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wips list which is now my monthly ritual
nevermore (140/300k)
queenmaker (16 chapters plotted)
lyre lyre
FNF (8/10k)
what the water brought (20/50k)
boxer!minho? dlc? something
sick fic
the gone and the gathered ch 3&4
valleys (66/100k)
tgbyb ch 4
tgbyb ch 5
tsotl end part 1
darling don't wake up x4
goldmine goldmine (landmine) (5/40k)
soul is yours to keep/zelda fic
draculas
heart rewrite (2/50k)
where the river bends
rabbithole/angel/the stars in your eyes
all that is good/holy
#i thought not much had changed but there's a few!#nevermore is plugging away as ever#pirates is the biggest change the word count has DRASTICALLY increased#tgbyb surprise update#queenmaker is just waiting for my body to catch up to itself#and i started heart!#restarted#oh and lyre lyre is done#last time it appears on my lists goodbye sweet child#looking forward toooooo my christmas break#more nevermore and smashing through the pirate fic#i need to think deeply about thematic choices for the pirate fic#nevermore i was aiming to finish the miroh arc by christmas but i simply haven't been well enough to keep rolling like that#disappointing but understandable#same with queenmaker when i can sit down and look at it without a pounding headache or something it'll go so fast#and fnf lol#lol#sigh i am looking at valleys too#i'm lookin at it#all i need is a full shitty first draft and then i can. fix it.#anyway i'm gonna predict by january pirates is finished or much further along#heart is 20k#and nevermore 150k#and that i have queenmaker chapters queued#that's the prediction
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how i feel about all the changes in s3
#listen i understand complaints and feeling disappointed but yāall gotta remember thereās always the og campaign#there were questionable choices definetly but being negative about it on the internet just does disservice to all the good stuff#it aināt perfect i miss the group kill but iām honestly blaming steamingās whole āevery season must be the same lengthā model#like this season really couldāve used an extra 3 episodes but alas! they made it as solid as possible for tv in that time!#tlovm#critical role#the legend of vox machina#tlovm season 3#also kiki resurrecting percy near and dear to my heart but also the vax percy bond and getting to see more of percyās torment mmmm#also the cr cast are clearly having fun with it so its not like some foreign entity is committing sacrilege when they change stuff!
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No because, Art is a mediocre tennis player with 6 grand slams who knows that at some level he has only got them because Tashi has pushed him and coached him to that level of excellence. At the same time he feels responsible for living a career for both of them while knowing that if Patrick hadn't fucked things up he wouldn't have ever achieved what he did.Patrick has oodles of talent but has to deal with the fact that despite winning Tashi fairly he lost her due to his pride. You know he's thinking that 'if she was my coach I would have double the number of grand slams that Art does'. But if Tashi hadn't had that injury that day would either of them even have had the chance to have her as their coach? No. Both he and Art would have faded into mediocrity but probably remained friends despite it all. And don't get me started on Tashi. She knows that if it wasn't for her injury she would have probably won 15 grand slams by now and would never have considered stopping but she's reduced to just being the wife! Just being the coach! Just being content with being a hot girl who will be won by the guy who plays the best tennis!! And she has to somehow make herself feel okay with that. So no. She can't genuinely be okay with Art stopping but at the end of the day it's not her decision to make because he's the professional tennis player not her. It's not just about one of them winning or the sacrifice it takes. It's about disappointment, bitterness, the underlying inferiority complex, being manipulative enough to achieve your goals through different means and the inherent homoeroticism of having a best friend from the age of 12 who is the only one worth beating for you after playing 13 years of tennis. Anyway I'm chewing on glass rn. Challengers you'll always be famous
#challengers#challengers spoilers#tashi duncan#art donaldson#patrick zweig#no you don't understand#it's very very dear to me#it's about the disappointments and loss!#it's about the discomfort of the choices you've made#it's about the underlying bitterness and jealousy#the love that was there but didn't change anything because the only thing that matters is winning
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i really donāt think itās ātypical dragon age fandom nonsenseā for people to be genuinely upset about the world state choices. combat, level design, art direction, gameplay gimmicks, those have all varied across each dragon age game. the one thing thatās remained constant are nods to our previous choices.
i wasnāt expecting my HoF to come riding in on a griffon, but i canāt find a monument dedicated to warden tabris somewhere around the anderfels? lucanis couldnāt have some lines about the time that one arainai boy was stirring up trouble in antiva city? youāre gonna tell me that making a mage the new divine wouldnāt have some impact on nevarra and antiva? on the anderfels, the supposed most devout militant andrastian nation in thedas? youāre saying nobody in the north is paying attention to who rules orlais or ferelden? come on.
#dragon age#yes iāve seen john eplerās explanation on only wanting to carry forward choices that they could āreally do something with.ā#and i understand what heās saying and iām curious to see how those 3 choices they brought forward will impact the story!!#but iām still disappointed. and i think telling people why they shouldnāt be disappointed is just gonna make them More disappointed.#also donāt really appreciate dev comments like ācareful what you wish for with cameos. it just gives us an excuse to find new and horrific#ways to kill your faves teehee š¤š¤ā like okay???????? what???#alistair came back twice & could be fine both times. loghainās inquisition cameo was so meaningful because who the hell expected to see him#again? leliana can straight up die in origins and yall brought her back anyways. like what are we doing out here.#also when i think of ātypicalā nonsense for this fandom itās people doxxing each other over fictional character opinions. or what#fictional side your fictional inquistor took in the fictional mage-templar war. or just plain old racism.#NOT ādamn itās fucking upsetting that this excited replay iāve been doing of the previous games and all the recommending iāve been doing#for new fans to play the other games before veilguard has turned out to be pretty fucking pointless.ā#might as well tell someone to watch a letās play of trespasser and thatās it.#11/26 in a hater mood so iām turning rbs back on lol. go forth & be petty
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Anyways, I know its my account and I can do what I want, but I do apologize if this is is upsetting to anyone and I do swear this is the last of me discussing this deranged fandom (at least over here).
I really wasn't planning on saying anything about that whole discourse, but as a survivor myself who has dealt with fans invalidating my own trauma because i said Hazbin having a rape joke was both in poor taste and hurts the themes of the show, I really couldn't help but feel genuine anger.
It's just not acceptable. Behaving like this is not acceptable. But it's also not worth my energy.
#txt#its just. i dont know im used to this fandom being awful and shitty but this is just so disappointing#all this screaming and preaching about how you guys REALLY understand survivors#and then the minute a survivor challenges your perception of a character you shut down and insist their trauma never happened#i just.. i mean holy fuck. why
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Iām gonna say something controversialā¦.a TV show having a bi character in a love triangle with characters of the same and opposite sex and having them up primarily interested in the opposite sex character is NOT queerbaiting. they are still bisexual.
#been seeing this take about xo kitty and as a bisexual girl I gotta say something#I definitely understand being disappointed if you wanted more of kitty and yuri but itās just not queerbaiting#a bi person dating someone of the opposite sex is still a queer relationship#it doesnāt change their bisexuality#me personally I like girls in a gay way but I also like guys in a gay way iykyk#xo kitty#xo kitty spoilers#bisexual
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I really dislike when people have Damian own wild pets, like a tiger, an elephant, or a lion, because these aren't pets, they are wild animals. And Damian is supposed to care about animal rights, that's the Al Ghul's thing, they care about animals. So, no, he shouldn't be like "Yeah, a big cat is like a house cat, it totally can live in the manor with us", he would be like "this animal has specific needs and is NOT domesticated, in the sense of being accustomed to living among humans, this is dangerous for it and for people. It's not a pet, DON'T PET IT."
My hc is that he is a Disney princess, so wild animals weirdly love him BUT he is against owning one.
#damian wayne#robin#dc comics#my ramblings#I was a bit disappointed by the dc writers when I learned that he canonically killed all of Goliath's family and took him after#like I cannot understand how people don't understand how the āI killed all of them except the baby because it was cuteā is not good at all#you kill its parents and took it wtf#anyway I'm against that being how Damian got Goliath
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Good job, guys. Yall bullied Kat so much that she doesn't even want to work on the show anymore. Amazing. /Sarc
#this is sarcasm btw#in case anyone doesn't understand#What a horrible fandom we are#I'm so disappointed#tsams#laes#the sun and moon show#the lunar and earth show#lunar and earth show#polaris stuffs
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having seen at least the rough outlines of all the romances now I have to say that I think emmrich's is probably objectively the best in terms of coherence and completeness of story arc (with the understanding that ultimately the 'best' romance is whichever one makes YOUR heart sing anyway so objectivity is a silly thing to claim that way, it just felt like it's the arc with the most well-paced focused content and the least dangling threads)... but lucanis' is my favourite haha. just. the whole kneeling before your beloved full of reverence but without any of the distance that usually implies??? his complete undramatic certainty and calm in every scene with rook after this, having spent the whole game caught between fear and longing???? mr. lives in a pantry but it says nothing about my psyche don't worry about it it's purely for tactical reasons that I keep myself contained in a small dark room not entirely unlike a cell, love among the parsnips -- finally coming to rook in their room and it's so comfortable and comforting???? after all the times rook supports and comforts him through the game he's finally able to return the same to them when they need it while being so calm and steady and it's so fucking sweet and feels so effortless and with no price attached?????? he basically assigns himself the role of your bodyguard and he WILL stab a god over it??????????????? the turn to protector (which was in his heart all along longing to get out and find a place) of it all????? he sounds like he's found himself unexpectedly stumbling into such a soul-lightening state of revelatory existential relief, full on 'you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves' mary oliver style, and he goes and he shares that with rook and protectively envelops them in it when they're hurting??????????????????????????? hello for the maker's sake hello can anyone hear me?????
#listen I was forged in the fires of garrusmancing. I went through two whole games just to get a gentle headbutt and some tender words#before me3 comes along and rewards you for your tenacity more fully#me? the reyes romancer???? I have the strength and headcanon game to bear the relative lack of content before the end#when the endgame is this good I am willing to hold out for it haha the way he looks at rook towards the end......#I also really liked taash' (it's really sweet) but I don't think I have any rooks ready to go right now who would go for that vibe#emmrich for sure is going to be my either crow or shadow dragon romance it really is very good! and extremely goth not unrelatedly#undeniably that old man has the most game out of anyone in this story. the move with the flower??? I'm sorry????#I actually like that lucanis' romance blooms out of the safety of an established friendship more than anything (again. avowed garrusmancer)#but emmrich... he's got some next level romantic stuff going on and is being both so wholesome and such a freak about it lmao#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#all jokes aside I totally respect and understand that people are a bit disappointed and frustrated -- they're not wrong to feel that!#there really are some gaps in content there for the midgame#however I was personally custom built by experience to get the most out of this scenario as possible and by god I will#just as I feel that ryder and reyes go off and have some soul-shrivingly good sex after the first kiss#(it makes that arc make a lot more sense to me haha)#I think rook and lucanis Get Up To It after the second coffee date. weird of them to not show us that but okay I'll fill it in myself then
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villainous taco dinner date
#ā#lookism#lookism spoilers#lookism 534#everything about this is beautiful and hilarious#james leeā in his freshly tailored suitā staring at a lone taco with his cold dead eyes#heās either in Deep Thought about why heās at a taco shop with gitae or his head is empty as his eyes#meanwhile gitae is Chowing down on a Meal#his face as heās about to bite into the taco???#just off of the panels alone it looks like james prepared to go to a fancy restaurant and gitae took him to a taco place#and now james is silently disappointed and slightly enraged while gitae is just enjoying the food#and not understanding why james is Glaring at the tacos#although in canon it was probably james who found the taco place#did gitae just ask for tacos because he missed mexico?? and james complied because gitae is a scary Freak lol#james lee#gitae kim
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so. tara was supposed to be at camp at one point and have idle banter with gale:
edited to clarify: this appears to be cut content
#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#tara the tressym#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 spoilers#ch: gale dekarios#ch: tara the tressym#vg: baldur's gate 3#series: baldur's gate#the more i find#the more i am disappointed with the product we got in the end#i will never understand why this was taken outš#it makes zero sense to me#absolutely zero#to have tara be a trader on some random rooftops instead of joining the camp when gale is there#meta: mybg3
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#mudkip#i heard you liek mudkipz?#yeah i dunno HOW i got them to make this face. but they look so profoundly disappointed in you#it's quite wonderful. my starter of choice for the gen 3 games#water/ground is a crazy type to have in a starter#like that grass weakness is rough but ground type is so useful to have#if only gen 3 learnsets didn't SUCK#MUD SLAP. HELLO???#go look at flygon's gen 3 learnset. you will understand
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Also idk if anyoneāll see this but if you can financially afford to support watcher streaming but donāt want to, maybe consider putting that money towards Palestinian aid, Palestinian GoFundMes, your local food bank or any local charities! I think that would be a better use for those $6/Ā£5!
#trying to put some good back out into the world!#watcher#palestine#free palestine#charity#gofundme#to anyone feeling bad about anything at the moment Iām sorry and I hope it gets better#I understand why theyāve made the change. but itās a disappointing change nonetheless
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Charles won today because he knows Max so well (also cause he did amazing stints and had great pace) He knew what moves Max was going to make on Lando, and he knew where to place himself to pass.
If that isnāt soulmate shit then I donāt what is
#lestappen#I am still riding the high#lando and max had a great battle today but I still think Charles and max battles are better#when you watch max and Charles battle you can tell that they understand each other#theyāve got me in a chokehold#congrats on your win Charles#and congrats to you max for finally being able to hold the chaist again#kind of disappointed we didnāt get a repeat of austria with the champagne again but that just mean Austria 2022 will continue to be special#charles leclerc#max verstappen
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Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. Heās stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His lifeās always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events heās very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isnāt helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
His grey hairs are so earned
#Chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#analysis#HAPPY CHILCHUCK DAY#You know what yeah understandable have a good day#Alcohol be a ticket straight to chilling out town I suppose#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thinking on if I should split my family masterpost into diff posts for max reach hmm#Iām def editing in the second page into that post that āIāve got three people to think of hereā sounds sooo much like thatās#how heād think about it in a family setting as well. He works so hard for them š„ŗ#I could have put 100 pics on this post to justify everything I mentioned but this is a speedrun for a reason. Iām planning so many#compilations rn i need a break from rereading lol#Heās just here to do his work!! He just wanna do his work!!!#Iām always rotating him in my brain like rotisserie chicken :( Hopefully this doesnāt sound disjointed or insane to average readers#Heās always on his guard so he has a short fuse and his type of humor & liking for snarky remarks doesnāt help#Also bc he knows nothing lasts he has a very work hard play hard mentality where ādying doing something you love. Like drinkingā#is nice in his opinion#This post makes it all sound so dry. Chilchuck is so messy thinking about him is thrilling I swear. This is concise but at what costā¦#OH ALSO he has weird self-hate issues where he really values his skills but devalues himself on a personal level.#āI am a coward. I only care about myself. I cheated on my wife (lying for no reason)ā etc etc#Canāt disappoint people and make them leave you if they already have no expectations and esteem of you šš”#Laws are important to him bc he knows how bad punishment is if you break them and how theyāre the key to getting better rights
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my worst trait is that softblocking does not work on me because i literally do not notice. and if i notice im not following someone i thought i was i literally just follow them again because i thought i forgot so PLEASE if i have done something to upset you or you donāt want me following you anymore pls pls just block me. its okayyyy
#like i might be a bit disappointed if i like your blog but if you soft block me i will not realise thatās what happened#i dont ever soft block personally i dont really understand it!! block me or nothing!!#or please just message me if ive upset you!!!
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