#deleted this post and decided to remake it for some reason

[ooglywooglies]

usually i practice my vocal range by talking to my dog in various silly voices and i think my husband just heard me hit my maximum low for the first time (usually i do vocal stims when hes not around or at work) and he was like wow that was weird you sounded like a different person

and like usually my default speaking voice is relatively high, its the typical feminine/untrained trans guy voice where i sound like a gay 15 year old but ive unlocked a lot of range and i can access it a bit more easily on command now, i just havent figured out how to stabilize it so it can overtake my default speaking voice

[korshrimpski]

KEVIN KORCHINSKI APPRECIATION POST

Hello, this is a remake of a post i made last season and i'm making it because 1. love kevin 2. can't stop thinking of how shit my old post was lol, so a remake is need (you won't find the og post because i deleted it)

1. let's start with some base things. he was drafted 7th overall in the 2022 draft to chicago

2. he's a defenceman

3. his rookie season was last year. he struggled a bit and is going to play in the AHL this year for the rockford icehogs

4. he got 5 goals and 10 assist

5. his dynamic with connor bedard is so sweet. They were both rookies for the chicago blackhawks last year but before that they played on team canada (wjc) 2023 together.

6. In warms ups connor would glide in bump into kevin, kevin would bump/push him back and connor would spin (x) (x.2) (x.3)

7. they also got their first fine together 🤗 (they went no bucket for their rookie lap and got fined)

8. since kevin and connor's whl teams never played each other they bicker about which team would have hypothetically beaten the other in a match up

9. kevin and connor combined to defeat the leafs in OT last season and it was beautiful

10. if you want more kevin and connor content here is a list of videos for you to watch:

Every Shift Season 1 Episode 5: Ambition to Action | 15:06-15:20

Every Shift Season 2 Episode 6: Great Expectations | timestamps; 1:37-4:20

(INSTAGRAM video)

they did a podcast together (it is a very painful watch because of the host :/)

11. he has a youtube channel (the name of which i cannot remember which makes me so sad) but it is him doing backflips or talking about hockey

12. speaking of him having a youtube channel- he was asked if he could be an influencer and he said he would try and then fail

13. there is a scar under his eye that he got when he was playing in the WHL conference finals and got high sticked in game one

14. the reason he decided to go to the WHL was to follow in his fathers' footsteps and so they have something to bond over (x 0:00-0:45)

15. kevin speaks really high of his dad as he is one of his main inspirations

16. literally whenever there is a single post about him people default to the "hi kevin" video/gif from spongebob lol

17. he used to play the piano because his mum wanted one of her kids to learn piano so kevin was put in piano. In year 9 he quit to focus on hockey. But he still likes playing piano for his mum

18. but kevin likes music and can play guitar, ex.1, ex.2,

19. here's him singing a zach bryan song with alex vlasic x

20. speaking of zach bryan, kevin is a big country fan

21. he is also a big coldplay fan because of his dad

22. his favourite show is suits

23. he was a very energetic kid and because of that his grandad called him "energy bunny" (x)

24. his hockey habit is that he has to change his laces every game. if they're a pair of laces he likes he'll keep them for a couple of games. he also has to retie his laces after every period

25. he is competitive with big sister whenever they play cards | timestamp: 10:26-10:56

26. he was at school for a test, when his friend told him he got drafted to the Seattle Thunderbirds (x)

27. during his rookie season, colin blackwell took kevin under his wing. they would drive together to practice some days and colin teached kevin who to cook steak

28. there is an amazing video of kevin and sam savioe singing shallow by lady gaga in colins car that i have to show you, like it's beautiful x

29. he might be real or not idk his existence is debated

[stuffieplaydateinc]

📌 ) StuffieplaydateInc

—— Information, blog info and more

Icon above belongs to this user ^ show their posts some love.

—— . blog information .

★☆ this blog is a continuation of an old blog that went by the same name. That blog was a side blog mixed alongside other accounts connected with it. When the main account was deleted SPI was deleted alongside it. I decided to remake the blog and continue it again. So now we're here.

—— . what will be posted here .

☆★ Though SPI was primarily a agere fics blog, I will expand what I can to make it more writing friendly. Headcanons was restricted from the account, so now I will allow requests for headcanons if not fics. However, I will remain faithful to what the blog was made to do. Make fics. So that is going to be 90% of what will be posted here. Saying this once, this an agere ONLY blog. So I will not make headcanons relating anything outside of agere. (Such as non-agere scenarios, bf/gf scenarios, etc). Keep it agere only! This blog will only be seen on agereblr. And I want to keep it that way.

However, if it's requested (I will eventually make a poll) and if people want to see non-agere related posts i will make a separate blog for it. But this blog will remain on agereblr. I will not budge on this.

—— . Fandoms I will post .

★☆ [Anime] ; Haikyuu, Ouran Host club, soul eater, Hellsing, Trigun, dragon ball Z, chainsaw man, hunter x hunter, bleach, my hero academia/BNHA, Dungeon meshi/Deliciousin Dungeon, castlevania, black butler, made in abyss, demon slayer promised Neverland, beastars, blue eye Samurai, blue lock, cowboy bebop

★☆ [shows] ; Arcane, Scott pilgrim takes off, Rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles, Lego Monkie kid, Lego Ninjago, inside job, the midnight gospel, over the garden wall, fionna and cake, adventure time, Craig of the creek, smiling friends, south park, teen titans, villainous, animatics, Bluey, gravity Falls, invader Zim, moral orel, star vs the forces of evil, ok ko let's be heros, mao mao (heros of pureheart) summer camp island

★☆ [Movies] ;; how to train your dragon (all movies), corpse bride, The House, Ultraman rising, grave of fireflies, the boy and the Heron, the secret world of arrietty, Tangled the series, ponyo.

Am I open to accept any Fandom outside of the ones listed above?: yes.

—— . Requests rules .

☆★ I don't have many rules for requesting. However, if you were to request a fic, I expect you in return to at least be as detailed as you can to result in a good fic. What's the Fandom? Character? Possible little age? Context? What's going on in the fic? Etc. Please be specific as you can. If you can't, then there isn't much I can do. I will try my best to post your request, but I won't be held accountable if you aren't pleased with the fic.

☆★ an important thing to note, this is a DIPS SAFE BLOG. so if someone requests it to be added, you are free to either skip past the post and not read it, or block me. I will not censor dips for any reason.

Requests are open. Happy requesting:)

[eldorr]

Shadowlesbian

Official Flag (left), Original Flag (right)

An orientation term where your lesbian identity is affected by the fact:

One is transmasculine, a trans man, transneutral, nonbinary, or just not a woman (includes multigender and genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux individuals), as one is either too dysphoric about being called a woman, experience a disconnection from traditional womanhood, and/or simply doesn’t identify as a woman or with womanhood. They may describe their attraction as any of the following: MLW; MLNB; MLX; NBLW; NBLNB; NBLX, etc – but they don’t identify their labels as WLW; WLNB; or WLX due to reasons listed above. With a multigender and/or genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux identity, one feels not straight when with a woman and/or has a fluctuating level of dysphoria when they sometimes view their attraction as sapphic/lesbian in nature, or as WLW; WLNB; WLX. To express that disconnection, the prefix shadow- is used.

This term also includes those whose orientation is fluid and/or flux, who may not 100% identify with the label of lesbian; due to barely ever experiencing attraction to women (or attraction period), having an attraction to women that feels lesbian but also not, having an attraction to women that’s fluid between being queer and queern’t, and/or experiencing attractions under a lesbian/sapphic lens.

In simpler terms, a shadowlesbian may be defined as the following:

Being multigender and/or genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux but never WLW, yet feeling like their attraction to women is gai/queer.

Being m-spec and not WLW, yet feeling a connection to the label.

Being too dysphoric about being called a woman/girl/being thought of as one, yet being either NBLW, MLW or XLW with a connection to the lesbian label.

Having a fluid/flux orientation where one’s not 100% a lesbian due to any reason, but retaining a connection to the lesbian label.

Simply feeling as if one’s lesbian, but also not.

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This term was originally reposted on June 27th, 2022.

So years (July 19th 2020) ago I coined the Shadow- terms on my original mogai blog. Since then I’ve deleted that blog and one-half of the Shadow- terms do not have rebloggable posts out there, so I decided I’d repost the terms.

A while after (February 27th 2021) another tumblr user (@/thepokedexisgay) decided to make simpler alternate flags to these terms. I’ll be posting a link to their flags at the bottom of these posts.

I made the original flags based off of my original all inclusive lesbian/gay/vincian/etc. flags, and since I’ve remade those and posted them, I figured I’d remake the Shadow- flags as well, simplifying them and following the color schemes of my new flags. So yeah, some “official” flags for these terms.

That being said, I made the new Shadowlesbian flag based off of my Flowerbed Lesbian flag, so along with that if you ID as Shadowsapphic/ShadowQ4W or whoever else I mentioned could use the Flowerbed Lesbian flag, you can also use this flag if you feel your orientation is Shadow-.

(I’d prefer people use these flags as the official versions versus the originals, however if u personally like the other flags whether it’s Alois’s (thepokedexisgay) or the original ones, or feel like making your own based on an alternate lesbian/veldian/enbian/etc. flag, feel free to go on ahead.)

Yes, most of the definition in this post is ripped directly from the LGBTA wiki, with some changes to it due to my current knowledge of labels.

Here is the link to the Shadowlesbian flag made by @/thepokedexisgay, and here is the [link] to the Shadowlesbian page on the LGBTA wiki.

[henrystickminopposingthethreat]

Hi…uhhh….it’s…been a god awful while-

Okay so, no I’m not back, I shouldn’t even be posting this right now actually. But the reason I’m doing this is because i just needed to give out a proper update on what’s going on and the future of this blog. Please don’t see this as me OFFICIALLY returning, this is just an update I need to get out. Please don’t make me regret this…

So…where have I been? I got grounded back in February of this year, not going to elaborate on why, and I got my stuff back in June but was told I couldn’t post anything on social media. I was really concerned about my friends online at the time, so i got put into therapy to try and get over everything during my absence. I’m currently working on a video for YouTube and TikTok as well, but because i made the video right away in June and still haven’t been allowed to post since, I’m going to have to rework it since some of the audio is outdated. A lot has happened while I was gone. Again, not going to say why, it’s personal stuff, no I wasn’t like assaulted or any of that crap. It was mental.

So now I want to explain…this blog….I want a fresh start for this AU entirely. Why? I listed them on Wattpad a few weeks ago, but to recap, it was a bunch of reasons, mainly drama. This blog has been constantly been involved in drama with others and my dumbass self would use this blog to antagonize one of them, which is something I regret. This blog also just…kept changing as the story went on to the point I couldn’t keep up with it myself. I also hate that this blog doesn’t even feel like a THSC blog anymore, rather an original story. And the most valid of them all……..cringe. I’ve also given up on remaking the first chapter, I only got the first 20 pages done and lost motivation.

I feel like I should do a fresh start with this blog because this AU in general has had many issues with drama and things I regret. I’ve lost friends because of this and made many dumb decisions as this blog went on. Though my biggest question is what I should do with this blog exactly.

I’m considering either deleting this blog entirely or delete the old posts and post new stuff whenever I come back. I’ll leave that for you guys to decide.

From the bottom of my heart, I’m absolutely sorry for my absence and everything. I blame my dumbass for all of this, yes things are inevitable but everything that happened is on me. The drama, my disappearance from the face of the Earth, and other stuff. Please decide what I should do with this blog, I really want to restart this AU but don’t know what to do with the blog as a whole.

I love all of you guys, you guys are the reason I’m even still going. *hugs*

As to when i will be back, I have no idea, but I will do everything I can to get back to posting again.

Thank you

-IciLaraStudios

[antispopausandstuff]

rebranding.

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hey, everyone!

gonna have a talk with y'all for a second.

this was something i've been kinda mulling over for a long time, to varying degrees. for around half the year, maybe longer?

at first, i wasn't sure if i wanted to just deactivate from this account and leave it in existence whilst never touching it again, or if i wanted to delete everything altogether and never resurface in this light again.

but after going through some stuff, thinking about things, and wondering what would make me happier, i've made a decision:

this account won't focus on spop anymore, but rather making my own remake for the original 1980s' she-ra. it is likely i will still bring up spop here and there, make comparisons and such, but this won't be an account centered around criticizing the show.

there's a number of reasons that are all personal to me, so, please, don't think i am attacking you if these reasons ring true to any of you to some extent. reasons being:

generally speaking, i've been unwell and have been set back a few steps in terms of recovering.

i personally feel too old to keep this going for longer than i have been ( i started this in october of last year, i believe, so almost a year since i started this account, but i've been making anti content for even longer ).

i don't feel as connected to the characters i defend. i love adora, bow, angella, kyle, etc. but the flaws that is this story have exhausted me. i don't feel quite as attached. rather like they are a memory of my life that i don't want to return to, but appreciate for what it gave me.

this sounds petty ( and it is, but the pettiness wasn't intentional at the beginning ), but i kinda found another show that deeply disappointed and enraged me for a variety of reasons ( might make posts about it sometime ).

and, despite my previous point, i would wanna make content that i know would make me happier in the long term, rather than letting some steam off in the short term, if that makes sense.

so, by the end of this week, i'll basically be a different account. none of the posts will be deleted ( even if i wanted to, i made too many, haha ), but posts that were made to be a series will be discontinued from here on out, and i won't be responding to the spop related messages sent in my inbox.

as for my spop ocs, i most likely will either make content of them very rarely, import them into my she-ra remake, or put them in different universes entirely. haven't decided.

thank you all, so much, for your support and love and for trying your best to help me through some pretty bad times.

i love you guys <3

[shdwtouch]

oki. time for some housekeeping notes !

I will be dropping all of my owed starter. going forward I will be tentatively trying out a discussion / plot based process to approach interactions. which will require communication on part of my partner, of course. but if I have the muse / energy I will continue doing small unplotted things, but for now coming up with things on my own hasn't been very good for my mental health.

I will be going through and deleting things from both my inbox and drafts, just so I can get a better idea of what I want to invest in as far as interactions, etc.

I plan on going through my followers and softblocking / blocking (per rules, I will be checking to see what a blogs preference is beforehand) to curate my space. as is, I just want to narrow down the folks I want to focus on pursuing interactions with. if / when I do go through with this I will post about the process and my plans going forward / afterward, as well as potentially supply messages to folks to clarify the reason they have been removed (mental health permitting). which is to say, unless I block you you are welcome to refollow <3

I will try to get around to messaging the folks who liked my shipping call asap. I apologize for the delay, I am still very interested in discussing with you !

I'm thinking about redoing my carrd, adding some side muses, and making changes to my pinned post. I might also change my URL, but I haven't decided for certain. in general, I haven't made any definitive plans regarding this blog or how I want to run it, my sideblog, adding muses, etc.

my intention is to avoid remaking altogether, with the above points in mind, but I don't know and it will depend on how I feel after making changes.

I'm paranoid -throws glitter- this isn't new. I have no reason to believe someone is talking shit or spreading rumors about me, but I've also experienced how petty the rpc can be so I'm always wary, sorry not sorry. if someone is telling you something about me I hope you will have the decency to come to me about it instead of blinding believing what they have to say. I'm doing the best I can, but I know I haven't always been a saint nor am I immune to making mistakes.

otherwise, re: above point, if the reason I'm losing followers is in fact benign, and because I simply haven't been as active... I guess I'm better off without them, because this is my blog and I won't always be active or engaging with my dash. I try to, I really do, and I try to be supportive and present. I don't want to believe that folks would be so petty, but like I said, I know how people can be.

re: above 2 points, as stated in my rules, please don't softblock me ! thanks~

I will continue being spotty here cuz as I've stated I just haven't had the energy or inspiration for tumblr or roleplay. but I'm always available on Discord, and I promise I'm not leaving, I promise I'm still interested in things I have going on. I'm just not forcing myself to be here, and I hope yall can respect that.

[synamartia]

❖ Call me Syn, Syna, or Raina, or whatever comes to mind when you think of me~ ( be nice, there ain't none of that negativity here ! ) I'll also respond to Smut Santa / Saint Dickolaus! 😉

❖ I'm 29, about to be 30. I'm afab and use female pronouns. Happy mama of 2 beautiful babes~ They come first before anything else, so if I don't get back to you in a timely manner or like... at all... that's why. Or maybe I just don't like you. ( nahhh that's not it ... ? )

❖ Previously went by Taqsyq, but after YEARS of being out of the writing game and just off of tumblr in general, I've decided to start over fresh. I started Taqsyq when I was like sixteen or seventeen, still in my nerdy emo girl phase fuck I still am, and there is a shit ton of things that I just wanna run away from when it comes to that blog/username, including some very bad memories that I'm not going to discuss publicly. Plus, again: seventeen, nerdy emo girl phase. Everything I wrote on that blog was the highest form of OOC cringe like you just saw a stripper accidentally slam her hoo-ha on a pole bullshit for me. The only reason I'm not deleting it is because I'm a memory hoarder and despite all the bad, I want to keep it for all the good that happened there as well. Besides, it's the account that I ran imagine-reborn (an imagines blog for Katekyo Hitman Reborn) under and I figured, if nothing else, I could get a few laughs and maybe even learn a thing or two from how god-awful teenage me was at writing.

❖ My rules are simple. Be kind to all: this is a safe zone for EVERYONE. I would like to keep it that way. I don't have a list for what I will and will not write (yet), so all I can tell you is: ask. My inbox is always open. If I don't feel comfortable writing something, I'll let you know!

❖ Minors: as of right now, I don't think I'll be posting anything that is safe for your consumption, so I would very much appreciate it if you did not interact. If you are not a minor and do not have an age indicator, this rule applies to you as well. I check my follower list daily and I WILL block anyone that does not adhere to this rule.

❖ Requests: Closed ( not for long. I promise ;D )

❖ Currently, I only write for Hazbin Hotel. But I'm open for discussion on anything else on my list down below! I'm always looking for something new to watch/read, so if you have any recommendations, fire away!

❖ Series ; Current Hyperfixation: Hazbin Hotel

Anime : Naruto ; InuYasha ; Death Note ; Bleach ; Hellsing ; Soul Eater ; Fruits Basket ; D.Gray-Man [ Original / Hallow ] ; Kuroshitsuji ; Katekyo Hitman Reborn ; Ao No Exorcist ; Yu Yu Hakusho ; Full Metal Alchemist ; One Piece* ; Shingeki No Kyojin ; Kimetsu No Yaiba ; Jujutsu Kaisen**

* Still trying to catch up. This is a massive anime, and I've spent the better half of this past year trying to watch it all. I've made it to the Raid on Onigashima, the part where Yamato got his bracelets removed. Love him, by the way! <3

** Nanaminnnn~! I am not okay about anything with this man. <3

Manga / Manhwa : Everything mentioned above ; Noblesse ; Bloody Cross ; Area D

TV : Hazbin Hotel ; Helluva Boss ; Game Of Thrones ; Vikings ; Avatar: The Last Airbender ; The Legend Of Korra ; Supernatural

Books : A Song Of Ice & Fire ; Twilight Saga why did teenage me think it was the greatest series ever shoot me now fucking christ

Video Games : Final Fantasy Series + Individual Prequels, Sequels, Movies, Remakes* [ 7 / 9 / 10 / 13 / 15** ] ; Tales Of Series [ Legendia / Zestiria / Berseria / Arise ] ; Devil May Cry Series ; Kingdom Hearts Series*** ; Star Ocean Series [ Till The End Of Time / The Divine Force ] ; The Legend Of Zelda [ A Link To The Past ] ; Sonic Series ; Spyro Series ; Shining Force Series [ 1 / 2 ] ; Lufia Series [ Fortress Of Doom / Rise Of The Sinistrals ] ; Diablo 3 ; Lunar [ Silver Star Story Complete ] ; Infinite Undiscovery ; to be updated as I remember / play.

* So far, I've only played the first installment of Final Fantasy 7 Remake because I currently do not own a PS5, but I'm working on it. The Compilation of Final Fantasy 7 is my absolute favorite series of all time. I could watch Advent Children ( original and complete ) on repeat, and I've played the original release so many times that I don't even need a guide to get a 100% on a brand new save ( Obsessed much? Yup ). I'm a completionist at heart, and this game is amazing and it provides a massive sense of nostalgia for me.

** SLIGHT SPOILER (maybe? You've been warned) Another amazing installment in the Final Fantasy series, this game is so well written in my opinion. It stays away from the bigger cliches you see in most RPGs ( eg : the guy gets the girl, friendship is the key to saving the world, etc. ), the characters are so individually complex, the villain technically wins and reminds you how easy it would be for you to become the same type of monster. Plus badass women that fix your car, lights up entire cities, wakes up the fucking Gods to fight on your side, takes the entire mercenary army they led and defects to your side? IN HEELS? YES PLEASE. It has one of the best enemy turned ally characters in the FF series; I'm just disappointed we didn't get to see much of Aranea after everything in Tenebrae. Also Ardyn has some serious daddy vibes, and I would literally give my left tit just to lick Aranea's boot ( oh, the things I would do to these two, phew~ ).

*** Let's be real here. The Kingdom Hearts Series makes zero sense if you didn't play all of them and you didn't pay attention to each and every detail, and I did neither. I played 2 and 3 when they originally came out, but in my defense: it doesn't look like a series that follows a singular story, something that I did not know at the time, and usually the series I play have an entirely different story per installment ( eg : Final Fantasy and Tales Of ). I tried to piece together the story from online synopses and second hand game play ( I watched someone else play ), and it just didn't work out. So, suffice to say, my knowledge of Kingdom Hearts goes about as far as basic facts regarding Organization XIII because they were my whole reason for trying the games in the first place. I'm still open to discussion about it, though! Just keep in mind my side will be very limited. Sorry!

To Be Read / Watched / Played : Phantasy Star Series ; Final Fantasy Series [ 1-6 / 8 / 11-12 / 14 / 16 ] ; Diablo 4 ; Black Clover ; Hell's Paradise ; Fairy Tale ; The Seven Deadly Sins ; My Hero Academia

❖ Look out below for a face reveal!

Dividers used © anitalenia

[dark-night-hero]

I forgot when, I think I deleted it but I posted a in the process glass paining of Kayden Break from Eleceed.

Anyways so I decided to remake that one because of the paint for some complicated reasons and after buying paints here and there.

Here is the finished glass painting of my beloved. After countless of close to breakdown, losing my mind trying to get the right skin tone for him.

Anyways, once again. Here, let me show ya.

I'm not gonna do this again. Not at least a month. I plan to do some scenery or a blue lock character next hehe.

Gonna frame it tomorrow. Imma catch some zzz.

[ⓒdark-night-hero] 2023° art

[quickdeaths]

☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

I have a few, so in no real particular order

Dropping threads/not replying to starters without saying anything. I try to be communicative about things when I can (although I'm sure I don't always succeed) and I'm happy to make changes, or move things in a particular direction, do a timeskip, location change, whatever if the need is there. What I can't do anything about, though, is when someone drops a thread with me or sees a starter I wrote for them and decides not to respond without saying anything to me.

It puts me in a state of like "are they gonna reply? should I send them a message or would that be bothering them? if I send in a meme or like their starter call, will they be annoyed because we already have something and they're just working on it? I understand that not every thread can continue for 40+ replies, and not every starter is a 10/10 out the gate, but I can't know what's up if people won't tell me.

Blatantly ignoring easily-available information (especially for ship purposes). This doesn't happen too much anymore, but it used to happen with some frequency, where people who I barely knew, or hadn't written with much, would pitch me on things that contradicted some of the most basic things on my muses' pages. There's a lot to read and everyone makes mistakes on things sometimes, that's not really an issue, but, for example, on some of my other blogs there was a small pattern of people trying to pitch m/f ships for my lesbian characters, when my character's sexuality was like the third line from the top on my page.

Way too much OOC content. People can run their blogs as they like, and it's not my right to tell people what they can and can't do, however, something that personally drives me a little crazy is when I see a new RP blog that will make upwards of like ten posts a day that are aesthetic posts, OOC life updates, shipping calls, memes, and other miscellaneous posts, while answering IC memes or writing threads maybe extremely infrequently. I remember on another blog following someone, and at the point where I softblocked them, they were making three or four posts a day, without fail, and yet I had to go back over two months to find IC content. It's just not really compatible with how I like to handle my experience.

Blog hopping. I understand that there are valid reasons to archive or delete a blog and remake it, but occasionally I have seen people go through like a blog every month or two, or go from having a single-muse blog, to putting their character on their multi, to making a new single-muse, to remaking the multi and putting them there again, to putting them on a single-muse again, etc. etc. The explanation that I often hear is that people want a clean slate, or things got too crazy, they want to get away from some problem, or something like that, but then they will keep the same URL, the same aesthetics, re-follow all the same partners, keep the same ships, etc.

The analogy that I use is like, if you have bedbugs, moving to a new apartment but bringing the old frame, mattress, and bedding is not going to help you. Sooner or later you're going to have the same problems again. For me, as well, it's a struggle to keep up with past threads or interactions, conversations that might have been had in IMs, etc. if they're spread out across lots of different blogs. It's just not really an impulse I understand, and I find it disruptive, especially when consistently paired with dropping all threads and wanting to start new threads with the same characters.

[tophat-cy]

🦪💮Pearl Posting💮🐚🦪

Sorry for the many delays I made with this post. I'm not going to waste any more time with the explanation and get straight to the point.

Behold! An actual character reference, with Pearl ^v^ !

She was planned for the Resurrection OCT, from which unfortunately I had to give up due to personal reasons (👁️👁️) also, I might remake it later on since this REF is more Resurrection OCT exclusive due to that purse (like if I get that out, the REF would remain way too bland, it's better to do a new one instead).

And bellow are some work I did during my stay in the Tournament :

Also here you can find the audition I did for Ressurection, decided not to delete it since it's been a long while since I actually wrote something :')

It's sad that I had to go though. Maybe I'll be able to stay til the end in the next OCT I'll get in. Until then, see y'all around!

💞💞💞

[shambledsurgeon]

Meme for roleplay muns

ikkaku-of-heart asked:

22. Are there any red roleplay flags for you that make you back off immedately?

Ok keep in mind these are things that personally bug me. Things I have seen a lot of over many years of writing within different fandoms. 

To start with, if a blog has no bio or rules of any kind. I just don’t get good vibes. I just don’t get the feeling rules will be respected that I have or that they have any concerns for their own. No bio, I just have no idea what to expect. No idea what is expected. 

Anything that looks like grooming of any kind. (I’ve got some bad experiences with this and I just don’t want to potentially end up in this scenario again, nor do I want any of my partners potentially having to go through it/be dragged into it)

The constant remaking of blogs. I know sometimes there is no harm behind this and valid reasons behind having to do it. But I’ve seen those that do it several times a month or more. I mean like deciding to delete out of the blue with no warning, and returning over and over. Doing it with little to no warning at all. Pair this up with other red flags and I just...I can’t. I don’ feel as if the person is dedicated to the muse. If there are other blogs I just see something potentially problematic and I don’t care to deal with any of that. 

Oc characters that are related to canon characters.  Sometimes these work out. Especially if they are made with other muns and their muses in mind, having worked together and pre plotted story lines. But Too often I’ve seen where they are related and wind up with ridiculous powers, suddenly they’re the strongest of anyone, and too many times I’ve seen where they are thrown at people who write the muses their ocs are related too without consent. Expecting interactions. 

In the same vein, oc characters that are married or already dating a canon character. It’s in their bio and then expected anyone already writing that canon character to accept this as a canon for them. Pre plotting this kind of thing is fine. But don’t expect people to go along with pre conceived plots without consent. 

Constant posts on drama going on within the community or elsewhere. Constant posts for content not related to what the blog was supposed to be for. I get calling out certain things. But not every little thing that happens. 

[tekutiger]

Post 3 for the day about games 😅😇

First thing I'm going to say here is, if you consider getting this one, do NOT get it for the Switch. Get it for the PC. It is massively buggy on the Switch and there is so much drama regarding the bugs and fixes that it's kind of a mess. But it's genuinely a great game. I'm hoping they get all of that resolved but like all things- it's something that's going to require time.

This isn't the first game I've seen this with, and I'm positive it isn't going to be the last.

That being said...

😅

Only reason I haven't logged in yet today is because I've been writing blog posts all day and doing chores, lol.

My story with this game is a bit of a roller coaster. It might even deter some people and if it does that's fine. I'm going to be completely transparent here.

I attempted to play this at the beginning of last year, iirc? For around 9-ish hours and I found it so incredibly complicated with all of the craft stations that I just couldn't get into it. This is coming from someone who plays FFXIV on a daily basis and has played other games like FFVII, Ragnarok Online (live and p-servers), Sims 4, WoW, DDLV, and like 20+ other small indie games I can't recall atm- not that those have insanely complicated crafting systems but they're not one-click craft systems either.

Simply put, I dropped it because I had other games that made more sense. But a friend of mine had this on their wishlist so I bought it for them this last Christmas and I noticed another friend of mine had also bought it. The friend I had bought it for was very enthusiastic about playing it so I was like okay... I guess I should try re-learning it again! And I logged in... but all of my things had poofed- including my farm, lol 🫠 It was just an overgrown mess of trees, and rocks, and weeds. I don't even know how that's possible. I went to reddit and I guess this happened to several people in some patch a while back in July or something and it was a freak-accident that should have never happened- just some dozen of players were affected by it. Go figure, lol.

👆🏻 This is basically what my "farm" looked like after I attempted to clean it up thinking "maybe if I clean the area it's supposed to be on, it'll come back"... yeah no. That didn't work LOL. (I was also an angel previous to this and tried to remake my chara to an elf and it just shoved me back on the same plot with the same items and pet so that was confusing)

I decided at that point I needed to remake my character again but this time delete my old character because it was taking from my old character data somehow? I had no clue what was happening here, being totally unfamiliar with this game...

The good news is- I got my NEW elf and my NEW farm up and running and everything is smooth now.

This game is really cute though, in that it has seasonal events, a main story plot (that I haven't completely finished yet), multiple towns, characters you can romance (and even date/marry), lots of decorations, many pets and mounts, toggle settings so you can choose your play style. If you want to be casual or don't want to worry about HP, you can enable invincible. If you don't want to deal with the seasonal crop nonsense like pests stealing your stuff or crops freezing in the winter- you can turn that off.

Second important point I'd like to make is that this game is a bit slow to start, or get going. But after you get the snowball rolling, it'll avalanche, so don't give up on it. And all those crafting stations- take time to scroll through them and learn what they have and do. Don't do what I did the first time and craft ALL of them ALL at once like a dummy and get overwhelmed with them, lol 🙃

Third, those seasonal bosses that come to wreak havoc on your farm; you have the option to ask for help from people in the town. It's in the dialogue box. I think I skipped this the first time, I know other people skip this too, and then get frustrated and stop playing because there's an elementari on your farm throwing out all these things you have to remove taking away time from all of your normal tasks. Don't put yourself through that if you don't want to and ask for help, lol. But if you want to, by all means 😅

I don't want to spoil major plot points of the game but I had to show off the cephalopods and the helpful watering ghostie. The other two shots I just like a lot 💖

Here's some of my decorating 😊 The art studio is for Jun, he loves his plants so I made it very plant-y 🪴🎨. The kitchen cafe is more for my character 🍵🌻. If you play and marry Jun, the sunflowers will make sense.

I have several other areas to decorate but 40 minutes being the maximum you can set days to be kind of makes that a bit difficult for me 🫠 (personal problems, lol, I'm a slow decorator)

I do kind of wish the game's wiki was updated. They stopped updating it at some point. And the Reddit mods are no longer active but people are currently trying to get new mods in. This game and its community is very much still active- it just needs some tlc.

[godtears]

I'm having a bad day this is just comical at this point.

When I was in 5th grade I was so in deep obsessed with Warriors by Erin Hunter at this point that I decided to do a book report based on the first book. Unfortunately for me, I am autistic and this was a special interested of mine for YEARS. And with that comes me memorizing random things subconsciously. The reason why that's unfortunate is because I had accidentally memorized the SUMMARY ON THE BACK OF THE FIRST BOOK WORD FOR WORD and thought it was my own original thought. My teacher pulled me aside and scolded me for plagiarism and although she is hands down my all time favorite teacher and I adore her, it kinda wrecked me a bit. My mom thankfully defended me because she was the one that sat there and watched me write it. I didn't have the book near me.

Why is this important to why my day today was bad?

In true fashion of the shit that happens to me constantly, today I got a message from someone in a user made adoptable pixel species I partake in. I don't know if they were staff or not. I don't recognize this person. But they messaged me on discord and was like "hey uh just letting you know you're not allowed to trace the official lines you should delete that". Context, I had sent in a sketch I made of a custom I was looking to get done and tossed it in an artist's slot hoping they would maybe pick mine. They didn't, and I figured id try again when someone else's slots opened (or if that artist opened again in the future). No biggie, I was just happy I had a concept that I sketched out because I know some artists like that sort of thing when making customs because it makes things easier for them. I know I do! My post with the sketch was public. I had voiced in the discord server that I was happy with my sketch.

Guys I did not trace the lineart. I have so many of these little pixel bitches that I love and cherish and look at frequently and rotate in my brain like shawarma, I had, once again, subconsciously memorized the accuracy of the lineart. I was like "oh I know what these guys look like normally I can do that vague shape" and my brain fucking didn't do a "vague shape" it fucking copy pasted the fucking lines into my nervous system.

So now I'm paranoid that 1. I didn't get picked because they thought I traced, 2. The community thinks I'm an art thief, 3. The staff think I'm an art thief and are planning on banning/striking me if I use that sketch again.

"Why don't you just remake the sketch differently this time?" the thought of drawing right now is making me sick, I need to take a short break because i don't want to burn out before I can work on my cookbook cover.

This was the least terrible thing to happen today, but still.

[eldorr]

Shadowturian

Official Flag (left), Original Flag (right)

An orientation term where your turian/veldian identity is affected by the fact:

One is transfeminine, a trans woman, transneutral, nonbinary, or just not a man (includes multigender and genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux individuals), as one is either too dysphoric about being called a man, experience a disconnection from traditional manhood, and/or simply doesn’t identify as a man or with manhood. They may describe their attraction as any of the following: WLM; WLNB; WLX; NBLM; NBLNB; NBLX, etc – but they don’t identify their labels as MLM; MLNB; or MLX due to reasons listed above. With a multigender and/or genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux identity, one feels not straight when with a man and/or has a fluctuating level of dysphoria when they sometimes view their attraction as veldian/achillean in nature, or as MLM; MLNB; MLX. To express that disconnection, the prefix shadow- is used.

This term also includes those whose orientation is fluid and/or flux, who may not 100% identify with the label of turian; due to barely ever experiencing attraction to men (or attraction period), having an attraction to men that feels turian but also not, having an attraction to men that’s fluid between being queer and queern’t, and/or experiencing attractions under a turian/achillean lens.

In simpler terms, a shadowturian may be defined as the following:

Being multigender and/or genderfluid/genderflux/fluidflux but never MLM, yet feeling like their attraction to men is gai/queer.

Being m-spec and not MLM, yet feeling a connection to the label.

Being too dysphoric about being called a man/boy/being thought of as one, yet being either NBLM, MLM or XLM with a connection to the turian label.

Having a fluid/flux orientation where one’s not 100% a veldian due to any reason, but retaining a connection to the veldian label.

Simply feeling as if one’s veldian, but also not.

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This term was originally reposted on June 27th, 2022.

So years (July 19th 2020) ago I coined the Shadow- terms on my original mogai blog. Since then I’ve deleted that blog and one-half of the Shadow- terms do not have rebloggable posts out there, so I decided I’d repost the terms.

A while after (February 27th 2021) another tumblr user (@/thepokedexisgay) decided to make simpler alternate flags to these terms. I’ll be posting a link to their flags at the bottom of these posts.

I made the original flags based off of my original all inclusive lesbian/gay/vincian/etc. flags, and since I’ve remade those and posted them, I figured I’d remake the Shadow- flags as well, simplifying them and following the color schemes of my new flags. So yeah, some “official” flags for these terms.

That being said, I made the new Shadowturian flag based off of my March Vincian flag, so along with that if you ID as Shadowachillean/ShadowQ4M or whoever else I mentioned could use the Marsh Vincian flag, you can also use this flag if you feel your orientation is Shadow-.

(I’d prefer people use these flags as the official versions versus the originals, however if u personally like the other flags whether it’s Alois’s (thepokedexisgay) or the original ones, or feel like making your own based on an alternate lesbian/veldian/enbian/etc. flag, feel free to go on ahead.)

Yes, most of the definition in this post is ripped directly from the LGBTA wiki, with some changes to it due to my current knowledge of labels.

Here is the link to the Shadowturian flag made by @/thepokedexisgay, and here is the [link] to the Shadowturian page on the LGBTA wiki.

[2scene2emo]

Currently I'm going to be treating this as a log of sorts to keep track of my progress and things. Along with other things. :)

since I've had a log before this, below the cut will be what I have written so far. Then at later log updates ill make it its own post and keep it all in the #log tag for easy searching.

I'm deciding to try to write more correctly now but before now I haven't and I dont feel like correcting it.

UPDATE LOG

10/20/23 12:04pm; conception of this game, and begining of making it. 2:31pm; finished the art gallery (no art yet) and got working teleport pads! 6:02pm; finished the house (empty atm).

10/23/23 forgot to log so im logging this on the 24th… built a house but hated that one so i rebuilt it w some help from msbgshay ^_^ added some artwork in the gallery

10/24/23 almost done with room 1 and room 2 just need to add details (hate roblox and their decals. got introuble like twice.) will plan out the third room then work on the living room and filling up the other areas of the house then i can move on :3

10/25/23 finished room 1 and 2, just need to make more special animations ^_^ working on the rest of the house now + their animations

10/26/23 1:36am. ^^… started building hot topic, added swings/playground/vending machines that obviously arent mine i got them from the toolbox :3 started finally working on the third room, really like it so far but it is an odd shape for a room so a little difficult to work with but thas ok ^^ 8:00pm i believe we've finished the main bits of thehouse!!! OMG!! added special tiny stuff around ^^

10/27/23 i think we've finished most of it minus minor details and hot topic ^^ yay!

4/22/24 Finally picked this game back up after a few months of leaving it in the dust. Currently planning on finishing the hot topic. I've also rearranged ALOT of the surrounding area, the house is no longer in the middle as I felt it was sorta cramped there. I've removed the avatars around as I feel they don't really serve their purpose anymore. I also need to remember to add more into the gallery. But I'm also tempted to just remove it honestly. I probably wont, but I'm considering it. Oh I also edited the obby to be easier, I really had no reason to make it that difficult before... LOL. I also want to remake the thumbnail, and banner and mayyyybe make some ad posters, but I'm unsure about that last one.

I'm tempted as well to completely redo the morph room but I feel like that would be such a pain in my ass but I think some stuff is bugged that I'm not sure if redoing it all myself would be easier. Because all of the accessory morphs are the ones from the tool box yk? though edited to fit properly inside the room, and some deleted if they're duplicates.