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DC released an “essential graphic novels” guide and i have…many complaints. like. you’re really going to give batman six pages of recs but only two pages each to superman and wonder woman?
where is superman: birthright? american alien? superman: for all seasons? the black ring and last son???? even rebirth action comics, which isn’t the most stand-out title, but is at least as good as some of the stuff that made it onto the batman list. there are so many iconic superman titles that didn’t make the cut in favor of cramming more mid-tier bat books recs in this list. 😭
you could have ditched most of the content on these two pages, given superman and wonder woman an extra page each, and still had four pages worth of batman graphic novels!!! literally nothing on these pages short of maybe court of the owls has had any long term impact on gotham lore!!! these aren’t even the best batman books!!!
also not a single pick on this page is what i would pick as an intro to these characters but especially rhato. if you were going to recommend a single jason todd book, why would you pick rhato over under the hood???
i would have put batman & robin ‘09 for damian and birds of prey or batgirl: year one for babs, and… maybe shadow is the batgirl for cass, since the trades for her old solo are out of print. and probably gotham city sirens for catwoman.
it’s also criminal that they didn’t include batwoman: elegy.
#i don’t know enough about wonder woman to say what should and should not have been included on her list#but i’m pretty damn sure she deserves more than two pages#don’t mind me i’m just bitching
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#this is why I need to not let random people add me on lovense#why would you drop all these hints you wanna fuck and then I get all prepared and then just 👻#so fucking annoying#shouting into the void#don’t mind me I’m just bitching
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Since you’re studying Fine Arts, you’ll paint on this canvas. I’ve drafted some wording here.
WE ARE | EP8
#we are the series#weareedit#phuwin tangsakyuen#poon mitpakdee#aou thanaboon#winny thanawin#marc natarit#peem#pun#chain#tan#Q#my edits#THEY ARE SO STUPID <3#me: almost always makes my colorings from scratch#my gifs: look like 8765678 different people made them <3#i hate not being able to find the coloring™ for any show lol#i always find things i would like to improve or change 😩#i would love to have a style™ like some fellow gifmakers who i am able to IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZE BY THEIR COLORING AND SHARPENING ALONE 🥺#also this is not me fishing for compliments jdjdskdkd#i just have a certain gifstyle in mind that i’m barely ever able to achieve#and i’m very hard on my self because of it 😅🙈#like i know my gifs aren’t objectively bad#they just don’t look they way i want them to look and i’m being a little bitch about it lol
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I really don’t understand why people hate Tommy so much? Like. It’s okay not to like the guy, but if you think he’s just a temporary love interest anyways then literally why do you care???
#and this is coming from a buddie shipper!!!!#I’m mostly over bucktommy personally but I still indulge from time to time#but honestly I’m following more bucktommy people than buddie rn bc some of y’all have lost your damn minds over hating a fictional guy#like jfc get a grip and utilize tumblrs filtering features like the rest of us#facism is on the rise and I just want to enjoy my stupid firefighter show without having to see this dumb stuff#WHICH BTW if you’re gonna act foolish then can you at least tag it properly? I’m so fucking tired guys#anyways this is me humbly asking folks to learn the wonders of bitching in the group chat and letting people live#thank you and goodnight#911#fandom drama#phil speaks#oh ALSO#BUCKTOMMY SHIPPERS ARE NOT OFF THE HOOK#if I see ANYONE saying stupid shit I’m blocking so don’t come at me with any bullshit#anyone participating in this stupid ship war is annoying to me and that’s that
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whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???
#paid rent yesterday#had to take my dog to the vet and buy her more food and go to the grocery store and buy gas today#and had to pay utilities last week#I am physically pained#Can’t wait til I can actually get paid for my work#Cause not gonna lie#Mandatory unpaid student internships are a real fucking bitch#2 more months til graduation#And then my field placement will hire me and actually pay me for my work#But that’s 2 more months of OWWWW#don’t mind me I’m just whining#About capitalism#and how bullshit insane unpaid internships are#la dee da I have no money and I hate it#Pls ignore my vent post lmao#I’m done whining like a lil bitch now
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It’s.. fascinating in a brand new way (a terribly disappointing way) to see HoYo fumble the bag this fast.
I was contemplating making a post about this a day or 2 ago, mostly about the Natlan explosion, but then Moze’s drip marketing happened… and suffice to say I think there’s a bit more substance for me to comment on 🫠
I’ll start with Natlan and try to articulate the thoughts properly, since both my own thoughts and my intake of others’ views has had a couple days to settle in my mind:
I wanna preface with the fact that I love Hoyoverse. I really, really do (I desperately wanna work for them, actually, lol. It’s a dream of mine). And I think that’s obvious to people who have seen a couple of my posts.
But it’s precisely because I love them so much, hold them in such a high regard, and respect mostly everything about them, that their recent performance has just left me deeply…. Disappointed.
Sheer, RAW disappoinment makes up the bulk of my feelings and attitude towards what they’ve been doing recently: which is not listening to their community where it REALLY matters. I was present when the uproar over Sumeru happened. I was disappointed then too, but at that time I more-so existed as a confused outsider observing what was going on (I am a poc but not SWANA). Everything about it — from the large-scale disrespectful mix of many cultures, to the 💀 TERRIBLE idea to not pronounce Tighnari’s name correctly AT ALL, to the abhorent lack of melanin in characters (that are DIRECTLY inspired by figures hailing from African countries) — was… bad. REALLLYYY bad. But I’ll be honest when I say: the way I rationalized it in my brain was “Well, they did add more dark-skinned characters to the roster! I guess this is just their version of ‘darker skin’ ” (which, by itself is already a terrible thing BECAUSE they take care to try and represent real world cultures faithfully).
So the fact that it’s happened again. And worse (SOMEHOW⁉️⁉️) is something that’s making me realize how lackluster it was before. And I am desperately rooting for a change. Fool me once, shame on me type shit genuinely.
Now.. in regards to Moze (Star Rail)’s EN VA 🫠. Everything I know about that man I learned in the past 24 hours. So all I will say is that EVEN if he’s worked to better himself, having been BLACKLISTED from the industry (BECAUSE THE CRIMES WENT ON FOR A DECADE!! MIND YOU) means it is way too fuckin soon to hire someone like that again 💀. They took action against Tighnari’s original VA, so that they’ve done this now is… weird…??? I’m just really confused, yo.
Edit, as of July 25, 2024: Chris made a post on his twitter claiming he has chosen to step down as the VA. 🫡 Step 1 is a W, congratulations everyone 🎉
#(I’ve spent most of my time on twt. that’s where most of my exposition is from)#boycotthyv#boycott hyv#don’t get me started on the Neuvi change#that was rubbing salt in the wound#‘cause wdym ‘you listened’#I KNOW that you listen to your fans; you usually DO!!#BUT NOT ! ! ! WHERE IT MATTERS NOW?????#I’m mainly making this post to consolidate my feelings in one place#because it’s a shift in viewpoint#I love them and therefore I need them to do better#their games are great. I like them a lot but the colorism is peeling away into racism more and MORE and it needs to stop#HoYoverse#genshin natlan#natlan#genshin#genshin impact#blazingtextpost#hsr#Honkai: Star Rail#Honkai Star Rail#HI3 isn’t safe either#it’s embarassing that some of us (me included) kinda just#swept it under the rug; embarrassed for us to look at or acknowledge ‘oh don’t mind that blemish’#bitch mind it now. fix that shit up WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE AIMING FOR GREATNESS
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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Cal has a bat for Players’ Weekend that’s in Sonics colors and just says “bring them back” and i swear to god if the front office ever lets him be anything other than a Mariner i will never ever forgive them
like i feel like he has really embraced Seattle in a way that we don’t see very often and i cannot stand the thought of him going to any other team tbh
#the mariners doc touches on this idea a lot#this can be a hard team to play for and a hard place to live#because it’s so relatively remote (and also the team is cursed by god)#so when you get players who really truly buy into not just the team but the community#who really treat this city like a home#like cal and julio and mitch (and ichiro and dan and edgar and griffey)#idk there’s something that makes me pretty emotional about it#i’ve lived in the area basically my whole life and i was literally JUST bitching about the weather 20 seconds ago BUT it is home#and i do love it#and when the players seem to love it too i feel some kinda way about it#anyway i’m crying about baseball at 9am! don’t mind me#talkin baseball
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i love you kyle kirkwoods hot pink water bottle shout out to kyle kirkwoods hot pink water bottle
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do you ever just wish to be picked first? to be someone’s ultimate number 1? or is it just me?
#» confidential#why is my brain being a lil bitch today? dear brain. we’re at work. would we not?#also could we not in general#don’t mind me i’m just being tinkerbell core over here
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Every time someone edits Keith in the black paladin armor an angel loses its wings.
#keith kogane#listen I understand that he needs to be the black paladin but he should be there temporarily#it’s worse when people do it with lance#I’m sorry but Keith cannot be the black paladin in my mind heart and soul#that spot is RESERVED for SHIRO DAMMIT#HE FAUGHT SO HARD TO BE WITH THE BLACK LION AND YOUR TELLING ME HE DOESNT EVEN GET TO SIT IN HER SEAT ANYMORE????#IM SORRY?? ARE THE LIONS NOT COUNCIOUS??? DID BLACK JUST NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT SHIRO AFTERWARDS???#it’s some fucking horse shit#and Lance should’ve stayed in blue and allura should’ve gotten red#allura dead ass does not fit within the blue lion#I love her but that woman is a red paladin#I mean even the fucking show jokes about it#lance being in blue fit his character far more and I believe would’ve led to far more growth#I hate how much people argue about who the better black paladin would be whether it be for Lance or Keith#its shiro#through and through#he ran so Keith could walk bitch#also yes Keith being with the blades is cool and it makes people realize just how much of a pain it is to not have a lion to protect you#to show the true stuggle of those who are still actively fighting against space nazis#that don’t rely on a giant robot#but here’s my thing#I don’t like that Keith separated#because I feel like his character goes backwards#I would’ve preferred Keith actually being there for his teammates and family then almost sacrificing himself over and over again#I also don’t think ryou should ever be in the black lion#like piloting#cause he’s not shiro and I think the black lion would know that#I just wish there was more shiro appreciation within the fandom#like how do people not understand that shiro is an amazing leader???#why does he have to get replaced???
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your latest post about your psychiatrist telling you you're "reverse placeboing" yourself is so funny bc the medication they give to us with ocd (ssirs) are proven to be a placebo. you're not convincing yourself the medicine doesn't work it literally just doesn't. psychiatry is so deeply unhelpful but especially so for ocd they're just like "have you considered simply not having ocd?"
It’s so frustrating and some people won’t even see me by virtue of having an ocd diagnosis because it’s considered resistant to treatment and inconsistent aka there’s no formulaic cheat code prescription they can slap me with so they don’t want to even try to play on medium difficulty. It’s not even just ssris for me although I’ve been on essentially all of them and they do NOTHING for me except some epic erectile dysfunction sometimes awesome but I have straight up been on everything ssris snris mood stabilizers benzos beta blockers gabapentin buspar prazosin sleeping pills migraine medication. antipsychotics despite never having psychosis?? ANTIHISTAMINES FOR DEBILITATING PANIC ATTACKS?
And what’s crazy is I think my willingness to try 5 thousand different medications is actually pretty open minded but they’re so dismissive of stopping medication because it’s not working or because of horrible side effects. I stopped taking some weird experimental ssri because it was absolutely horrific and every time I got prescribed something for the rest of the duration of seeing my psychiatrist she’d say “you know you have to actually take it for it to work” like fuck off? If I take the meds it’s my fault for them not working if i don’t take them it’s my fault for not trying. FED UP!
#asks#anonymous#also sometimes they’re weirdly dismissive of the medications that HAVE helped me#shit like benzos I guess I understand but I’ve been on them for ten years I’m not going off lol#but like the only antidepressant that does shit for me is Wellbutrin and so many drs have suggested taking me off it#because they seem to think of it as a useless medication that doesn’t really do anything. or don’t believe it’s still helping bitch what?#sometimes I actually feel like these people are playing mind games with me I’m being Hannibal lecter’d#also I don’t know anything about ssris being placebo or not. just a disclaimer not informed on the topic
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Karma (song) is a perfect balance of bitterness and weightlessness
#something in it she hadn’t accepted about herself until midnights/eras era#she said#ASK ME WHY SO MANY FADE AND I’M STILL HERE BITCH#(I’m sorry for swearing)#karma is somehow Taylor owning the fact that she makes soooooo many people mad#and she really DOES and when I am not emotionally weighed down and anxious about it all I think it’s hilarious and kind of iconic#actually not kind of. straight up#just chattering over here don’t mind me
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LOVE when the pharmacy decides to fucking dick around with my meds so badly that now I’m off my mood stabilizer, my pain meds, and my fucking birth control (in a few days) because they’re insisting I should have extra fucking bottles of each one and I DONT because they don’t let me pick up more than a one month supply of narcotics at a fucking time so do explain where these extra bottles are, hmm ????? and they didn’t have enough caplyta ordered last time to even give me my usual 3 months supply of that so … ???? get your fucking heads out of your asses and give me the fucking meds you owe me ??? like ??? but I’m in a nasty headspace right now so if I call the pharmacy this morning, I’m going to be that cunt ass customer they bitch about all day because this isn’t the first time they’ve done this. in fact, the first time, they straight up committed insurance fraud by marking one of my scripts as filled and picked up WHEN, IN REALITY, THEY FUCKING LOST THE SCRIPT AND HAD NO RECORD OF IT BEING FILLED OR PICKED UP IN THEIR SYSTEM, BUT YET, MARKED IT AS SUCH AND CHARGED MY INSURANCE AN ALMOST 8 GRAND FOR THE FUCKING 3 MONTHS OF MY MOOD STABILIZER THAT I. NEVER. RECEIVED. I’m genuinely about to report this entire pharmacy to the pharmacy board because I’m so fucking done with this place. it needs to be shut the fuck down because you’re telling me, out of an entire pharmacy, y’all share the same IQ point AND dead brain cell, collectively ??? then don’t fucking work in healthcare where people rely on you to know your shit and keep track of their fucking meds because you’re just constantly making shit worse on people since you can’t seem to not fuck around with these meds and not ‘lose’ scripts. fuck out of here.
and I’m pretty much out of weed, which is usually my back up pain management method, without the money to afford a delivery order by their cut off time to order in 3 hours because I just paid my fucking bills and have SOME to go towards it, but not enough for delivery to be free, and I’d still have to walk my ass to one of the ATM’s nearby because they don’t accept my bank as a prepaid method OR any of the cards I have on my person. 🫠
I can literally feel my back spasming and seizing on and off while I’m laying on my fucking side, I’ve had a migraine with a stupid ass aura for almost a week now because chronic migraines fucking suck and i was REALLY hoping this one would be over by now, my muscle inflammations that my pain meds are supposed to limit are already beginning to start their itching deep in my muscles so soon they’ll blossom into a whole fibromyalgia fucking episode and become entirely inflamed, my joints in my hands fucking hurt because of the dreary weather so I really need to get into a rheumatologist at some point soon as well and get that shit figured out, I’m nauseas as fuck from all the pain, and I’m moody, hormonal, and just feel like fucking death physically.
I’m just. I give up.
this shit is exhausting and painful and so mentally fucking taxing to constantly deal with and I just want a fucking break from all this fucking shit. I wish I could just … not exist … for even just a little while with how fucking painful existing actually feels right now 🫠😭
#i hate that CT weed is so fucking expensive#half a fucking ounce shouldn’t cost me $250 …….. not when I can go to MA and get an ounce for $108 after tax ……..#but I don’t have a way to MA because my fucking best friend. who made plans with me OVER THE WEEKEND. HER. SHE INITIATED THEM.#canceled on me last second even though I texted her early the night before when I know she would see it 🫠#nope instead she waited from the text I sent at 6:30pm until noon the next day to cancel because her period is kicking her ass#NOT FOR FUCKING NOTHING BUT SO THE HELL IS MINE ???? AND IM ANEMIC ??? AND DEALING WITH ALL THIS EXTRA PAIN ON TOP OF IT ????#and I know I’m being irrational and insensitive because pain tolerance is a sliding scale for everyone#but like fucking come on you do this 3 out of 4 times YOU make the plans to hang out and I’m fucking over it.#plus I’m the one that always pays for everything and does she ever even OFFER to hit me back for the COUNTLESS ounces of weed I’ve got her#all because she couldn’t afford it so I said I’d cover it and she never paid me back. I’ve bought her at least a grand’s worth of weed#just over the last couple months and she’s never ONCE offered to pay me back for a single one#like ……… I don’t expect it. I give if I have it. but you can’t even just offer ??? like the invitation to pay me back would be enough to no#leave m ragingly pissed off and feeling used as an atm again for yet another ‘friend’ because they don’t even OFFER to be considerate#of course I’d say not to worry about it but it doesn’t even cross your fucking head to ask if I want anything towards it#like the next time you get paid ??? when you go and spend your own money on weed that day but can’t reimburse me for anything IVE paid for#oh and I always have to give her gas money if I even simply just want to hang out because she’s always fucking broke somehow#and she works in healthcare like bitch I know what you make and you can’t play that you don’t have enough to get by or throw me 50 bucks#towards YOUR weed that I’m buying every once in a fucking while when I’m already paying for everything fucking else#I’m so angry and I know I’m being irrational and bitchy but this is what happens when you’re tripped off your meds cold turkey#and one of them is a mood stabilizer that makes it so you DONT feel this way about people and aren’t so bitter when you’re let down 🫠🫠🫠#because now my rejection sensitive dysphoria is going to be triggered even easier than usual and I’m just.#I actually fucking give up. I don’t even know what to do here. the pain going through my body is so fucking intense#I keep losing my train of thought because everything hurts and then every once in a while a DIFFERENT pain acts up and throws itself in too#I just. I just can’t fucking win.#I hate fucking struggling with my mental state like this when I’m off my meds.#and because I have to be a month without my stabilizer/pain management/birth control it’s going to take me ANOTHER month to get readjusted#to those in my body so I won’t feel normal again until nearly fucking mid to end January the earliest#and that’s fucking bullshit. I’m going to fucking **** myself by the time I get back on these fucking meds since it’ll take that long#fucking hell I just. I give up. I give in. I’m self isolating and cutting myself off from everyone because it’ll be in THEIR best interest#for me to do so when I can’t control my mind like this. I’m so tired of feeling so fucking shitty and I’ve only been off them for two days
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Really fucking tired of the way rural people are put down for the way they talk. Seriously I don’t understand how you can put someone down and mock them for being uneducated and improper when they speak in fucking poetry on a daily basis? Access to education is something I wish everyone had equally. But the next time someone comes at me on a fucking high horse about speech mannerisms I going to snap. I don’t care how well you know your grammar and paragraph formation. Me and the other hicks are passing down verbal history and idioms you would weep if you heard. Plus you don’t even use those grammar rules your so proud of in day to day speech !!! No one talks “well” 100% of the time. But the rural and impoverished ppl you make fun of are out here saying shit like “you’re blushin’ redder than a patch of raspberries” in day to day life. I’m so fucking mad about this. Why are there ppl who do not see any value in that.
#sorry. I’m having an angry rural bitch moment#don’t mind me. I’m just the strange angry Mainer on ur feed again
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Why why why why why why why why why .. why me?
#stfu.001#tw repetition#I really want to kms#I can’t be here anymore I really can’t#I’m not sad anymore#I’m just filled with anger#how could they do this to me?#how dare they cause me to be like this?#and they don’t even feel bad?#but when I do it I’m the perpetrator and I have the cops Called on me..#if I wasn’t in the right mind I’d go in there and hit the bitch#cause my mum deserves to go what I went through#I need to beat her until she is crying and black and blue. until she throws up and until she screams#just like what she did to me for years#she deserves everything coming to her#I Hope her lupus kills her earlier than I thought#god I hate my mom and my dad and my family and just#sigh idk anymore
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