the one you serve / you're going to get what you deserve

Munich by Editors people are fragile things, you should know by now / be careful what you put them through / people are fragile things, you should know by now / you'll speak when you're spoken to

[millylotus]

Zombie Fenton AU

Danny goes through the Ghost Catcher (maybe it's the first time, more terrifying if it's not in my opinion) but instead of Fenton & Phantom just being like two different personalities, Danny's soul & body are split.

Resulting in Fenton; being nothing more that physical matter, just a carbon being. No free will to speak of. No thoughts, no desires, no hatred, no want to eat or drink or sleep beyond the pain, his heart barely even beats and his brain waves are so slow, he has to be coaxed to breath, and eye drops are easier than getting him to blink. For what reason is there if all your will to do so is gone. His spirit has left him behind for good now, what is he if not a zombie.

And of course Phantom; he's all will and intention and desire and emotion and love and hate and sadness and joy. He's got so much feeling and freedom and he's honestly never felt better. He's no longer heavy with the weight of form, he's floaty and formless. He no longer craves the little things like water or food, ectoplasm comes so easily around him he doesn't even have to think to sustain himself. He feels the realest and most himself he has ever felt, no memory of life could ever compare to this.

Of course when they see each other it's a whole other story, because a body is incomplete without it's soul, but a soul once gone could never sit right in it's body.

And the hunt is one, Danny needs his soul back, the one desire he has at the moment. But Danny can't bear to live again.

---

I'm trying to escape from the crossover stuff for a while, so what if like we don't mention the Detective Comics Universe (full named her, jeebus that's weird even for me) on this post. It's a bit demanding I know but seeing more just Phandom fun would be wonderful. Still love you crossover lovers! I just need this.

[meshaamem-li]

content I CONSUMED

idk this is just a list of shit I watched or played and stuff, ignore this I just like making lists.

im trying to write down every piece of media i ever interacted with even if I absolutely hated it, things that i'd either have thoughts about or would have a reason to reblog fanart of or just want to remember that I saw/read/played.

rankings (my rankings are subjective and based on how much impact that thing had on my psyche, don't take it too seriously):

SS S A B C F

ANIME:

a silent voice

aggretsuko

assassination classroom

attack on titan

BNA: brand new animal

carole and teusday

darling in the franxx

death note

death parade

dungeon meshi

evangelion

fairy tail

full metal alchemist

full metal alchemist brotherhood

free

haikyuu

high-rise invasion

hunter x hunter

jujutsu kaisen

Komi can't communicate

kotaro lives alone

kuroko no basuke

madoka magica

Magical Girl Raising Project

my hero academia

noragami

ouran highschool host club

parasyte

scott pilgrim takes off

soul eater

spy x family

stars align

summertime rendering

the disastrous life of saiki k

your lie in april

BOOKS:

percy jackson

CARTOONS:

arcane

avatar the last airbender

back in the barnyard

bee and puppycat

big hero 6 the series

bojack horseman

carmen sandiego

danny phantom

ducktales 2017

fairly OddParents

glitch techs

gravity falls

hazbin hotel

helluva boss

hilda

how to train your dragon (the tv series)

infinity train

inside job

kim possible

kipo

lackadaisy

miraculous ladybug

murder drones

my little pony

Phineas and Ferb

rick and morty

rise of the tmnt

scooby doo mystery incorporated

She-Ra

steven universe

tangled the series

teenage mutant ninja turtles 2012

the amazing digital circus

the legend of korra

the owl house

the penguins of Madagascar

velma

wander over yonder

GAMES:

ace attorney

deltarune

detroit become human

genshin impact

hollow knight

in stars and time

mystic messenger

omori

project sekai

the stanley parable

undertale

underworld office (small mobile game)

LIVE ACTION SHOWS:

BBC sherlock

house md

merlin

Once Upon a Time

the good place

queen's gambit

הפיג'מות

MOVIES:

101 dalmatians

a goofy movie

aladin

arrietty

atlantis

bambi

beauty and the beast

bee movie

big hero 6

bolt

brave

captain underpants

cars

cinderella

coco

cruella (I'm mad at how good it was)

deadpool

encanto

everything everywhere all at once

finding nemo

frozen

hercules

Howl's moving castle

how to train your dragon

inside out

kiki's delivery service

klaus

kong fu panda

lilo & stitch

marvel movies till endgame

meet the Robinsons

megamind

moana

monsters inc

mr. peabody & sherman

mulan

mune guardian of the moon

my neighbor totoro

nimona

onward

peter pan

pinocchio

princess mononoke

puss in boots

puss in boots the last wish

ratatouille

rise of the guardians

road to el dorado

robots

scary movie

scott pilgrim vs the world

shrek

sleeping beauty

snow white

spider man into/across the spiderverse

spirited away

star wars (original trilogy)

star wars (prequels)

tangled

the emperor's new groove

the fox and the hound

the hunchback of notre dame

the incredibles

the lion king

the little mermaid

the mitchells vs the machines

the nightmare before Christmas

the prince of Egypt

the princess and the frog

the son of bigfoot

the sword in the stone

toy story

treasure planet

up

wall-e

whisper of the heart

wreck it Ralph

zootopia

OTHER:

Epic: the musical

hermitcraft

sanders sides

here's my watchlist, feel free to suggest me stuff!

[that-birdy-chick]

Okay so I'm still at the start of s7 and so far I have to say I'm pleasantly surprised at how much I like this season so far!

Like after the end of season 6 I was really fucking pissed because of how they treated Danny and how nonchalant Steve seemed to be about it all, but let me tell you -

nothing healed my cold dead soul like that little "I love you" talk Danny and steve have in ep 1 of s7 and how happy Danny looks when Steve finally FINALLY listens to him and doesn't get himself killed as a result! And after that Steve genuinely does try to take care of himself for once?? even if it's just a tiny bit- that's real character-growth right there, my guy! I'm so proud of him!

Also the mcdanno banter is suddenly fun and lighthearted again? Even kind and sweet at times? What happened there?

Don't get me wrong I absolutely love it!

It feels like there is finally some maturity and actual progress to their carguments again like they are actually working through their issues instead of just being bitter?

And I'm so here for that!

After almost two season of them just throwing venom at each other it's just so nice to hear them say stuff again like "I don't want you to be sad :(" "well that's why you're there, you make me happy" ??? <3. URGH MY HEART

Hell yes give me more of that please!

I don't even care about all the Catherine and God awful Doris stuff as long as these dorks finally get to be good for each other again!

Also really love chin and kono getting some much deserved screentime and adventures away from the team and the return of Adam and max! I missed those guys!

Another thing I really love is how - even if I hate the return of Doris with a passion- the team went immediately after Steve to Marokko this time! because they ARE a family!

Also love the detail that Steve kept his promise and informed Danny what was going on and of course Danny spilled it to the rest of the team and it's just so wholesome how much they care <3

Just love the atmosphere so far, it reminds me so much of the earlier seasons in the best way

I didn't even know I was starving for nice sweet mcdanno banter and Jerry being the uncle everyone wishes for, and Lou looking after grace while Danny is away, and chin discovering that yes he'd actually really love to be a dad, and kono and Adam getting to be happy, and kono being allowed to have a female friend for once who is not five 0, and just everyone feeling like a happy supportive family without to much seriousness in the way

Just in general the overall vibe within the team seems to be so much lighter compared to last season? Like you can really feel how Steve's almost death really brought them closer together?

It's good stuff!

Now I'm glad I kept watching,

fingers crossed it'll stay that way

[twoidiotwriters1]

Almighty (Leo Valdez xFem!Oc)

A/N: I love making boys miserable -Danny Words: 1,650 Series' Masterlist Previous Chapter // Next Chapter Listen to: 'Wake Me' –by Bleachers

XLIX: Give Me My Horrid Self-Awareness Back It Was a Gift From My Mother!

I wake up standing on top of a bonfire.

"HOLY—" I jump out of it, frantically checking my feet and legs. I look up and find Leo looking at me wide-eyed. "What...?"

I hear a highway in the distance, but I can't really see anything more than a few scattered trees around us. It's nighttime, and Festus is curled up behind me, his tail wiggling excitedly as he sees me. "Holy crap, it worked!" Leo gets up. "When you said you'd listen if I gave you offerings, I didn't think you'd show up in person..."

"Yeah, no... this is new," I look at myself. "Are you asleep?"

Leo frowns. "No. Are you? Like a projection of yourself, or something?"

I examine my hand. "I don't know... this only happens when I pass out—but Lester says I'm... dividing my essence? I don't know, I just show up when I'm needed." For some reason, saying that and realizing who I'm talking to makes me extremely self-conscious. I look at him through my lashes, his gaze making my heartbeat race in a way I'm quite addicted to feeling. 

"So that means... you're here-here?" He asks, glowing golden. "I can touch you?"

I watch him take a step closer. Instinctively, I stretch out my arm, palm open. Leo reaches for it and gently presses his palm against mine. I feel it. We lock eyes, and the effect is instant. We kiss.

"Gods, I love you," he mumbles against my lips, his free hand reaching to tangle in my hair. A single minute in his presence makes me feel ten times lighter. "I love that you can just do this—I thought I wouldn't be able to see you until..."

"I can't do this all the time," I lean back, frowning. "I still haven't learned to be conscious everywhere—to do this, I gotta leave them unprotected."

"You mean Meg and Lester—and how's Grover?"

"Fine. We're with Piper right now," I smile. "She can't wait to see you. And punch you."

Leo laughs. "Yeah, checks out." He hugs me, burying his face in my neck. "Gods, Ara..."

"Where are we?" I ask, holding the back of his head against my shoulder.

"Nevada. I'll reach the camp any day now. How's your search going?"

"We've found out some things..." I don't have the heart to tell him about Medea's plans. "We're getting closer. We'll see Jason at some point, too. He and Piper broke up."

"What? That's not possible, they're like... they're like us!" I shake my head gloomily, and Leo's expression falls. "Or not. Damn soul lights..."

"They're okay," I card my fingers through his curls. "I'm actually glad you called on me... I think I was the one who needed to see you."

"Hard to believe, Sunshine, but I'll take the praises." Leo beams, grabbing my face and kissing me once more. "Tell Piper and Jason I say hi. And tell Lester to keep his slimy hands away from you."

I snort. "Leo..."

"Kidding, kidding... not." He hugs me tightly again. "Also, why do you smell like a roasted barn?" 

"Long story," I sigh. "I should go back... but they'll be happy to hear you're close—when I tell Jason about you, I'm sure he'll..." I pause. "You know, he's all on his own, you don't think—"

"Already moving on to the next case," my boyfriend smiles. "Maybe he wants to be left alone, Doll..."

"I really, really doubt it," I say, knowing how Jason and I feel about alienating ourselves as a coping mechanism. "He could be happier at the Waystation. More chances of seeing his sister, and he'd have his best friend to keep him company..."

"Don't flatter me to get your way," he pokes my side playfully. "You know I'll say yes. But you should ask him, not me."

I nod, then shake my head. "That place isn't safe, not while the emperors are around and—"

"I get it," he holds my face. "I'm with you. Just remember that demigods make their own choices—like you did once."

The statement stings because it reminds me how quickly I'm losing my humanity. I'm already trying to control the life of a demigod! "Right. Yes. I... I should go now. But I'm glad I saw you, and I'm glad you're okay."

"I'm glad you're good, too. And I'm proud of you," Leo replies, not fighting it. "So... bye?"

I blush. "I sort of uhm... I gotta fall asleep to go back." I look around. "We have until then, I suppose."

"Sweet," Leo grins, already pulling me to sit against Festus. "Let's cuddle, then."

Ara jolts awake, and Grover quickly eases her. "It's fine, you're fine, you're at our camp."

She relaxes. "I saw Leo."

Her friend hesitates. "Like, a hallucination or...?"

"No, dummy. He called on me, so I went... he's getting closer to Camp Jupiter," she feels a throbbing pain in her lower back. "Gods almighty, I feel as if I've been carrying sacks of cement up and down!"

"You held back the power of a titan all on your own, Ara," he says with reluctant respect. "Percy and Annabeth almost died when they held the sky, so it doesn't surprise me."

The girl rubs her eyes, leaning back against the cistern. "Can I be honest with you a moment?"

"Go ahead."

"I don't know what I'm doing anymore," she looks up tiredly. "I want to protect my demigods, but I can't relate to them—I want to be the very best, but I don't want the power it's giving me... and to top it all, now I'm being hunted for some divine essence that I no longer know if I harvested alone or was taken from Apollo so I could thrive!"

Grover picks on his hooves, cleaning them. "You are to all demigods what I am to these dryads. Help. Guidance. And many forces will try their best to get rid of you, because unprotected demigods have endless potential... You keep them from using it wrong."

"Nemesis said something like it to me once..." She examines her blistered hands, thinking of the piece of paper the goddess had given her a year ago. You will have cause to reconsider your choices soon. "When I saw her that time, she looked like me—An older version... I think that is how I look now."

Grover frowns. "That is one thing about you that makes a lot of sense."

"The scales balanced by the mighty daughter of Greece..." she says, still deep in thought. "I've gotten away with many things... but soon I'll have to make a statement."

"About what?"

She glances at Lester's sleeping form, sunburned and vulnerable. "What I'll be."

Lester wakes up before the girls and goes to Ara as soon as he's healed enough to stand. "I heard you saw Leo."

"He should reach San Francisco in a day or so," She glances at him, visibly troubled. "Lester... a titan's essence at their disposal... How are we going to defeat that?"

"We'll find a way," he says, sitting beside her. "You controlled him."

"And it almost killed me. I went blind for like, a good five minutes. He wasn't even focused on getting me, and I couldn't do more. I can't fight him."

"Maybe we can find a way to set him free."

"So he can kill you?"

"He's only pissed because he was forsaken, I'm sure we can send that energy to... wherever retired titans are." He changes the subject. "How are you feeling? You used up a lot of power."

"Body seems to be holding up," she leans back on her hands. "I ate some ambrosia and nectar, healed my eyes, my hair grew back—wish I could say the same about Piper and Meg's... they'll have a few weeks of looking choppy."

He hums, eyeing her carefully. "But you're still... human?"

"Debatable," she looks back at him. "You said some emperors used to try and become deities by being worshipped, and some had actual powers—does that count as being a god?"

"In the most technical way possible, yes, they were. But they didn't have a place in Olympus, like a Great Value version of us. Sure, they can be mighty, but they're never as good as the real thing."

"We both know that's what's happening here." Ara fidgets with Almighty, running her thumb over the Greek letter embedded on the compass. "Medea said that no matter what I'll lose, and I know I sound like a broken record, but I once told Leo that as long as I was up and breathing, the quest would keep going, that I couldn't fail because that meant I was dead. What if dying is the only way to guarantee my work is done?"

Lester's expression sours. "Don't talk like that. You're not disposable, you're not—"

"I'm a soul who's already lived too many lives," she responds calmly. "What if the fates gave me this task so I could finally rest? If I die, it's a direct pass to the Isles of the Blessed. My situation isn't like yours, I'll... go somewhere better."

Lester lowers his gaze and scowls as he picks at his nails. "What are you suggesting?"

"Take my power."

"No."

"We'll find out how Medea was planning to do it, and then we're doing it. You'll be Apollo, and you'll release the oracles."

"I can't do that to you," he scowls. "You know why."

Ara's eyes fill with anguish. "Think of all the demigods affected by this crap—you can make it stop! All I do is postpone it."

Lester wants to refuse; he wants to say that it doesn't make sense, but it does, and she's not even using charmspeak. Ara's path is reaching an end.

"Do you realize what you're asking is basically for me to kill you on purpose? I already suffer enough watching you risk your life indirectly!"

Ara can't even feel embarrassed at his reply, and she wishes she could, really, because that would give her an excuse to drop the subject. "A crush isn't worth the trouble, Lester."

"It wasn't a random flower that my mother grew on your hair, it was Hyacinths," he says quietly, eyes on his feet. "I can't lose you."

She stands, voice firmer and slightly angry. "I'm not yours to lose."

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[scarletsaphire]

GRAY GHSOT

Danny took a sip of his milkshake with one hand, his other grasped onto Valerie's. It was a nice enough day out; probably a little chilly, for most people, but Danny wasn't really bothered by the cold anymore. Valerie, of course, didn't know that. When he'd rolled up to their date without a jacket on, she'd been concerned. The concern had turned to exasperation once he ordered a strawberry milkshake.

"I still don't understand how you can drink that in this weather," she muttered, sipping on her hot chocolate.

"You'd think by now you'd know I don't care about the cold," Danny said.

"Yea, I know Snow Queen. Gonna sing a song about it?" 

Danny pushed into her, just enough to cause her to stumble, and laughed. "Maybe I will." He took a deep breath to start singing, only for Valerie's lips to find his. He was, understandably, distracted.

She pulled away after only a second. "I think we'd both prefer if you didn't."

Danny nodded. "Probably for the best."

They continued to walk in a comfortable silence for a few minutes, until they came to a secluded picnic table under a mostly barren tree. "This looks as good a place as any," Danny said, slipping onto one side of the bench. Valerie sat opposite of him. "You said you had something important to tell me about?"

Valerie nodded, and put her hot chocolate onto the table, lowering her hands to her lap. Danny didn't say anything, just watched as her features hardened, her shoulders stiffening, her gaze not meeting his. "We've been dating for a while now," she started slowly, and Danny felt his heart accelerate as anxiety over took him. "I thought, it might be a good time to address the soulmate issue?"

Danny's heart kept its quickened pace for an entirely different reason. "Do you think...?" he couldn't finish the sentence. He'd entertained the thought of Valerie being his soulmate before; of course he had. They'd been dating for months.

"You aren't my soulmate," she said quickly, as if it hurt her to say. "And I know that means I'm not your soulmate either, but I really do like you, Danny. You really get me, and I know that some day you'll meet your actual soulmate and I won't blame you for going after them, but I'm hoping that you'd at least be open to staying with me until that day comes?"

Danny blinked at her, trying to process her hurriedly spoken words. "Hold on," he said. "How are you so sure I'm not your soulmate? I know that people say it's something you just know, but..." He felt a blush darkening his skin. He said the next words anyway. "I thought we were doing well?"

"It's not that." Valerie reached out and grabbed his hand, squeezing it lightly. "If it wasn't for my counter, I'd honestly think you were my soulmate. But..."

Valerie unzipped her coat, pushing it off to the side to reveal the hem of her shirt. "You can't tell anyone about this. Not a soul, and especially not your parents. Got it?" Danny nodded, and she lifted the hem of her shirt, revealing her soul date.

Danny knew what to expect. He had his own soul date in the same place; everyone did. He didn't expect for there to be two. The first one was a date about a year and a half in the past, a day Danny remembered far, far too well. He'd died that day, after all. It was hard to forget a day like that. The second date wasn't a date at all; it was just a series of zeroes, extending all the way around Valerie's waist until they reconnected, making an endless loop. Danny swallowed around the lump in his throat. For a moment, Danny felt euphoric. He had found his soulmate, was dating his soulmate, and he wasn't even out of high school yet! It was like one of those cheesy romance shows Jazz loved to watch in her spare time.

"My soulmates a ghost," Valerie said, lowering her shirt back down and zipping up the coat. "And I don't care who they are, I'm not dating a ghost."

Danny felt his joy die in his chest.

[cotton-eye-joes]

Timeline? What Timeline? Part 1: Ages

The Cotton-Eyed Joes is a crack AU. A large part of the reason it's a crack AU is because a lot of these guys are dead. This means we're clearly working outside the pile of decomposing woodchips that passes for a continuity in the DC Universe.

This leaves us with several questions to resolve. The first one is what I wanna address here: just how old are the Joes? Well. That answer is currently subject to change, but their age order and age gaps remain fairly consistent. Here's the breakdown for how we got there.

Metric 1: Introduction

Who was introduced first? Since everyone was introduced before Flashpoint, there's only one universe reboot resetting their ages for us to worry about, so this is a fairly safe measuring system.

Bette is first, followed by Lilith, then Gnarrk. Crisis on Infinite Earths happens, and then we get Tara and Joey at about the same time, followed by Danny (don't quote me on that). Wendy is last.

Metric 2: Last Known Age

How old were they when they died or disappeared? General Spoiler Warning for this section, since we're discussing character death. This is mostly for the purpose of keeping the comic book aging time consistent, since comics characters obviously don't age as fast as the real world and frequently don't even age as fast as each other (looking at you Raven).

Bette's last appearances were some scattered guest star features in 2011. Since this is still New Earth Continuity, and she's around the founding Titan's age in New Earth, so I'm choosing to assume she was somewhere in her early to mid 20s here.

Lilith's last appearance pre-Flashpoint was when she got killed in 2003. She was still a main Titan at this time (same age as the fab 5), so also early to mid 20s. Lilith is also the only Joe who hasn't dropped off the face off the planet, and was last seen post-Flashpoint in Power Girl Volume 3, where I think she's the same age as PG, which would put her around 30

Gnarrk's last appearance I THINK was in 2019 in Heroes in Crisis where he got offed by Savitar, but he was part of the OG TT here, which would put him in his mid to late 20s.

Joey's last appearance pre-Flashpoint was in 2004 in Teen Titans where I think he was still alive after being dead for a bit? Anyway, here, he's in the second age bracket of Titans---Beast Boy, Raven, Terra, etc. I wanna say this makes him no older than 20 when he goes M.I.A. He more or less disappeared in Flashpoint, save for a cameo where he isn't a vigilante.

Tara's last appearance was the Judas contract where I think she was about 16 (goodness knows I'll get roasted if I'm wrong). A couple of other people going by Terra appeared after that, but they're not the same person.

Danny was about the same age as Jason Todd and got kicked from the team when Jason died, which would have made him 15. He later got killed/merged with the souls of Azarath into the entity Phantasm, and I'm going to assume through the power of Comic Book Time that he was still 15 here.

Wendy---bless your heart, you're easy---is in the same age bracket as the YJ98 crowd, and was last seen in Batgirl v3 in 2011, where she would have been somewhere from 17-19.

Metric 3: Ages Relative to each other

Some of these people have actually coexisted and interacted, and even if they haven't, most of them have teammates in common.

Bette is the same age as Dick Grayson, which makes her one of the youngest of the OG Titans. Lilith and Gnarrk are closer in age to Arsenal, making them some of the oldest OG Titans. If I had to give it a number, I'd say Bette and Gnarrk have a 3 year age gap at the most.

Terra and Joey are around the same age, and were about 15 when Dick was 19ish, I think, putting a 4 year gap between them and Bette while Danny would have been 12 at the same time.

Wendy is the youngest by this metric, making her the same age as Danny or a year younger.

Metric 4: General Character Vibes

This metric could also be called: how old were they when they had all their important stories? By this measurement we get:

Lilith and Gnarrk: Mid to late 20s

Bette: Early 20s

Joey, Tara, and Wendy: Late Teens (16-19)

Danny: Early Teens (13-15)

Summary: Between all these metrics, a pattern emerges Lilith and Gnarrk being the oldest, followed by Bette. Joey and Tara are older than Danny but younger than Bette. You can either make Wendy somewhere around Joey and Tara's age, or you can make her around Danny's age. For the purposes of this AU, we like to use the first option.

Also. Bonus metric for the sillies:

Metric 5: What Decade are they from

If we ignore comic book aging time and just look at which decade they were introduced in, we have 3 60s kids (Lilith, Gnarrk, and Bette), 3 80s kids (Joey, Tara, Danny), and a 90s/early 2000s kid (Wendy). That leaves us with a 20 year age gap between "the adults" and "the kids" and Wendy the baby is 10 years younger than her siblings.

[so-lo]

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[artistic-moth-man]

So I've been wondering if I should make this update post and I decided I'm gonna

Basically it's just to let you guys all know what exactly is going on in my unmedicated ADHD Brain by explaining every single project of mine that's currently in the works. pretty much nothing in this list is released yet so don't go looking for them

Starting off with stuff I'm collaborating with others on

Danny and the Light - an original graphic novel on webtoon that got cancelled and is getting rebooted (don't get excited though we're taking our time with it) with @stormcloudquill

Chrysalis Chronicles - An original illustrated novel or graphic novel (i haven't decided) that's ripping off/fixing all the things wrong about harry potter; with @thekrazykitsune

Mincraft Diaries - Yep! Aphmau's Minecraft Diaries, rekindled and made into fanfiction and/or a graphic novel (probably both) and this one will actually have an ending; also with @thekrazykitsune

Avatar: Lion Turtle Heart - a fanfic graphic novel about a firebending avatar after korra named Akira working to unravel the mysteries of her past self, Avatar Kazu, and his death that even she can't comprehend, as well as the strange appearance of a baby lion turtle that Akira now has to care for. Doing this with @mayday396

now for fanfic works I'm doing alone

Legend of Emily Windsnap - Rebooting Emily Windsnap's story in fanfiction form. this fic is actually going to be released some time this or next year (hopefully this year but shit's hitting the fan on my life currently) and book 1 is actually near finished!

Digidestined Diaries - a reboot of seasons 1-4 of Digimon in either fic or graphic novel form. may or may not do this with stormcloud, but I'm not sure. the thing that makes this so special is that tamers and frontier take place in the same universe as adventure. yes, takato meets Tai, and no it does not go well for the others involved

Wizard101, The Legacy of Atlas - telling a story heavily based off the first arc of Wizard101 quests with a balance wizard as a main character, featuring the friends they make and the enemies they face as the chosen one to defeat Mallistaire. this will absolutely be in fic form, most likely with illustrations

Bloom's Magic, Beta writing - a written fanfic reboot of Winx Club as a beta version of the story I planned with Storm. the comic version of BM is currently on the backburner and is gonna have some differences to the written version, but it'll be something I promise

Finally, some original works that I plan on publishing!

Chronos and Kalayah - a Time Traveler named Chronos rushes around time looking for their best friend, an immortal named Kalayah. the two of them constantly avoid the temporal police while simultaneously helping Kalayah survive being a black lesbian in American history. likely only going to consist of one book and have a novel and graphic novel form

Call My Soul - a Magic Girl series featuring Blake Janes, an ordinary boy who stumbles upon an alien named Alexandrite. Alex is tasked with keeping safe the artifacts of the ancient magical shogunate, whose spirits end up choosing Blake and his gal pals to protect themselves from the evil prince Tsukuyomi, who wants nothing more than the artifacts. this graphic novel gets really gay really fast so strap in when it comes out

Roll For Adventure - a young boy named Matt who loves playing DnD is isekai'd into a land straight out of Lord Of The Rings, and he is absolutely stoked. while he is looking for a portal back home, his elf friend Sequoia and Orc friend Yevelda help him fight his way through the coming war between the eight races. Fun Fact; I use my dice to help the characters make decisions. even major story beats are going to be up to my D20!

Lucifer the Good - this story is precious to me, and hard to describe. it involves four kids being isekai'd into a world filled with magical monsters and elemental creatures, being guided by a young voice to find secret angels, all while villainous demons under King Devil work to stop the kids from ever leaving this new world. even worse, the human kids are the only ones who can undo the vile curse on the land of magic.

that's all the stories that I'm actively working on, but I do have at least 10 more that I'm leaving on the backburner to focus on these ones! Call My Soul is also getting very little attention, but I am actively working on it! I'm seriously hoping at least one of my original works will be released to the public by 2025, but again, life is crazy. anyway, my next few posts are gonna involve Digidestined Diaries while I work on finishing up Emily Windsnap Book 2 and finalize book 1. there's only one change I wanna make, then I'll get to releasing it to AO3 and Wattpad! I promise, at least one of these will be worth the wait :3