#do I sound crazy

[kibbycarrot]

Cuddling doodles I drew while watching caseoh

[saturnerens]

this might sound dumb but is anyone else obsessed with whizzers name… like its so uniquely him and fits his personality so well

[kylo-skywalkerr]

I reblogged that joke post about how Anakin was vaders deadname, but like. I unironically think this was what Kylo's situation was, lol. You don't have to be trans to change your name or be uncomfortable with it. Kylo was always uncomfortable as Ben even before joining the darkside. He hated that he had the name of a man he never knew and had no attachment to. He hated that solo was a fake last name.

It was stated in the Rise of Kylo Ren comics that Kylo picked that name during childhood. Even if the Ren title was earned in a way he particularly never wanted, Kylo was always his chosen name.

Idk maybe I'm just projecting my transness onto him. But I always sorta get sad when redeemed Kylo Ren is reduced to "Ben". He can still be good with the name Kylo and without the discomfort that his birthname gave him throughout his whole life.

[veeveepower]

ihate it when games have sequels I mean in theory i like it but it means i can finish The First One and get so insane yet i have to live in a horrible hell and do nothinf but wait until i can play the sequel so i dont have to get scared of spoilers. horrible fucking world

[jistagrams]

ok but jaemins cats literally look like him like hello??

[ef-1]

what caused the dick in the first place 😭

I wanna say the moon is in retrograde but I don't know shit about astrology, it's like old married couple shit especially with dewis they do things that grate my vibes and we need to ⏸️

[rebline]

its so weird knowing they were alive i just wasnt there for it. i catch myself saying “lol if he was real” but he WAS. he was breathing the same air, he looked at the same sky, he walked on the same ground. hes just as real as me, as my friends, as my family. i only ever see him in photos, in videos, only ever as pixels on a screen so he feels like fiction.

sometimes i get hyperconscious of very mundane human actions like breathing, blinking, stretching, etc. because i know he obviously did that too. it sounds stupid, but its easy to humanize them on an emotional level its just so weird to me that they were just as real, as human, as physical as me and everyone around me and not just a memory

[landonor]

lando's forehead vein my beloved<333

[beaft]

it is legit bizarre to me how hard video game creators and film directors and showrunners try to pretend that fat people don't exist. can you think of the last time you saw a fat person in a lead role? god forbid a fat woman? i can walk down the street or go into a shop or restaurant and see fat people everywhere but then i switch on the tv and suddenly it's like a glimpse into an alternate universe where no one has a bmi over 24. insidious and weird

[marialovesf1]

I genuinely can't speak to anyone about this without sounding like a fool, but I need to get it out of my head. I hate when people (like my mom, family, family friends or anyone really) makes Jokes, like harmless ones, about me having kids or Anything (example: someone on a birthday party jokingly told me that my Mom really wants to be a grandma and I should get on with it), because even though having my own kids is something that I insanely long for (I don't even know why, i just can't imagine never being a mother. The Thought fills me with so much purpose and happiness) I always say in regards to Jokes like that "me kids? Never" or "I still got a lot of time left for that" and make a disgusted face. I do that because I am scared that i will never have the opportunity to have kids, due to simply not being wanted. I say that I don't want kids in order to not get anyones hopes up and embarrass myself, because I don't think I will ever find someone who loves me enough to want children with me. I am not saying I am unloveable, because I am loved and I know that. Its just never in a romantic sense, only Platonic and god am I thankful for having a family that loves me and for my friends that love me. I just never had a boy take serious romantic interest in me. Im good enough to fuck, but not for more and I don't know If I will ever be. Im not really pretty, I am fat (and I tried everything to do something against that: starving myself, puking, diets, Sport but nothing helps and its just hard like yeah I have a thyroid condition but fuck why won't I loose Weight) and I don't have the character to Balance that all out. I am kinda shy, akward, I can be really mean in fight and yeah just kinda average. I'm incredibly scared to never find anyone, who will love me or wants to love me like I need to be loved and I fear that if I want too much. I want to be loved loud, but I don't think I am the person People would like to love out loud. I know I am only 21, but fuck do I feel like I am running out of time. Everyone around me (my friends) Seems to find love and I am so happy for them, because they deserve it so much and they are meeting such nice people and I hate hate hate how fucking jealous I am. Sometimes I feel like I have to settle for less to get a Chance at the things i want, but I also live by the fact that noone has to Settle for someone that don't loves them like the need to be loved. Maybe that does not apply to me.

Sometimes People are not destined for Romance and that is ok, but it sure as hell is hard to come to terms with it, when all your wishes are in correlation with it.

[tempe-brennans]

when i was a kid i used to watch catdog which was fine for a while but then i started to have recurrent nightmares and naturally i had one about catdog and after that it gave me this really icky feeling that i've never been able to name but every once in a while it'll get transferred to some other show or song or person and it makes me sad

[whereispearlescentmoon]

Okay so this is my opinion:

Evo- Towers (Build is several large castle-esque towers)

Legacy- Towers (Build is a very industrial, kind of similar to an oil rig almost. Minimal greenery)

Last Life- Flowers (Scottage, life and friendship, etc)

ESMP 1- Both (Builds focused on both grandeur and greenery. Also metaphorically: both the power that towers represent for her and the beauty and joy of flowers)

HC 8- Towers (Her build is very large in a towering way, and very dark and industrial looking. Also our most capitalist Pearl)

HC 9- Both (Alien Plants vs Human Tech)

Double Life- Towers (Obviously. Our first big example of towers= strength and loneliness for Life Series Pearl)

Limited Life- Towers (Despite her best efforts she is here again. She is not alone but she is not understood)

Secret Life- Flowers despite the literal tower (healing and trust and life. She is alone in the end but not completely. She got one of her Mounders the win, even if he was an honorary one. She got to die for someone again, like she did in Last Life.)

HC 10- Flowers (Literally the flower lady with a whole theme of green living)

Wild Life- Towers (metaphorically, since there was no time for an actual tower. She once again cannot have what she wants the most, connection. She doesn’t get Impulse to the end. She doesn’t get to reconcile with Gem. Shes lost.)

all versions of C!Pearl can be described as either Flowers or Towers. in rare cases (ESMP1) she is both. in this essay i will-

[edwardsdeathcabcd]

i've said it before but it will forever and always make me insane that jacob's ending is to join the cullens for the sake of bella not having to give anything up. they find out jake will be immortal & tied to renesmee forever, so bella gets to smile & say "my family is finally complete! ^-^" but jake already HAS a family. he has a father and 2 sisters. quil, embry, seth and sam are like his brothers. jacob and leah were planning to run away together. he's always been welcome in emily's home, sue has been a family friend since before his birth. bella abandons her mortality by choice because she feels no connection to the people around her, but jacob has really strong bonds. it's clear that every character we meet in la push is like family to him, he's an active member of the community. jake would've graduated high school and been a mechanic, would've grown into a young man. a good friend, a fun uncle, a present son. he's set up to have such a rich life. and he's just magically compelled to give that up. beyond his control, he loses sight of everything, because his high school crush's baby is now the singular most important thing to him. he's perpetually 18 with his perpetually 18 year old girlfriend, running around vancouver or alaska or wherever with the girl who friendzoned him at 16 & her in-laws (who were antagonistic to him for months). and i'm just supposed to say omg yay now he doesn't have to let go of bella! everyone is happy! it's complete madness

[puppppppppy]

horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago

[boimgfrog]

People are so scared of polyamory but it's normal as hell. Like it should not be this complex of a topic 4 people. Literally ur just dating more than one person. Or more than two people are dating each other. It's not some crazy concept like oh my god it's just a different way of dating

[pinkalliums]

(isat request) flower for you!!!

ok well. i didnt want to pick who sif was gonna give the flower to.... so i thought of someone giving it to them instead...but then i didnt want to pick out if any of them bc i would feel bad leaving anyone out. so. compromise. all of the above.

also a bonus sketch just for the love of the game