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iām having normal feelings about her on this fine wednesday
#clara oswald#doctor who#def should be working but honestly#time well spent#happy bi clara wednesday i guess#i hope the person who posted that clara is one of their favorite mental illnesses is having a great day
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AYYYYYY STARLIGHT EXPRESS OC TIME!!!!!!
Meet Mable and Marley, the abandoned train car twins!! They live with Belle and Poppa in the freight yard :)))
More about them under the cut!!
ā¦.so I donāt know trains. I know net zero about trains. I knew I wanted to do something vague and fun with them, so I just looked up āplace I liveā + āabandoned trainā and found a blog from a couple years ago about an abandoned train someone found in the woods!!!!
Thatās why their names donāt match their title, no one knows what their original make or model was.
-Mable is definitely the more serious twin of the two, as she really wants to get back on the tracks. She hates not knowing much about herself, but has resolved herself to be the best that she can despite this
-Marley is definitely more easygoing, more cheerful, and overall more content to chill in the freight yard with Belle. Heās made peace with his mysteriousness.
-Both of them barely leave the yard, because when they do train (HA) they do it closer to home, so they get their gossip from Rusty. Marley is probably a bitttt of a Greaseball fanboy at heart, and Mable thinks she could beat GB in a race and vows to do so whenever heās brought up
#whoohoo more OCs!!! this is crazy!!#I completed these drawings between the hours of 10pm to 1am so uh. not my best work#however I love them with all my heart#Mable my beloved#Iāll probably do better sketches later#BROSKIS i could not for the life of me design Marleyās bottom half I spent ages trying to figure it out#eventually I asked one of my friends who said ābitch just give him the same skirtā#to which I replied with āthat is a splendid and spectacular idea. I shall put you in my willā#anyhow I love these two idiots so much#thereās def some design inspiration from Belle in the outfits bc honestly#Belle the sleeping car should marry me rn#sorahās silly scribbles#stex oc#starlight express#stex#also everyone go watch great Comet rn
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thinking about isat flight rising au.......
#bee talks#searched for it and i don't think theres a proper au for this yet#i could be wrong though tumblrs search engine is awful#yes i have thought about what kinds of dragons and flights the cast would be hear me out#siffrin would be an arcane aether#arcane flight specifically bc i think the arcanist could def cause a timeloop with all the other stuff hes done#and i think that would pass down somewhat to his genre of magic#also the space themes!!!#isa would def be earth and i think a snapper#mira gives off coatl vibes honestly. maybe light?? earth would work too#odile is a light skydancer i will be taking 0 criticism on this#bonnie is a fire spiral just bc feels right#i think in this au the change belief is replaced with windsinger and the expressions are replaced with lightweaver#i also think the expressions could be replaced with just praying to any of the deities you need help from? idk#adding onto the change belief thing i think that should imply that breed change scrolls are real and can be used. it'd be cool#have yet to think about the king but i do have ideas for loop#i doubt i'll post like. art of this or whatever but i like brainstorming and i'll post that here if i feel like it#uh quick au tag to sort my ramblings#isat fr au#okay i'll tag properly now#isat#in stars and time#isat au#should i tag this flight rising???#maybe#i'll think about it
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Fuck that shit I made cuffs instead šššš¤š¤š¤š¤š¤
#punk tag#I GUESS? it's a small diy but!!!!!! these are from a pair of boots i scrapped (cheap shit/falling apart/unwearable)#really really cool and fun though! even if. my fingers hurt (the spikes did NOT cooperate w me... the screw posts are a but short)#BUT. BUT. really really awesome......... i draw moe w a studded cuff but i don't have one.#so i wanted to try my hand at some diy shit!!! and honestly PAID OFF.... something SO sexual. about the spikes#struggled to decide what to do w the second cuff. but flipping it actually has SUCH a cool effect i may keep it as is!#i'm also just. deeply deeply weird about my wrists. it's absolutely an autism thing. HATE the feeling of naked wrists.#and i've been having trouble landing on something for my right wrist. this should work though! š«”#i def am gonna have to reinforce these at one point though. esp where the button clasps the material is flimsy#but. for now. look at my cuffs boy.#my projects#diy punk
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me: hmm who to romance who to romance
me: gets to the party scene
me: wait why is everyone all ready for sex now I BARELY KNOW YOU
#bg3#ace problems#i know bg3 is all about catering to the people#infamous bear scene made that obvs#but like#i need a romance first! backstory! history!#it should take more work than this to enter a relationship with companions!#why yes i did romance fenris in da2 why do you ask#also kaidan in mass effect including no romance in me2#look i'm too ace for this shit#anyway can't get over gale talking about his ex all the time#(tho he did compare me to his cat so point in his favor)#so i'm def gonna go karlach and maybe?? halsin?#cos apparently there's poly#larian how am i supposed to decide if i wanna sleep with halsin when i've said .5 words to the man#honestly#maybe i've missed out on a bunch of companion interactions??#idk man#EDIT TAGS: OH APPARENTLY YOU CAN'T SLEEP WITH HALSIN YET#okay that makes more sense now#edit again: ALSO WHY IS 'SHARING SOME WINE' AN INVITATION TO SEX#LARIAN PLEASE I'M WAY TOO ACE FOR THIS#this party is a minefield#EDIT 3 THERE IS NOT NECESSARILY SEX AT THIS POINT IN TIME
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the more gomens2 i consume the stronger the urge grows to go 'if x event had happened in the bookverse it would've been y instead'
but that would be fun only for me and like, five select mutuals, and would simply torment everyone else and probably draw the ire of some fans. so i won't.
#honestly i just got out of a recording session which i jumped into shortly after home from work#so tbh i SHOULD go the fuck to sleep#might hang out n reblog some stuff. unrelated stuff. should defs stop watching gomens for tonight.#.....................book!aziraphale in 2023 would not only know what twitter is and how it works but would also have a deep disdain for it#with an additional shudder of horror once the rebranding happened#he also knows what grindr is but has never had occasion to use it. he's got other ways to get dates (telling crowley it's date night).#okAY I'M DONE#good omens blogging#gomens spoilers
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Heya! Been debating for a while to ask a cat blog / catblr a question and I hope you're fine with me asking it! My cat sometimes randomly attacks me like I'll just be talking to a family member and he'll just randomly decide to pounce and bite me (clawing me as well). Me and my family figured it might've been because he was bored so we tried playing with him more and even started to make sure his auto play toys (basicly ones that move on their own, he used to love one of them a LOT but doesn't usually care for it much anymore) but even if we play with him for hours he'll still randomly attack me, it isn't soft bites either, sometimes I'm running out of bandaids. He's got lots of toys and cat trees that he loves but we don't know why he keeps doing this, he doesn't hate me he wants to spend too much time with me to hate me so we're really at a loss. Any ideas?
Hello friend! Iām sorry to hear that you and your kitty are dealing with aggression issues. Iāve been there before with Dave, and I know how difficult it is. Itās hard not to build resentment when these kinds of things happen, and I commend you for seeking a solution that will help both your kitty and you. <3
All that being said, there are a large number of reasons a cat could be acting like that: physical and mental health problems, routine, human interaction, environmental issues, etc.
Keeping up with playtime is a fantastic start, in case it is related to boredom or anxiety. Has this behaviour started suddenly, or has kitty always been like this? If you can pinpoint a trigger (a recent move, arrival of a new family member, outdoor cats, etc) then you might be able to work backwards from there to solve the problem.
To keep yourself from getting injured, see if you can watch his body language and find signs heās about to bite. If you canāt redirect him to a toy or other distraction, get up and leave the room entirely for a few minutes to let him calm down. At least youāll avoid some bites this way, and at most he might even learn that biting = you leaving and stop the behaviour.
Iām afraid I canāt give much specific advice beyond that though, since aggression can have such varied causes. My primary suggestion would be to talk to the vet- itās important to rule out any physical health problems that could be causing it. Otherwise if you have the funds, it might be worth it to contact a cat behaviourist for more specialized help.
Good luck anon! Hopefully you and your kitty can get through this.
#honestly the best thing for Daveās anxiety was fluoxetine#but that doesnāt work for all cats or households#def talk to your vet and they should be able to help#they know your cat better than me!#thanks for the ask#ask
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i have this (probably somewhat normal?) funky memory thing where if i listen to a podcast or audiobook while working on something or walking somewhere, then if I see the same visual stimuli later I'll remember the audio really clearly or if I hear the same audio stimuli later I'll be able to remember the visuals of what I was doing at the time really clearly.
all this to say. I've accidentally linked Shady House - the big manor house in Po Town - with indigenous (specifically O.jiC.ree) culture in my head because I was listening to an audiobook (jonny appleseed by j.oshua whitehead) while working on the m.inecraft Shady House yesterday LOL. was just idly thinking about Shady House this morning and started wondering why tf it was bringing to mind the Rez and thoughts of people's Kokums, and then I remembered what I'd been doing the night before LMAO
#i should maybe listen to an audiobook or podcast about indigenous h.awaiian culture while working on it actually#I've been meaning to learn more about those cultures for YEARS so this could be a good opportunity#btw I big recommend Jonny Appleseed !! cw for topics of sex work and general sexuality as well as homophobia and transphobia though#but the audiobook is especially cool because it has the author narrating it!#if ur interested in reading anything by an i.ndigiq.ueer author then I'd def recommend it š«¶#thank god for audiobooks honestly djdksl I cannot seem to sit down and read very often#but i can easily put on an audiobook while washing dishes or going for a walk or working on a jigsaw puzzle or playing mc LOL#dandy.cmd
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need to remind myself that while damien only has one arc focused on him in post-ph so far, thereās like only a handful of actual arcs planned rn and his is probably currently the most detailed and interesting of them
#most planned bc i think its just a neat premise and one that isnt original to me#i got inspiration from stuff like darkwood and that bit at the end of ttgl which. may be a hint abt what this is#post ph#damien fletcher#idk if i should share but also if i share it might get me to plan post ph more diligently#sidenot earlier today i grabbed my earbuds off my desk and they hooked on my usb w/ the peus doc on it#so it was a clear sign to fucking work on peus. i got a few sentences out i think weāre near the end of the chapter#inspiration is great for post ph rn it really helps kickstart the more specific stuff#im putting so much time into the beginning and slice of life stuff and the group coming together#but inspiration rlly helps with individual arcs and pulling the main plot together. def gonna be dungeons those are fun setpieces#its the only damien arc rn but its honestly rlly good with it kinda being a reflection of him specifically in his relationship with linebec#and whatnot. i should put some stuff in there abt him alone. he gets some moments with bellum in the tail end of the arc#i could do some stuff with how he problem solves on his own when faced with a fantastical kind of problem#salty talks#ARC AS IN STORY ARC im going kinda light on actual character arcs tbh#linebecks technically finished his and link is. smth. and bellum is the one whoās plotline is his character arc#gotta figure out damien. his could be based around his relationships with other people maybe. his problems seem to lie in his relationships
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a bit insane to know there's people out there who think i'm hot shit tbh. you know i'm a pathetic cringefail loser who literally can't do anything, right?? please raise your standards šš
#had a meeting with my mentor/guide/man i really gotta figure out some english word for her today#and basically unprompted she brought up that like. she thinks i'm amazing for having goals and working to get them#which i was honestly baffled by bc. i don't do anything š#my past self sets shit up for me to regret later bc i hate doing stuff. that's it#never heard anyone describe me as ambitious but in her eyes that's like a defining trait of mine#i'm highkey worried i'm gonna disappoint her š and. everyone else.#my method is usually to do the bare minimum so no one develops any expectations#and that way they're always surprised when i do more#unfortunately this plan falls flat bc for some reason ppl keep having expectations of me#not ill intentioned ones. idk if that's the words. ig they're more like hopes?#like they hope i'll do more they hope i'll be better. not for themselves but for me#and then that inevitable disappointment hurts in a different way bc you know it comes from genuine love#i can't even be mad in that case š like what are their expectations of me. for me to be happy??#(honestly in that case i AM angry you should def drop that that's literally impossible š)#ok now i'm rambling. sorry. ig this conversation fucked me up a bit bc i've been real stressed since#vent#kinda???????#ask to tag
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I ran this morning AND wrote some AND made art and Iām so proud of me
#didnāt get any of my actual office work done oopsies#but in my defense itās a Friday and also I did allot time for it I just ended up not doing it#anyways still proud of me!!! guys art is so so important and I know that and I preach that but I havenāt been doing it#and I just picked up a blank sheet of paper and did it#and is it good or anatomically correct? no but it was so FUN#and Iāve been working thought Tim Clareās writing stuff and itās been GOOD#I like this new series of exercises a lot better than the couch to 80k#theyāre. the same honestly and I donāt actually care about his commentary all that much#maybe Iām just more present or more invested in them#I only ran for 15. min and then I had to call my brother to pick me up because the heat was gonna make me pass out :/#but also I TRIED#I fucking tried today#also did u know running is utterly miserable.#runners high is def a thing#felt amazing afterward#but holy shit itās awful in the moment#my roommate ran a 25k recently and I talked to her about it and she said it never gets better#which is. not very encouraging#but also I Want To run as much of this 5k as I can#maybe Iāll be dead after but itās fine I have a couple days to recuperate before the eclipse#WHICH IM ALSO EXCITED SBOIT. Iāve never seen a total eclipse before#goddamit my brain jumped to too many places#delete later#anyways. if u didnāt u should acknowledge ur accomplishments today#even if they didnāt feel like much#now Iām gonna go read a 115k fanfic thatās gonna wreck me#thatās my treat to me#I HAVE ACTUAL BOOKS TO FINISH. but NO. THIS is how Iām spending my time. and itās fine Iām valid#Iāve been talking to all the lesbians about running too#and theyāve been so encouraging too!! I love my coworkers and very distantly related coworkers sm
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EEEEEEH honestly during the time we were mutuals we interacted like a maximum of . two times. perhaps even just once. which is a bit crazy considering all of this now. i was just scared of trying to keep interacting honestly HSJAHDJSHD but if you dont feel like dating after i reveal myself that is completely absolutely alright! i would appreciate having you as a friend just as much! its whatever you prefer and whatever you feel more comfortable with :3
- š anon
oooh well . still honestly I bet uur kewl <3 and yayaya !! thank uu for being understanding , I very much appreciate it . to be faaair , I do . kinda . have a soft spot for uu , y'know ? so even if it isn't immediately . . . the idea isn't something I'm opposed to ^_^
#ā³ the fool's mail box#ā³ sender; š anon#with all of this being said . there def are things I'd need to know before like . being in a relationship#likeee . are we close in age bodily . nawt that uu would know since i don't share my age online idk but still . like . age range ?#but also no need to directly share that . at least for nyeow ? at the least i trust uu are a minor š#um . and also if uur . dating anybun else ? aha ? <- very monogamous very mono . unlike a lot of the beings I've met on here . scary !#augh it's purrobably obvious by nyeow but I'm a clingy jealous mess so being with anybun who'd be dating others . i just . can't#and that's honestly something I'm worried about a little bit like poly beings r so kewl but it just isn't for me#and a lot of beings i know on here are poly . ^_^'#or like idfk being poly itself is fine in a theoretical partner as long as they aren't strictly poly#like ''no if i wanna date other people will i can't just be with only one being bc that doesn't work for me''#but ''i could theoretically be in a polycule but I'm okay with being in a mono relationship'' is good !#and ofc ''i am fully mono just like uu'' is . also something that works for me#idk#these are the kinds of things i didn't wanna ask right off of the bat and i suppose I'll purrobably find out for myself whenever uu reveal#but like . still . uu can easily see why we could be incompatible lol . so .#augh idk where I'm going with this . I mean uu should know my boundaries n such if uu like-like me I just feel like a bit of a downer#bc boom what if everything is ruined nyeow or whatever blehhh#but anyways I'm gonna stfu nyeow i have some chores 2 knock out so I'll speedrun em while uu either write back . or do something else and#then write back . orrrr while uu do something else and write back when I'm done and at the computer so I can reply asap etc etc#agh i feel like i got weird w this even if uu are currently w others or something again we can totally just be friends . buddies . pals .#uur still kewl and really niceys so !
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An accurate depiction of me finally finding the second brain cell to think about how Raphael's plan would in fact still function even if not to his benifit, at least to our detriment, if the player gave 0 fucks about Orpheus.
#I need to screen record this when back at the end of act 2 for a gif of the visably thinking moment#also welcome to a friend of mine's life.#we both have an unfunny inescapable bit now.#but the first was too busy enjoying clowning on him to see the second layer of if it fails at least he's done damage on the way down.#needed the second working finally.#but to toss Emps under the bus with me he sure did describe someone who yelled#'THE LASH OF BHAAL' while bullying the old man into power posing with her and Gortash as /probably/ being Bhaal's chosen.#yeah probably.... what was the hint there?#I mean you could pull up visual aid here while thinking out loud so you were def present and watching the whole time for sure#or it's mirror later on#working out how the brain plan fell apart when yeahhhhh honestly should have caught that one in advnce#gods his an idiot sometimes I love it.
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started to say this in the replies but i'd rather say it here
the thing here is like. while you can't control an emotional response you can control how you act on those emotions. yelling at someone because a sensitivity was triggered isn't okay, it's something to work on. mental illness/disability/trauma might be a reason for why you behave a certain way but its not an excuse. i don't necessarily agree that its bad to use the names of traits and specify that it's connected to your dx but you really missed the point of the og post.
like, it's important to recognize that this post isn't about things you can control. it's about choices you make. RSD is a trauma response, you can't control the fear and rejection that comes up, but yelling and saying unkind things instead of removing yourself from a situation to chill out before expressing how you feel IS a choice. one that takes a lot of practice and self reflection to make smoothly, but a choice nonetheless.
comparing that to a meltdown is disingenuous. meltdowns are literally defined as being something we can't control. i understand being worried that people will use certain lines of thinking against us, but you're twisting the meaning of that post in a way that isn't fair to op especially given the clarifications they've made:
(not op's tags, but they did add them to confirm that this aligns with their intention)
and:
there are going to be times that you need to apologize for your behavior, even if the behavior is caused by something you have a diagnosis for. refusing to accept that your traits/symptoms aren't only harming you isn't actually a helpful way to approach this, please, knock it off
this is gonna be a really cool frame to apply to anyone with any mental illness stiffer than light social anxiety. can't wait to be berated for having an autistic meltdown and not taking personal responsibility for how much of a fucking bummer it is for everyone around me lmfao
#and honestly as an autistic person who has meltdowns. sometimes you do need to apologize for them.#it takes time to build up the self awareness but it IS your responsibility to learn how you work. including recognizing overstimulation#BEFORE it gets to the point of a meltdown. sometimes its not always something you can help but its def something you should try and track#and acting like autistic people shouldnt have to apologize for lashing out and hurting people bc we have a diagnosis is kinda dangerous imo#i get not all of yall have access to therapy but this is a BIG thing ive learned in therapy that i need more people to be aware of
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14% of the way through....
#ok i can do like half an hour each day and then i'll finish on the weekend. good pace. we can do this#hopefully tomorrow i can do some reading at work. LMAO.#honestly my bottleneck (aside from my own focus/free time) is the rate at which people upload the main story recordings to youtube#youtube channel polar artem u are my hero. i love you. i hope you have a good day 366x this year#tot liveblog#wow i should translate something again... maybe i've improved (wishful thinking)#but it really has been a while and there are some things i said i would translate that i never did. lol#probably not a card tho (mainly since i haven't been reading the recent cards). maybe an extra thing like interview. i'll probably look for#some fan analyses since we got a main story chapter. idk tho i kinda wanna chew over word choice again. then again i get to be a bit looser#when translating discussion posts....#EDIT 2/12: post is still happening just. it takes so much focus to read two things at the same time aldsjfklsjlaskej#so much more tempting to read other VNs where i'm like. just reading normally. and not also trying to keep track of a plot spanning mult ye#years while simultaneously trying to consider the implications for characterization in the context of 2.5 years' worth of interaction#it's fine my relationship with tot content is totally normal and healthy and i absolutely do this voluntarily. for Fun#ok but DEF it'll be up by next weekend promise (bc i need to distract myself before dessert de otomate)
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Halloš how about some of the karasnuno boys when they have a crush headcanons?? If u don't wanna do multiple characters, that's ok!! I'd love kageyama headcanons!!
Karasuno boys having a crush HCs <3
includes: Kageyama, Tsukishima, Nishinoya, Daichi
a/n: YESSSS TY FOR THE REQUEST and here's some cutesy hcs to fluff u up !!
Kageyama Tobio:
he would avidly deny it but he is suuuuch a blusher, he just turns pink at the slightest things
acts totally cool, but everyone on the team notices his sets are faster when you're at a game
if you help him with his homework suddenly he seems locked in, until you look up at him and realize he's sneaking looks at you
even with your help his grades do not improve im sorry
totally checks you out with the full look up and down without realizing he's doing it
thinks he's really slick but the entire team knows about his crush
would try to smile at you but give you the creepy grimace by accident š
if you asked him to work out with you he would push himself wayyy too hard to impress you, probably gets yelled at by Ukai at the next practice
makes extreme effort to give compliments, gets coaching from his sister
GIFT GIVING- always little things like a drink from the vending machine
regardless of your skill or lack of skill at volleyball he would ask you to throw to him or hit his sets
"Why are you always looking at my hands?" swbfvouyqwrbefnh
Tsukishima Kei:
struggles to not just avoid you like the plague when he gets a crush
wants you to come to games but would never ask you, if you do show up he would play way harder
he's actually kinda good about being discreet about it, but yamaguchi definitely knows and encourages him to confess
always fiddling with a pen in his hand when he talks to you in class
"Do you think I should grow my hair a little longer?" "Why? Do you think y/n would like it??" "Shut up."
has a nervous compulsion to push up his glasses
makes playlists about you that he would only share after like yearsss of a relationship with you
low-key gives you sass and would love it if you reciprocated that. and that's def not the only thing he wants you to reciprocate.
if you were in his advanced classes he would kind of initiate an academic rivals thing, but if you weren't he would offer you help with your classes.
chat should I write a tsukki academic rival fic?? edit- the fic has been made <3 find it here!
Nishinoya Yu!
he's a bold mfer but a little shy when you give him any attention in return
would ask your favorite color just to show up at school the next day with this blond streak dyed whatever color you say
tanaka knows. he fs knows. and they avidly abuse the word rizz.
noya is a little embarrassed that he's a pervert when he has a serious crush š
makes nicknames for you
would ask you to come to games to watch him play, and smile at you when he made an impressive save
stands up really straight when you're around to make himself a little taller
goes absolutely crazy if you compliment him. happiest boy alive.
"You should call me Noya-Kun"
figures out what kind of music you listen to and then posts stories with it
will "jokingly" flirt with you
"wait, did that make you nervous..? If I didn't know better it might seem like you like me...!! oooooOoooooo"
Daichi Sawamura:
CLASSIC HIGH SCHOOL BOYFRIEND
he's got that promposal planned
would love for you to come to games and would give you his jersey
is honestly shameless about having a crush, and if it went on for long enough without anything happening between you he might just casually confess
rubs the back of his neck when you talks to you
he kinda speaks quieter/softer when he's alone with you
keeps his crush kinda quiet but definitely tells people he's close with, this makes Asahi act particularly nervous around you because he's scared of giving you a bad impression!
is very protective of you but not in an obnoxious way
always offering to walk you home
typical movie-star smiles at you all the time
takes notice of you and compliments you really genuinely
"Did you do your makeup today? It looks great."
[masterlist]
#haikyuu#hq#haikyuu!!#kageyama tobio#tobio kageyama#kageyama tobio x reader#kageyama x reader#kageyama haikyuu#nishinoya yuu#nishinoya yū#haikyuu nishinoya#hq nishinoya#asahi azumane#tsukishima kei#tsukki#tsukki hq#tsukkishima kei#tsukishima kei x reader#nishinoya x reader#nishinoya yu x reader#tsukishima x reader#sawamura daichi x reader#daichi sawamura#sawamura daichi#daichi x reader#daichi sawamura x reader#karasuno
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