#deh x reader headcannons

[i-also-miss-our-talks]

Connor x theatre nerd! reader whereby he reader may ramble a lot idk mannn thanks anyway ily💛

Sorry it took so long! Here are some head cannons, my friend! And, whats this? Gender neutral? I hope so, at least! I tried the best I could! Let me know if I miss something!

WC: 596

Warnings: Swearing

Masterlist

so the first time you met Connor you were partnered up for Biology

you had to dissect a frog

ew

gross

anyway

Connor was having trouble cutting the frog with the scalpel

so he just stabbed it

of course you’re like “Connor wtf?”

and he shrugged and muttered “he had it coming”

oH SHIT

HE HAD IT COMING

HE ONLY HAD HIMSELF TO BLAME

and Connor is taken aback like “Y/N wtf?”

you start going on and on about Cell Block Tango and then the entirety of Chicago

you were almost finished when the bell rang

you sighed and cleaned up the stabbed frog while Connor put away the lab papers

you put on your backpack and started walking away when Connor tapped your shoulder

“aren’t you gonna finish?”

“finish what?”

“talking about that fucking musical. you seemed so excited about it i figured i might as well let you fucking finish.”

squee!

you smiled brightly and walked with him down the hallway to the lunch room, blabbing on and on about the rest of Chicago and getting into a bit of Wicked because that somehow slipped into the conversation

then Connor said “is there any you think i might like?”

because we all know that boy has nothing better to do than watch bootlegs

you nod and quickly looked him up and down

“Newsies”

(you actually knew what musical to recommend him since you first saw him. the looking was just because whoa did Connor Murphy just become suddenly hotter?)

Connor handed you his phone and said “put in your number and send Newsies to me”

and you’re like “ok”

fast forward to the end of the school year because I’m a lazy shark

you and Connor Murphy are bff’s and everyone knows it so they don’t even dare to mess with you

(your parents totally ship you btw)

so anyway

Connor is driving you and Zoe to school like always. today you’re blasting Motown cause everyone needs a little Motown in the morning

so Connor parks the car and Zoe quickly gets out while you guys finish the song. when its done, Connor hands you a shoe box

and again you’re like “Connor wtf?”

“fucking open it”

you open it and gasp. inside is a plane ticket and three broadway show tickets. (you can choose your favorite shows because Connor would know exactly what they are)

and you look at him and he’s holding up his own plane and show tickets

“after school gets out on Friday we’re heading to the airport so get all your shit packed. i already talked with your parents. they’re cool with just the two of us going.”

sQUEE!

you throw your arms around him

“thank you thank you thank you! Connor you’re the best! i could just kiss you!”

“then do it”

tbh you are shook by his answer but you don’t hesitate. you slam your lips onto his chapped ones

(seriously you gotta buy this dude some chapstick or something)

and then you go to school hand in hand because TA DA you’re a couple now

then you go to New York

weeeeeeee

both of you?

alone in a hotel room?

for a week?

y’all know things get steamy

but it’s okay cause its consent and you dorks love each other

bonus!

during a steamy time you took slightly longer to get your shirt off

and Connor mumbled “whatcha waiting for?”

bOI

WELCOME TO MY CANDY STORE

TIME FOR YOU TO PROVE YOU’RE NOT A LOSER ANYMORE

STEP INTO MY CANDY STORE

“Y/N wtf?”

the end

[misguidedswagger]

How You and Connor Met & Started Dating [Headcannons]

a/n: hi! i know its been a while since i’ve posted but i’ve been super busy! this has been in the drafts in a while, but i’ve finally had the time to finish it! and yes, ik, shut up obviously this isn’t connor, but just pretend it is. enjoy the headcannons! sorry for the shitty ending lmao

You were a transfer student to Connor's school, as your parents had just gotten new jobs in the area your senior year.

You were in the main entrance, trying to find your way to your homeroom

You were staring at the paper in your hands when you heard an annoying voice say something really rude to someone else, whether it was a joke or not "Very school shooter chic, Connor."

You flew forward before you even realized, "You're an asshole! You don't just say things like that to people!" The boy with the long hair opened his mouth to say something, but you spoke before he could.

"Woah, who's the new kid?" The asshole replied, looking you up and down, "You another freak too? Lovely." He said before walking away

You turned back to the boy you had defended, but he had shrunken into himself. "Hey, are you-"

He flicked his head up to you and yelled at you, “I don’t need saving!” 

And with that, he stormed off, leaving you alone

You were caught off guard, but weren’t too upset. He had a point, he never asked you to step in 

You were only trying to be nice.

Eventually, you found your way to homeroom

You walked up to the teacher and let him know you were the new student

He sat you all the way in the back

Next to Connor

You sat in the seat and began pulling out all your supplies needed for class

Class was pretty uneventful, but you tried your best to pay attention, it was your first day, after all.

In the middle of the lesson, you felt something hit you.

You looked down the piece of paper that had hit you and you looked in the direction it came from, seeing Connor staring out the window

You opened the paper ball and smiled softly at it,

“Thanks.”

You took a pen of a different ink color and wrote a response before you threw it behind you

You didn’t look at Connor, but you could hear the crinkling of the paper 

Before it could make its way back to you, the bell rang. You packed up your belongings before standing up and turning around to face Connor who was awkwardly standing there with the paper ball

“How do you know my name? Did you learn it just to see me freak out? Just so you can see Connor Murphy go crazy? Just like everyone else?” He demanded, moving frantically.

You shook your head and held your hands up defensively, “No, no. I heard that jerk use it early, You don’t have to worry about though. I just want to be friends, I promise.”

He hesitated before a scowl rested on his face, “Liar.” He walked out of the class before you chased after him and grabbed his sleeve

He stopped and looked down at you in surprise, “You’re still following me? Why?”

“Because I want to be friends, Connor! How can I convince you I’m telling you the truth?

He grimaced at you before glancing away for a moment, “What’s your name?”

“Well, my name is Y/n, but you can-”

“Your new name is dork. Where’s your next class, dork?”

He took your schedule and looked over it

“Cool. I have this next class too. Wanna walk together?”

You nodded gratefully, smiling. “I would love that.”

You could’ve sworn he had a small smile on his face before he wiped his mouth and it was gone

Connor had walked with you to your next class and made sure to sit next to you and distract you the whole period with drama about everyone, and who they were. 

“The asshole from earlier was Jared Kleinman. Truly a dickhead if I’ve ever seen one.”

“I agree. I’m so sorry about earlier. You don’t deserve that.” You placed a comforting hand on Connor’s and his hand darted away from yours. He averted his gaze and you retracted your hand

After a moment of quiet, “Is it always like this for you?

You were a little nervous for the answer 

“Yeah.” 

You had never felt so awful for another person in your life.

“Connor, I-”

“What is this about for you? Why are you being nice to me? You have no reason to be. It’s probably because I’m just the weird-”

You obviously weren’t getting through to him, and that wasn’t his fault. This boy was so damaged and it seemed he’d never been treated well

You did the first thing you could think of and you grabbed his hand and held it with both of your hands, causing him to stop speaking halfway through his sentence 

He stopped speaking and accepted your touch, not knowing how else to react, 

You stayed like that the rest of class, no more words being exchanging, only your touch on one another.

The bell had eventually rung and you two had let go to put away your things 

Connor had waited for you, his hands by his sides as watched put your stuff away

You stood up and shyly held out your pinky for him to hook his onto

He shyly accepted and the two of you walked to your next class

You were so grateful to have the same schedule as Connor

You had two more classes before lunch, but after them, you happily pulled the tall boy with you to a table in the corner 

You placed your stuff down and grabbed his hand once again, taking him in line with you

He kept his eyes on your hands, hyper focusing on that, pretending he didn’t hear the whispers about him and you. 

You heard the whispers, but ignored them. You got your food after a while before turning to Connor, “Don’t listen to those assholes. They don’t know how sweet or awesome you are.” 

He offered a smile before looking down sadly and sitting in his designated spot across from you

“No, they’re right. You shouldn’t be hanging out with me, I’m a fucking freak.” 

You grabbed his hand and held it tightly, “You are not a freak, Connor. Please trust me when I tell you that.” You frowned 

He gave you a look, his eyes were sad and yet he had a small smile on his face, “Thank you, Y/n.” 

“Thought my new name was dork, Con?” 

“Oh? Already moving to a nickname for me, dork?” He teased, causing you to roll your eyes and smile 

For the entirety of lunch, the two of you got to know each other. Connor told you about the bullying and how bad it could get, and you listened attentively. 

You squeezed his hand tight, “You are never alone, Con. Promise. I’m always here for you.” You swore, causing him to squeeze your hand tightly

Weeks later

You and Connor had become inseparable or the last few weeks, telling each other everything, always hanging out outside of school 

The Murphy’s loved you, trying to have you over as much as possible

Though, sometimes it got a little overwhelming, so you and Connor would duck into his room, or back to your house

Your family loved Connor too, they wanted him over as much as possible.

Connor had told you and your family about how bad it could get over there sometimes, so your doors were always open to him 

One day though, you weren’t feeling too great because of allergies, so you decided to stay home for the day. 

You shot your best friend a text, ‘not feelin’ the best. staying home td. don’t miss me 2 much lol’

Connor didn’t answer, but you were pretty sure he saw the message. 

An hour or so later, there was a sharp rap on the door and you ran to it, looking out the peephole

A jittery Connor stood outside the door and you swung it open, he flew into your arms almost knocking you over

You stumbled but gained your composure, rubbing his back as you held him as close as you could 

“Woah, hey, what happened?” You asked the boy

He said nothing but pulled a folded up piece of paper from his pocket and handed it to you

You unfolded it and read it quickly, gasping in surprise at the fact that the letter stated how much Evan Hansen liked Zoe Murphy, Connor’s sister.

“He just printed it out to see me freak out. He just wanted to have an excuse to tell the world CONNOR MURPHY IS A FUCKING FREAK!” 

You shook your head and held his face gently in your hands, causing him to freeze and look down at you “What are you-”

“Hey, I’ve got you. Listen to me, Con, I’m sure that wasn’t what he was trying to do. Had he been trying to talk to you while you were in there?”

He went silent for a moment, “I-well, no, but--”

You gave him a look saying, “See?”

He sighed heavily and buried his face in your neck, 

“I was so scared, Y/n. I was going to do something awful.”

Your face paled and your heart rate sped up

He was getting better. You knew it.

But, this was a step in the right direction.

He trusted you enough to confide in you, so he did

“Connor...What were you going to do?”

And immediately after you asked, the tall boy crumpled into your arms, causing you to frown deeply and lead the two of you towards the couch

Connor told you explicitly how he planned to wait until his whole family was out to attempt, and you couldn’t help the tears that began to spill from your eyes. 

“Con, no...” You sniffed and held him close

At first he didn’t reciprocate like normal 

Of course he was wary of anyone’s touch, other than yours

But this felt different somehow

It felt like there was more weight to it. 

Connor nervously wrapped his arms around you and finally returned the hug

“Connor, you mean the world to me, I can’t lose you, especially when I’ve only known you for such a short time. I can’t lose you ever.”

The words rung around Connor’s head like a bell and he couldn’t stop himself from acting on his impulses

He pulled you from his shoulder and cupped your face, kissing you deeply. 

Shocked, you kissed him back, your arms flying around his neck

He suddenly pulled away after a few minutes, a look of concern welded on his face, “I’m so sorry, Y/n. Fuck! You probablly think I’m some fucking weirdo creep, just like-”

You laid a hand on his cheek and his little ramble ceased, 

“What I actually think, is that it’s about time.” 

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@deatheater25  @lunamadhatter99 @shenevertricks1831 @frogssincorner

[chincilla-on-the-moon]

Work of Art

Request: hey there :0 recently found yr blog and i just wanna say yr writing is really good! i saw yr requests were “openish” so if this is an inconvenience then that’s ok and you don’t have to write anything :) but connor murphy w a male reader who likes to draw? and he draws them together in his free time? maybe babies connor a lot in private too? (^^*)if you decide to do this, ty! if not, that’s ok too! keep up the good work ♡🦑 Word Count: 498 Words Warnings: Connor being insecure Author’s Note: heyy...how yall doin... so sorry to the anon that requested this it took me a year and then some to finally write it and it’s bad... anyways... have a good day/night :) <3

You were sitting in the art room one day during study hall as usual when all of a sudden someone else came into the room

You were startled because usually, it’s just you and the art teacher this period.

A boy, probably another student judging by the style of his clothes, came in, nodded his head at your teacher as a greeting, signed in, and sat at a table on the other side of the room

He took out a sketchbook that looked very well loved with stickers all over the front and back covers

He could feel your eyes on him and looked over

You quickly put your head down and felt the tips of your ears grow warm in embarrassment

After that, the two of you drew in your respective sketchbooks silently

The period passed and you didn’t leave the room as you had actual art class next period but neither did the mystery boy

Once the rest of your classmates were settled into their seats, except for the mystery boy,  Ms.Anne stood up in front of the class, “Hello Everyone! I hope you’ve all had a good day so far. As you can see we have a new student with us. This is Connor Murphy, he just started here so please help him feel welcome. Connor, you can sit at the table back there with Y/N.”

You felt your eyes grow wide, no one has sat next to you for the whole year why did that have to change now?

He searched for a minute before his eyes found yours

He came and sat down next to you and you decided to introduce yourself to make him feel welcome or whatever Ms.Anne said.

Surprisingly he responded and you two talked through the rest of the period and the rest is history.

He quickly became your favorite thing to draw

At first, you kept the drawings hidden in fear of him being creeped out but as you grew closer you eventually showed him the drawings

He cried when he saw them because he never imagined someone seeing him in a positive way like you did

Soon after you showed him the drawings the two of you started dating

You loved that you were now able to give him all the affection he deserved (never in public though because he had a reputation to uphold)

And now you could make him pose for all the drawings you want

He drew you on occasion but was insecure about his art even though you constantly assured him it was incredible

For your one-year anniversary, you drew Connor’s favorite picture of the two of you

Once he opened it and saw what it was he practically jumped at you to kiss you and give you the biggest hug

You two stayed like that for a while

For all your anniversaries after that you drew his favorite picture of the two of you from the last year <3

[astrochemstry]

Jared with a reader who is a writer:

Im trying to cope with school guys this is gonna be a lot tbh maybe i should make a blog for this guy idk

Can be interpreted as platonic or romantic

Gender neutral reader

Inspired by this post (x)

Good luck bro

Seriously this guy is gonna make it h ELL

He found out you write bcs maybe you have this special notebook for it

Or like youre on the phone and have a specific app or its just that youre typing for too long

And he took it

Forgive him hes an asshole

Thought it was a diary at first tbh

“Dear diary- wait what?? This happened to them???”

Uh you found out and ofc youre mad bcs bruh thats my privacy

Also HC hes a fast reader

Read almost everything youve wrote and is

IMPRESSED AS HELL

But ofc he wont just admit that right there i mean

*Jared voice* who does that???

couGh anyways maybe you ignore him and stuff

Or act coldly bcs of that

And hes trying to figure out how to apologize

Evan knows abt the situation and is trying to help

Evan: why would you take their stuff in the first place??

Jared: I don't know maybe they don't wanna talk anymore i shouldnt try-

Connor, from what i could get from the Wiki and the book, is a decent listener

AND THAT COUNTS FOR GOSSIP TOO

Connor: Just get up and talk to them. They want you to.

Jared is surprised actually bcs wow THE Connor Murphy just gave him advice

“Uh- thanks. Ill.. Ill try.” “Don't mention it.”

And for Jared, for some reason he just wanted to say this: “Uh, sorry about the.. The school shooter- uh, chic comment.” then he runs away lmao

Connor yells back “Good practice but you’re a coward”

I feel like i just made a mini fic rn oh shit im getting off track anyways uH

HE APOLOGIZES

WELL NOT DIRECTLY

He sits down with you and as youre about to get up and leave he just goes

“You know, maybe you can add some buff guy into that story of yours since it could fit the theme.”

He Starts giving you ideas lmao

In the middle of it he mumbles a “sorry.” and looks down bcs aw shit aw shiit

Forgive him immediately or tease him a bit your choice

Also if youre a fanfiction writer Hes gonna make jokes

“Soo, you just write fanfiction for people?” “yeah.” “and yourself?” “yep.” “So you’re like a Modern day Edgar Allan Poe?” “He didnt write fanfiction?” “But he wrote to escape reality-”

he requests stuff but its crack lmao

"Hey can you make me a fanfic where Dumbledore and Snape didnt die"

Overall, supportive bro- just cant express it well

[generallyclumsy]

nice to see you back! Could I get some Jared x male reader if you're up to it?

I I’m just going to drop some quick fluffy headcannons - hope that’s cool :). I hope you didn’t want something more specific than this.

I’m a little rusty so we’ll see how this goes.

You guys met doing a group project together, and you 100% expected to have to do all of the work but he surprised you and was super excited to schedule times to meet up and work

(Which was totally because he’d had the hugest crush on you forever)

You had always assumed Jared was straight because he was always bragging about girls.

After the group project, you guys started texting and DMing each other memes and song recommendations until he eventually told you he liked you (probably with some SUPER outdated meme like Pepe or something)

He’s really insecure, so it took him a while to believe that you could actually like him back, but eventually, he opened up.

You go on Tuesday Night dates and watch really bad movies together because he thinks it’s the best past time ever to laugh at bad acting

And he is huge on PDA, but not in the gross high school way, like little kisses on the cheek and knuckle, and things like that.

I’m going to leave this here but I didn’t want to leave you in my inbox for too long :). It turned out pretty gender neuteral.

[soursaiki]

Fluffy Jared Headcanons

A/N: sorry this took me so long! I’ve been having 4 hour musical practice every day at school plus I have work and homework to do :(

Gender Neutral

Requested: anon

Requests for headcanons are open but it’ll take me a bit to get to them. I have a rly busy schedule.

-

Jared LOVES cuddling. He prefers to be the big spoon but loves it when he’s the little spoon too

Disneyland dates!

He loves wearing his s/o’s sweatshirts, as cliché as it is.

Enjoys shopping with his s/o. He makes them model every outfit they pick out

His hair is so??? Soft??? ADORES when people play with it

Enjoys long car rides with friends

Will take his s/o on a UDF date (for non US, it’s a gas station with ice cream and shit like that) at 3 in the morning

Takes his s/o to cosplay conventions. He forces them to do couple cosplays

Coffee shop dates

Has taken up cooking for his s/o. It started as a hobby now he really likes it!

Likes watching his s/o at their sports/event practices and performances

LOVES spoiling his s/o!!!!!! He doesn’t care how much it is, if his baby wants it it’s theirs!!

Likes to paint his s/o

Lots of pda. This boy HAS to be touching his s/o in some way at all times

City dates!

Harry Potter movie dates!

[fanficnstuuff]

Wait for it.

[wine-anon]

Headcannons idea: Connor Murphy with a girlfriend who has a service dog

- he honestly has to refrain himself from cooing over your dog every time it’s around

- your dog is a boy

- and he’s a German Shepherd cross golden Labrador

- it’s sunshine personified (dogified?)

- his name is Ozmo

- Connor is Ozmo’s biggest fan because he’s a good boy doing an amazing job at keeping you safe

- Connor is really good at telling people to get away from Ozmo when he’s working

- it makes him angry that people don’t respect service dogs at work

- because he’s WORKING

- Ozmo loves Connor

- when Ozmo is ‘off-duty’ he will cuddle you and Connor as an extra comfort measure

[youandi-indefiance]

Evan Hansen × Reader?

Nearly everything about Evan Hansen made you smile. He fascinated you.

But it was the small things that made you truly happy.

How his jaw tightened when he saw a dog because all he wanted to do was pet it. But that would mean talking to the person that the dog belonged to.

How his eyelashes looked gentle. You didn't know why, but that was how you could describe it; yes. Gentle.

Everything about him was gentle.

The way he held his own hand when he was uncomfortable, instead of reaching for you.

The way he breathed was gentle, like he didn't want to disturb anyone with what was keeping him alive.

The way he smiled was gentle, even when it was a big smile. His lips only stretched slightly. Maybe he was afraid they would crack, maybe he was afraid of letting people see that he was content.

The way he looked at you was gentle. And you tried to be gentle with him. Because when you surrounded by something so gentle, that is all you can try to be.

You loved it when he was someplace he was comfortable. Because he would close his eyes and he would just think about the breeze that made his cheeks tingle and that was it. Nothing else. Maybe your fingers would brush, then his cheeks would flush and he would smile in his little way.

But some nights were different.

Some nights he would sit with you on his little twin bed, and though he was still gentle, he was different.

He didn't smile, he didn't frown. It was like he was stuck in between wanting you to believe everything was alright and wanting to jump in your arms and just breathe heavy for once.

He was shaky. Not holding his own hand like he usually does because that would mean that he was uncomfortable with the situation. And he wasn't uncomfortable with the situation; he was uncomfortable in his own skin.

He was heavier on those days, when his room was filled with dust and his nose was red and suddenly tears were there but he didn't know when they'd come. He didn't mind them, he just didn't like that his palms and his face were wet now.

Those days were melancholy. Those days were the ones you didn't like.

Any other day you could touch him. But those days were the ones where he couldn't be alone, but he couldn't be with anyone. You couldn't surround him with warmth, he'd be too hot, then he'd sweat more and get upset. Those days you could only hold his pinky. That made him better. It was just enough to let him know that you were there, that you were gentle for him. That you didn't need him to explain himself for you to understand.

He didn't talk, and he didn't have to. Neither of you did. Because your hold on his pinky said, "I love you."

And his hold on your pinky said, "I love you too."

-

Hi? I've never really wrote an x reader before. I've wrote a couple headcanons, that's about it on tumblr. Hope you enjoy?

[dead-amber-walking]

Wearing Connor’s hoodies HCs X gender neutral reader

-You liked Connor’s hoodies, because whenever you snuggled into his chest it smelled like him and it was soft.

-Whenever Connor wasn’t looking you’d steal one of his hoodies. 

-They never really fit and they were too long for you.

-They hung past your stomach.

-After a while, Connor noticed that he was “missing” some of his hoodies.

-He asked if you knew what happened to his hoodies when he saw wearing his hoodie.

-You admitted that you had swiped a few of his hoodies, but you knew you swiped more than a few.

-You returned the pile of his hoodies in your closet.

-You blushed as he picked up hoodie after hoodie.

-”You really like my hoodies, don’t you babe?” Connor asked while smiling.

-You nodded, sheepishly.

-He let you pick out your favorite out of all of his hoodies.

-You picked the hoodie that black and gold.

-Now, whenever you get cold he lets you borrow his hoodies.

-Connor would take silly pictures with you wearing his hoodie.

-He loved seeing how happy you got whenever you wore his hoodie.

[teddywidogast]

hey guys i am really sad so give me ask sharkies where i can write my woes away please :-)

[i-also-miss-our-talks]

Can you do a Connor x reader headcanon where the reader is plus size and has anxiety (not related to weight) Thanks

I hope you like this, my dude! But if you don’t, let me know and I will certainly write something else for you!

WC: 710

Warning: Swearing

Masterlist

alright

so

you hadn’t told Connor you had anxiety

you were worried he would leave you cause he already has so much to deal with on his own

but he figured it out himself

cause one day you two went on a date

cause

duh

you’re dating

you somehow convinced Connor to take you to the mall because there was a dress at Hot Topic that you’ve had your eye on for a while and they finally came out with your size!

yay!!!

so

you both go the store and look for it

you found it hanging up top

but you were too nervous to ask someone for help

so you stood on your tiptoes to get it yourself

and Connors just like “wtf are you doing?”

“im just trying to get the dress”

“why don’t you ask for help?”

you quickly shake your head

“no! they’re probably really busy. i can get it”

no you cant

really no one can

like its so high up Connor cant even reach it

its annoying

so

Connor

this guy

he just

wow

he fucking scales the shelves next to it and grabs it

you start freaking out cause he could hurt himself

and you guys might also get thrown out of the store

but he comes down with the dress and doesn’t get caught

you smile and kiss his cheek before running to the cashier

you make sure you have exact change and whisper what you have to say over and over again while you’re waiting in line

and Connor just grabs your hand and squeezes it

“hey, Y/N, you good?”

you nod and repeat it once more before stepping up to the counter

you pay for the dress as quickly as you can cause what about the people behind you?

do they think you’re taking to long?

are the judging you?

so you get the hell out of there

and Connor follows you

he grabs the bag from your hands and pulls you over to the side

“hey, babe, talk to me. what the fuck is going on. you’re acting like Evan.”

oh

wait

Connor

you figured it out

good boy

have a cookie

he puts a hand on your cheek

“why didn’t you tell me?”

you leaned into his touch

“i didn’t want to worry you cause you already have so much to worry about”

he sighs and holds your hand and takes you back to his car

he drives you two to his house

he grabs the bag and drags you upstairs

he tosses the bag on the floor and grabs his bed comforter

Connor wrapped you and him up in the comforter and snuggled with you

he kissed your head and kept whispering how much he loves you and that he’s gonna worry about you no matter what

and you smile so brightly cause this guy just makes you so happy and you love him so much and he’s just Connor

now

headcannons

right

okay

so

Connor spent so much time with Evan

(cause they’re best friends in this universe fight me)

that he’s picked up some tricks on helping anxiety

so he absolutely 100% uses them on you

like the drawing a square method?

y’all know that method?

its where a person draws a square on your arm or hand and when they trace up you breath in and when they trace down you breath out

its really helpful

i recommend it if you’re looking for something calming to use

anyways

Connor uses it a lot to help you

but he loves drawing squares on your stomach

cause its so soft and he loves that it tickles you when he does it

Connor will always keep one of his large sweatshirts in his car for when your having a bad day

if he sees your struggling, he will run out to his car in the middle of class just to grab it

and if the teacher says anything about it he will flip them off

and then you have to wait for two hours after school for a ride home while he sits in detention

fun times

anyway

this boy loves you

and will do everything in his power to make you feel confident and secure

the end

[problematicc-favs]

thigh riding with jared; headcannons

nsfw work again but what did you expect?

-f u c k he loves it when you ride his thigh

-like it is the sexiest shit to him oh my god

-it’s started off this one time when you two were playing video games

-as most kinky things always do, if you’re pickin’ up what I’m throwing down

-*cough* spanking and orgasm denial

-but that’s not what this hc list is about rn okayp

-ANYWHO, you’re sitting on his lap, both of you facing the tv -you two have kinda been teasing each other the whole time

-you’re losing the game, so you start frustratingly moving yourself around 

 -and Jared kinda rolls his eyes 

 -you lose again and you’re like !!!!! NOT FAIR

 -but then you realize ooOoOo if you casually move your body so you’re lowkey straddling his leg, you can fuck with him

 -so you pretend that you’re just trying to readjust to get more comfortable

 -you start the game again, and in the middle of the round and you start grinding into his leg just a teeny bit

 -jared doesn't really get what's going on before

-he’s super focused on beating the shit out of you in this game

-so you decide subtle isn’t going to cut it

-you start to move your hips more, only half-focused on the game

-and you’re like,, f u c k this feels good

-jared goes

- ‘babe stop moving’

-you don’t answer, but you do put your controller down, completely abandoning the game

-he starts to get confused, and he kinda glances down at your body

-and he sees you moving and thinks like 

 are they doing what I think they’re doing?

-you know he’s looking at you and you’re lowkey smirking but he can’t see that 

-you moan really quietly and now jared fully realizes that you’re fucking dry humping his leg

‘are you fucking kidding me, y/n?’

-at this point he’s now  frantically glancing back and forth between you and the screen, trying to figure out which one he wants to focus on

-but then you moan his name

-and he tosses his controller to the side in like .2 seconds

-and puts his hands on your hips and kinda pushes you down harder against him

-‘fuck, jared’

‘i can’t believe you’

‘fuck off’

-despite him trying to act like you were being annoying, you could tell he was into it because you could feel him pushing and pulling your hips 

-you start to pick up the pace at which you’re moving

- ‘you look so pretty like this, baby. fuck.’

-and you become like a whimpering, moaning mess

-he starts to kiss the side of your neck

-and his hands are gripping your thighs s o  h a r d 

-‘are you gonna come for me, baby?’

- you moan ‘yes’ super quietly 

-‘louder. i can’t hear you.’

‘yes, fuck, i-i’m gonna cum.’

-he starts sucking hickeys wherever your skin is exposed

-and you c u m  h a r d

-after that whole experience it becomes quite a regular thing

-like you’ll come over and he’ll just pull you onto his lap and start moving you against thigh

-he thinks you look insanely sexy, just moaning his name and getting off like that

-and you’re obviously not complaining

-alrighty

-i’m finnnnnished

[generallyclumsy]

Update:

I don’t know how many of you remeber when I used to write and post original content. It’s been probably close to a year and honestly, I’m not sure anyone misses my ships/ fanfiction, but I want to clarify a few things for the people who followed me for that.

1) I don’t plan on doing anymore ships, they’re hard for me to do recently, and I don’t want to disappoint with poorly executed matchups.

2) I’m sorry for the people who requested ships a year ago and never got them.. I’ve been there and it’s always just a tad disappointing.

3) I am officially back open for blurb fanfic requests and headcannon reyqests. These won’t be long but I think they could help me get back into writing.

I’m sorry if this seems narcissistic or vain or anything, but again, just trying to be honest with my 20 followers. :)

[soursaiki]

Fluffy Zoe Murphy headcanons

Requested: anon

I completely forgot about this lmao

gender neutral

Requests are open!

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Whenever Zoe plays at an open mic night she brings her s/o along with her

She takes her s/o to rock concerts and festivals

Makes bracelets

Bookstore dates

Collects geodes

Staying up all night reading books in her room with 80’s metal music on low volume playing through her speakers

Great at giving gifts

Spontaneous sleepovers

Shares clothes with her s/o

She takes her s/o thrifting with her

Cafe dates

Late night talks with her get real deep

Breakfast dates

Likes dying her s/o’s hair

Made her s/o give her a stick and poke on her ankle because she’s not old enough for a tattoo without parental consent

Wants a cat so bad

She has like 82637283837 steps in her skin care routine

Also collects dream catchers

Art museum dates

Literally so??? clingy???? This girl is touch starved

Forehead kisses

Wants a pixie cut so bad but Cynthia won’t let her :(

[fanficnstuuff]

Connor Dating Jared’s sibling

ok but

When Connor first met you, it was becuase he stopped by Jared’s house to get the answers to tomorrows big test  to study 

Connor is getting a bit impatint. the tension is rising

anygry Connor = not fun connor

“Jared just give me the answers”

“I will. but first look at these pokemon cards”

just as Connor was about to lose his cool, you walked in to get back that one thing Jared took from you last night.

and Connor is just

speechless. 

he stopped the sentience he was saying and just took the time to admire you. 

Jared was like “Uh Connor..? you checking out my sibling?” 

Connors face gets all red and hes like 

“No! just give me the answers!” and snatches them out of Jared’s hand.

you were a bit heartbroken, but over time Connor started making excuses to see you. 

one night he came over and Jared was out bowling (lol) 

Connor used the opportunity to hang out with you.

after awhile you guys were official but you felt bad for sneaking around behind Jared’s back, 

you saw it was time that you came clean

 Connor lowkey felt guilty and decided he should be the one to tell Jared. 

all week he spent his time hanging out with Jared. 

i can see Connor trying to act nice because he really wants to date you, but Jared is just so.. Jared.

its been a week since you two decided to tell him and Connor still has not done it. 

“Im just scared!” 

“Whats there to be scared of?! he was just belting Whitney Huston while eating a marshmallow off the floor!”

It was time. if Connor wouldn’t do it, 

you would. 

you took a seat net to Jared on the sofa. 

“Jared.. me and Connor are dating.” 

He just kinda giggles like 

“Ha. you and Hottopic are dating. funny” 

and you’re like “Jared im serious.” 

he kinda just blinks and walks over to Connor and hugs him. 

Jared said “I always wanted a brother “ and kinds cried, but we dont talk about that anymore. 

Bonus

Jared tries to bond with Connor and Connor is always like 

“Jared you already showed me your collection of action figures” 

Jared gave him the whole ‘Break my Sibling’s Heart, I’ll Break You Face’ Talk and not once has Connor ever been scared of that. 

He loves you so much. 

Sometimes him and Jared bump heads because they both want to protect you, but they both learned when to back off.