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a little wip for a little thing i'm working on!
#fnaf moon#fnaf dca#dca fandom#traditional art#when you pat your robot coworker on the head and then he makes it WeirdTM#it's all fun and games until you realized you're touch starved#this idea has me by the throat#it has been occupying all my attention since i got my exam marks back#(i passed by the way! hooray! my reward is more courses!)#cuz i want to get it done before i start my second course#or i will not know peace#so hoping to get it done some time this week#also! a little extra sneak peak for those of you who read my tags#(love you all by the way!)#(my tags are where i tell all my best and worst jokes)#this will be angst#>:)#crab art
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my chronic pain gave me enough of a break to churn out a quick messy Trailer Trash Miku concept. Based her off the women I grew up around in the rural south and midwest <3
#you guys have no idea how much restraint it took me to not have her shirt#say “I put a bra on for this” cuz I've had that song in my head all day lol#hatsune miku#miku#brazilian miku#<- I believe that's what this trend is called#Miku Around The World#my art#also I've never drawn her before sorry if I get it wrong
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obsessed with julian asking "what did they do to you? is it some kind of punishment device?" in the wire because my god if this man didn’t go from "this is garak my super cool spy pal who i go on secret missions with and sometimes fuck teehee but also yeah his planet’s kinda fucked up and he’s got some weird ideas but we’re working on it" to "this is garak he's my precious little angel babyman who has been horribly traumatized and brainwashed by his government but it's okay because i'm a doctor and i will fuck and suck the fascism out of him if it’s the last thing i do" in just two years. shit's wild
#i'm having a moment#again#my posts#garashir#julian that entire episode is really just ''the power of love compels you!!!!!!!'' i can't stand him#garak was blorbo from julian's shows for a hot minute there and julian was writing all kinds of woobified fanfiction about him#like i've cried a hundred times over the wire from garak's pov cuz i see it as the episode where he started to respect and love him fr fr#but for julian i think it was more of an eye-opener like. he wanted to exonerate garak of all his crimes to try to justify his crush on him#and i don't think the wire exactly proved him wrong... but i do think it revealed key details and context that he was missing before#like that garak wasn't just some underling spy he was almost the head of his organization#basically garak canonballed julian's beloved headcanons so he had to start from scratch#obsessed w garak recognizing that julian had romanticized him and being like ''ok but what if i'm just a bloodthirsty killer? what then?''#like they went thru All That just for julian to meet tain and come back like#''Your Boss Dad Is Evil The Plan To Heal You With My Dick Is Back On''#gold star for trying i guess but ur gonna be loved no matter what apparently
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HELL'S GREATEST DAD ↳ from Hazbin Hotel Season One (2024): 1x05 - "Dad Beat Dad"
#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#alastor#hazbin alastor#music vids: s1#dad beat dad#my videos#anyone else think the way he was holding alastor's head twice is foreshadowing? served it to her on a plate then had it as a pic on the cak#i hope it's foreshadowing lol#he was also feeding her his eyes and shadow tentacles as spaghetti and meatballs askjdfakjshdfjkls#bro was SO MAD LMFAO#song: hell's greatest dad#charlie#charlie morningstar#mimzy#hazbin mimzy#hey hey pssst... you know those 3 cards that swing by before the slot machine?#the middle one is lucifer as the king of spades - the same card alastor was in husk's overlord flashback.#DETAILS!! I LOVE THE DETAILS IN THIS SHOW!#RIP VID QUALITY BTW#tumblr really axed this one huh#also don't get me started on the symbolism behind alastor's whole deal in this song there is SO MUCH GOING ON#lucifer is overbearing yes but all his lyrics are ''im gonna help you cuz i love you'' meanwhile alastor's are ''IM SO GREAT AND COOL''#easy. but look at the doorway behind them when he dances with her on the stairs. it looks like spidery fingers reaching out from behind#to grasp/trap her in a dark place. THE ENTIRE ''ASSISTANCE'' PART#LITERALLY PUTTING ALL THAT STRESS ON HER THEN ''SAVES HER'' AFTER#THE ''IM YOUR GUY YOUR DAY TO DAY'' HE'S LITERALLY BOXING HER IN/TRAPPING HER WHILE PLAYING FRIENDLY#and do i even have to point out the obvious ''separating you from your blood family'' thing he has going on and the whole time#WATCH IT ELKMAN I WILL KILL YOU. YOU ARE LUCKY YOU'RE MODERATELY/MOSTLY ENTIRELY LIKEABLE AND FUNNY.
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Lorah: Lilac Knight's Love
Artist: @littledashdraws
Wanted to share this commission by Dash, who so lovingly illustrated my vision for Gunter's first wife!! Although Lorah's lived in my head since 2017, this is the first time I've had her drawn. Because I'm so thrilled over this art, I put together a little introduction for her!! you can read more about her below~
Residence: Duet Mountains Occupation: Farmer •❀• Bedside Nurse •❀• Homemaker Birthday: July 11 Gender: Female Relatives: Gunter (Husband) Katerina (Daughter)* Personality: Shy •❀• Bubbly •❀• Optimistic Hobbies: Crafting •❀• Gardening •❀• Baking Age: 21 (when she first meets Gunter) •❀• 36 (at death)
A Nohrian commoner whose known the kingdom's southern mountain range and neighbouring valleys her entire life, Lorah was a recognizable resident of her town even though she kept to herself. Learning the basics of herbal remedies from a young age, she would split her time between tending to the fields and easing the woes of the sick. In adulthood, she would chance upon meeting a Nohrian Great Knight during her town's annual spring festival. The couple's engagement, after seven years of courting, had become one of the most highly anticipated moments amongst the townsfolk.
*NOT the Nohrian Queen. I named their kid before I realized what Xander's mom's name was and by that point I was already ATTACHED (tell me Caterpillar is not the cutest nickname). So now the reason they share a name is lore relevant (which is a part of this fic!).
divider by saradika
#fire emblem fates#feif#fe14#gunter#yeah sure this can go in his tag#fire emblem oc#paranoid over tagging her as an oc cuz. she does exist in canon. but also. canon gave us nothing!#i'd like to consider it free real estate for oc development purposes#also cuz if intsys ever does decide to publish details about gunter's family i would say:#what do you mean. i've been letting his family live rent free in my head for almost a decade.#ANYWAYS YES SHE'S A RED HEAD. who do you think i am. /of course/ im gonna make her a red head.#things about me: gunter i am also attracted to your wife. therefore: she is a red head. case closed.#HER LITTLE COWLICK I LOVE IT SO MUUUUUUUCH#also dash gave me the behind the scenes info that she and Leigh have the same eye colour AHA#sorry gunter you are bound by a cosmic fate to fall in love with a certain eye colour#this will come up in a future fic. im sure. the freckled shoulders are already going to >:3c#oh yes if anyone else is curious. i did in fact sit down and map out a timeline to get her age how i wanted it.#by my calculations gunter would have been ~28. they have approx. 15 years together before everything falls apart#their long courtship is important to me okay#anyways to end this off. MISS LORAH I LOVE YOUUUUU beautiful woman who has been baking in my head for over 7 years.#I am taking good care of your husband don't you worry!! the old man is getting all the love he needs#god I wish she could have seen him as an old man. GOD. I work so hard cuz I'm loving him for her and me!!!!!!#gunter (fates)#lorah (oc)#fef#gunter's family
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Hellooooo Alien Isolation fandom, good to see all 14 of us again
Hey so I had another super fun definitely lighthearted and not sad idea about our dearly beloveds Amanda Ripley and Christopher Samuels
Consider this:
An alternate reality, where Ripley dies (before Samuels ever gets to the Apollo reformat chamber, but after Taylor is already injured and things are quickly getting further out of control), and in his concern over not hearing from Ripley for a long time, Samuels makes the decision to go look for her in the last place she told him she was in. As he searches he feels an anxiety that he’s never known before. He tells himself she’s fine, likely hiding from the Joes or the Alien itself. But then he finds her, bloodied and unresponsive in a corner and feels his entire system freeze up. He feels a strange and desperate urge to check her pulse even though he can tell from here that she’s dead. She’s dead. No, this wasn’t supposed to happen. This was supposed to be quick, in and out, just like Verlaine had said. But now, now the one time he makes a personal decision to help someone, he damns them instead. The story of a young girl, losing her mother under mysterious circumstances and searching for her for 15 years had spoken to him and for the first time in his life, he had wanted to make a difference in someone else’s. He suddenly finds himself in front of a gurney, where he’s moved Amanda’s body so she won’t be left to rot on the cold metal floor. He also finds he can’t move, eyes glued to hers, which in turn are fixed on a point no one else can ever see.
“I’m so sorry, Amanda. I only wanted to help.”
And he stays there beside her, unwilling to leave her. He knows they have no chance without her anyway. There’s nothing for him to return to. No point in returning to his post even if he could. He’s failed to recover the Nostromo’s flight recorder unit, but more importantly, far more importantly - to him anyways - he’s caused the death of the one person he had wanted to help. So he remains there, beside her, as the ship continues to disintegrate and tear itself apart around them, the screams, gunfire, explosions, and alien shrieks all slowly being drowned out by his own thoughts:
I failed her. I failed her. I failed her.
#:)#hope u all enjoyed cuz I know I sure didn’t <3#I’m watching a no commentary playthrough rn and have played some more of it myself recently#and idk. this idea popped into my head#honestly this idea has probably already been done before but hopefully it’s at least a new take on it lmfaooo#anywaaayyy#amanda ripley#christopher samuels#ripuels#alien#alien isolation#alien: isolation
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spoilers for Finale - Part 2 of When The Dawn Breaks made by @cedar-scented-soap
(if you haven't read it I highly recommend you go do that :3)
so, I was reading it and had a vision, a meme that I could make. but then I realized that I'd need visual design concepts for the Big Three, so I decided to have a go at it myself >:3
starting with One!
now, you may notice that I've yet again forgotten to give a character from wtdb their wings. and I've actually noticed it back when I was doing lineart, but couldn't fit it in nicely, so just imagine they're there. I'll probably make the wing designs into another post, but we'll see
and ngl, I started writing out my thoughts on design choices, but I have too many of those for this post, so I shall hold myself back :,) (if even just ONE (1) person asks me about those I'm writing a whole damn essay)
#finishing off my WIPs one by one#I started working on this like a couple hours after the chapter went up ;-;#and all this time the big three have been rotating in my head like a bunch of rotisserie chickens#maybe once I'm done with all the designs imma make a microwave edit of them /hj#lycoris draws#wtdb#wtdb fanart#hermitblr#hermitcraft#fanart#hopefully I'll have Two ready before next chapter comes out phfphfhphfjh#cuz my ideas for him are even less concrete than for One when I started out
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Sorry for the plain background. Didn't know what else to do for it, lol
#dialtown if you squint#/j#dialtown tobias moore#dialtown emmett moore#went with normie heads for this one cuz it#wouldnt have made sense otherwise#since tobias has a camera head#and his father had a phone head#which was intentional!#on both tobias' and my part#he has daddy issues if that wasnt already clear#he HATES his father#but he sees him in himself so much#especially when everyone told him he looked like his father growin up#also just to clarify#his father wasnt a very good person#he was a very spiteful and angry man who took his frustration out on others#dialtown oc#dialtown ocs#theres more to this photo if you look closely btw#=]#he hates lookin in the mirror because he can see his father lookin back#but its better than not bein able to look in the mirror at all like before
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Literally just woke up to my cuboard having collapsed over my head. Didn't even wake up due to the impact, I think. Just to my sister coming into my room with both the cuboard and books, boxes and stuff on the floor and were my head was resting because she heard the crash a room over.
I have a bit of a headache right now, but otherwise I think I'm fine. Tho I don't know what's funnier: us having gotten someone to fix that thing literally less than a week ago and it already collapsing or the fact that said collapse couldn't even wake me up despite very likely having hit me and trashed my tiny room. Hurray to being alive, but what the fuck.
#momento rambles#this is something i've always been worried about happening after it got reattached to the wall again#i would choose to sleep with my head on the opposite side like i should if it didn’t decrease my chance of hearing my alarm in the morning#then again considering this shit didn’t manage to wake me properly i might just be cooked on that front all together huh#it didn't bash my skull in during my sleep like i was paranoid about so the winner is me but still ouch. that alarm might not be worth it#now that i think about it i kinda remember feeling like something had attacked me and a semi distant sounding crashing noise near me#but wasn't awake enough to tell if it was real or not. now that i'm unfortunately awake i can see it wasn't just my imagination#i was too deep in the soushin trenches tonight apparently cuz is that normal to just unconsciously shrug off 💀#anyway i need to bring my brothers to school so i'm going back to sleep and hope my phone alarm will have a better shot at waking me XD#don't mind me just writin down how 2024 tried to assassinate me before i can cross the finish line that is 2025 at like 1AM before i forget
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Wait shit so THAT is The Book in the Aaravos posters and why they were all themed after the 6 sources?? And why the Key was there and glowing?
#im sorry if someone already realized this it just clicked in my head while driving home from work#tdp s6#tdp s6 spoilers#tdp#deadass while driving home my brain got so busy processing some stuff from this season and making sense of things that i just turned off#the podcast i was listening to and started talking out loud about all of it#mainly the backstory with aaravos and his daughter and if she gave a human star magic or dark magic or a different source of primal magic#or if SHE was the first person to give a human dark magic but that doesnt really seem likely because she seemed to innocent for that#could she give them star magic? or another source? did some humans get primal magic from her or other startouch elves?? are they powerful#enough to do that?? if so. damn.#idk i wonder if she gave a human star magic and then aaravos created dark magic and gave it to humans as a revenge for what the startouch#elves did to leola. cuz he didnt seem like a bad person before leola was killed. he seemed happy! i wonder if he gave dark magic to humans#after creating it cuz he was devastated at the loss of his daughter. he did cry for 100 years anyway#i could see him making dark magic in response to that grief and passing it to humans to cause chaos. which could work cuz if leola gave a#human dark magic and was seen by the dragon prince- WAIT. WHAT was sol's other name again?!????! was HE the dragon prince who saw leola give#magic to a human???? and then many years later as the dragon king he was permanently disabled by dark magic from ziard???? and thats why#aaravos hates him cuz he got leola killed????!?!?!? fuck man theres been so much bouncing around in my head since i watched the season this#morning and now that im off work its all bouncing around even more. i need to watch the season again omg. at least start it again tonight#may be too tired to truly appreciate it tho. but i still might#im 100% gonna go see if the names match up for sol regem to be said dragon prince cuz thats itching at my head#or im just insane and not remembering it right who knows lol#oh god man this season had so much crammed in it
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I love it when I'm not actually as invested in something as others are yet I'll still spend. 10+ hours just watching content about it cuz I still have to know about it like I might not have brain rot or anything but I gotta have that info in my brain
#I mean in general it takes a lot to really catch my attention#like I like lots and lots of media#constantly looking around for new stuff to invest my time in#and when I find smth I will go over it a lot if it's cool enough#but like to ACTUALLY hook me with literal brain worms it has to be SOO specific#in a way idk how to even really explain#like the list of things that'll hook me almost INSTANTLY if I start looking @ them again is like#WoY. NoN. i.i. and uhhh Dano :] if u read this far that mod is in my pinned ^^#I really like the mod a LOT and got them brain rotting worms in my head for em#atm I'm trying to branch out and keep up with new media. catch up or rewatch old media etc etc#so it's distracting me from any specific brain rot atm cuz I'm so all over the place but yeah!#Indigo Park is cool :] I do really like Rambley a lot but I'll have to see more if him and more of the game in the future#before it really makes anything in my brain I think#OH Secret Squirrel is a new one that's really got me but I'm staying away from that FREAK bcuz I'm not normal abt him#plus there's only like 13 episodes but tbf I'VE WORKED WITH LESS#I'm like the master of getting invested in the most obscure shit possible man
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Phew. Yesterday was long
We got stuck in university bcoz they blocked the gates and cancelled the bus routes cuz of a fight and shooting that got a student killed. Not only the gates but all the roads outside were also jammed due to this and everyone in was stuck for the time till the mess was managed and roads cleared up hours later
It's strange to think that these kinda happening don't really surprise anyone in my uni . Even I wasn't surprised when I learned the news, news of fights and someone getting injured are that common here, mostly the doing of those student political parties here
Also, I returned home at night. Left at sunrise, returned at night
Long and stressful day 😮💨
#mom was anxious all day n she didn't know why. my brother was at the spot when this whole thing happened. he's lucky he got on internal bus#moments before the mess broke out and spread#that happened at 2pm#the routes finally reopened at 5.#literally everyone was stuck#to the point that ppl stuck in traffic jams decided to get to their destinations from eithin the uni#not knowing it was the source of it all.#and then they got stuck inside too#i love my university but sometimes. sometimes#still i admire their crisis management. they immediately out a lockdown and secured the buses cuz buses could be targeted#and prevented everyone from heading to the source#i remember the staff of my department was so worried for the safety of whoever was still in department after conducting exams & hadn't left
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why are pet fees so goddamn expensive
#i mean its a one time fee#but still 350 is ridiculous#is refundable though so thats nice#and once again i had to choose a different city#which is a bummer#but it is one of the places my friend recommended#so at least i know it's nice#and its not AS close to the city as bellingham#but given the situation at hand i can sacrifice my ideal town for another one#its still a coastal town#and theres a port for the ferry which means i can still go to bellingham whenever so long as its not expensive as fuck#worst case scenario heading to vancouver#cuz i guess you can cross the boarder and go shopping with no sales tax#but thats literally last resort#this is so fucking frustrating i had an apartment lined up and everything#i literally planned on paying for it while still living in pa just to secure it until i could get out there#i have no idea how im gonna afford this shit now#i have less than a year to fix all the financial damage done in these past few weeks before i can even start putting money aside again#and theres not a chance in hell im asking those assholes for help after last night#they can properly get fucked with all their holier than though martyrdom bullshit
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actually scratch that. i take back what i said about leo mainly bc odin’s goofy little ówò faces ARE adorable in it and made up about 70% of the reason i now consider the fates manga peak content even if it is sadly only 16 chapters </3
yeah honestly like i know leo was the most popular fates character but i j kinda assumed this was written well before that poll came out so i was kinda surprised?? but from what i skimmed through (and i did read a few scenes in full) its actually rly interesting to hear it from his perspective and i think its p cool especially cuz it might build off of the leo centric drama cd (MAYBE. i dont actually know im gonna have to relisten to that and then read this) but hes j a funky guy. though i also appreciate the scenes with more xander focus bc 1) laslow and 2) hes just kinda like. LIKE HES SOOOO “dont say anything bad about king garon even though hes the worst guy in the history of guys and kills—not just kills but MURDERS people” like why are we thinking like this buddy. ur sooo interesting lets talk about that!!
#asks#but yeah i like it so far :)#in general i think both xander and leo needed more focus in fates as a whole#so this is really nice even if i spent most of my time skimming it looking for the awakening trio#SELENA GOT LIKE. ONE PANEL OF HER FUCKING FACE IM SO MAD#but yeah ik fates is dead and gone but more xander would be nice i agree#i used to be a xander hater way back when it was kinda funny#but man. hes just so… like theres so many things in that stupid little head of his hes come around on me and im not even sure when#now i just wish fates did more with him cuz like. his loyalty to his country vs his morals is such a fun conflict for him#and the fact that he often prioritizes that loyalty is sooo… ur soo wrong babe but u look SOOO GOOD lets chat. come on. COME ONN#but also its like leo has mc energy written all over him i get the choice#i think he shouldve been a bigger player in conquest like i think his issues with xander shouldve been a bigger plot point#and not just shoved to the side in supports like its so.#i need to stop before this gets to long (it already is) but man. nohr sibs. love em <3
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dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....
#they made them address the thank you note to me and everything ajskfjfkfb. i didnt know they were cheating at the time but wow...#every time i break out my sticker collection and see them im reminded of it. but i cant throw out the stickers theyre deltarune ones 😭#like they were a rly cool artist.... just unfortunate that happened 💀#the drama was insane. my ex only wanted to sleep with them but they (other person) wanted them to break up with me so they could date#but my ex dumped them rly harshly for suggesting that i guess 'romantic' cheating was a step too far even for them lmaooo#i heard abt their breakup secondhand and god could they be cruel sometimes. they made fun of the sex theyd had w them#to all their mutual friends n everything i actually felt so bad for the other person when i found out. at least our breakup wasnt that bad#i only finally got that cruel side of them directed towards me like a year after when they wanted us to stop being friends#but yeah. its also funny in a way bc my ex only suggested i had adhd bc the other person did too + struggled a lot with rsd#which i guess they found out when they broke up with them. and then looked at that and thought huh my gf is kind of similar...#and this was like. 2 years before i even considered i had adhd myself and sought diagnosis ahdkfidjcjdjfjfjfkdbfnf#this made me go look the other persons art page up on instagram + then i recognised some of their friends/flatmates art pages and i found#their (my exs that is) grad year film which is still being shown at animation festivals... good for them good for them#i dont think they have an art page themselves tho cuz they were always v shy and weird abt sharing art on social media#like everyone else except them is tagged on things... shame i wouldve liked to see what they were making now. even if we're not friends#also one of their old roommates made some REALLY similar squid game fanart to mine like a month after i posted it huh..#not mad abt it or anything i think its cool i just didnt realise they showed my art to their friends. thats cute#ah this was years ago anyway. getting my head out of the rabbit hole#im gonna go play some elden ring and then maybe do smth fun in my sketchbook we shall seeee#.diaries
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