#don’t mind me i’m just bitching
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Whew I have not been this close to a panic attack in a while. I literally could not fucking breathe, my chest was so tight it felt like I was suffocating, thought I was gonna pass out for a second with how dizzy I got.
Why is this happening. I ate real food and I was just minding my business watching a paper Mario video, nothing triggering happened.
God. Whatever. WHATEVER.
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DC released an “essential graphic novels” guide and i have…many complaints. like. you’re really going to give batman six pages of recs but only two pages each to superman and wonder woman?
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where is superman: birthright? american alien? superman: for all seasons? the black ring and last son???? even rebirth action comics, which isn’t the most stand-out title, but is at least as good as some of the stuff that made it onto the batman list. there are so many iconic superman titles that didn’t make the cut in favor of cramming more mid-tier bat books recs in this list. 😭
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you could have ditched most of the content on these two pages, given superman and wonder woman an extra page each, and still had four pages worth of batman graphic novels!!! literally nothing on these pages short of maybe court of the owls has had any long term impact on gotham lore!!! these aren’t even the best batman books!!!
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also not a single pick on this page is what i would pick as an intro to these characters but especially rhato. if you were going to recommend a single jason todd book, why would you pick rhato over under the hood???
i would have put batman & robin ‘09 for damian and birds of prey or batgirl: year one for babs, and… maybe shadow is the batgirl for cass, since the trades for her old solo are out of print. and probably gotham city sirens for catwoman.
it’s also criminal that they didn’t include batwoman: elegy.
#i don’t know enough about wonder woman to say what should and should not have been included on her list#but i’m pretty damn sure she deserves more than two pages#don’t mind me i’m just bitching
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Sigh
#this is why I need to not let random people add me on lovense#why would you drop all these hints you wanna fuck and then I get all prepared and then just 👻#so fucking annoying#shouting into the void#don’t mind me I’m just bitching
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Since you’re studying Fine Arts, you’ll paint on this canvas. I’ve drafted some wording here.
WE ARE | EP8
#we are the series#weareedit#phuwin tangsakyuen#poon mitpakdee#aou thanaboon#winny thanawin#marc natarit#peem#pun#chain#tan#Q#my edits#THEY ARE SO STUPID <3#me: almost always makes my colorings from scratch#my gifs: look like 8765678 different people made them <3#i hate not being able to find the coloring™ for any show lol#i always find things i would like to improve or change 😩#i would love to have a style™ like some fellow gifmakers who i am able to IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZE BY THEIR COLORING AND SHARPENING ALONE 🥺#also this is not me fishing for compliments jdjdskdkd#i just have a certain gifstyle in mind that i’m barely ever able to achieve#and i’m very hard on my self because of it 😅🙈#like i know my gifs aren’t objectively bad#they just don’t look they way i want them to look and i’m being a little bitch about it lol
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I really don’t understand why people hate Tommy so much? Like. It’s okay not to like the guy, but if you think he’s just a temporary love interest anyways then literally why do you care???
#and this is coming from a buddie shipper!!!!#I’m mostly over bucktommy personally but I still indulge from time to time#but honestly I’m following more bucktommy people than buddie rn bc some of y’all have lost your damn minds over hating a fictional guy#like jfc get a grip and utilize tumblrs filtering features like the rest of us#facism is on the rise and I just want to enjoy my stupid firefighter show without having to see this dumb stuff#WHICH BTW if you’re gonna act foolish then can you at least tag it properly? I’m so fucking tired guys#anyways this is me humbly asking folks to learn the wonders of bitching in the group chat and letting people live#thank you and goodnight#911#fandom drama#phil speaks#oh ALSO#BUCKTOMMY SHIPPERS ARE NOT OFF THE HOOK#if I see ANYONE saying stupid shit I’m blocking so don’t come at me with any bullshit#anyone participating in this stupid ship war is annoying to me and that’s that
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whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???
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#paid rent yesterday#had to take my dog to the vet and buy her more food and go to the grocery store and buy gas today#and had to pay utilities last week#I am physically pained#Can’t wait til I can actually get paid for my work#Cause not gonna lie#Mandatory unpaid student internships are a real fucking bitch#2 more months til graduation#And then my field placement will hire me and actually pay me for my work#But that’s 2 more months of OWWWW#don’t mind me I’m just whining#About capitalism#and how bullshit insane unpaid internships are#la dee da I have no money and I hate it#Pls ignore my vent post lmao#I’m done whining like a lil bitch now
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hey.. I want one of those leather chest harnesses. ya know what I’m talking about?
#cowboy.speaks#sorry I’m just being gay#don’t mind me#but like#do you know what I’m talking about??#I saw one hot bitch wearing one months ago and it keeps coming back to my brain#oh my god-#I thought we were OVER this#one hot BUTCH**#but like- also a hot bitch#just. pls 😭
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which one of you paid an etsy witch to make me open tumblr dot com
#GUESS WHOS BACK… BACK AGAIN😛😛😛#AND THE CROWD IS…. leaving???#i was so emo & cringe in my last post don’t mind me …. 😊🫰😯#work has been a bitch but i’m overcoming it…#christmas in retail ain’t no joke omg especially when you’re the FUCKING BACKBONE#just kidding…. maybe#gonna catch up on EVERYTHING#before i go to bed#or atleast try to#answering asks first#OK BAIIIII
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Ever since brain broke my entire writing process has been fucked. I’ve been able to reclaim the aspects of my brain capable of creating Advanced Sentences as I call them, but now it’s as though I cannot possibly focus on anything long enough for it to matter. In the last two weeks I’ve worked on at least six separate WIPs and accomplished very little in terms of actual movement and progress. It’s so fucking frustrating because I know something is wrong but I can’t figure out where the failure is. Is it mental illness, is it meds, is it lack of stimulation, is it getting older, is it lingering covid side effects, is fucking mercury in Gatorade like ahhhhhhh.
#I would love actually to finish fucking anything!#like my solavellan fix it ending fic or my emmrook soul mate au fic or my emmrook professor au fic#or my Shakarian detectives au fic or my Viktor/oc fic or my other Viktor/oc fic#oh wait there’s also the solavellan grad school au and the johnny/v phantom liberty ending au and like 30 others!!!!!!#I’m actually happy with some of what I’ve written which is monumental!!!!!#but it’s going nowhere and doing nothing !!!!!#why!!!! UGH.#miserable about it thanks#just bitching don’t mind me
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It’s.. fascinating in a brand new way (a terribly disappointing way) to see HoYo fumble the bag this fast.
I was contemplating making a post about this a day or 2 ago, mostly about the Natlan explosion, but then Moze’s drip marketing happened… and suffice to say I think there’s a bit more substance for me to comment on 🫠
I’ll start with Natlan and try to articulate the thoughts properly, since both my own thoughts and my intake of others’ views has had a couple days to settle in my mind:
I wanna preface with the fact that I love Hoyoverse. I really, really do (I desperately wanna work for them, actually, lol. It’s a dream of mine). And I think that’s obvious to people who have seen a couple of my posts.
But it’s precisely because I love them so much, hold them in such a high regard, and respect mostly everything about them, that their recent performance has just left me deeply…. Disappointed.
Sheer, RAW disappoinment makes up the bulk of my feelings and attitude towards what they’ve been doing recently: which is not listening to their community where it REALLY matters. I was present when the uproar over Sumeru happened. I was disappointed then too, but at that time I more-so existed as a confused outsider observing what was going on (I am a poc but not SWANA). Everything about it — from the large-scale disrespectful mix of many cultures, to the 💀 TERRIBLE idea to not pronounce Tighnari’s name correctly AT ALL, to the abhorent lack of melanin in characters (that are DIRECTLY inspired by figures hailing from African countries) — was… bad. REALLLYYY bad. But I’ll be honest when I say: the way I rationalized it in my brain was “Well, they did add more dark-skinned characters to the roster! I guess this is just their version of ‘darker skin’ ” (which, by itself is already a terrible thing BECAUSE they take care to try and represent real world cultures faithfully).
So the fact that it’s happened again. And worse (SOMEHOW⁉️⁉️) is something that’s making me realize how lackluster it was before. And I am desperately rooting for a change. Fool me once, shame on me type shit genuinely.
Now.. in regards to Moze (Star Rail)’s EN VA 🫠. Everything I know about that man I learned in the past 24 hours. So all I will say is that EVEN if he’s worked to better himself, having been BLACKLISTED from the industry (BECAUSE THE CRIMES WENT ON FOR A DECADE!! MIND YOU) means it is way too fuckin soon to hire someone like that again 💀. They took action against Tighnari’s original VA, so that they’ve done this now is… weird…??? I’m just really confused, yo.
Edit, as of July 25, 2024: Chris made a post on his twitter claiming he has chosen to step down as the VA. 🫡 Step 1 is a W, congratulations everyone 🎉
#(I’ve spent most of my time on twt. that’s where most of my exposition is from)#boycotthyv#boycott hyv#don’t get me started on the Neuvi change#that was rubbing salt in the wound#‘cause wdym ‘you listened’#I KNOW that you listen to your fans; you usually DO!!#BUT NOT ! ! ! WHERE IT MATTERS NOW?????#I’m mainly making this post to consolidate my feelings in one place#because it’s a shift in viewpoint#I love them and therefore I need them to do better#their games are great. I like them a lot but the colorism is peeling away into racism more and MORE and it needs to stop#HoYoverse#genshin natlan#natlan#genshin#genshin impact#blazingtextpost#hsr#Honkai: Star Rail#Honkai Star Rail#HI3 isn’t safe either#it’s embarassing that some of us (me included) kinda just#swept it under the rug; embarrassed for us to look at or acknowledge ‘oh don’t mind that blemish’#bitch mind it now. fix that shit up WE’RE SUPPOSED TO BE AIMING FOR GREATNESS
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i think i'm finally gonna read house of leaves wish me luck
#i've been meaning to read this book for like 5+ years lol#i think i'm finally ready to commit to it and also i just bit the bullet and bought a copy#because i know myself enough to know that i will not finish it if i get it from the library#and also they didn’t have the gravity falls book at the bookstore hahaha they said they’ve sold out of it twice#so. oh well. house of leaves time first#also i think i'm gonna finish fma brotherhood without my friend who wanted to watch it in the first place#out of spite because he's still being a little bitch#hope he doesn't change his mind! or feel butt hurt when i don't want to watch shit with him anymore#i think after all this i'm not gonna watch any longer series with him anymore#movies only. low commitment only. so he can't bail on me just on a whim#i'm enjoying fma a lot though!! these boys are the exact type of characters i get attached to lol#i like the alchemy shit also and the humor/drama balance#and the character design and the world building and the Lore#i was kind of on a movie kick again earlier this month but i just don’t have a lot of time for it rn#or the attention span. to be so honest#kind of embarrassing but i’m so mentally exhausted and i’ve been splitting my attention between a lot of different things lately#i was on such a reading kick this summer too!! hopefully house of leaves will replenish my energy for reading#i also got a sci-fi novel a nonfiction book and a folklore collection so i have plenty of new material rn#and i found another book that i want to reread soon#winter is gonna be a big reading time i am committing to that!!#anyway. that’s that
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Cal has a bat for Players’ Weekend that’s in Sonics colors and just says “bring them back” and i swear to god if the front office ever lets him be anything other than a Mariner i will never ever forgive them
like i feel like he has really embraced Seattle in a way that we don’t see very often and i cannot stand the thought of him going to any other team tbh
#the mariners doc touches on this idea a lot#this can be a hard team to play for and a hard place to live#because it’s so relatively remote (and also the team is cursed by god)#so when you get players who really truly buy into not just the team but the community#who really treat this city like a home#like cal and julio and mitch (and ichiro and dan and edgar and griffey)#idk there’s something that makes me pretty emotional about it#i’ve lived in the area basically my whole life and i was literally JUST bitching about the weather 20 seconds ago BUT it is home#and i do love it#and when the players seem to love it too i feel some kinda way about it#anyway i’m crying about baseball at 9am! don’t mind me#talkin baseball
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God gives his hardest battle (policy analysis paper) to his weakest soldier (me)
#grad tag#don’t mind me I’m just bitching and moaning it’ll be alright I just have to be dramatic for a second#it is SO fucking boring#like the most boring I’ve had all semester I think#mine is on the section 8 housing choice voucher#which I do understand is good to know about/understand how it works#but also…6 pages about it? and a presentation? and a final exam next week#professor you are doing way too damn much#oh and the presentation can only be one slide and you have to talk about your topic for 3 min straight with no other aids like flashcards#or more slides#I’m gonna either 1. kms 2. forget as soon as I go up there 3. just take the L#and say ‘hmmmmm I’ll pass lol’#on the 20 points the presentation gets you#so I can just focus on the 80% which is the paper
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i love you kyle kirkwoods hot pink water bottle shout out to kyle kirkwoods hot pink water bottle
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it’s so concerning how obsessed people online are with celebrities relationships. the same people who say “they don’t know you and wouldn’t want you” when you stick up for a celebrity who’s done nothing wrong proceeds to drag a man they DONT know and will NEVER know based on RUMORS like we’re in HIGH SCHOOL and proceed to drag his looks like that is ever a good place to go.
#these are the same people bragging about preaching body positivity btw#there’s a reason i never believe people when they compliment me#and it’s because everybody on the internet just fucking lies about their morals!#all the fucking time!#yall just out here telling the truth to try and look good.#you don’t.#first of all if you have to insult someone you could use any valid wrongdoing as an insult#but you don’t even know if it’s true so you go for his looks#which is not a valid insult and makes you look like the bully that you are#second of all#shut the fuck up?#literally go touch grass#like physically#please#there are real things in the world that SHOULD matter to you more than the personal lives of random thirty year olds you don’t know#you CAN do something good in the world instead of wasting your life away on tiktok or instagram getting shits and giggles from bullying#bullying someone you don’t know mind you#but just because they’re celebrities they don’t register as real people in your heads so you just tippity tap away#meanwhile you’re making other people feel bad for no clear reason#you know other people who have similar looks to the celebrity your insulting can read#right?#if you bully a celebrity for their eyes#somebody with similar eyes will probably see that and feel like shit#but worry not dear virtue signaler#im sure next week you’ll be preaching inclusivity again#because this world is made of fake bitches who’ve never been genuine for a fucking moment in their life#anyways#i’m a bit pissed can you tell#i cooked though
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contemplating whether i should give a fan event another chance…
#maybe i’m blinded by the s//kk rbb going so well#at least in the creation part of the process‚ i’m still bitter about the lacklustre response my art got#that particular pain is starting to fade though‚ now i’m just looking at what i created and thinking ……………maybe#ignoring the fact that every fan event i signed up for before that didn’t go so well for me#i guess the sei//sub exchange was fine#although i only signed up as a pinch hitter.... receiving gifts is akin to torture#so maybe gift exchanges are not the way to go#or maybe i should stop being a little bitch baby and stew in my discomfort until i get used to it#big bangs with an unfamiliar writer might be even worse#but it’s not like any particular events have caught my eye lately and if i don’t want to draw s//kk i can’t be too picky#like it or not fandom is no longer an open community#if i want people to interact with me i’m gonna have to network#but i also don’t want to subject anyone to my mood swings#an event with a long creation process will give me too many opportunities to change my mind#bleh#i don't even know why i'm rambling about this again#this mood comes and goes every couple of months‚ clearly it never leads anywhere#also i'm a bad fan so what event would even accept someone like me?#howling from the shadow realm
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