#don’t feel bad for being ‘large’
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My life mission with art is to draw women with actual bodies and large proportions to fit their internal organs 🫶🏻
#Because being midsized is what is NORMAL#don’t let the media lie to you#super skinny is not normal#be glad that it is NORMALLY PROPORTIONED so that you are HEALTHY#be proud of your body!!!#Seriously!!#don’t feel bad for being ‘large’#you’re not large! You are a NORMAL woman!!#Being! Midsized! Or plus sized! Is! Normal!#as long as you are physically healthy it’s totally fine! Don’t let the media lie to you!#especially art!#artists! Draw women as normal people! Please!#Sunkissedliterarylightofchrist
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#i just need to vent abt this ok pls don’t yell at me or tell me im being ungrateful#but tfw u have almost 500 asks sitting in ur inbox and u literally don’t know what to do with them😀#the guilt that eats away at me because im not getting to what people say to me gets so bad sometimes#like you guys all have such great things to say and i want to be able to respond but there’s just such a large volume i get overwhelmed#and ive been so busy lately they’ve piled up bad#and ive even been missing ones from mutuals which i feel so bad about#im so sorry guys i really am like pls don’t abandon me im sorry ANDJJJSJ#and i just like. esp my regular anons i feel bad because i don’t mean to ignore you but stuff just gets lost#and the worst part is that if im spending hours on asks then im not writing fic#and im so behind on fic too#so. im not excelling in anything currently msdnskdjskdjskdjskdksks#el oh el#sorry i just needed that off my chest#i love u guys i appreciate you all seriously#delete later#🙏🙏🙏
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Another way to look at it is that we've all been living a nightmare for the past 4 years and just fooled to believe otherwise for the longest time. Nothing has changed, and nothing will unless the collective finally decides we've had enough. However, most people aren't ready nor willing to believe that. Not to mention our money has been going towards the slaughtering of people in other countries for years and years, without a cent given back to us. Broken country, but the system is working as intended to. For the complex, NOT for the people. Many of us really don't know how lucky we are to have the problems we do. You'll wake up tomorrow, just as you did today, no threat of imminent life-ending danger looming, while citizens of other nations die, funded by OUR TAX MONEY. We all need to assess our privileges, even at the smallest level.
Thank you for the privilege check and perspective. It is outrageous that regardless of who won, our taxes would continue to fund wars and genocide. The Democratic party brought this on themselves by continuing to support genocide, refusing to listen to the people, and moving the party further right with every election, but of course the blame will be put on third party voters (despite the math not mathing). The USA is a fucking joke and I’m ashamed to be part of it.
#I’m just feeling disheartened on a selfish personal level at how fucked up of a country we are living in#scared for my child and the children around the world#I look at my kid and imagine how fucking helpless parents in palestine must feel knowing they can’t protect them#it’s the worst feeling in the world knowing that you can only protect them to a point#and that the world at large is a dangerous place with terrible people in charge#and we are just tiny insignificant people who don’t stand a fucking chance#I’m just so scared for my kid to go out into this world with two moms and have her sweet pure heart crushed by cruelty#I’m grateful that she is physically safe and I am fortunate that I don’t have to worry about her getting blown up today#but jfc it’s still awful to think about what her life will be like#it’s still awful to be called a groomer simply for being a lesbian with a kid#not as bad as death ofc but I think I’m still allowed to feel a certain type of way#at the end of the day none of this would be different if a D or R was in office#hate and violence will always exist because humanity sucks ass
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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*sees a post talking about how farming in the summer must be perfect and sweet and warm*
*laughs in farm worker*
#bro it’s so hot we don’t let the animals out during the daytime#the last couple of days have been nice ish but that’s because we’ve acclimated to 98 degree weather being the worst#as opposed to 89 with a breeze#I’m not saying anymore because it was someone’s art and I respect that#but the cottagecore lifestyle is gonna get you#A. in debt#B. in pain#C. depressed due to the workload#D. Dead#or#E. all of the above#if yall pursue it and don’t recognize the realities behind that lifestyle#that being said may e the artist is from a more circumpolar location than I#and the summers truly aren’t as bad#but judging from how they put ginormous pine trees over a bustling flower garden#I have a feeling it’s an aesthetic wish and not from experience#many flowers often need part time shelter from the sun#but trust me pine trees that large will make it straight up *dark*#also imo plant farming is harder#at least animals can let you know when something is wrong#but thats an opinion
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I keep making the mistake of thinking that if anyone would understand it would be my mother. But she really doesn’t and it makes me feel sad and stupid . But also if she did understand then maybe I would have gotten help a long time ago so idk
#I just thought she would get it#and every single time she doesn’t and I just feel so dumb for thinking it would maybe be different each time#I was telling her about how my mood tracker did a year in review wrapped thing and that on Reddit people were posting theirs and the people#who seemed to have a genuinely good year and their moods are like consistently in the green and at their lowest like in the yellow#I said it seemed so crazy to me that people feel good like that#and she was all#……why would It be crazy that people are happy. I don’t get it#and the way she said it felt so bad lol#and I was explaining how I spent my whole life thinking everyone felt terrible but most ppl just figured out how to make the most of it and#that’s why they seemed happy#and that I failed because I couldn’t figure it out like them#and she’s like#do u actually think ur the only person who has ever felt bad#LOL???????#I was like I literally said the exact opposite of that#I literally said I thought everyone felt bad#and she was like#well one minute ur saying u acknowledge that other people feel bad and the next ur saying u don’t think anyone else feels bad#anyway no one in my family actually knows or understands me#which i understand is a common thing#but it feels really bad when u spend ur entire life trying to explain ur worldview that is largely informed by ur environment/guardians#and to feel like ur being intentionally misunderstood every time#I was explaining how every task feels like there are so many hurdles and that it makes everything feel impossible which is making me feel#worse#and she was like well why don’t u just go and do the thing u want to do#oh my godddddd I never thought of that
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the way tumblr talks about medicine makes me wonder how many of us here actually have critical thinking skills
#stop trying to explain shit you know nothing about so you can frame it negatively for clout!!!! literally knock it off!!!#there are so many valid opinions but i don’t understand this and therefore it’s bad “ is NOT one of them actually#fuck it’s far from perfect but seeing people talk about people I work with every day as if they’re monsters is honestly so tiring#it’s just all over my dash#if you read something and it confuses you and that makes you angry#the solution is NOT to make a tumblr post flaming it with all of your misinformation and undereducated opinions#“it is batshit to base dx criteria on statistics “ NO IT IS NOT NO IT IS NOT NO IT IS NOT ARE YOU STUPID???????#THIS IS STEM LITERALLY EVERYTHING IS MATH WHAT THE HELL DO YOU M E A N ?????#literally like!!! 90% of dx criteria involves statistical probability!!!! doctors prescribe statins because you are statistically likely#to develop heart disease or endure a major cardiac event#like they calculate your disease risk based on averages and so so so much data and math and shit THAT YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT!!!!#so why are you complaining about it as if you do!!!!!!!!#sorry. I know it’s in good faith for the most part but. it feels like straight entitlement to constantly complain and dog on doctors#I’m a victim of medical malpractice!!! i still show respect and understand that they’re individuals. people. human beings.#who are largely trying to help others#regardless of my personal experience with others in their field#sorry this is just a vent now#i love research I love science I love medicine please stop hating on every aspect of it and my community ty#delete later#not fandom#stinky speaks
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#asks are off for now just until i can catch a break#i might need to institute a blog policy#about asking for help boosting donation posts#normally i don’t mind but im just getting such a large influx in messages like its 90% of the asks i receive#its overwhelming#like i just don’t think im in a good enough space right now to be constantly getting messages about how shitty everyone;s situation is rn#im barely making ends meet myself and the art business is not exactly booming. im going to lose my insurance in january and i dont qualify#for ssi so i just really can;t handle al the extra reminders atm#and not to pull the ‘’emotional labor’’ card but yeah i don’t have any extra energy to lend to strangers online. im sorry it sucks. genuinel#i know how you feel. we’re all in the shitstorm so it feels especially bad not being able to help#but please can you find someone else on this site who is not drowning to throw you a life raft
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An old lady got stabbed on the train in my city and now I’m spiralling lmaoooo
#and ofc it was a homeless black guy so all the Discourse is awful#on the one hand i have to think about my career but also i do not feel safe here#i am a tiny white woman and i stand out#i am afraid of any large group of men#and homeless ppl sorry they are chaotic & violent i don’t care how woke you feel#yes i will cross the street i don’t care if you think i’m racist or sexist or whatever you have harrassed me and everyone my entire life#and i’m all about safety bro#being in your 60s and needing to use the train in a car city#living your whole life and dying in an awful way because politicians pocket money and intentionally allow people to suffer to psyop us into#thinking they’re on ‘our side’ because oh then you’re working against your own interests go fuck yourself#i’m spiraling#greatest fear#my husband or mom or i or any of my friends or my dad getting killed#and like i don’t have children and have accomplished nothing or then spiralling into vigilante justice and wanting to [redacted] rich ppl#leaving no legacy and dying in a sensless way and God it’s just so awful cities are bad everyone should live 18 miles apart and be the same#personal#mental illness
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gonna try to go to bed now while having an absolutely normal one wish me luck
#absolutely rancid day only to see more fucking signs from larian making. y’know. that ship. canon.#like god i get it this sounds so pathetic but i genuinely don’t have much other than creating. this story my favourite one.#so this just. stings. a lot lmao#again to those of you looking forward to this it’s probably happening and i don’t want to make anyone feel bad for being excited#mad at larian and larian only for changing the story after it’s been published. then i wouldn’t have to scrap my shit! it’s been 7 months!#and this has been my main source of fun because i don’t have the money and/or spoons for much else! so!#i’m just a whiny bitch ignore me lmao#(a large anvil lands directly on top of me)
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forgot we left off at the tail end of ieriyn’s no good very bad family reunion
#i think he feels. not good about that one! pretty bad all things considered!#he hated lorroakan’s guts but i don’t know that he really like. processed what was going to happen to him when he brought aylin here#and also i think in general it would be traumatizing for most 23 year olds#to watch a large woman snap their cousin’s spine in half.#god the being lorroakan’s cousin thing was meant as a joke but it accidentally became more ieriyn trauma LOL#漫言#z plays bg3#oc. ieriyn
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discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment
#purrs#i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are#falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school#so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w#was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and#overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the#store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol#and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and#OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the#same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life#anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY.#acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo!#also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻#the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving#practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i#learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills#(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪#delete later
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my mum: stopped me at every opportunity I asked to come see my dying grandpa bc ‘you don’t want to see him like this’ even tho I already had seen him and he had been happy to see me after years estranged from that side of the family and I very much wanted to fit as much time with him in as possible before it was too late and in the end she blocked me from all of it
also my mum: you never came to see your grandpa, you don’t give a shit
and now my mum yet again: won’t let me come see my gran who has been losing weight and falling and breaking bones a lot and been in and out of hospital since being on her own. Didn’t let me go talk to gran when we were both at my great aunt’s funeral last year and so I never saw her and she only found out I was there through other people who saw me. Refuses every time I ask to see my gran, including now when I’ve got presents for her
also my fucking mum right now in the same breath as refusing to allow me to come over: you never come to see your gran, you don’t give a shit
make it make fucking sense jfc
#Never mind the fact that the way my mum and aunt and cousins act about my gran it feels like I’m the only one who DOES give a shit#I’m the one crying and feeling bad for her and wishing I could do more#while my mum and aunt bitch about each other and refuse to coordinate to find an arrangement that works bc they don’t talk#And no-one believes me bc of the years we spent estranged from the family#which was largely bc of my mum being Fucking Terrifying and my aunt a manipulative bitch#I’m so pissed off. I wanted to mend things with papa bc when everyone else had acted like fools he had been fine#and he didn’t deserve to lose contact with us for all this years and I wanted him to know we love him before he was gone#and my aunt and cousin walked us out of the cancer centre the second time I tried to see him so I only got one actual session with him#and now I can’t reach my gran who has been lonely and declining bc of the grief and loneliness#and I’m fucking pissed bc yeah my gran did some batshit stuff in the past#and it was all a big mess but I still don’t want her to feel like I don’t cherish all the good times I spent with her as a kid#before everything went sour. You couldn’t keep me away from them as a kid. I loved spending my holidays there#some of my fondest childhood memories were with them and I hate that things got ruined but I just#want to make up for lost time and let bygones be bygones and yet everything remains complicated
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reread the new 52 blue beetle over the weekend and it was not as bad as i remember! i think it does miss a few of the key themes and and also small details that i like from the 2006 series but it also does do a lot of interesting things with the reach and their history, i think it gets better as it goes along and there are a few speech bubbles in the later issues that showed a nice understanding of jaime’s character and the themes present in the 06 run that i was almost mad the rest didn’t feel as strongly like that
#i think it misses out small things that were really central and important imo to the original run#and i hate that jaime doesn’t tell his family anything and spends a large portion of the run in space separated from his community#and i much prefer the development of khaji da and jaime’s relationship in the 06 one especially with the scarab text and all#also i don’t really like the brenda jaime relationship in this one#feel like this one is a lot more love triangle-y than any other#but! there are things like khaji kai that show the importance of free will#and the scene where jaime says if aliens came to earth he’d make friends instead of fight!!!!#idk i need to mull it over and reread certain bits before my opinion on it is solidified#but it’s not a bad run#it’s not groundbreaking but it’s pretty fun still#i’m also enjoying rebirth a lot less than i thought i would so far lmao i think it’s because i hate the magic thing#and have strong thoughts on ted being there#blue beetle#jaime reyes#mine
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I wiped out so hard tonight my KNEES
#I fell over. so many times. including two of the worst falls I’ve had in a WHILE#god the first one literally like minute and a half on the ice i lose a foot under me and do the splits. crash into the barriers#I am notably Not flexible I cannot do the splits. I don’t know how I kept skating afterwards#the worst fall I have ever had however was right at the end and the thing that made me get off#we were playing a thing and both me and this other guy we’re trying to catch this girl who turned out to be Also going very fast#three way collision all falling forwards on top of each other#we SLID there were BLADES BY MY HEAD im lucky im short im amazed nobody got actually hurt#except like. my knees which are now staging a coup I rlly should ice them but I don’t have ice and I just wanna sleep#but GOD tonight was a mixed bag#i have acquired the instagram and will probably get him on committee if he sends me the thing#also slowly thinking hrm yeah he’s probably straight#anyway good news: i think we’re pretty solidly friends now. bad news: prooobably regrettably heterosexual#idk straight guys shouldn’t be allowed to be cute and funny and good at skating it’s not fair#aaaanyway. it’s my own fault bc I meet most new people through hockey now and this sport is pretty notoriously not queer#it’s a little different here but the people who end up Good are largely not yknow. and I am unfortunately into guys who can skate#also they end up being the people I actually get to talk to with what I do. dumb as hell. they should invent gay hockey players#anyway my assessment is still vibes based there’s time for me to be proven wrong but we will see. it’d be funny if he was queer after this#will think abt texting him on a day that isn’t tomorrow bc tomorrow’s gonna be too much and I would like to have some time to chill sometime#anyway this is my periodic reminder to myself that I’m literally just Allowed to have feelings. fucked up that it’s true#but like it’s just. allowed. and it’s not even that I’m dumb or have bad taste or smth like that and over like what.#almost two years? there have been 5 guys total. mr prick who WAS queer unfortunately. and while the other four did turn out to be straight#that was due to 1. guy literally had rainbow fucking stick tape and Everyone thought he was gay. also I was just kinda fucking around there#2. talked to him like three times before asking him out. agrees to dinner bc he thinks it’s funny. 3. many signals bc bunch of queer friends#still unconfirmed but be does have a girlfriend ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 4. okay maybe I should know better by now but he’s cute okay I’m allowed to hope#it’s not even like I’ve DONE anything other than talk to him dude you’re fine you’re allowed to feel things#aaaanyway. bed now. eepy. will talk to him later. he complimented my hair okay I’m done now going to sleep#very sorry to anyone who reads these tags for just going on abt this guy but also no I’m not scroll down#luke.txt
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The Defenders (1972) #85
#oh gosh ok the bit where the hulk says#‘What is wave doing attacking Hulk? Hulk will smash wave for this!’#made me fondly say ‘baby’ out loud#I love how the Hulk interprets everything unpleasant for him as an attack against him#it’s so charming#the Hulk genuinely is under attack a lot of the time#but he’s so sensitive and paranoid that he will feel under attack even when he’s not actually#he’s just so stressed out all of the time#and this is largely from the trauma of being attacked so much but it can’t all be attributed to that#like as I was saying before- no person needs to hurt the Hulk for him to get overwhelmed by the sights and smells and sounds of a city#and then smash it#because he typically lashes out physically when overwhelmed and hurt#regardless of if there’s a specific person that can be reasonably blamed#he’s both developmentally disabled and narratively cursed to always be going through terrible events#and I like how Namor approaches that here with ‘his savagery is not his fault’#and so ‘I must remember not to let his brutish mouthings anger me’#in an ideal world the Hulk would be able to grow in a way#where his friends wouldn’t have to just remember to not take his bad behavior personally#but they don’t live in an ideal world#and the Hulk has made a lot of progress in his time with the Defenders in regards to being a better friend#but that’s a slow-going process that’s only been possible because they make allowances for him#marvel#bruce banner#namor the sub mariner#my posts#comic panels
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