#diagnose me cuz wtf

[filmcel]

i feel like such an asshole bc i never know how to deal w death in the family. and i always handle it terribly. i hungout w my friends today instead of going to mexico(?? idk if it was all the way there but i’m assuming so) to possibly say bye to one of my aunts. and the issue for me is that IDK i just barely know these ppl. i know they’re family i know they mean something to my parents but it just feels strange to me. idk if i’m insane or something but like i actually feel guilty about feeling that way. but i can’t change rlly feeling “nothing” about it. and its just worse bc my whole family thinks i’m a freak for that. and like maybe i am but it’s not like i can control it.

[straycalamities]

back to self-analyzing what the fucks going on in my brainium

[my-thirteenth-reason]

kicking my feet and giggling (<- just got apologised to)

[singwhenyoucantspeak]

after reblogging that disabilities post i just remembered how my doctor diagnosed me with a headache disorder and did not actually TELL me LMAO. I read it on my chart like 5 months later when I went into my patient portal for some other issue

[fuck-customers]

I'm a broken record about this in my life but I hate having dyscalculia (been diagnosed since I was like 12-ish) and also working retail AND and I'm like 27. I get used as an example of "stay in school" when my brain fogs (like it does cuz that part of my brain doesn't work) and I skip numbers or have to start over. I hate being treated like a moron because my brain will switch the places of numbers so I'm sitting there blinking like "ok wtf stop moving". I've gotten away with telling people "oh I have a disability that's like dyslexia" but others look at me like they just don't fucking believe that at all. Hate it. That is all. Good night.

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[compassionatereminders]

Hi Kat. I need to tell this to anyone, cuz im going nuts, and I can't tell anyone cuz its illegal. So I met this beautiful human. Empathetic, intelligent and good person. Okay, thats the side she showed me ( we all do that too, so..) she began to explain me that she had a dark side. To which obviously I wasnt scared, and I gave her a safe place so that she could explain herself in confidence. Well, it's the worst thing anyone has ever explained to me, because she fucking killed her father. Since she told me that my morals are broken. My whole belief system just got spun. It must be said that her father has mistreated her all her life, with a lot of violence. But I walked away from a person because he bordered psychopathy, and I don't understand how I have surrounded myself with another sociopath again. But that's not even the worst part. The worst part is, I'm not scared for myself. I want to stay. I want to know more, because nobody has caught her for it, like, they closed the case wtf. She planned It all but she wasn't even directly involved, and I'm very curious. I should go, because she has crossed a limit that I can't tolerate. but I feel that with her, I am safe. I don't want to close the door on her but he has killed a person, a human. But I think my dark side just flows with this type of ppl. Next day imma ask everything I can to understand. But im scared cuz im.not really scared? I dont understand me anymore she cracked my head with this. U think im a bad person?

No. Especially not if she killed him to escape abuse. This might be controversial, but I think that if you abuse someone and don't allow them to get away from you, you deserve whatever they might do to defend themselves. Obviously I do not condone randomly killing people, but I think self defense is different. Also I don't think you have to armchair diagnose her or anyone else based on the fact that they did something bad. There can be many different causes for that kind of behavior outside ASPD

[some1s-sista]

WTF Wednesday

My sister texted me first thing this morning. Apparently my Dad’s best friend has been told by his doctors to get his affairs in order and say his goodbyes “and Dad’s a wreck!”

Really? Was he a wreck last year when his daughter was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer? Cuz I didn’t hear from him. Not once.

I’m not entirely sure why she told me. Like, are you really expecting me to jump on the phone and call him because he’s upset about a friend? See this is why they’re all in Massachusetts and I’m far away down here in NC away from their bullshit.

In other news. The county Dems group rep called me (I handle their Facebook page for them - for free mind you). They’re having a meeting Saturday at 10am and would like me to attend. Ummmm, it’s a holiday weekend. Who the heck is going to be around???

(Sighs)

I have a headache.

I need a cookie.

[werebutch]

Not to have a self diagnosing moment but for years I’ve been trying to figure out wtf was wrong with me when I was younger like why I felt such a deep pit of despair and alienation all the time… well I just want to know what caused all that existential depression cuz WTF. my early childhood wasn’t bad at all. 😭😭😭??

[dipshit-does-crimes]

WELCOME TO HELL FUCKERS.

Yooooo. vent blog. wooooooo

I made this blog cause i wanted to and also i hate my life right now and have no one else to talk to. if you reconise my artstyle, don’t tell anyone who i actually am, or i will.. i would say kill myself but that just proves i have bpd(which i don’t btw) so i’ll just throw a really really big tantrum about it and then delete every tumblr i have. i will also send you hate. unless you’re a mutual then i’ll just delete everything and assume you hate me. fun, right?

name i’ll be going under here: crime. cuz i can

disorders i’ve been diagnosed with: adhd

disorders i probably have: bpd(denial), autism, anxiety, depression, hypersexuality

why this is important: if you’re gunna send hate might as well do it where it hurts. also it’s what i’ll be posting about dipshit what the fuck did you think? god

orientation: alloaro, if you couldn’t tell

pronouns: it/its

cw in case you don’t read bios: discussion of self harm, suicide, gore, and possibly other things i can’t remember. it’s a vent blog wtf did you expect

i cope with humor so expect me joking around a lot. not trying to make this shit seem lighter than it is it’s just how i am. if you don’t like it come tell me to kill myself i’ll welcome you with open arms and also me killing myself because that’s what hate mail does. seriously what do you hate anons expect? me to get off to your hate? lol

tags i guess? idk its organization: #crime does crimes - talking about shit. #crime draws awful shit - shitty vent art i post

[roseband]

im fucking cracking up for that school i have to go to a meeting about what honors kids with adhd/asd/splds are like and im just sitting here still like

[killuaisaprincess]

How about no. Ki is selfless and kind y’all dumb

[essektheylyss]

According to the Player’s Handbook, elves have “child” names and then choose their names once they reach adulthood.

It’s not super clear whether this applies to drow as well, because they tend to have very differently structured societies, but... it would make a lot of sense for a drow society that sort of expects kids to already have past lives (and therefore already have names that they don’t yet know). So I’m proposing that den kids have some kind of childhood name that they are expected to grow out of, and that their adult names are chosen.

Also, because in that section of the PHB it comments that the people who knew you well in childhood may still call you by your child name, and I’m just imagining a very cute scenario where Verin and Essek call each other by their child names.

[devilbunzz-moved]

I.b.s. can be a real bitch sometimes. I know the pain well.

Is that what that is???? Auhg

[painhaver-moved]

srry to post multiple personal posts in like less than an hour but im in so much pain i wanna scream sjdjdj......like ok legit the worst part abt my condition is that sometimes my skin n muscles hurt so bad i can't even like. lean my arm against my leg or let my leg flop against the nearest thing when im sitting lol. it fucking sucks lmao like i wanna b able to touch things normally but most of the time it's agonizing even to just lay down bcuz so much of my body is Against Smth, it fucking blows. i need a fuckin. neur all of gist

[it-is-i-zim]

Okay. But of a tangent here... So for me it originally started with "wtf would piss off a TERF because someone who posts and reblogs nothing but TERFy shit follows me now." So I started posting Captain Boomerang but with the trans flag behind him and then I remembered that some people headcanon Riddler as trans also and decided to find the one picture where Riddler calls Boomerang "Boomsie" because there's 0 hetero explanation for that and I captioned the image of them with the trans flag in the background with "They are t4t your honor" but then I almost immediately started liking their dynamic because Captain Boomerang is a dumbass with smartass energy and can be a little bit of a nerd while Riddler is a smartass with dumbass energy. So I found an images of Kill the Justice League Boomer and another of Arkham Knight Riddler and was like, "Mashing these 2 together like barbie dolls" and then a few days later one of my mutuals made a post, and decided on the ship name of Riddlerang and it's of Boomerang going "I diagnose you with no bitches" and Riddler says "oh please by all means preach to me from your ivory tower of zero hoes" and Boomer says "do you want to kiss" and then another one of my mutuals kinda caught on to it. And then I made a few texts posts about a few little things like Captain Boomerang dumpster diving for parts for Riddler's schemes and Riddler helps Boomer come up with super gimmicky boomerangs. And then I went on kind of a side tangent about a Vampire AU cuz at the time I was just kinda upset about how the writers dealt with Boomerang in DC VS Vampires but none of that really matters because one of my mutuals decided he was like... A Flying Fox (fruit bat species native to Australia) sort of Vampire so what I said then isn't really important. Then I kinda set out to find the single comic where Captain Boomerang and Riddler interact which was a Robin series from the 90s for Tim Drake. I believe the series itself came out in 1993, but these specific issues released in 1999 I believe and it started in issue 62 where they met on a bus to prison and ended in issue 64. From then on it's mostly a lot of back and forth between mutuals as well as a few memes and occasionally art. I haven't really posted anything about them in a while and I should start doing that again. Also Captain Boomerang has a pet raccoon he found in the garbage when he moved in with Riddler in Gotham and the raccoon's name is Michelob.

It was also an optimal choice for shipping Captain Boomerang with someone to boost his popularity. And because I'm not great at making content other than maybe memes, the best choice was to ship Riddler with a popular character that was consistently shipped with other characters. That choice being Riddler. Since, you know. He's already shipped with Scarecrow, Catwoman, Batman, Joker, Penguin, and probably others.

So yeah... It started as kinda a joke, and I thought, "Hey. I can capitalize on this." Now I unironically ship it.

[bukuoshin]

I like. Neeeed to be checked out for autism, lol