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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago
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Comparing my characters' most recent art to their first art makes me feel like a proud parent 😭😭😭 I can't believe how far they're come đŸ„č
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p0orbaby · 2 months ago
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i would love something from the “Spark Enough and Something Catches” universe đŸ„č was so happy for R allowing herself to be more vulnerable, would love to know how those two cuties are doing further down the line!
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You never thought you’d end up here—dating a world-famous footballer with legs for days and a laugh that makes your chest feel weird, but here you are, sitting at your kitchen table, staring at a bouquet of flowers she sent you. Just because she can. Of course, they’re perfectly arranged, like something out of a magazine that you’d flip through absentmindedly in a dentist’s office, all pastels and thoughtful greenery. You wouldn’t even be surprised if the florist’s apprentice cried while tying the ribbon, overwhelmed by the sheer beauty of their creation.
The card attached? “Hope these brighten your day, even if you don’t like football. xo, A.”
You’ve been staring at it for about 15 minutes, wondering if this is what people in normal, functional relationships do. Get flowers. Smile. Maybe cry a little, but the good kind. You’d text a thank you, but you’ve already said thanks for the dinner last night, the ride home, and her cooking, which honestly made you feel inadequate. You are now 90% sure you’ve been overthanking her for everything and it’s becoming suspicious. God, the flowers. What are you supposed to do with these? You don’t even own a proper vase.
She’s always surprising you, though. It’s her thing. Like when she made pancakes at 3 a.m. because you mentioned offhand you were craving something sweet, and there she was in your kitchen, half-asleep but determined, whisking batter like her life depended on it. You tried to help, but she gave you that look—half-amused, half-“don’t you dare”—so you just sat and watched. How does someone like her, so capable and graceful on the field, manage to make something as simple as cooking pancakes seem like a scene from a romantic comedy?
And then there’s you, a certified mess, who can barely manage to keep the houseplants alive. You once killed a succulent, a plant specifically designed to withstand neglect, and you still don’t know how it happened. But she didn’t care about that. She just laughed when you told her, like she found it charming. Like that was somehow endearing instead of a flashing neon sign that you have no business being trusted with anything living.
The first time she came over to your place, she brought dinner—because, of course, she did—and you remember her standing in your tiny kitchen, eyeing the pile of dishes in the sink. You were mortified, but she just rolled up her sleeves and started washing them. “I can’t concentrate with these staring at me,” she said, and that was that. It took you five whole minutes to figure out how to process that. What kind of person does that? And why does she keep looking at you like you’re the most interesting thing in the room, when you’re 99% sure you’re the human equivalent of a cat that’s just fallen off the sofa?
You get the feeling she knows what she’s doing, though. She’s patient. Calculated. Like on the field, but now the game’s you, and she’s just waiting for you to realize you’re already cornered. She’s not wrong. You’re screwed.
So, you text her, finally, trying to play it cool. “Thanks for the flowers, very thoughtful. You didn’t have to.”
Her reply is almost immediate. “I know I didn’t have to. I wanted to”
You stare at the message. Of course she did.
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billlydear · 2 years ago
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Billy and his rings đŸ«  anything you want to say is amazing
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HC - BILLY HARGROVE AND HIS RINGS (BILLY HARGROVE X READER)
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okay, so if my memory serves me he only wears the one consistently, but he's got others on his dresser, right? i'm thinking that maybe they're all special to him, that's why he has them, but the one that he wears every day is the most special.
not to make things terribly sad, but i think his mom probably gave it to him, maybe even the night before she left. she came into his room, shook him awake, slipped it around his neck on a chain, kissed his forehead, told him to keep it safe, and that she loved him a lot. he just smiled all sleepily and promised he'd keep it safe for her, he didn't know why she was taking so long to look at him and smile at him with tears in her eyes. then the next morning he woke up to neil shouting, and she was gone.
when you start dating, he probably thinks about giving you one off of his dresser, but he doesn't for a while. he's still too scared to commit, sure he's your boyfriend and you're his girlfriend but one day you could just up and leave like his mom did, and he doesn't want you taking that much of him with you, if he can help it. but then, the first time you ever come over, definitely when neil is gone, you're poking around his room, snooping in his stuff, and he's sitting back on his bed watching you amusedly. you come across his dish of rings and poke around in there, examining the bands and their patterns.
'pretty,' you murmur, brushing your finger over a silver one that's got a design stamped into it. he knows which one you're holding, and he's still somewhat cautious about you leaving, even if you've told him a thousand times you won't, but it's not the one around his neck, so he decides he'll trust you that much.
'keep it', he grunts, looking down at the one on his middle finger to avoid the eye contact he knows you're trying to make with him, "It can be, like, a couple-y thing. Just- uh.. keep it safe."
he's looking down at his hands in his lap so the only way he knows you're on the bed is when it dips, and you crawl on all-fours to pop your face below his own, peering up at him with a cheesy grin
'you sap,' you giggle, and even though he wants to retreat back into his shell at the teasing, even though he wants to be mean and brush it off, he doesn't, because you lean up to kiss him, and he doesn't have time to think before you're breaking away and turning to sit against his chest.
you maneuver between his legs, slumped down so that your head lays on his chest, and you reach for his hand, the one with the ring. yours is on your middle finger too, so when you lace your hands together, they clink against each other, slotting into place.
"There," You tip your head back so that his chin is snug against your crown, "They match now. We match now."
God, he's so glad that you're sitting with your back to him, because he bites back the biggest, sappiest, most puppy-like smile in the world.
and what's even better, you don't take yours off. He assumes you'll swap it out depending on outfits, moods, days, etc, but you don't. it's part of you now, just like his mom's ring is part of him, and he doesn't miss what that says about the way you feel about him.
he secretly adores the way your cheek is stamped with the mark of his mom’s band when you fall asleep with your face on his hand đŸ„č if he notices it before you’re awake he’ll kiss the mark all soft and sweet
sometimes, he has to take his mom's ring off. during the shower it gets caught in his hair and pulls, hard, so whenever he's showering while you're around, he hands it to you instead of setting it on the counter. or when he's doing the dishes, he doesn't want it to get old food on it, so he places it in your palm, tells you to take it for a little while, and tries not to smile at the sight of it around your finger.
you always always always remember to give it back to him, though, because you know how much it means to him. except.. one night. he'd been washing your dinner plates, and he'd handed it off to you distractedly. He watched you put it on just to be sure, but then you'd had to rush home because of the time, and he didn't remember to grab it back from you, nor did you remember to take it off and slip it back to him.
it means that exactly seven minutes and twenty-three seconds after getting into bed that night, he starts getting drowsy and tucks his hand under his pillow, and in doing so, sees that it's... bare. he's instantly in a panic, stomach dropping and eyes widening. he is not sleepy anymore, he's shooting out of bed and grabbing the phone like it owes him money
he knows you have it, he's trying to tell himself that it's okay, but neil has always called him.. not so nice things.. for wearing a ring, a ladies' ring, and he can't shake the idea that maybe he'd gotten his hands on it somehow. his fingers are shaking, almost too much to dial your number. but he gets it eventually, and he hopes he’s not breathing too shakily against the receiver.
you barely get a, ‘hello?’ out before he blurts, “Y/N, you have my ring, right?”
“Oh, Billy,” you glance down at your hand, and, sure enough, it’s there, “I’m sorry! I just forgot, I-”
“It’s fine,” he audibly sighs, trying to calm his pounding heart, “It’s fine. Just- keep it safe, okay? Can I get it from you tomorrow?”
“of course,” you promise, and even though he’s anxious about not having it on his hand, he knows he can trust you with it, “See you tomorrow, Billy.”
he asks you for it first thing, he barely even hugs you before he’s staring at your hand, his ring definitely not on it, “Uh, babe, you got my ring?”
“Here,” You reach into the neckline of your shirt, pulling out a chain that his mom’s ring is strung on, “I just gotta-”
while you unclasp it, Billy watches with a funny feeling in his heart. it’s a scene from his memory, a sweet creature with his mama’s ring around their neck. All at once his mom’s words hit him, and he realizes it’s never been safer. It’s important to him, and so are you. You’re his safe place, and his mom would have loved you, he knows that. For the first time he’s sure you won’t leave, he knows you won’t.
he also thinks that maybe she was never talking about the ring in the first place. Maybe she was talking to the ring, taking a symbol of her love and asking it to keep her baby safe. And it feels right to pass it on, to make sure his mama keeps you safe too. So he reaches back to where you’re fumbling with the clasp, pulling your hands away from it.
“You can keep it.” He decides, leaning in to kiss your forehead, “Just.. keep it safe, okay?” And maybe he doesn’t know who he’s talking to either. Maybe it’s you, maybe it’s the ring, but either way, he wants it around your neck.
you’re stunned, for more reasons than one. First, of course, it’s his mom’s. He’s told you about it before, that’s why you’re always so diligent about getting it back to him safe. And second, he’s never done that to you before. Sure, he kisses your face when you’re about to sleep, maybe his lips against your cheek or your nose, but he doesn’t usually let himself get sappy enough to grab your face and kiss your forehead. You want to push back, to insist that he keeps his special ring, but this obviously means a lot to him, more than you’ll ever understand.
so you keep it, and now you have two of his rings on you at all times. He touches them a lot, he’ll fiddle with your necklace or spin the one around your finger, but he never takes them back, and that’s how you know he loves you
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moonlightflowerss · 1 year ago
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you can call it as it is|j.yh
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summary: You and Yunho are the designated drivers for a night out with your friends
pairing: Jeong Yunho x gn reader
word count: 4k
genre: friends to lovers, slice of life, fluff
contents: mention of smoking, mutual pining, reader is very afraid of romantic feelings, Yunho is sickeningly sweet (let me know if I missed something), one of your friends is in a polyamorous relationship with woosan
a/n: This is wayyyy longer than my usual works but I felt shitty and needed some comfort. Also, I'm sorry for any mistakes, English is not my first language đŸ„č.
You love your friends, you really do.
But sometimes you really wish they were a little less noisy as soon some alcohol got into their systems.
It's twelve of you inside the karaoke room, all jamming and vibing to the songs playing.
And out of all of these people, just you and Yunho are completely sober as good designated drivers should be.
You have known this group for just a few months. You wouldn't say you're super close yet, but you really enjoy their company and you can really see yoirslef growing very close with them, plus one of your friend (the one that introduced your group to theirs) is in a lovey-dovey relationship with two of them so you know you find your group hanging out with theirs almost every time you go out and you will for quite some time. So you just feel lucky that they're all people you feel comfortable around and have fun with for now.
When someone in the group chat asked to do something tonight, you were pretty sure it would've been something not too crazy, just a chill night out with your friends.
Everything took a turn when you proposed for everyone to come over to your place since you were alone.
From the table games night you imagined, it became the "let's get shitface drunk and get home when the sun rises".
It was quite a turn of events but you didn't really mind it, you are enjoying yourself and so are your friends. Clearly.
Most of them are singing and dancing like their life depended on it while others were eating each other's faces out.
You get out of the cramped space for just a second to have a breathe and get a bottle of water before going back in and facing an inner crisis that you knew from the start would've happened sooner or later.
Out of all the sofas, going almost all the way around the room, the only available seats were either sides of Yunho.
He is the only other sober person in the room. You knew you had to talk with him at some point, but you just wanted to postpone it as long as you could.
It's not that you don't like him.
Actually, the problem is the exact opposite.
You aren't a very smooth talker to start with.
Entertaining any kind of conversation for you is a whole, complicated task. More so if you're completely sober and you have a (not so) small crush on your interlocutor.
You close the door behind you and make eye contact with him while moving towards the seat beside his and he just gives you a kind smile following your movements until you're sitting beside him, making a little bit more room for you to sit comfortably.
《how's your night going? everything okay?》he asks as soon as you settle on the soft cushions, leaning away from the back rest and slightly towards you to make sure you hear him over the noises
《yeah, I'm having a lot of fun, but sometimes I really need to get a little bit of fresh air from outside》 you answer honestly, chuckling lightly for reasons unknown even to you
《yes, it's very warm》 he just states, nodding and dropping back against the backrest. You understand that this is your cue to either drop the conversation or to make it continue.
You lean against the backrest just a few seconds after him, gaining another small smile from his lips.
《how is your night going? are you enjoying being the designated driver?》 you ask, ironically, making him laugh
《I don't think I remember how it feels going out and not be the designated driver》 he states with faux annoyance on his face before smiling brightly 《joking, I enjoy it very much and the night is going very well. Also, for once, I have someone not drunk to talk to, so...》 he laughs lightly and you with him, internally panicking, feeling every idea you had to continue the conversion, die in the back of your mind.
But Yunho quickly puts a remedy to that by looking at the time on his phone.
《it's quite late, whenever you want to go we can. Don't feel pressured to really wait until the sun rises just because Wooyoung proposed it》 he chuckles, and you shake your head amused
《I don't think he remembers what he said anyway》 you state, eyeing wooyoung sipping his nth glass of wine, struggling to even keep his spine straight and still.
You and Yunho laugh at the scene, shaking your heads.
《anyway, i think i can handle a little more before going home. But if you want to go, we can》 you give him a timid smile, suddenly aware of how close you two are.
He gives another smile back and nods 《I'd say we should take another ten minutes to relax, and then we will think on how to drag all of them into the cars》 he chuckles, making you nod
《I'm going out to smoke a cigarette, wanna keep me company?》 the words leave your mouth before you can think about them throughly, making yourself blush.
Luckily, he can't see it because the room is dark, green and blue lights are the only source of illumination in the room. But you can feel it very clearly, and it gets even worse when he just nods and gets up, stretching a hand out to help you.
You grab it more shyly than you wanted to show, letting him help you to get on your high heels.
Your hands and your eye contact linger a little more than what you would expect from the situation before you turn to collect your jacket and quickly put it on.
《let's go》 you give him a quick smile before moving to go outside.
Once you are finally met with the cold air of the night, you take a deep breath, leaning against a wall.
Yunho is settling against the car in front of you, looking at you attentively.
《you think they'll survive without both of us?》 you ask to break the ice, laughing more than you normally would; but the way he's looking at you is making you feel so tense it's nerve-wracking
《they'll find a way, i really needed the fresh air》 he answers, chuckling before resuming his staring.
He's not a creep, you don't feel in danger or uneasy, but you're anxious because you have no idea of what he's thinking, and you know he's thinking something very intently just by the way he's looking up an down your every inch with a concentrated face.
You keep your eyes on your hands, scrambling to gather everything you need to roll yourself a cigarette.
《everything okay?》 you ask, breaking the silence, refusing to look at his face.
You can still imagine his cheeks are now red from the way your peripheral vision catches him squirming uncomfortably like a kid that is being scolded.
《I'm sorry I didn't mean to stare》 he clears his throat 《I haven't really got a chance to be around you a lot even if our groups hang out frequently so, you know, I was collecting facts about you?》 he says questioningly before shaking his head 《I have no idea what I just said I'm sorry》 he's blushing and looking away from you while laughing nervously and you can't help but find him so cute it makes you want to punch him.
You know it's your fault that you two never really get around each other a lot.
To be clear: you adore the man.
Everything about him is mesmerizing to you, and that is terrifying.
And, as much as you wanted to, nothing seemed convincing enough for you to make a move. Not even your friends telling you that he likes you back a hundred times.
You just couldn't wrap your head around it, so you just decided that it was an absurd impression they got.
All of these things together resulted in avoiding alone time with him as a way to cope with your crush, fearing that your fluttering heart might betray the chill and uninterested appearance you were trying so hard to build.
You laugh, blushing as much as him, waiting a few seconds before speaking again 《and you found something interesting?》 you have no idea what to give the blame for this uncharacteristic forwardness.
He's taken aback as much as you, and you can't bring yourself to hold eye contact for more than three seconds, looking away and finishing to roll your cigarette so you can finally light it.
《not sure I want to share my observations with you》 he tries to contain his laugh behind an ironic intellectual tone
《what? but now I'm curious》 you complain
《you can survive, darling》 he smirks, his voice gaining confidence by the second.
You shake your head in fake annoyance, the pet name making you way more weak than you would like to admit.
A nice silence settles between you two, just enjoying the quiet and the breeze of the night.
In between the drags of your cigarette, you are looking around, trying not to stare at the tall man in front of you for too long.
But your attention is caught when you see him stare somewhere above you, following his gaze and catching a speck of the moon.
Delicately, you move beside him to be able to see its entirety and relish the view.
You make your shoulders accidentally touch, but he doesn't move, so neither do you.
《it looks amazing》 he comments, and you just make a noise of assent, so fascinated you can't take the eyes off of it.
But now you can feel he's looking at you, staring at your loving expression and following the movements of your hand moving the cigarette towards and away from your mouth.
Your skin shivers with anticipation, feeling like you're in a movie.
Both of you are moving ever so slowly towards each other.
His hand touches you with a delicacy you didn't think any human could have, and tucks some hair behind your ear, looking intently at what he's doing.
You can't help but look at him, if it was a movie you would've said that it was a cliche, the two protagonists don't even know each other that well and are already acting like they are the loves of each other's lives? Cringe and unrealistic.
But now you can't put together a sigle thought, only wishing he won't leave you hanging like they do in movies.
《I like the way you look at the moon》 it's a little more than a whisper, his fingers lingering behind your ear, playing gently with your hair
《I love the moon, it fascinates me like just a few other things in this world do》 you explain, your cigarette forgot between your fingers
《what are these other few things?》 he asks curiously, you think you see a glint of hope in his eyes, but maybe you're just feeding into your delusions
《I'm not sure I want to share that with you》 you repeat his words back to him, laughing and leaning slightly in his touch.
He opens his hand, giving you the chance to rest your cheek comfortably against his palm. So you tilt your head further against him.
《devious little thing you are》 he says with a little smile, his kind and warm tone in contrast with his words.
You can feel his fingers curling against your scalp, caressing it, always with the same delicacy.
《finish your cigarette so we can go home》 he says, kindly, gently stroking your cheekbone with his thumb a couple more times before moving away his hand.
There is a little disappointment settling inside your chest, but you just nod and resume your smoking.
《your hair is even softer than what i thought》 he states, his hand finding again purchase in between the strands of hair on the nape of your neck, caressing it gently
《you think about my hair a lot?》 you ask, mischievous, adoring his embarrassed reactions and his slightly flushed cheeks
《you mock me a lot for someone who can't concentrate enough to smoke as soon as i touch you》 he bites back, making your cheeks flush as much as his.
You feel like two teens trying to cope with their first crush, resorting to sneering and teasing each other.
You roll your eyes, making a display of an annoyance you don't really feel before resuming, once again, your smoke.
It doesn't take you long before you are forced to pull apart from Yunho to throw the cigarette stub in the trash and looking back at him.
《let's go call them》 you announce, tiredness seeping from your voice.
He nods and follows right behind you up until the door for the karaoke room
《take your things, I'll convince them to leave》 he smiles kindly before going in.
After quickly checking in with the barman that everything got paid for, you followed Yunho, gathering your bag and some of your friends.
It takes quite a struggle to make everybody get out of the pub and inside the car, but once you're finally done, you and Yunho smile at each other.
《I'll be behind you》 he states
《if you can keep up》 you tease, and he gives you a quick chuckle before looking at you apprehensively
《don't speed》
《damn, dad, okay》 you roll your eyes before laughing and getting into the car.
Both you and Yunho know that you are not the type to drive too fast, especially with people with you, but he likes to show that he cares and you like to feel when people care about you.
The ride to your home is quicker and quieter than you anticipated.
You throw a glance at the clock of your car noting it's past 4 in the morning so you imagine the euphoria your friends were feeling, given by the alcohol, now must be starting to be replaced by tiredness and you really enjoy the relaxed mood in your car.
Once you finally park it takes another few minutes to get everybody out of the cars, specially out of Yuno's since the 2 supplemental seats in the back required some mobility that your friends really don't have right now.
Regardless, everybody is finally home, and since the majority of the beds are upstairs most of your friends decide to just crush on the sofa or on the ground heedless of your and Yunho's effort to put them in a slightly more comfortable place.
So you just looked at each other and shrugged.
He smiles at you and, once again, tucks the same strand of hair behind your ear.
《let's go to sleep》 he suggests and although you feel tired you don't feel sleepy, but most of all now that you finally mustered up the courage to be alone with him you don't want to let it go just yet
《do you want a cup of tea?》 that's all that came to mind to try and stay in Yunho's company a little more.
He smiles sincerely and nods.
You give his hand, still beside your face, a gentle squeeze before going to prepare the teas as quietly as possible since everybody seemed knocked out.
Handing him his cup once it was done you get close to him 《it's better if we go upstairs, so we can leave them rest》 you whisper and, again, he nods and follows you.
《this is my room》 you say, opening the door.
You fear for a second that he might misunderstand your intention so you just stand still on the door, waiting for him to do something.
And he doesn't take long at all, getting into your room and sitting on the office chair comfortably.
《it's very nice》 he says kindly, spinning around the chair while looking around
《thanks, it took me a lot to finally find a place for everything that actually satisfied me》 you explain before sipping your tea
《I think the room tells a lot about the person》
《and what does it say about me?》 you ask, sincerely curios, but it takes one glance from Yunho to roll your eyes 《don't even try to say that you don't want to tell me》 you ironically scold him and he laughs
《you can't force me to say this》 he teases and you roll your eyes again.
And you keep shifting around teasing and getting to know each other, back and forth. Basking yourselves in the heart fluttering feeling you both have.
Soon enough both your cups are empty and both of you get relaxed, you on the bed and him still on the chair. Much so that you fall asleep without even fully realizing it.
In fact, you wake up an unknown amount of time later, shivering. The sun starting to slowly light up the sky.
You are in the same position in which you were talking with Yunho: laying on your side at the bottom of your bed to be close enough to the tall man.
He, just as you, is in the same position in which he was talking to you: on the chair, legs slightly spread and his arms crossed over his chest.
What is different was his clothing. In fact, the hoodie he was wearing all night is not around his fit torso anymore, but lovely spread over your curled body like a blanket.
You took a second to stretch your legs and spine before looking at Yunho.
His relaxed face is a delight to see, waking him feels almost criminal.
But you reason that he probably isn't that comfortable on the chair, plus he must be cold since he's just in a tight black t-shirt.
Your hand pats lightly his thigh, then his arms a little harder, then caresses his cheek until he finally regains consciousness.
《sorry to wake you, do you want to go to bed?》 you whisper.
He barely opens his eyes, putting a hand over yours.
《I'd love to sleep with you if it's okay for you》 he mumbles, still clearly groggy, before kissing your palm and closing his eyes back again, pressing his cheek against your hand.
You chuckle, it's not what you asked but you're glad he misinterpreted.
《come on, then》 you whispered again, soliciting him to get up by using your free hand to pat his thigh.
He sighs and stretches before coming into the bed quickly followed by you.
Now that you're so close, you feel sleepiness leave your body immediately. Forcing yourself to close your eyes trying not to disturb Yunho.
After just a few second his fingertips graze over your cheek and your eyes automatically open to meet his.
《do you have something I can wear as pants, sleeping with jeans is really uncomfortable》he whispers laughing quietly. You nod and move to give him a pair of unisex, oversized sweatpants hoping they will fit.
He thanks you and goes to the bathroom to change and so do you in your room, slipping into a pair of pajama pants and a t-shirt.
Reality is: you're panicking. You're afraid you are the only one feeling what you're feeling and now he feels uneasy, looking for an excuse to put some distance in between you two.
When he comes back you're zoning out on the bed, sitting and staring into the void.
His gentle touch against your cheek snaps you out of it, making you instinctively turn to meet his gaze.
《they're a little short but I'll be fine》 he comments, amused by the lenght of the sweats 《now let's go to sleep》 he suggests getting back into bed and silently suggesting you to come closer by caressing your arm and then your back.
You stay still for a few seconds, taking in the idea that he was not trying to get away from you. Quite the opposite actually.
Before he could worry you complied, scooting closer into his chest and starting to play with his hair.
《what's on your mind?》 he asks whispering, his lips kissing softly your forehead.
You rise your head to meet his eyes.
His soft gaze making a small smile form on your face.
《nothing... it's nice being like this》 you whisper back, hoping you're not as flushed as you think
《I thought you would avoid me forever》 he chuckles
《what? I wasn't avoiding you》 you were
《you were》 he repeats your thought before bringing his face closer to yours, your heart almost bursting out your chest 《but it's fine because now I know why you were doing it》
《and why is that?》
《because you're head over heels for me》 he states, chuckling, trying to mask the fear to be wrong although you can still read it in his eyes
《head over heels is a bit too much》 you mock annoyance in your voice, your smile giving you away
《that's a shame because I am》 he's back to his soft, delicate whispering.
His eyes looking at you in anticipation, hoping he didn't say too much.
You don't even think about it, moving forward until your lips finally collide.
You feel him smile against you, holding you close to his chest, squeezing the fabric of your shirt in between his fingers almost like to stop you from slipping away.
You hold him too. Never in a million years even thinking about leaving now that you're finally here.
And you don't know how long you have been kissing when he delicately moves his face away.
《how much more time you wanted to gatekeep from me these kissing skills?》 he chuckles, grazing a thumb over your lips.
You burst out laughing, struggling to keep quiet and put your embarassed face back against his long neck 《go to sleep, dumbass》
《will you give me classes?》 he jokes, clearly amused by you embarassed face, trying to pull you from where you're hiding; but you're quick to turn over giving him your back and conceal your face with your hands
《shut up》 you laugh again
《alright, okay, I'll give you time to think about it》 he concedes, laughing in return.
He tightens his arms around you, pressing your back against his chest, before gently taking your hands off your face and intertwine his fingers with yours.
《good night, baby》 you feel him lever himself to be able to kiss delicately your cheek.
You smile and squeeze his hand closer to your body 《good night》 you say simply and close your eyes.
After just a few seconds, Yunho is hoisting himself back up, and you feel him look at you, so you open back your eyes to look at him.
《what’s wrong?》
《I can’t sleep》
《you didn’t even try》
《I did, I can’t》 the dramatic tone he is using it’s making it very hard for you to play along without burst out laughing
《I feel like you’re about to ask me something》
《not my fault if I’m sure that making out with you would help me》
And, laughing, you gladly comply.
You couldn’t say no, and you wouldn’t anyway.
But eventually, sleep got the best of the both of you.
Your bodies still tangled together, and his head is still on your chest when your sleep gets interrupted by some noises out your door and Yunho’s phone vibrating beside him.
《Yunho, wake up》 you stroke his hair, making him curl further against you
《unless someone’s dying, I don’t wanna wake up》 he mumbles, making you chuckle
《yeah I wanna go check if someone’s dying. Also, someone’s calling you》
He grunts and shuffles to find his phone before looking back at you, already out of the bed 《please be quick, I really want to go back to sleep》 he whines before calling whoever it was.
Venturing outside your room, you find your best friend with her face shoved in the toilet and one of her two boyfriends, Wooyoung, holding back her hair.
《you need help?》
《oh no, thank you, San went to get her some water. Sorry for waking you up》 he answers, smiling brightly like nothing’s wrong
《oh no worries, just tell me if you need something, okay?》 you smile back, and he nods before smirking
《you sure you don’t have anything to tell me?》 his eyebrows going up and down
《check your girlfriend’s well-being, Wooyo》 you scoff laughing before leaving the bathroom and going back to your room.
Yunho is lying on his back, an arm covering his eyes, and his hair splayed on the pillow.
《who was on the phone?》 you ask softly, to not startle him
《Hongjoong, but you’ll know as soon as you meet him》 he shakes his head amused, and you look at him questioningly, getting back in bed beside him
《what do you mean?》
《he came in earlier to check if there was an empty bed and saw us sleep together, and now he wants to know every detail》 he explains, his voice somewhere in between exhausted and amused.
It’s gonna be a long day.
The thought makes a small smile come up on your face and sigh.
《what?》 his curious eyes find yours
《nothing, I’ve seen Hongjoong question Yeosang when he wanted him to spill the tea about the chick he kissed in the pub the night before, so I was imagining how he will be with us》
《and what are you imagining you’ll say, then?》 he asks, hovering on top of you.
His head is tilted, fingers delicately grazing over your cheek and his eyes light up with a sparkle of hope, you think.
You love how he’s constantly wearing his heart on his sleeve and that’s also what kept you from get to close to him before yesterday night.
You’re terrified at the idea of seeing that spark die out because of you.
《what are you thinking?》 his gentle tone snaps you out of your swirling thoughts
《I am afraid I’ll give the wrong answer》 you admit, your voice quieter than what you anticipated
《just say what you’re thinking. If you’re feeling it, it can’t be wrong》 he comforted you, sitting up and pulling you gently to sit up with him
《I don’t want you to feel obligated, I fear I’m moving too fast》
《baby, just say it, I can take it》 he smiles, cupping your face with both his hands
《maybe we should, I don’t know, start to
 seeing each other I guess, maybe?》 you ask, you feel so anxious it makes you mad
《that’s disappointing, I thought you were about to ask me to marry you》 he mocks you, making you blush
《shut up》 a chuckle betraying you, your eyes avoiding his and your cheeks on fire
《how am I supposed to know? Maybe you wanted a kid, your premises were vague》 he laughed, starting to press pecks all over your flushed face, hovering over your lips before speaking again 《not sure I want a child yet, but for sure I want to date, you can call it as it is》 he mocks before kissing you tenderly.
All of your negative thoughts immediately leaving your head, silently promising yourself you’ll do everything to keep this giant, amazing man and his spark safe.
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jarofstyles · 2 years ago
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i would love a blurb about “You again” Harry and Yn going back to the cafe they went to together after reuniting at the dating location!!! Maybe a few years have passed and they wanted to go back because it shows how far they've come as a couple. They're all soft and Harry's just as enamoured with her that he was the very first day he saw her—but this time they have a little boy at home who has her soft nose and some of his features just like he hopedđŸ„č
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“Excuse me, pretty lady. Can I buy you a coffee?” Y/N felt hands covering her eyes which had made her bristle, but the husky voice behind her coaxed a silly grin from her mouth. Of course. He had to be cheesy.
“I don’t know. I have a very handsome, strong, scary husband at home. He may not take kindly to strange men buying me coffee.” She retorted, suddenly getting her vision back as his hands spun her around to face him. He was handsome in his blazer and button up, his faux scowl making him look even more delicious.
“Damn right I would. But thank you for the compliments. I’m glad to know my wife is very committed to me.” He melted into his own small grin, leaning down to kiss the top of her nose. His voice dropped to a whisper. “Hi, beautiful. Can’t believe we’re back here.”
Taking a look around, Y/N couldn’t believe it either. It had been 6 years to the day they met in this very coffee shop. So much had happened but somehow the place had managed to stay mostly the same. “Mhm. The place where it all started. It’s a bit crazy, isn’t it?” She placed his hand in her own as Harry led her to the very booth they had first locked eyes on each other. Luckily it was vacant, so Harry had stolen it for them.
“It is. I wish we could have brought the baby.” He sighed. Their son was 3 now, having time with Harry’s mum while they had their annual date. This just happened to be the anniversary of the day they met. The ring on her finger symbolized their other anniversary. It hadn’t been long after they rekindled that they got engaged. Some may say it was rushed, but Harry referred to it as “when you know, you know.” Y/N teased him about wanting to lock her down quickly, but never had much to say after he reminded her of how quickly she said yes.
“One day we can take him here with us. Just not date night, hm? It’s the designated time for us to simply be a couple.” She kicked his foot under the table, initiating a casual game of footsie. Something Harry never understood why she liked so much but indulged because she liked to have the comfort. “Besides, I remember the day I saw you. You were so handsome but that first time you seemed distracted.” Now she knew why. But back then she hadn’t. “We clicked right away so I was so confused why I barely heard from you after. I’m glad you came back to find me.” Even if was a while after.
“It was driving me crazy. I couldn’t stop thinking about you. And you love that I’m an old man so obviously I didn’t have much to worry about.” He joked, wrapping his hand around hers. There was a slight interruption of their coffees being brought to them, but their banter never faltered. It hadn’t after years of marriage.
“You’d think the decor would have changed but it looks the exact same. Like a time capsul.” She looked around at the same painting she had stared at during other speed rounds of those dates when she didn’t want to look the people in the eyes. Harry had been the one she couldn’t tear her eyes from.
“Kind of nice though. Nostalgia.” He replied, taking his own sweep. “I’ll always love this place. It brought me to you. The best decision of my life was trying to find you again.” His thumb swiped her knuckle as he kissed her cheek again. Still years into their marriage and he was unable to keep away from her.
“And your worst mistake was leaving me the first.” Y/N liked to tease him about it because he would trip over himself. This time though, she got the side eye and a scoff, his all knowing nod enough of an answer. “I’m glad you came back to try and find me. You swept me off my feet. I never imagined meeting someone and feeling connected to them so easily.” They’d gone through why it had hurt the first time they left without exchanging information and that sometimes; the soul just knows. The second time had just been a confirmation. Harry had really thought he was jumping the gun and he was a bit odd for liking her as much as he did but now he knew why.
“Me either. I’ll never take you for granted. Gave me the most beautiful baby and all your love. I couldn’t ask for more.” Y/N rewarded him with a kiss on the cheek, right where the dimple caved into his skin. It was her signature move when she had made him smile after their first few real dates to map out where they were so she could always aim there. “I’m just glad our dates can be much longer now. Speed dates with you aren’t long enough.” She twirled the wedding ring on his finger. “I need many lifetimes.”
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xskullytonx · 1 month ago
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Hiya, xskullytonx. Would you be willing to share why your previous Faust listener fit into Finn's listener role (Ashe, June 15)? Were the facts in this decision lined up in both character design and backstory, or more the former? and thank you for your YV content. your work is all so adorable. great to see them loved in your art
Aaaa thank you I’m always happy to draw them đŸ„č💖
forgive me if what I say doesn’t make sense,, I’ll do what I can and just say whatever comes up and hope it does bc it’s a little odd and complex ?? At least I think so ^^”
it has to do with the backstory I had in mind for Ashe, and a “headcanon?” after listening to both Finn and the first two Faust audio where it took place at the coffee shop (since yv said something about making changes for both him and his listener [my brain is too fried to remember, feel free to correct me]) while I was working on her, and a light bulb lit up from there-
What I originally had in mind was that she met barista!Finn but some turned of events had happened *looks at asherah* to where Ashe wakes up in an “alteration” of the world and start to have an unstable ability where she could travel/foresee(??) visions of different realities/realms in her sleep/dreams while being unaware of it and using those “dreams” as inspiration for her side jobs (art/seamstress stuff). she then gets a job opportunity at the coffee shop where she’ll meet Faust first, then later on crossing paths with gv!finn
And that’s the short and basic explanation of what my brain can give. there’s more to it but it’s still needs more work , I’m also considering on designing her. though I did say I was going for something simple, I don’t feel satisfied with the design the more I look at it
I hope that answers your question 💀👉👈
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tojisun · 5 months ago
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HI SUNNY HONEY (it rhymes bc it's true, you lovely lovely person)
i went to the british museum today and i love that place v much it's maybe my favourite place in London (I am.. nerd). me being brown i have mixed feeling about all the "donations" (COLONIAL THIEVERY) that are there BUT this is one of my favourite sculptures ever and I want to show you hehe
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it's the crouching venus and i thinks she's so pretty!! i don't have hip dips but she does and whenever i see people online being insecure about them all i can think about is the fact that the goddess of beauty has those same features!! they're gorgeous!! and her bit of pudge is just yum validating.
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the first one's of twin deities apollo and artemis slaying the 12 children of niobe bc she boasted to their mum (leto) that she has so many more kids. petty petty gods
the second one is from south india (looks tamil but may be from a diff southern state im not too sure) but it's v pretty and I like it lots :)
i love sculptures they're so pretty and so impressive. my favourite ever i think is the Veiled Virgin - the folds of marble are actually like insane
this is... a colossal rant of nonsense but i hope i haven't bored you right to sleep
drink WATER and eat yummy food love you lots sunđŸ•șđŸ•ș
HI VIOLET MY BELOVED (it sorta RHYMES! and it is true because you are just such lovely soul)
this is not a colossal rant of nonsense—this is a colossal rant of what you love and for that i’m sat đŸ„č thank you for sharing pictures to me!! the british museum is one of the places ive always wanted to visit (but also wanting to boycott because of their colonial thievery!!!) and its so full of pretty (STOLEN) artifacts hhhhh
i love love that sculpture of venus. in my ancient roman class, we talked sm about sculptures of her and, how, rome is not as open w nude so those who are fashioned using the portrait type of venus is denoting a message of how they’re as beautiful as venus or they’re as bountiful as venus. or smthn like that!! i have hip dips and seeing venus have it is so đŸ„č
apollo and artermis’ devotion to their mother is quite
fascinating, to say the least. i remember that the first myth ik of them with their mother was the one where they slayed the giant tityus because he attempted to rape leto. i was ultimately hooked with the three of them.
that (possibly) tamil sculpture is so rich in detail! the leafery design surrounding the deity, as well as the jewels shes adorning; the pose and the facial expression; the regality!!! oh but im obsessed
and i love the veiled virgin sculpture too!! its so fascinating how sculptures can make marble look see through???? LIKE? HOW
heres some snapshots of what we have in our museum too! its located in my university so i cant rlly disclose heheh but-
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take care of yourself too oki?? i love you lots!!!
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italeean · 1 year ago
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HIHI ELLE!! AAAAAAAA CONGRATS ON 350 FOLLOWERS!! YOURE SO COOOL!! Remember me when you’re famous 😞✊ I know I’m not rly in the t community but I hope it’s okay I send an ask for the event?? My hobbies are reading, writing, drawing, painting, sculpting, video editing, and video games. I love psychology and literature, both classic and more recent. I also like webtoons and manwhas. I don’t like parties or big groups of people, or watching sports. I prefer one on one interaction or small groups of people, and going outdoors and exploring rather than going to a crowded place in a city. I hope it’s ok I participate in this event if I’m not too much into the t community, but I’m very much so a ler. For the fandom I’ll go with Haikyuu, platonic relationship, and I have no gender preference. Tysm in advance if you accept!!Â đŸ˜»đŸ˜»đŸ’™đŸ’™
Waaaahh hello my dear ❀❀ It was such a pleasant surprise to see you participate đŸ„č Thank you so so much... you're so kind and sweet and cool!!! I hope you'll enjoy your match-up â€ïžđŸĄ *some dango for you*
🔼 For this event, I match you up with... ASAHI
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🔼 Why did I choose him for you?
‱ First of all, Asahi is not the biggest social butterfly out there (no offense obviously) so I think you'd enjoy hanging out with one another ‱ He's also very athletic, which means you'd be able to go out and explore all you'd like ‱ He's also a very good listener, so you could tell him about psychology theories or interpretations of classic and modern literature ‱ I also see him as the kind of guy who'd get invested in the books you tell him about to understand you better ‱ You could also join the third-years during the visit to the temple for New Year's, or just hang out with them!! ‱ I can totally see you sneaking a few pokes to Asahi's sides when he gets too anxious... it's a little subtle thing you do to make him snap out of his spiral of negative thoughts ‱ You could also help him with his designs, since he becomes a designer and you like drawing ‱ He'd totally use your art pieces, may it be drawings, sculptures or video edits, for his fashion lines ‱ 6 words for you: VIDEOGAME. NIGHTS. WITH. HIM. AND. NOYA. ‱ You could probably tickle him also when he gets too invested in his work and basically forgets he's a human being with physiological needs... you know, just to "kindly invite" him to take care of himself ‱ I also have the feeling that Asahi would be a little more talkative with you because he'd be more comfortable with hanging out alone with you and his anxiety would be much more bearable ‱ I see your friendship as a quiet one, full of mutual listening and quality time... both you and Asahi are the kind of friends everyone needs
🔼 Tickle scenario
The sun, the chirping birds, the fresh air, the quiet swish of a nearby torrent, the sound of your steps... this was your ideal afternoon. Just you and your best friend Asahi.
It was refreshing both for you and for Asahi. Even if he was Karasuno's ace and had gained poularity after the sudden rising of the volleyball team, he didn't exactly like the popularity or the fangirls that constantly tried to be around him. Obviously he was always respected with everyone who approached him, but sometimes he felt the need to get away and just spend some time in total peace and quiet, and when he needed that peace and quiet, you were the only person he wanted to be with.
You weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, and you've never even had a crush on one another. You were best friends, and from a certain perspective you even had a deeper bond compared to a couple who has recently started dating.
Asahi was a very quiet and reserved person, who sometimes had difficulties with expressing how he felt, but you could always tell what was going through his mind without him saying anything. The ideal afternoon for both of you was being together just the two of you reading, talking or taking a walk in the nature, just like you were doing today.
You had just reached your usual spot near the torrent, where you usually took a break before going back home. "Ah... I really needed that, thanks Asahi." You smiled thankfully at the ace, who sheepishly smiled right back at you.
"Anytime, and honestly I needed that, too." The tall guy replied, "So, how's school going? Are you doing something interesting in literature class?" He sat down on the grass and patted the spot right next to him, inviting you to sit next to him.
"Oh yeah, I really like both the author we're analyzing and how the teacher explains it!" You took your seat next to your friend, "What about you? I hope that the last year of high school isn't too brutal." "Well..." he began, "I won't deny that it's very difficult, but I'm managing!"
"I'm sure you're taking care of yourself though, right?" You inquired while raising your eyebrow in an inquisitive way. "Well..." He scratched the back of his head, and that was all you needed to hear.
"How. Many. Times. Did. I. Tell. You. That. You. Gotta. Take. Care. Of. Yourself?!" You scolded him, emphasizing every word with a poke to his torso. "Ah! He-heyyy..!" Asahi tried in vain to escape your pokes, "I-i knohow... but- no wait!"
You didn't even let him finish his excuses, you just went for his stomach and scribbled your fingers all over the soft skin, protected by the thin fabric of the shirt.
It didn't take him long to give up. Despite his menacing aspect, he was quite weak to tickling, which you obviously knew as his best friend. "AAAHAHAHAHAHA okaHAhay Ihihi gihihiveHEHEhe..!" He pleaded, and you stopped. You were feeling quite merciful. "Fine, but you better take care of yourself from now on!" You pouted.
Asahi chuckled and gave you some headpats. "Fine, fine... you win..." He laid in the grass and glanced at the clear blue sky. You did the same, but before that, you grabbed your backpack, took out a packet of nikuman and gave it to the tall guy.
"Eat this, I imagined you weren't taking care of yourself so I grabbed something from Ukai-san's shop." Asahi thanked you and stared eating immediately. "So," he said "tell me about that book you're reading..."
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rheallsim · 1 year ago
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Sims Tag Game
Tagged by: No one, but I saw it going around and wanted to fill it out anyway. ;)
What’s your favourite sims death? I think it would have to be Cardiac Explosion. I just find the idea of a sim getting so mad that their heart explodes hilarious, I don't know why! ^^
Alpha CC or Maxis Match? I've always been pretty Maxis Match. If I were to go Alpha I'd have to change *everything* in the game to match otherwise it would bug the crap outtah me, and gosh, that would be WAY too much work. x___x I also just love the cartoony aesthetic a heck of a lot more.
Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? No, not usually. Only if the weight gain/loss was completely unrealistic to what I'd expect because the game's systems don't work the way I'd like. Sometimes I become attached to the idea of a sim being a certain way, but I usually let their natural metabolism win out in the game. I love me some soft, chubby sims! :)
Do you use move objects? Yes!
Favorite mod? Ooof, this is hard
 I've become very fond of most of Lumpinou's mods. MissyHissy has a lot of great mods that flesh out the gameplay in a maxis-match way, too! Though I probably get the most use out of Wonderful Whims and Meaningful Stories; the game just doesn't feel right without them!
First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? Gosh, this was so long ago I can barely remember
 it was probably Get Together or City Living.
Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? aLIVE Mode, like "we're going LIVE to Bella Goth in Willow Creek!"
Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? This is a hard one, because I love them all so much! đŸ„č Philomena Velasquez will always hold a special place in my heart as my first Sims 4 legacy founder who was super fun to play (even though I didn't have a simblr blog at the time so none of it is documented anywhere). But I also have a major soft spot for Gabriel McKinley. She has the best resting bitch face. :D
Have you made a simself? Yup, I may be a little too obsessed with them, hahaha
What sim traits do you give yourself? Usually: Geek, unflirty, and either creative/maker. Since we can have more than that now, I might also add dog lover, loyal, and lazy (because it matches my ME/CFS symptoms closest).
Which is your favorite EA hair color? The second brown swatch, the new one with the nice warm highlights. :D Swatch #4. 👍
Favorite EA hair? I love the base game half-tied back tight curly hair, the one that was added in a free patch not too long ago. ^^ (SDX015CoilyTwistback)
Favorite life stage? I have a soft spot for all of them for different reasons, but I do really love it when my sims reach Elderhood and develop wrinkles and grey hair and start to slow down. :) Feels like a reward after a long, hard life! I love giving my elders a few more days using MCCC so they can enjoy being grandparents. ^^
Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? 99% gameplay! I will occasionally build if the madness strikes me, but I usually rely on builds shared by others here on Tumblr or on the gallery. I'm not very good at designing actual buildings, and I get so caught up in decorating sometimes that it takes HOURS. x___X
Are you a CC creator? I am! I haven't yet broken into anything that requires Blender, but if it's a simple 2D .png texture edit I'm all over it. :D
Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? Nope! It's just me, which is absolutely fine! I have friends elsewhere. I just really don't get on with Discord, and that seems to be where most simblr folks hang out in groups.
What’s your favorite game? (Sims 1, 2, 3, or 4) I've played all of them, and every time the new game was an improvement on the old, for various reasons. I played SO MUCH of the Sims 2 when I was a kid/in high school, it really stoked the flames of my life-long Sims addiction. While I've gone back and tried to play all the old games again recently, I just couldn't get back into them. The Sims 4 currently has my whole heart. I love the aesthetic, and there's so much content to it now I don't really want for anything that the older games had. (Except perhaps more chaos/whimsy/custom animations for various interactions. :) )
Do you have any sims merch? Other than the video games themselves, nope!
Do you have a YouTube for sims? Nope! Not really a video content person. ^^
How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? It hasn't, much; though I suppose I keep finding new skin details that I fall in love with and start using on every sim, so you can see different phases that way. I might go a little maxis mix when it comes to some skin details nowadays. ^^;
What’s your Origin ID? Rheall
Who’s your favorite CC creator? Oh gosh, I have so many! For hairs, Okruee, Dogsill, and Simstrouble never let me down. I also love Shysimblr's stuff, SleepingSims, and Simtric's. Saurus' hair is still such an important staple for me, too! For clothes, Joliebean, Trillyke, LadyFu's recolours, Nucrests, Simkoos, Renorasims, Sifix, Jius, Rusty, Serenity, VIIAVI
 Max20 has a chokehold on me for BB stuff, as does SIXAMcc, Surely-Sims, awingedllama and Ravasheen. Sorry, I honestly can't pick just one. ;____;
How long have you had a simblr? I started this one in Oct 2020, I think. Wasn't really in the Simblr community at any other time, though I did try to create some CC back in TS2 days on ModTheSims. ^^
How do you edit your pictures? I mostly rely on my Gshade preset to do most of the colour editing/DOF stuff, then I do a teensy bit more in Photoshop and apply TopazClean. I made a post about my current process here. I also have some older examples/downloads here and here. When I first started I did all my editing in Clip Studio Paint; Photoshop isn't a requirement to get nice screenshots. :)
What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? This is also a hard one! I'm really enjoying all the stuff added with Growing Together. Definitely the best expansion pack in a while. City Living, Seasons, and Cats & Dogs are also fantastic. The game packs that add new occults, Vampires and Werewolves, are also good fun! And as far as added gameplay goes, Strangerville is a really great buy.
What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? I can't lie, I'm super excited about the idea of a horse-themed pack, but I know it won't be as good as I hope it will be. X) As far as anything else? Hmm
 I'd love more career variety in terms of how it interacts with gameplay (fewer boring rabbit hole careers, for example), and more apartment lots. Another city-styled world would be amazing, as well as worlds based on different places around the globe. I love Sulani, Mt. Komorebi, Tartosa, etc., let's get more variety! đŸ’Ș
Tagging: I tag everyone who stops to smell the flowers. <3
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vanzzzspamzzz · 6 months ago
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someone commented “Paddy Cake” on this video and i believe with every fiber of my being that is exactly the nursery rhyme goin through this little munchkin baby’s mindđŸ„č my cuteness aggression is strong with this one my friends
 be careful I WILL fully cat-nap your fur baby but not to worry I will give it the BEST MOST SPOILED LIFE EVER! ugh I’m definitely going to end up being the neighbor hoods designated cat-lady and I’m not even mad about it! My prediction is somewhere between 7-11 cats at the peak BUT like I said I will give em the best life and have plenty of room and toys and love to give them, feed em well too! Along with vaccinations, neutering, and registering and abiding by my local laws and regulations and ethical understanding that if I cannot give them everything they safely need and deserve than I do NOT need that many animals in the first place. Being realistic is possibly the most helpful thing to do in situations like these but also just every day god-damn life. (Not like these other cat lady’s whom live in a one bed studio apartment and have so many that they lost count, can’t remember or don’t bother to name em, absolutely can not afford to properly feed,bath, get them to the vet overall deal with any health or safety concerns, and as sickening as it is
 their home is so overrun by cats that one could pass and the owner would never know to even notice. That’s someone who doesn’t deserve animals of any kind, or to be able to call themselves “cat-lady, “cat-person”, or “cat-mom”! (It’s also unhealthy for the human(s) involved: breathing in all that dust, fur, piss and shit particles in the air! The bugs, rats, mice that it’ll attract can bring in more contamination to the cats, human, food, water, just overall wellbeing of those beating hearts that deserve better. These people need to DO better! Not just for the cats but for themselves, I say this because I am aware that the constant need to get more and more animals etc. is a somewhat common niche of ‘Hoarding’, (could be just hoarding animals or along with hoarding things or junk to us but special to them) which is NOT EVER OKAY but with debilitating mentally unwell individuals it happens and progressively gets worse and worse until it’s to the point of no return. Or it could just look / feel that way
 I can imagine it’s extremely overwhelming, then it just gets worse and worse. I know I went on a rant and hella off topic but this is something that I am passionate about. At first it seemed like I was villainizing these people that have created unhealthy habits and situations for themselves, cats, or animals etc. and that was not my intention. I am an animal lover so I will always go-to-bat for them hard, so that is why I made sure I went on to explain that although extremely unethical and borderline, if not, absolute abuse
 a lot of these cases can be described, understood, and better avoided by a better more human understanding and helpful outreach for mental health treatment.
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m1ckeyb3rry · 1 month ago
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FRR I guess it’s nice that they have side/npc characters non-npc looking designs LOL actually it’s kinda interesting because you rarely see these side side characters having unique designs
This is kinda stupid but it’s funny because I think hollyhock is also the only title that actually has the letter L in it LMAOO bfb
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.I guess there’s one in Oliver if you expanded oaeu but anyways
AHAHAH nope it’s new!!! Or I just wiped it from my memory but I’m like 99.99% sure it’s new content she fr ATE LMAOO I just thought it was really unique but omg MICKEY MOUSE BULLYING SHSHSHSSH im crying that must’ve been so annoying though in middle school when kids are the most immature HAAHA im crying your username being built on mispronunciations of your name has me howling how many people still mispronounce it on a regular basis now omg also kinda funny story until sorta recently I never processed your username correctly and kept thinking it was mick3yb3rry instead of m1ckeyb3rry like for the life of me I could not remember if the first I or e got turned into a number LMAOO
Honestly I miss my jjk phase too those were some good times
first seeing the jjk0 movie too ugh but LMAOOO THE NANAMI EDIT I’m not 100% certain on the audio but it SOUNDS like all the other meme sonic the hedgehog audios I’ve heard so and FR I try to look for something and I see the unavailable icon in the approximate place a tiktok would’ve been and I’m like “there’s no way
.theres no way it’s gone
..”
- Karasu anon
BROOOO I’M SO MAD I DIDN’T SEE THESE I’M SORRY SDKFJNDSL i was literally turning my horse out after our lesson and i hopped on tumblr while i was walking and i was like “huh karasu anon x jeirin wow that’s like the crossover of the century” but then i was like “wait i wonder if they responded to me i haven’t gotten a notification for it so i didn’t check but maybe they did while i was riding” but THEN i was like nah wait a second what if tumblr is fucking w me again
and then i checked my inbox and lo and behold SENT 18 HOURS AGO 😭 anyways
so that’s where i’ve been if you were wondering why i hadn’t responded yet
LMAOAO actually wait yeah that’s true of my long series it IS the only one that has an l even if you expand to other fandoms
ship in the harbor endure hurricanes/hummingbirds pomegranate ink a song for the drowned i don’t see a SINGLE l it’s just an otoya trademark!!! obviously if you include one shots there are more l’s (white butterfly and fwtkac off the top of my head) but those don’t count KSJDHFS
HAHAHA NOOO it wasn’t even bullying it was like my cute nickname!! like people used it endearingly not to be mean and when they sang the song it was mostly my friends just messing with me and making fun of the substitute so i have fond memories of it dw đŸ„č but yeah LMAOAOAO my username is actually just my name irl but bastardized 😭 people usually do still mispronounce it if they first see it written down but it’s not terribly common!! it’s also not a really hard name to say once i correct them so it’s not a huge deal it just has a russian spelling (i’m not russian in the slightest so idk why i have a russian name but i do fsr) so people can get confused at first
IT DEF DOES SOUND LIKE SONIC and yeah agreed the jjk fandom in like the 2022 era specifically was sm fun to be in because it was big enough that plenty of creators were active but not so big that it was insane yk
that’s also when the story was at it’s peak so it was even more fun KSDHFSL hakari vs kashimo was such a fun time on jjk tik tok all of the theories and stuff were insane!! YESSS ME TOO it’s heartbreaking because i’m like i know i saved those edits for a reason
idk what the reason was but i know there was A reason and now i’ll never be able to rewatch them again 😓💔
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modernmanblues · 11 months ago
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hiii sorry i'm so slow đŸ«  a lot going on at this time of the year as usual but i'll try to get back to you faster!
BUT i finally got to listen to 10cc and i love it sm!! i realised i've actually heard i'm not in love before and always loved it, and i'm mandy fly me might be my fav out of the songs i listend to so far! this sound is definitely right up my alley and i'm so surprised i never really listened to them before (even though i always saw their albums while browsing vinyl stores bc they're always at the very beginning bc of their name lmao)
so tell me more about eric and what it is about him that you love the most? 👀
oh i love all of these films as well! jimmy dean and jusy garland hold a special place in my heart :') and i've been meaning to do an all-time fave list for the longest time but i always forget about it haha. i really love musicals and british kitchen sink so off the top of my head i'd say west side story, a star is born, a taste of honey and billy liar! but there are many many more
and i write too! i've been trying as long as i can remember but i feel like i really got into it and realised a lot about writing only just recently. do you have any writing routines or tips that help you with it?
i wanted to read on the road for the longest time!! yes, reading is also one of the things i really got into again recently after a break! the biggest reading discovery of this year for me definitely was james baldwin, i adore his writing style, it's exactly the way i'm trying to write too. what are your favourites and recs?
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hello there!
and it’s no worries, take your time :) i was telling the person i am a secret santa for that i may be slow with responses as well so it’s alright, take as much time as you need!
HANG ON you listened to ‘I’m Mandy, Fly Me’ and actually LIKED it?! oh bless your little heart. i know it may not mean much to you, but it does to me. it makes me happy when i get anyone to listen to 10cc and they actually end up kinda digging them, so thank you for that. you’ve made my night đŸ„č Mandy is perhaps one of my favourite 10cc tracks. like i mentioned in my previous response, that song has touched me on a more personal level, so for anyone to listen to it and enjoy it means the world to me.
oh dear, i think the question here is what don’t i like about Eric dearest? my darling, i could go on day long digressions about him if i’m going to be honest, but i’ll make this one brief for the sake of time. right, well for starters, and in my humble opinion, he is the epitome of what makes someone the perfect musician/songwriter. his excellence as a multi-instrumentalist, music producer and music engineer is unprecedented. not to mention, his devotion to what he loves doing in his professional life extends to his personal life as well. his deep infatuation with cars, interior design, travelling and all his other hobbies outside of music is something that resonates with me and one of the first things that drew me to him. i love how passionate he gets about anything and everything he’s into, and i think i can attribute that to him being a true aquarius. now i don’t normally believe in all this astrological nonsense, but i do feel that me being a gemini might be the reason i’m so enamoured with a sweet, calm and passionate aquarius such as Eric Stewart. the bottom line here is, he’s the entire package. i’ve searched far and wide for a musician/celebrity that i can relate to the most and it’s him. we both have gone through similar struggles in life, but funny thing about that is we both speak about our struggles with a sense of optimism, which could very well be attributed to our resilience to such adversities.
as far as writing goes, no i haven’t got a routine. i come from a long line of writers so i feel privileged to have the gift of coming up with poems, story plots, sonnets what have you, all in my head! anytime. anywhere. drives me crazy sometimes. anyway, i do believe Beatle Paul once spoke about having the ability of coming up with song lyrics on a whim. beautiful thing isn’t it, writing? i think anyone who has the gift of writing/songwriting should cherish and foster it, as i do.
oh yes, On The Road has really touched on a personal level this year especially, when i decided to pack my bags and travel 4 days to move from new york to this magical land called california. i do feel like the main protagonist in On The Road, Sal in many ways (minus all the obscenities he gets himself into in the book). Jack Kerouac, is a brilliant author and i do highly recommend you have a look at On The Road. really, it will change your life.
and James Baldwin, eh? well that’s an unfamiliar name but i’m intrigued now that you’ve mentioned him. i’ll have to check out some of his work.
thank you for this wonderful discussion, i do hope we carry on like this. by the way, how’s your christmas decorating going? have you done any holiday shopping yet? (assuming you celebrate christmas. if not, just ignore). i still have to do some decorating at my new place, but i’m just taking things one day at a time. you know how it is.
right well, talk to you soon. thanks for the wonderful chat :)
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merrrrrrrrry · 2 years ago
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hi hi hi âœšđŸ«¶đŸ»
happy louis day!! im so glad tumblr knew who i was looking for when i searched for your blog bc i didn’t know you changed your url djshsjs
i use this recipe, but i usually put more of the seasonings in than the recipe says bc otherwise it’s a tad bland ✹
okay so im not sure if i already told you about the cross stitch bookmark (i might have i can’t remember) but i finished that and then i made us commemorative taylor swift tickets bc we’re seeing her in march and it sucks that now when you go to a concert you don’t get physical tickets to keep and we both like those kinds of momentos so i designed them and printed them on cardstock and laminated them and everything and they look so good!! im really happy with how they turned out đŸ„ș and then i made her two tshirts with memes (kind of) on them that i think she’ll really like đŸ«¶đŸ» it was so funny making them bc my mom was watching me do it and she kept laughing and saying we were both dumb (affectionate) djshsj
that sounds amazing omg i love places like that!! that sounds like a lot of fun đŸ«¶đŸ» did you see anything super fun or interesting while you were there (aside from the place as a whole)? i would love to be in that shop surrounded by baking stuff đŸ„č also!!!! i love that for you!!! there’s just something so special about buying baking implements đŸ„ș i bought a new cookie scoop the other day and i love it so much ✹
i haven’t seen it! please share your experience if you do end up watching it đŸ«¶đŸ»
sending you lots of hugs đŸ«‚đŸ’—âœš
-✹holiday pal✹
Hello
Happy happy Christmas!!💕💕
I'm so sorry i changed without any warning 🙈🙈 and I'm so happy you still found me, sometimes Tumblr's search function makes the love stories huhâŁïž
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You did tell me you'll do some cross stitch for your friend's presents but you didn't tell me what it'll be , I'll be looking forward to seeing those photos💕
And oh my god!!!! That's so awesome that's absolutely brilliant. I can truly comprehend just how good you are at crafts. That's so so sweet and thoughtful to make those tickets for your friend. Isn't it just the best feeling when you can make the ones you love, laughâŁïžâŁïž
I honestly wasn't able to get a good look at the shop at all because it was so so crowded. There was a long long queue and we were standing there for one and a half hour before we got to the counter. My university is in a different state so I live in the hostel on campus and I'll be going back on the 1st for my 2nd semester. I'll be looking forward to going back to the shop when I'm back home again when the semester ends
Congratulations on your cookie scoop! I watched the first 5 episodes and it was so much fun. I've never really watched an anime properly before. Back when i still watched a little tv sometimes, we used to get animax on cable and i watched k-on and spooky kitaro for a short while but it was not dedicated watching or anything.
Sending you lots and lots of hugs right back and maybe even smooches if you're amenable💕💕💕
Have a breathtaking day 💕💕
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sunset-peril · 6 months ago
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It's only over epigenetics, post-translational (aka post protein production) gene regulation and biotechnology (read: not cumulative) so I think I'll be pretty good. I had to learn the biotech stuff already for microbiology, so I think as long as I can remember what protein goes on which DNA region, what phosphorylation does (and whether the amino acids have -OH groups or not) and how the Hardy-Weinburg equation works, I think I'll be fine! (I realize this is probably sailing over your head, heheh)
Really, the masterlists are a big mess. They'll eventually have every character's name and description, with a link to their design if I have one, and so far the only descriptions I've written are for the Divine Beast era Royal Family, a few scattered Rauru and Divine Beast era characters, and all the Wolfbred from the Social Structure sheet. So I still have a lot of descriptions to write out. And I haven't even started writing them in one place yet, they're all still scattered about. On top of that, I need to get as much summary for the Wolfbred in one place and I'm not sure how I want to organize it all.
I wrote some lifestage notes for Link, with some design notes. I'll make matching one's for Zelda whenever I have an hour or three (or five) to waste making bullet points/rewatching BotW cutscenes:
Link - Wolfbred - 12 (Soldier's armor)
Newly Knighted Unassigned footsoldier Muzzled by Hyrule Castle His protective instincts are coming in, making him an effective footsoldier  Has a pretty normal sleep/work schedule
Link - Wolfbred - 13 (Royal Guard's Uniform, sutures on mouth)
Princess Zelda’s new bodyguard Recently involved in an accident Mouth is stitched up On medical leave in Goponga Body is clearly about to have his first season Clearly underweight, though probably from injury Pulls the Master Sword while on medical leave
Link - Wolfbred - 15 (Champion of Hyrule attire, cold/stoic expression)
Champion of Hyrule Known by his facial scars  Incredibly head-shy, no one gets to touch him Has seasoned twice without a mate (wants to go home) Has successfully stopped several assassination attempts  Speaks a moderate level of Hylian now Is he even sleeping? Still looks thin, how has he not gained that weight back?
Link - Wolfbred - 17 (White royal clothing, diadem, softer expression)
He's a dad đŸ„č Prince, Champion, Bodyguard Knight, you name it Probably has more titles than he does fingers  Zelda’s finally got him to start sleeping Completely fluent in Hylian, but is very clear that he prefers his native tongue Turns out Wolfbred men have different nutritional needs than Hylian men Zelda researched him a new diet, BCS is finally looking normal  Purah expects him to begin developing health problems in the next few years  Lets Zelda touch his head if she does it slow and gentle  Usually wants to sleep on top of Zelda’s belly
Here's my WIP I've been working on. Progress is slower than expected, but I think it's doing pretty good. Surprisingly, the Champion's tunic was the most irritating part. I was not expecting Mipha's lineart to come out this nice.
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I have hhhwaaayyy too much time on my hands...
Like, holy spamonies, dude.
The amount of thinking that I've done in regards to more ingredients, an expanded bestiary, recipes for a possible 3rd in the Wild series! My gosh, the recipes!
I think I need help...
Can I borrow some of that time? *stares bug-eyed at my genetics notes for my final tomorrow morning, side-eyeing my lore ideas, my 3 eras of character masterlists and the art WIPs open on my computer*
If I find a "mute" switch for the brain, I'll let you know, haha
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ariondevereux · 2 years ago
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Not the other person but I would love to hear more about one of ur other Ocs. They all sound so great! Any is fine, i would love to hear some hcs u have of them if you're comfortable sharing ofc, no pressure! ❀❀
pls i got excited when i saw this ask skdjsks thank you!! i know you asked for some headcanons but this ended up getting so long and rambly 😭 under the cut for hcs i’ve always wanted to get out of my system <3
maya quimby from golden + her otp and brotps <3
maya grew up feeling neglected. like she’s aware her parents are important people with important jobs but for once she just wanted to be someone’s priority. she doesn’t remember the last time they put her first
i remember labelling maya as my snobby oc because of her lifestyle but over time i fleshed her out and realized she’s really not. she just grew up rich and a bit out of touch with the real world but deep down, she’s very sensitive and despite her lavishly displaying her money, she never does it to make anyone feel like she’s above them. she’s just trying to fill the void that her dad left in her life
i chose phoenix as her ro because out of the four, p always came off to me as the one who’s as rational as they are emotionally intelligent. and maya easily lets her emotions get the best of her; when she gets overwhelmed, she shuts the world out. she needs someone like phoenix who *i think* can understand what she feels but also talk some sense into her and keep her lucid before she mentally shuts down completely
also phoenix and maya are my pairing that i literally did not expect to be one of my angstier otps until mila dropped the pinterest boards and i looked at p’s and saw some pins about how they’re always choosing but never chosen and those are the same pins in maya’s board and i just went “well
. đŸ„Č”
random maya fact to break the angst — she studies law and loves fashion design. she’s like lehsa’s elle woods hehe look up sabrina carpenter’s “sue me” mv and that’s maya <3
OKOK LESS ANGSTY HCS!!!! it actually didn’t take long for maya to develop a crush on phoenix and i don’t blame her because he’s so kind and so pretty with the sexiest brain but maya is soooooo in denial. she’s like “hmm nope. he’s just a nice guy i bet he’s nice to everyone” — in an au where my all golden ocs exist together, kaidan and maya would bond over that because friends who are in denial together stay together <333
at the same time, kaidan and maya would push each other like “dude i’m TELLING you lira’s into you! stop being so fucking blind” “fuck you take your own advice” pls i literally LOVE these two so much i would lay down my life for them (lira is my k-mancer btw)
despite kaidan not being openly affectionate, he deeply cares for maya. he’s actually the first in the team to see right through her “rich girl” front and can sense that she’s really lonely. i think that’s why their friendship works so well. kaidan doesn’t care about her money and that’s exactly what maya wants. someone who genuinely enjoys being around her regardless of her wealth and status
these pictures are the closest visual representation of kaidan and maya’s friendship
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maya also becomes close to blaze because they’re both into fashion. he’s the first member in the team she took to her fashion studio. sometimes she would show him all the best places to shop. on one of blaze’s birthdays, she designs a jacket for him đŸ„ș
in an au where maya and my b-mancer, kirsten, coexist, maya would be the biggest blaze x kirsten shipper shdusksk fast forward to the relationship stage, phoenix x maya and blaze x kirsten go on double dates <3 — side note: phoenix is kirsten’s closest friend in the group
kaidan, blaze and maya are my chaotic three. but sometimes it’s against blaze’s will when kaidan and maya kidnap him for a night out skdjsks this trio makes phoenix get all fuzzy like “aw my girl gets along with my friends đŸ„č” while asher’s patience is wearing thin LMFAO
ok back to phoenix and maya — so yk how i said she’s in denial right? it’s not that she doesn’t trust him. she wants to because she really thinks he’s a good guy. she just has trust issues in general. the longer phoenix goes trying to get to know her, maya’s urge to flee just gets stronger because she’s so scared of the good thing they have going on and how good it makes her feel but at the back of her mind she knows it’s only a matter of time before it all crashes and burns
this is a tentative hc and it might change depending on how the revelation goes in the game about a and k wanting to kill mc but out of all my golden girls, maya will take it the hardest. she’s already got enough baggage to begin with then you add her finding out about her vampire bestie wanting to kill her just because. and the guy she trusts and is completely in love with kept it from her. and phoenix would probably be so desperate to console her and ask her to hear him out but maya would be so blinded by rage and betrayal at this point that even though she knows phoenix was against asher and kaidan’s choice, it would fly over her head and she’d start asking “why? what did i ever do to you?” and she’d start saying things she doesn’t mean because she’s hurt. so yeah. that shit would send her on a spiral she wouldn’t be able to keep a clear head. we need a therapist in lehsa asap
sigh. ANYWAYS enough angst — eventually, phoenix shows maya some of his earliest and messiest sketchbooks. maya points at one of his anatomy drawings and jokes “this guy would look so good in a [insert piece of clothing]” and if phoenix will let her, she’ll definitely take one of his sketchbooks just to own something that’s his
relationship stage: she definitely steals his sweaters and wears them like an oversized shirt dress. one time blaze jokes about phoenix and maya starting to look like each other and kaidan says “well you are what you eat”
i have this scenario in my head where maya tries to compliment phoenix and tells him he has beautiful eyes and phoenix just ruins the moment like “you’re flattering yourself. we have the same blue eyes” and it annoys her because she was being sincere but he’s not wrong 😭
maya’s not the best at love because she grew up thinking love hurts until phoenix turned out being her safe place. she’s still learning to not be afraid to be vulnerable but she tries her best to show him that the person he chooses this time also chooses him <3
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