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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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damn it feels so good to actually have friends who i feel safe around. like to have friends who im not worried that if they find out that i like "cringe" things they wont judge me. woah!!
@angry-avaocardo @silly1xxx @gollyimsosoevil
#appreciation post for my besties✨✨#also the tags got reallylong and rambly just me complainign about the ex friend and a quick update so feell free not to read them if you#dont wanna#theres nothing of substance in there lol#ugh god my old friend the one i made the really long post about asking for advice#i probably mentioned this but i never felt safe to talk about things i like with them#oh god i would never be able to show them defrag#and i probably wouldnt even be willing to ramble about like. the arg or smth to them#id be too worried of them making fun of me#but also they had a way of making it so i hung out with them the most even tho i didnt want to#“me and friend are going to the canteen you two wanna come?”#“[with none of my input] no me and Charlie are staying here”#the only person i felt safe talking about my interests to was a friend that i made when trying to move away frrom the toxic one#a friend who they would consistently ask if i was replacing them with and was so fucking jealous of him#in fact that friend is gollyimsoevil yea that guy#hes great he likes gay addison shit so yk bestie#also they were so good at guilt tripping that now i use their guilt tripping tactics on myself to try and get myself to do things lol#and they would make fun of me so often but GOD FORBID I MAKE FUN OF THEM#they were making fun of me to another person a few /years/ ago so i made some snarky comment about them#because i was really upset by them making fun of me#and they brought it up to me like 2 months ago before we cut them off#like dude you mock and make fun of everything i do so much that ive just stopped talking and completely zoned out whenever im around you#and youre holding some snarky remark that i made when we were like 11 /because you were making fun of me/#UGH#oh ye update on that if anyone cares it went fine they seem to have moved on and are just hanging out with different people now#they havent made any attempt to contact any of us but also havent cut us off#i havent cut them off either ive just left it#i catch them giving me and the other two friends who used to be friends with them dirty looks#but i kinda just ignore it#i have like 5 friends my age who are much much much nicer than them
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"When she got sick, I felt my life losing its purpose. I’d do anything to save her. And I did! I don’t regret it!" this is one of reth's dialogues and like,, do you see what i mean when i say that the dialogue is So conflicting at times? like it's Just vague enough that it can very easily imply that tish Just got sick as an adult and that reth took action quickly afterwards. like it's worded in such a way that it doesn't Quite fit the vibes of tish being sick as a child. i'm not saying that reth wouldn't feel that strongly as a kid, but i am saying that it's worded in a way that implies a quicker passing of time between tish getting sick and reth getting into debt to save her life.
i feel like the devs really need to sort out the timeline and fix the dialogue to match up with it. either their parents died when they were like 5-10 or when they were teenagers/young adults. either tish got sick as a child or right before they moved to kilima. like,, you can't have dialogue that implies Both :')
#tbf they could make it so that tish was sick as a child. got better. and then it came back when she was an adult...#that would fit the new timeline of their parents dying 15 years ago too#and reth only being able to save her once they were adults#it also matches the one dialogue tish has about being sick as a child#since she doesnt mention how long and the second part where she says her parents weren't sure if she would make it#is worded in Just the right way to make it seem like it happened Once#i feel like it fits a lot more especially with reth's Constant dialogue that makes it seem like it just fucking happened#like as a kid he probably didnt Quite understand how serious it was or maybe he did but he couldnt do anything about it#other than spend time with her and make her soup#but if she got sick Again? and it was worse this time around? or it gradually got worse? that would also explain reth's urgency#and him feeling like his life was spiraling and lost meaning#OUGH#its just so :')#im trying to make sense of all the lore but when things are too vague and contradict too much it makes it a lot harder :')
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Misc. photos from the past year or so ~
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow#2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze#in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol#3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0#4. CHILDREN.... love to see them.....#5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol#I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets#at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah#actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol#6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other#yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern#But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's#like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that#long.#7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something..#probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one#maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas#are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry#and vastly anemic... huzzah to them...#8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had#an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own#long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt'#or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on#it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... !#photo diary
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Man. Yeah okay. You guys are convincing me to continue watching Arcane lol
#speculation nation#i watched like 3 episodes... a year ish ago???#but i watched them with my then girlfriend. which is why i didnt continue after we broke up hfkshfmsb#but. i need in on this. i do.#i havent avoided spoilers. and in fact have purposefully pursued spoilers. I Want To Know...#but im just the type who doesnt care at all about spoilers lol. i'll still be wrecked by it i think.#ive long known Jinx would become my fav. i just have such a soft spot for unhinged ladies.#but Viktor and Ekko seem up my alley too.... for others i think will be favs 😂#i'll have to see how it ends up when i actually watch it. but ive had my eyes open to the Deets for a while.#need to experience it for myself... especially after what ive heard about that finale... omg......
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Jobs for someone not cut out for real life but who excels at mimicry
#idfk#im like good at saying the right thing but i feel like in my heart i know#im a failure#i am not good at anything really in any stunning way. im ugly im hard to talk to#im good at liking many niches of music. im good at roleplay. im good at having fun sometimes#idk. i was so chipper last week#i feel like a pagliacci stupid clown whose life is in crumbles around him#i cant keep talking to people and seeing the contempt in their eyes when i fumble my words#i have a stutter now like. howd that happen i didnt when i was a kid#but a couple years ago it started and its been. worse in the last few months#im so like. i feel like such a failure#likea fake person who had so many opportunities to make my life real#pinocchioesque maybe#ughhh#im just feeling sorry for myself sorry guys#im trying to draw here at 1 am bc. i kinda drew something kinda nice the other night but#every compliment ive ever gotten feels unearned and like. a social lie#like imposter syndrome but im an imbecile for real and also the lamest person ever#i cant make friends. i seem to be annoying in an unnameable way to everyone who has ever met me but no one will have the decency to tell me#why#i have been longing for the past a bit lately too. nothing in particular though? just like.... how i felt about the future when i was young#and full of hope#i had a horrible childhood. i didnt enjoy being there and my dad always seemed preoccupied with the fact i would grow up and not want to#be his friend anymore?#but in an adult now and he seems to never have time for me#and he didnt back then either idk#i guess im sensitive to that. and i struggle myself#if smthing is transitory its unreliable and therefore i should wait it out#haha learned behavior!!! autism!!!! but god i feel so lonely and stupid. im gonna#draw my teddy bear giving me a hug
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chat is it reasonable to hold just a little bit of resentment toward a friend who forgot your birthday but you made it a point to make a big deal about theirs and on top of that bought them gifts with your own money or is it just me being dramatic
#funny bc actually five of my friends forgot my birthday 😭#and it’s like. gift giving is my love language yk? and i aint even asking for no gift just a little bit of acknowledgement would do 🫠🫠🫠#maybe im being dramatic about this bc i unfortunately have a long track record of being forgotten so maybe this just hit a nerve or somethin#also my birthday was more than a month ago and ive held out on making this post bc i didnt wanna seem like a bad person 😭😭😭😭#sky screams into the void#AND THE THING IS#IT’S NOT LIKE THEY DONT KNOW WHEN IT IS#THEY KNOW#AND WE’VE TALKED ABOUT IT#AND JUST#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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chomping gnawing at the bit to finish act 2 so i can finally have more minthara scenes. im dying out here. withers has been calling me pussy no bitches for a second playthrough in a row. she's neutral towards me bc she doesnt have romance scenes in act 2 i swear. bro we totally hooked up at the act 1 party. she just needs some time to think after being in a cult. withers take it back im gonna cry
#ketheric SHUT UP IM BUSY#i forgot that i didnt kill the spider guy this time so he's just like. there. at the top of the tower#during the ketheric fight i guess. very cool dude love when you cast sanctuary extremely cool#also did i mention that since this is the fucked up pt ive been having to carry around the lantern bullshit the entire goddamn time#i forgot that this is the illithid colony part which seems deeply silly when there's no wyll and no tieflings#how funny would it be if mizora is just there and i can kill her even though wyll fucked off long ago#act 2 pls leave and let me kiss my wife
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46 minute psychoanalytic russian interview with andrey? i’m so sat.
#its three years old which is a shame i feel like a lot has changed but its a good one#i think this is the same interviewer i saw in a video last week#.. unless there’s multiple female russian interviewers who andrey is constantly for lack of a better word rizzing up#i think its the same. well i love her anyways. shes so fun#anyways. yes andrey tell me about your slightly unhinged family dynamic. tell me about breaking your own wrist trying to close a door.#im so obsessed with his sister and mother. definitely more than he lets on about his mom tbh#but ‘we’re not trying to make her seem violent or anything’ and immediately cutting to her yelling at like 8 year old andrey#IM GONNA KILL YOU cracked me tf up#also his story about him and danya playing as 6 year olds oh my fucking god. they are exactly the same#‘ the match was so bad i started eating the clay i dont know how we didnt kill anyone’ sobs#‘the rallies were 10 minutes long and we were both crying and he was telling everyone to go to hell’ that may be 20 years ago#but literally nothing has changed. obsessed to say the least#i think there was something i had wanted to screenshot and post from this but idr. there were a lotta good parts !#video#i <3 native language interviews they are so much better than anything else#Youtube#tennis
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im gonna be thinking about the implications of joel’s video for a long time now. why did he have to do this to me ;-;
#like. joel said the mezalean king died at the start of s2#he said he died of loneliness etc etc. establishing that he was gone#and despite how unserious joel's approach to the lore in that episode was#i am still going to be rotating it in my mind#like. the mezalean king isnt dead? either that or god joel has some kind of ability to pull things from the past#and jimmys interaction with him. the confusion over who the codfather was but the brief moment of recognition from him??#the fact that e1 jimmy disappeared at the end. presumably never to be seen again#or at least never seen again by joel. bc s1 joel died of loneliness. so he cant have seen him again#and many hc'd s1 joel as being able to bring terracotta (or other such constructs) to life- as seen with the clones in his empire#and. perhaps. in his loneliness. in that effort to get rid of that loneliness from all of his friends disappearing on him#he created something in their likeness#or perhaps just one in jimmys likeness. because they were close! they were allies! good allies!#and so he had a friend again. maybe just a friend because maybe recreating his wife was never quite right#maybe the recreations of lizzie never quite came to fruition because they were always Wrong. he could never get the details of her right#so it was just him and this recreation of jimmy. of some terracotta clone. something that could almost be mistaken as a toy if one-#didnt look closely enough#and then we have our jimmy. our s2 jimmy. who for a brief moment. seemed to almost recognise this mezalean king#he knew who he was. even though he didnt recognise the name codfather. because that's not who he is- he's just a recreation of someone that-#disappeared a long time ago#(and ik this was a popular hc at the start of s2 as well. but. this just adds MORE to it)#but that slowly disappeared (from what ive seen). until now#and now im thinking about it again. because jimmy recognised s1 joel#he RECOGNISED him#am i taking this too seriously? maybe#am i going to stop? no!#im gonna think about this#even if joel was silly about the reappearance of s1 joel. im gonna think about that wet cat of a man for a long time#s1 joel came back and he expected us to be NORMAL about it?#no#i refuse
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Episode 8 and general Volume 9 discussion under the cut because... oof-
Tw: suicidal topics involving this episode and previous ones
Where exactly do we go from here? I'm serious. Where can this even go with 2 episodes left to this nonsensical volume?
Regardless of what RT actually does next episode, one way or another Ruby herself and (hopefully) everyone else will have to deal with the fact that she wanted to die, or at the very least, not be herself anymore.
Yes, Ascension is supposed to be different, but we also don't know anything about that. Ruby isn't from this world, so it may not even work, but we've also had unreliable sources (according to the show, anyways) as to what it actually is and does. We know the basics of how it's supposed to work, but not whether it's actually good or not
I had one crazy theory come to mind after the last 2 episodes, namely after we see Summer in Ruby's reflection in the storm.... and I cannot stress how much I hope this won't happen (but given how things have gone so far-):
I'm worried we may get a "Ruby turns into Summer Rose" or "Ruby was actually Summer all along" bullshit. It's just stupid enough to be something the writers would think is a "cool" "fun" "twist".
That aside, I must once again stress (I said this on a different blog) that everything feels like its going by at a break neck pace. So much is happening yet nothing is happening at all??
Ruby seemingly doesn't run very far away at all, enough that her team can hear the gunshots of her being attacked. She gets some weird spotlight beforehand that at first I thought was supposed to convey the passage of time as she walked, but I'm not really sure. She seemingly purposefully walks towards the mansion/casino/building Neo cooked up and we immediately are inside?? There's no transition to this. You'd be forgiven for thinking after she ran away that this bit was all a dream
Then even the parts with the dead menagerie attacking Ruby are odd. How does Neo know about half of this stuff? Is she guessing? Did she somehow find out via the lamp back when Cinder used it?? And as awful as it was for Ruby to be beaten and tortured like that, it was insanely short.
I know she was already beyond her limits, but they barely do much/say much before she's considering the tea. She had so much fire when she waltzed in there ("If you want me dead then come and get me!"), but a few illusions and her Aura is broken and she's ready to be done?? Again, I know she was already having a breakdown before, but it still felt too rushed to be natural. I know we saw bruises and a few cuts (and random blood on her hands?), but otherwise she wasn't visibly looking worse than some other fights she's been in before.
Also, why in the shit fuck did her friends just stand there and do nothing? You're telling me after someone dear and close to you freaks out, runs off, then you hear gunfire and rush to see what it is, then see her on the ground visibly upset and beaten up with the villain who has been hunting her down standing over her with their weapon out, you just..... stand there?? Waiting to see what's up?? There weren't even any copies or illusions around as well, it was just Neo and Ruby there.
Ruby just picks up the cup and drinks and Yang just.... stands there. Even the close up on her eye didn't have much emotion other than if she was watching a log tumble off a waterfall or something. Like barely anything aside from "Oh wow. Huh" going on....
And yeah, CC and Neo being the ones more upset over that than anything is.... a thing.
I don't care how the group interprets Ascension, you see your close friend, your SISTER, drink some unknown liquid and then falls over looking dead and gets swallowed up by a hole in the ground with vines, you'd have a reaction. You'd be panicking and running over to the spot. Freaking out! "Where'd they go?? What's going on??" Would be an understandable reaction.
But nothing. No one even moves an inch, they just watch, get blasted by a Cat, then it's over.
I thought at least Weiss would use her glyphs or something to charge at Neo or get to Ruby as fast as she could. Summon something to knock the cup out of her hand. Anything!! Why are they so.... apathetic about it? They're not even really horrified, they're just "Oh no... anyways." Like they saw someone slip and break something they were holding. Unfortunate, but oh well.
Don't even get me started on Yang's bitching earlier.
"Why'd she run off like that?!" "That wasn't upset that was-- ugh!! Why didn't she talk to us?!" "We weren't asking her to be perfect."
If you told me Yang hardly ever interacted with Ruby ever, let alone was her sister that 'supposedly' raised her, I'd believe you. The Hell kind of reaction is this when your sister runs away crying after expressing she wasn't doing ok?? Yes, Ruby brushed people off when they'd try to ask if she was ok, but even that is still an answer! Clearly she was not ok! And even when she'd be more vulnerable or sad, she was ignored or scolded for being sullen. How in the fuck was she supposed to open up?
I honestly don't know what is even gonna happen after this. 2 episodes left and the title character committed metaphorical suicide.
They'll either make it not matter, make her reset and forget everything, become someone else entirely, or nothing will change and she'll just have to be like "Yeah, so, my bad. Anyways, here's the exit guys"
This show makes me so tired....
#rwde#tw: suicide mention#tw suicide#please tell me if there are appropriate tags to use for this sort of thing#I wanna be sure no one has to see anything tgey dont want to#Unlike RT it seems#the fuck kind of content warning was that??#also also. side tangent. but anyone else feel that Roman & Pyrrah looked super off??#I felt like her model wasnt moving properly#her neck seemed weird and overall it was just uncanny valley#even Torchwick just didnt feel right#tag later#Knees Talkin#the younger me wants to see this series through. but current older me is noticing they're suffering just as much as me to see it like this#this show was a ghost of it's former self long long ago#and I thought I'd made my peace with that. but damn if it still doesnt hurt like hell
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Comparing my characters' most recent art to their first art makes me feel like a proud parent 😭😭😭 I can't believe how far they're come 🥹
#sorry just got a bit emo cause i realized some of their 'birthdays' were recently#one of my characters turned six years old a month ago#and then another turned three at the beginning of this month!!#its weird to even compare to a year ago#bcs even if i dont draw nearly as much as i did when i was younger i still have improved vast amnts#like youll look back at some art you remember being really good#and its not bad or anything but you compare it to your recent work#and its just like oh! wow! i didnt realize!#i think i just really have no sense of time passing#especially since the 2020s began...its just one big block of time#but yeah AAHHHHHHHHHH it just makes me happy#like just the fact that ive been drawing them for so long and still!#i can remember designing them in the first place 🥹#i wonder what younger catie would think#but yeah no i think its funny bcs your memory of drawing it is like 'wow this is peak art i cant improve from this'#and six years on you look at it like wow! its really been a while ;;;;;#but idk just very fond of how ive stuck by them and theyre w me i guess#probably personifying them in a way that seems deranged but#idc they are my beloveds <3#happy late birthdays :)#also going to post some oc art today :) hope you guys like it!#im happy to get to talk abt them bcs its like im in a fandom by myself bcs i think abt them so often 😭#catie.rambling.txt
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horrifying self recognition through the other aside this has been an actually not terrible start to The Family Gathering tbh
#my cousin who i havent really seen in a while came up to me and asked abt my pronouns because i came out to the fam a while ago#and he didnt really remember what id said (which. fair. its a big family w lots of things to remember)#and so he asked what my pronouns were and i told him and he promised that if he ever messed up i needed to make him#do like 5 or 10 pushups lmao#and ngl. its the sweetest thing anyone in this family has ever said to me abt that#everyone else has kinda just. moved on. and either forgotten that im not a girl or purposefully ignoring it.#and idk maybe i should stand up for myself a little more but ive been practically a doormat all my life#and idk. its hard using my voice and establishing boundaries when ive let ppl bulldoze over me for almost 20 years.#sigh. anyway.#im gonna be thinking about that all day tbh it was genuinely so sweet#and i am also being consumed by The Loneliness again <3#just. i want someone to just talk to about all this??? someone who isnt in my family because they all have stakes in it too?????#we're all grieving. i aint special.#i just want to talk to someone about it in person so they can hold my hand while i cry myself to sleep because ngl#thats what it looks like we're doing tonight#im just. tired of feeling alone in this enormous family where it seems like im the only odd man out#and also ykw the Not Having Any Irl Friends loneliness too. thats also pretty significant.#not saying my internet friends arent great i love yall so so so much but it has just been .#a really really long time since ive had a good cry n hug session w someone.#sigh. im tired i need to go to bed#winter speaks#personal
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Tumblr really is one of the last defenders of the: "ooopsy wooooopsy~ looks wike we had a wittle accident 👉👈🥺" style of error message
#there's something else i want to talk about re: old(ish) internet#that i kind of didnt realise had happened#I'll soft launch it here but i might make a full post of it yet#at work i like to watch edutainment vids in my breaks#because they tend to be 15~ mins long and also have subtitles#so I've watched all like to/m scott. map men.#and i started watching old vsauce Micheal here videos#and they don't really seem like 10 year old videos. like the style of them really holds up#EXCEPT probably 5 times a video he'll show us a 'really awesome website' or whatever#like. so many websites with really useful tools. or just showing information. or that are just kind of fun and interesting#like. websites built to do specific things and that share information in unique ways#and like. i remember so many websites like that. even some games that played with the concept#of what a website even is. what are the limits. projects that were not only interesting in themselves#but the way they were presented was slick and fascinating and interactive#do y'all. do you remember that?#there was so much of that 10+ years ago#where did they go. do they still exist? are they still made. are the old ones even still up or did costs get too high#and traffic too low#because i also don't remember them having ads. or maybe they did but just banner ads that went unnoticed#woes of emily
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i have not played other routes w intimate scenes but i will say F’s are so character-less i’m actually shocked and it doesnt SOUND like N and M’s are like that at all :( F’s route in general in book 3 is underwhelming to say the least. You can make a perky funny romance without the character lacking dimension (like i dont NEED the M or A or triangle angst), and I really thought by the third book in the series we’d get…something? but i fear it’s actually going backward, after playing through the first two books the 3rd is just F: Quips and Goofs Edition vs what i ASSUMED were setups in the first two (regarding their aversion to difficult emotions and abandonment issues) which get. Such scant mentions here they don’t feel relevant, especially because they neither impact F OR the detective.
All of the conflict, development, or cracks is starting to show with the other three vamps wrt their relationships and then poor F feels like an afterthought. right down to the romance scenes being so generic if you took their name out of it I wouldnt be able to tell you who it is. Even N can get into some shit w the detective in book 3 but F’s internal monologue and most scenes (save for the dinner with Verda) feels so half assed it’s disheartening. Idk if it’s just me, idk if I just happened to play it a way where it came across as such but I’m genuinely curious as to what other scant F-mancers out there think of them in this book. This is a critique of the writing, not my baby F themselves. In the romance route at least F is exactly the same as they were in book one, if not regressed. We got some backstory lore but thats not the same as character development.
#my post a day ago about me thinking f was stalling the relationship on purpose was actually giving the book too much credit#bc that 1 didnt happen and 2 THREE BOOKS IN and the author doesnt seem like she knows what she actually wants from F. STILL#long post#wayhaven spoilers#I STILL LIKED BOOK 3 IM JUST#KINDA BUMMED#i have other critiques about the entire package of book 3 but#ogh
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hiiiiiiii omg dropping by to say that even tho we've only been mutuals for a little bit I've been reading tpg since chapter 8 was posted (time flies btw!!!) and i NEED to let you know that ur characterizartion of satoru is my favorite ever it rlly rlly is like!!! you get him....
WAIT YOU READ TPG??? BROOO I HAD NO IDEA 😭 holy shit chapter 8 was AGES ago, god that was summer 2021. the passage of time just socked me in the face first thing in the morning
ahh u are so sweet!!! i love writing him so much...he's my favorite jjk character tbh and i think i have gojos past arc completely memorized from how hard i studied his characterization in the early days. everything beyond that is because i can see into his mind. thank u for your kind words!!!
#omg mutuals moment i really didnt even know you read it esp for so long#i followed cuz you seemed super cool & we have a lot in common#AND I WAS RIGHT#damn chapter 8. that was over a year and a half ago. ive really been writing this story THAT long. ouughhhh#planning to write all day today and this motivated me SO MUCH!! i hope you like 38. 30 chapters later from when u joined the family#seriously thank you!!!!#gojo supremacy#tpg
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