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the evolution of youtube lps makes me pretty sad. you used to watch moment to moment gameplay on the screen. you'd do everything together as a creator and audience, so there was a lot of mutual learning, goals, and advice. but now people will condense 200 hours of work into a single 30 minute blindingly fast summation of some dazzlingly over the top idea they had with editing that makes my teeth hurt. I miss sitting around watching "caving episodes" of hermitcraft or q&a building a farm together, farming and experimenting for fun... now it's always gotta be bigger and better and retention means doing almost every scrap of work off camera. it feels so detached and impersonal now. I just want to feel included yk
#the lp scene has become so impersonal. its a performance with a cast and an audience#back in the day youd hear all kinds of personal stories and there was a lot of earnest engagement#im watching a video rn thats so iver produced its just making me sad#bro you must have spent so long editing this.. for who? hiw could this possibly be worth it. while showing so precious little footage#demoralizing
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Deep cleaning the house is such an emotional challenge because you'll spend an hour really getting stuff clean, and then you sit down for a quick break and look over your work, and it's like ...
... DID I actually clean anything? It looks the same???
#but it's not the same#i cleared out a bunch of preschool artwork we put super high on the mantel to keep away from youngest#and tidied the shelf with our kn94s#i also dusted for real life including the windows and above the doors#and CLEANED the shoe rack as well as mopped underneath#but it looks like i did nothing#demoralizing
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De Los Santos is still pitching!!! He gave up 6 runs last inning, and Boone has chosen to let him pitch the 8th inning. Are you kidding me? I think this proves my suspicion that Aaron Boone is betting against the Yankees. I hope that he's winning a lot of money because he'll need the money because I don't think that he'll still be our manager next year. I hope that he is not. He's a very, very bad manager, and he's destroying my team. If Boone stays, I bet Soto leaves. This is absurd. De Los Santos just gave up another run. And he's still pitching. Really? Wow. Boone is an idiot 🙄 I guess it's time for another strongly worded email to the Yankees home office. I'm tired of writing them 😊
#Boone is an idiot#get rid of Boone#bad decisions#de Los Santos is still pitching#are you serious#debacle#again#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#baseball#sports#ny yankees#let's go yankees#ny baseball#bronx bombers#joy#I'm gonna have to take up drinking#hahaha#demoralizing
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#mwait.. what?!!?!
so you're saying the Christians are also Jewish?! Because the Torah is actually the Old Testament, the first part of the Bible?!?!
#Piplup Fiction#Pulpymon#I'm speaking for multiple deities.. why?#Maybe that's why they forsake you people#mwait?#What is it Satan?#He's trying to say something#oh yeah#even Lucifer hates you people#why is this so embarassing?#demoralizing#depressing#Idolatry forsake worship idolatry forsake worship#Original Dangsters#i didn't mean to blow the god damn fucker's head off ok?#Aphrodite doesn't seem to understand where she went wrong#fucking galactic facepalm#pathetic wench#so pretty wow#Julia H Schorr
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Friendly reminder that if you talk about how representation is important and how there's not enough diverse media, I implore you to seek out the media that already exists. And if you live in an area with a public library, go to see if they're available at your public library. And then go check them out.
As a librarian, it is demoralizing to see how low the circulation statistics are on lgbt+ books and books by BIPOC authors. I include them in displays and readers advisory, but people still don't check them out as much. Libraries only have a finite amount of resources, including space. We don't get a book then keep it forever. If not enough people check it out, we have to get rid of it to make room for more books. And when James Patterson Book #69 gets checked out 30 times in one year and cool, subversive Sci fi novel with a Black trans woman main character has never been checked out once, the librarian (me) has to make a hard decision.
If you're looking for something tangible and easy to do this pride month, look for lgbt+ books (there are millions of lists online that you can find. It's easier than it's ever been to find diverse books) and check them out from your library.
No time to read? Look for a short story or poetry anthology and just read as much as you have time for. Or just check out a book cus it looks interesting and read as much as you can. We have movies too.
As cool as it would be for me to just keep the books I want and get rid of the ones I don't, I have to listen to the community on matters of collection development. And the community tells me what books they want by checking them out and leaving the ones they don't want on the shelf.
If you think this doesn't apply to you because you live in a progressive area and obviously the books are being checked out, you're wrong. I once worked in a community with a large lgbt population. Those books were not getting checked out. If you want to tell me you live in a conservative area and your library doesn't have any diverse books, you are legally obligated to check the catalog before replying to this post. I currently work in a conservative community and we have lgbt+ and bipoc books. And if you still cannot find any, you are legally obligated to see if your library has a collection request form that patrons can fill out before replying to this post.
#bookblr#library posting#pride#pride month#adding tags because i genuinely would like this to leave containment#been weeding alot and it is so demoralizing to see so many of my own community's books on the chopping block#lesbian#read with pride#booktok#the locked tomb#heartstopper#sorry for the tag spam#but if you think books like heartstopper and tlt aren't at risk because they're popular you would be wrong#alice osman's books have very low circ statistics at my library#murderbot#nona the ninth#the situation is dire#xiran jay zhao
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Hannibal (2013-2015)
1x08 || 1x10
#ladder scenes 👀#hannibal#hannibaledit#tvedit#hannibal lecter#mads mikkelsen#will graham#hugh dancy#hannigram#tobias budge#demore barnes#horroredit#horror#nbc hannibal#hannibal nbc#murder husbands#hannibal gifs#hannibal 1x08#hannibal 1x10
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Ugh my computer had some kind of fuck up and I lost a portion of the damiark fic chapter 2.
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K I love your art and story so much you don’t understand.
Clora is an absolute angel child that Jo will adopt and take everywhere on little Ravenclaw dates while Seb can go pout.
Also Your Sebastian….does things to me.
But to be faithful to my lovely darling Ominis I just have to say I love him in your art style, he looks so pretty and I would literally die if you did more of him.
ILY 🫶
i love YOU so much you are such a ray of sunshine and you make everyone in this fandom feel so included with how much you interact and contribute, its amazing...as an introvert ass hermit i admire you so much PLS NEVER CHANGE💖💖
and since you wanted more ominis HAVE HIM GIVING HAND SMOOCHES TO JO!!!🥰 ALSO YES absolutely 10000% jo and clora need to do cute ravenclaw things together NO BOYS ALLOWED
(tho in the end i think clora just yapped to jo about sherlock the entire time LMAO...sorry jo🙏)
#SRSLY UR THE BEST ILY#so many creators in this fandom treat creating like a competition🥲#it can get demoralizing when i realize ive been blocked by so many other creators in this fandom... it makes me nervous to interact#because i dont know where im welcome sometimes within these formed groups bahha#BUT YOU ALWAYS MAKE EVERYONE FEEL SO WELCOME AND INCLUDED I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH I LOVE YOU💖💖💖#TAKE THIS MEAGER OFFERING OF MY LOVE AND THANKS#choccyart#ask#ominis gaunt x oc#ominis gaunt x mc#Johanna Newman
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here friend, I'll help you: when you realize the characterization isn't to your liking, go ahead and do me a favor -- scroll up to the top right of your screen and hit that big red X button. there, problem solved.
also don't bookmark it. I'm so freaking tired of having this conversation.
#i'm done being nice about shitty bookmarks#so i will not be blurring their name out#i went through their profile and it's clearly bookmarks meant for other people to see not just personal notes#ao3#archive of our own#this is the kinda shit that makes people stop writing#like you all understand that right?#not me because i love writing#but this is the kind of shit that demoralizes new writers#myfic#theresurrectionist#if me calling it out on here gets at least one person to chill with this kinda stuff#then i will gladly do it#rant
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I want to turn the game off, but i won't. Pitching is destroying my team again. We traded to get new pitchers who are just as bad as the old pitchers. Really? Great plan, not. The only good trade that we made was for Jazz Chisholm Jr.. De Los Santos has given up two runs and, for some reason, unbeknownst to me, is still pitching. Boone let Gil stay in when he shouldn't have, and now he's doing it with De Los Santos. It's not right. The rest of the team is doing their jobs well, but once again, pitching is giving away the game. The Chicago White Sox have lost 24 of their last 25 games, and they're beating us by 6. How is this happening? We're one of the best teams in the show, and they are the worst team in the show. WTF? Use some cash, man, Mr. Cashman and get us some pitchers, please 🙏🏼 De Los Santos just gave up a 3 run home run, and he's still pitching. That's 5 runs this inning. This is the largest lead that the White Sox have had all year. De Los Santos hasn't even gotten an out yet this inning, and Boone is keeping him in!! AAUUGGHH!! The White Sox are on pace to lose more games than anyone in baseball history, and they're beating us by 9. Un fucking believable!!! It's demoralizing. My poor team. Let's go Yankees!!!!! PLEASE 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 🙏🏼 Apparently, Aaron Boone didn't use the clue that I sent him. Alas and alack.
#Boone sucks#bad decisions#pitching#pitching is giving it away#again#demoralizing#the worst team is beating one of the best teams#ridiculous#buy a clue Boone#love#happiness#thank you#sharing#baseball#sports#ny yankees#let's go yankees#get rid of De Los Santos#please#painful#WTF
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would any of the trans ppl on this website feel like going over to this person’s youtube channel and leaving a nice comment? he’s a feminine trans guy who’s shorts keep popping up for me and the comments are always full of the most insanely transphobic nonsense i’ve ever seen. I think the algorithm is only pushing him to assholes and any trans people are scared to comment against 90% of the other comments. enough nice comments might turn the tide around
i know i’ve seen a few of his tiktoks passed around here! he makes general fashion and blog content about being trans
#trans#transgender#this has been slowly demoralizing me i’ve been leaving nice comments as often as i can
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Idk who needs to hear this but time and time again isn't over!!!
Webtoon removed the "time and time again will return!!!" Banner and I don't know why, but it's not over!!! There's still another 1/3 of the comic to go! There's a lot more stuff that I'm working on and it'll be coming back soon!
Please be patient with me, I know it's been a long time... But the stuff I'm making is really good and there's a lot of reasons it's taken this long. I promise I want it back more than anyone.
I'm trying to come back around the end of October. I'm doing my best to get everything ready in time, so no promises, but I'm on track to do so! I'm just one person writing and drawing everything, and my editor was fired so I'm not even getting any notes anymore. It's literally just me. I'm doing my best I promise!
#im so frustrated that banner has been gone#and people think the comic is over because of that#which is reasonable to think#but it... idk#its already an uphill battle to try snd retain audience after a hiatus this long#let alone when webtoon is actively building thr expectation that theres no need to come back...#im so frustrated#every day there is something new with them its so exhausting#this isnt even the thing I've been majorly stressed about this is a fresh new frustration#i feel like they're not just being unhelpful#at this point i feel like theyre actively sabotaging my career.#im not allowed to promote my books#i can't make my links too big so no one can find me#people dont even know i have a patreon#i can't make any announcements on the comic#and now people think th whole thing is over and it isnt!#im so ;_;#im so frustrated and demoralized#and people complete reasonably are losing patience and interest#and. ah... it's fine. like genuinely it is fine.#it will come back soon and i am doing a good job#and everyone who sees it's back will be happy with what ive done#cause it's good. its really good...#but. yeah. idk. webtoon has been actively keeping me down since the beginning and im so over them#I've been so mistreated aysudjejjdjdjdj#i just want to finish the series and go ;_;#taking all my power to not **** ******#just gotta power through and get the fuck out#text post#update
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“you don’t owe anyone anything” actually you owe everyone everything!!! you OWE your table server and your coworkers and the elderly person you pass on the street and the dog on its walk and the child toddling along in the park and the driver trying to merge next to you and the pregnant person standing on public transport KINDNESS in return for theirs!! the connections we build are what give life meaning!!!
#a buddy of mine is a server and is getting ROASTED on twitter for complaining about#how often nowadays people will just completely ignore her when she greets them and asks how they are and what can she get them started with#and when they DO finally acknowledge that she Exists they’re rude about it all#and how demoralizing and dehumanizing it is#and of course people have taken this and decided that being told it’s rude to ignore that your server exists is actually ableist#like jesus fucking christ you people can’t do anything huh#like i’m serious i’m ND and have terrible days where i go mute sometimes and you know what i do?#do my best to not go out places that require social interaction but if i Must then i’m not a prick to the people i come across#because my issues aren’t their fault. and i owe it to them to not make their lives harder.#anyway i’m so angry for bailey people are so awful grow up and have some fucking AGENCY
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a sneak peek of current maxiel wip to help fight the fucking horrors
"It's an honor, man," Josh bellows, blissfully unsuspecting. He doesn't have a Max radar, not many even have theirs properly attuned. Daniel's is going off the fucking charts, sirens blaring and all that. He follows the movement of Josh's muscled hand extending towards Max like a bridge lowering over a river in flood. "Daniel told me lots of great stuff about you. You've got some mad skills."
A mortifying ordeal but Josh is not lying, per se. Something eases in Max's strained expression and he steps a tiny bit forward, carelessly dropping that stupid glass on the table. Clank. Daniel doesn't know what to do with his hands when Max accepts the handshake — up, down, way too formal — and it's off-putting in some uncanny way. Daniel flexes his fingers, digs them into his thighs. Won't find an answer to what's plaguing him underneath the layer of clothes, beneath his skin; wrong place to look.
“Nice to meet you. Great party,” Max says, his smile tight like a string, and then adds, voice flat, his hand still clasped with Josh’s: “I would have bought that horse for Daniel.”
Josh shoots him a bewildered look. In Daniel’s chest, something ugly shakes loose.
#i feel so genuinely demoralized but we move#i just really want to finish this fic before COTA breaks me again#context is very important here but lmao remember ricallen stuff (it's a hint)#vicsy writes#maxiel#daniel ricciardo#max verstappen#fic: subterfuge
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i keep second guessing all my takes and ideas being all boo hoo i'm going to get a bad grade in jakeology. as if i don't have peers and more importantly as if there aren't already thousands of people out there who have done it so, so much worse than i ever could
#i hope that isn't an overly spiteful way of putting it but i've been really burnt out and really demoralized for the last while!#i've given up on every art piece i've started this year even the ones that aren't tryin to communicate anything specific#there is a lot of stuff wrong with me right now#and being wrong or somehow sub optimal when it comes to fan content doesn't even matter that much and i wish i didn't care as much as i do#mostly i want to make more of the stuff i would find interesting but at this point i'd take the satisfaction of being able to complete smth#i'm trying
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Interview Question for Etsushir:
What was the vibe like as a foot soldier during the suppression of the North Finn Rebellion? Did it feel doomed from the start or did it only fall apart once the Odomache was assaulted and killed?
#Etsushir is generally very quiet and guarded and wouldn't give this extensive of a response to most people but he CAN be this#talkative when he's comfortable and being approached genuinely as a peer. He has a lot on his mind.#wrt the war:#Basically what happened was that the approach was EXTREMELY confident. The first Imperial Wardi invasion of Finnerich was an almost#one-sided affair. The Wardi side had superiority in numbers + training + weaponry. The Finns had some basal fire lances but no#muskets (and the majority had no firearms whatsoever)#But this time around the rebelling Finns had reverse engineered the muskets and produced their own. Most not of#the same quality as the Wardi muskets due to lack of resources but more than enough to be a threat#They distributed these firearms strategically by need while the Wardi forces distributed their own by rank and among elite#groups of soldiers. Which was a functional strategy to distribute this (very limited) resource when engaged in conventional#warfare but the Finns engaged primarily through guerilla tactics and thus very effectively countered the Wardi military organization.#This resulted in situations where large groups of footsoldiers armed with spears and bows were slaughtered and routed by like#A Single Guy with a gun hiding in ambush. Which was extremely demoralizing#The Wardi military forces were also plagued with infighting which only worsened when this invasion turned out to Not be a cakewalk#which made them slow and ineffective to adjust to the Finns' tactics and further damaged their own troops' morale.#Bottom line being that most of the common footsoldiers got a distinct feeling that they were Fucked pretty soon after it all began#etsushir#ask meme
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