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its been a year & some and i still havent forgotten, i wish the mind would just leave me alone forever

you dont even talk to me anymore, nor like me. i dont know why you keep me around either, i have overthought countless times, thinking that your manipulating me into staying or you love me but dont talk to me or maybe your a fbi agent sent to only check in on me once in a while XD.

whatever though, i still love you, you will always be my true first love... don't even know if it was real love... maybe i was just obsessed. thats my fault though haha.

i get why we dont talk as much anymore, im not there for you in real life, its much easier that way, unfortunately im hundreds of miles away...

but i thought that the person who would pay for you to play games with them, the person who poured real feelings into our conversations, the person who would only text you cause they had no friends, the person who listened to songs that reminded me about you would get some love back... of course, you didnt know that i was obsessed or maybe you did according to my theories haha

but its ok, ill be gone soon so you dont have to worry or keep me in your hands as a toy or whichever one of them is your end goals.

just remember ill always love/obsess over you!......idk which one haha

from m

to sopa

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i forever hold a cloth bag full of needles that prick me but i seemed to not let go

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dude i liked one gravity falls post please die

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try I ng poetry dont make fun of me!

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‼️Emergency please don't skip‼️

🇵🇸 save family lost their home ,dreams and everything in Gaza 🇵🇸

This is my home before the war and after the war how it became💔💔💔

Before: After:

We have been through many wars before, but this war was not like the ones before it. Our lives were turned upside down. We became displaced from one place to another. We are the Anas family, residents of northern Gaza, specifically in the Shujaiya area. In the first week of the war, we fled our home because everyone considered our home to be in a dangerous area. We moved to the Rimal area, specifically in the middle of Gaza. There, we received the news that our home, which contained all our beautiful memories, was bombed. Suddenly, it was gone!!! Just thinking that your home, which you worked hard on and built from scratch and took a lot of your life, was gone in less than a second ! After a while, we left the sands to the Al-Zawaida area because of the heavy shelling. We stayed there for about two weeks, and then the terrorist army asked us to go to Rafah. We actually fled for the fourth time to Rafah and stayed there for two months, some of the most difficult days of our lives, as there was no way or means to live a normal life. 😔😔 After that, because of the invasion of Rafah, we moved to Deir al-Balah. Now, we are in very difficult and oppressive circumstances.

We are asking you with all shame to support and stand by us in these difficult circumstances that everyone knows because we lost our home, our work and any stable source of income. Thank you all.

🔗 🔗 Gofundme link for donations 👇👇👇👇🔗 🔗

Please, we are in dire need of you and your support. If you cannot donate, you can share☹️❤️🥹

Even $5 will make a big difference and save us!

Verified by : @nabulsi

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Since Tumblr deletes genuine Palestinian blogs, here is a list of verified fundraisers!

Please donate if you can.

Do not hesitate to reblog and share! 🙏🏽

(Click here for Part 2).

IMPORTANT: Bear in mind that I do NOT verify fundraisers. I am not Palestinian, and I do not speak Arabic! They have been vetted by Palestinian users!

1) Mohammed Al-Habil (@mohammedfamily123) and his family (€4,519 / €50,000). Verified and vetted by @/el-shab-hussein.

2) Mahmoud Helles (@mahmoud92hells) and his family (€757 / €50,000). Verified and vetted by @/90-ghost.

3) Asmaa Sheikh Youssef (@asmaalshaikh-blog) and reunion with her fiancé (€3,001 / €30,000). Verified and vetted by @/90-ghost and @/ibtisams.

4) Muhanned Shaheen (@mohanedshaheen) and his family (€2,658 / €35,000). Verified and vetted by @/90-ghost.

5) Momen Al Ostaz (@mo98h) and his family (€11, 213 / €70,000). Verified and vetted by @/el-shab-hussein

6) Tawfik Satoom (@tawfiksatooom) and his family ($14,089 / $40,000). Verified and vetted by @/ibtisams.

(Make sure to donate to his PayPal, as well! It will end in three days!)

It will help every one of them to reach their goal and to evacuate safely.

Thank you!

(06/19/2024)

Divider by: @cafekitsune

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Hello friends.. 🚨

We are a small family consisting of 3 members. We lived a beautiful life. I worked as a lawyer and my husband worked in programming. We lived in peace and security before October 7, but since that time we have not lived a single fine day. We were in our house at the beginning of the war, but We have Ahtaho Khan Yunis. We were the first people to leave. There was artillery shelling over our heads. Many died before our eyes. We escaped death and ran away more than 7 times while we were in Rafah and made tents.. Now we are in a tent after we were living a good life and we have a beautiful house. But unfortunately, the occupation has destroyed it. We are dying every second and every minute. If it is not from the occupation, then it is from living in a tent made of nylon in this extreme heat, or from the high prices through which we are unable to buy the simplest necessities of life. My child is exposed to many diseases and gets very tired. I appeal to those with good hearts to look at our situation, how we were and how we have become

I am Youssef. I was very young at the beginning of the war, but now I have grown up and can walk and know how to speak and understand everything. I hope to get your help in publishing or donating on our Aaljo Fund Me account

Every donation will make an enormous difference in helping me save my family.

I feel very sad and embarrassed to ask for help, but I have no other options left. I know that this request is difficult, but I also know that there is still humanity and living consciences and I believe in miracles.

@ibtisams

@riding-with-the-wild-hunt

@vakarians-babe

@7amaspayrollmanager

@fairuzfan

@fallahifag

@sayruq

@humanvoicebox

@kaapstadgirl

@sar-soor

@dimonds456-art

@plomegranate @commissions4aid-international

@nabulsi

@stil-lindigo

@soon-palestine

@communistchilchuck

@palestinegenocide

@vakarians-babe

@ghost-and-a-half

@7amaspayrollmanager

@kaapstadgirly

@annoyingloudmicrowavecultist

@feluka @marnota

@toughknit @flower-tea-fairies

@thetitancurse

@riding-with-the-wild-hunt

@vivisection-gf

@communistchameleon

@raelyn-dreams

@troythecatfish

@the-bastard-king

@4ft10tvlandfangirl

@awetistic-things

@gentl3m4n

@baby-girl-aaron-dessner

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Palestinian girls and women are forced to use tents as pads. People boost. Donate if you can

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been contemplating on writing my suicide note for the past 2 weeks

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She does not want to die burned in the field, please help us by donating at the link gfm💔🥺🙏

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trans girls will be like “yeah i mean my voice isnt that good” and then make noises that activate the prey drive humans haven’t had for thousands of years

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🇵🇸♥️ Stop please ‼️

Hello, I am Doaa from Gaza City. I ask you for your urgent help in disseminating the link to my family and communicating it to people interested and able to help us. I didn't want to do it, but the tragic situation we are living in is what pushed me to do it. I feel sad and helpless, after we had everything, we are now homeless on the streets, living in a tent next to a dilapidated public toilet and there is sewage, dirt and waste everywhere, we sleep on it! We suffer from terrible heat, insects, scorpions, the danger of death, bombs and missiles, in addition to hunger of course, and the danger of pollution.

And terrible diseases, especially the digestive, respiratory and reproductive systems! My younger nephews are suffering and getting very sick. They are afraid of everything, especially scorpions and insects. My father and mother couldn't take it any longer. My father suffered a stroke that led to him losing his sanctity as a result of the destruction of our home and workplace, and my mother suffers from chronic diseases. You have the right to imagine that when you spend your life building for yourself and your children to live a decent life, all of this will disappear in the blink of an eye, and now when you reach the age that you should You can rest in it, are you forced to start over?!!

But the most important thing now is to try to survive and protect your children from all the factors of death that surround us! I ask everyone who has humanity or conscience to feel our situation and put themselves in our place. How can someone who has lived with dignity all his life accept this? We are slowly dying every day. Please, if anyone can help, even a little, don't delay! Your little one means a lot to us!

Your donation, no matter how small, can have a big impact. It can provide us with a meal, a clean bottle of water, or a moment of safety under these difficult circumstances. Every donation brings with it a ray of hope, alleviating our suffering and giving us the strength to face a new day.

I ask you to donate and support the steadfastness of the Gazan people, and share this campaign with your friends and families. Together, we can make a difference and help my family get through this ordeal. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your generosity and support. Warm greetings,

Donate and share widely 🆘🆘 1100 Swedish krona = 100 dollars Every $5 will make a difference 🙏

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im going to kill everyone and then myself

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all i want to do is hate kill and die all day

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Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?

Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.

Now, it’s just… Social media. That’s it. Social media and news sites. And I’m tired of social media and I’m tired of the news.

Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?

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crying looking at our messages