#delilah puckerman

[bearcreekhq]

COSTUME CONTEST WINNERS!

The votes have been tallied and we have the results of the Halloween Party's Costume Contest! The prize for each individual winner will be listed underneath the names. And the winners are...

Most Original: Olivia Weston as Athena Goddess of Wisdom & War → Prize: $25 gift certificate to 'Sip N' Time Cafe & Bookstore @oliviaxwestons Fan-Favorite: Madeline Clarington as Rosie the Riveter → Prize: $25 gift certificate to The Troubletones Karaoke Bar @madsclarington Scariest: Delilah James as Ghostface → Prize: $25 gift certificate to Modern Vintage @delilahjcmes Funniest: Finn Hudson as Super Mario → Prize: $25 gift certificate to Java Jams @finnhdson Sexiest: Noah Puckerman as Tom Cruise in Risky Business → Prize: $25 gift certificate to Coda Wine Bar @thenoahxpuckerman Best Couples/Duo or Group: Schuester Siblings as characters from Clue → Prize: $50 gift certificate to Stargazer Movie Theater @thatschuesterguy @matt-schue @stellaschue

All prizes were pre-purchased by the hostess, Julia Rose. Thank you to all of our participants, we hope to see you enter again next year! Our winners can pick up their prizes by drink counter.

[manyfandomocs]

➰ + Steve?

Yes yes here’s another big list (help I am already shipping some of these)

Abbie Hudson

Dolly and Barbie Corcoran

Betty Fabray (and the band)

Sav/Val/Bobby

Charlie Sylvester

Delilah Puckerman

Demi July

Gilbert Hummel

Hadley Roth <3

Hillary Holliday

Jeremy St. James

Joy Schuester

June Harris

Kendall Pierce

Marilyn Pillsbury

Natalie Astor

Roxie Flores

Sadie Berry

Tegan Wright <3

Zoe Giardi

Send me ➰ + one of my ocs and I’ll tell you which of your ocs I think they’d get along with

[ginevrastilinski-ocs]

Crossover List: Nate?

Lmao can I just say everyone? It's way faster! 🥺💚

Aurora Anderson ofc my babies

Abbie Hudson

Adelia Kline (vibes vibes vibes)

Amelie Kline

Ash Astor & Roman Kline (I just want Aurora's family and Nate's family to merge together okay?)

Barbie Corcoran

Betty Fabray (& Mac, Claude and Tommy as well)

Camilo Ayers

Cece Cartwright (we definitely need to talk more about them)

Charlie Sylvester

Christie Hummel (the potential of these two)

Cole Manning

Colton Cartwright ovb

Daphne Carter

Delilah Puckerman

Demi July

Dolly Corcoran

Faye Anderson

Haruki Knox

Hillary Holliday ofc

Holden Pierre

Jeremy St James

Jo Berry

Josh St James (Just want these two to interact pls)

Josie St James

Joy Schuester

June Harris & May Taylor

Kendall Pierce

Lilibeth Anderson

Mandy Abrams

Marilyn Pillsbury

Roxie Flores

Sadie Berry

Savannah Evans

Zoe Giardi

[cecexwrites]

in preparation for the new kinktober list i am formally petitioning for romantic (or just sexual) glee, teen wolf, and harry potter crossovers 🥺👀 (also any others of course always but it feels criminal that we don't have any for those)

I'm going to have to circle back on Harry Potter because I got overwhelmed but here is this!

Aurora Anderson Max Contreras-Herrera

Abbie Hudson Parker Puckerman Harper Brown

Cecilia Cartwright Hayley Berry

Cole Manning Hayley Berry Juliet Torres

Delilah Puckerman Hayley Berry

Demi July Eddie Contreras Herrera

Hillary Holliday Hayley Berry

Holden Pierre Maite Contreras Herrera

Jason Del Monico Mila Contreras Heywood

Jeremy St James Eve Fabray

Jo Berry Palmer Puckerman

Joy Schuester Palmer Puckerman

Kendall Pierce Eddie Contreras Herrera

Lilibeth Anderson Max Contreras Herrera

Marilyn Pillsbury Hayley Berry

Roxie Flores Hayley Berry Palmer Puckerman (Separate or together whatever)

Teen Wolf

Abigayle Whittemore Jude Deveraux

Adrian Argent Artem Sokolov (Hear me out, doppleganger sex)

Adrienne Argent Wesley Brooks

Aislynn Deaton Lev Sokolov Darby Lancaster

Arianne Martin JUDE DEVERAUX

Beckett Faulkner Will Argent

Callie Raeken Tiberius Lancaster

Elijah Hayes Eden St James

Halley Shaw Will Argent

Reagan Stilinski Mikhail Sokolov (If she can deal with him being an evil son of a bitch)

Selena McCall Jude Deveraux Tiberius Lancaster

Silas Peregrine Eden St James

of course if there are any you don't vibe with, let me know. If there are ones you want that I didn't put in there, again, let me know. I'm open to anything, you know that. This was just going over everything and trying to not completely lose my mind. I don't know that I managed to avoid the losing my mind thing buuuuuuuut.

[alex-washington-rackets]

The hunt for coffee

TAGGING ➝ Alex Washington, Bree Brown @blckbarbree

LOCATION ➝ PSU Cafateria

TIME FRAME ➝ 10/17 afternoon.

WARNINGS ➝ None.

SUMMARY ➝ Alex and Bree get to know eachother

Bree Brown

[follows him to coffee] So the rest of the questions, I am from LA so been here like my whole life, I am a mathematics doctoral student and a TA for Professor Delilah Rose, my favorite color is pink unless it's purple and I have no red flags, unless you count being damn near flawless a red flag.

Alex Washington

[whilst on the hunt for coffe at bree's admission Alex stops in shock] Your a mathematics doctora student [he repeats] What! So your like really cleaver! Should i be calling you Dr Bree? [Continuing on the hunt for caffeine] Honey i am obsessed with your confidence! These are the kinds of vibes i love. So what about your ex's? Is there anyone here? Spill the tea!

Bree Brown

Clever is certainly a word I would use to describe me, and not yet. I still have about two years left in my program and then Dr. Bree Brown PhD has a very nice ring to it. [smiles just thinking about it] Shockingly, I don't hate your whole thing either. Which, actually means something because most people exhaust me beyond belief. Well, he's not really my ex anymore, don't know if you saw the handsome man in the corner hunched over a phone, but that one is mine, Jake Puckerman.

Alex Washington

As you should! And i bet your gonna boss the next two years too. [Finally finding the coffee Alex sorts them out with some] Im gonna call you Dr Bree. It fits. [Sending her a wink] You know ive made a lot of wins today but winning your favour has got to be the top. How on earth are you surviving here with so many people if they exhaust you? [Alex asks in wonder] i mean i dont mind people but ive beem going stir crazy the last few days being cooped up inside. You mean to tell me that that all drink of water brooding in the courner is your man! Honey hes beautiful! well done! [Offering Bree a high five]

Bree Brown

[has never been more excited to see coffee in her entire life] You can literally call me whatever you want now that you've found coffee. Although, I do like Dr. Bree, so that definitely has my stamp of approval. [quite frankly, she's lapping up this attention and it's feeding her soul] Oh, no, don't let the demeanor fool you, I am absolutely fourteen minutes away from chewing my way out of here, but I am trained not to o such things or indicate in any way with my body language that I feel anything less than perfect. [might have just realized it isn't people that exhaust her but rather the fact she has to put on a front every time she's around others, damn] I figured if I was going to be with a man I might as well be with one that looks good enough to compensate for the male fuckery I am sure to endure. And believe me, I have endured.

Alex Washington

[Alex laughed at her admission] Thats fair. I've always been of the mind of if you cant beat them join them. Its always kept me safe. But even i can admit that that can get pretty draining. I can totally see you knoring your way out with your sharp mouth. [Alex smiled at the crazy image. He admired Bree for her confidence. It was refeshing to meet someone who just told it like it was] Oh Dr Bree how did you train yourself to be perfect. I am anything but no amtter how hard i try. I will never be enough for my mother. [He thought ruefully on the amount of effort he had dedicated his life to his mothers approval.] Oh believe me women can casue just as much fuckery! I'm sorry to hear youve had to endure so much.

[ellierosepsu]

Ellie Rose's Character Sheet

Personal.

Name: Eleanor Parker Rose

Nickname(s): Ellie

Age: 23

Birthday: October 15th

Gender: ciswoman

Sexuality: bisexual

Height and build: 5'5"

Place of birth: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Place of residence: Los Angeles, California

Type of residence: two bedroom apartment

Extrovert/Introvert: mixed, mainly extrovert

Optimist/Pessimist: pessimist

Illnesses or disabilities: none

Physical.

Eye colour: blue

Hair colour: brown

Hair length: down to shoulders

Memorable physical features: scar above left eyebrow

Posture: pretty messed up

Clothing and accessories: converse, vans, plaid and flannel shirts, jean shorts

Glasses?: no

Tattoos: your answer

Piercings: ears pierced in two places

Reference:

Family.

Mother: Mille Rose

Relationship: it's good, but it can sometimes be strained

Father: Michael Moore

Relationship: haven't spoken since Ellie was 15

Parent relationship: broken up

Birth order: third, youngest

Sibling #1: Marley Rose

Age: 29

Relationship:

Sibling #2: Delilah Rose

Age: 29

Relationship: very close, Ellie adores Delilah

Relationships.

Relationship status: in a relationship with Miles Hudson

Notable past romantic relationship(s): none

Sexual history: one night stands with Shepherd Evans and Jake Puckerman

Best friend(s): Zach Wilde, Eden Wilde, Reagan Morris-Corcoran, Ali Rutherford, Jake Puckerman, Tina Cohen-Chang, Gianna Jones, Eileen July, Imogen Cortes

Antagonist(s): herself

Roommate(s): Mila Holliday

Education & Career.

Past college education: n/a

Current education: culinary arts major, junior

Past job(s): few here and there

Current job/career: bartender

Wanted job/career: unknown

[privilege-rpg]

Welcome to Privilege! Thank you so much for applying; we're so excited to write with you. Please make sure to read over the new member checklist before sending in your account, and try to get the account sent to us within the next 48 hours so we can get you set up with the OOC discord link and into the game!

Matthew Hummel, Played by Jeanne

Jacob "Jake" Puckerman, Played by Shae

Naomi Puckerman, Played by Jo

Delilah Rose, Played by Dane

Aliyah "Ali" Rutherford, Played by Jana

Anastacia "Staci" St. James, Played by Andie

Morgan Weston, Played by Jay

[chandlerjulyfm]

CONNECTIONS +

POSITIVE TAKEN

COLLEGE BESTIES: they became friends their freshman year at psu and now both work on staff at psu, no matter the distance they’ve shown up for each other. they tend to meet up for coffees or walks on campus or late night margaritas - penny sylvester

BEST FRIEND:

FRIENDS: people she’s getting to know better - noah puckerman

UNLIKELY FRIENDS: these two you wouldn’t necessarily pair up together but they work well together, and he helps her with her fashion sense because she needs it - kurt hummel

BROTHERLY NEIGHBOR: blaine and cj live next door to each other in the neighborhood surrounding psu, the more they've been around each other the more cj has viewed him like a long lost brother. she loves spending time with him. - blaine anderson

ANGEL ON HER SHOULDER: delilah has always been a good influence on cj and throughout the course of their friendship she’s been grateful for her more times than she can count - delilah rose

POSITIVE OPEN

LIKE A SISTER: anyone who basically has a key to her apartment, they have a sibling bond

ACQUAINTENCES: maybe have seen each other around campus

ROLE MODEL: someone she looks up to

CHILDHOOD FRIEND(S): would have to be from NYC

PARTY PALS: anyone she met through the party life-style, she’s an influencer of sorts

FRIENDS WHO DRIFTED: were close in college but have managed to drift apart because they're not on campus together anymore

NEGATIVE TAKEN

NEGATIVE OPEN

RIVAL: maybe we’re on different teams in high school or fought over the same girl

DISLIKE: you could say it’s jealousy or you could say it’s just because she doesn’t love his personality but they have never gotten along

INTIMIDATED BY: someone who’s doing everything right and getting what they want

DISTRUST: for one reason or another, could just be vibes, she doesn’t trust them

ROMANTIC TAKEN

EX CRUSH (FOR HER): been crushing on them a little while now but when cj got the nerve to ask her out marley had to let her down - marley rose

CRUSH (FOR THEM): dani has had a crush on cj for a little while now and cj’s flirty self can’t do anything but play into it - dani flores

CRUSH: they met at a coffee shop one morning and now cj can't get her out of her head - avery dunn

FLIRTATIONSHIP: will they? won’t they? who cares they’re just having fun - jemma sylvester

SERIOUS SUMMER FLING: what was supposed to be just a summer fling started turning into more — like maybe they were in love more. but too focused on her career, cj decided that it wasn’t the right time for another this serious and called things off, leaving santana pissed off and maybe brokenhearted - santana lopez

EXES/EX FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS: they were friends with benefits during their time at psu, they then decided to date for a few months before breaking up and now they're still awkward about the fall out - sam pierce

MATCHED ON AN APP: cj best friends with her sister but cj couldn’t help herself when she saw her on the app. they matched and have been chatting ever since — casey sylvester

ROMANTIC OPEN

FIRST RELATIONSHIP: the first girl she dated in secret at psu

FIRST TIME: could go with the one above, but the first girl she hooked up with

FIRST LOVE: the first girl to really make her know what love was

EX FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS: anyone in the past that was a casual fling

HOOK UPS/ONE NIGHT STANDS: self explanatory

++ = future plot, has yet to happen in game

hit me up for more plots, i’m always up for it!

[rose-delilah]

DELILAH: Uh huh. DELILAH: That's actually pretty noble of you, Puckerman. I'm thinking maybe you might have the moral compass to do this gig. DELILAH: Weird, all of a sudden I can't read.

JAKE: Only when necessary. JAKE: I'm being honest. And no, I wasn't a frat boy. The idea of paying for "bros" and to live in a filthy house together was never appealing to me. JAKE: So if I break into your place, I won't find any FBI gear? JAKE: You already did admit to it, so don't blame that on me. You can't fail me either.

[randomestfandoms-ocs]

Happy Birthday Delilah Puckerman! (August 27th)

Sarcasm isn't an attitude, it's an art

Tag List: want to be added?

[bearcreekhq]

The following characters have reached 7 or more days of inactivity and have until Sunday at 7:30pm EST to resume activity or your role(s) will be re-opened.

Amber Rose (@ambersrose)

Dominic Berry (@djdomberry)

Lauryn Hayward (@laurynhayward)

Noah Puckerman (@thenoahxpuckerman)

The following players are excused from activity check due to being on hiatus:

Liz (Sam Evans, Chris Schuester) - until 11/1

Charlie (Mack Fabray, Maeve Flynn-Abrams) - until 11/5

Kate (Delilah James, Stacey Evans) - until 11/5

Jess (Matt Schuester, Stevie Evans, Roxana Santiago, Felicity Harrington) - until 11/8

Laura (Julia Rose, Hadley Berry, Teddy Rhodes, Daria Rutherford, Carter Hudson, Seth Beiste, Tina Cohen-Chang) - until 11/8

Elle (Lottie Evans, Olivia Weston, Kurt Hummel, Jasmine Baudelaire) - until 11/9

A (Anastasia Beiste, Jackson Rose, Mercedes Jones, Gabriel Cohen-Chang, Charlie Rhodes, River Jackson, Brody Weston, Dove Sylvester) - until 11/13

Reminder that photos, music, memes, replies & muse posts do not count as activity. If you need a hiatus, please fill out the form on the hiatus page and send it in to the main!

[manyfandomocs]

Speak Now [Taylor Swift]

Okay this has been 75% completed in my inbox long enough so I'm not doing the vault tracks as initially planned but! Just lmk if you do wanna see the vaults

also I am apparently so attached to assigning Enchanted to ships I should just do an edit series for couples. And Innocent was so hard to assign

Mine ; Thomas Mayfair (with Brady Mariano @randomestfandoms-ocs ), Ashton Daniels (with Blaine Anderson), Emmeline Fitzherbert (with Mal), Cassidy Fuchs (with Grace Chasity)

Sparks Fly ; Ruby Fitzherbert (with Evie), Natalia Finch (with Obie Bergmann)

Back To December ; Ashton Daniels (with Sam Evans), Sebastian Van Wyck (with Henry, pre-RWRB), Katherine Keller (young with FP Jones)

Speak Now ; Tiffany Holloway (with Max Jägerman), Jasmine Teller (with Jess Mariano), Robin Davidson (with Betsy McDonough), Theodosia Fortescue (with Colin Bridgerton), Sampson Lockhart (with Arabella Kingsley)

Dear John ; Belladonna Callow (with Malachi), Gabriel Legume (with the unnamed ex), Genevieve Sterling (with Hiram Lodge)

Mean ; Felicity Moore, Cassidy Fuchs, CJ Kelly

The Story Of Us ; Genevieve Sterling (with Hiram Lodge), Steve Schuester (with Jesse St James), Serafina Hollander (with Tristan Dugray), Solana Reed (with Val), Carrie Ryan (with Noah Puckerman)

Never Grow Up ; Chloe Brown (with Eloise Sol @randomestfandoms-ocs ), Lottie Tyler (with Rose Tyler), Silas Green (with Hannah Foster)

Enchanted ; Leticia Beaumont (with Colin Bridgerton), Arabella Kingsley (with Sampson Lockhart), Calliope Angelos (with Nora Holleran), Kendall Frost (with Beatrice Mountchristen-Windsor), Cassie Rose (with Annabeth Chase), Vincent James (with Jenny Banks), Tamora Snow (with Lucy Gray Baird), Charles Pond (with Clara Oswald), Odelia Roth (with David Nolan & Odessa Pavlova)

Better Than Revenge ; Gabriel Legume (with Ben, Audrey's POV), Delilah Curdle (@ Betty Cooper), Catalina Cabrera (with Dan Humphrey, Serena's POV), Carrie Ryan (honestly this is just Rachel @ Carrie for all of their shared boyfriends)

Innocent ; Chloe Brown, Ginevra Gothel

Haunted ; Carrie Ryan (with Noah Puckerman), Steve Schuester (with Jesse St James), Wrenley Daring (with Jay), Gabriel Legume (with Harry Hook), Victor Chase (with Billy Loomis), Lorelai Cooper (with Chuck Clayton)

Last Kiss ; Steve Schuester (with Jesse St James), Carrie Ryan (with Sam Evans), Ashton Daniels (with Sam Evans), Thomas Mayfair (with Lane Kim), Tiffany Holloway (with Max Jägerman in most timelines), Catalina Cabrera (with Nate Archibald)

Long Live ; Sage Rowe, Nathan Price, Ashton Daniels, Carrie Ryan, Silas Green, Cassidy Fuchs, Ivy Perkins, Abigail James, Felicity Moore, Zeke Beiste

Ours ; Arabella Kingsley (with Sampson Lockhart), Karina Jimenez (with Brittany Pierce), Felix Dosier (with Finn Hudson), Ashton Daniels (with Blaine Anderson), Gabriel Legume (with Ben), Theo Gleason (with Jess Mariano)

Superman ; Carrie Ryan (with Jesse St James), Silas Green (with Lex Foster), Sebastian Van Wyck (with Henry Hanover-Stuart-Fox, pre RWRB), Katherine Keller (with FP Jones), Madeline Stevens (with Frank Delfino)

Send me an album and, if I know the artist, I will try to associate to every song an oc/ship/crossover

[what-if-rpg]

Hey there, tags. This week, we still got zero (0) apps, but, we would love to get a couple until Sunday. If you are looking for a place to play your original muse, check us out. If you want a place to play Glee canon characters, here are also here. Come check us out! Under the read more, you will be able to see who we have open and ready to be taken. We would love to see you around!

CANON

JEFF STERLING

WILLIAM SCHUESTER

SUE SYLVESTER

KURT HUMMEL

SEBASTIAN SMYTHE

BRODY WESTON

APRIL RHODES

NOAH PUCKERMAN

JAKE PUCKERMAN

SUGAR MOTTA

BIFF MCINTOSH

SANTANA LOPEZ 

DAVE KAROFSKY

BREE JORDAN

HOLLY HOLLIDAY

JUDY FABRAY

ADAM CRAWFORD

SHELBY CORCORAN

TINA COHEN-CHANG

HUNTER CLARINGTON

MIKE CHANG

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS

JASPER ST. JAMES (FC: Rudy Pankow)

BREEZE BERRY-ROSE (FC: Sophia Bush)

SHANNON WILDE (FC: Hunter Schafer)

ZARA PILLSBURY (FC: Madelaine Petsch)

CLARA PADILLA (FC: Camila Mendes)

VALENTINO LOPEZ (FC: Wilmer Valderrama)

TALISA JONES (FC: Laura Harrier)

LEVI JONES (FC: Michael B. Jordan)

KYAN JONES (FC: Jeremy Pope)

BILLIE JONES (FC: Alexandra Shipp)

DELILAH GURWITZ (FC: Tessa Thompson)

ARTHUR FLANAGAN (FC: Colin O'Donogue)

GABRIEL BERRY (FC: Joshua Bassett or Charlie Gillespie)

TROY ADAMS (FC: John Boyega) 

[hqmckinley]

(please ignore that this says task #3 instead of #4 i just noticed and was too lazy to fix the graphic)

This week Principal Schuester has decided to spice things up a bit and it’s going to be mentor week! This means that every faculty member has been paired up with a student (given the ratio every faculty member has more than one mentee). The goal of this week is to have some sort of f2f interaction between the mentor or mentee (this can be a para, a normal dash interaction, whatever you want) and the mentee has to do one of three things, if they are in a glee club they will sing a song that their mentor sang during their time in the glee club. Their mentor wasn’t in Glee? No problem! Then your character will just perform a song where they take their mentor’s advice into account when choosing a song, and if you’re mentee is not in a glee club then they are advised to just do some sort of self-para (can also be a diary entry) where they take that advice into account (or not into account). You will have the entire week to work on this and as always have fun!

If you do a Glee task tag it as #mckinleyglee and throw it in the task channel on discord and if you do a self-para/journal entry do the same thing except tag it as #mckinleytask!

Under the cut you will find the mentor/mentee list. Keep in mind some were paired based on personality while others were just randomly placed

Sam Evans: Tommy O’Dell & Tosha Campbell

Noah Puckerman: Jaxon Harmon & Mira Baizen

Quinn Fabray: Celeste Lowell & Adam Francis 

Blaine Anderson: Jeremiah Dunn & Stevie Evans

Kurt Hummel: Lena Becker & Stacey Evans 

Alec Moreno: Mason Brooks & Vinny Hart & Christian Gomez

Hunter Adleman: Elle Smythe & Sarah Puckerman

Santana Lopez: Kaylie Silva

Brittany Pierce: Delilah Rhodes

Eva Dean:

Marley Rose:

[janellelucy]

too good at goodbyes

TAGGING: Janelle Puckerman & Cameron Weston

LOCATION: Their  house & the Hospital 

TIME FRAME: Thursday, May 7th; around 2:30pm-ish

WORD COUNT: 5222

NOTES: TRIGGER WARNING: do not read if you are sensitive to any talk about losing a child/miscarrying 

Janelle had drooped her phone into the cup holder of her car driving back home, but as she did she could feel cramps even more. The fact something really felt wrong she really tried to push it away, thinking that it was just because she got so mad at his mom that this would just pass. It wasn't long till she was pulling into their driveway, the cramps weren't as bad but they where still there, and she actually was getting worried about them now. Grabbing her bag from the back seat and then her phone from the cup holder and headed inside. She was greeted by Delilah who was happy to see her "hi sweetie, where's daddy?"

cameron had an off day today, and wanted to finish doing some work around the house. he started in the backyard, cutting the grass, trimming the bushes, the typical backyard upkeep. it didn't take him long to do that, an hour or two tops, and then he moved into the house, cleaning up some things, and finishing up hanging some pictures janelle wanted up on the walls. by the time janelle got home, cameron was starting on dinner, being nearly done as the quiet sound of their alarm system went off, signaling that the front door was open. "i'm in the kitchen, baby!" he called out, continuing to stir the pasta.

When she heard Cam's voice she let out a happy sigh, drooping her bag down on the table they had by the front door and kicked off her converse off, walking into the kitchen. "Hi." She said softly, going over kissing his cheek quickly "How was your day?"

cameron smiled at the bit of attention she gave him, turning his head so he could plant a kiss on her lips, "hey," he let the wooden spoon sit on top of the pot, turning fulling so he was facing her, "it was fine, i got almost everything done. the backyard is looking better, got those pictures hung, cleaned everything up." cam reached forward, wrapping his arms around her body, pulling her into his chest, "how was yours?"

Janelle wrapped her arm around him as he kissed her, letting her lips linger on his for a moment. "wow, and i didn't even leave you a honey-do list" She let out a happy sigh, feeling the cramps hit again, having her flinch a little before she could even answer cam

"i know, i'm really doing good, eh?" he laughed, leaning his head down, letting his forehead rest on hers. cameron could sense her tensing up and he pulled his head away, his brows furrowing, "what's wrong, baby? you okay?"

Janelle pulled away, wanting to say she was fine, but she knew she wasn't "no." She said softly. Janelle's voice was never lower than a whisper, and it was getting there as she felt another pain "i think there is something wrong.."

cameron placed both his hands on her upper arms, worried for what was to happen. she didn't look right - he could tell something was off, "what do you - mean wrong, janelle?" he asked, keeping his voice quiet, though there was a hint of urgency.

Janelle didn't know how to say it, her brain only going one way, and it wasn't the way she wanted it to be going. "It hurts.." She looked up at him as she tried to keep her breath steady but it was pretty shaky as she spoke.. "I'll be right back.." She pulled away from him, going to the bathroom down stairs, closing the door behind her. She pulled down her jeans, and underwear in one movement, looking down. it wasn't covered yet, but there was a heavy spotting, as she let out a sob.

cameron was quick to follow her as she pulled away, not understanding how she couldn't just let him in on something so serious. he knocked on the door, "janell -" he started, though he was cut off hearing her sob. without hesitation, he opened the door, not caring if she would have been angry about it or not. it took him a moment to register the scene in front of him, but once he did, he was kneeling down in front of her, "come here," he whispered, opening his arms.

Janelle had her elbows on top of her legs and her head in her hands, the silent tears flowing. Nothing felt off until today, and this was her worst fear. When Cam came in she barely moved, but did her arms going around him tightly crying into his chest. There was no way it wasn't what she thought it was, but she didn't want to be the one to say the word.

as soon as janelle fell into his arms, he held her tightly, and as close to his body as he possibly could. "it's okay, baby, you're okay," he whispered, moving his hand up to rub along the back of her head. cameron knew exactly what was happening, he knew what the bleeding meant, and he knew it was too late for them to fix anything. his heart was shattered, but he was doing his best to remain strong for his girlfriend, knowing that was what she needed.

Janelle just stayed there in his arms, for a good solid five minutes crying, "i..we should probably go to this hospital." She finally said barely above a whisper as she sniffled. She probably really didn't need to, but if she heard herself say the word, or cam say it, she needed to hear it from a doctor, she needed to know there was no baby.

cameron was prepared to stay there for as long as she needed to, holding her as tightly as he could, trying his best to provide her some form of comfort, "alright, yeah, do you want to go now?" he asked quietly, his hand still moving along her hair. "it's going to be okay, sweetheart, you know that, right? it's okay." he tried again, his voice hopeful, though there was a hint of pain, of sadness.

Janelle nodded her head up and down. "i know." She said, her voice kind of monotone. "I'm.. I'm just gonna go up stairs and change really quick, okay?" She dropped her arms from where they had been tightly gripping his sides. As he let her go, she got up and made her way up stairs. She changed out of her black jeans  and put on a different pair of underwear along with a pad - not wanting to ruin another pair, and then pulled on a pair of sweat pants before going back down stairs.

cameron nodded his head slowly at her response, not really knowing what else he could say to help her in this situation. he let her leave his embrace, sitting back on the bathroom tile as she walked away. his head fell, a hand immediately moving up to run through his hair, tugging slightly on the ends. cam could feel himself starting to get emotional, he could feel himself starting to break, but he quickly snapped out of it and stood up and off the ground. he put their puppy in her little pen, giving her a quick pet on the top of her head before he stood up, looking to janelle, "you ready?" he asked quietly.

Janelle shook her head "no. but guess i have to be." She forced out a laugh, before going back over to him, her arms wrapped back around him. "I'm sorry." She mumbled into his chest. Though she couldn't control what her body did, she felt like it was her fault she lost the baby still.

"it'll be okay," he spoke quietly, wrapping his arms tightly around her small body. he could practically feel his heart breaking as the words came from her mouth. cameron pulled away from her, cupping her face in both of his hands, "you need to listen to me, right now." he spoke, his words firm, yet still quiet, "i don't ever want to hear you say that again. you have absolutely nothing to be sorry for. this is not your fault, this is not my fault, this is not anyone's fault. okay? things just - happen. maybe it - wasn't the right time for us. but - you're not to blame for this." with every word cameron spoke, he could feel his eyes welling up, and though he blinked quickly to keep them from falling, they were still visible.

Janelle let out a sigh as his hands went to her face. She knew he was right, everything he said was true. it wasn't either of their fault. shit just happens. "ok." she reached up though pushing away cam's tears before they spilled over his eyes.

cameron rubbing his thumbs along her cheeks slowly, letting out a soft sigh as he stared at her, "i'm serious, janelle. it's not your fault." he whispered, closing his eyes quickly as she began to wipe at them. he didn't want her to see him like this, so upset and broken, he needed to be strong, now more than ever.

"Okay cam." Janelle repeated herself letting her thumb fall from his face letting out a sigh. "lets just go..okay?" She put her hand on his wrist to slowly pulled them down before she pulled away to grab her bag, and the two of them started outside.

cameron let out a sigh, wishing janelle could just believe his words, but he stopped repeating himself, and let his hands fall to his sides. "yeah - okay," he mumbled, the tone of his voice defeated. he soon walked towards the front door, grabbing his keys and his wallet, sliding both into his pockets and began to make his way outside towards the car.

Janelle let out a soft sigh. she just wanted it confirmed that it was in fact what it was that happened and try and move on. she was already heart broken over it. and she knew cam was too. its not your fault kept ringing in her ears as they sat in the car on the drive to the hospital. She didn't get it, how wasn't it her fault how wasn't it her fault that her own body wanted to reject the baby. She let her head lean on the window watching the outside not saying much on the drive.

cameron made sure janelle got into the car okay before he did the same. a majority of the drive, he kept to himself, and ignored the pressing need to fill up the silence of the car. but after a few minutes, he reached his hand over and grabbed a tight hold of janelle's. cameron needed her to know that he was right here, though all of it. he wasn't going anywhere. the drive wasn't long, but it felt like forever. he pulled into the parking lot, glancing over to her now, "should we go into the er?" he asked, not really knowing how to handle a situation like this.

When Cam had reached over to take her hand, she adjusted them, so her fingers were laced into his, smiling just a tiny bit. "um..i'd assume er? I don't think we'd really be able to go any place else?"

cameron nodded his head, but kept his words to himself, not really knowing what else to say in the moment. he found a parking space, and pulled into it, taking the keys out of the ignition. before she could get out of the car, cameron turned his body, cupping her cheek in his hand, pulling her into him. he placed a kiss to her lips, staying there for a moment before he pulled just an inch away, "i love you. more than anything in this whole world. you know that, right? you're my everything, janelle. despite all the things we've been through, or are going through. nothing will ever make me love you any less than i love you right now."

Janelle shifted a little bit as he stopped the car, ready to get out before he pulled to to him, having her kiss back, almost relaxing a little, as if she actually needed that more than anything right now, though tears filled her eyes again, nodding. "I know. I love you too Cam" She said softly pushing her tears away, shaking her head. "you're my soulmate, there is nothing that the two of us can't do together." She whispered leaning back into him to kiss him softly. cameron let his thumb rub against her cheek softly, hoping that his actions would bring her some form of comfort, "you and me against the world, huh?" he whispered, kissing her back as she leaned in. after a rather long moment, he pulled back, "you ready to go?" cam asked, still keeping his voice rather quiet.

"Always." She smiled her hand reaching for his face as they kissed, but the second he pulled away she dropped it. "As ready as I'll ever be." She nodded, reaching for the car door to get out. Walking inside, the waiting room didn't have many people and that could be a good or bad thing.  She kept her hand tightly in Cam's as she went up to the counter. The nurse greeted her and asked her what was the reason for coming in. Janelle explained it, they took her information, as she gave her id, and her insurance car. Getting things handed back and a wrist band on, they told them to have a seat someone would be out shortly to take her vitals before anything else could happen.

cameron wasn't planning on leaving her side even for a moment, even as she went up to the counter, he kept his hand in hers, holding onto her tightly. he waited as the nurse talked to janelle, rubbing his thumb along the back of her hand throughout the whole interaction. as the nurse told them to take a seat, cameron nodded his head, and lead janelle over to a group of chairs. he waited for her to sit down before he took the seat next to her, his arm immediately wrapping around her body.

Janelle sat down with him, moving as close to him as she could, as she put her things away back into her wallet, trying to keep busy. there was only so much you could do in a waiting room, so with putting those cards back into her wallet she found it a good time to try and clean it out, staying quiet, as she looked at receipts she had crumpled up in there, and her little bit of cash she did keep in there in four different spots trying to put it all back into one pile.

cameron watched as she dug apart her wallet, chuckling softly as she began to organize everything. he leaned his head in, pressing a gentle kiss to her cheek before he let his head rest on her shoulder. after a moment, he began humming softly, the tune to her favorite song, trying again to provide some kind of distraction.

Janelle let out a sigh as he leaned into her as she moved stuff around. "Do you want this?" She asked softly holding out one of those punch cards for a local sub shop that if you got them all punched you got a free thing. she didn't even know how she had it because she couldn't remember the last time she had gone to that sub shop.

cameron couldn't help but chuckle softly, shaking his head at her offer, "i'm good, baby, thank you. do you want me to take it for you so i can throw it out later, though?" he asked, picking his head up just enough for him to be able to look at her.

Janelle looked between him, and the pile of trash that was sitting on top of her bag, shaking her head as she dropped it down into the pile she had for the trash. "No it's fine." She finished up her wallet, putting it in his lap, not wanting to put it on the seat next to her as she started to dig through her bag. She found not one, not two, but three pairs of headphones, two charging cabled, a wall plug, a portable charger, the bag she normally had all her lipsticks in  - empty, a half bottle of water, an unopened starbucks frapachino drink, more receipts, all of her lipsticks - putting them right back into her makeup bag, fifteen hair ties, two half packs of gum, gum wrappers, a bunch of pens, a mini notebook, her broken popsocket, her planner, keys, and last but not least, an ulta gift card at the bottom. "I think i need to clean this out more often" she mumbled, grabbing her wallet back from cam to slip the gift card into one of the pockets, before trying to find spots and homes for most of the stuff, as the trash pile kept growing bigger.

cameron sat back in his own seat, watching her pick apart her bag with wide eyes, not understanding how that many things could fit in a bag of that size, "jesus, janelle, it's like the fuckin' marry poppins bag, isn't it?" he asked, his eyebrows raised, letting out a laugh.

Janelle couldn't help but let out a laugh. "I'm sorry there is no hat stand in my bag." She teased playfully elbowing him.  she got all the trash together getting up and throwing it away before coming back and sat down with him leaving her head on his shoulder. "Please tell me that took me longer than i think it did?"

"what a damn shame," he chuckled, looking over at her, "i was really hoping for like - a pet elephant or something. 'lilah could use a buddy." it was making cameron happy to see a genuine smile on janelle's face, something that had been foreign for the last few hours, "took you like - ten fifteen minutes, i think?"

"We do not have room for a pet elephant." She shook her head letting out a sigh. "I was hoping you were about to say a half hour." she mumbled, the smile fading quickly knowing where she was again. it was only about five minutes later her name was called. She got up, taking Cam's hand  with hers and walked into the little room where they took her temperature, blood pressure, height, weight and everything. When it came to asking more about the pain and the bleeding. "It slides? like right this second it a zero, but back at home it was like a five or a six? and as far as the blood goes it seemed like a very heavy flow." her hand went to her belly and the nurse asked a few more questions before leaving, leaving the pair in that small office. only a minute or two later she was back taking them into the er to a room. "A doctor will be in with you guys in a few minutes."

"dammit, i think we could make room," he teased, offering up another small smile. cameron shook his head at her words, moving to wrap his arm back around her much smaller body. he kept her close until her name was called, and even then, he made sure he kept his hand held tightly in her own. he remained by her side even in the small office, balancing on his toes right next to the chair she was sat in, his hand placed gently on her knee. cam made sure he could stay near her even as the nurse was doing what she needed to do, and as soon as she was out of the room, cameron was leaning in to press a kiss to janelle's forehead, "you doing okay?" he asked in a whisper.

Janelle sat on the bed, her feet dangling off the floor. It was more waiting that she didn't want  to do. "I'm fine." She said looking up to him. "are you okay?" She asked. It couldn't be easy on him knowing that they lost the baby, knowing how excited he was for it too.

cameron stood up slowly, letting his arm move to rest behind her, his hand rubbing up and down her back gently, "i'm okay, baby, don't worry about me," he whispered, pressing a kiss to her hair, "is your stomach hurting you? do you want me to rub it?" cameron was nearly scrambling to find ways to bring her some comfort, it being the only thing he could do in this moment, even if it didn't work as well as he would want it to.

"Cameron." She said simply looking back at him. "Don't make me pull what you did to me earlier." She moved to look at him. "And no. not right now." She told him, pushing her hair behind her ear. "Just don't leave." She said softly.

"oh come on, i'm telling you i'm fine, so i'm fine. i promise," he smiled, leaning in to kiss her forehead yet again. cam kept his hand moving along her back, nodding his head when she said that her stomach felt okay, "leave? never, baby. i'm not leaving." he reassured, shaking his head, his words firm, yet still quiet.

"Uh huh sure." She mumbled leaning into him "So just cause im saying I'm fine, you think I'm actually fine too then?" she questioned shaking her head "no even if they ask you to leave, can you just not.. like i don't want you to go anywhere."

cameron let out a sigh, moving so he could sit on the edge of the bed, keeping his hand moving on her back, “can we not focus on me right now, please?” truthfully, he was still getting used to being open about his feelings with people, and right now, he didn’t want to have to think about himself. he wanted to be focused on her, “i told you, baby, i’m not going anywhere. i don’t care if they want me to leave or not, i’m staying right here.”

She dropped it. she didn't want the fight right now, or try and force him to talk about it. Janelle nodded "alright okay thank you." she moved a little bit so she could wrap her arm around him. "I love you." she whispered softly.

cameron nodded his head slowly, letting his forehead rest softly on her shoulder, "i love you too, baby," he whispered, pressing a kiss to her upper arm, "wanna thumb wrestle?" cam spoke up after a moment of silence, holding his hand up in the air.

Janelle let out a laugh, not knowing how to respond to him "Thumb wrestle?" She giggled leaning up and kissed him "I guess so." She put her hand out with her thumb out

"yeah - thumb wrestle. what else are we gonna do?" he shrugged, sitting up slightly. cameron couldn't help but smile as she giggled, despite the situation they were in, her laugh was his favorite sound, and he missed it more than anything. he curled his fingers around her own, moving his thumb back and forth, "alright - ready? one - two - three - four, i declare a thumb - war!" as he finished his last word, he used his thumb to pretend to 'punch' her own, making sound effects to go along with it.

Janelle shook her head pulling her legs up and crossing them. "Ready." she moved her thumb back and forth as he started it. She was never good at this and knew either she was going to lose or he was going to let her win. Moving her thumb around trying to get his to go down

cameron laughed quietly, trying to move his thumb away from hers. he could easily put her thumb down right now, and win the whole game, but where was the fun in any of that? he continued to move around, avoiding her finger, laughing as he did.

There was no use, his thumb was able to move around quicker than hers. "Just go and win, you're going to anyways." She always hated this game it was more likely for her to win rock paper scissors then this.

cameron shrugged at her words, looking away for just a moment when he heard some people shuffling outside their door. it gave her an opportunity, one that he didn't mean for, but still an opportunity to pin his thumb down.

Janelle watched him look away, and she quickly pinned his thumb down "One two three" she said in less than two second "I win!" she giggled just as the door opened and the doctor walked in. "Ms. Puckerman?" The doctor asked, leading Janelle to nod her head up and down. "I'm Doctor Andrews." She looked down at the paper work "So you came in because of some cramping and bleeding. Had you know if you were -" Janelle quickly cut her off. "I was pregnant. I know I was. and  I know with pcos that its harder for me to get pregnant, and have the higher chances of a.." She stopped herself she still didn't want to say the word. Dr. Andrews nodded. "We can go get an ultrasound and check then if that is what you want." She nodded "please."

cameron stood up quickly when the doctor came in, yet he kept his hand held tightly in janelle's, wanting to make sure she knew that he was always going to be right there next to her. he listened intently to the doctor, moving his free hand along her back yet again, trying to soothe her, as he knew she would more than likely be anxious. cam stayed quiet, not wanting to interrupt either of of the women as they spoke.

As the doctor left Janelle let out a small sigh blinking back tears. "She was gonna tell me without even checking wasn't she." She said somewhat monotone. She let go of his hand  running both of her hands over her face, just wishing this wasn't happening.

without hesitation, cameron wrapped both his arms around her small body, bringing her close to his chest, "she would have checked you out, baby, she has to before she can say anything," he whispered, pressing his lips to the top of her head, "it's okay, sweetheart, it'll all be okay."

"But.." she sighed turning into his body just so she could hold herself closer to him. "It just seemed that way. that she already knew. I know it is what it is but.. be at least fucking positive yknow?"  she mumbled into his chest.

he kept her as close as he possibly could, moving one of his hands to rub along the back of her head, "i don't think she was doing that, elle. she's probably just really busy, and was moving really quickly. it's okay," he whispered, pressing his lips to her head yet again. Janelle just let out a sigh closing her eyes as he rubbed the back of her head. 

Maybe..yeah." She mumbled staying there for a moment not wanting to move.

cameron kept placing multiple kisses to the top of her head, beginning to hum the same song he began earlier in the waiting room. he let his hand continue moving along the back of her head, trying yet again to provide her some kind of comfort. he hated more than anything that he couldn't make her feel good, that he couldn't help her at all.

Janelle pulled away after a few minutes hearing something outside the door. When a nurse walked in with Dr. Andrews and an ultrasound machine. They set it up. As they did Janelle took of the hoodie she had on keeping on the tanktop she had on, as she laid down, moving the top up, and letting the doctor do her thing. She didn't even want to look at them, just looking over at cam the whole time waiting for some type of reaction from him.

cameron moved away just slightly, though his hand stayed tightly in hers, only removing it when she needed to take her sweatshirt off, but even then, he put it right back where it was before. as the nurse and doctor did what they needed to do, cameron let his fingertips brush up and down her arm, hoping the action would distract her in some way.

As Dr Andrews moved it along Janelle's belly where there should have been a baby. There was nothing there, no baby, no heart beat. "I'm so sorry Janelle." She started, but everything after that was a a blur, the only other words she heard was the one she had been trying to avoid saying. "..Miscarriages are more common then people realize.." She closed her eyes tightly holding back tears, her hand still in Cams as she sighed. "I'm going to have some blood drawn before you two leave. Once we get that we can discharge you and we can call you and let you know about the blood work. I also want you to go make an appointment with your obgyn for them to do another round of blood work plus see how you're doing and feeling." Janelle nodded, not saying anything. Dr. Andrews and the nurse left, only for the nurse to come back to take her blood a few minutes later. Janelle rubbed at the spot on her arm where the needed had been, always hating getting poked.

cameron could literally feel his heart shattering in his chest, his whole world was crashing down, everything was on fire, and there was not a single thing for him to do about it. he just had to sit back and watch everything fall. he gripped janelle's hand tightly, looking at her with the most hopeful and happy look he could muster up, something he had gotten relatively good at, though it was clear that a part of him was missing. that something had just been ripped out of him. "you did good, baby, i'm proud of you," he whispered, letting his lips curl up into a smile, speaking only after the nurse came back in to draw her blood.

Janelle grabbed the hoodie putting it into her lap. "Thanks?" She tried to laugh but it was so forced out that it was the fakest laugh she had ever heard from herself. "I just wanna go home." she mumbled.

"baby," he mumbled, letting out a sigh, "i - yeah, alright," he nodded his head, not bothering to say much else other than that. cameron had no choice but to let her hurt the way she needed to, and he needed to realize that he couldn't do anything to help her this time. he stood up fully, holding his hand out for her to take if she wanted it.

Janelle got up off of the bed putting the hoodies back on, grabbing her bag and the discharge papers the nurse gave her. She took his hand walking out, she stopped at the front desk and they said she was all good to go. all janelle wanted now was to wake up from this horrible nightmare.

[cammortiz]

was i made from a broken mold ?

about : cameron has a panic attack, ends up passing out and hitting his head. janelle finds him and calls 911.

time & location : may 23rd, sometime around 11:00 am, continues through the day. cameron and janelle’s house, then the hospital.

trigger warnings : panic attack, hospital, talk of blood, talk of mental health, talk of suicide

to say that cameron was exhausted would be an understatement. he hadn't really been sleeping, only maybe four hours a night, going to bed at one am and waking up at five am was proving to be quite difficult. playing at prom was amazing, sure, but combined with everything they needed to get ready for tour, the after party last night, and things he hadn't been taking very good care of emotionally, cameron was a mess. he was trying to clean their bathroom, the next thing on his list of chores, seeing as he hated leaving the house a mess when he was to be going for a long period of time. cam was wiping down the mirrors, a rag in hand, when he heard his phone ping from the countertop. he reached over, sighing as the name 'she devil' was displayed on his screen. he unlocked it, his eyes scanning over the words, 'i told you all that pot wasn't good for you, but look what you even did to your poor fucking baby. i bet you didn't even care if you were smoking around her. she probably got poisoned.' he let out a shaky sigh, beginning to set the phone back down on the counter when it vibrated again, 'i knew you were going to fuck something up again. i just didn't think it would ever be this horrible.' cameron's hands began to shake now, sliding his thumb up to press the power button down, turning his phone off for good. he leaned forward, pressing the palm of his free hand down on the counter, as the other one gripped tightly to the device. he was trying so hard to stay calm, to stay okay. he had too much to do, and he knew he couldn't waste a second of it getting upset over anything. though his thoughts proved to be no use as he turned his body quickly, swinging his arm at the shower wall, letting his phone slip out of his hand, hitting the tile with a very loud crash, obviously smashing it into a million pieces.

his mind was racing, and as much as he tried, he couldn’t stop it. soon, his breathing was hitching in his throat, and his hands were gripping onto the edge of the counter so hard, his knuckles were turning white. cameron was trying as hard as he could to prolong the inevitable, though it only ended up making matters worse. he gasped, a hand moving up to clutch the material of his shirt hanging at his chest, his short nails digging into his skin. he glanced up into the mirror, noticing that his neck was starting to break out in hives, a sure sign that things were not going to end up well. he gasped again, trying to get as much air into his lungs as he could, but he fell short, and he was beginning to see the little white dots cloud his vision. this was getting bad, really, really bad, and he had no way to stop it. camerons hand started working against his chest again, scratching at his skin through his shirt, trying to relieve himself of the itching the hives brought on. his chest was rising and falling too rapidly now to be able to even attempt to catch his breath like he knew he needed to. cameron’s entire body was trembling, and his legs were beginning to grow weak, he tried to keep his body held up on the counter, hoping that his upper body strength would be enough, but of course, it wasn’t. one of his legs gave out first, and the other followed shortly after and all of a sudden, the world went dark. cameron fell down onto the tile flooring, passing out in the middle of his fall, his head, smacking off the edge of the bathtub. his body laid limply on the floor, a small trickle of blood began to stream down the side of his face caused by the hit to his head.

To say that this weekend hadn’t been already starting off amazingly would be an understatement. Janelle felt as if she had gotten a redo of her and Cam’s Junior prom. Having stolen him for dances when the boys weren’t playing, but also made sure she had plenty of time to take pictures of the boys, her brothers’ band, her sister, and of course Briar and Zach being the cutest thing ever that night. After prom came the after party, and Janelle stayed up till god knows what time even with Cam passing out around one am. She ended up sleeping in till around nine. She did her normal morning routine, that she added in taking the puppies, on a walk around the block, luckily Cam had taken Deliliah with him when he went out for his run and she was already asleep up on their bed.

By the time she got back from the walk with the boys Janelle was ready for a nap, but she wasn’t going to end up getting it, unlike Parker and Peter who found their way up onto the couch and curled up sleeping. Janelle shook her head at the two of them. Cam and her had made a list and planned to divide and concor to try and get some of it done with this weekend they both had off. She had been tasked to organize, the already pretty well organized, kitchen. She pulled out things that were going to be expiring within the month that was already open, so they could finish them up, and she started to check dates on things that would end up expiring during tour, going to probably drop it off at her mom’s knowing that someone over there would end up eating them.

As she was finished up, making a basket to bring over to her moms she heard a crash upstairs. She walked into the living room seeing the boys still asleep on the couch; it wasn’t them. She walked up stairs hearing Deliliah scratching at the bathroom door. “Go lay back down sweetie.” She tried to pull Deliliah from the door but she wasn’t having it, but there wasn’t much Janelle could do when she heard a thud to the floor. Opening it, Delilah was already to run in, but Janelle was able to grab her, picking her up,  and seeing Cam on the floor.  “Nope nope you’re staying out here.” She put Deliliah back in their room, closing the door before going over to Cam, seeing the small bit of blood coming from his forehead “Cammy..” She shook his body slightly, trying to see if she could just wake him up, but when he didn’t respond to her, she quickly got out her phone calling 911.

As an operator picked up, Janelle had to try and not just start sobbing on the floor. She tried to explain what happened, even though she didn’t even know what happened. She gave all the info she needed to, and stayed on the phone with her, at least until the paramedics got there.

cameron's body was slumped at this point, his neck was an angle that seemed to be anything but comfortable, and the blood was continuing to slide down his face with every second that passed. it wasn't a horrible wound, but it was a big enough one that could cause a good amount of fluid. after a few moments, he groaned, trying to move his body slightly. he got his neck to shift, his head sliding onto the ground with a quiet thud. cam groaned again, his eyes slowly fluttering open, "wha -" he started, bringing a hand up to rub along his cheek, pulling it away, noticing his fingers were covered in his own blood, "what -" he started again, though he couldn't figure out how to string along a proper sentence, his words were getting jumbled in his head, and his mind was foggy, "elle," he mumbled, being able to get out at least part of janelle's name, "what - happened?"

Janelle sat there trying to keep calm, the operator helping a lot, but she could still hear Deliliah scratching at the door. She let out a breath as she started to see Cam move. "Hey hey, don't move baby.."  she reached her hand over to him running her fingers along his arm. She was about to say something but she started to hear the ambulance coming, hanging up on the operator. "You don't move." her tone was firm as she got up and went to the door, trying to catch Deliliah before she ran in but couldn't and just let her go right to Cam's side - she was just as worried as Janelle was. "Deliliah you make sure he doesn't move okay?" Janelle made her way down stairs, grabbing both of the boys to put them in their playpen before going to open the door as she saw the flashing pull up in front of the house.

cameron groaned again, trying his hardest to sit up, but just janelle's words were enough to get him to lay back down. his mind and his body were too weak to even try to fight with her now, not like he normally would in times like these. he tried his best to say yes to her statement, but his word only came out like a muffled groan. he let his head fall back again, his eyes fluttering closed, even as delilah ran in, pawing softly at his arm before she laid directly down on his bicep, whining softly. the paramedics pulled directly into the driveway, a couple of people hopping out of the truck rather quickly, walking their way up to the front door, "mrs. puckerman?" they asked as she neared the door, "what seems to be the problem? and where is the injured?" one of them asked, adjusting the bag on their shoulder.

Janelle ran her hand into her hair nodding "Yeah, hi thank you guys for coming so quickly." She let them inside. trying to find the right words. "I'm not exactly sure what happened." She started before going to the second question "He's upstairs in the master bathroom." She showed them the way up, going in and letting them go to the bathroom. One of them went in as the other started asking her more questions, her doing the best she could with what was being asked.

"it's our job, ma'am," one of the emt's replied, taking a couple steps into the house. both of them followed closely behind janelle, one of them holding a portable gurney in one hand, and the other was holding one of the bags. they walked up to the master bedroom, immediately going into the bathroom. he checked out cameron, shining a light in his eyes, checking his vitals, and beginning to clean up his wound to hopefully help limit the bleeding. "we're going to have to take him to the general hospital, it looks like he has a concussion, and this wound here is going to need some stitches." the emt spoke, sliding a neck brace onto the male.

Janelle stayed out in the bedroom letting the emts do their work, trying to call Rosemary, and then Zach and Jared. She really felt like she was going to be sick seeing Cameron like that. there wasn't anything she could have done, and she just knew how upset cam would be with her after this.

as the other emt finished up with janelle, he walked into the bathroom, helping get cameron onto the flat gurney, counting to three before they lifted him up, earning a groan from the male. they walked him out into the bedroom, and slowly down the stairs, setting him on the rolling bed they had waited by the door. "will you be riding with us, ma'am?" the male turned quickly, asking janelle. cameron was far too out of it to even beg her to go with him, though he would have if he could have.

Deliliah followed them out of the bathroom as they took him out, before going over to Janelle. She picked her up "daddy's gonna be okay. promise they are gonna take good care of him." She said, keeping her in her arms as she walked down stairs with her. "Um." She nodded. "I just need to grab my bag, and his wallet.." She nodded again. Janelle went into the living room putting Deliliah down with her brothers. "you three behave please." She mumbled to the dogs,  grabbing her bag, putting his wallet and keys in there before going out with them to get into the ambulance.

the emt's nodded, beginning to wheel cameron into the ambulance, already getting him hooked up to a heart monitor, and strapped into place properly. as they finished, the male climbed out of the rig, waiting outside to help janelle in, thankfully it wasn't too much time. cameron was in and out of consciousness, mumbling things incoherently, and letting out a few, weak groans as they drove to the hospital. once there, they got him inside, stopping janelle by the doors to the emergency room, "you'll need to wait here, some paperwork will have to be filled out while the nurses and doctors check him out, but i'm sure they will call you as soon as he's ready. just - head over there," he spoke, pointing to the emergency room desk.

Janelle nodded to him, thanking him again before heading over to the emergency desk. "Hi, my boyfriend just came in on the ambulance." She started, giving the info she needed too, going into his wallet when they asked for his healthcare card, not seeing one in there, going through almost all of them. "Um he doesn't have one in here. can i give you his parents name? He must still be on one of theirs." She ran her hand over her arm, probably should have grabbed a sweater too before leaving. The nurses finished up with her telling her she can have a seat and once he was settled they would be able to bring her back to him.

the nurse at the desk was very sweet, though it was clear she was just trying to get her job done. she handed janelle the paperwork needed, asking her to fill out a few forms for cameron, though telling her to wait on the signature, as cameron would have to do that himself. "mm, sure, hun, let me see what i can find," the nurse spoke as she typed into the computer, shaking her head, "yeah, i'm not having anything come up on my end, are you able to contact them at all? they might want to be here too, if he's in the emergency room." she noted, "i'll have it billed to the address you put down here, and if need be, you can file a claim with the health care provider if nothing turns up, alright?" she added before instructing janelle to have a seat. it was about a half an hour before the doctor came in to find janelle, "mrs - puckerman?" he called, "cameron is all set, we've brought him up to the second floor, if you want to follow me up there to see him? we can chat on the way."

Janelle took the paperwork from her nodding looking it over, trying to think how much she was actually going to be able to fill out without texting Rosemary - not like she wouldn't just want her there right now. "Yeah i'll totally get right on trying to get a hold of them" it was more under her breath then to her nurse. She filled everything out that she could as she waited. it felt so much longer than a half hour but when she heard her name call she jumped up nodding "Okay. yeah thank you." she ran her fingers in her hair worried for the bad news that would probably come.

the doctor moved aside, letting janelle out the door before he followed closely behind, "so, we did a full workup on cameron, he did pass out, as i'm sure you know, what caused that - we don't fully understand. does he have a history of fainting? or anything that could cause a dizzy spell of any kind?" she asked, tucking her clipboard under her arm as they walked, "we also have reason to believe he has a concussion, we're waiting for the mri to open up, but he'll be going in there shortly to get confirmation on that. - and lastly, the wound on his head is pretty superficial, there was no damage to his skull, though it does have about - eight or nine stitches helping heal that wound." she explained as she rounded the corner to the hallway his room was on, stopping in front of his door, "he's pretty awake right now, we have him on some fluids, so that should help him. just make sure you're careful, he seems to still be pretty confused."

Janelle pushed her hair behind her ear. "Not that i know of no." She started, "though I don't believe it's diagnosed, but he does have panic attacks, so I don't know if that would have been linked to this." She nodded listening to everything else. "Thank you."She said softly, before going to the door handle and pushed it opened seeing Cam in bed, and she instantly was sad but happy. Going over to him she wanted to just fling her arms around him knowing he was going to be okay, but she stopped herself. "hey Cam." She walked over to the side of the bed kissing his cheek softly. "How are you feeling.."

"panic attacks? alright - we'll come back later, he seemed a little - anxious when we were asking him questions earlier, so that makes sense, but we're going to give him a bit of a break until we need to take him to mri," she explained, before leaving janelle to see cameron. cam picked his head up just slightly as janelle walked in, though his eyebrows furrowed in pain. "hi - baby," he mumbled, his voice hoarse and quiet. "m' fine - elle, really. i - just slipped," he mumbled, turning his head slightly to look at her.

Janelle nodded "oh yeah breaks are good." she said knowing how hard it would be for her to get him to talk, it had to be even harder for them. Once she was over to the bed, she pulled the closest chair over to sit down, "Mm your nine stitches in your head say otherwise" She took his hand lacing her fingers with his. "I was scared Cam.." She said softly not wanting to look at him when she said that.

cameron let out a sigh, "nine?" he mumbled, letting his eyes move away from her, training them on the ceiling. he brought his gaze back down to janelle as she spoke, trying to shake his head, but that proved to bring him more pain, "elle, baby, i'm okay, i promise," he mumbled, reaching a shaking hand over to try to grab onto hers, "- i'm - sorry i scared you, sweetheart,"

"or eight, at least that is what your doctor said." She said softly looking back over at him "Cam. I heard a crash, and then a thud and you were on the floor bleeding. you weren't okay." She told him shaking her head "Do you remember what happened?" She whispered softly.

"eight - okay," he grumbled, letting out a slow, shaky sigh, "i - but i'm fine now, right? i'm - good." cameron mumbled, letting his eyes fall to the blanket laying over his legs. he was disappointed - but not in anyone but himself. he had hurt the one, single person, he promised to never hurt. "i - had another - w - whatever it's called. i - uh - got dizzy, i - i guess. i don't - remember."

Janelle quickly looked over to him shaking her head. "They still need to have you have an MRI, just to check to see if you have a concussion or not." She bit down on her lip "Panic attack?" She questioned softly sighing. "I don't know who was more worried about you me or deiliah" She said softly.

"yeah - okay," he mumbled, "but it's just a con - concussion. it's not like it's really that bad, baby." cameron could barely speak above a whisper, his throat being too dry to even attempt to raise it. "yeah - that," cam grumbled, letting out a puff of air at the mention of the actual term, "i don't know - is she okay, though? are - are they all okay?"

"It could be bad though." She  told him. "Like what if that had happened and I wasn't home?" Janelle didn't want to start crying but she could feel her eyes tearing up. "She's fine, the boys are fine. She kept trying to run into the bathroom before i just let her."

"but it wasn't, baby," he added, glancing over to her, "i would have been just fine, i - woke up after a second, didn't i? that's what the doctors said." cameron mumbled, noticing her tears, "baby, come on, don't cry, please, i'm - i'm fine, okay? they're gonna bring me - me to the mri, and then - then they'll let me go." he promised, hoping that he would at least comfort her slightly.

Janelle shrugged a little bit "maybe more like a minute?" She shook her head, quickly pushing them away "i'm not crying, i think dust just got in my eye" Janelle mumbled with a sigh "Or the mri says there is something wrong, and then you have to stay here or something." She shook her head slightly, clearly thinking of all the worst things that could happen.

"whatever, same difference," he mumbled, letting out a puff of air, "you're crying, janelle. i know what crying looks like," he reached his hand out again, hoping that she would take it this time. "i don't think anything is going to be wrong, janelle. it's fine. i'm fine, okay? please." cameron was getting aggravated now, hating that he had to lay here in this bed, hating that he did something so idiotic to get him here, "oh - fuck. rose. did you call her?"

"minutes sixty seconds longer than a second" Janelle teased, before finally taking his hand, squeezing it gently, though she ignored him saying she was crying. "Are you really fine, or are you just saying your fine for me to drop it Cam?" Hospitals were no place to argue knowing it set her anxiety off so she really was trying to keep her own emotions in check. She nodded "yeah i texted her when the emts were looking at you, and texted her asking about your health insurance. I couldn't find the card in your wallet, and the nurse at the er desk said there was nothing on file for you, though she asked if i could try and call your mom and dad about it, I didn't i promise."

cameron wrapped his fingers around her hand, squeezing it as best as he could, though it wasn't to much at all. "i'm fine, janelle." he mumbled again, avoiding picking either option he was given. he just wanted to get out of here, and that's what he was trying to do, "oh - yeah. i don't have any," he said simply, letting out a slow sigh, "uh - my parents took me off when i - moved out, and obviously it's - not easy to get with the kind of job i have, so i just - never did."

Janelle shook her head "We'll see if the doctor says your fine" She ran her thumb along his hand softly. She wanted him to be fine but there was something in the pit of her stomach that something wasn't 100%. Janelle rolled her eyes a little bit. "your parents are fucking assholes, have i said that recently, or actually ever?" She shook her head. "So me calling 911, is gonna lead to such an expensive bill" she mumbled to herself pulling her hand away running both of her hands over her face.

"she'll say i'm fine, janelle." he mumbled, letting his head rest back on the pillows. he felt like shit, truthfully, his head was pounding, and he felt like he was going to throw up at any given moment, but he would never tell her that, "yeah - they are. - it's fine. is rose on her way?" he asked, eyebrows raising, "did you tell her i was fine, though? or what did you say? she's - gonna be worried, fuck," he mumbled, biting down hard on the corner of his lip. "yeah - it will - but it's fine."

Janelle shrugged her shoulders slightly just dropping it. "mm she is, I just told her you passed out and i called 911 and we are at the hospital. I didn't have much else to give her" She looked over at him. "You are fine with what is probably a 500 dollar ambulance ride, then everything else just adds up after that. You probably sitting here waiting for her to come back is like a dollar every thirty seconds" She sighed

cameron nodded his head slowly, letting out a sigh, "she's gonna fuckin' kill me, - fuck," he mumbled, his voice filled with annoyance, though it wasn't directed towards anyone but himself. "try two thousand, not to mention all the shit they're pumping me with, and then the blood work, and the bed, and the testing - the mri n' shit," he mumbled, letting out another sigh. it was getting to be pretty overwhelming, having to think about all this stuff, though he was trying to ignore the bubbling anxiety, "it's - fine, though. i - have enough."

"Cam she's not going to kill you. At least not right now she probably won't." She let out a small sigh. As he started to add up everything, it was getting her even more worried over that bill that would end up at the house. "I mean it is fine, but shit babe."

"she is going to kill me," he mumbled, shaking his head, "i'm supposed to tell her - about - these things," he tilted his head down, looking to his hands which were resting on the blanket, "the - what - whatever you want to call them." cameron sighed, bringing a hand up to push his hair back, causing him to flinch in pain as he brushed against the stitches. truthfully, money was getting to be a problem, with everything they were trying to pay off right now, but cameron would never tell her that, "the boys? did you call them?" he mumbled, his eyebrows raising just slightly.

"She is not going to kill you." She repeated her hand running up his arm slowly trying to keep him calm. "Panic attack." She said simply. "That is what they are.." She  leaned over kissing his cheek softly. "Maybe not push your hair back on that side" All she wanted was to get in bed and hold him and tell him everything would be okay. "mmhmm. Jared finally texted back saying he'll go over and check on the boys and deliliah."

"she is one hundred percent going to kill me," he mumbled, letting out a slow sigh as she ran her hand up his arm, turning his head just slightly to watch her movements. "yeah - whatever." cameron grumbled, shaking his head slowly. "o - okay. - and zach?" he asked, eyebrows raising slightly. he hated having to be here, having to lay in this bed so helpless and weak. "can't you just -" he started to try and plead with her to get him out of here, but he was interrupted by a knock on the door, the doctor soon opening the door to take a couple of steps inside, "mr. weston," she started, "cameron, please." he spoke quietly, hating to have to hear his last name more than needed, "- alright then, cameron, - i just need to ask you a couple more questions before we take you into get that mri, sound good?" she began, earning a slow nod from cameron.

"She is one hundred percent not gonna kill you Cameron." She tried to convince him. "Zach said he'll come by if you have to stay overnight, he doesn't want Briar to end up worrying." She said simply. "But if they do let you go home he's gonna stop by the house and check in." She smiled slightly letting her hand run down to his, lacing their fingers together just as the knock was on the door Janelle gave his hand a soft squeeze, hoping everything would go smoothly.

cameron rolled his eyes, letting out a sigh. he knew very well how rosemary would react, they were very similar, the two of them and he couldn't imagine her reacting any better than he did when she was in the hospital. "yeah - okay, that sounds good," cam nodded again, letting out another breath. the doctor grabbed the clipboard at the end of his bed, beginning to read over the chart quickly, "alright so - i was told you experience panic attacks, is that correct?" she asked, raising her eyebrows, "uh - yeah. i - guess so," he mumbled, avoiding the doctors gaze. "and how long have those been happening?" she asked as she began to write something down on the chart, "uh - a couple - a while. long as i can remember," he sighed, lacing his fingers with janelles.

Janelle sat there quietly, squeezing his hand again, to show she was there, this would be fine, and that it would be okay. She let her thumb run along his hand, keeping her eyes on them, as she felt her heart slowly start to break when he said as long as he could remember. She was now wondering how long that actually was.

the doctor nodded her head slowly, continuing to ask questions about the attacks, how frequently, how long did they last, and if he had ever passed out from them before. cameron answered truthfully, saying that they happened a couple of times a month, only a few minutes, fifteen tops, and no, he had never passed out from them before. the doctor looked up, nodding her head at his answers, "alright - so since panic attacks stem from anxiety, i'm going to have to ask you a couple of questions regarding your mental health, is that alright?" cameron nodded his head, slowly, clearly anxious for what was to come. she went through the routine, asking if he had a history of mental illness, resulting in him explaining his sister, though his parents and his family were clear as far as he knew. she continued to ask about his personal history, if he had any symptoms of depression, the usual questions asked during a situation like this one. her last questioned noticeably stunned cameron, "and have you ever had any thoughts about ending your life in any way?" she asked softly, making sure her words didn't hit too sharp. cameron hesitated, his breathing hitching in his throat, and his heart monitor began beeping slightly faster, "n - no. i - haven't." he stuttered, shaking his head slowly.

When that last question hit, Janelle was assuming that the no would come just as all the other questions had come - easily. but when the heart monitor started beeping faster, she looked right at him. She couldn't tell if he was just worried to say no, or if he was lying. her eyes dropped from looking at him, wishing the doctor would say what was going on now.

Cameron sighed slowly, as the doctor raised her eyebrows, clearly questioning his answer, "cameron, you're going to need to tell the truth, here. I need to be able to treat you properly, and if you're not telling us the truth, we cannot do that," her words were firm, yet they were still soft. Cameron's hands started to tremble again, sliding the hand that was holding janelle's away from her, hiding both of them under the blanket, "it was - it was just once, when i was younger, it's - it's not anymore - it was just once," he promised, though his words were quiet, clearly terrified for how his words would hit the people in the room with him.

When Cam hand pulled away from her, she dropped her hand from the bed and into her lap. She listened to her words, but couldn't look at him. Her heart broke in that moment, shattering. she hadn't been prepared to hear him say that, even if it was in the past and he didn't think that anymore. Janelle finally got up. "Excuse me." She said  mostly to the doctor, still not looking at cam, walking out of the room leaving her bag there. She found her way to one of the bathrooms going inside locking the door behind her. She leaned up on the door, her head banging on the back of the door as the tears just started to fall. How didn't she know. She didn't even know with her best friend, but was just oblivious because Briar took over her mind when she knew that she was that bad. But Cam? She would never have expected it from him. Though slowly learning more of his home life when he was younger. She slid down onto the floor, letting out a sob. trying to just get all the tears out before going back to his room.

"- elle," he started to say, as soon as she got up from the chair. his heart shattering more and more with every single step that she took. cameron let his head fall back onto the pillows, not even caring about the pain his harsh action caused him. he fucked up. how could he - he should have just lied and it would have been fine, no one would question him, and he wouldn't have had to break janelle like that. "i take it, she didn't know?" the doctor asked, earning a huff from the male, "no - she didn't," he mumbled, bringing a hand up to push his hair away, "alright - well," the doctor started, letting out a soft sigh, "i'll be keeping that in mind while we run some more tests, okay? another doctor, who specializes in mental health will be coming in to see you later today, or tomorrow depending on how your mri goes, alright? i'm going to get a nurse in here to take you down in just a few moments." she explained, closing the clipboard, hanging it back on the edge of his bed. cameron let out a sigh, turning his head towards the window, his eyes already filling up with tears.

Janelle had been in the bathroom a good ten minutes before she finally was able to compose herself. She splashed some water in her face letting out a small sigh. "You're fine, Janelle. Cam is fine, now.." She said softly looking at herself in the mirror. She walked back out making her way back to Cam's room, slowly opening the door, thankful he was still there and they didn't take him for the mri yet. "hi." her voice was soft before she went back over to her chair.

"hey," he mumbled, turning his head away from her. cameron knew damn well the disappointment that would be shown on her face, and he didn't know if he could handle something like that right now. he already felt idiotic enough, just from how he got himself in this situation, and now the one thing he never wanted her to find out about him, she knew? he couldn't handle it. cameron kept his shaking hands under the blankets, picking at the hem of the shirt he was wearing.

Janelle sighed when he turned to look away from her. "Cameron." She sighed, before sitting on the edge of the bed, reaching up for him to look at her, knowing that he'd try and just not look at her, but when she finally got him too she let out a sigh. "you promise me, and not lie, that it really was only once, and it was a long time ago and not recently at all." She could deal with the panic attacks and anything that came with them, but if he was having those kinds of thoughts she wasn't sure how long it would be before she broke.

cameron let out another sigh as she brought her hand up to get him to look at her. his eyes were watering as he did, trying his hardest to prevent the tears from spilling over. "i - promise. it was just - just once. when we were really young, i - haven't thought about it since then, and i promise, i never will," he spoke, though his voice was shaky, he was telling the complete truth, "you - you were the reason why i didn't, elle." this came out more of a whisper, his words hesitant as he let his eyes fall back to the blanket.

Janelle kept her hand on his cheek softly, her thumb moving to push away the tears before they actually spilled over. But as she pushed his away, she felt hers start to fall over. "me? but what did i do to get you to not do it.." She whispered.

cameron blinked a few, quick times as she brought her hand up to brush his tears away, ridding himself of any stragglers. "d - don't cry, baby, please," he begged, moving one of his shaking hands up to her cheek, brushing her own tears away as best as he could. "you showed up at - at my house, and reminded me that - that i didn't actually want to - y'know," cameron mumbled his words, making them barely audible.

Janelle listened to him, letting out a soft sigh "baby" she wrapped her arms around him carefully, but hugged him as tightly as she could. She knew what night he was talking about, and they both knew she hated bringing up that night. So the fact her showing up stopped him she was so glad  she had gone there. "I love you. I love you so much Cam."

cameron let out a slow, shaky breath of air once again, closing his eyes as she wrapped her arms around his body. he knew she knew what he was talking about - they all knew that day, and they all could recall it like it was just yesterday. "i love you more, janelle," he whispered, tucking his head into her neck, despite the pain it gave him, "and i promise it's not going to happen again, okay?"

Janelle closed her eyes tightly, still feeling the tears well in her eyes. "Not possible." she mumbled sniffling slightly. "Okay." she said above a whisper "And, if, and it's a big if, you ever fucking feel like that again, you talk to me. we fix it together."

cameron brought his hand up to her back, doing his best to move it up and down her spine, "very possible," he mumbled, tilting his head back slowly, "i know, baby, i - i will," he promised, trying to lay his head back down on the pillow. anytime he moved, his head started to throb, making his eyes go blurry, and his mind get cloudy, "mm -" he was about to speak up, before the door to his room opened, and a nurse walked through, "ready for the mri?" he asked, his arms resting by his sides.

"Nope I love you 3000" She kissed him softly, pushing his hair back softly once he was laying back. " Thank you." She said simply before the door opened. She quickly got off of the bed. "I'll be right here when you get back okay? Promise."

"mm, m' letting you have it this time," he cracked the smallest of smiles, the first one since being here, and though it was small, it was still something. cameron turned his head to the nurse, and then back to janelle, eyes slightly wide. he hated doctors, hated needles, hated any kind of tests at all, and that was all due to his parents, and what they did in times like these. "you - promise i - don't leave, please?" he spoke, almost child-like.

"mmm i like winning" she giggled before kissing him again quickly before sitting down in the chair. "I promise. I will be sitting right here when you get back." she grabbed his hand squeezing it tightly

cameron nodded his head slowly, glancing back to the nurse to signal that he was ready to go. she brought him out of the room, keeping him on the bed as they moved. it took them about an hour before cameron was back in the room, clearly exhausted, though his whole body was trembling under the blankets they had pulled up on him.

Janelle knew it would take them a while, knowing she  would go crazy looking at the clock and having the time pass by even slower. She ended up walking down to the starbucks that was inside of the hospital, grabbing herself a drink before going back up to the room. The walk there and back at least wasted fifteen minutes. She was curled up on the chair, her phone on her knee, as she played candy crush to pass the time for when he finally came back in. She thanked the nurse, before closing her phone "hi baby.

“h - hi,” cameron let out a slow sigh, "will - they let you stay here?" he asked, continuing to keep his voice quiet, not really being able to get his voice any louder. all of a sudden, the room began to spin, and his stomach started to churn, "i - uh -" he started, trying to get his words out, "b - bucket, - pl - please," cameron pleaded, bringing his hand over his mouth, trying to contain himself.

"they are gonna have to pull me out of here kicking and screaming then if they don't let me stay." She told him softly her hand just drawing shapes on his chest as they laid there. As he asked for a bucket,  Janelle pushed her eyebrows together, before grabbing the trash can, seeing as that was the closest thing she could hand to him.

cameron reached his hand out, grabbing the trash can as quickly as he possibly could, leaning over the bed, and letting his body do what it ultimately needed to do. after a few minutes, he finally rested back on the bed, his chest rising and falling rather rapidly. in the middle of him getting sick, the doctor walked back in, the answers to his mri in hand. she waited until he was laying back on the bed before she spoke up, "so, this kind of confirms everything, then. you have a pretty severe concussion, cameron. the nausea being a side effect of that. we're going to keep you overnight, just to monitor you, and i'll make sure you get some anti nausea medication to help with that, as well."

Janelle had taken a few steps back when cam started to puke his guts out, knowing that just the smell of that would set off her gagging. Janelle listened to the Doctor nodding looking between her and cam. "Quick question." Once the doctor let her go on "Would it be a possibility for me to stay here with him. If not I totally understand.." Janelle bit the side of her lip quietly chanting in her head 'please say it's okay'

the doctor nodded her head slowly as janelle spoke up, thinking for a moment, "i will - see what i can do, okay?" she said, "i can't promise anything, but i'll do my best," the doctor offered up a small smile, before she said goodbye to them, soon walking out the door. a few moments later, a nurse came in, disposing of the waste bin first before he gave cameron some medication to hopefully help his nausea.

"Thank you." She nodded. Once everything was quieted down again. Janelle just tossed everyone into a group message just so she wouldn't have to send out four different texts to let everyone know what was going on.

cameron remained on his side, curled up in the ball he was in just before, pulling the blanket over his body. as the nurse was in the room, she reminded them of all the procedures and rules they would need to follow because of his diagnosis. no screens, no bright lights, no hard concentration, no loud noises, the usual things. cam was pissed, and that was very clearly displayed on his face.