#daily dissecting

[idissectgermanwords]

heruntergekommen (adjective); run down

her (adverb); here

unter (präposition); under

kommen (strong verb); come

[ayyyvivi]

Vicetober day: 12 (dissect)

Man this was supposed to be something simple quick and easy and had me stressing !! Never taking a small catnap again…or at least not until October is over

[itspileofgoodthings]

when will Catholic Instagram influencers realize they can’t “sis you are infinitely worthy” their way out of everything

[starscreamingg]

WHEN TRANSFORMERS ONE RELEASES IN THEATRES THE AUTISM WILL NOT BE ABLE TO BE CONTAINED. EXPLODES

[jrueships]

fuck my stupudass baka life bro

[jewishcissiekj]

WHY DO I HATE MY FAVORITE CHARACTER

[see-arcane]

I was between Dracula's Demeter and The Route Of Ice And Salt and you've saved me from a coin toss haha

Happy to save another from Reader’s Regret 🫡

[daily-scott-smajor]

Day 226- dissection

[baeshijima]

i'm going to wait patiently for your jiyan character analysis! i want to see you ramble about him (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

ur a real one nonnie bc when i start yapping abt a character i cant stop pls pray for me /lh

[zorosdimples]

something something childe is cursed to (indirectly) sentence those he loves to death… he tries to distance himself from others, but then there’s you. he has always been bad at impulse control, has always been too selfish, too indulgent. he omits the truth—it isn’t a lie if you don’t know—but now? you both must pay the ultimate price.

[hirokiyuu]

thinking abt trey.......... thinking specifically abt his labwear story where he like. doesnt care what he feeds riddle as long as its good. it doesn't need to be made with love it has to satisfy riddle's demands. and then the way he misrespresents the pastry as being like........ something he put a bunch of work into getting and yet he isnt even wrong he's just completely pretending its smth else (ie he woke up and went out of his way to get it, which he didnt, and instead he gave jade the strawberries that are in some ways even MORE difficult for him to have gotten and then made jade be the one to get his hands on the tart for trey's sake) and like

just the way trey is as a person is so. fascinating to me. im trying to figure out how to phrase it. blueberry shot kind of guy where he's like. he enables riddle partially bc he cares and feels guilty but also partially bc its just the easiest thing. guy who can get dragged into things w/o a second thought bc putting up a fight is more trouble than its worth. will have an entire conversation w/cater abt cater's wishes and never breaches the surface and the moment they're apart will think with Genuine Deep feeling abt how he wishes he could know cater's real wishes but will never express as such to the guy himself!!!!!!!!!!! what hte hell is wrong with him the more i think abt him the more insane i start to go

[idissectgermanwords]

Kate (noun, feminine); small wooden house, cottage (originally hole or cave)

related to Katen (noun, masculine) meaning the same thing, both originiating from Kote (noun, feminine)

[strwbrymlkshake]

finished my normalcy phase returning to the horrors

[jewishcissiekj]

actually actually the TCW novelization kinda inspired me to make a moral alignment chart for versions of Asajj (not lawful good and chaotic evil and all that shit tho) in one of these two formats

because it really is fascinating and I might just write it down

[myopicry]

Reading your responses like a morning newspaper teehee

Tysm for all of the praise/compliments aaaaaa! >\\\< I'm incapable of explaining things in a short and concise way so I'm really glad that you see so much value in the way I explain things and just generally the points I bring up! Thank you, myo!! Also, you should cut yourself some slack, I may not know you personally but you seem like a chill person. I radblr and the general tumblr website tbh you're quite nuanced, patient and someone who overall tries to sympathise with others compared to many users from what I've seen. And your writing isn't that bad, I understand it at least. Or maybe it's 2 rambly people understanding each other bc we are alike idk :p (clown to clown communication)

Definetely take me up on my offer! I won't judge you for whatever you choose to share nor how, and I'd be very happy to help even just a little bit :]

I like how you explained things BTW! It made me think about once again how I went from finding the tra (is that the term to use here?) label of lesbian/sapphic more inclusive and progressive and poetic and yada yada to now just going "uuuuuuh I'm just into female bodies I dunno mate lol". A majority of my friends are trans or cis but very trans positive (I think I mentioned this in the past??) so I think ever since my views have shifted slightly I avoid talking about my orientation. I don't think they'll dog pile me for using the wrong words or whatever, they're not like that and I'm sure they wouldn't care much, but it does feel alienating to basically have different definitions for something so important(?)

They're also a lot (and I mean A LOT) more into the "lgbt culture" stuff (online inside jokes pretty much I suppose) meanwhile I've distanced myself from that so it adds to another level of discomfort despite us finding a lot of solidarity in each other as a bunch of queer people. Also, I'm someone who LOVES talking about these sorts of things and am a big fan of debating (guilty pleasures 😔) so my little heart is sad to have such restrictions. Womp womp

This also made me think of my younger sister, she's still a kid and doesn't know much about queer things but she has some basics down I suppose. Once my parents and I were joking about match making me with a lesbian non binary (afab) friend and my sister protested that I couldn't possibly be attracted to them because I'm into girls and they're not one. For the first time I didn't know what to tell her. I guess normally I would've explained to her that "lesbians can like enbies bc they're not men" but I also don't believe in gender anymore an things working that way. But I couldn't tell her "I don't think gender exists and that that factors into my attraction rlly" bc then I'd have to explain a perspective very different form what she knows so far and would then have to explain to my parents why my views changed and it's exhausting just to write about LMAO.

All of this more anecdotal and less "proper discussion about social stuff and politics" talk to say labels are indeed silly these days and I'm kind of resenting how my change in views makes me happier about multiple aspects of my life but subsequently isolates me and puts me in difficult positions at times. Makes me a bit worried about my prospects in terms of romantic partners lol, though I'd imagine once you go out actually looking for people, they're a lot more chill and willing to disagree on things but also understand your intentions and let it be that and won't call you a bigot TwT (I hope I'm not coming off as trying to call myself a martyr LMAO)

I guess that segways into the fact that I'm therefore happy to have found your blog where I feel like I can barf out my thoughts and hit send on the inbox and get a valuable response and pleasant conversation from someone on here lol

AAAAAA THIS IS TOO MUCH WORD VOMIT I will now eclipse myself and hope for the best! Bai!!!

~🪼

thank you for all the nice words :0 my ego has never been fed so well !! I am a bit too harsh on myself but I consider it part of the job of what I do on this blog...using social media in a non-self aggrandizing way is always my goal, and I also find translating the impulse to self-deprecate into small bits of snarky reflection in my writing a much better alternative to saying it out loud in real life and making everyone around me uncomfortable lolol

but enough about me! I really just wanted to highlight a part of your message, the part about how some of your new changes in view makes you happier in some aspects of life but it makes a lot of new problems. that's literally so real. in a way, it's like I've been able to see the world in a clearer, less filtered view once I let go of held biases and focused more on reality, but it really really is tough trying to talk to people who still have those mental filters (for better or for worse).

hence, the existence of this blog for me lmao. it really is just the consequence of my desire to air out my observations that people in talk to in real life simply wouldn't understand, and I feel like I say this a lot, but I am truly so delighted that literally any other person can even get something valuable out of this for themselves! it proves that I guess we're really not alone out here in this kinda fucked up world, which is so relieving to know after coming to revelations how you're essentially the minority of a minority and every new complex thought you have propelling you towards actualization is also quickly shrinking the pool of other people who you can truly trust or those who will actually understand you. it is genuinely very nice to know that there's even at least just one person who can relate to a shared experience! one of the nicest benefits of the internet (among a sea of downsides lmao)

the dating thing also hits home a little too hard lolol, even though I swear I won't get into a relationship until I can actually be a decent partner, it sure is lonely sometimes and i can't help but think about it anyways, and man oh man does the dating pool (in my area) get smaller and smaller as I think about it...

but as you say, most people are understanding and honestly, even when you come at something from a different perspective, I find most people who value progress and kindness and understanding do fundamentally agree to some extent with what I also believe. in a way, because some notions about the world (specifically in feminism too) are just undeniable, and a lot of experiences (especially shared within afab people) just sort of make people subconsciously aware of certain truths. so, hopefully, wishing well-read, feminist, nuanced, and compassionately curious girlfriends for the both of us lolol !!

[kavehater]

I agree with absolutely everything she said his in game model is not as good as I envision him to be 😭 like fanart carries him FRRR but it’s honestly so sad ppl see the coolest ever character and be like yaoi 😋✌️how about NOOOO !!!! 😭😭😭 gosh this is so !!!! He has so many deep important aspects to himself, he’s so full of contradictions and despite it all he’s still one of the most kindest characters