#don’t be mad at yourself because of it

[just-a-wandering-poet]

ALSO, please know that this is normal. It’s okay to have a bad day, or bad week, month, year, and it’s okay to not always feel your best. Just know, that even when you feel like your getting worse at what you love, there will always be someone who will love your writings, someone who will be emotionally impacted when reading it, someone who will admire it, someone who loves your story, and most importantly, someone who loves you. And in the end, people change, your writing isn’t getting worse, you might have just adopted a bit of a different writing style, that is not a bad thing, it is not a bad thing to write how you feel comfortable, it is not a bad thing to be yourself.

please please please please reblog if you’re a writer and have at some point felt like your writing is getting worse. I need to know if I’m the only one who’s struggling with these thoughts

[cockroachesunite]

i have no explanation for this

[edwinisms]

pro tip if you want a positive fandom experience: do not follow confession blogs. you’re just asking for a bad time if you do that just don’t

[lilmeowmeowsagelesath]

THE ONLY MAN EVER !!!!!! 💕💖💞💗💖💕

[valewritessss]

If you’re the one who wrote a rape fic and called it hot and sexy and when I called you out on it said it’s justified because it’s only hot when it’s fictional please go fuck yourself

[no1ryomafan]

I wish everyone who reblogs under self indulgent OP art posts that what they drew is “cringe” a very “I hope your holidays fucking sucked you asshole”

[scatteredshowersposts]

i got really mad when my wife said "i hate shion" and then "he reminds me of you" when i showed her no. 6 but recently i realized she hates the characters she has crushes on

[swedishgoaliemafia]

People in AEW fandom: I like that AEW trusts viewers to be smart enough to pick up nuance and hints that build long-term storylines and character development instead of spoonfeeding it to us. Also people in AEW fandom: The outcome I wanted has not happened yet and I'm gonna be big mad about it why are they doing this this is stupid 😡

[stillagoodwitch]

repeating the sentence “i’m a person” in my head to prepare for my parents visiting

[cuteniarose]

It’s almost 6 a.m and I can’t sleep because I’m being plagued by thoughts of The Latest OC

[noctilionoidea]

I can never be normal about the bacchae of form any coherent thought on it. That play saved my fucking life. I owe my happiness to the fucking bacchae

[aashiqui-aashiqui]

anyway the argentina nt thing makes me so ridiculously mad because to have a racist and transphobic chant memorized AND THEN TO SING IT UPON YOUR VICTORY!!?!? genuinely death to the whole team like i have no words for that kind of behaviour. i hope every single person is held accountable for what they’ve said and allowed to transpire as a result of this behaviour. not even just the team itself but also argentine football fans who have actively participated and enabled this kind of mentality

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

The Good Omens fandom is fascinating because they’re vocally supportive of the lgbtq community, especially trans people, including not misgendering, yet when Crowley and Aziraphale consistently go by “he/him,” they call them nonbinary

In the book, angels have no gender unless they “make an effort.” Is that not an effort to you, or are you just willingly misgendering them while calling anyone who thinks that’s hypocritical a terf lol

[clown-stripe]

So like. I got diagnosed with *yet another* chronic illness two days ago. Doctor says I have fibromyalgia, which is what has been causing the constant full body pain that makes me feel like every inch of my skin is a bruise being pressed on 24/7

Which makes sense, and I’m glad to know that I’m not just crazy, because I’ve been in pain literally since I was born, to the point that I don’t have a single memory where this pain wasn’t present, at least in the background. So I really thought it was normal, and that everyone felt like this until it got a lot worse in the last few years that I’ve been dealing with flare ups of Crohn’s and lupus, but neither of those can explain the constant pain I feel underneath every inch of my skin

It’s a relief to get a diagnosis, because for a couple years now, since it started getting worse, I thought this feeling was just what people talk about when they say you reach your late 20’s and can’t neglect good habits anymore without feeling it. That this pain was just bundled alongside the feeling of getting sore + stiff from not exercising/sleeping well enough. I have wondered on several occasions how the hell everyone lives full lives with this kind of pain, or why more people don’t kill themselves upon finding out that they have to feel like this for decades??? Because sometimes I can’t bear the thought of feeling this pain every day for the rest of my stupid little life. I’m not strong enough to bear that burden when I’ve already lived 28 years with it and I feel tired all the way down to my fucking bone marrow from carrying this pain with me everywhere I go, even in my sleep, in my dreams I feel it because I’ve never *not* felt it and I have no idea what it feels like to not be plagued it.

But now that I know what’s wrong and there are treatment options to try? Maybe I’ll finally get to know what it’s like to not be in pain.

So the doctor gave me a new medicine for it to try that will hopefully make my nerves feel less, and I can actually do things again instead of just being in bed thinking about how bad the bed hurts against my skin and how gravity is a curse because I can’t just float so nothing is touching me and making my skin hurt. And all the ideas for various art to make I’ve been saving up for when I’m capable of sitting up and holding a pencil again can be worked on. I can finally take the drive out of my old busted laptop to get all of my concept drafts off of it because I only managed to save the most important/almost finished artworks on it before the battery swelled (and my fav version of photoshop too, because I’m an idiot and don’t commit which one it is to memory so I can just pirate it again, I just keep transferring the program files to install it again lmao)

Maybe I’ll actually get around to coming up with a permanent pseudonym to start posting my art under, and finally start sharing it outside of Snapchat where it disappears in 24 hours

[retrogradedreaming]

It turns out I can only forgive someone if I haven’t talked to them or seen them in any way or seen anything about them for a minimum of five years. And if they reappear anywhere in my life ever again, I’m immediately like this earth isn’t big enough for the two of us

[pepprs]

definitely not an original thought but so many submissions on the aita tumblr aregenuinely so depressing. like “aita for not coming out to my parents when they have repeatedly demonstrated that doing so would be unsafe” “aita for standing up for myself in an abusive relationship” “aita for having a critical thought about someone who was cruel to me” good god.