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regular-lord-reckoner · 1 year

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well, in some good news i think i salvaged my hair and it turns out the provider i hate doing charts for more than goddamn anything has decided she no longer needs my services, lol

i'm free!!!

#it's just two providers again and referrals #it used to take HOURS to do those charts #and literally for no other reason than this provider needs to feel powerful #she's just known for doing this kind of thing like you can be doing the best job ever #do everything exactly the way she asks #and yet she'll find something that you are just doing horrendously wrong!!!#and she's bitching to my manager every other day about something i didn't do that should have been done!!!!!#all while refusing to use my name #she calls me 'the scribe'#she knows full and goddamn well who i am and what my name is she just needs me to know my place #which is also why she'll never communicate with me directly or just tell me what she wants #but goes running to our manager to whine and cry #which just kills me because one of the other providers i do charts for is also known to be pretty tough #he'll complain at the drop of a hat if something's even slightly not the way he wants it #and has no bones whatsoever about voicing his dissatisfaction over something #and yet in all the time i've done his charts he's only ever asked me to call him once #and it was just to ask me to start putting in something extra that i hadn't been trained to #but other than that everything was perfect!#and as far as i know he's never had a bad word to say about me or the job i'm doing so like....mmkay #and all my managers know too that this is bs and that i do good work #literally whenever one of my managers has to deal with this shit you can tell she's exasperated by this provider #and sometimes we'll be on the phone with each other combing through a chart and both of us are like #'yeah i can't for the life of me figure out what the fuck she's talking about'#so.....yeah #very very very happy to not have to do charts for her anymore #good riddance!!!#:3

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horsechestnut · 12 days

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Anyway, if you're a fan of Bruce and Steph having a father/daughter relationship you should probably go read about Oliver and Mia.

#maybe i'm over stepping a little because I've only had Mia and Oliver for about three days #but I have read Green Arrow 2001 issues 1-46 in that time #and it really feels like they have the dynamic certain sections of fandom want Steph and Bruce to have #stephanie brown #bruce wayne #oliver queen #mia dearden #green arrow #speedy ii #spoiler #batman #robin iv #batgirl iii #listen #every couple of months someone makes a post about Steph telling Bruce she needs tampons/pads #and Bruce going overboard buying one of everything because he doesn't know what she likes #that's not Bruce Wayne #Bruce Wayne would probably go buy something #but he would also stay on the phone with her the whole time so he can lecture her about not being prepared #which is why Steph would never ask him to do it #there are so many other people she would ask first #but Mia and Oliver?#Yeah that's they're dynamic #Mia would 100% ask him to grab something on the way home #and he would come home several bags of over priced menstrual products #muttering the whole time about microplastics and unsafe chemicals #but also he bought the cheap ones too because he's not sure what exactly she likes #and her comfort matters more than his grips with chemical waste (though he'll never admit that) (she knows anyway)

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lesbianlotties · 1 year

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when misty acting as a cop asked shauna "so how was the sex?" and shauna was like misty! they're not going to ask that! but then we met pornstache and he would Definitely ask that to mess with her

#once again misty knew exactly what she was doing and if shauna had only done everything misty said none of this would've happened #i'm STILL upset at the way shauna went with jeff to adam's art studio instead of calling misty????#i'm sure you could've still gotten sex out of it if you asked politely shauna #i didn't say that #yellowjackets

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nomairuins · 19 days

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bedtime nowww probably ummm today qas not what i wanted it 2 be but its fine. i dont feel negative just a very very very numb day which is almost worse. but only almost 🙏

#i did get thr laundry done didnt fold it didnt take a shower #so thatll hopefuly be tmrw #i hope im able to do an activity with somebody tmrw.... the kids will be back at school so umm. no risk of weeman asking for my laptop in #the morning. or maybe me n lamp could play aa... idk #i feel like such a loser i go 1 day without bothering my family and im like wahhh im lonely. Can you shut up ..... we r better than this.#but wtvr. thats also a mean thought and i shouldnt be idolizing the way i lived last year. We were taking spongebaths and eating #1 bowl of soup a day crying ourselves to sleep every night and literally going weeks on end wo talking to our loved ones. so why am i like #We need to go back ! well i know why its bc i cant just let myself heal and move on bc of my stupid complex #and tbf i was very efficient back then. i ws able to do my spongebaths at least every 3 days and i did my laundry every week right on #schedule and i had a job....all it took was literally not being a person in any meaningful way FJFNGJGN. idk #it was very simple. its still very simple perhaps simpler (#no job) but instead i just feel guilty i guess. sbt everything #which i ws doing last year but again i was too out of it to rly dwell. i just cried at work a lot abt it #but now its like. i dont have a job to go to to focus on. my interests/hobbies can only distract me for a few days maximum b4 they become #nothing 2 me. and then im just back in limbo again and it feels pointless #and even when its a 'good' phase of something actually keeping me distracted from everything its like. not. all it does is ruin my sleep #schedule again yk. ik im literally the timeloop guy so u think id loveee Everyday being exactly the same over and over and over but well i #dont. bc they arent actually the same day theyre just reminders that everything does keep fucking going but im stuck. which is the opposite #of what i want. and what id have if the beautiful timeloop would simply rescue me. wtvr tho.... she doesnt even know i exist 😥#little joke. IDK. like i said its better ig than having a truly miserable day but. man. i wish everything was better #i ws gonna say like it used to be but. yk. ive been depressed since i was like 7 its not like. idk. i wish i was born different and i wish #my head worked and i wish none of it had evrr happened. but itis ok. i cant think of a funny cutesy alternative to put here so we will just #say nothing. yay

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mainfaggot · 2 months

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the last time i felt emotionally fulfilled in a friendship was when i was 15, and before that when i was 13. im turning 21 next month

#my current close friends are really great but my depression gets in the way and it's really hard to tell them about my feelings lol #so i basically make my chronic loneliness worse by distancing myself and isolating etc #they still like me though... weirdly #well probably bc we're all mentally and emotionally unwell! we get one another's issues #but i cant bring myself to say a lot of things i would otherwise want to... since i feel so misunderstood #even when i have tried to talk about things they just dont process them the way im hoping they will #and it's not their fault!!! it's my fault for expecting someone to understand exactly what im saying when i say it #i almost always find words for things. i describe them in detail. and i think thats where things get too unique and too confusing actually #so they cant personally understand #like i said. not their fault!#i just miss this one friend i had briefly in 8th grade #i was getting outcasted from everyone in my own class. she was in the classroom next door #i don't remember how we crossed paths but we did and she was so smart and so understanding #and we just clicked #i remember running in a field with her. she was so.. everything #i miss her #and when i was 15 i remember talking about all of my mental issues with this classmate and we immediately saw each other as mirror images #it was crazy... we also had a lot of interests in common and we looked out for each other #she's doing a lot better nowadays which is why we're no longer in contact probably #it's hard to be friends when one of you is stuck in one place so i dont really blame her #we drifted apart anyway. i bet if i asked she'd still make time for me a few times a year #i just didnt ask because it felt like the mutual understanding we had ended #shes a different person now. and for the better too! i shouldn't interfere in her happiness #z.post

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13eyond13 · 1 year

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Could Light be a good father if he has a normal life without death note?

In my opinion, yes. I think Light as a character isn't meant to be seen as an inherently unhinged and evil person just waiting to snap. I think he's meant to be seen as somebody who would've led a fairly ordinary and upstanding life had he never come in contact with the notebook, which is sort of the irony and the horror of the situation and his character development much of the time (because it suggests that the potential for that kind of terrible behaviour could exist even amongst people with good intentions and decent prospects and upbringings and very little trauma in their childhoods to speak of and everything else). It might somewhat depend on your definition of a "good parent," but I think that he would at the very least be a dutiful and responsible parent and take the idea of being a father and a role model pretty seriously. I imagine he'd model himself after his own parents in a lot of his values and ideals and decisions. Probably would be a very busy and hard-working parent, maybe a bit overly strict and hard to please and somewhat emotionally unavailable, but also very steady and meticulous and reliable when providing the things he felt were his responsibility to do for his kids. Even if he didn't always feel like being there for them he would still show up every day and do his part to the best of his ability, because that's the way he thinks and the kind of person he is.

#ask #anon #light yagami #meta #p #in a way i feel he'd maybe almost be more like a sachiko parent that a soichiro parent?#i think soichiro might be more emotionally demonstrative and waver more in how he defines his responsibilities toward his kids and as a dad #than light would?#light kinda has everything very organized and planned out privately in advance and then just does it without expressing any doubts about it #or consulting other people about what the best thing to do would be #and keeps much of his emotions and decision making processes to himself most times #which seems a bit more like sachiko than soichiro idk #mostly there to provide and be steady and action oriented with the practical stuff and whatnot #i just think soichiro would discuss things more and doubt himself more and stress about what he's meant to be doing as a dad more #and be more open to discussion about it #than light #light's number one thing is to always seem like he knows exactly what he's doing and has everything already figured out for himself #and this would probs extend to his parenting as well #and i feel like maybe sachiko as a mom might be a bit like that too idk she just seems to be 100% on top of her duties #and very organized and reliable #but a bit more private about most emotional stuff

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robinsnest2111 · 3 months

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weird dreams/nightmares relating to work...

always about not getting all the info/instructions and then getting passive-aggressive'd by higher ups about not doing things like I was told to do as if I had gotten the full instructions...

#it's like this whenever I work with that one coworker. she's so sweet but a little ditzy...#idk if the managers never give her clear enough instructions or if she really only listens half the time #but either way. this broken game of phone we're playing without anyone wanting to give clear instructions if i ask to confirm sucks lol #like it's always YOUR COWORKER HAS BEEN TOLD ALREADY SO WE WON'T TELL YOU AGAIN >:/#sorry i wanted to make sure we got everything when she was so confused and i wasn't there to catch any info to begin with...#took a 3rd manager to ask in our stead to confirm what exactly we were supposed to do lmao #anyway. no big deal but still. clearer instructions without all this passive aggressiveness would be nice...#maybe they were all stressed as the business is booming (summer break) and it's the end of the month (taking stock of every item)#nothing against me or the coworker. but still. feeling kinda not good about getting treated that way

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artsycloudysleepy · 3 months

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Here it is :)

WOAH!!!! THE ELEANOR EVER!!!

SHE LOOKS SO UNHINGED AND COOL I LOVE IT :000000

THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE HER!! YOUR ART IS AMAZING /gen

also completely expected it to be a fragment so am really happy to be so surprised!!! she looks terrifying in your style!! /pos

#artsy's post #artsy's ocs #artsy's moot sillies #artsy's asks #artsy's fabrication #artsy's eleanor #artsy's fabrication: asks #artsy's woah #i have too many tags #BUT SHE'S AWESOME??? HOW DO YOU DO THESE THINGS #those eyes. those eyes are so desperate and crazed and it's brilliant :DDD #the makeup is a super nice touch too! the purple and the eyelashes especially; they're sharp and make her seem even more crazed somehow #and the heart-like tongue is super unnerving bc she seems so nice and friendly!! wanna hug her!! she'll also kill me!!#plus her pose is so telling too!! relaxed and elegant but also certain and murdery #also the parasol being used as a murder weapon is SUCH a cool idea!!! didn't even think of that but she SO would use it like that :D #am glad for both our sakes i decided to make the ring of black roses at the bottom of her dress like a cloud rather than detailed lol #drawing each individual rose could kill us both before SHE does so hooray for black puffy scribbles instead of detailed stuff!#also again your way of drawing shoes is brilliant! idk why but the shapes tickle my brain in a good way :)#PFFT- zoomed in on the art and her hands are in a similar position to holding a gun and now i'm imagining her parasol secretly being a one #lock and load the parasol. fire the umbrellas #i made up eleanor while watching some ppl play hitman and listening to 'the dismemberment song' and she looks EXACTLY like how i pictured!!#also this is a massive help visualising her outside her reference tysm :0 #she's like a baby. literally only started existing a few weeks back. despite being an adult in a world mainly made of kids she is young AF #so haven't got around to drawing her in my usual style yet; this is a brilliant drawing AND it helps me visualise her better!! tysm!!!#tldr i love everything about this!!! thank you so much for creating it for me #you're the best :DDD #as always have a great timezone and tysm again!!! you've made my night /gen :)

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moe-broey · 1 year

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The real reason I stopped playing Three Houses is bc when I had to do that map where you have to fight Flayn (I'm actually not sure if you Have To fight here or if you can just avoid her) I got so unbearably sad at the thought just inconsolably heartbroken that I. Abandoned both of my runs (was playing CF and church route at the same time bc I thought it would be funny + that's exactly how I played Birthright/Conquest)

#fire emblem #fe3h #JSKSBKDJAJSJ and the reason i can't pick it up again actually is bc. i HATE CALENDAR SYSTEMS AS GAMEPLAY‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#if you put a calender in a video game and it has like real effects on the game and how you play it. that is my very own torture nexus.#i have. time blindness.#but also idk if its that exactly here BUT. i also just couldn't work w how confined everything was #like you have to do This Thing Right Now no breaks no personally assigned side quests no freedom. to get stupid w it. UNBEARABLE.#LET ME OUT OF HERE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#flayn #in my mind she was already ny daughter. i was playing as m!byleth but i was already planning a run to romance seteth.#SAD. well i can always ask my sister to cover lore blindspots. and see if she's planning on doing a run again #so i can watch HSJAHSJHSK (some games are just. better. that way.)

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nyxi-pixie · 5 months

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I'mma hit you with the sister cause I'm intrigued: Morgause form Bbc Merlin for the character bingo

morgause !!!! crumbles to the floor in misery

#thinks about morgause doing everything she can to give morgana freedom and safety to live the way she wants to #thinks abt the fact that it was exactly that that led to morganas death #UGHHHHHHH morgana doing doomed siblings Twice is crazy #anyway.#ty for the ask<333 #asks #alex tag !!

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beta-adjacent · 1 year

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Ok hi! You might not remember me but i asked a question involving how i should tell my best friend about omega verse. Well i didn’t tell her exactly hahah, but i sort of was just like “there’s this concept online called a/b/o, here’s what it’s about” she thankfully did not know about the fanfiction genre or i think that conversation would have gone wayyy different haha. Anyway, she actually responded better than i thought and we even talked about who would be what gender and what scents everybody we know would have. I felt so seen and idk how to even describe the feeling but omg! She even helped me add on to my scent. My scent before was honey and this like sweet floral blend, but she told me my scent would definitely have sandalwood in it and i haven’t looked back lol. Thank you for responding to my question ❤️❤️

GASPPPPPASPF{PASDIFJAOFPJOIAFJI I REMEMBER I REMEMBER HI HI HI!!!!! :D

I'm glad to hear it went so well!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love that you guys were able to dive into gender and scents. And that you felt so seen/understood; that is so important. And oh my god, her adding onto your scent?????????!?!?! I LOVE that; that is BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

I am OVERJOYED to hear how well that went, oh my goodnesss!!!!!!! CONGRATS AHHHH!!!!!! WELL WISHES TO YOU BOTH AND ANY FUTURE MISCECANIS ENDEAVORS THAT MAY FOLLOW!!!!!

#thank YOU for asking anon fr!!!#i'm so proud of you for being brave and actually doing it!!!#AND it went well!!!!! this was best possible scenario all ways around methinks!#it's more than ok that you didn't tell her 100% of everything exactly; it sounds like she understood you and that's what matters most #Idk if you can tell but I was on the edge of my seat for this follow-up haha #so reading that was unbelievably relieving and heartwarming like you have no idea #congrats and i'm proud of you and yippee and thanks again!!!#omegaverse #a/b/o #a/b/o blog #a/b/o lifestyle #omegaverse lifestyle #a/b/o dynamics #miscecanis #ask #anon ask #anon

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augustsails · 10 months

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I think my advisor is so neurotypical she cannot even fathom other people not being as neurotypical as her. Because why is she mad at me for doing exactly what I was supposed to do? I just didn’t tell her I had done it because she never asked, I was supposed to just know?? That she wanted me to tell her I did it?? So now I have to do it again and she’s giving the subtle ‘you fucked up’ vibes when I literally did exactly what she told me to do!

#Vent #I know she would never say this #but it occurred to me after one of our meetings that she was saying nice things that were actually kinda rude #I don’t even think she’s mean on purpose #I just think she’s EXTREMELY neurotypical and expects people to be just like her #I’m mostly just pissed because I know she thinks I’m incompetent #when I’m doing everything right grrrrr #I just didn’t reply to your email because it was just an email reminding me to do what I already did so??#Why would I reply unless something was wrong??#It’s mostly just very annoying to feel like someone thinks less of you for oh idk DOING EXACTLY WHAT YOU ASKED #there’s no way she hasn’t dealt with less neurotypical students too #Tbh I may reach out to our DRC just to see if they can give her some idk training for saying what you mean and not expecting students to #read your mind #This is a minor inconvenience at most I just hate the way she’s perceiving me when she has no right xD

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caffeinatedopossum · 2 years

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Events of last night:

Me: *crying*

My girlfriend: what's wrong?? :(

Me: *struggling to form words* intrusive thoughts are bad... I don't want to talk about them because then I'm scared that they're true and you might think I'm awful

My girlfriend: ah I actually get that. I have those a lot. It doesn't mean anything though, intrusive thoughts are just like dreams. Like the things you do in them aren't really things you want to do, it's just stuff your brain comes up with.

#we then very heavily related over having the same intrusive thoughts and now I'm suspicious #thinking about when i told her i might have ocd and she said i didnt #and starting to feel like thats because... what if we both have ocd #it seems like she was basing her entire knowledge of conditions on people shes known with those conditions. which makes sense #but the person/ people with ocd had severe cleaning compulsions and the like #where as me and her obsess much more over morality #like its very clear we think about it so much. and idk what to do with that information #we both feel like the intrusive thoughts and obsessive ruminating are the only things that keep is from being bad people #or that prevent us from being bad people i guess. idk why that wording is just slightly more accurate #like people who dont think about these things (apparently all 'normal' people since this could be *an actual disorder*)#they're not constantly analyzing. trying to be aware. asking themselves questions about their true nature. judging those answers #theyre not really doing that with other people either. of course i could be wrong since im very clearly not a normal person.#but this is what i mean! im speculating about other people and acknowledging the ways i could be wrong and just trying to figure it all out #but it seems like no one does that and it doesnt *make them* bad people. it just doesn't prevent them from that happening either #like theyre just as likely to hurt people as the 'bad' person thats thinking the same way they are #and i cant ever be comfortable with me living that reality even when *this reality* is a waking nightmare #sure im tearing my skin off (good ole skin picking disorder) when im thinking about these things. sure im crying. sure i can't sleep.#sure it makes me feel like im constantly a horrible person and need to attone for everything ive done and havent done #sure. but then i turn around and say its helping me. because why else would my brain torture me? isnt it always about protecting me?#i don't know. all i know is who i dont want to be and what i dont want. so that exactly what my brain convinces me is real #i guess what it kinda comes to do is #would you rather live a reality where everything around you is superficial. your thoughts behaviors and thoughts. your reactions #all of them are things youre never aware of. you could be hurting people or you could be helping themm #you could even be hurting yourself. but you would never know. its a comfortable reality that youre never really aware of #OR would you rather live a reality aware of all those things. seeking answers and sometimes finding them.#trying your hardest to help others and better yourself and fix the broken things in this world #your reality is one where you recognize every threat that no one else does and it kills you inside because they wont always listen #theyre comfortable and you're stuck in a reality where you try and try and try but even when you succeed #your brain forms its own reality. a metaphorical jail. where you never get to experience the reality you fought so hard for #instead you exist in this sort of purgatory where you live out your own worst fears and the worst ways you could have failed

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socksandbuttons · 1 year

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i just need everyone to know once in a while of meikerio okay dress up games i know people love them! and theres website right there! have fun!

#i forget how. much detail u can put into these but #i know u can just keep adding things #and u can update ur game if u add new items (as i frequently... forget to update mine. im so sorry.)#i have like... 2 others i was doing of my ocs of fusionfall #i did try thinking of like. making an entire fusionfall creator on there bUT UH... OHO... oh #thats an ambition maybe one day #i cant exactly add more than one body type without SO MUCH... LAYERS...#and complications with that #i have asked if there was a way with their program.. u can get creative with that #but id have to redraw every item just accommidate #an ambition too big. for now.#i may have like put my item reference guide on hold but know. I know now how to access that #i think i was almost done getting everything #altho id have to go into academy or something probably #i think they had other items not in the future server but i could be wrong about that one #*proceeds to go on a rambling of fusionfall fashion and items that she had a catalogue of just because theres WAS LITERALLY no references*#like unless it was a popular item/ beginnger thing #good LUCK but dont worry! i have it all #aside retro. i could ask someone to help with that. expand my reference guide #i think there was a few original ones they added in retro?? they added nanos i assume so #i seem to recall that a few got in #i think they were just gonna do away with gendered items in general i think???#theres a few sets where there IS difference like in the battle ready armor #(when there shouldnt have been)#anyway! i have too much fusionfall knowledge about things

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mintjeru · 1 year

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targeted advertising (it's working)

#it's actually just bc his birthday is coming up #i want to participate in it they said the reward is a x.iao themed personal page bg #i'm a simple person i see x.iao i drop everything to check it out #i would go do smth rn except i am So unbelievably tired #tired but not sleepy tired which would be easier #we sold!! 40+ zines today!! and many more stickers!!#i am incredibly proud of everyone's hard work #and so grateful to the ppl that came by and complimented our work #honorable mentions to the person who came by and told me they gave an article on zines to their students #and told us we were doing such great work and for a great cause at that #and to the mother who came by to get copies for her kids and asked me to sign my pieces #like me?? maam??? are you sure??#forgot what she said exactly bc i was so flustered but it was smth like #theyll see this a year down the line and remember it was me who made that piece #or the usual oh bc you'll be famous and we'll have your autograph jdjskdj #either way i had just met her through a mutual acquaintance and it was wild #maam if youre out there. you have my whole heart #not to mention the absolute kindness of ppl just helping out when we were struggling w cleanup #faith in humanity restored crops watered etc etc #anyway getting sappy on sideblog i will stop and go rest up #why isnt this going to your contributors minty well thats bc they get to see me be sappy when we close shop #i cannot wait (preemptively mortified)#see this is what happens when i listen to heavenly blue when i am tired #someone take the dramatic songs away from me #note

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david-watts · 1 year

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kinda mad that I bought myself something as a treat, hid it, and it’s been removed from the hiding spot twice and half used (without asking) and on top of that stuff was left in it

#I stopped doing this for two reasons one it's not good for me (hence treat) and the other was EXACTLY THIS #like I put it in a spot she couldn't reach without rifling through everything since it's above her head and the things in the way #would prevent her reaching it without moving them #like fuck's sake #I might've even been ok had she asked! but no!#it's her house therefore anything's ok for her to take #if I confront her about it she'll call me a pig (even though I eat 'better' than her because I eat more because I'm a foot taller and #a quarter of her age she loves calling me a pig for eating at all) and then say 'well my money paid for it'#even though she didn't I DID #the combination of her not asking her leaving crud in it and that I bought it for myself is just. grrrr #like I'll legitimately just eat a salad with a bit of meat (which I have been told to do by a dietician) and get called a pig #for eating 'all that'. it was literally a preportioned size from the supermarket plus a little extra on instruction. hate her for it #like congrats you've caused eating disorders in like four members of your own family!#maybe I'm just upset because I'm sick and she's going at me for selfish reasons

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