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[lyrasky]

【The Idol】第1話ネタバレあらすじ"情緒不安定はセクシー?" 感想詳しい解説

【The Idol】第1話ネタバレあらすじ"情緒不安定はセクシー?"感想 詳しい解説 Lyraのブログへ #TheIdol #lilyrosedepp #theweeknd #AbelTesfaye #ジアイドル #リリーローズデップ #JennieRubyJane #madonna #prince #RachelSennott #donnasummer #blackpink #purplerain #likeaprayer #darlingnikki #MosesSumney #SuzannaSon #TroyeSivan #JaneAdams #HariNef

去年からLyraのブログやSNSでちょこちょこ書いて来ましたが、やっとLily Rose Deppと The Weeknd W主演のTVシリーズ【The Idol】が、2023年6月4日(日本は5日)から始まりました。ジ・アイドルというサブタイトル付きですね、日本では。 はっきり言って「こんなの日本のTVでは無理」な内容…。でも不思議なことに昔の日本のドロドロな人間模様のドラマ臭がプンプン。 それもそのはず、The Weekndは自他共に認める1980年代フリークだから無理もないのだ。全てが1980年代から1990年代のオマージュのようだ、良い意味でも悪い意味でも。 そして強烈な映像…というか「Lily」が強烈なのだ。やらなくても良い場面でもサービスしてしまう。 これを体当たり演技と呼ぶか？はたまた、ただの話題作りと呼ぶか？は、視聴者のあなた次第。 先日【THE…

[piperslovebot]

Summer Storm!!!

Tagging: @tht70sblog @that90sshowgoldencouple and @disneymbti

[cod-dump]

Graves, fully showered and dressed: You are not a morning person.

Price, sipping coffee in his underwear at 9AM: I am when I'm paid to be one.

Graves: What does that make Nik?

Nik: *shuffles into the kitchen, eyes still mostly closed*

Price: Mornin' love.

Nik: *plants his forehead on John's shoulder*

Graves: Nine o'clock too early for clothes, Nikky bear?

Nik: I put on underwear...

Price: No you didn't, love.

Nik: ... I thought about it.

Graves: Sure you did, darlin'.

[metmotleysgirl127]

“Don’t cry darlin”

Warnings- mention of booze. Thigh riding. Cheating. Humiliation.

I laid on the couch in the recording studio. Watching the guys work on a new song. I looked over at Nikki who was sitting in the chair, watching Tommy do his drumming shit.Can you get me some water? Princess?”, he asked, giving me a smile. I got up and walked into the other room, opening the fridge. Let’s be clear we’re not dating. I'm one of his assistants. I grabbed the water and walked back into the room. I walked over to him and handed him the bottle. “Thanks doll. You look cute today”, he says, eyeing my body. “Thanks Nikki. Can I get you anything else?”, I asked. “Yeah, sit on my thigh”, he says. “W-what”, I asked, fidgeting with my hands. “Come on baby”, he says, patting his lap. “What about your wife?”, I asked. “I’m not fucking you. Come on baby”, he says, smiling at me. I hesitated but sat on his lap, facing the glass where I could see Tommy. He wrapped his arm around my torso and bounced his leg gently. I rocked my hips slowly, closing my eyes. “That’s it, good girl”, Nikki whispered. “Yeah, Tommy let’s run that again”, Vince says. Tommy gowned, and they played the track again. I quietly whined, moving my hips faster. Nikki moved my hair, gently kissing my neck. His hand traveled up to my boob,massaging it through my shirt. “Mhm Nikki”, I gasped. “So pretty, riding my thigh”, he says. “This isn’t right”, I replied. “But you're enjoying it? Right?”, he asked. He was right, I was, it was wrong, very wrong. I nodded, nearly crying as I chased my release. “ I know you're close. Come for me”, he says with a grin. “Nice and loud for us”, Vince teased. Nikki laughed, speeding up his leg. I came with a loud moan. “Nikki! Shit!”, I moaned, laying my head back on his shoulder. “That’s it, so good for me”, he says, nipping at my ear. I stayed there catching my breath. “Thank you”, I say, then standing up. My legs shook as I stood there, in shame. “Look at that, you left a mess on my damn pants. Clean it up”, he says. I nodded, grabbing a paper towel, I got down on my knees, whipping his leather pants clean. “Can I be excused”, I asked. “Nope, you're gonna stay like that. With your mess, dripping down your legs”, Nikki says. “Nikki”, I sighed. He took his finger, dragging it up my leg, collecting my juices. “Open”, he says. I obayed. He stuck his fingers in my mouth and I sucked my juices off. “That was fucking hot”, Vince says. “Aww don’t cry darlin. You're just obeying your boss.”, he says, wiping my tears. “No run and get us some booze”, he says, smacking my ass. “Yes sir”, I say , turning on my heel. I can’t believe I did that with my boss.

Hi… so that Tommy story is coming shortly. Here’s something to hold you off 😅

[sucker4sixx]

Raising hell

Pt.9

Plot: the end of things.. maybe

Warnings: fat shaming, aggression, punishment, smut

You wake up hungover and feeling low, everything nikki said the day before still on your mind as you watch him getting changed at the bottom of the bed, you watch the back of his head till he turns round, when his eyes focus of your face he smiles and crawls in beside you “morning angel” he cuddles you close, kissing your neck gently “nikki.. stop, we arent together” you squirm. He pulls away and smiles “not yet.. im going to speak to the guys today and tell them that i really do like you” he sits up, feeling sure about this decision “no.. dont, its for the best if we arent anyway” nikki laughs nervously “dont be silly darlin, ive told them to come to the room-“ “why?! So you can call me fat to my face?!” You snap, jumping up “no baby, listen.. i had to say that so they didnt catch on-“ “oh shut up, i dont give a shit.. look, we should go back to hating eachother.. its what we do best.” You brush your hair quickly, nikki sitting speechless on the bed as he watches you leave.

You pack your stuff and head to the airport, sitting silently in the cab that your whole band sat in, mel watching you like a disappointment mother. After the wait in the airport you get on the plane and thank god.. nikkis a few seats across from you but tommy sits beside you, smiling in amusement when he sees you “fatty! Hey!” He laughs “tommy..” you give a small, un-genuine smile. During the flight tommy eats half the planes stock and runs around like a child, shouting over to nikki who sits next to mel. When tommy goes to the bathroom mel sits beside you and scans your face “just spoke to nikki” she says, her expression unreadable “yeah?” You ask nervously and she nods.

“Youve ended things then?” You glance over to nikki who looks over at you both, looking more tired than usual “yup.. for the best” mel pats your shoulder “good girl, i knew youd grow to hate him again”

When you get to the hotel rooms nikkis not in the one beside yours but across, walking the same way and its silent, you miss having fun with him but after everything he done you couldnt bring yourself to look at him. That night the bands go out but all you want is to avoid nikki so you stay inside, having a bottle of wine to yourself but it doesnt give you the buzz you wanted, it makes you want to be held by nikki again so you spend the night crying in your room, missing his warm, soft body.

You wake up in the morning, disappointed you didnt get woken up to him knocking your door and begging for forgiveness, pushing past it all you get up and get dressed, going out for a walk. Although you get stopped every 5 minutes for an autograph you continue to walk, being away from it all really clearing your head before the show. You walk to the arena since it wasnt far, getting there before everyone else to do your makeup and get your stage gear on, wanting a few drinks.

When mötley crüe arrive with whitesnake (who were also touring with you both) they walk by you “hey fatty” vince smiles, winking “fuck off barbie” you spit back and they just continue walking. You wait at the side of the stage to watch whitesnake and get shoved out the way, nikki pushing you aggressively to get by. “What the fuck what that for!” He turns round “couldnt get by you” he narrows his eyes and keeps walking. Mel spots you shaking with rage after it just happened “hey, whats up?” You turn round, only seeing red “we need to fuck their set up” she laughs and moves in closer “easy there tiger, we dont want a law suit or whatever.. they can do that you know?” You shake your head “i dont care.. ive got the perfect plan”

Your on before the crüe but this time you dont pull nikki on the stage, after you wait unpatiently for your rival band to start, hiding behind the curtain that bunches at the corners of the backstage. Three songs in and your plan begins, you have scissors and find the cord for nikkis bass, counting to five you cut it and sprint to your dressing room, hearing the bass cut out if the live set.

You soon hear nikkis voice booming in the hall way, youve never heard him this mad so you pull out a magazine to act natural and hide the scissors. Not long untill nikkis bursting into your dressing room “you little bitch!” He screams “w-what? What are you talking about?” nikki stalks towards you and towers above you “dont act stupid! Why the fuck are you trying to sabotage me!?” He grabs you and pins you against the wall “im not! But im sure if i was it would be perfectly reasonable!” His grip on your shoulders tighten “you know, i never liked you but im just starting to realise how much of alittle cunt you really are!” You swing for him but miss, his eyes filling with rage as he grasps your fist, pinning your hands above your head. His manager runs around, frantically looking for him.

“I never liked you nikki! I never did!” You shout as he corners you completely, his face inches from yours “you sure liked me when i was 7inches deep in your cu-“

“Nikki! Get back on stage!” Doc shouts from beside you both, nikki throwing you across the dressing room and storming back onto stage to continue. Doc death stares you as he leaves your room and you leave the arena earlier than everyone else, before nikki can finish his set.

*BANG BANG*

You hear on your hotel door, you open it in your pj shorts and a crop top, expecting it to be mel but its nikki, looking like a bull who just seen red. He pushes by you and slams the door “ive fucking had it with you!” He shouts and pushes you back “get out of my room!” Nikki laughs angrily “no, no i wont!” He walks around and starts trashing the hotel room, smashing the vases and the tv into the ground. Nikkis ego is huge so when he’s humiliated publicly it sets him off badly. “Nikki stop! Your fucking crazy” “you embarrassed me.. infront of thousands of people tonight!” He stops for two seconds, stalking towards you. “Telling me like i.. give a fuck!” You push him backwards and he grabs you, shoving you onto the bed.

“Fucking stop it!” You struggle as sits down and pins you in place over his lap, he pulls down your shorts and smacks your ass hard as you cry out “bad girl!” He punishes you, youd be lying if you said it didnt turn you on but the force of his slaps made you cry. “Stupid brat.. stupid, stupid toy” he plunges two fingers into you, fingering you fast as you gasp and claw the bed, moaning. “N-nikki.. stop!” You kick your legs around, trying to squirm out of his grasp even though it felt so good. “Stop struggling. Take your punishment.” You give in and moan into the sheets, his two, large fingers slamming inside you.

“Good girl.. take it. You feel my fingers inside that tight little cunt?” You moan and nod “what about when i do this?” He holds his fingers still and flicks both of them against your g spot, making you jump and gasp “f-fuck!” “Language!” He shouts back, smacking your ass again, you whimper into the sheets.

When you cum he discards you on the sheets and stands up “i hope you learned your lesson” you reach up to him, wanting after care “nope.. bad girls dont deserve aftercare” he watches you for a few seconds before leaving your room.

@thebsttrashpanda

[gocryaboutitt]

How 'bout a little hope?

whats up guys, im back at it again, with the same character, Jess (the australian) its legit about a photo shoot lmao.

"Alright guys, i want you to at least try and act normal, especially you three" she groans while looking over at nikki, tommy and vince. "I dont need to worry about mick, considering he yells at you more than i do" she grins while leaning against the counter in the dressing room.

Mick snickers in the corner while leaning back on the sofa "yeah guys, listen to the australian that constantly sounds drunk", "wow, mick, im hurt" she says while rolling her eyes, "are you three done admiring yourselves in the mirror?" she says while looking at them through the mirror.

"its vince thats pretty much making out with himself, look at him" laughs tommy while standing behind her and leaning his head on her shoulder, "be patient, Jess, it takes time to look this good" "yeah, yeah just hurry up i have to make sure you guys are out there in" she checks her watch, "well fuck." she sighs "what?" they all ask in sync. "you guys were meant to be out there like 10 minutes ago."

"come on you lot, we've got a photo shoot to do" she grins while walking out of the room and making her accent more prominent.

As they're lead down a long corridor that splits off into different rooms, she hears them all snickering in front of her. "what the fuck are you idiots giggling about?" she questions, rather plainly. "It's nothing, sweets" grins tommy as he makes room beside him for her to stand.

"well boys" the producer claps, "and woman" he smiles, "im not sure what emotions you might be feeling but im hoping its joy and not your normal destructive selves" "listen man, no matter what you tell them, they will either get naked or break something" she says while sighing. "You never complain when we're naked for ya, jess" nikki says while smirking.

your view from here on;

"shut up, asswipe" i groan while rolling my eyes, "just go get this shit done so i can go home" i say while walking off in search of somewhere to sit.

"alright guys, just stand here and we'll have your instruments brought over" says the staff member with too much enthusiasm. As they stand in place, get given their instruments, i start to wander around until im standing over by where the photos are being taken.

im standing over by this poor staff member that looks like shes about to piss herself from giggling, i cant help but laugh at the idiots that stand before me "you guys look so fucking stupid right now" i manage to say after catching my breath.

"that's not very nice, sweetheart" pouts vince while looking straight at me, "sorry blondie it's the truth". the producer comes over and stands by me "would you like to get in a photo with them?" he asks while grinning "with those idiots, i would rather scalp myself, look at them, they look like they've never seen a camera!" i groan "well then, i think we're done here, you guys are done and should be good to go" "alright, thank you for this" i smile while holding out my hand.

"its my pleasure!" he grins while shaking my hand and walks away. "alright you idiots, lets get out of here, foods on me" i say while turning around and walk off to the dressing room, as i hear them running after me, "fuck yeah!" yells tommy as he lifts me off the ground "for fuck sakes, put me down, please!" i say as i slump into him.

"no way darlin'" grins nikki as he and tommy begin to run down the corridor, "i'm so glad i don't get motion sick, fuckin' pray for me".

well, that was fun, dont you guys think so? it sucked lmao, im so sorry to whoever reads it.

I love you guys <33

anything is welcome!

[thegreenleavesofspring]

A short while later, Billie has a crisis in the church parking lot. “I can’t go in there! What in the world am I thinking?! I’m a crackhead!” "An' I'm a bloody-handed thug," Riser says patiently, "but our daughter is not. We can stare the judgy ones in the eye an' dare 'em to say something so Nikki can go." “Max said if I go to church I won’t get my butt whipped.” She grins at Riser. He arches a dry eyebrow at her. "Not sure that's how it works." He looks back to Billie. "C'mon, darlin'. Probably half the people in there are crackheads, and not even former ones at that." Billie slides out of the pickup with a mutter.

[thefantasticreader]

Accidents happen (Alice Cullen x reader)

Summary: Alice has a vision of her best friend (You:Y/n) Getting hurt by a vamp. Instead of telling you she keeps you occupied through the whole day making sure it doesn't happen. But when the vision comes true it troubles her what she finds on the other side.

Warnings: Angst, Fluff at the end, blood, cursing

F/N means friends name, Y/H/C means your hair color, Y/E/C means your eye color, Y/F/F means your favorite food

Y/n had no clue why her best friend was all over her today, two days ago she was avoiding her with all her might, and now this? She was so confused and even more confused when her friend suggested she stay over at her house for the night. "Alice you know I can't, I promised F/N that I'd stay with her tonight. You know how hard it is for her right now Alice, I need to go see her. I'm sorry I'll stay over this weekend." She shook her head fiercely. "Y/n! You have to stay tonight! I need you to stay over tonight!" Y/n groaned but nodded.

"Fine! FINE! I'll just have to go home to get my stuff." Alice shook her head. "NO! I mean, no, I'll let you borrow some stuff, or steal it, you can have it." you looked at her with wide eyes. "Alice what's going on? Why are you being like this?" you questioned the poor girl. She thought about telling you about her vision, of the vision she had of you falling into a bookshelf and getting hurt from an arm pulling you. She hadn't seen who it was or what they had been doing before that, just that you'd be badly injured and need a lot of stitches, and as your best friend she was not about to let that happen to you.

She shook her head, "I just, I need a friend." Alice was pulled aside by her mate as he had overheard the conversation. "Darlin, what's going on? Why are you so upset?"

You couldn't hear what was said but you just saw her mate whom you knew as Jasper nod firmly. "I'll see you later Y/n, enjoy your time with Alice tonight." You looked at him questionably but shrugged it off as you felt at ease again for some reason.

By the time school had ended you realized you had spent the whole day with Alice and her siblings. You were never popular until Alice met you the first day of sophomore year, she had sprinted over practically jumping for joy. She introduced herself, and began talking to you as if she had known you for her whole life, which made it a bit easier as you were a bit shy and you fell into a light and airy conversation with her.

She introduced you to the other's not long after that, and when you found out what she was after a party she had avoided you for weeks. Until you had mustered enough courage to drive to her place and confront her, saying you still wanted to be friends with her, which resulted in the amazing friendship you two had.

"Alice, I really need to go eat my lunch, and I promised Nikki I would sit with her." she clung onto your upper arm and tugged you closer to her table. "You can tomorrow, Come on." it wasn't gonna kill her to let go right?

You shot Nikki a soft 'I'm sorry' look and walked over with Alice to her table. You ate most of your food and watched the other's stare at you and pick at the food in front of them. Not a lot of people got to sit with them, much less anyone besides the siblings sat at that table.

At one point you had thought you had heard Alice whisper to Rosalie how you were gonna get hurt and she wanted to make sure it wouldn't happen. Rose just nodded and eyed you gently, at least she didn't stare at you like she did to Bella. Poor girl got death stares from Rose for no reason.

When the time came you made your way to the Cullens house and was greeted by a happy and bubbly Esme who was just as elated to have you over. You had always thought of her as another mother in your life, and Carlisle a father. "Welcome Y/n, thank you for coming." You nodded at her words "Thank you for having me, Alice must be upstairs waiting on me?" She nodded and chuckled a little.

You met Alice in her room as the tv was going, Jasper walked out as soon as you were in the room. "Where is he going?" you asked as you were tugged down onto the bed. "To get the nail polish, I thought that we could paint each other's nails and just watch movies and gossip!" She seemed to be hiding something but her smile said otherwise.

After the second movie and the second coat of bright blue paint was done you looked at the girl beside you as she sat there watching you intently. "Seriously Alice what is going on?" You began as she frowned a little, "What do you mean?" you sighed. "You've been attached to me like you're going to die without me!" The anger now boiling in your system. "I mean I missed going to see my friend for you! You wouldn't let me see Nikki at lunch!? YOU'VE BEEN ATTACHED TO MY HIP THE ENTIRE DAY! YOU EVEN WENT TO HISTORY WITH ME EVEN THOUGH WE DON'T HAVE THAT PERIOD TOGETHER!" You yelled at her.

The sound of tiny yips were heard from the girl as she tried to calm you down. "Y/n! I'M SORRY! I didn't mean to make you upset!" The girl never really raised her voice, so it wasn't a surprise when the gentle voice came from her. "I'm going home, I need to go see my friend, you're clearly fine alone and you have Jasper and the others to help. As much as I want to help Alice this whole vampire thing is new to me and I don't know what you want me to do to help! I'm leaving, I'll see you at school tomorrow."

Grabbing your coat and pulling it on you made your way to the door. "Y/N! WAIT!" She reached over and grabbed the edge of your sleeve as you went to slide it on. However she underestimated her strength because she pulled the whole sweater off and you went tumbling forward. Hitting the glass bookcase in front of you, you hit the ground with a thud. Looking up at the shocked face in front of you, you knew if Alice could cry she would be sobbing right now. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She muttered as she left the room dropping the jacket. The other's were already on the scene as Carlisle held your bleeding arm, "Jasper go check on Alice," he said as he helped you to your feet.

Jasper nodded and him and Rose left the room to go make sure their sibling was ok. You felt guilty immediately, this is what she was trying to prevent from happening and you went at her and it ended with her vision happening, you felt really bad. Carlisle took you to his office and began cleaning the wounds with some alcohol wipes before giving you some shots to numb the wounds and stitching them up. It was a pretty long process as there were multiple little shards that needed to be removed before he could stitch the larger area.

After around an hour of a rotation between shots, cleaning, and stitching you were finally wrapped in a thick gauze bandage on your arm and on your right leg where you landed on the glass.

You made your way to Alice's room where you hoped she would be, sure enough she was sitting on the edge of the bed fiddling with the necklace around her neck. Clearing your throat you made it aware you were there, she turned to you with wide eyes at your scraggly nature and gauze wrappings. "I'm so SO SORRY!" She cried out as she hurried to your side. "No! I'm sorry, I should have just let it go, I'm sorry, it shouldn't have gone this way." You said as she gave you a quick hug. "You ok?" She asked looking to the gauze. "Yeah, yeah Carlisle said it'll need some time to heal but I'll be alright." she hugged you again. "What do you say we finish the movie?" You asked as she laughed and nodded.

[itsnotreal]

Hi Nikki,

So I'm on a bit of a domestic fluff kick for the prompts rolling in my head. Feel free to use.

Harry making dinner for them, while Louis sits on the kitchen counter. Talking about random things or their days

Or

Louis and Harry meeting Lucky for the first time. Them taking the time between different concerts to meet him as close to his birthday. Harry with baby fever, maybe.

If you choose to use either I know they will be well done, you're a wonderful writer.

All the love, Sam :)

(How about a bit of both)

Harry couldn’t get the smile off his face, no matter how hard he tried— nose scrunch be damned. He chewed his lip while he slid the knife over the carrot to chop it into smaller pieces for the stew.

“What?” Louis asked from where he was perched on the counter beside Harry. It was a thing now. Anytime Harry cooked for them, Louis was always by his side, keeping him company and chatting about anything while he swung his legs back and forth.

Harry looked up when he finally finished the carrot he was slicing, “I can’t stop thinking about Lucky. He was just so cute. His chunky legs. The way he would laugh so hard when you were blowing raspberries on his belly. I just— ugh.” He was practically squealing with joy over it the way his voice got higher as he spoke.

Louis’ smile turned into more of a smirk, “Yeah, he’s an alright little lad.”

Harry’s mouth popped open, appalled. “That’s no way to talk about your nephew, Louis.”

Louis threw his head back in a laugh. “I just love ruffling your feathers. You’ve got such baby fever lately.”

Harry slid the carrots, onions, and potatoes into the pot of stew that was currently warming on the stove then placed a lid on it before he turned to Louis, arms crossed and a pout on his lips. “Tell your sisters to stop having babies then.”

“Jealous, love?” Louis reached for Harry, grabbed his arm to pull him in between his legs.

“Lou.” Harry looked up at him through his lashes, wrapped his arms around Louis’ waist.

“Hazza.” Louis mocked back, puckered his lips for a kiss— which Harry quickly returned. “You wanna have my babies, yeah?”

Harry nodded, pressed their lips together again. Three gentle pecks. “Wanna have so many babies with you.”

Louis slid towards the edge of the counter, pulled Harry in and held him close. “Don’t worry, darlin’. We’ll have plenty of babies soon enough. A whole football team of ‘em.”

A smile crept across Harry’s face, heart so full of love. He tucked his face into Louis’ neck. “Can’t wait.”

[wild-lavender-rose]

Watermelon Kisses (part 2)

Pairing: Bo Duke x fem!reader x Luke Duke

Category: One-shot

Summary: After Bo finds you in the kitchen making a late night snack, the two of you return to find a very sleepy Luke in a very jealous mood. 

Warning: Insinuative comments, steamy kissing, sharing a bed (purely fluff) 

     It took a second for your eyes to adjust to the darkness of the bedroom you and the boys shared. Reaching for Bo’s hand, you let him lead you through the night. Luke was sprawled out on the left side of the bed on his stomach, the moonlight illuminating his bare back and shoulders. 

     You crawled into your place in the middle of the bed, careful not to wake Luke. However, as you settled down by his side and Bo began to follow, Luke shifted and draped his arm across your waist. “Where’d you go, baby?” He asked, voice slurred with sleep. 

     “Wanted a snack.” You whispered, slipping under the covers and turning on your side to face him as Bo snaked his arm over your waist as well. 

     “Hmm,” Luke sounded both sleepy and suspicious. “You eatin’ Bo?” 

     “No.” You scoffed, running your fingers through Luke’s hair as Bo chuckled behind you. “Go back to sleep, baby. I’m back now. We’re here.” 

     Luke hummed. You snuggled against him only to feel his body shift. The next thing you knew Luke was leaning over you, hand cupping the back of your head as he kissed you deeply. You gasped against his mouth, the sound turning into a moan as Luke claimed your mouth with a passion he only had when he was jealous. You ran your hand through his hair again and pulled, earning a low groan from Luke as he angled your head and kissed you deeper. 

     “Ya’ll about finished? I’m tryin’ to sleep.” Bo mumbled, but his hand rubbing up and down your thigh said that he truly didn’t mind at all. That was the great thing about the Duke boys. When it came right down to it, they knew how to share. 

     “Luke,” you breathed, squirming when he began to kiss your neck. “Honey, m’sleepy. Wanna sleep.” 

     Luke gave you another sweet kiss before pulling back. “Sorry, darlin.” He eased you back down between them, tapping Bo who immediately spooned you from behind, helping your heartbeat to calm. 

     “Night, darlin.” Luke whispered, smiling as he kissed your forehead. 

     “Goodnight.” You whispered back, nuzzling against the both of them. “I love you.” 

     “Love you more.” Bo slurred, already half asleep. 

     You and Luke exchanged an amused look before Luke pulled you into his arms, keeping you safe and warm as you slowly drifted back to sleep.

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[mrsmiagreer]

WOLF BOIS AND MATES AS HAIRSPRAY SONGS

David

When David first met Angel, it wasn’t a super romantic thing. But as he got to know them, every little thing they did made his stomach erupt in butterflies and put a blush on his face. He began staring at them lovingly and sending them cute messages throughout the day, telling them that he misses them, and taking them on random “Just because” dates. When he found himself in a Jewelry store looking for the perfect ring to propose with, he laughed at himself, wondering when he became so lovesick.

Asher

This song has Asher written all over it. Christopher Walken makes it obvisous that he doesn’t care how old his partner gets, and that he thinks they’re still the best thing ever. Asher will be in Love with Baaabe no matter how old they get or what they go through, and he’ll make it fun

Milo

Milo Greer the Man of the Hour. We all know Milo is super charismatic, his charm is beyond everyone who’s crossed paths with it. He doesn’t throw himself at just anyone though. His personality is generally flirty, but him and Sweetheart both know that THEE Milo Greer is an offer you can’t give up

Darlin

Reputation. Darlin is infamous for being rough and reckless. They’re not ashamed though, they have no shame in their game, and when people ask what they’ve done, they run down the list of what they’d call accomplishments. And there’s no question that they’re also really hot so not only do they have a story to tell, but looks to keep up with it

Angel

If you know the song, it’s pretty self explanatory. Angel is super corny and cute, as we know. Their whole life is a musical in their head. When they met David, they saw potential in a future with him. Now that they’re 4 years down the line and engaged, this song describes their love for him in every way

Baaabe

Absolutely was “The New Girl in Town”. Baaabe is just that bitch. Simple. Perfect in every way and definitely has all kinds of people falling for them left and right. Makes people jealous and upset by just being themself. When they met Asher, they immediately liked him, he didn’t treat them like an object or competition for once, and it was refreshing.

Sweetheart

Determination is Sweetheart’s middle name. They’re a detective, they’ll find a way to do anything. You just can’t stop them. Especially when it comes to their love for Milo. They’ll always make time for him, and would hate to live without him. The past 6 years have been so wonderful with Milo and their life no longer feels right without him

Sam

Ohhhh Mr. Collins. He’s been a vampire for a little while now. And knowing him, he probably spent a good majority of it alone in his house, only ever going outside to put gas in his car, pick up blood, or meet with Vincent or William. He’s older than his friends and his mate and he just generally feels real old compared to everyone else. But with the help of his peers, he’s getting into modern stuff that might make him feel younger. Sometimes you gotta get him out of his comfort zone🤷🏽‍♀️

[motleycrueobsessed]

Could you write a smut with Vince during that first scene in the dirt where the guys go to the pool party to see Vince and while Vince is performing Nikki starts talking the female reader up and Vince sees it and aggressively storms off stage to Nikki and the reader and pulls reader aside and fucks her?

i actually love you. /p

Warnings!: Vince being a horny bastard, smut, barely any aftercare, brat tamer.. i think thats it.

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The three boys, Sixx, Mick and Tom arrive to the pool party after Tom said he knew a guy who could sing. They saw the blonde on stage, singing a cover of “My Kinda Lover.”

“A fuckin cover band?” Mick said with a almost disgusted look on his face. “Yeah but Im telling you, i went to highschool with this dude.. hey, *that* is exactly who we need.”

The boys all walk over to a table with a bunch of alcohol, and both Mick and Tommy reach for the Jack Daniels. Mick gives Tom the death stare and Tom lets go. Nikki shoves a bag of coke in his jacket.

“His voice ain’t bad.” Mick remarked. A bunch of girls gathered around the Blonde, and squealed. “I dont care if he can sing or not look at what he’s doing to those chicks!” Nikki exclaimed.

“Thank you, we’re rock candy!” Vince exclaimed before getting off stage, almost angrily. Meanwhile, Nikki had found a hot chick, and he went off and talked to her.

“So pretty baby, you got a boyfriend?” Nikki inquired. “Yes, i do.” You replied. “And.. who would this lucky gentleman be?” Nikki asked, until he felt a hand on his shoulder. Apparently Vince had seen them and gotten off stage quickly. “You like trying to hit on peoples girlfriends?” Vince asked. “No man i was just making conversation!” Nikki replied to the blonde. “Right.”

“We were actually here to talk to you.” Nikki stated. “Talk to me in a minute. I want to have a word with my girlfriend, Y/N.” Vince announced. Vin grabbed your hand and dragged you off out of the public eye. “What the FUCK were you doing?” Vince spat. “Making conversation. Like a normal person does when someone talks to them.” You replied. “Oh so you’re in a bratty mood? Got it.”

So, Vince shoved you into his backseat and tugs your bottom off. “You wanna be a brat? I’ll show you what happens to brats.” He removes your panties and dives in, eating you out like you’re his last meal. “Mmh.. you taste fuckin’ divine, baby girl.” He moves and slides two slim fingers into you, curling them around and sucking on your clit.

“Mmmh! Vince~” You whimpered, before Vince slapped a hand over your mouth to keep you quiet. “Hush baby girl. You don’t want anyone to know how I’m about to ruin you, do you sweetheart?” Vince said in a condescending tone, pulling away from your dripping cunt. “Mn-mh..” You whimpered out. “Good girl.”

He tugged off his leather pants and his boxers along with them, and his hard on sprung out, leaking pre-cum. He moved you and laid down, and then grabbed you by your hips and positioned you on top of him. He helped you lower yourself onto him, and gave you a minute to adjust to his size. With a whimper, you started bouncing on his cock.

“You look so pretty when you’re ruining yourself on my cock, baby girl.” Vince praised. “Mm.. vin..~” You moaned out, trying to grip anything in your reach.

“Vinnie, im gonna cum..” You whimpered. “Come for me baby. Thats it.. good girl.” As if on cue, you released all over his cock. He soon followed, coating your tight walls with white.

“Good girl.. Come on, lets get you cleaned up baby.” Vince pulled you up off of his cock, as you whimpered from the loss of his cock inside of you.

He helped you dress again and then he dressed himself, pulling his leather pants back on. He attached his lips to yours for a loving kiss, holding it for a minute. He eventually pulled away from you.

“You did so good, pretty baby.” Vince whispered to you. “Now those dickheads who decided they wanted to try their luck with you wanted to talk to me. Wait for me here darlin.”

So he got up and left the car. He slowly walked back into the pool area and spoke to the three, coming back with a demo tape. He got into the car, drivers side.

He pulled away from the party, goin and driving home.

“Im not done with you baby. We’re gonna have some more fun once we’re home.”

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This is actually so shitty i hate the ending ☹️

Its short and im sorry ‼️

[piperslovebot]

Est: 1972/1973

Members:

First Generation: Eric Forman Steven Hyde Michael Kelso Fez Donna Pinciotti Jackie Burkhart Kitty Forman (kitchen) Red Forman (kitchen)

Second Generation: Leia Forman Gwen Runck Jay Kelso Nate Runck Nikki Velasco Ozzie Takada

Third Generation:

Anne-Marie Kelso Jonah Shaland-Mitchell Martin Martin Kira Kwan June Guzman-Queimada Lois Clarkson Cleo Joy-Martelli

Visitors:

Laurie Forman Mitch Miller Schatzi Mr. Wilkinson Etienne Marshall Leo Chingkwake Andrew Jill Alice Cooper Steven Tyler (cutout) Joe Perry (cutout) Bob Pinciotti Midge Pinciotti Mrs. McGee Jackie's plush unicorn Coach Ferguson Jerry Thunder The Station Manager Waitress Sarah Mitchell Fatso The Clown Schatzi Mitch Miller Delilah Reed Kristie Forman Darline Joy Kelly Shaland Serena Marotti Betsy Kelso

About

The Circle is a way for the creators to showcase a vital component of the '70s – smoking weed. According to the show creators, the blunt or joint is passed around ahead of the person speaking on camera, thus never shown. The circle usually takes place in the basement and features four people, though these rules are bent on occasion. On special occasions, the circle has been used to show the characters partaking in consuming other things than weed, such as dinner, alcohol, ice cream, cigars, hash brownies (accidentally) or nothing at all. During such scenes, adults also participate.

On occasion, the circle scenes are followed by scenes where the characters act sober while being still high, but more often that not, no one seems to suffer any ill effects after the fact. A notable case was the second-to-last episode where a particularly potent "stash" was acquired by the gang when Fez's friend from his homeland visited. Hyde, who was unquestionably the most frequent pot smoker in The Circle, actually quit smoking for a period of time because he got too high.

The Circle also remained in the '90s and '2000s, where the gang would still smoke and occasionally drink.

Rules

The circle is not:

An area where people can talk about their feelings.

A place where people can cry.

For the faint of heart.

A place where people can grope each other.

But it is:

Where laughing occurs.

Where random stuff is discussed.

Where some of the dumbest decisions are made.

Very candid.

One of the most well-known elements of the show.

A place to sing random songs.

Quotes

That '70s Show

Hyde – I would be so pissed at you if I had the ability to feel anger right now...thank God I don't!

Fez – You know guys, sometimes I wish we were cartoon teenagers

Hyde – Zoinks. That'd be super, Fez

Kelso – Alright, guys...I have a confession...I do shave my legs. I just love the way it feels!

Hyde – Man, when two people break up, it's the saddest thing...except for right now, when it's funny!

Hyde – Dude, I can't close my mouth...This is freakin' me out, man!

Hyde – Hahahaa, ohh weather kicks ass

Hyde – No way is Samantha hotter than Jeannie! Hey, I heard there was an episode they never aired.. where Jeannie gets totally naked! The government banned it.

Kelso – You know what's a funny word? Pickle-Weasel!

Kelso – You guys are never gonna believe this. Jackie cheated on me. With the cheese guy!!

Hyde - (dramatically pretends to be shocked) No!

That '90s Show

Gwen - "You're fun!"

Nikki - "You're fun! Should we be funyuns?"

Gwen - "Funyuns!"

That '2000s Show

Anne-Marie - “Oh my god. I just got stoned. Did I get stoned because I feel like I got stoned?

Cleo - Try this leafy mint. It tastes like Fruit Loops

[cod-dump]

Y'all want some uhhhh *checks notes* nikpricegraves pet names headcanons bc my brain won't shut up about it?

Cool thanks

Nik calls Graves his sunshine in both English and Russian. In Russian it's "Лучик" (luchik).

Nik gets to call Price John extremely affectionately. Also calls him (and graves) Родной (rodnoy) which is a way of saying darling or dear by calling someone your home (which makes me all 🥺)

Graves started calling Nik "teddy bear" as a joke bc it made the boys gag and Price turn a funny shade of red. But it stuck and now Nik loves it.

Graves calls Price handsome and "darlin". I imagine if Price ever had to shave, he might try calling him dollface, but that would be shut down so fucking fast 😂

Price isn't heavy-handed with the pet names, but he regularly uses love, darling. He will call Nik "Лев" (lev) bc he loves watching his face light up being called lion.

"Teddy Bear" evolves into "Nikky Bear" which Nik adores. Graves said it once to mess with him and the man melted. So, Graves keeps using it (the boys fucking hate it so much so he tries to say it when they're around).

Graves would also be the king at coming up with ridiculous pet names. He honestly does it just to fuck with the boys but he also likes messing with his boyfriends. The pet names don't even make sense half the time and some of them are just names of everyday things used in a certain tone.

"Captain Crunch" is the most popular of Price's pet names that Graves' uses. It's so random when he uses it and Price always looks at him like he's losing his mind. Graves loves it when he gets looks from Price after calling him something silly.

"Sup, hot potato," Nik had to stop what he was doing and look at Graves who was smugly grinning at him.

"Sanders" evolved from a joke and no one will tell the boys what the fuck it means and Graves takes great joy out of mentioning if Price wants fried chicken whenever they ask. They never connect the dots but Price still gets pissed at Graves teasing the origin of the pet name right in front of them.

[afterglow-tommylee]

Chapter 31. Is She Running From Her Past?

Malibu California January 23 2003

While I stood in front of the mirrors that surrounded our bed making sure that the little black dress that I decided to go with, hugged every inch of my body perfectly, hitting just the right spot at my knees and showed my cleavage like I had never seen, I was getting ready to head out to the Viper Room with Tommy for my birthday. He was trying to make it this huge party and everything but I told him I didn't want anything fancy, just some good drinks and my amazing friends at a club where I can just dance my ass off.

I'd never been to the Viper Room before but it is apparently the place to be if you're like Hollywood elite or something, and you can only get in if you are on a list. 

I swear I'll never get used to being well known now that I'm married to Tommy. 

I left my hair down, in loose wavy curls that flowed past my shoulders. I kept my makeup light and natural this time and paired the dress with my black strappy stilettos. Once I had fluffed my hair just a bit, I grabbed some perfume, Tommy's favorite, spritzed a few places, and just as I felt like I looked as good as I could get, Tommy appears at the bedroom doorway taking one look and me as his jaw seemingly drops to the floor. 

"Am I too much?" I ask nervously.

"No...No way... damn baby you are... wow, is it my birthday or yours?" He says, his eyes wandering over my body and obviously lingering at my chest. 

"Very funny," I smirk as he steps closer to me in his white fitted tank top and black pants and chain that connected from his belt loop to his wallet in his back pocket, while his necklaces lay perfectly against his chest and the sparkle of his nose ring catching the last light of the sun in our bedroom. 

He leans down to me pressing his lips to mine and then sighs once he parts from me glancing down at my chest again.

"My eyes are up here y'know," 

"Sorry babe, they're lookin' at me," He says, still looking at my chest and and I laugh as he leans down and places his lips to my collarbone, teasing me like crazy. 

Suddenly the doorbell rang from downstairs and he pulled away from me with a confused look on his face.

"Who the fuck is that ?" He says and I shrug.

"Nikki?" I say.

"No, I told everyone to meet us at the Viper room," He says, placing a quick kiss to my lips then lets go of me heading out of our bedroom and down the stairs. 

I take another few moments checking myself in the mirror turning to once again make sure everything was in its place and then I hear Tommy's voice calling up to me.

"Babe? Um... there's someone here for you," 

"Who is it?" I called out.

"Uh well, I think you should just come down and see for yourself babe,"

Slightly confused I make my way out of the bedroom and down the stairs and say, "I don't know why you won't just tell me who it is, I mean - " not noticing who it is at first but I am stopped in my tracks on the stairs as I see a familiar face standing in the foyer with my husband. 

"Hey Princess," My father says in his thick irish accent, a name that I haven't been called since I was a little girl. 

"I uh, know I shoulda called 'er what not but uh... I didn't want to chance ya hangin' up on me," 

He looked the exact same but yet totally different. His shaggy hair now more grey with a few dark streaks left along with his goatee his leather jacket with his cut, black jeans, his biker boots, and those blue eyes that always used to believe that I could do anything. 

It felt like my heart stopped. I felt frozen, worried that if I took another step I'd break into a million pieces. 

"You uh, look beautiful my darlin'. Just like yer mother -"

"What the hell are you doing here?" I say angered not realizing at first that the words slipped out.

"Princess - "

"Don't call me that," I say as I take a few steps down the stairs.

"Babe- " Tommy starts but I cut him off.

"Get out," I say.

"Andrea - ?"

"I said get out," I say even more angrily this time as I walk past the both of them and head directly into the  kitchen over to the cabinet beside the Jagermeister machine, taking out a bottle of Jack Daniels, closing the cabinet and popping open the bottle. 

I sigh, standing there for a few minutes looking at the open bottle on the counter in front of me, then lift the bottle to my lips and take a drink. 

I then turn around and see my father appear in the doorway of the kitchen and I take another sip from the bottle.

"I thought I told you to leave," I say.

"You did... I just wanted to give ya my number. Princess - "

"I said don't call me that. You don't get to call me that," I say as I set the bottle back down on the counter. 

"Alright, alright... I've got ya loud and clear," He says looking at me and taking his black sunglasses back out of his pocket to put them on. He then steps over to the counter island and sets a piece of paper down, glancing down at himself then back at me. "I've uh, transferred back to the California charter, so... whenever you're ready darlin'... I'll uh... be waitin'," 

All I could do was look at the bottle of Jack on the counter. I didn't want to look at him anymore. Eventually he gets the hint and turns and walks out of the kitchen with a sigh, and I hear him mumble something to Tommy, then the front door closes.

"You um... you ok baby?" Tommy says when he appears in the kitchen doorway and I still couldn't bring myself to look away from that bottle. He then walks over to me and I cross my arms over my chest, trying so hard to not completely break down and ball my face off.

"Why'd you let him in here?" I ask, still not looking at him.

"I'm sorry baby... he said he was your dad so.... And he was wearing a biker cut which was like, ok, intimidating..." Tommy says with a chuckle but I didn't feel like laughing. A few moments of silence go by and then he says, "Talk to me baby,"

"I don't wanna talk about it,"

"Baby - ?"

"No Tommy... I don't want to talk about it," I say looking up at him and he just looks at me, those gorgeous dark eyes of his asking so many questions that I'm not ready to answer right now. 

Just as I was about to walk away, he catches my hand and pulls me back to him, looking deep into my eyes again, He then leans back into me and places his lips on mine lingering for just a few seconds and as I pull away he leans back into me, touching his forehead to mine. After a moment, I pull away again and make my way out of the kitchen as Tommy slowly lets go of my hand.

*****

The Viper Room Hollywood California, January 23 2003

"Oh my god you made it!" I exclaim when I see Lizzy appear at our booth.

"Of course! You know I wouldn't miss my best friend's birthday," Lizzy says with a smile, her red waves flowing past her shoulders wearing a white sleeveless mini dress that hugged her curves in all the right places. I stand up and happily embrace her in a hug, us both laughing. 

Once I pull away from her I see Nikki beside her, his jet black hair everywhere like usual wearing a black button up shirt and a black leather jacket, black pants, a red bandana hanging out of his back pocket. 

"Happy birthday Andi," Nikki says with that sweet smile.

"Thank you," I say sweetly as he embraces me in a hug for a few moments. Then once I pull away I hear Tommy shout "'Sup bro!" 

"'Sup T-bone!" Nikki laughs as they embrace each other in a brotherly embrace. Once everyone has said their pleasantries I sit back down beside Tommy and Lizzy slides in beside me with Nikki on the other side of her. 

"When did you get into town?" I ask Lizzy flipping my loose curls out of my face. 

"Last night," She says.

"Yea she called me right away as soon as she landed and was like, 'I don't have a ride from the airport can you come and get me?'" Nikki says with a chuckle.

"It wasn't like that, c'mon," Lizzy laughs. 

"So have you two been like, serious?" I ask. It had been so long since I saw either of them because of how busy Tommy and I have been, we haven't been able to talk or anything. 

"Uh, yea, I mean it's been pretty much long distance right now only cause she wont give me a damn answer," Nikki says glancing at her as she looks back at him. 

"Answer? About what?" I ask and Lizzy turns back to me.

"He asked me to move in with him," She says.

"What?! No fucking way!" I say excitedly. 

"Fuck yea dude!" Tommy chimes in.

"Thanks dude," Nikki laughs as they bump fists with each other from across the table. 

"- I haven't completely decided yet just cause of the whole moving across country thing but um - " Lizzy starts. 

"Oh my god Lizzy! What the hell are you waiting for?" I say to her. This is amazing and I'm so happy for her especially after everything she has been through. She really needs someone good in her life who wants her for who she is and not what they want her to be. She completely deserves to be happy and she's the happiest I've seen her in so long since she's been with Nikki. 

"Look this is your night, we don't need to talk about this right now," Lizzy says with a giggle

"Uh, well ok but you're telling me everything later ok?" I say. I could tell she felt like she was put on the spot so I got the hint and changed the subject. 

"Ok," Lizzy laughs. 

*****

"... no dude I swear she like, jumped right in with it," Tommy says.

"No," Nikki says. "You got in on the titty cam?" Nikki says to me and I nod while I take my shot of Jack Daniels. 

"Titty cam?" Lizzy looks at all of us confused. 

"You know the camera that Tommy takes out on stage sometimes and like, films all these girls like taking their boobs out and shit?" I explain.

"Oh right, I forgot you used to do that," Lizzy remembers with a laugh. 

"Used to? I still do that sweetie," Tommy laughs. 

"Wait, you did the titty cam?" Lizzy says to me.

"Well I didn't 'do it' I um... ok, he took it out on tour this past year and like the first time he did, I didn't know what he was doing at first but then I just grabbed the second camera from backstage and like  - "

" - She totally jumped down off the stage, and like, started maneuvering through the crowd of ladies, flirting with them and everything. It was so fuckin' awesome. She got more tits on camera than I did that whole tour. They just fuckin' loved her," Tommy explains as I look at him listening and loving everything that he says. 

"Holy shit Andi, that's awesome. Like every chick he's been with has hated him doing that," Nikki says. 

"What? Really?" I say as I down another shot that Tommy has poured for me.

"I wouldn't say hated," Tommy says.

"Are you kidding? Man the fights you would get into..." Nikki says.

"Yea," Tommy chuckles. 

"Oh wait , yea before I forget... here," Lizzy says as she quickly reaches beside her for a second and then pulls out a little bag with tissue paper stuffed inside and turns to hand it to me.

"Oh Lizzy, you didn't -"

"No I know, but... it's your birthday and I wanted to," She cuts me off before I could protest anymore. I give her a small smirk and pull out the tissue paper from the bag to find and envelope first. I glance at her and she smiles at me and I open up the envelope to find a letter. I unfold it and begin to read the first line and I instantly become emotional. 

"Oh my god Lizzy..." I say with a chuckle.

"You can read it out if you want to," She says.

"Um... ok, Dear Andi, what do you get for the girl who has everything? no seriously you have to tell me. 

I never thought that when we met almost 10 years ago that you would be the most amazing friend that a girl could have. You have been and continue to be the strongest woman I know and one fuckin' badass chick... " I read with a giggle.

"See I'm not the only one," Tommy says and everyone laughs.

"You have been there for me like no one ever has. You've seen me at my brightest and at my darkest and stayed with me through it all. Through all of the craziness, sadness and pain that I've seen you go through, you held on and kept going even when you wanted to stop. I am so honoured to call you my best friend and I am so incredibly happy that you have finally found your happiness with Tommy. You two are adorable. I've never seen anyone love you like he does. Happy Birthday Andi Love you always, Lizzy..."

"...Oh Lizzy..." I say as I start to cry and immediately wrap my arms around her in the warmest embrace I could muster. 

"Jeezus you got me all emotional," Tommy jokes and I let go of her, look at him and playfully smack his chest with the letter and he laughs. 

"Now I know its not much but, I thought you would get a kick out of it," Lizzy says as I look further into the little gift bag and pull out what looked like a photo album. As I open it I see each photo from a time that we had spent together that she had placed with a little note beside each one. There we photos even going back as far as when we were on the road with Type O Negative and Pantera... even the one time where she got that lap dance from that dancer in that stripclub. Phil had to have taken that photo. 

"This is awesome Lizzy, I had no idea you saved all these," I say as I turn another page.

"I found them when I was sorting out some stuff back home and figured you know, why not right?" 

"Shit, I'm a freaking baby... look how young I am," I say flipping through the pages. "It's weird cause even then I felt more like twice my age..."

"I know right?" Lizzy says.

"Oh my god... no way you caught this?" I say pointing at a photo that had Johnny Kelly passed out on the tour bus with Dime hovering over him writing in black sharpie all over his face.

"I think you were the one that took that," She says. 

"When was that?" Tommy asks, leaning in closer to see. 

"Uh, that must've been like October '94 maybe?" I say. I then flip to the last page and it was a photo taken in Ireland of Lizzy and I, and it suddenly triggers the visit from my father from earlier tonight and I could feel my heart drop. I didn't want to think about it. It hurts to think about it. 

"Andi, you ok?" Lizzy asks as I look down at the last photo.

"Uh yea... yea I'm just... Lizzy this was amazing, thank you," I say closing the book and embracing her in another hug.

"You're welcome," She says sweetly. 

"I love you so much," I say to her as I hold her tightly.

"Awe, I love you so much too," She says sweetly. " Ok we gotta stop or you're gonna get me crying," She says and I giggle as I pull away from her. 

"Ok, here... I guess I should give you my gift," Nikki says.

"What no... Nikki, you did not have to get me anything," I say. 

"You're my fuckin' best friends wife, of course I had to," Nikki smiles at me and passes over a black box with a black bow tied on top. I look down at the box and then back at Nikki raising my eyebrow at him. 

"Well open it," Nikki says gesturing to the box. I glance at Tommy and he just smirks and I lift off the lid of the box to see a brand new bottle of one of my absolute favorite perfumes. 

"No way, where did you... like how?" I say as I take the bottle out of the box and Nikki just shrugs. 

"Oh my god it smells so good, like sex in a bottle," I say as I take off the cap and smell just the nozzle and everyone laughs. 

"What? Sex in a bottle? Let me smell it," Tommy says and I giggle as I hold it out for him. "Jeezus, that's... fuck, what is that?" 

"Armani Code, but it's like the Satin version of it. I only have a little bit left at home and I can't seem to find it anywhere..." I explain as Tommy continues to sniff the nozzle. "Where did you find it?" I ask Nikki.

"Lizzy just mentioned to me that was like one of your favorites so I just went on the hunt I guess, I don't remember where I found it though," Nikki says. 

"Oh my god, thank you so, so much. I'd hug you but you're across the table," I say with a giggle and everyone laughs. 

"It's ok, I can feel the hug from here," Nikki smirks. 

"Fuck, that really is sex in a bottle," Tommy says still sniffing the nozzel and we laugh as he finally hands it back to me. As I place the bottle back in the box and close the lid, setting it aside, Tommy discretely slides me another black box.

"What is this?" I giggle glancing down at the box and then back at him. 

"Open it and find out," He smirks at me. I glance back and forth between everyone then open up the black box to see a beautiful white gold chain necklace with a diamond encrusted lightning bolt charm.

"Holy shit, Tommy..." I say completely blindsided. It was absolutely beautiful.

"Happy birthday baby," He says with a sweet smile and I take it out of the box to look at it closer.

"Baby, I love it so much," I say, mesmerized by the sparkle of the diamonds shining in the dim light of the club.

"I even had it engraved on the back... see?" He says leaning into me, turning the charm over in my hand to show me.

"T and A 4 ever..." I say with a giggle and then I ask him to help me put it on. He takes the necklace from me and I turn to lift up my curls while he clasps it together at the back of my neck, the bottom point of the lightning bolt hitting at the perfect spot between my breasts.

"Did you seriously put T and A?" Nikki asks Tommy.

"There wasn't enough room for our full names so... yea," Tommy chuckles.

"Man, that's like saying 'tits and ass forever,'" Nikki says and Lizzy just starts laughing.

"Well he's not exactly wrong, I mean..." I say and gesture to my chest and everyone starts laughing.

"Fuck, baby I love you," Tommy laughs placing his palm on my cheek and pressing his lips to my temple.

"I love you," I giggle, turning to him and he presses his lips to mine softly and gently at first, then instantly becoming intense and not even caring that Lizzy and Nikki were at the table with us.

*****

A little while later, the drinks were underway, the music was pumping and a shooter girl had come around with some fancy shots in test tubes and though I normally hate those, for some strange reason these ones were going down so freaking good.

I was absolutely loving every second as more people showed up at our table, and I don't remember exactly who was there, but I remember seeing Fred Durst - which ok I know, totally weird, but I guess it had been a while since Tommy had seen him ( ok maybe more like a couple of years) so he sat at our table for a bit. There was also Mark Mcgrath which he was actually super cool and sweet but by this time I was already beginning to feel quite tipsy so my memory is quite fuzzy on everyone else.

I do remember Lizzy and Nikki deciding to call it a night, since Nikki doesn't drink anymore - though he doesn't mind being around it but after a while he gets a little uneasy.  I gave them each a hug, profusely thanking Nikki for his gift, in which he proceeded to tell me that it was nothing really. 

Nikki it definitely wasn't nothing and I swear it was more than I could've even asked for. 

The entire vibe and the amazing drinks were really getting me in the mood to dance, and I normally don't dance at all unless I'm feeling it, and tonight I was definitely feeling it.

Somehow I had made my way out to the dancefloor with Tommy following me every step of the way, feeling the incredible booming bass flowing through me. It had been so long since I had a birthday like this, where I could just let loose and not think about anything. Just letting my mind be free, going with the flow and actually feeling happy. I know I say this so much but I truly have never felt the way I feel when I'm with Tommy. I never knew happiness could feel like this, that I could feel unapologetically in love with someone who is so the complete opposite of me, but balances me so well that it's almost frightening.

I turn to face him and he pulls me in closer while everyone around us moves to the rhythm. His eyes wander over my body only focusing on me, his hands on my hips, moving to the small of my back and up further still as he touches his forehead to mine.

"You are so fuckin gorgeous baby... I love seeing you so happy,"

"You make me happy," I say, closing my eyes.

"I don't know what happened earlier tonight but, I wish you would talk to me about it,"

"Tommy, l don't wanna talk about it," I say, flicking my eyes open. Why the fuck is he bringing that shit up now?

"We always talk about everything baby, you know you can talk to me,"

"I know, but ... this isn't the exact place to bring this up," 

"I just thought that, I know you lost your mom, and I lost my dad and I know I would give anything to have him back, and your dad walks in and, you push him away - "

"Tommy, I just wanna dance ok?"

"If I don't say something now, you'll tell me it's never a good time at any time or whatever - "

"Tommy stop,"

"It's been eating at me and I'm not gonna let it. I say what I feel and I feel it now so - "

"Well maybe you should work on that," I say firmly. We had now both stopped dancing while everyone around us continued to. "Not everyone has to listen to what you think and how you feel all the time. Not everyone is like you. Some people like to keep shit to themselves since it's not anyone's business," 

What the fuck is happening right now? I was having the best fucking goddamn time of my life, feeling so incredibly happy and so in love and then BOOM! It crashes all around me. I should've seen that one coming.

"You're my wife, your shit is my shit remember?"

"Ok, so the shit with you and Vince is my shit too then - ?"

"Hey! I tried to talk to him but he fuckin' ignored me," Tommy says firmly back at me.

"Maybe he didn't want to hear it, just like I don't wanna hear it from you right now,"

Fuck I was mad. Drunk and mad. So drunk and mad that I started to walk away from him.

"Andi! Hey - "

"Fuck off," I say as I make my way through the crowd.

"What did you just say to me?" Tommy seethes, catching my arm on the way back to our table.

"I said fuck off," I pull my arm out of his grasp, staring directly into his dark eyes that were full of anger. 

"Don't fuckin' tell me to fuck off - "

"Or what Tommy?"

Don't say it Andi. You're drunk, you're angry, just calm yourself and think.

" - You gonna hit me?" 

Yep, told you not to say it.

He stood there, the lights of the club flashing over his face, showing how tightened his jaw became, his eyes boring into mine as I challenged him right back. Then I suddenly felt nothing but excruciating hurt and pain for what I just said and everything that happened earlier before I got here. I think he could see just how hurt I was, but I know I hurt him with telling him to fuck off and provoking him with the notion of him hitting me. I know how much he hates that and I did it anyway.

After a couple of minutes, I turn and walk over to our table, grab my leather jacket, hearing Tommy say something else to me. maybe calling me a name or something, but I didn't even process it or care. He can call me whatever he wants right now, I don't even give a shit. 

I then make my way through the crowd of people and outside the main doors of the Viper Room, putting my jacket on and lifting my curls out from underneath as I make my way up the sidewalk.

"Andrea!" I hear Tommy's voice call after me as I pull out my Blackberry. "What the fuck are you doing? Where do you think you're going?"

"Home" I call back not looking at him as I try and figure out how to dial on my phone.

"Are you seriously gonna walk all the way back home?" He says as he comes closer to me.

"No, I'm calling a cab," I say my voice starting to shake.

"Babe - "

"-Don't call me that," 

"-Would you just fuckin' stop for one fuckin' second," He says as he appears in front of me, stopping me in my tracks.

"Ok you're mad at me I get it. I'm a Dick ok? But you of all people know I would never lay a fuckin' hand on you. I did not fuckin' deserve that back there - "

" -you wouldn't fuckin' stop Tommy, I told you not to bring that shit up, especially tonight but you kept fuckin' going and - "

"Shhhh... would you let me fuckin' apologize goddamn it!" He hushes me angrily.

"Why so you can fuck up again, then apologize again?" 

"What?! Are you completely out of your mind or something?" He says with a sarcastic chuckle.

"Just leave me the fuck alone," I say angrily back to him.

"Do you hear yourself? Fuck woman, you are one stubborn... GAAAAHHHH!" He growls, stepping away from me threading his fingers through his dark hair in frustration.

"Hi, um yea I'd like a cab to um - "

"No," Tommy says and takes the phone from my hand and hangs up the call I was making. I was actually surprised he even did that which only fueled my anger more.

"What the fuck Tommy, really?!"

"Yea really," He says and pulls out his cell and calls for Steve, our driver.

"I'm not getting in that fucking car with you," I say with a sarcastic chuckle crossing my arms over my chest.

"Yes you are - "

"No, no I'm not - "

"You're getting in that fucking car if I have to throw you over my shoulder myself cause I'm not letting you leave here without me,"

"You're fucking insane you know that?" I say as he looks down at his cell phone for a minute, then shoves it into the pocket of his leather jacket. Then in what seemed like only a few seconds, Steve shows up with the black Lincoln SUV. Tommy then opens the back car door and waits for me to get in.

"No," I say.

"Just get in the fucking car," He says looking at me sternly as if I was a child which was pissing me off even more so than I already was. I stand there silent looking down at myself feeling drunk as fuck and suprised that I'm not stubbling all over the place.

"I don't even care if you don't talk to me the whole way home. Just get in the car," He says. 

I glance up at him for a moment, sigh with frustration and step over to the car and slide myself all the way to the other side of the back seat. Tommy then slides in and closes the door, telling Steve that we're just heading back home. I keep my gaze focused, looking out the backseat passenger window, watching all of the lights of downtown Hollywood pass us by. Tommy sits on the other side leaning against the door and looking out his window exactly the same way with his hand to his chin, his leg slightly shaking.

I felt like a fool. Like a fucking drunken goddamn stubborn fool who has to make a point just like he does. Maybe we're not so opposite after all. I didn't say one word to him the entire way home. Even as we got out of the car, I stayed far behind him as he walked up to the door, unlocking it and stepping inside. 

I had sobered up slightly on the drive back since it took a while and as he made his way to the kitchen, I closed the door, hearing him throw his keys on the counter. I didn't know what to do. A big part of me wanted to just head directly upstairs, take a shower and put myself to bed, but as I know from experience, that never makes it better in the morning. There were so many times Chris and I would go to bed angry and we all know how good that was for our marriage.

I take my jacket off, hang it up on the hanger beside the door and casually walk to the kitchen, stopping in the doorway seeing Tommy at the counter beside the stove making a sandwich. I still say nothing as I walk over to the fridge, open it, pull out a bottle of water, then move over to the counter island, sit down on one of the barstools and take a sip.

The silence between us was deafening. I still refused to say anything. I just sat there still feeling like a fool but too proud to admit that I was wrong too.

Once Tommy finished making his food, he turned around and slid me a plate with half of the sandwich he made. I look down at it for a second and then back up at him as he leans over the counter and takes a bite of his half.

"It's peanut butter and jelly. I'm too tired to make anything better," He says, taking another bite which makes me smirk for a second. 

I set my bottle of water down and reach out, taking a piece of the sandwich, slowly pulling smaller pieces off and taking a few bites. We ate in silence for a little bit and all I could hear was this voice in my head screaming at me to tell him everything that happened, and when I finally did, I didn't hold back.

"You really want to know why I kicked my father out of here?" I say quietly, my voice slightly hoarse from our yelling match earlier. 

"Yes," Tommy says looking at me as he continues to lean on the counter across from me.

"Ok... so, my um... My mom met my dad when she was like 18 and he was like 22 or 23. She completely fell hard for him right away. They were pretty much inseparable. She always used to tell me he like, got her with those irish blue eyes and that rebel biker attitude that totally swept her off her feet..." I start to explain and Tommy chuckles.

"He was like, Sergeant At Arms of  the Hells Angels Belfast Charter before he moved to Canada. He was like the fastest rising rank in that charter and was like, really well respected... anyways, my mom got pregnant with me and like, of course it wasn't planned y'know? My grandmother threw her out when she found out since my grandmother wasn't exactly fond of my dad so... but my mom loved him and so they got married, had me... but after a while she didn't like what my dad did anymore. And it wasn't like he was like just a part of a motorcycle club and just road bikes or whatever. There was some serious shit that he did..." 

I glance down at myself for a moment and then take a sip of my water as Tommy's expression changes.

"Like what baby?"

"I don't really know in detail of what happened, but it was some bad shit. Like drug trafficking, murder, covering up... like everything that you would imagine, that seems like it would be like a gangster movie, my dad did that," 

"Holy shit," Tommy says looking at me trying to figure out if this was real or not.

"My mom and him broke up when I was like 2 because of a lot of shit he got involved with, but she always let him see me whenever he could. 'Cause deep down she still loved him and she never wanted to keep him away from me. But he started to fuck up a lot... getting caught, jail whatever. She never told me anything until I was 17 and I confronted him about it. He denied all of it of  course at first, but he eventually like, told me... all the stuff he did... all the stuff he did to my mom - cheating, fucking around so that she would leave him, the drug stuff.... Everything...."

"Fuck," Tommy sighs looking away from me and standing up.

"That blow up that I told you I had with my dad before I moved to Seattle, well it wasn't  just like any father daughter "you can't move cause I don't approve"... I moved because it was safer for me to leave at that time, then it would've been to stay and possibly get killed by like a rival club or something... you know retaliation and all that. When you wrong someone or like another club, it's not like they just retaliate against you, they do it to your whole family... especially when it comes to the irish," 

Tommy looks back at me with a worried expression, realizing it wasn't just your typical father daughter disagreement.

"Now do you see why I didn't want to talk about it? Especially on my birthday," I chuckle. 

"Fuck, baby... I had no idea..." He trails off. 

"No one does. Chris never even knew," I say and take a sip from my bottle of water. Silence fills the room again and then I say, "This isn't a deal breaker for you is it?"

"What? Baby no... no, holy shit no," Tommy says leaning across the counter, taking my hand in his and placing sweet kisses to my palm, then to the back of my hand. "I mean I wish you had told me about it but I totally understand why you didn't. Fuck, I feel like an asshole for even bringing it up tonight," 

"I'm so sorry baby... I didn't mean the things I said, I was just hurt and mad and... I don't know," I say after a few moments of silence between us. 

"I'm sorry I uh, yea I'm just sorry... so fuckin' sorry," He says with a chuckle then places a few more kisses to the palm of my hand. 

I then slide myself off the barstool pulling my hand away from his, moving around the counter island and once I'm in front of him, he places his palm on my cheek, leaning down and placing his lips on mine. He gives me a few quick kisses looking into my eyes and then lingers with the last one, his lips feeling so soft and gentle at first, then becoming intense and passionate, like lightning, like the first time he ever kissed me. 

"No more secrets between us ok? No matter what it is, we tell each other everything... ok?" He says touching his forehead to mine. 

"Ok," I exhale.

[sucker4sixx]

Raising hell

Pt:8

Plot: nikki turns and you see a side to him you thought was only reserved for people be hated

Warnings: fat shaming, body shaming, humiliation, vomit

You wake up still cuddled into nikkis cosy chest while he sleeps, you take the time to watch him, his handsome face showing peace that youve never quite seen him display before, it was a sunny day and you didnt have to play tonight.. it was seemed too good to be true.

Nikki wakes up 10 minutes later, rubbing his large hand over his face “hmm.. morning darlin” he says hoarsely, smiling down at you with a slightly puffy face from sleeping “morning nikki.. how did you sleep?” “Just fine.. just fine..” he sits up and looks around for his clothes, deciding wether or not to shove on his clothes from yesterday.

Once you are both up you decide to go down to breakfast but as soon as nikki sees his band sitting his attitude changes, he distances and straightens up, acting like he doesnt know your there. You sit on a table for two but watch as nikki loudly and ungraciously sits with his band, laughing and talking disruptively. You thought he was going to sit with you but you knew how much he wanted to keep you two on the downlow.

“Hey, whats with the fat chick anyway? What happened?” Vince asks loudly, wanting you to hear, nikki gulping nervously, knowing you could hear. “Just.. you know, tried to see how little her self respect could go and fucked the shame into her” he grins wide “and trust me.. her respect goes low, lower than i thought” your heart sinks completely “whats she like with no clothes on?” Tommy asks excitedly, nikki smiling so he can play off the situation “… fatter” the table laugh loudly and suddenly your plate doesnt look as good as it did so you leave, tears streaming down your face.

On your crying fit up to your hotel room you bump into stu “hey! Ive been meaning to talk to you about it you and nikki-“ “just shut the fuck up stu! No one cares!” You scream in his face, running to your hotel room. You shouldve listened to mel, maybe you were just a stupid little girl. Only an hour later your door was getting knocked and you could hear nikki urgently calling you from the other side.

“Babe.. baby just open the door.. please” you ignore him, thinking he would go away but he just tries the door handle more thinking it will change anything. You swing the door open “i am not your baby!” You point your finger in his face making him step back. “No, dont say that.. let me in we can talk about this” you scoff “about what? You calling me a fat bitch?”

“Babe i didnt call you a fat bitch-“

“you werent far off it!” He grabs your shoulders and forces himself in your room “you have to stop being so god damn sensitive!” He shouts and slams the door. “You are fat! Is it such a crime to point it out?!” He points to your belly, you look down and your size seems to grow by 1000 “im not fat! I only wear size 12!” He crosses his arms over his chest and you begin to cry, why does he care so much? Why is it such a big issue to him? “leave..” he quickly leaves, not wanting to deal with your tears.

When he leaves you hear his friends chuckling quietly in the hall way and noticed he had left a note on the floor, you pick it up and it reads “im sorry, they are behind this” it didnt change much, he still said it all and done it for his friends entertainment.

Two days later its time for the show, you arrive and hide into your dressing room instantly, not wanting anyone to see you. Your dressing room door knocks “hello? Who is it?” “Its nikki baby, i got us some snacks” you scoff “leave. Im not your baby.” He goes silent for a few seconds before you hear footsteps leaving your door. When it gets to your band preforming your not as energetic as usual and when it gets to snake eyed love you go to the side of the stage, nikki waiting beside your manager, you turn off the mic.

“Stu i dont wanna do the lap dance, im skipping it” stu shakes his head and nikki looks confused “no, you will do it. Your costing me money are you crazy?!” The wide man starts to get defensive and angry. “Nikki cmon” you dont even look at him, strutting back on stage with him.

“Hello!” You say to the crowd, smiling “so.. my friend nikki has been a very bad boy recently, very bad and i dont think he deserves the dance.. but, my manager told me to do it for the money so fuck it right?” The crowds cheering dies down alittle, its obvious your upset “sit.” You glare at nikki as he sits down, you park your ass right on his lap “lets hope i dont break your legs by being too fat” you whisper in his ear “right, start the music” you say into the mic, flipping round so your already facing nikki, grinding on him while gripping his hair with one hand. He frowns as he watches you knowing how much you hate him right now.

Once the song gets to the solo you move into nikkis ear “this is the last time this will happen.. i want nothing to do with you from now on” he shakes his head “no.. please dont say that” “i mean it.” You move back and his eyes are glassy as you continue to sing, his hands gripping and feeling your body to savour it once more.

When the song ends the crowd go crazy, you bow and leave the stage, ignoring stu as he screamed at you, mel trying to pull you aside, and nikki wanting to “talk things out” .You just keep walking faster and faster untill you clock back in and your alone, outside a night club. You walk in and within the next hour your feeling pretty drunk, shots and whiskey your go to.

Three hours later your drunkly stumbling around the hotel and get to your room, you look to nikkis room and decide “fuck it”

“Hello?” He opens the door sleepily, when he sees you his eyes wide “baby? Whats happened?” You scoff and stumble alittle “i wanted.. t-to.. tell you that..” you breathe heavily as you try to stay still, nikki helping you by holding your shoulders “y.. your mean.. and… “ you boak, needing to be sick. Nikki quickly runs you to his bathroom and ties your hair back “hey its okay..” he pats your back. “S-s.. stop.. being, so nice-“ you throw up in the toilet “where were you?” He asks, rubbing your back as you throw up “i-i.. dont know”

30 minutes later your no longer being sick and nikki washes your face and gives you water before helping you to his bed “n-no.. i wanna go.. to my room” your eyes flutter shut “no baby.. i need to keep an eye on you” he kisses your forehead and strokes your belly “am i really fat?” You begin to cry “no.. your curvy and i love your body i swear.. im so sorry” he turns his face away as if hes crying but your eyes are too heavy to stay up, falling asleep fast.