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Jade should be free of the fourth wall and all that it represents.
#aaaaand i forgot to finish up THE LAST TWO JADES for A WHOLE YEAR#remember when i did this shit daily for three different blogs? madness#homestuck#tlcstuck#jade harley
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does he, y'know... give his best friend invaluable armor to protect him before a battle?
#bagginshield#idk if i did this right but. last time i made a bagginshield post it did numbers on here#granted it was three years ago#and on a different blog#but hey a girl can try
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Me at 3 AM, thinking about how my obsession from 2012-2014 has taken over my life once again.
#I'm talking about Zexal#after the show's end I never thought that I would be obsessed with it again#I've always considered it the most important anime of my life#and in the last ten years it had come back few times#but I don't think it was never this strong#I'm feeling like I'm back to twelve years ago#with the difference that there are no new episodes every Sunday#My everlasting love for Astral hit me once again and I did nothing to fight it#I love Zexal so much#but at the same time I still can't believe how this series has taken the control of my mind and heart once again#to the point that I had to do this blog to ramble about it#after all this years Zexal is still one of the most important things in my life and I will cherish it forever#yugioh zexal#zexal#ygo zexal#yu gi oh zexal#astral zexal#astral yugioh
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-“Oh, school has to be something serious, especially this year/something like that!”
The things I did when I was at school (especially in computer class):
TW: cigarette
I have a lot of memories, and this is certainly one of the most important/best/funniest in my life. I'm really going to miss everything... and I'm already crying lol..
#yes. I did that- and my friends loved that stuff <33#*sigh* I'm really going to miss it.. I'm not ready to be someone older... (I really hate the future)#and I'm not posting anything yet because I'm waiting for christmas day to me come back. that's why I'm not answering anyone#when I get back. I'll kind of try to have more content and answer you guys. but for now I want some time...#I want my year to end in a different way.#like- full of memories. the ones that made me laugh the most. these are the ones I really want to remember..#I don't want to leave aside everything I've experienced this year. and in all these last years actually.#I want to remember them. I want to make them become stories so I can tell other people how much I had fun..#and I hope that even I will enter a new life. I can also have other stories to tell and have fun!#with other people. and maybe. with my friends too..#so- yeah. I'm mel. and hope if you read this. say something.. to let me know that you care or something...#i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog#my memes#?#my memories#my memories of school#my memories at school
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#[whispering] is it worse when blogs go on a hiatus or when they just slowly slow their posts to an almost complete stop#asking for a friend 😁😁😁#lookin like i will not have time for this blog til……. like fuckin november#two months late to my own one year celebration lol#i’m quiet y’all are quiet the fandom be quiet cos it’s two years since new content#im still v much obsessed w steve tho lol#but u can tell the energy here (online in general) has died#i can’t tell if it would be more annoying to do a hiatus and then just post when i get the time and energy or to not bother w a hiatus#and just continue as is#sigh sigh sigh#much to think about#jay talks#delete later#still mourning my last piece 💔#she’s not dead i just wish i hadn’t freakin. sigh no i did wish i wrote her i just wish things had been done differently
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Just wanted to post a quick note saying today is the 5th anniversary of when I finally went to my first 5SOS show. Every year I think about how wildly different my fandom experience would've been if I'd been able to attend previous tours, how everything aligned just right for me to finally go to MYT, how I almost talked myself out of attending the night before, how completely unrecognizable my life would be today if I hadn't gone. I probably wouldn't have a blog to post this to. You wouldn't know me, I wouldn't know you. I never would've met so many of my friends. I wouldn't have ever met my best friend, the best friend I've ever known. I never would've rediscovered my love for writing. I genuinely don't know how I would be spending my days and I wonder if they would still be filled with the kind of joy I have found here in this community.
It feels fitting that this reflective day coincides with the last show of this tour, a tour that has been powered by appreciation for the bond we share and celebration of the time we've all spent together. Keeping up with this tour has been impossibly fun (and sometimes just plain impossible) and I can't think of a better way to have spent the past three months. I'm happy to have experienced it - and the past 5 years - with this band and with all of you. Thank you to this band, to my friends, to anyone who's ever interacted with me here and most of all, to Past Me for buying those tickets all those years ago. I wouldn't have a place to call home without you. 💙
#emo hours 🤪✌🏻#annnnd that's enough sincerity for the year soz about all that 😌#I didn't start my blog until a few weeks later in 2018 but that concert was the turning point#still to this date possibly the most magical night of my life#so that's the date i celebrate#and i find it lovely that it's today with this last show#i purposely didn't mention 'The Break' bc I have... i think a different take on that than most lol#which will be addressed in the coming days for sure#(i have a few asks pertaining to it that I've been holding bc I haven't yet had time to give them the kind of attention I'd like#and also bc I'm interested to see what is and isn't said at the show tonight so I can respond with the fullest picture possible)#today is for celebrating#this tour has been an amazing experience and I'm so happy to have immersed myself in it the way i did here and in the dms with my people#and the party surely will not be ending for a while bc i have hundreds of IG posts to sort thru and make backlogged posts about 😁😁😁#all this to say I love this band and I've loved having this blog#thank you for indulging me#both in this post and on this site in general 😌🫶🏻#personal#the 5sos show tour prague#kh4f post
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Dog & band guy again
#my art#i'm in the band#dog with a blog#redraw kinda of the last 2 times we did this#& i'm sure we will draw it again next year. sighing#old ones are the only things in the dog tag if you wanted to look at the uhh. scratching my jaw. differences
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Today I am very bitter. Excuse me rambling in tags below
#tumblr is different these days#people only seem interested in my most recent post and ignore everything i did one month ago or earlier#almost as if no one was scrolling blogs anymore and only looked at the dashboard#are y'all aware it is okay to like and reblog older posts???#are y'all aware it is not forbidden to enjoy stuff made some time ago???#so sick and tired of this trend where only the newest stuff is considered interesting#i am not able to provide new posts on a weekly basis!!!#and i still think my old posts deserve attention!!!!! if they were not good i would delete them!!!!!!#it used to be easier a few years ago ffs i could stop posting for weeks and still every day i got a few notes in my activity#and now whenever i have a bad time i can't even count on random people enjoying my posts. zero notes = my bad time lasts longer and longer#i did not spend hundreds of hours drawing expecting people to look away once the post is one week old. i am not marvel studios
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Honestly, knowing people who have substance addictions and comparing that to my relationship with self harm is predictable but unsettling
#Ive known its an addiction for years but like it really just is huh. This is just an addiction that I fell into#Tw sh#Tw self harm#I dont really know where im going with this but I fucking hope I get sepsis and die#I hate how much of a burden I am on other people lately especially my closest friends#But I know that if they left id die anyways#I hate that ive made them make this decision qnd I hate that theyve decided to stay#Ive been trying to slowly drive away some of my closer friends at least to a point where they wont notice/care if I die#I dont want to make it to sixteen#I know it was like this last time bht fuck I dont want to keep being alive I want this to be my last year#Ive done enough#tw sui ideation#I will never be able to safely function on my own without ending uo seriously hurting or killing myself#And I will never be able to rely on people without hating myself to the point of suicidality#Maybe if I thought they did it out of love rather than obligation it would be different but theyve made it clear enough#Im just a chore for them to deal with and set aside until I can actually take care of myself#Rationally I know im wrong I know im cared for but fuck. They sure dont like letting me see it#You can say you care for me thousands of times and its not gonna be worth shit when im in the ground#vent blog#vent post#shblur#tw self h4rm#self h@rm#Bro idk the shblr tags help
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God I just reread Baby 5’s fan wiki page and it genuinely made me a little nauseous. ONE PIECE SUCKS!!!!!!!!! Dressrosa is THE WORST!!!!!!!! That arc came so fucking close to killing my first read. MY ENTHUSIASM DIED. I fought my way through that arc miserably.
I could rewrite the whole thing I could fix it. Give her to me I will help her.
#my posts#hating oda time#THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO POST BEFORE THE LAST ONE.#sorry this is a lot of wan peace haterism to bring. to my wan peace blog. but UGH!!!!!!!!!!#rebecca is such a stereotypical powerless sensitive female character in a skimpy outfit and it was just not fun for me at all.#like did no one else feel absolutely miserable during her arc. like it just wasn't fun!!!!! it wasn't original!!!! it wasn't respectful!!!!#i wanted her to be so much more :( and im sick of people defending this archetype like we're talking about real women in real life#im not being mean to sensitive women who don't like to fight. im mad at a man for writing YET ANOTHER female character into that same box.#can we understand the difference please. PLEASE. it's not real!!!! it's made up!!!! a man made those choices!!!! and they were bad ones!!!!#i don't care about in-universe explanations for her skimpy outfit or stereotypical personality or her damsel in distress dilemma.#he made them up!!!!!!!!!!#and I CANNOT DEAL with people pretending that the status quo is subversive because SOME VERY SHALLOW subversions have gotten some popularit#in recent years. like if it feels like a lot. that's because it stands out in a sea of misogynistic norms. not because it's the new norm.#like please be serious.#our cultural landscape is still deeply misogynistic. and our stories reflect that. BE SERIOUS.
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Just thinking about @10yrsy’s Things, y’know, casually (Patreon)
#Doodles#IZ#I know Things is long dead but I've been feeling rather nostalgic lately#Man let alone Irkens when was the last time I doodled a Latrodectus haha - and 10's style of antenna! It's all quite nostalgic#I'll try not to get Too sappy but it's hard when I was so inspired by Things! It had a big impact on me#Without exaggeration Things helped shape the trajectory of my life for quite a while - it's interesting to think about artistic influences#But gosh heck I don't think I've doodled anything of any of them since the song contest all those years ago lol#I like to think I've improved a bit since then lol ♪ Though the medium is quite different haha#Finally drew Nid! Only took a Very long time lolol#I do remember having doodled some Extreme roughs for a comic concept ages and ages ago but that's really all I remember lol#Maybe hunting down those old notebooks sometime would be fun haha#ANYway lol - enough reminiscing! There's all this current silliness!#Snarp was my favourite back in the day and I still like him a lot haha#He's a prickly little so-and-so! A cute and spicy lad! Always a fun ♪#If ''little meow meow'' had existed as a term back then I would've used it for him lol he deserves it#It really is about the [unforgivable nature] paired with [unconditional love] hhh their friendship is still really cute <3#Myk! He's always had the most gorgeous design <3 His eyes! My word!#Beauty like that really doesn't age - I was always a fan of the close up of his eye and his skin texture ahh#Probably no one remembers this blog's original icon but hmm ♪ Inspiration down many many avenues haha#Hopefully I did his eyes justice with my limited traditional palette haha#Had to show off his muscles a little too <3 Those gloves man he's just a pretty dude!#I did a bit of editing magic with Nid so if his eyeline doesn't quite match up just sshhhshshshh it's fine lol ♪#Who's saying which and who's gasping hmmm who knows it's a mystery hehe#And ending off with those two again <3 It's their dynamic I swear I just jdslfdsf it gets me bad lol#Squish him hold him (gently (maybe not that gently)) haha
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#i just want to say that we have a wonderful bow on the pwhl inaugural season with a great draft from montreal#and wonderful end of year award winners erin ambrose and maureen murphy#with ambrose and poulin on the first all star team [though i think what they mean is the all pwhl team bc they did all star already#i am a fan of wnba i am a fan of phoenix mercury#i am currently on a deep dive so bear with me lol#or appreciate it- it's up to you#i know i was all pwhl last night but this blog serves as a sports outlet so i don't annoy my irls on twitter#and know my next rb should receive the tag 'respectfully ' but it's too old#oh and you already know about the nwsl but tbh i'm such a cas with it#and i already know i won't be a cas with the mercs#the thing is i love to read my old tweets back and it's no different here#sometimes i even catch and fix typos lol#to be clear ily all of the mercs. not nate tibbetts ofc
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sorry i keep seeing posts abt this and its making me laugh a little to think about because. i really hope ppl are not looking at my blog that gets <5 notes per text/art post usually and thinking "oh no they must be so sad that theyre getting ignored :("
i am just frolicking in a field of dandelions and daisies over here and occasionally a little butterfly floats past and lands on me (someone likes/reblogs a post of mine) and it makes me happy but i never expect it. and now i wonder if theres ppl watching me frolic and looking at me with big sad eyes and shaking their heads going "oh no... that poor lonely soul... they must be so sad they're not getting more butterflies in their field..."
i promise you that i am having a grand old time over here HFDSGJKL i am quite honestly happy as a clam with what i've got. in fact sometimes i almost wish i could have a smaller following and i only have 50ish followers at the moment, some of which have gone inactive already HFDSHGDJKL like do i enjoy the attention that i get sometimes? yeah of course, it's great, it feels good, it's cool that other ppl are interested in what i post enough to give it a like or occasionally a reblog. but i'm never expecting it or looking for it fdsjkl, it's genuinely just a bonus to me !!!
(i do however enjoy reblogging other ppls stuff and want to do that more, i just have ... Le Maladie Chronique HFDSJKL. WAIT HOLY SHIT YALL I JUST GOOGLED THE ENGLISH TO FRENCH TRANSLATION OUT OF CURIOSITY TO SEE WHAT IT ACTUALLY IS AND I GOT IT RIGHT. I WAS JOKING. THAT WAS A JOKE. I MADE THAT TRANSLATION UP WHEN I TYPED THAT OUT AS A JOKE. OH MY GOD HELP. me when i guess french correctly just off the cuff holy shit HFDSJKL the only thing i got wrong is it's a feminine word/phrase/label/whatever and not a masculine so it'd be "la" and not "le" but if i'd been actually seriously attempting a translation i would've guessed that bc it follows the same pattern as other feminine words in french LOL)
#BUT ANYWAYS LMAO. i've been doing this on my own for 15 some odd years#only just last year did i realize oh wait theres other ppl who do this too and i can make a blog for it yay !#and now its like a little scrapbook for me to fill up :] if other ppl enjoy the scrapbook great! if they dont care though thats fine!#this only applies to me btw im not gonna cast judgement either way on anybody else fjsdkl its not my place to do that!#nor am i interested in judging other ppl for this lol social media is used by different ppl in different ways for different reasons etc etc#i just wanted to explain that nobody has to like. worry about giving me notes or attention LOL#and if i start feeling discouraged bc im not getting as many notes as other ppl then it tells me i need to step back and figure my shit out#bc that is not a healthy mindset for ME personally. i am doing this for myself first and foremost. anything else is just a bonus#(now when it comes to my OCs and stories .... well thats a different story sometimes HFDSJGKL but thats separate from this!)#dandy.cmd
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voices in my head but instead of edgy shit its just whatever songs or album i have stuck in my head playing literally 24/7 to the point it gives me a headache
#liz blogs#look ive always been prone to ear worms but its gotten so bad the last year lmao#that shit takes up processing power up there and its running constantly#i have not known peace in months#I WANT TO STOP HEARING MUSIC#I WOULD LIKE TO NOT HEAR GLASS BEACH THE FIRST GLASS BEACH ALBUM CONSTANTLY#WHY IS IT ALWAYS THAT ONE#PLAY SOMETHING DIFFERENT BTICH!!!!!!!!!!!!#in what way did i hit my head to cause it to get this bad and how do i whack myself again so that it stops#cuz seriously this is the most annoying thing i've ever had to deal with#this is not an ear worm anymore. this is like. auditory intrusive htoughts. stop#its a good album. i like that album. i want to stop hearing it though. ple ase#is this how retail workers feel during the holidays having to listen to the same 7 christmas songs over and over#at least they can go home after their shift. i have to hear this literally constantly
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Charles jealous and possessive please! SMUT
you may have mixed me up with somebody else, because none of these words are in my dictionary except for "charles". sorry anon!
#did i write fics? yes of course but more than 10 years ago elsewhere and for different fandom#i do not feel comfy with fanfiction abour real people now and i mean this with all due respect to all writers#but i personally wanna stay far away from any fics and imagines and smuts and smaus and idk what other terms there are nowadays#please respect my wish and don't bring it to this blog#if you look for some people to discuss this with i can suggest ao3 which is probably the best current platform for fic writers and readers#(according to me) or wattpad which allows more discussion / dm conversations / in story comments#(but also last time i was there was about 2011 so a lot could have changed)#thank you <3#ask#e
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let me tell you. i have read 21 out of 38 of the extant canonical plays of william shakespeare. the first one to make me close the book and think "well i wish that had been better" was henry v.
#i read it in under a week so i can't say it was a huge waste of time but like. dawg#do you guys remember how furiously i was blogging richard ii and henry iv parts 1 and 2 earlier this year???#i was OBSESSEDDDDD#i told myself i was gonna read other things in july and put off reading henry v until august bc i wanted smth to look forward to#and i wanted to sit and enjoy the henriad more slowly#it was such a dull ending to a tetralogy that had 3 beautiful and diverse plays preceeding it#it kinda ruins the whole series for me sdfsf#no. not the whole series but i dont think i can ever enjoy all 4 of this plays in sequence like i did the wars of the roses#which i was also blogging about in a frenzy when i read them several years ago and watched jane howell's productions last month#henry v is a skip#tales from diana#there have been other shakespeare plays that i ended and felt kinda nothing about but usually bc i had a hard time reading them#like let's say i slogged through them slowly#like king lear i read on and off for months. so i wasn't really in the rhythm of it#same w love's labor's lost#i want to rewatch those plays sometime soon bc i kinda have no memory of them#but i still enjoyed the poetry and characters of them while i WAS reading them#even if my own pace kinda didn't get me the most out of it#i consumed henry v comparatively. im not sure how many other shakespeare plays ive read in under a week tbh?#i try not to keep track of time bc reading a play is different than watching it. it feels like punishment for me to try and#make scruples about how much i should or shouldn't be reading at once. bc a play is meant to be consumed in a couple hours#so if i leave off at a weird spot. it's like well. just get back into it diana#there is no 'right' place to leave off really. shakespeare's plays didn't even have intermissions#but yeah. if anything im grateful i didn't take a punishingly long time reading it or else i'd be even unhappier abt it
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