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so uh. narry's immune to lovebug now. (thanks to some ancient server shenanigans.)
truth be told i'm not totally sure how this happened. it just seemed funnier that instead of being genuinely infected, he pretends so he can blend in until he figures out some kind of solution. so now he just sits there and sweats nervously hoping nobody notices. and since lovebug stuff is getting popular again... why not?
also this totally means he keeps getting pink glitter on everything and he hates it lmao. not bc it's pink, but bc it's glitter, and that shit stays forever.
(original concept for lovebug goes to @/things1do here on tumblr.)
#the stanley parable#tsp#tsp fanart#the stanley parable fanart#tspud#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp narrator#lovebug au#does it count if it’s not real? uhhhhhh#don’t ask me i don’t know ;; lmao#ney’s art#these were actually some pretty old sketches#but i BROUGHT EM BACK#actually you know what#maybe he's immune to this particular type bc he's aroace#... but that doesn't account for platonic love does it ;; hm#hmmm... maybe's just a paradox idk
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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So my roommate is also into One Piece. I’m not sure if he’s watched any of the anime, I know for sure he’s watched the live action, but earlier tonight he came upstairs and watched a few episodes with me while waiting for a food delivery, and then he got hooked, and then he sat and watched MORE episodes with me without really knowing what was going on. But it was still wildly entertaining to him, esp since I’m right in the middle of one of the (arguably) best arcs rn, and now he wants to finish the arc with me LOL. NOBODY is immune to One Piece propaganda. Or Bon-chan 🥰
#Shima speaks#IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY#Like he’s been spoiled to a lot of stuff and has general knowledge of some things#So he knows (as well as I) about what’s going to happen to Ace#But yeah I’m in the middle of Impel Down and it’s absolute fucking CHAOS rn. Insane.#He was like. How much more are you going to watch tonight.#And I was like well I usually go until right before bedtime when I’m binging it#So he was like let me grab my blanky :) LOL#We started chanting PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!! PRISON RIOT!!!!!#Idk it’s just nice. I usually don’t get this kind of reaction to stuff I watch#My parents don’t like anime and my sister. Well she likes it but only specific series#So I couldn’t rope her into OP even if I tried lol#So having someone be like ooooh what are you watching it looks good I want to join!#IT FEELS NICE. OKAY. I don’t get that ever!!!#I don’t have the kind of family who would be willing to watch anime with me#And tbh I get jealous when my friends tell me they watch anime with their parents#I doubt my parents would watch anime if I were on my deathbed and asked them to. LMAO#Not faulting then it’s not their cup of tea which is fine. It just makes me sad#*them#Bc that’s just. Such a HUGE part of my life and who I am. And they don’t know anything about that side of me#Or about the things I’m into#Sorry didn’t mean to get emo in my tags. Anyway.#I was gonna watch more OP during my lunch break tomorrow BUT since my roommate also wants to watch more. I will wait :)#Never have to do that usually! Huh!! How fun!!!#One Piece
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up next on chapter 36 of idol sengen… _(:3 」∠)_
#(my toxic trait is that i’ll complain about my work endlessly but still end up doing it anyway… eventually.)#there’s rant 1 (ft. a need to deduce what asuna is saying in full) and rant 2 (which is available in full but still…)#there’s also another mona-rambling session in chapter 38… that im not touching with a 50 foot pole#(all you need to know for that mona-rambling [about frusu] is that mona’s frusu oshi is all of them)#(and that she thinks miyu is like *the* pinnacle of centres in idol groups)#(also someone won a junior dance competition but idk who bc it’s obscured lmao)#can i outsource these panels for a corn chip lmaoooo#m. maybe i should’ve actually worked on this while i was still unemployed last month huh…#bc excuse me company wdymmmmmm im starting work next monday?? the interview was just this monday hello?#ig the interviewer was legit when she said ‘so if i asked you if you can start work next monday—’ huh…#sigh… maybe ch 36 next month then… i’ll do my best over the weekend thoughhhhh#seriously though why is this volume so text heavy l m a o i really wanna get to chapter 40 but…#and then there’s the hard to clean text boxes which… aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#…though i guess i should just count myself lucky that the chapters are still short enough to fit into a single post (with the image limits)#but dang. i just realised that my manga sengen thing has a page on manga updates lmao#who put it there lmaooooo and why is it only up till vol 2? wait. no. what. why does it link to manga.dex#bc dang. someone really had the time to dl the thing image by image? no wonder why they stopped after vol 2…#guess i might as well say why i dont want people to reupload my tls… since we’re in the final stretch and all#so. aside from the obvious ‘idw the creators to find out about it’… i probably made a ton of mistakes while tling it. esp in the early chaps#so i’d like to. y’know. have the chance to update the tls where possible. i’ve done that a couple of times already tbh.#like with rippei’s name post-vol 4 release. and some of the typesetting is p. gross in the early chaps tbvh#i swear tling idol sengen has made me incredibly conscious of grammar and typesetting like you wouldnt believe#esp with official tls… fan tls will always be perfect to me no matter how wonky the wording bc it’s hard but honest work yk#official tls (esp a.i tls) get no concessions from me bc it’s their job that they’re getting paid to do yk.#in any case (if you’ve read this far) if you see any mistakes in the tl please lemme know~~~ please dont hold back on your criticisms ok~~~?#just sound ‘em out in dms here or sth. don’t worry~~~ i won’t eat y’all if you try to correct me~~~~~ unless you’re the md reuploader (jk)#and ik i disabled comments on the other blog (or tried to at least) but that’s bc idw bots to flood the comments bc that’s annoying as he—#anyways sorry for the idol sengen wait (if anyone was waiting for it…) i’ll improve on my work ethic… tomorrow. maybe.
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what the heck who is she
why she kinda killing it on stage
MORI DENKIKO!!!!!! (電気子モリ‼️‼️)
#lil elf sona thing#i made a sona for my pen name lol#am i a fox? am i a elf? a robot?#erm#😔😔😔😔 idk#everything#i’m a silly#i’ll ask my school friend when i go back what she thinks i am lmao#the autistic urge to identify as anything but human bc they sure don’t like me lol
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Hello, I am Hanan from Gaza, a mother of three children. I need your help if you can
Please donate to save my life and the life of my family🇵🇸💔
Of course here is a link to the fundraiser
https://gofund.me/3c368bc9
Help if you can <3
#ask#I will say that I . don’t have the effort to check if these campaigns are verified before I answer the asks#I’m inclined to post the donation link no matter what bc like. it’s a fucking genocide .#potentially linking all my followers to a scammer is not good. but not posting donation links at all is worse yknow ?#cuz there’s bound to be people who haven’t gotten the privilege of being verified but still need help#so whatever#I personally am broke and don’t have any money. k don’t even have a credit card lmao#if i accidentally post a scammer link then. idk don’t give them your money#do your own research#I’m literally a full time college student#leave me alone . free Palestine
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#ok I’m so proud of myself bc this involves finance which is something I avoid at all costs but like I did it!!#my work failed to process my check which I should have received yesterday. I’m now expected to get it next week#and part of growing up poor is like. idk. this learned helplessness or defeatist attitude with money problems#like ohh it’s my bad I should’ve had more savings to cover waiting an extra week or longer for my monthly check#and historically I just shut down and panic while doing nothing bc this is my biggest possible stressor to come across#but!!! being around rich people? I’ve learned they negotiate!! and demand to not be inconvenienced!!#my work was like ehh I’m sorry too bad so sad about your check and I was like actually no#I explained how this impacts my ability to pay rent. my credit score. how they didn’t inform me in time to stop bill autopay#and asked what their detailed plan is to fix this#and within an hour admin was scrambling. four different people emailed me apologizing for the mix up#and they worked it out with finance to get me a $2000 loan to get me by until the check hits#but I was like actually no. I won’t be paying interest on this because I shouldn’t be penalized for your error#and so they GOT RID OF INTEREST#0% interest cash advance essentially that covers all my bills#I picked up the physical check for the 2k today so it’s legit thank god#I thanked everyone involved and remained extremely polite#and they said if there’s any other questions you have please let us know#so I was like actually you know what lmao#I explained that I’ve incurred fees for overdrafts and returned items due to bill autopay that I couldn’t cancel due to them informing me#basically the day of my check being late#and so I specifically said I’ve incurred $270 in fees at this point as a result of your error and I shouldn’t be expected to pay this.#and!! they just said… okay!!! I just got an email that they’ve processed a secondary check for $270!!#so like?!?! what?!?! is this what life is like when you don’t shy away from discussing money?!#im genuinely shocked. this is a life lesson. I never would have imagined this outcome#thank god I decided to not take it lying down
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i never understood people who go on anon just to rip on people like okay??? the only thing you’ve showed me is that you’re a coward lmao
#like i go through blogs that i really like and see the person be shat on for either physical appearance or what they’re into but the hate is#*always by someone anonymous#like tbh if you wanna shit on people the least you could do is do it without a mask on like damn#also the anons who just use anonymous to harass people#like idk i’ve seen things on here with cosplayers who have gotten really odd asks by anons like just bc it’s a person in a costume doesn’t#*mean that they aren’t still a person like#i feel really bad for the people who end up going through this#like just bc you’re on anon doesn’t meab people don’t see your asks and it really just makes you cowardly and shows you can’t face som#*someone and voice your opinions#like idk i haven’t gotten many hate anons and i usually don’t answer them unless they’re actually nasty#but like come at me off anon like cmon#and i’ve seen creators on here getting harassed and shat on all the time and it’s always an anon like that’s the only thing abt other socia#media platforms that i like#like i like the anon feature but the fact that 99% of the hate comes from anons is super funny like okay?? what was your goal here lmao#skipper rants#rant#anons#hate anon
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oh i did go on that dinner that turned into pool and then smoking by the mountains but goal was met he wanted to khs
#personal#i sent my friend like 7 three minute long videos to explain it all i’m not typing that out#but to sum it up. he was very nervous whole time i was cool as a cucumber#he wants to properly date and has tried moving on but it feels disgusting so it’s either me or nothing at least for several months#i don’t want to date bc 1 don’t trust him 2 im not gonna look through his phone or track him im not doing all that#3 i’m not embarrasing myself to my friends and family etc etc#at most i could fuck him but wouldn’t do exclusivity since i couldn’t expect that of him#he’s very upset that he fucked it up also made that worse by telling him true things i did when i had a crush#very tasty VERY tasty also knows i’m talking to other people#amended that later to i could do exclusivity but i couldn’t date/ claim him#and he had the gun back of his throat at that part he was like ah. that’s how it feels from the other side hearing that#bc he’s done that to a lot of people and i was like LMAO. i laughed in his face a lot#also so good he had to go at pool and was like when can i. CAN i see you again?? am i ever gonna see you again??? and i was like idk lmao#so he was like you know what lemme see if you can come with and i was like ain’t that a serious talk with ur friend and he’s like let me#see okay just hold up#also at pool he was giving tips and i was like dude im not getting it just move me how you need#man got so fucked up and i was like i don’t want to touch you unnecessarily if i don’t know how to get it in but god. i want to touch you#and anytime he had to touch me would hold on for a hot hot second#also i made sure i looked bad as fuck and one of the first things if not first thing he said was how good i’m looking#anyway learned this week i love being cruel and mean and that did come out#anyway a lot of stuff happened hang out went from like 9 to 2 am#oh and so bad he called it a date and i genuinely asked this is a date and he was like :0 :00 :0000000
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hi! i have a question about something that struck me a little while ago. i think i have a little problem with the burnout towards hypmic. the thing is i really love this fandom and I don't want to leave it behind... I KNOW YOU'RE NOT A THERAPIST AND I SHOULDN'T ASK REGULAR PEOPLE I DON'T EVEN ACQUAINTED WITH TO DEAL WITH MY PROBLEMS but i think you'd have some advices as someone who's been into hypmic for quite a long time
thank in advance<3
i wish i had more useful advice other than i’m too tired about everything else to even consider being burnt out by hypmic but that is kinda how it is lol 😓
but i revisit the series like, a fair amount!!! sometimes i have a point i’m thinking about and have to remind myself of the specifics which tends to have me jumping from chapter to chapter or media to media to try to remember where tf i read/saw that moment from lmao. and like 40% of the time i find something new to muse about it’s fun lol
i also don’t just stick to hypmic believe it or not lmao like bc i want to be here, i don’t fandom hop the way i do when i don’t have a fandom home but i do enjoy other series and picking apart my fav characters there, maybe not to the extent i do with kuukou lol but enough!!!! even when i wasn’t working as much and had more free time, i’d always be reading other stuff
i’m not being very useful gomen lol 🙇♀️
#vee got an ask#so like lol#running this blog also keeps me here ngl lol#i haven’t been tempted by any media out rn to jump ship (only to share brain space lol)#but i try to keep to myself for the most part and i treat this blog as a void to ramble at#but i somehow have followers lol!!!!! and followers talk to me sometimes!!!!! and ask me about hypmic!!!!!!#i had a blog here when tumblr was THEE fandom space and had 10k followers for my fandom at the time#and i had stayed in that fandom for years bc of the mass engagement#i think i burnt out from that fandom tho bc i didn’t like my large following and the fandom admittedly sucked ass lmao#idk what your fandom experience with hypmic is but i would keep your circle small while occasionally engaging with the larger community#and also foster an enjoyment for the series outside of fandom lol like even when hypmic had the barest of bones story up until like 2019#just enjoying the vibe of the characters and competition went a long way lol#don’t let fandom negativity get to you lol like you should be critical of a series where necessary#but a lot of time it rly feels like it’s not out of love for the series but are hating just to hate lol#that’s all i got for you lol 🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️🙇♀️
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I have a very busy week ahead of me. Pray for me.
#psych thing on the 30th#echocardiogram on the 1st#eye exam on the 3rd#🫠#they’re all necessary and important#but jfc#better to get it over and done with#at least I’ve had eye exams before lmao I know what happens during those#they’re gonna do all their little tests and tell me my eyesight got worse#and they’re not gonna have any glasses that I like that are covered by my insurance!!#you deserve to have disability aids that you like and want to use#(yes shit eyesight is a disability and yes glasses are disability aids)#I absolutely do Not have the money or the constitution to go through with it#but I’m gonna ask them if eye surgery would even be an option for me#like idk if I could ever go through with it bc I’m terrified of things getting too close to my eye#but it’d be nice to know that it /could/ be a possibility#(personally I don’t think eye surgery could be an option for me bc idk I feel like my eyes are too bad??)#(but I also don’t know enough about eye surgery to say)
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Yknow one thing I hate to do is compare mechas given they’re all pretty different even putting the clear influence a lot have on each other aside and I don’t like the idea that I’ve seen a lot of mecha fans subscribe to where “if you like this one show you HAVE to like these other ones” but this is less of a comparison thing especially because I’m not petty or anything since it’s just something I thought about:
Mazinger v Getter when it comes to their recognition tends to boggle my mind a bit. Since it feels like there are more dedicated Getter fans around that talk about it than Mazinger fans, but Mazinger is more recognizable to the point it gets more funded stuff than Getter.
I was thinking about this when I was watching Mazinkaiser, and I can’t confirm this but I found it interesting that it almost (felt) like this ova spawned out of Getter making a comeback before Mazinger did, since Armageddon came before and was massive hit, than was followed up with a game + shin vs neo by the time Mazinkaiser was made. Like they even got Armas art director to work on it and the studio doing it was Brains Base who made the getter OVAs.
And in terms of recently all the stuff with Grendizer, which I know was SUPPOSED to get another an anime way before this, is now finally getting something coincidentally after Getter Robo Arc. And everyone is already pointing out between the two Grendizer looks waaay better then Arc so it’s clear it has more money put into it, yet I wonder if Arc didn’t happen if they would bother to touch Grendizer since Arc was them also finally giving the Getter team who NEVER got to be in a anime- well, a anime. And now the most neglected pilot apart of Mazingers universe is getting his own show.
I understand why Mazinger is more known and funded since it was the first self piloted mecha and something Go Nagai, a man who arguably changed the industry a lot, made so his works are always gonna be rebooted for the sake of memory, where as Getter sorta lives in Nagai’s shadow sadly even if Ishikawa memory is respected, but I feel like almost Getter is the one to test if things will work and then they’ll see if they can do stuff with Mazinger again.
Or maybe it’s just two coincidences and we’re just going through a long coming mecha renaissance of older properties of the genre, but I’m still rotating it heavily.
#meg text#mecha rambles#this isn’t even me desperately asking for another getter show either because I know it’s 50/50#I don’t expect a anime next year for 50 if grendizer happening even if it’s just a announcement#and fuck knows what’s going on with that live action movie which who knows could be good unless they get like idk Anno maybe?#given his trend with a lot of recent “shin” films despite how mecha fans feel about his works lol#but all I expect/want is another damn spin off manga and the next SRW to actually do something new with getter#but I seriously find it interesting how unless I’m crazy getter really lead the way for mazinger to come back#like it PROBABLY would’ve made a comeback by itself but getter said “nah bitch me first”#I know Nagai still did some mazinger stuff after the toei lawsuit but ishikawa was cooking first#I guess this is just a reflection how getter is super significant to the genre but not a lot of people give it the acknowledgement#despite the fact it made a entire fucking sub genre which arguably is as big of a deal as mazinger being the first self piloted robot#especially given how many combiners existed (and became super noteworthy like Gurren and voltron)#I don’t even hold getter on THAT pedestal bc I hate making my interests seem perfect but getter is soso significant to old anime culture#yet it’s stuck in limbo of “it’s not unknown but no one ever talks about it”#I can’t complain bc if Jeeg was instead the mecha show I was super autistic about I’d be more miserable LMAO#(Not like I’m not sad I can’t talk about Jeeg easily bc no one watched shin but- yknow)#it ain’t about it rn
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ALSO I had a customer call me pretty today, like girl stop, I’m blushing ☺️ and then right after that the next customer also told me she liked my earrings 🥰
#and then idk if it’s just that I was in a good mood or what today#like the energy in our store was pretty good for most of the day even though it was crazy busy#but like I don’t know I felt like there were some customers that gave me really good vibes like a customer who asked me if he was allowed to#leave a tip and then handed me like 3 or 4 dollars#idk it was busy and lowkey crazy all day but like I’m still in a good mood#I was mildly frustrated this morning just because it was like nonstop for two or three hours of breakfast which our store is NOT used to#but like lmao it was a good day idk why I’m in such a good mood but I’m liking it#now I’m home I’m gonna shower and eat some popcorn bc I’ve been craving that all day and I’m possibly gonna write or just get in bed and#binge some YouTube because I’m way behind on my subscriptions
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i do believe in ppl’s right to unfollow mutuals for any reason of course but when a friend unfollows me sometimes i do wanna know why agsjdksks
#but i’m not gonna ask bc again!! it’s their right and it’s fine#but i feel like a soft block in this situation might have been good idk. i know what time if the month it is i’m sensitive rn ahdjdjsks#i need a text post tag#also idk i don’t normally check this kind of thing so it takes me a while to notice and then i feel dumb when i do lmao
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i wish i’d kept pushing the point (<- vagueposting). im so tired i’m hitting a wall. but why is the answer to feeling bottomlessly lonely just to love myself and be loved by myself? isn’t that only more loneliness?
#purrs#i know being by myself is not aloneness. but like seriously are you actually serious that there is no one coming to save me? that I have to#walk around with this giant gaping wound forever and no one will be able yo close it? i need total nurturance and comfort badly and to have#any less than total is.. well i don’t want to say it’s as bad as having none at all because obviously it’s not true. but it’s still bad. it#makes it harder to ask for more when you already have some and have reached the limit of what you can ask for. i just feel bottomlessly#lonely. i know things will get better. but what i really need is a long hug and a good cry in someone’s arms. not isolating myself in a#cabin for a week (though i know i desperately need that too). like we’re human beings and we can do that for each other so why don’t we? why#can’t we fix each other? why can’t we be nurturing like that and fill the voids for people who have them. and i know it’s rich coming from m#me bc iam skittish like a horse around emotions and also that it’s pitifully expected from me bc i am reading too much into normal experien#nces most people have. but how am i supposed to just accept that i didn’t get the love i needed (even if im romanticizing m*therlove lmao) a#and then move on as if that’s fine? how can i just snap my fingers and be an autonomous adult when ive spent years accruing psychological#damage with the most limited kind of cushioning? when every second brings with it a potential jab to my River of Pain nerve? idk.#i was deeply violently depressed abt this stuff earlier this week but tonight im just quietly sad. i want the stability and certainty of#(unconditional) love. i want my whole future safe and warm and now or at least the ability to trust it will exist which is also called hope.#i don’t want to be alone and wretched anymore.
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i love not taking my meds and then complaining im experiencing symptoms. girl it’s your own fault
#omg why can’t i get out of bed and do things :(((#<————— hasn’t taken antidepressants regularly since like the first half of july#and mind you i started them in july as well#but they weren’t really working i don’t think????#i started showering more regularly but that’s abt it#but bc of that they don’t feel like it’s worth the hassle#and yes i consider having to remember to take one pill a hassle#and i should call my doctor bc there aren’t many left but i don’t feel like doing that#what’s gonna happen i’ll go and say they didn’t do shit and that’ll be it#ig theres a chance she’ll have me take a higher dose#when i first started going to her and she asked me abt my prev meds and when i told her my dosage#she just went: and it wasn’t suggested you go higher?#which likely didn’t happen bc when asked if just say i was doing ok bc i was ig by my standards#but i think my doctor thought i was functioning which wasn’t the case not really#that’s the issue i think i have no idea what to say to doctors so i just go yeah i’m ok idrk why i’m here#so it never goes anywhere#but they rarely question me either so idk shouldn’t they be trying to see if the suicidal person is being truthful lmao#anyway bc i haven’t been taking the meds regularly i’m now experiencing the fun fucked up heartbeat thing again
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