#deep depression

[hangingonforwhat]

[goodie-vibesss]

D3pression: slept 2am -4:30 pm and wishing everyday was like this.

Only getting 2-3hrs of sleep on weekdays for work will do this to ya.

If only I could sleep away the day since being awake is like hell in my brain.

[kissmeinhell]

Dear diary..

The thoughts are back again, the thoughts I ran away from as a teen. The ones that roared so loud, it silenced my love for life.

The loneliness is my only friend these days along with despair and regrets.

[blandandtasteless]

Polls are so fucking annoying to make proper ones. I’m just tryna whine out here. I’m complaining. It’s about my living situation btw

My most private space (my room) contains nothing I actually like seeing because nothing about the space is private and there’s evidence every single day that one of my parents has meandered up and entire set of stairs (into the attic) just to walk around my room, after I’ve asked them not to. They’re just sucky people and I’d rather not be paranoid that they’ll search for and find something I hold dear like a diary entry or a not very subtle drawing depicting something I love or hate.

[asleepinthegrass]

Single again. Same story as always. Zero communication skills. Three more years wasted.

[genderplugin]

this morning clifton market was out of my fav yerba flavor i guess i’ll drink this revel berry like a fucking idiot

[weakanddependent]

missing (warning: venting like a fuckup)

i dont feel comfortable. what i perceive as "happiness" is the most unnerving feeling ever. i dont like happiness anymore, and i dont know if i ever did. i have no one to share it with, my friends have jobs and my ex, who i still talk to, has a new parter who they have been hanging out with for a month straight.

i cant go back to cutting myself anymore, ive recovered 2 times now and its not good for me, but i need something to feel. sadness is nothing, not a feeling. id rather feel pain than nothing. im just done

[juggaletteprincess]

[sociopathicghost]

Visualization of the Spiritual State. It is difficult to convey depression because of the lack of words, and the available expressions are banal to the point of ennui. A painting turns out to be a more capacious and sensitive medium than words or poetry. The “black secretion of the soul” is poured over a reclining figure. This combination in a single object of the material and the immaterial comprises a suggestive psychological message.

Krištof Kintera frequently employs in his work striking juxtapositions and transformations of mundane objects. Derailing the clichéd associations, he imbues them with new meanings. Kintera constructs surprising and absurd situations, juggling irony and humour. In the case of All My Bad Thoughts, the artist is far from jesting, descending to the very pit of depression and morbid thought. The silhouette, reclining on its side, seems to be gradually dissolving; as if someone, deep in black thoughts, were about to disappear in a puddle of murky mire. The work’s depressive mood almost contagious, it captivates the dynamics of depression, without petrifying it. The glistening of the material used perfectly enhances the impression of the person ‘dissolving’ in sorrow; from one moment to the next, the figure losing all semblance of humanity and turning into a formless black hole.

Sources: All my bad thoughts, 2009

Kristof Kintera - all my bad thoughts

[harley-the-hogs-big-hog-shop]

y'know it's been a really long time since I've had a violent unhealthy meltdown.

maybe I due for one? as a treat? I could like throw a brick through a local KFC window then try to kill a cop or something.

[eccedentesiast-skies]

You’ve grown into someone who would have protected you as a child. And that is the most powerful move you made.

[hangingonforwhat]

[themindofmine]

I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

[kissmeinhell]

These type of nights hurt the most, when you realise somebody out there is hurting because of you.

How do I move on from tasting something so sweet, loving you was like a dream. from kisses to bruises. It's was nightmarish and foolish but everytime we inhaled eachothers existence I couldn't help but melt away with you.

Everything baby blue boy my melody was for you. you were mine and that right there is the truth. Oh These type of nights hurt the most I wish I was holding you close but it's time I open my eyes .... and realise everything was just a dream and nothing about us meant a thing to you, now I'm hurting out here because of you.

[banglakhobor]

ধেয়ে আসছে ঘূর্ণিঝড়! ঘণ্টায় ৬০ থেকে ৮০ কিমি বেগে দমকা হাওয়া! ভারী বৃষ্টির তাণ্ডব

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[deep-dark-fears]

Lonely teardrops. A fear submitted by Gabrielle to Deep Dark Fears - thanks! You can find original art and commission portraits in my shop!