#dearGod

[visexualcupcake]

I JUST FINISHED ACT TWO

WHAT

THE

FUCK

[haec-an]

cute haechan waving at mark at nct nation tokyo day 1

[londyslostacc]

　 ིྀ 𓎟†𓎟𓎟　𓎟𓎟†𓎟 ྀི

[monards]

starting to see a trend around my favs and i dont think i like where its going

[tobeheldbyher]

There are days when I listen to You closely, there are days when I ignore You all together, there are days when Your voice is my voice, there are days when You take my breath away.

Everyday I have witnessed You offering me gives of perspective to no end. Everyday I have witnessed grace and lightness as I deepen into You.

Everyday is all I’ve ever known and Everyday offers more than the one before. Everyday I get more familiar with You. Everyday You assure me that I know nothing of the sort. Everyday You brace me to become everything I’ve never known.

[auraautisticandartistic]

This is a drawing

Dear God

There's more

No..

[daletrafra]

Voir les paroles de la chanson “Dear God” de Avenged Sevenfold

[daletraeng]

Lyrics for the song “Dear God” by Avenged Sevenfold

[quintential]

Dear God,

it’s been two years, thirty-six years, fifty years since you left.

It’s only been two days, actually. But it feels like forever, God. You’ve left me, and I remain here on this mortal plane. A reminder that you are gone but I am still here, and that is not fair. God, did you know you left on my birthday? It’s September 9th, 2034 and you still left on that day. 7 is supposed to be a lucky number, you know. But now I’ll hate my birthday forever. Not like I didn’t before, but now it will be worse.

God, I loved you. I have loved you so much more than I’ve ever loved someone before. Even more than my own mother. I never loved her much though. But you, God. I loved you. So much. I felt like my heart would tear out every time you would cry. I hated seeing you cry, God.

I am writing a letter to you, God. I am swiveling in my blue plastic chair, and when it stops spinning I am putting my pencil to paper. In a thoughtful way. It is smudging, because my writing hand is my left hand. But I’m still trying to write. When I am done, I will fold the paper into a bird and watch it fly up, and up and up until it reaches you. It will be a smudged bird, but who says beauty can’t be gray? The bird will not be symmetrical either, but that is okay. You always loved birds anyhow. Even seagulls that would steal your lunch and get tangled in my hair when they attack us on the lawn.

It is nice to remember, is it not? Maybe I will imagine you leaning over my shoulder and smiling at me and I will be grinning back looking up up and up not caring if I look wolfish or ugly. Because no matter how many times I would come to you drunk and crying over my flesh or mind, you, God, would always tell me that I was quite pretty, actually, and not to say those ugly things about myself. That those ugly words were what was making me ugly. I always love hearing you say those nice things to me.

God, why is it not fair? Why are you dead? Why are you so, so, gone? I want to be with you. I can’t. You always told me not to get too close with anyone, because I would end up loving them instead of you. But I always had so much love to give, God. I would never touch. Only look and admire. You don’t understand God. I don’t think you once ever understood. Me.

Maybe if I died too, God, I would make the both of us unhappy. That would crowd us, don’t you think? …What if I gave my love to everyone first, when I am alive and all, and was only left with enough for you?

I will put down my pencil down now and spin in my blue plastic chair now. It hurts my butt but it is still a good chair. Please have a good death until I can join you.

Best, most respectfully lovingly and terribly enamored and devoted,

Yours.

[recordsofdailygrace]

Better Than I Expected

Jan. 07, 2024 ~ Thursday

Dear God,

We had board game night yesterday. It turned out better than I expected.

Subconsciously, anxiety was already getting to me this whole time. My bad expectations came from that anxiety. I don't know if it's because our board game bonding with my cousins is a good thing and my anxiety gives me a hard time believing that good things will last. It's saying "This is to good to be true. Something wrong is bound to happen here."

Wow. Talk about wanting to learn to relax better this year.

My husband helps ground me in reality by offering me perspective. He uses words like "benefit of the doubt". That's also what I need sometimes.

True enough, things turned out great, and we had a lot of fun. It felt good to be surrounded by people who just want to enjoy a good card game/board game with you.

At the back of my mind, my anxiety is saying "But what if something goes wrong?"

To myself I say, I don't want that worry to ruin the good thing I have received. Someone did something good to me. By God's Grace, I will let it in. I will let it calm me. I will receive.

[insidethoughts-of-a-dude]

oh dear fuck,,,

[brokenheartedwife22]

A Prayer for Healing

Dear God,

I pray that you can help heal the hurt that I have deep inside. Lord, I know I am broken and I don't want to hurt any more. I'm trying to be patient but I can't tell if this pain is getting better or worse. I pray that you can help me find guidance within my marriage because right now I am feeling lost. I pray that I can continue to heal and work through my emotions. But despite how down I am feeling at times, Lord I thank you for the life you have given me. I am grateful that you have put me in a position where I can continue to grow and become successful. I don't know what you have planned for me, but I will follow your lead. I will trust that you know what's best for me. Please help me to "stay in the now" and not stress about the past or the future.

I pray that you help heal my marriage before it really starts. I pray that you continue to guide my husband and I in the right direction. I pray that you can help mend whatever is broken within us. I pray you help us to always get over any and all obstacles. With you by my side I am ready to fight if that is what you want Lord. I love you too much to go against what you have for me. I pray that if my husband is not the one for me, you show me a sign and I will follow. But if he is, I will continue to fight for him and for us. I pray that he too finds healing from whatever past or present traumas he may not have gotten pass. I pray to help him change his outlook on life. I pray that you can help give him the strength and courage to want to fight for us. We both love you, and would not do anything to go against what you have for us. If you lead us, we will follow.

Lord, I just want to heal. Heal mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. Heal, so that I can live the beautiful life I know you want me to have.

In Jesus Name I Pray,

Amen

[stabiestbaton]

DAYUM

my family was complaining about how hot it was here and I was thinking "it can't be that bad" I haven't gone outside or anything so I just updated my temperature on my phone from last night and it jumped from 81 to 91 degrees :>

[aibeelicious]

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[tumbl4christ]

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[optigami]

no one gets her like i do