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Distraction (Natasha)
Summary : you make sure Natasha finished her paperworks before tomorrow
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Reader
Warning : Nat has penis, creampie, oral, cockwarming, little bit of daddy kink
Word count : 1,297
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Natasha groans while gripping the edge of her table so hard that her chuckles are turning white.
"FuckâŚmmhhh,â she moans, then starts to gather your hair into an oonytail and starts to thrust her hips into your mouth.
âThat feels good,â she sighs, feeling how warm and wet your mouth is. Then you massage her balls, making her a little bit tense but in a good way.
âDon't babyâŚ.shit, Iâm going to blow if you keep going that,â she whispers, stopping her intrusion.
âThen do it...â you whisper after you pop out her cock, then start to give her a sloppy handjob.
âIâm going to swallow it,â you smirk, and she looks down at you with a smirk too.
âOh yeah, why don't you give me a showâ she sat down on her chair, then lean back.
You happily obliged, then started to lick her length, then sucked the tip of her cock, making her groan.
âI know you're near, honey,â you whisper before you take her length and start to bob your head up and down, hollowing your cheeks and massaging her balls, which leaves her a moaning mess.
âGod, Y/N...shit that feels good,â she groans, bucking her hips to meet you halfway, but you push her hip down, making her whine.
âStay still...â then you switch to her balls and suck it; she moans, gripping the handle of her chair, and throws her head back.
"Shut, it's coming fuck! "You quickly pop out her balls, then go back to sucking her tip and jacking the rest of her length until she cum in your mouth that you happily swallow every last bit.
âFuck fuck fuck,â she keeps moaning, then when she stops, you swallow the last cum on your tongue, then show her that you swallow, making her twitch.
âFuck baby, I want to fuck you so bad...â She whispered, and you chuckled at her and sat on her left leg.
"Well, you still have work to do... or do you want Fury to be in the bad mood tomorrow?â she groans and rolls her eyes. She's been working for 8 hours straight, no break, in her office, and it's making her nuts. All she wanted to do was just lay down and rest.
You chuckle and then smirk when an idea pops up in your head, making Natahsa look at you, curious.Â
âHow about this...â You pause then run your fingertips on her still hard cock; that's gain still twitching.
âIâll reward you once you finish this paperwork, huh? "She is still confused but loves the idea of reward.
âIâll let you do whatever you want to do to me... anything,â she quickly smirked when she heard the word anything, and it gave her a boost to finish her paperwork.
âAnything? Are you sure?â you softly smile at Ger and Hum.
âYes anythingâŚ. Anything my love wants...maybe a...creampie? "You whisper the last word in her ear, and she quickly drags the chair to the table, ready to start her work.
"But...â she stopped before she could touch her keyboard, because, you know, there's no stopping her once she touches the keyboard.
âOf course, Iâm not going to let you have it in an easy way,â she whined, and you chuckled, but she agreed neither the less.Â
âWhat's the but? "You stood up and took off every piece of clothing you have, leaving you naked in front of her.
"Sexy,â she whistles, and you chuckle. After years, her reaction is still the same.
Then you straddle her and hover your entrance above her cock; she rests her hands on your hips, eyes looking up at you.
âI wanna give you a taste of the reward... I'm going to cockwarm you, baby,â she twitches and grips your hips, which will probably leave a bruise tomorrow.
Fuck yeah, come on so I could fill you up.â You didn't waste another second and quickly went down to take her length.
It's not easy since she's bigger than what you've had before but bearable, but still, it takes you time to fully seat her in you.
âFuck that feels so fucking good shit,â she lightly bowed her lips when you already took her in, so you took her face and made you look at her.
âIâm sorry, love, but no moving. You clench around her, and she rests her head on your right shoulder.Â
âBut it feels so good,â she whispers, and you chuckle.
"Sorry, but the fun will be after your paperwork,â she groans, finding the situation unfair but still wanting to have that reward.
"Fine,â then she starts to work again.
This is the first time you let her in without a condom, so you know it will be hard for her to focus, but still she works, even though she needs to stop once in a while.
After 2 hours of you teasing her, bucking your hips, clenching around her, and kissing her neck, you even leave some hickeys that Natasha doesn't really mind; she finally finished.Â
âFinally finished,â she throws her hand up, and you chuckle, seeing how happy she is.
âAnd now, Iâm going to claim those fucking rewards now,â she quickly wrapped her arms around you and stood up, cockstally unside, then moved to the bedroom.
âYou really have so much energy, huh? "She chuckled, then laid you down on the bed and took off her shirt.
âOf course... It's baby time... and Iâll get to fill you up this time,â you nod. Play her baby hair on the back of her neck.
"Yeah, you like that idea,â she said, then started to slowly thrust her hips.
âHell yeah,â then she took your left knee and hooked it on her shoulder, then the other hook it on her arm, making sure you're spread wide open for her.
âFuck, that feels good,â you moan, feeling her reach your pelvis and clenching around her.
âGosh, fuck, I need more,â then she leans down and starts sucking your niople, making you moan while she sets a fast and hard pace.
âFuck fuck that feels good, Daddy more...â you moan, throwing your head back and start clawing her back.
âFuck fuck you feel so fucking good.â She reaches down and starts to toy with your clitoral area, and you start to shake, feeling how close you were. Natasha sits up and takes your hips and brings your hips up and starts to fuck you hard, making you grip her wrist and toss your head.
âFuck fuck fuck, Iâm going to cum, Iâm going to cum,â you scream, moan, and squirt at Natasha, but Natasha didn't stop; she kept the pace and made sure to meet you halfway, making you whine and moan a mess from overstimulation.
âNat fuck wait...oh god,â she said, taking the two pillows next to you and placing them under your hips, making sure your hips are elevated.
Then she leans down, nipping, biting, and sucking your neck, making sure she leaves marks as much as possible.
âGod, you feel good around me, shit.â She groans. Her hips are getting sloppy, so you wrap your legs around her and start to help her reach her orgasm.
âGonna cum oh fuck fuck fuck.â she screamed and cum deep insider you while she buried her face in your neck.
âFuck that feels good,â you whisper when she stops, then puts her weight on you, so you comb her hair, cherishing this moment.
âFrom now on, no condoms allowed,â she said, and she lay down next to you, making sure she wouldn't pull out, and positioning you in a spooning position.
âSleep baby, have some rest, and regain your strength.
Because Iâm not done with you,â you chuckle, but close your eyes, sleeping while happily cockwarming her.
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Do I Wanna Know? - Step-Brother Spencer Reid x Reader
About: Itâs not easy fucking for your nerdy and hot step-brother when feelings become involved.
Warnings: NSFW, MDNI, step-cest, step brother spencer, oral (f receiving), vaginal sex, unprotected sex, guilt, shame, unspoken pining, etc.
Word Count: 1702
âHave you got color in your cheeks?
Do you ever get that fear that you canât shift
The type that sticks around like summat in your teeth?
Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that youâre in so deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week.â
Your mother married her husband a few months ago. At a time when they had only been together for a few months but they apparently just âknewâ it was meant to be. Who were you to judge, really? If you know, you know. You were just glad that your mother was relatively happy. There was also that added bonus of having a very new step-brother.
Spencer Reid, a profiler for the BAU and now your step-brother, was this nerdy guy. He had an eidetic memory, dressed like a grandpa, and was extremely hot for no reason. The day you met him, you were overwhelmed by his attractiveness. And he was so awkward too, adding to the appeal. You donât see him often strictly due to his work and the fact that he lives in D.C while you live in Las Vegas. But when he does, itâs as though youâre in heaven. And tomorrow, Spencer is flying out to visit.
âHow many secrets can you keep?
âCause thereâs this tune I found
That makes me think of you somehow
And I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep
Spilling drinks on my settee.â
Spencer: I canât wait to see you.
You: I canât wait to have your face buried between my thighs.
Your phone buzzed with another text.
Spencer: That will be divine.
You couldnât help the smirk that traveled on to your face. You remember the first time you ever initiated anything with Spencer. It was a month after the wedding. He had flown back to Las Vegas for a case he was working on and decided to stay at the house rather than in a hotel with his team members. You noticed the way he had looked at you whenever you guys saw one another. Like you were forbidden fruit. But he was always too awkward, too shy to say anything to you. You guys hardly spoke unless necessary.
That was until you cornered him one night after he had gotten back at three in the morning after his case had been concluded. You remember the words you had spoken to him. âI see the way you look at me,â You had said quietly but seductively. That night you had gotten on your knees and gave him the worlds best blow job imaginable. And ever since then, the two of you had a very secret thing going on.
Late night phone calls, sexy photos, videos of one another sent privately. The past few months had been absolutely blissful. The amount of orgasms that you had every week was astounding and you were absolutely never sick of it. Because you got to hear the hot and sexy sounds that Dr. Spencer Reid, your step-brother, make.
As the months had gone on, these late night phone calls would turn into more than just sex. Talks about your days, life, books you both had been reading, the shows youâve been watching. What was supposed to be nothing more than physical was slowly becoming emotional. At least for you. These days you often wonder if Spencer felt a similar way. But that didnât matter as much. You would never allow yourself to cross the emotional territory. Or at least youâd never actively admit it.
â(Do I wanna know?)
If this feeling flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go)
Was sorta hoping that youâd stay.
(Baby, we both know)
That the nights were mainly made
For saying things that you canât say tomorrow day.â
The day Spencer had arrived, you spent the day teasing him. You wore a red dress that covered just enough to be considered appropriate. But if you bent over in the slightest, which you certainly did, you could see the sexy red lingerie set you wore underneath, Spencerâs absolute favorite on you. He hadnât had the opportunity to see it in person until now. After your family dinner and your parents had gone to bed, you had dragged Spencer to the bedroom, not even bothering to take your time.
Maybe itâs the way his tongue moves around your cunt, lapping up your juices. Or the way Spencer sucks on your clit, doing whatever he can to bring you the most pleasure. All you know is that you have to try your damn hardest to keep quiet, to make sure neither your mother or his father wake up to hear what their children are up to. Spencerâs face is buried in your pussy, tonguing your hole while his nose runs against your clit. If hell were real, you definitely would be going with how much you enjoy fucking your step-brother. And it would be absolutely worth it if you get to live this lifetime underneath Spencer.
When you finish twice from his tongue, Spencer finally removes his face from your cunt. His face glimmering from your juices as he reaches his hands to undo his shirt. You were already naked, something Spencer had done as soon as you closed the door of the bedroom. As he took off his shirt, Spencer licked his lips, looking at you with a look that you couldnât quite interpret.
You knew this was wrong. So ridiculously wrong. He was practically family, at least legally. He was supposed to be your brother, someone you can depend on. Well you certainly depend on Spencer for something. And itâs certainly not for anything family friendly either. Youâve tried calling it quits. Three weeks in, you tried leaving it be by not calling Spencer or texting him. You only lasted a day before you started craving him again.
âCrawling back to you
Ever thought of calling when youâve had a few?
âCause I always do.
Maybe Iâm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new.
Now, Iâve thought it through
Crawling back to you.â
With you laying on your back while Spencer pounds into you like his life depended on it, you were absolutely trying so hard not to moan like the slut you know you are. You had a fist to your mouth while you looked at Spencer, who was leaned over you, arms on either side of your head, while his cock was thrusting in and out of your tight pussy.
âYouâre so wet,â Spencer whispered shakily, looking at you in your eyes. âSo tight. I could be buried inside you forever.â
You couldnât help the whimper that escaped your lips as you looked back up at Spencer. The look in his eye. the one you canât quite put a name to, was still there. Lust? Guilt? Love? It couldnât possibly be the last one.
âHave you got the guts?
Been wondering if your heartâs still open
And if so, I wanna know what time it shuts
Simmer down and pucker up
Iâm so sorry to interrupt, itâs just Iâm constantly on the cusp
Of trying to kiss you
I donât know if you feel the same way as I do
But we could be together if you wanted to.â
His lips went to yours, kissing you like you were his last breath and he needed you to hold on for life. His cock plunging into you at a rapid pace. The room was filled with the rhythmic sound of skin slapping skin and the wet sounds of your pussy. Had your mother and his father been awake, theyâd certainly question the noises going on.
â(Do I wanna know)
If this feeling flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go)
Was sorta hoping that you'd stay
(Baby, we both know)
That the nights were mainly made
For saying things that you can't say tomorrow day
Crawling back to you (crawling back to you)
Ever thought of calling when you've had a few? (You've had a few?)
'Cause I always do ('cause I always do)
Maybe I'm too (maybe I'm too busy)
Busy being yours (being yours)
To fall for somebody new
Now, I've thought it through
Crawling back to youâ
You could feel the heat building in your abdomen as Spencerâs cock hit your g-spot repeatedly. âOh fuck,â you whisper moaned, breaking off the kiss. âSo close, Spence.â
âGo ahead, sweetheart,â he whispered back. âCum for me like a good girl.â He continued his movements, fucking you to completion.
You let out a whine, trying hard to not be loud as your orgasm grew closer. Spencer reached down between the two of you, rubbing your clit. And you gasped loudly, bringing your hand back to your mouth as your walls tightened around Spencerâs cock. Within seconds you were cumming, hard, spilling your juices onto his cock and onto the mattress. Your back arched as you came, your toes curling from the best orgasm youâve ever had.
Spencer followed you, cumming inside of you with ropes and ropes of his cum, filling you with not a single care in the world. Maybe it was a sick thought on his part. Maybe if he got you pregnant, he could finally claim you as his. Or maybe that was just your fantasy. You were on the pill, it was very unlikely.
Afterwards, itâs the cuddling. The soft words spoken about how beautiful you are and how good you did that make your heart flutter in your chest. The way Spencer looked at you with that same look. And in your heart you absolutely knew what that look was. Love. Adoration. Mesmerized by you. Your step-brother loved you. Just like you loved him.
But youâd never admit it out loud. Neither of you would. Because your circumstances wouldnât allow for such a thing to happen.
So in the shadows you guys remain, caught in your own little bubble where itâs nothing more than sex. But the calls while heâs away become more frequent, more about missing one another and wanting to hear each other. Many words spoken and yet many remained unspoken. Just as it will remain.
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itoshi rin x reader. 2k wc. ďž fluff ďž college au ďž reader wears a skirt ďž mentions of an injury + a little blood
you arenât one to believe in silly superlatives, but the last few months have helped you understand why itoshi rin is regarded as the most unapproachable student on campus.
he works alone and during the moments when heâs required to collaborate, the man is incredibly blunt. outside of class, you rarely see him accompanied by anyone other than his team and even then he never seems thrilled to be around them. the aloof expression he constantly wears only solidifies everyoneâs perception of himâeveryoneâs but yours.
youâre a firm believer that people are more than they let on and rin is no different. beneath his frigid exterior, thereâs something more. at least, thatâs what youâve been telling yourself for the last several weeks. if you werenât convinced, how else would you explain your efforts of getting close to him?
youâre on a mission, one to see if you can chip away, thaw, the icy exterior that encases itoshi rin.
ârin!â you shout, but your call doesnât elicit any sort of responseâhe doesnât pause, doesnât turn his head, just keeps walking as though your voice is nothing more than a gust of wind. his disregard fails to deter you as you pick up your pace to catch up with rinâs long strides. it takes a bit but when you finally do, you smile and link your arm with his. you look up at him before asking, âhey, didnât you hear me calling your name?â
âi did. i was just ignoring you.â his teal eyes finally spare you a short glance before heâs shaking you off, pulling his arm out of your hold and stuffing his hand in the pocket of his long, beige coat. itâs you again, he thinks.
you remind him of somethingâa gnat, thatâs it. small and bothersome but easy to swat away. though, just like them, you always seem to make your way back. heâs grown used to your repeated appearances, even if he finds them slightly inconvenient.
âthis is why you donât have any friends, you know.â you sigh, the stream of air that leaves your mouth visible as a foggy cloud in front of you. you peer up at him through your eyelashes. âyouâre so cold.â
heâs silent in response to your statement and you expected as much. still, you send him a smile and continue talking. âiâm willing to look past that, though. what are you doing now?â
âgoing home.â rin hopes his answer is enough to dispel whatever thought is brewing in your head.
âperfect! so youâre free.â he turns to you with a frown. what part of âgoing homeâ gave you the impression that he had nothing else to do? âwanna go get sushi? itâs on campus so we wouldnât have to go far.â
âno thanks.â he looks away to finalize his answer.
âaw, come on, rin.â if youâre going to get anywhere, you canât keep letting him brush you off. âit doesnât have to be sushi,â you try to bargain, but he doesnât budge, only continues toward his destination.
maybe you should just drop it, try again another time, but your body has other ideas. you take a few quick steps forward so youâre standing in front of rin. youâre walking partially backward as your next words come out. âwe can get whatever you w-â
the ground beneath your feet doesnât feel as stable as it did a moment ago, itâs slippery now, enough to make you lose your balance. you slide forward on a patch of ice before the concrete is back under you. the bottoms of your shoes catch on the roughness of the ground, launching your forward. your knees and the heels of your palms skim the sidewalk, drawing a pained gasp from your lungs.
âshit, are you okay?â rinâs voice cuts through the air, and itâs closer than it was when you were upright. you turn your head to find his face right beside yours. his eyes are zoned in on your hands and you swear you can see a glint of concern pass over them.
âiâm fine,â you tell him, sitting back on your knees and painting on a smile to cover up the pain. you shake your hands at the wrist but the cool air only bites at your open wounds. âit just stings a little.â
youâre a lousy liar, rin thinks. did you think he wouldnât notice the breath of air you sucked in just now? blue-green irises scan over your hands and knees. the fall was enough to tear your tights and break the skin. thereâs blood slowly pooling from the surface of each scratch.
âcome on,â rin sighs, straightening up and shrugging his coat off his shoulders. you stare up at him with lips parted in confusion. he jerks his head in a silent gesture for you to stand up.
âwhere are we going?â you ask, carefully boosting yourself up from off the ground.
âto my apartment.â he glances at your outfit before holding out his coat to you. âput this on.â
you want to ask him why but you figure your constant questioning will put him off. you keep your lips sealed as you accept his coat, slinging it over your much thinner zip-up. your eyes dart back to where heâs standingâor where he was standing. heâs not there anymore but it only takes a tilt of your head to find him. heâs bent at the knee in front of you and his arm reaches over his shoulder to pat his back. âget on.â
your eyes widen in a mixture of surprise and triumph. the gesture itself catches you off guardâbefore now, it was hard to ever picture rin being so⌠helpful, chivalrous. on the other hand, this is the first of what you hope becomes many wins in your pursuit of melting away what you think is his frosty façade.
a quiet laugh pushes past your lips as you bend down to wrap your arms around rinâs neck. he hooks his hands under your knees, a low grunt rumbling in his chest as he rises up from his position.
you canât help but think it would be a lot colder if you werenât wearing rinâs coat. maybe you should have taken a look at the weather before you decided to put a skirt on this morning. itâs only then that it strikes youâhe didnât give you the jacket to keep you warm, he gave it to you to keep you covered. if the length of the outerwear wasnât draped over your legs, this piggyback ride would be a lot more compromising.
your cheeks and the tips of your ears are flaming hot compared to the nip of the cold air. you arenât sure if youâre flustered because of the close call or the fact that rin was attentive and considerate enough to protect your decency. heâs a lot more thoughtful than he puts on.
despite your fall being entirely unintentional, you have to say, the timing couldnât have been better. the walk to rinâs apartment isnât far at all and if you hadnât found a way to stop him, you wouldnât have gotten through to him today.
with you still on his back, rin fishes out his keys from his pocket, sticking one into the keyhole and twisting until a click signals that the front door is unlocked. you canât see far into the apartment over his shoulder, but the kitchen and the little glimpse of the living room are exactly what you expectedâneat. there are no dirty dishes littered about the counters and the blanket hanging over the back of the couch is tidily folded.
the bathroom is directly to the right of the entrance and rin nudges the door open with his foot to allow the both of you in. he kneels in front of the toilet, setting you down on the closed lid. you survey the scratches on your palms as rin washes his hands and grabs the first-aid kit he keeps under the sink. he kneels down in front of you to start treating the scrapes on your knees.
the process is a silent one, rinâs focus solely on cleaning your wounds. the silence makes you want to squirm but the thought of being reprimanded by rin keeps you glued to your spot. his presence is always overwhelming but much less so when itâs accompanied by conversation. so, you speak, âthis is your fault, you know.â
he stills for a split second before continuing, but you donât miss the way his eyebrows knit together. âhow is you slipping my fault?â
you bite your lip to hold back a laugh. the empty statement was merely a poor attempt at filling the silence, but youâre beginning to think that you can use this to your advantage. âi was just trying to be nice and invite you out. if you agreed to lunch with me, this all would have been avoidable.â
rin clicks his tongue. he knows what youâre doing; youâre trying to guilt trip him, make him feel bad. and he does, he recognizesâbut not for the reasons you think. heâs never been particularly benevolent but something drove him to act today, something he canât quite put his finger on. all he can say for sure is that he wouldnât be doing this for just anyone.
âdonât worry, though.â your voice brings rin back to reality from his thoughts. his teal gaze lands on your face and you smile. itâs pretty, the thinks, but thereâs a gleam in your eyes that isnât as sweet. âi know how you can make it up to me.â
âam i not doing that now?â he asks as he finishes bandaging your second knee.
you ignore his question, holding your palms up at rinâs nod toward them. âiâll forgive you if you take me up on my offer. going out for lunch, i mean.â
a gnat. persistent and pesky.
âwhat makes you think i want your forgiveness?â his words, the bluntness of them, starkly contrasts his touch. the lithe finger applying antibiotic ointment to your torn skin is gentle, tender even.
âmaybe you donât,â you hum curiously. you were sure he would have given in by now but his resolve was starting to seem unbreakable. thereâs one strategy you have left, one you were hoping you wouldnât have to turn to. although, you suppose you could always go back on your word. and rin didnât have to know that.
you clear your throat resolutely in hopes that your next statement comes out smoothly. âiâll leave you alone if you humor me this once.â
rin almost snorts. he highly doubts that will be the case with your track record and all. despite his skepticism, he doesnât immediately jump to rejecting you and the lack of a prompt ânoâ surprises you both.
rin sticks the last square band-aid to your hand while he contemplates your proposal. something about this unplanned interaction has surfaced unfamiliar feelings from the depths of his heart. he still doesnât understand why he decided to lend you a helping hand, but he figures there must have been a reasonâone that heâll come closer to finding out if he swallows his pride and agrees to your outing.
âfine.â he sits back on his heels, letting his hands rest on his thighs.
you blink at the one-word answer. âfine?â
âthatâs what i said.â rin stands up from his place on the floor and starts toward the door. he looks over his shoulder to see you still seated. âcome on before i change my mind.â
it would be dumb of you to miss this opportunityâthe one that you had sacrificed your physical well-being and a pair of cute tights forâall because youâre awestruck. so you quickly stand and scurry over to rin with a satisfied grin.
you can feel him tense beside you when you loop your arm through his once more. âi knew youâd warm up to me.â
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Can you write one where reader is being bratty gets punished by Roman and Jey?
Tag Team // Roman Reigns x Jey Uso x Reader
Authorâs Note -> Lordddd, I had so much fun writing this đ¤ I decided to experiment a lil bit with this one so I hope y'all enjoy! Happy reading!
Plot -> You had an idea to get the attention of the two cousins, but what you ended up getting was far better than youâd ever imaginedâŚ
Pairings -> Roman Reigns x Jey Uso x Fem!Reader (Y/N)
Warnings -> Cursing, Oral Sex (M!Receiving, F!Receiving), Choking, Threesome, Spanking, Restraints, Unprotected P in V, Double Penetration, Double Creampie, Not Proofread, MDNI
Word Count -> 3.0k
âWhere. The. Fuck. Are. You. Y/N,â Joe gritted through his teeth, his phone on speaker so Josh could hear. âYouâre supposed to be here. You know the other two arenât cleared, Paulâs missing, so we fuckinâ need you at ringside for this tag match. Now where are you?â
âCalm down, hot stuff, Iâm getting ready right now,â you teased hearing Joe and Josh groan in frustration. âIâll get there when I wanna get there, mmkay? You both need me, I donât need you. So Iâll show up whenever I please.â Your history with the Bloodline was a complicated one, especially between the Tribal Chief and his former Right Hand Man. You had crossed paths every once in a while, the group knowing that keeping one of the most dominant womenâs wrestlers in the company in their back pocket did them many favors, and you knowing the other girls in the locker room wouldnât get any ideas and try to step to you and your WWE Womenâs Championship. It was a mutual partnership, a transactional endeavor, and good business.Â
You hear the phone shuffling a bit before hearing Josh speak up. âAye, uce. Ion know whatâs got into you, but you better watch who the fuck you talkinâ to like that.â âMake me. Oh wait, you canât.â You laughed mockingly into the speaker. âY/N, if you donât-â âShut the fuck up, Josh,â Joe growled, âand you too, Miss Y/N. Treading on thin ice, baby girl, you gonâ fuck around and find out if you ainât careful. Now get your ass here, right now, âfore me and Josh gotta step in. Got it?â
âOh no, Iâm so scared⌠câmon Joe, you can do better than that.â Joe went to respond but not before you hung up on him, putting your phone on âDo Not Disturbâ before walking through security and making your way to wardrobe to pick up your new gear and get ready for the night. You hadnât told the two, but you were wearing new gear. You usually wore black with silver or gold accents, but tonight you wanted to switch it up, by wearing their usual color- red. You were handed your bottoms and top, unfolding them and holding them out to look. It wasnât anything flashy, both the bottoms and top were black with sheer and leather sections, but what stood out was the droplet outlines filled in with red stones to give the illusion of blood. You hurriedly ran to change, excited to see what it looked like and you werenât disappointed. The droplet details were stunning, the bottoms and top fit the contours of your body perfectly, the mix of leather and sheer gave you an edgy but sexy look; needless to say you looked hot. And you could not wait to see Joe and Joshâs reactions.Â
The two of them never could quite hide their attraction to you. Between Joe raking his eyes up and down your body as you spoke to him and Josh taking every opportunity he could to stare at your ass, you had known for a while that they had ânot-so innocentâ intentions with you, and you were dying to provoke them into action. You had given subtle hints over the past few weeks and all failed, which meant you had to step it up big time. If talking back to them and being there at ringside wearing practically nothing wasnât gonna do it, you didn't know what would. You finished touching your makeup and hair and thanked them for their help as you went to gorilla position, getting there right after Jey and Roman entered for their match so you werenât seen by them. They finally made it to the ring and stared down Tama Tonga and Tonga Loa, and the ref starts the match. Right after he does, you make your entrance and hear the crowd roar for you. Joe, who is on the apron as the non-legal man, sees you saunter your way to ringside and his expression turns dark. You make it to the ring, leaning on the apron as you rest your weight on your elbows, right next to Joe.Â
âWhat the fuck, Y/N?â Joe whispers at you, his eyes watching the light reflect off the bedazzled droplets on your top. âWhat?â You smile at him innocently, âI said Iâd be here, so Iâm here.â âWearing th-, you know what? Weâll talk about this later.â Josh looks up and notices you, eyes widening as he takes in the revealing gear youâre wearing. He makes eye contact with Joe, who nods at him. Josh comes to the corner Joe is standing at to rest for a moment, and to talk to the two of you. âOh, look who decided to show up, and what the fuck you wearing?â Josh muttered loud enough for you and Joe to hear. âIâm trying something new. What, you donât like it?â You look up at him and bat your lashes, teasingly shaking your ass much to the crowd's enjoyment. His eyes flicker briefly to watch, before settling back to your face and giving a look of warning. âHey!â Joe snaps at the two of you, âwe got a fuckinâ match to worry about. Weâll deal with this shit later, ight?â You and Josh nod and Joe slaps Josh on the shoulder, tagging himself in. You use this moment to make your way over to Tonga Loa and Tama Tongaâs side of the ring, swaying your hips as you walk. You feel eyes, Joshâs eyes, staring a hole into your backside and smirk, engaging with the crowd as you do so. You grab Tongaâs attention almost immediately, getting him down from the apron and taking him over to the announce table, which you sit down on and allow him to stand between your legs. Your distraction is working, as Josh and Joe are imposing their will on Tama and setting him up for a finisher. They hit Tama with it and end the match, but their eyes are trained on you as you have your arms around Tongaâs neck and let him touch your thighs and hips right in front of them. They exit the ring and pull him off of you, beating him down outside the ring while you sneak off and race out of the arena before they can get to you first.
Somehow you made it to your hotel before they realized you were missing, but as soon as they did, the pair immediately started blowing your phone up. Calls, texts, voice messages, you name it, they were doing it. You had never seen Joe or Josh this upset before, and it turned you on so much. You were laid in bed, the oversized t-shirt you were wearing riding up as you rubbed your pussy through your panties thinking about how hot they looked while fuming at you during the match. Your actions are interrupted by a loud rapping at the door, and you know exactly who it is. âY/N, we know youâre in there. Open the fuckinâ door. Now.â Josh demanded on the other side of the door. You peeked through the peephole at them both, feeling a fuzzy feeling in your stomach knowing your plan was working.Â
Joe ushered Josh to the side, pulling out his wallet. âItâs alright, uce. We gave her a chance. If she wants to play gamesâŚâ he pulls out a card, âsheâs gonâ learn that we can play âem just a little bit better,â he slides the card into the keycard slot, and the lock buzzes to unlock the door. Shit. How the fuck-
You back away as the door slams open, the two men barging into your hotel room. Your eyes widen at their abrupt entrance, but have no time to think about it as Josh grabs you by the throat and pushes your back to the wall. âYou think you can play with us, huh? You think youâre cute ân shit, talkinâ back to us, walkinâ out and sittinâ ringside basically butt ass naked, and thenâŚâ he squeezes your throat, making your head fall back as you groan, âyou make us watch while another motherfucker puts his hands on you?â You whimper at his touch, not trusting your own voice as he asks you a question. âOh, whatâs the matter, princess, you were talkinâ like such a big girl earlier and now you canât fuckinâ speak? Huh?â
âAnswer him, Y/N, heâs not gonâ ask you again.â Joe demanded. âB-because,â you breathed in, opening your eyes to stare directly into Joshâs as you spoke, âI wanted t-to see what y-you two would do about it.â You smirked at Josh, his eyes somehow darkening even more and growling under his breath. âUce, whatchu think?â Josh asked the man behind him, who had been staring you down this entire exchange. âIon know âbout you, but if you ainât gonâ do somethinâ âbout her then I wi-â
âYo, slow down,â Joe puts a hand on Joshâs shoulder, pulling him away and taking his place as he lifts your chin. âYou wanna act like a fuckinâ brat, Y/N? Talkinâ back to me, ignoring my calls, walkinâ around with your tits and ass showing through your gear like we wouldnât notice? Baby girl, you want us, you fuckinâ got us. And we gonâ make sure you lose that fuckinâ attitude.â He growled.
âOh yeah?â You raised your eyebrows at him, âIâd like to see you try.âÂ
Joe, without warning, takes you by the wrist and sits in the chair near your bed and strips you of your shirt, leaving you in just your panties. He bends you over his knee to reveal your round ass, kneading the soft skin and making you whimper in response to him. âNah, nah, nah. You ainât gonâ start whininâ now, you wanna be a bad girl? You gonâ get treated like one. Now count, mess up imma start all the way over. Understand?âÂ
âYes⌠yes, Daddy,â you breathed out. Joe moans at the name and delivers the first slap to your ass, and you wince. â1âŚâ he delivers another, the pain fading into pleasure with each one, â2âŚâ he rubs the skin of your ass cheeks as your wetness begins to soak through your panties and onto his joggers.Â
âOh, you love this shit, donât you? Such a fuckinâ slut for me, dripping on me like that,â you moan louder as he delivers another slap, continuing your count. âYou want Josh to have his turn first? Let him fuck you then when heâs done heâll pass you to me? Is that what you want?â He delivers another smack to your ass. â5⌠f-fuck yes, please.â He gets through another 5 spankings, you keeping count and crying out for each one. Your ass is sore and definitely red, but Joe lifts you off of him and you slowly walk over to Josh, who is standing at the foot of the bed in just his boxers. Joe leans back in the chair and palms himself as he watches you two, Josh pushing you down to your knees so you can suck his dick. You remove him from his boxers and immediately get to work, hollowing your cheeks around him as you take him further and further down your throat. Josh throws his head back and grabs your hair, letting you work his cock in your mouth as he moans your name. Your head bobs up and down, picking up the pace with his moans encouraging you to keep going. He gets lost in the pure pleasure youâre providing and begins thrusting into your mouth, fucking it as the movement of your head meets his thrusts. You have tears streaming down your face as you take him inch by inch, feeling him twitch in your throat and gagging around him. He releases himself from your mouth.Â
âHands and knees, ma. On the bed.â You stand and climb onto the mattress as he smacks your ass, you moaning at the contact. Josh gets behind you and removes your thong, slowly dragging it off of your body as he takes in your glistening pussy. âFuck, uce, sheâs fuckinâ drippin fâus. He leans down and licks through your folds, letting his tongue massage you at a fast pace, you moaning his name in response. He eats you for a moment, giving Joe a show as you writhe at the hands of him and his mouth on your aching pussy. Once he sees youâre ready for him he stops what heâs doing, taking his cock and rubbing along your entrance, mixing his pre-cum with your wetness before slamming into you and grabbing your hair into a makeshift ponytail. The quick snap of his hips makes you cry out as he fucks you deep. Tears are again pricking at your eyes, as you grab the sheets and scream his name. Josh smacks your ass again as he pounds into you, hitting your spot with ease. Your body begins to shake as you inch closer to your orgasm, every thrust bringing you closer to the edge. âO-oh fuck, mmm, Iâm s-so close. Please-â
âYo, uce, you think she deserve that shit?â Josh asks Joe as he continues to slam into you. You look over at Joe, who is pumping his cock watching you. He thinks for a moment, before responding. âNot yet,â you whine as he continues, âbring her over here, lemme get her real quick.â Josh obeys, pulling out of you and helping you up, walking you to where Joe sat. You stood before him, fully exposed. âTurn around fâme, and put your hands behind your back.â You hesitate but oblige as Joe grabs his belt from the armrest and creates makeshift handcuffs around your wrists, tightening them so you canât escape. He then turns you around and pulls you down to make you eye level with his cock. You take him in your hands and wrap your lips around his tip, looking up at him as you suck on it and bring your head lower on his dick, forcing you to choke on it. âFuck, ma, get up here. Sit on my lap, babygirl.â He helps you up and moves you to straddle him, guiding you to sink down on him, and you hear him talking to Josh. âCâmere, uce, and get behind her. Y/N,â he looked at you, âyou ever take two dicks at once?â You shake your head ânoâ, and he gives Josh a smirk before responding, âwell, todayâs your lucky day, babygirl.â And with that Josh arches your back to lift your ass in the air and slowly pushes his way into it. You donât even have the words to describe this feeling. You feel full, and like youâre seconds away from being ripped in half. The two men begin slow thrusts inside of you and you can barely take it, it feels so good. They begin to pick up their rhythm and you begin bouncing to it, the three of you letting out a chorus of moans as you fuck each other. The three of you find your rhythm, allowing yourselves to speed up and hit deeper than before. Joe pulls you by the neck and your lips connect in a sloppy kiss, both of you moaning into each othersâ mouths as you fight for dominance over each other.Â
âFuck, Y/N, so goddamn tight. Squeezinâ my shit. I- Iâm close, baby. Want me to fill your ass up full of my cum? Hmm?â Josh moans and you nod frantically. âF-fuckkk yes, please, babyyyy. Need it so fuckinâ bad, cum for me..â Joshâs dick twitches inside of you at your words as he fills you up, riding it out before he pulls out and steps back. Joe lifts you by the thighs, still bottomed out inside your pussy, and lays you on the mattress on your back, lifting your legs and placing them on his shoulders. He leans his body weight over you and drills your pussy, fucking you hard enough for you to see stars and grip the sheets as tight as you can. Youâre screaming Joeâs name as he grunts in your ear. âHoly s-shittt, Joe, Iâm gonna-â âHold it. You learn your lesson, huh? You gonâ be good for us from now on? No more of that bratty ass shit?â âY-yes, I- Iâll be good, please, Joe, I-â âGo âhead baby, Iâm there. Cum all over this cock fâme. Let Josh see your pretty face as you let go.â Josh leans down and kisses you hard, full of passion as he slips his tongue in your mouth. Joshâs lips on your is the catalyst, reaching your peak as your body tenses and convulses as you let go. Joe follows suit, filling your pussy full of his cum as he continues to fuck you through both of your orgasms. He pulls out, catching his breath and laying on the bed with you and Josh now. Silence fills the air as the three of you stare at the ceiling, catching your breath until you speak up.
âWow, that was, umâŚâ
âHoly shit, that was insane,â Josh said, the three of you chuckling. âYou got no idea how long we been wantinâ to do that shit witchu.â
âSo.. youâre saying I should piss yâall off more often if I want that again? Shit, I can definitely make that happen.â You settle in between the two men, too sore to move any other way as Joe turns off the lights and the three of you drift off to sleep together.
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Bets & Bargains - Part 14
Series Masterlist
âŞin which you and bradley go on your seventh date, this one at a fair, and both end up winning more than once.
PSA: strongly suggested to read the warnings before proceeding.
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Bradley felt like he was on cloud nine.Â
It took him another hour to get out of bed when you let him fuck you bare yesterday morning. He still couldnât believe he had managed to save his relationship with you, and now it seemed like it was stronger than ever.Â
Thank fuck for that, because as of right now, you were the only good thing he had in his life, and he didnât know what he wouldâve done if he had lost you for good.Â
Since going on impulsive dates was kinda yours and his thing, Bradley remembered this pop up fair that always came to town this time of year, and it only runs for two weeks. This weekend would be the last chance to go, and he knew for a fact that youâd have fun there, so he decided to ask you if you wanted to go with him.Â
His arm was draped around your shoulders as he walked you to your second class of the day. âI wanna do something this weekend,â he started off casually, not wanting to sound like he had been thinking of this idea since last night when you fell asleep in his arms.Â
You looked up at him with your pretty smile and a raise of your brow. âAnother date? What is this, like, our sixth one?â
âSeventh,â he corrected and smirked at the quiet laugh he pulled from you. âAnd going on random dates is our thing, so donât act so surprised.â
You laughed again and shook your head, leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek as you walked with him. âI love going on dates with you,â you murmured, kissing him again before pulling away. âSo what are you thinking about for this weekend?â
âHow about something new?â he suggested, giving you a side glance as he guided you along the campus. Bradley knew your schedule pretty fucking well now, so he knew where your classes were, when they started and when they ended, which was a good thing, since he liked walking you to them. âThereâs a fair thatâs happening in town. Iâve heard that itâs pretty fun and the tickets arenât super fucking expensive either.â
Your eyes lit up and you stopped walking, making him stop as well. âA fair?â you echoed, jumping slightly when he nodded. âI love fairs! Oh, theyâre so fun, Iâve never been to one that wasnât fun.â
Bradley lifted a brow, his lips curving upwards as he looked down at your excited expression. âYeah? Youâve been to a lot?â
You shrugged, giving him a teasing smile. âA few here and there,â you answered, âThis is so fun. When are we going?â
âSo you want to go then? Itâs not even a question anymore?â he teased, laughing at your eye roll.Â
âOf course itâs not a question,â you replied, taking his hand and lacing your fingers together. âFairs are so romantic, Bradley. Especially when youâre with the right person.â
Bradley lifted a brow again, following after you as you started to pull him along the sidewalk. âYou better be talking about me, babes,â
The look over your shoulder you gave him told him all he needed to know, but your words helped too. âOf course Iâm talking about you, flyboy,â you laughed, turning to face him once you were outside the doors of the creative arts building. âEverything feels right with you.â
For some reason, that had Bradley blushing like a fucking teenager. That was probably one of the sweetest things anyone had ever said to him, and it just made him adore you even more. So he didnât respond with words, instead he just leaned down and kissed you, his hand coming up to hold your jaw. âHave a good class,â he murmured in between soft kisses before he finally stepped away from you. âThink of me.â
The smile you gave him brought that blush back to his face. âI always am,â
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Bradley wanted to take you to the fair, and you werenât sure he was even aware of just how perfect of a date that sounded to you.
And while you were a bit lost on just how many dates youâve gone on with him up until this point, Bradley knew the exact number, and you were definitely sure he wasnât aware of how attractive that is.Â
Then there was the whole no condom thing, and that had your smile growing. Sure, it was kind of an irresponsible decision, but you really needed to be as close as humanly possible with Bradley yesterday, especially since you had discovered that the whole Briana thing was just a massive misunderstanding. You were so relieved that you had been wrong about him being like every other guy, and he had proved it to you so sweetly, you needed to feel him all over you.Â
And it felt fucking amazing, and youâre on the pill, so was it really a bad decision? It sure didnât feel like one.Â
You were all giddy when you went into your class, your happy smile definitely not directed at Clarke personally, but he gave you one back as if it was, which was just fine by you. After having such a terrible start to the week, you would gladly smile at everyone you saw since things had only gotten a lot better since Monday morning.
You sat down in your usual seat, smiling at the girl already sitting in the one beside yours. She was pretty, had long blonde hair and hazel eyes, and for some reason, you had never shared more than a few conversations with her. She seemed nice enough, and you were seriously lacking in the friend department at the moment, so maybe youâd try to talk to her more often.Â
Really, anyone was better than Sam at this point.Â
So when she smiled at you and held up the bag of plain chips she was snacking on before the class started, you grinned back and took one.Â
When the class was over, you packed up your things and got Deliaâs, your table partner, number saved as a contact on your phone. You ended up talking to her quite a bit during class, and you were right, she is really nice and seems like a great friend to have. And you were in no position to turn down what could be a pretty awesome friendship.Â
She offered to hang out for a bit after class, and you agreed, so you followed after her when she began walking towards the door. You had a few hours to kill before you had to go to your yoga class, and usually you would be spending it with Bradley, but hanging out with Delia would give you more time to get to know her better, and you could already tell that you and her have a lot in common.Â
Before you could leave, Clarke called out to you, making you pause. âCan you stay for a second?â he asked, and you furrowed your brows, giving Delia an apologetic look and a gesture that told her that youâd meet her out in the hall in a minute.Â
âSure,â you answer, walking back into the room. You werenât sure why he wanted to talk to you; you hadnât handed in any assignments this week since he hadnât given out any, and you made sure to always pay attention (or at least pretend to if your mind was elsewhere - like on your boyfriend) in class, so you knew you werenât in trouble or anything.Â
Clarke smiled at you, leaning back in his chair and folding his arms behind his head. âHow are you doing?â he asked, his brows coming together in what looked like mock concern, but then again, you didnât know him well enough to assume that.Â
âIâmâŚfine,â you replied, giving him a confused smile back as you shifted on your feet. That was it? Thatâs all he wanted? To know how you were doing?
âYou sure?â he pressed, crossing his arms as he looked down at the papers that were scattered on the surface of his desk. âIn Tuesdayâs class you seemed off. QuieterâŚless talkative. I just wanted to make sure everythingâs okay.â
Oh. Well that was kinda fucking embarrassing. Monday and Tuesday were really bad days for you since you werenât sure where you stood with Bradley at the time, but you had thought you hid it pretty well. Clearly not. And now your teacher was asking about you as if you were back in high school. âOh,â you laughed, either out of nerves of pure embarrassment, or both. âYeah, no, Iâm fine. I was justâŚI had a really bad start to the week. Iâm totally fine now.â
You thought heâd laugh it off too and leave it at that, but then he leaned forward in his chair, bracing his elbows on his knees. âAre you sure?â he asked again, his thighs spread a bit and making his slacks look two sizes too small.Â
Okay, this was getting weird now, and you were definitely beginning to feel uncomfortable. While you appreciated his concern, you had already told him three times now that you were fine, but he was still pushing it. And you didnât think you had bonded with him enough for him to feel the need to be this persistent. You wanted to just nod at him and quickly turn and leave, the need to just get out of this classroom the only thing on your mind right now.
But he continued before you could make your escape. âBecause Iâm here for you if youâre not,â he said, giving you another smile that was more of a sly smirk compared to the other ones. âYou can always come to me if somethingâs bothering you or anything like that.â
Not that he was very high up on the list of the people youâd go to if something was bothering you, but now he wasnât even in the vicinity of said list. You were so on edge and it happened so quickly, you physically couldnât relax your tense shoulders as you nodded slowly and gripped the strap of your bag. âRight,â you mumbled, forcing out a tight smile and a nod as you stepped away from his desk. âThatâsâŚnice, ClarkeâŚI appreciate that.â
You didnât know what else to say. You couldnât exactly go off on your teacher because he hadnât done anything wrong except express his concern about you. But still, why you felt so fucking awkward andâŚgross was beyond you.Â
âNo problem,â he said, and the look he gave you had you holding back a cringe as you turned and headed for the door without saying goodbye.
In the hall, Delia was waiting for you with a kind yet confused smile. âWhat did he want?âÂ
You debated on whether or not to tell her, but didnât know if you were making a big deal out of nothing at all. Really, all Clarke did was voice his concern, there was nothing wrong with that, and you were already feeling better now that you were out of that classroom.Â
So you decided to brush it off for now, and you also decided to not tell Bradley since you were sure heâd make a big deal out of it too, and the last thing you needed right now was more drama.Â
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Bradley hadnât seen you since he walked you to class yesterday.
You texted him and said that you were going to hang out with a girl from your class before you had to go to yoga, so he didnât get the chance to see you for the rest of the day.Â
It was Friday evening now, and he was waiting in the Jeep as you got ready for your fair date. Bradley still couldnât believe how much you had changed him and his life in so little time. He had never considered himself to be one of those boyfriends who wanted to go out on dates all the time, let alone be the one to suggest most of them (and keep track of them), but here he is; about to go on his seventh date with you in three weeks.Â
His seventh.Â
Who the fuck was he?
When he turned his head and saw you walk out of your building, his jaw dropped just a bit as he took in your, for lack of better words, fucking hot outfit. You were wearing black jeans, a white crop top and ankle boots, and his blue flannel was draped over your shoulders, your hands barely visible as the shirt was way bigger on you than it was on him, and he felt his mouth go dry.
You looked absolutely stunning, like you always did, and Bradley was quickly coming to the realization after seeing you in his jersey, then his sweats and shirt earlier this week, and now his flannel, that he fucking loved it when you wore his clothes.
And you were going to wear his shirt on your date? Fuck, he wanted to pick you up and carry you right back to your bedroom.
He had meant to be a gentleman and open the door for you, but by the time he picked his jaw up off the floor, you were already sliding onto the seat next to him with a pretty smile on your lips, and a floral scent filled his senses. âHi,â you greeted as you shut the door and leaned back, grinning as you looked at the seat warmer button that was switched on.
At least he remembered to turn that on before he was completely floored by how hot his girlfriend is.Â
âHey,â he said back, looking you up and down. You looked even better up close, and his teeth sunk into his bottom lip before he let out a low whistle. âDamn. You look fucking hot.â
You laughed, a mix of surprise and appreciation as you put on your seatbelt. âThanks. You do too,â you blushed, leaning over to kiss him on the cheek. When he made no move to start driving, you gave him a confused look as your gaze flickering between his eyes and the windshield. âWhatâs wrong?â
âYou missed,â he answered as if you had asked him the easiest question heâd ever heard. When your brows furrowed even more, Bradley pointed to his mouth, and you rolled your eyes before leaning in and kissing him on the lips.Â
His hand cradled the back of your head as he deepened the kiss, making you smile against his lips before you pulled away. âThere. Better?âÂ
âMuch,â he nodded before shifting the Jeep into drive and pulling away from your building.Â
It was still light out when Bradley managed to find a spot to park in the very back of the parking lot, which was really just a massive field of gravel and dirt he couldnât wait to pick out of his tires later.
The fair was also really big, so compared to all the cars you and he passed on the way to the front gate, the fair ground itself didnât seem too packed since there were countless places and attractions around that ensured there wasnât just a big crowd.Â
Bradleyâs fingers were loosely laced with yours as he gave you free rein of deciding where the two of you were going or what you were going to do. He honestly didnât care what you did, his attention mainly on how gorgeous you looked in his flannel - which was so obviously his, he could see a few jealous stares from guys who seemed to think they had any chance with you as you pulled him along.Â
When you suddenly turned and started tugging him with you towards the arcade, he laughed, because you were probably the only person heâd ever met that would start with the indoor arcade instead of the ferris wheel or the dart game.
A few minutes later, his forearm was braced on the top of some coin machine, his other hand holding a rather heavy bag of arcade coins that you were currently inserting into the machine over and over again. For every coin you knocked off the pile, you got five prize tickets, and you seemed to be having a blast doing just that while Bradley watched you.Â
He was content doing anything you wanted to, and if you wanted to blow the entire bag on just this âgameâ, he wouldnât stop you, especially since you looked absolutely adorable every time the machine printed out a stack of tickets for you.Â
âSo, flyboy,â you said, bringing his focus away from your pretty face as he gave you his full attention. âHave you decided on what your call sign is going to be once you become a pilot?âÂ
Bradley grinned, because you were the first person who had brought this topic back up since he told you about it. Eli and Wes and even Briana just listened with fake interest when he told them what he wanted to do for a career in the future, and then they never asked about it again.Â
This was just another thing that made you a hundred times better than all three of them combined. You actually listened, and you actually wanted to hear about his plans for the future. âI thought we both decided on that together,â he answered, smirking at the way you quickly looked over at him with wide eyes.Â
âRooster?â you asked for clarification, and he was immediately brought back to his fourth date with you, when you and he had gotten each other off fully clothed in the front seat of his Jeep in the back of a parking garage after being way too distracted to get even halfway through the movie. âSeriously? Your call sign is going to be Rooster?â
âYeah,â he nodded, taking it upon himself to insert another coin into the machine since you were completely focused on him now. âOne, because it has the double O like my dadâs did, and two, because you came up with it.âÂ
Once the coin had fallen into the machine, Bradley turned to face you but was immediately gifted the sweet feeling of your mouth on his as you kissed him hard, right there in the middle of the arcade. âThat is one of the sweetest, most sexiest fucking things anyone has ever said to me,â you mumbled, looking so serious as you caressed his jaw in both hands. âAnd Iâm not even joking.â
Bradley smirked again, because he knew he had another thing to hold above your piece of shit ex. Even though heâd never met Luke, he still was going to call him that, because he was a piece of shit. And he let you go. What a fucking idiot.
Before Bradley could reply, the machine lit up from beside him, flashing yellow a few times before a bucket load of tickets began pouring out. He was so distracted by your surprise kiss, he didnât realize that the coin he had put in ended up knocking over the pile and rewarding him with what looked like a never ending string of tickets.Â
âWoah, baby, I think you won,â you laughed, stepping away from the machine as it continued to spurt out tickets onto the carpeted floor of the arcade. âI didnât even know you could win this game.â
Bradley shrugged, leaning down to pick up the copious amount of tickets in one hand. âGuess Iâm just that good,â he teased, trying to give them to you as he added, âOr maybe itâs because youâre my good luck charm.â
You blushed then shook your head when he tried to hand them to you again. âNo, theyâre yours. You won those,â you protested, and Bradley laughed.Â
âBabes, I put one coin in this thing,â he pointed out, âYou put in, like, thirty. Theyâre yours.â
Your smile was poorly hidden as you finally took them from him before leaning in and giving him another chaste kiss. âWell, thank you,â you mumbled, taking his hand in your free one. âNow we can move on from this game.â
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Bradley was so fucking sweet, you wanted to kiss him every second of every hour.Â
How could you not have realized that this is what a normal, healthy relationship feels like? Why had you put so much of your life into your relationship with your ex when he really didnât treat you right?
Whatever the reason, you were more than happy to have found Bradley, because he was replacing all your bad experiences with amazing ones, and he had quickly become your favorite person.Â
After you had used up all of the arcade coins and won a fuckton of tickets, you kept two and traded the rest of them in for a bunch of random prizes, like a t-shirt with the fairâs name on it, one of those tall cups that come with a weird straw that made it take forever to actually sip anything out of, and a few other small things Bradley had picked out that neither of you would ever need.
He offered to run everything back to the Jeep, so you stayed by the game booths and browsed them until he got back, and once he did, you pulled him over to the target game after a certain prize caught your eye. âAre you any good?â You ask, nodding towards the plastic gun set on the counter of the booth.Â
âAt this?â Bradley asked, looking at the various targets along the back wall. âI guess now is the time to admit that Iâm kind of a bad shot.âÂ
His words surprised you, since he wanted to be an aviator and fly missions in a fighter jet, and that definitely required him to be a good shot, especially in the air. And you could tell that he was also embarrassed as his neck turned a bit red at his revelation. âReally? I mean, I might be wrong, but donât you want to join the military? Or are you just a really good liar and only said that to impress me?â
Your words were playful and teasing as you took it upon yourself to pick up the gun. Bradley rolled his eyes as he nodded, âYeah, yeah, Iâm working on it, I just-â he was promptly cut off when you aimed and fired one shot at the center of each target without batting an eye.Â
When you turned to face him again, you nearly cackled at the look of complete shock on your boyfriendâs face. âYou just what?â You asked, casually setting the gun down as he gaped at you.Â
âHow did youâŚâ he trailed off, his eyes flickering between your own and the targets. âYou justâŚIâm sorry, but at the risk of sounding like a complete jackass, how the fuck did you do that?â
You laughed, leaning up to press a kiss to his scarred cheek as he stared at you with a mix of surprise and something else, something stronger, and you werenât sure if it was what you thought it was. âThat? That was easy, flyboy,â you grinned, taking the stuffed goose from the teenaged boy that was running the game booth (who also looked equally as surprised as Bradley did). âHere, I won this for you.â
His gaze flickered down to the stuffed animal, and that same look was in his eyes when he looked back up at you and took it. âYouâre perfect,â he mumbled, wrapping his arms around you as he kissed you, subtly guiding you away from the booth so the next person could shoot their shot. Bradley kissed you over and over again, the stuffed goose you won him pressed against your back as he held you close to him, his other hand cradling the back of your neck. âYouâre absolutely perfect, and I think Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
You laughed against his mouth, pulling away as you blushed, his words doing a real number on you. âYou think?â You teased, lacing your fingers with his as you snuggled into his side. Before he could say anything, your eyes caught sight of the cotton candy cart, and you were tugging him along with you as he clutched the goose like it was porcelain.Â
A few minutes later, you were standing in line for the ferris wheel, a pink cotton candy cone in your hand as you fed handfuls of it to Bradley, who had what seemed to be a permanent love-struck expression on his face. âYouâre pretty,â he mumbled suddenly and you snorted.
âWhat has gotten into you? I won a stuffed animal for you and now youâre all clingy and smiley,â you observe, tossing the cardboard cone into the trashcan as you moved further up the line. âItâs sexy, donât get me wrong, but what did I do to deserve it?â
Bradley raised his brow at you as he answered, âYou won me a goose,â
It didnât make much sense to you - the only reason you wanted to play that game was to win him the goose because of his dad, but if it made him happy, then you would stop questioning it.Â
When you got to the front of the line, the guy operating the ferris wheel had to confiscate Bradleyâs goose in case he dropped it or something, and you had never seen him glare so hard at a total stranger before.Â
You were holding back a laugh as you got strapped in, and had to bury your face against his arm. âThat guyâs just trying to do his job and keep us safe and youâre glaring at him,âÂ
Bradley turned to look at you with an unimpressed expression on his face, and you laughed harder at the way his lips curved downwards. âHe took my goose,â
âHe had to,â you pointed out once the wheel started moving. âAnd youâll get it back. Jesus, I didnât think youâd like it this much.âÂ
âAre you kidding?â he asked, draping his arm around you as the ferris wheel moved even more. âBabes, you make me so fucking happy with everything you do. You listen, you actually care about me, and you remember things that most wouldnât think twice about. Iâm crazy about you.â
Well, now you wish you werenât sixty feet in the air, because all you wanted to do was crawl on his lap and kiss him senseless. He was so fucking sweet.Â
You couldnât exactly crawl onto his lip right now, but you could definitely kiss him, so thatâs what you did.Â
Leaning over, you pressed your lips to his in a searing kiss, taking him by surprise this time as you gripped his jaw with your fingers. You werenât sure how many kisses youâve shared with him since he picked you up, and you didnât care. Kissing him felt so good, so right, and you never wanted to stop doing it.
And from the way Bradley kissed you right back, you could tell that he didnât want to stop doing it either.Â
Once you were back on the ground, and after Bradley promptly grabbed his goose back from the ferris wheel operator, he guided you over to the ring toss game, then shoved the stuffed animal into your hand. âYou got to show off earlier,â he said, twirling the rings around his finger before smirking over at you. âItâs my turn.â
You raised your brow, holding back a laugh as you turned and watched him toss the rings onto the bottles with very little effort. And he won. âOkay,â you started, turning to face him again with squinted eyes. âYou tell me you have bad aim, but you managed to win this? How does that make any sense?âÂ
Bradley shrugged, keeping his eyes on you as he was handed his prize. âI donât know,â he answered. âI have no idea how I just did that. And I still want to know why youâre such a good shot.âÂ
You laughed, then looked at what he was holding, and laughed again. âWow, you won a fish,âÂ
He looked down at the bag in his hand, a dumb grin on his face when he handed it to you and took back his goose. âYou won a fish, actually,â he corrected, âI won a goose.â
You narrowed your eyes as you shook your head. âThatâs not at all what actually happened, but youâre hot so Iâll let it slide,â you mumbled, then looked at the bag with a small little red fish inside of it. âPoor thing. Itâs cute though.â
Bradley raised a brow as he looked at the fish as well. âI mean, I guess so,â
You gave him an unimpressed look. âThatâs not very nice, especially since weâre itâs parents now,â you say, and both his brows shot up as he let out a surprised laugh.Â
âOh, are we?â he grunted, draping his arm around your shoulders as he started leading you to the exit. You were joking, and were also kind of serious, but also didnât want to weird him out. But before you could say anything else, he continued, âWell, if thatâs the case, it needs a name then.â
Your smile grew a few sizes at that, because not only had he not been weirded out, but he played along. âWell,â you trailed off, looking at the fish as he walked you through the dark parking lot. When your eyes caught sight of the âFâ written in sharpie on the side of the bag, you grinned. âHer name will beâŚBB.â
âBB?â Bradley laughed, his free hand fumbling around in his pocket for his keys.Â
âYep,â you nodded, âBB Bradshaw.â
âAlright,â Bradley mumbled once you were right next to the red Jeep. âWhat does that stand for?âÂ
You leaned against the passenger side door, a teasing smirk on your face. âBad Bitch Bradshaw,â you answered, trying to ignore the jolt of heat that shot through your body when he braced his forearm against the window above your head. He was so hot, and he didnât even know it. âObviously.âÂ
Bradley hummed, âObviously,â before leaning down and giving you what felt like your hundredth kiss of the night. âCome on, babes. Iâm taking you home.â He mumbled, then his lips found yours in another deep kiss, this one much longer.
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"nah, this is too good to be true," the merc-rebel-something mutters. she turns, twiddling the combat knife in her hand and stopping only to point it at you. "you wanna tell me what trap i've walked into, sweetheart?"
you eye the databox, stuffed with weeks and months of upcoming junta plans. and more besides. enough intel to butcher hundreds of their bootlickers, least until they figure out they're compromised.
"i have it -- for my own reasons," you taunt like the bellow of rotten, felled tree. "making my mark, if you have to know."
"is daddy-dictator's special girl staging a rebellious phase in her twenties?" the merc mocks. "smuggle a bunch of data to what sell for tattoo money?"
you didn't plan an answer for a question like this, and it's hard not to just gawk and fumble at your cuffs.
"maybe -- if it's not a trap -- the intel lasts a week," she continues. and besides that, you urge in your own head. "that's the only part with access dates in years. rest is outdated crap."
"w-what do you--"
you shut up when she stalks up, lifts chin with the little blade's point with just enough force to dip it in red.
"you living out some little fantasy right now?" she asks, as much curious as annoyed. "because i really think that'd be a mistake."
it takes a lot not squeal. "i-i'm a valuable hostage, my family will pay well."
"they will," the merc muses, "and i think you knew that." in a glance she's seen right through, smiles at the confirmation you haven't realised you just gave away. "you leaked your convoy's route didn't you? playing hero, thinking you're gonna make us a pretty penny and then waddle back to your parties and soirĂŠes."
you buck up above the point of the knife, "you think i like being around them? they're monsters. and i have to pretend to be one, and you have no idea what that does to you."
her brow raised, she stays quiet, listens.
"but i stood up, just like you did. i'm doing what i can."
and she laughs.
"ah-hahaha! oh saints, how many years you been saving up that little speech, sweetheart? or bleeding heart i should say."
"too many," you spit.
"hmm. good answer," she smirks, putting a hand on your shoulder and hoisting you towards her own vehicle. "you're staying restrained."
"b-but i'm helping you!" you gasp.
"your round ass for ransom helps me -- you don't," she makes clear, makes sure to enunciate it with a squeeze that presses into your collarbone. "and i don't trust you, so i'm not interested in giving you the chance to try anything. don't think i haven't killed prettier things than you.
don't think i regretted it either."
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Haha, what's this? I'm back, and holy guacamole, it got long. What began as wandering speculation nosedived into fic territory.
Short version: I think I really really like the idea of Raph with mystic psychometry. The ability to detect and experience emotional echoes attached to an object.
I benched this idea (largely based on my interpretation of Cal's force ability in SW Jedi: Fallen Order) as soon as I thought of it, because it didn't seem right for Raph. But I really really love psychometry and couldn't stop thinking about it, so I reviewed your published and unpublished HEM writings to see if I could justify it, and, well, here we are.
I think it could work because '03 Raph is an emotional guy, very physical, loves his family, and likes people in general. Additionally, I got the impression from HEM that Raph has a lot of regrets, often building what-ifs off the echoes of his own life, and that this is the kind of mystic power that would piss him off because it's a perceptive ability, and everything he senses has already happened. There is literally nothing he can do about or with it!
You see, I imagine Raph desperately envies both Don's threadsâthese live, vital connections to the people he lovesâand Leo's spinjitzu/hydrokinesisâsomething he can use to be a better protector. But I love Raph, so I'm going to be mean to him specifically and not give him what he wants.
Like Don's, I think Raph's mystic specialty is shaped by desperation. A deep yearning that he reaches for with his whole soul, causing a shift within him and the world around him. At some point, Raphâangry and longing and missing his brother like a physical thing and guiltily wishing he was backâgoes to Don's lab or somewhere else significant to Donny, and it's alive. With the patience and love and laughter of his brother, and for a moment, he's sure Donny never left at all because he's right here.
But he did leave. He can't be here, and whatever this feeling is is too naĂŻve, too young, nothing like the presence his brother carries now. This dark, unwieldy thing that bows Don under its pressure. And Raph almost weeps because despite how powerful the impression is, that's all it is. It's not Don. It's an echo of him. Steeped into the floor and blossoming before his view like a plant feeling sunlight for the first time.
And so Raph discovers mystic echoes. Never things as they are or will be, only snatches of what used to be. Feelings, events, little details lost to time and made imperfect by remembering, preserved in perfect, quiet clarity in the physical world. And at home, they're in everything he touches.
He can't brush against a wall without choking on the overwhelming feeling of his brother's quicksilver mind. The door frame to his room carries the cloying sorrow of everyone who's entered looking for answers and left empty-handed. It starts like this, but as he reaches for these echoes, literally and spiritually, he only begins to feel more. Touching a child's plaything fills him with mirth or a flash of indignation at a toy once stolen. A memory of purchasing new dishware when he scrubs a plate. Dissatisfaction at the ending of a book he's never read before.
And it's annoying and overwhelming and such a stupid power what the shell, but. He gets it, right? That there are emotions so strong they bleed into the world around them. It's almost reassuring to find them, to hold in his hands a little piece of someone else and know what they knew and feel what they felt in a single moment. And itâs maybe even a relief to know his own emotions don't just exist in a void. They linger and enrich everything they touch. With every strong emotion he feels now (which is most of them), he canât help but wonder what it will leave behind. It's exciting and terrifying.
This is the kind of ability that could burn Raph up, too. Because he's so desperate for any memory of Donny, however stale, that he leaves the metaphorical floodgates open to any and all echoes. He doesn't even realise this is something he can and should temper. He's already got so many of his own emotions, and now he's consuming with abandon those left behind in everything he touches.
Now, emotions that linger on objects don't alter his own. Raph's emotional state isn't changed by them any more than yours would be at the sight of someone smiling brightly or sighing glumly. It's not a transference; usually, he just holds the feelings alongside his own. But echoes are stronger with age. Impressions, once made, work deep into an object, though recent echoes are hard to find. Emotions like to stew before they show themselves.
So maybe he touches some sort of mystic or Foot artifact imbued with malicious intent. An ancient object carrying a mystic echo so powerful and evil that, without preparation, one touch knocks him out cold. His mystic connection feels shivery and frail for a week after, and he desperately isolate to avoid being rocked by an unexpected echo or, worse, find himself unable to feel the important ones anymore.
Once Raph settles into his psychometry and learns to regulate it, his ability could be beneficial in a mystic-rich world like Rise or when mystic foes pop up. Since echoes influenced by mystic are so distinct, if he can avoid overwhelm when interacting with an enchanted object, perhaps he could sense the caster's intent. He couldn't disable a cursed item directly, but this could help him discover how to. He could use this ability to track specific mystic signatures, items or people, given enough time had passed, or he honed the ability enough to detect the fainter, recent echoes. Maybe with time, he'd even be able to purify an object of its echoes. I know these might not seem like abilities Raph would want to cultivate, as detached from combat as they are, but I think they're a logical development here.
Thanks for coming to my TED Talk about Raph developing psychometric abilities.
Is Donnie the only one with mystic powers what about his bros?
As of right now, I'm thinking that Donnie would be the only one of the 2k3 turtles with specialized mystic powers! (Don't quote me on that, though, there is a lot of stuff I'm still working out about the later bits.)
On the Same As it Never Was side, they no longer have amulets. If they wanted to train for years, they could use chi without a focus, but for the moment the only one even *slightly* pursuing that is Leo. They are mostly just adult mutant ninja non-magic turtles now.
I'm not opposed to exploring the 2k3 bros with mystic powers as in Rise, if not in the main story then in a side story/'what if' (or seeing someone else's take on this!) but I can't say I've given much thought to the sorts of specialties any of them would have except Donnie. His kind of came naturally as a consequence of his circumstances.
Just for fun, does anyone have any suggestions on Rise-style mystic powers for 2k3 Leo, Raph, and Mike? I'm curious! Doesn't have to be related to their season 5 weapon abilities, but certainly can be.
#do you wanna know what gave me this idea? do you wanna know? do you??#listening to love power by idina menzel#how?? who knows. but it's a very good song#not super confident about this one;;; but i like it#and i'm not writing hem i'm just playing in jix's sandbox#this feels like a play date#and jix has built a very beautiful sandcastle and i'm like#hey wanna see the hole i dug?#hold every memory au#tmnt 2003#rottmnt#tmnt#whattrainofthought#writing off the rails#<- sorta?
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#apologies for this being uncreative i had no other ideas this year#also thats not what their names usually are if you wanna know uh. tell me? idk#god this took forever to do my switch is fucking broken when it comes to exporting screenshots#i gave up eventually so thats why the quality is. that#anyways tags#ace attorney#turnabout goodbyes#dl 6#pokemon#pokemon scarlet violet#squawkabilly#turnabout queue#og post
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I made a lmk oc
#theyâre supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled#and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it#eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in#their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project#they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldnât eat or move much by crawling on their top half#this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no#purpose or direction in life#their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving#meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because theyâre half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche#that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once itâs been carved by man#so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened#the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like#âweâre not doing that againâ LMAO#i think the case of them carving their own legs doesnât take away their power though. that balance was made#before they came to life so carving the legs or not canât affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it#their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they arenât very active overall#constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr#I actually donât know what Iâm gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have#a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j#I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25#SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW#doodles#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk oc#monkie kid oc#myart#my art#xin ya
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give him to me NOW!!!!!!!!!!! or i'll settle for a release date pwetty pwease
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#soyogi soyogi#cevio ai#and im assuming he'll be importable to voisona. hopefully. i prefer voisonas interface LOL#but im so excited for him you have no idea#although. you can tell in that little chibi how much i immediately gave up on his design. vocal synth designs are too complex now!!!!!!!!!!#old man watercolourist yells at cloud#its fine its a beautiful design. i like that hes a wizard. but also i aint drawing all that. woe. tshirt be upon you#but im so ready. selfishly i also kind of hope this project can kind of convince other seiyuu to get in on this#like im sure yuki kaji has plenty of otome game seiyuu connections at this point. maybe he can convince them#im selfish for more ikemen-ass voices. give me otome game love interest-ass voices#but even if we do just get this im happy. i really loved yuiga kakeru's character song and im just so ready to cover like#every song on earth with him. PLEASE give him to me nowwwwwwwww#i know some time in the fall quarter is what theyre saying but wheeeen...... are we talking like sept or nov.....i wanna kNOWWW#but im patient i can be nice and patient. but give him to meeeeeeeeeeeee
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Men who view women as their intellectual equals đ
#pro tip for the boys: a lot of girls will respond a lot better to a stimulating conversation than to a guy trying to show off#ignore the movies they're lying to you when they tell you you need to be a show off#and if a girl wants that it's maybe not the best sign y'know?#but most girls just want to be treated like we're capable intelligent humans#that's all!! the movies and shit make it way more complicated than it has to be#and yes some girls do make things awkward and complicate everything#but maybe you wanna be careful about that because those girls generally have a lot to unpack#being friends with those girls is fine!! just make sure you have strong boundaries in place#and make sure she's doing some work on herself before considering a romantic relationship#but anyway i've had a lot of men in my life that i feel like wanted to be so much smarter than me#and not to be rude but they weren't?? i was just as smart and sometimes smarter#i didn't care that they were confident in their intelligence but i felt like i needed to dumb myself down#and it. freaking. sucked. i have no idea how i did it for so long#and i would even make jokes about like the guys i dated being smarter than me and nobody ever said anything??#and again these guys weren't smarter than me. that's not an insult to them just acknowledging i'm smarter than i was gave myself credit for#i'm outgrowing the notion that i have to dumb myself down for men and it's so freeing#and you know what really helps me actually? being in college#and especially being in college with so many intelligent men who know they're smart#these guys KNOW they're smart. and not in an arrogant way in a secure and confident way#them knowing they're smart makes them the OPPOSITE of arrogant actually#it's weird but i stand by my observation and it makes sense when you think about it#if you're secure in yourself and your intelligence you don't need to proce yourself by making other people look dumb#these guys are secure in their self-image and masculinity. they don't need women to be dumb and weak to feel strong and intelligent.#and it's so freaking endearing. i love that for these guys so much.#i am just so thankful for people in my life who are taking me seriously and who are helping me to understand i'm worth taking seriously.#wow these tags are long but anyway#guys you don't have to prove anything girls you should never have to dumb yourselves down live long and prosper
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could âgo about finding someone for meâ and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always âwhat will people say?â#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said âit's important that you settle downâ#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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this is getting ridiculous there's so much stuff i wanna draw i need to clone myself immediately
#what do you mean i can barely stand up??? no that was me an hour ago im completely fine now and also am capable of drawing 70 things rn#<- I WISH#genuinely just talking at myself here#okay!! plan time: homework is 7 pages +dialogue. i sketched the rough layouts out already and i my teacher gave me the okay to do it digita#i don't think she realized she gave me the okay tbh? but i asked her twice and she said yes so no takebacksies!!!#i have a timer that only does 55 minutes. in 55 minutes can i rough out at least 3 better pencils? ill find out!#i should start with the ending because that's 1 birds eye view like three times and a car that explodes and a bunch of close ups so ez pz#i just gotta figure out one car perspective im giving myself 55 minutes for the car#lineart is gonna be a pain but when isnt it :')#hey did you know there's an entire ship month prompt list??? im seething that's such a dumb idea i wanna do it so baaaaad#whatever#ill figure it out#that's part one of getting boring shit i need to do done!! part two should be easier bc its just hospitals and the draft is already p detai#ok ok ok i can do this#the essay is an essay and the essay is getting fucked i will do it at GUNPOINT#aaaaa#shut up maiora#p.s. edit: i did some of it and ended up doing a completely different plan. sigh sigh oh well im doing my best
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everything sucks so hard rn idk
#mischa isnt eating again all while screaming because shes hungry and pulling every single piece of plastic out of my shelves#all my bags straps and backpacks have saliva stains from her#she will jump into shelves and pull out dvds to lick#and there's no other food i can try#my paycheck lacks 500 euro because i was sick and im still 200 euro in the red after getting my paycheck today#and tomorrow is the tooth surgery and ive been trying to call my dentist because he only applied for 2 of 3 teeth#at my insurance#and these 2 will be over 1k already after my insurance will pay their part#at least the sedation isnt as strong as i thought so i can go home by myself and dont have to rely on any unreliable people#after my mom accused me of making mischa have diarrhea on purpose because the food company changed the recipe and i gave her 1 bag#she hasnt talked to me and im definitely not going to be the one to start a conversation with her because im usually better off without her#so its nice that i dont have to ask her for her assistance tomorrow#just gonna do everything alone like usual#also work is so UUUGGGHHHHH and sucks so hard all my coworkers ignore what i say and just go to other people behind my back to do my job#im stress eating so much all my favorite clothes dont fit anymore and i hate looking in the mirror#i wanna go swimming but i just dont have the energy i just wanna curl up and dont have a body#also i have a comic idea written down for several months now and i wanna finish it for mothers day but i feel so discouraged#wehh#im also so stressed i clawed so much at my face its full of bloody spots i look so bad#every morning my neighbors i dont even share a wall with turn on their super broken washingmachine at 7 am#and it sounds so broken and its so loud it sounds like someone is drilling a hole into the wall for 40 -120 ?>#mins#i haven't been able to sleep properly for like a month#when i go into work everyone is just like oof you dont look good#thanks i know
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rereading a fic (bc i'm trying to typeset it so i can print it before my parents come back from their trip) and UGH it's so good
#IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE EXPERIENCED WRITER'S ENVY BUT HOLY FUCKING GOD I AM EXPERIENCING WRITER'S ENVY (GOOD)#only tangentially related but i don't really get fic writers who like. do preorders n stuff to get their fics professionally printed#like i know that not everyone is physically able to do what i do (typeset fics then print them n then bind them by hand)#but the idea of going to like. idk what people use tbh but something not fan-owned (i.e. mlp is an exception to this)#to print their fics feels... not quite right to me in the same way that the proliferation of hyper-professional zines in fandom#feels not quite right to me n even downright commodifying in some ways#the other day i was in a call w/a kouhai from high school n i mentioned i mailed out some calligraphy i did for a fic the other day#n she was like 'did you at least get paid for it?' n i gave her a five-minute lecture on the gift economy of fandom#n how as part of trying to uphold that ideal i do not take money for fandom projects whatsoever#ANYWAY i forgot how good of fics i've read for xv before... or well i knew they were good but i forgot abt the writer's envy lol#i kind of wanna experience this more bc AAAA I WANNA WRITE THAT BEAUTIFULLY#čąčŠą
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I seriously need to get my ass in gear and start cranking out crafts for craft shows (and apply đ) but my brain is like "no â¤" and my body is like "no đ" so idk man
#marquilla#i have ideas on what i wanna make ornament wise and i have a pinterest board (i know i know) of ideas too so it's still SOMETHING but ughhh#i do have clothespins painted! i just need to magnetize them and paint more blah blah blah but those i make to use up left over paint from#my paint palettes from other projects and it's something to keep busy with when I'm waiting for things to dry in between coats#i always get one Clothespins Georg who buys $5 worth and then maybe sell 4 more stragglers per show sgdgdggd the best was when this little#girl who had to be around 7 or so came up and she bought $5 worth (25) and we were like okay we'll hold the bag and count and you pick#whateeeever ones you want and then we gave her an extra for free sggdgdgd she was actually with the table behind me and we didnt know that#and then we heard her at that table like 'mom look what i bought!' sgdgdggd too cute#i probably have enough inventory tbh but i wanna make new shit đŠ but im so tired
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