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The Night Screams at The Slumber Island (Loki x Female Reader) (Horror Romance) (Dark) (Au) (18+)

Read Chapter 11 here //Series Masterlist

Chapter 12

Summary : You overhear Clint and Bruce talking, Loki tells you about his past relationship while you both slow dance together.

Warning: Steamy stuff, discussion of rape, discussion of threesomes and poly relationships, sexual abuse, gaslighting, cheating, mention of Suicide, discussion of mental illness, therapy please read carefully. If something triggers you please don’t read it.

Next morning you woke up in his house, he was making breakfast and you didn't want to over your stay so you politely thanked him for the last night and told him that you'd see him later. On your walk to school you met Natasha again so you waved at her but she just looked at you all perplexed before she ran off again.

"We are running out of time, we need to do it soon" you heard Clint's voice outside from his office and stopped to listen as you couldn't help but feel curious. What was he talking about and with whom?

"Steve likes her, he wants her" you heard Bruce's voice and it made you feel nervous.

"There will be more, you know what happened last time and we can't risk it again, she's getting desperate"

"You chose to be selfish when it was your turn and Steve is desperate too .. it's not often we get someone like her"

All of a sudden they stopped talking and you heard the footsteps approaching so you quickly hid behind the wall. You saw Bruce storming out. What were they talking about? You didn't understand a thing but you had a feeling it had something to do with you but what?

When you got back home after school Loki asked you if you wanted to spend the evening with him and you couldn't deny the offer, you desperately desired his company. So you put on a beautiful floral skin tight dress and knocked on his door.

He offered you a glass of wine and you took it, a glass won't hurt or make you delirious, besides you really were trying to trust him as he hasn't given you any reason to not do so.

"Would you like to dance with me?" He asked you and you chuckled before you realized that he was completely serious.

You didn't find a speaker but you heard the music playing, as he put his hand forward you hesitated for a moment before you placed yours on his. Your arms wrapped around his neck and you felt thankful that you had decided to put the heels on today.

"May I?" He looked down and you nodded, he wanted to have your permission before he touched you. You shivered as you felt his hands on your waist, he pulled you closer to him and you felt the same feeling you had before whenever he was in such a close proximity. A feeling of safety and tenderness

"Are you actually a god?" He chuckled as you asked him that, your doe eyes and awestruck look they had in them made him want to kiss you but he didn't want to cross a boundary.

"Do I not look like one?" Your face flushed as he smirked, he absolutely looked like an angel but you still had a hard time believing his existence as a god from another planet. He brought his hand up and held the back of your head gently then his thumb brushed over your forehead and you felt something on top of your head "It's a crown made from your favorite flowers" Magic

"Roses?" He nodded as you questioned him.

"Do you know everything about me?"

"Not everything"

"Well..Thank you for the crown my god" he chuckled even though the term had him feeling a certain way about you.

"My pleasure little angel..you do look like a princess"

Your face heated up and ears went red at the compliment, nobody has praised you like this before. Not even the man you had spent so many years with, in the beginning he was sweet but with time it changed, he stopped appreciating you or anything about you and it ended up with him cheating on you finally.

"I don't..shut up" you spoke without a thought and then gasped as you realized you were asking a god to shut up. You mumbled a meek apology but he merely seemed amused. You took the crown off to admire it then you gently placed it on his head, if you thought he couldn't have looked any more godly you definitely were proven wrong. The old you would have made him pose for several pictures.

"I don't know how it works in the god planet–"

"Asgard love" He clicked his fingers and the crown disappeared from his head. Too bad you really wanted to keep it.

"Yeah sorry..but ummm did you have someone..a lover perhaps?" His eyes flickered as you asked him that and then he sighed as he smiled, it didn't reach his eyes like usual though.

"I had someone, yes, we were together for a long time" you raised your brows as he said that

"How long?"

"Three hundred years ..three twenty two to be precise "

"Holyy shiit" you gasped again and he chuckled. He found you really adorable and his heart was skipping beats everytime you gave him one of these looks. He couldn't help but wonder how you were prior to all the suffering you had to face "That's a lonngggggg time..and I thought six years was long" he hummed and bit on his cheeks as he thought about what you said,

"Well for mortals it is I assume, we on the other hand live for ages"

"When you say three hundred years you mean to say that the time runs the same way on Asgard as it does here?"

"More or less yess"

"Ummm what happened with her..it's okay if you don't want to talk about it" you didn't want to annoy him but it made you curious. You also felt a weird sense of jealousy at the thought of him belonging to someone and you didn't know why.

"It's alright actually..it's been two centuries since then so safe to say I'm done grieving" you smiled and one of his arms curled around your waist as he moved his body along with you slowly, the other one rested at your upper back.

"Did she die?"

"No ..but she's dead to me now"

"Did she cheat on you?" You couldn't even fathom someone doing that to him but then you remembered what he said about him being an average god on his planet and you wondered if the people there were as shallow as most on earth are.

"I wouldn't call it that as we weren't monogamous after a few years of togetherness"

"Hmmm why not? Did it get boring after a few years?"

"Depends on what you mean by it?" He knew exactly what you meant but he wanted you to feel comfortable talking about it with him.

"Ummmm the sex?" Your voice came out lower than you intended for it to be.

"In the beginning it was fervent on both sides, both of us were possessive about each other and then for her it faded with time, we loved each other and didn't want to lose what we had so she proposed the idea of bringing other people into the arrangement when it comes to a purely sexual relationship" You hated that, you immediately hated that.

"Did you like that?" His eyes teared up as you asked him that and it pinched a nerve in your heart.

"I did not, I did not enjoy watching the woman I hoped to have a family with someday sleep her way around town" That made you feel better. You never understood how people claim to love someone but then were okay with sharing them.

"But the arrangement was both ways?"

"It was and I'm not saying I didn't enjoy some of the escapades but to be honest it hurt me a great deal that she wasn't even slightly affected by the prospect of me fornicating with other people, not a ting of jealousy. I gave it some time but I knew it won't work for me, I couldn't have gone like that forever especially after what she did" his voice broke a little by the end of the sentence and it made you sad too.

"What did she do?" Your hands caressed from his shoulders to his collarbone and you finally curled your fingers around his neck, he looked vulnerable and you could feel his pain. You have been there before, loving someone who claimed to love you but didn't think for a second before he destroyed you.

"She slept with someone I truly despised, the man I had resented my whole life. She blamed it on her drunken state but I knew she wanted him, she always wanted him"

"I'm so sorry loki..I know that feeling really well" you whispered softly as you got closer to him, you thumb brushed over his soft lips and he opened his mouth slightly as if he wanted to say something but then he closed his eyes and pulled you so close that your nose was brushing against his chin.

"So you haven't been with anyone since then?" You asked him and he let out a little snicker.

"Not in a romantic relationship, no. I am not a celibate though if that's what you mean..I get my fill whenever and with whosoever I desire" he winked and you nodded as he said that. You couldn't even imagine a man like him enjoying the act of celibacy. It would have been cruel, he was carved in a way that made him so desirable, every part of him was made to be loved and pleasured. You had to backtrack on your thoughts as you felt them spiraling, you couldn't help but picture yourself making love to him, hearing those noises he made whenever you two kissed and touched each other in such an inappropriate manner.

"If you were mine I'd never share a man like you with anyone" he smiled even though his heart had skipped several beats at your words, he always wanted to be owned, to belong to someone who'd be scared to lose him, who couldn't even bear the thought of having another hand touch his skin or even look at him with a lustful gaze.

"Even if we were to be together for an eternity?"

"Never..I could never share what's mine, what's mine stays mine or I let it go" he smiled and bit on his lower lips unconsciously,

"Then you should have been the goddess I fell in love with it seems, you could have kept me forever"

Your eyes teared up as he said that, you didn't think you'd ever want to open your heart again for any other man, you were ready to spend your years in solidarity but then why did you feel such need to engulf him in your arms and do the things that had scared you previously?

"I'd expect the same from you if I was your goddess" you pressed a soft kiss below his jawline as you mumbled, you didn't know where the sudden boldness came from but you knew you didn't want to stop touching him

"Once I give my heart and my word to someone, I stay true to it. I'd never do anything to break it darling and trust me if you belonged to me I wouldn't even allow anyone to dare look at you let alone share you" your lips latched onto his as soon as he finished his words, all of this was hypothetical you knew that, a metaphor for things he could have and you would have done. It wasn't your reality, a god could never fall for a mortal, especially someone like you, you were damaged from deep within and you were just an average mortal, he was superior to you in every way, it was his blessing that he was even holding you at the moment.

His heart kept fluttering, it's been a while he had such feelings, he thought he was done with it, that it wasn't in cards for him to have someone belong to him and vice versa but he could picture it with you, he was willing to open his heart again and he had a feeling you won't break him.

The kiss heated up with every passing moment, you heard the sound of each other's moans and you felt his hands caressing your back, you walked backwards until you hit the couch so you fell down on it and took him along with you.

He laid you down but the kiss didn't break, you had to stop for a moment to breathe and you felt his lips on your neck as he left soft kisses all over. And you wished, you truly wished that you could have had that moment last a little longer but as soon as you closed your eyes and opened them again you were back in that dark room of the hospital, you saw him on top of you, your eyes teared up and breathing quickened as the panic increased in your chest.

"No…no no..no no please" you mumbled and that instantly made him alert, this was too much too soon, he should have been careful. He picked you up and flipped you around so you were on top of him instead, then he cupped your cheeks and made you look at him.

"You're safe love ..look at me..you're safe with me" you looked down at him and your mind snapped out of the image, he wasn't on top of you anymore and you could move, you could speak and you were free, nobody could hurt you anymore, you were out of that hell. You got off the bed immediately and took a few steps away from him so he sat up too and looked at you, he just wanted you to calm down and talk to him.

"I ..I am so sorry..I'm sorry" he leaned forward and grabbed your hand as he stepped down on his knees in front of you.

"Don't apologize to me, you don't have to" your eyes filled with tears, you really thought you could have a sense of normalcy in your life again but it seemed impossible at times. Whatever you suffered through healed your body but the trauma left a permanent imprint and it had scarred your mind more than anything else "You are safe with me darling I promise" he wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his head on your torso, he was so close and you wanted him to stay that way, he wasn't afraid of your situation and he was so patient with you.

After that dinner he promised you, he asked you if you wanted to go sleep at your place but you denied, you didn't want to be alone when the screams would get closer at night so you got into his bed instead and he could have conjured another one for himself but you insisted that he lays on the other side so that's what he did.

There was enough distance between you two but you both faced each other and you talked to him about different things that didn't matter in your life anymore. You didn't even remember falling asleep but you knew you wouldn't wake up feeling scared, he was protecting you not just from any danger that could have gotten you but also your own mind.

You slept but he couldn't, he kept his eyes on you, he felt creepy and perverse but he couldn't stop, he had forgotten his position as a benevolent god who came here to protect an innocent child from a deadly fate, he had started to think like a man, like a lover and it scared him.

Late at night he heard a sound coming from the living room and he knew only she could dare visit him like this.

As he stepped out he was met with a lady crouching and glaring at him in the middle of the room, her cackling laugh screeched his ears, her nails dragged through the wooden floor.

It was her, the lady who everyone feared on this island and made sacrifices for, he had come face to face with the sea banshee who demanded a life every few months and that's why they had gotten you there. You were the island's next savior, their newest sacrifice.

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