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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 7 months ago
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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panicsimss Ā· 29 days ago
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paintaya Ā· 6 months ago
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hi everypony :3
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revenantghost Ā· 2 months ago
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So with my Momā€™s cancer being back, my own health stuff, and everything else going on, Iā€™m not sure Iā€™ll be able to be the most active in this round of bookclub (and I do have a lot of words muted and stuff hidden because of mental health and streamlining things and Tumblr's an ass about showing posts sometimesā€”so if I miss a post, please donā€™t take it personally!). ): It honestly makes me super upset
But I really hope that everyone has a good time and I canā€™t wait to see what people cook up! <3 Last time was SO MUCH FUN it makes me a little nervous about living up to those expectations aksjdkajsn But as long as someone has a good time, that's what counts :3
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komsomolka Ā· 2 months ago
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GIGGLING AND KICKING MY LEGS. bet grrm didn't like that whole rhaenyra's maid alicent bullshit eitheršŸ¤­
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varyathevillain Ā· 1 year ago
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you know what I really like in season 2? how Jim Jimenez, who was not exactly part of the comedy in S1, which was most probably the reason why Blackbeard got them into the new crew in the last episode of S1... is now hamming it up as much as they can.
they used to be the silent support (posing as literally silent, mute) of the crew, someone who'd be on the fringes of both conflicts and comedic situations. and then, when Jim realises what exactly the good old days were to them, things they miss, the stories Stede told... they re-enact the wooden boy story the best they could. bring up the "toxic environment" to Izzy, refuse to let good things go, don't run from them, kiss Archie when she allows, ham it up with jokes and needlings, have a curly moustache drawn onto them and are the life of the party, and then Jim's the one to help Olu out with his new romantic partner. you'd think S1!Jim would be called "nosy interferer"? personally, wouldn't think so.
as much as we call a certain other character "person amongst Muppets", Jim Jimenez had also escaped their own genre, of "Hispanic revenge thriller", into queerness and acceptance of it wholeheartedly. with Jim being themselves, nonbinary and poly and breaking as many stereotypes as they can.
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kneelingshadowsalome Ā· 7 months ago
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What's your opinion about "Maybe you're not what I need but you're everything I've always wanted" with your Konig interpretation? I have so many mixed feelings about it. This line it's been in my mind and I'd like to know because I love your stories, I always feel my heart bleeding in the best way possible
Yes Iā€™m thinking about a toxic/unrequited love scenario, a mismatch of two completely different soulsā€¦ ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Some brief lust and excitement brought you on a date with him, and he was so excited he only looked at his hands when he talked. His nose was runny because of allergy season, and his jokes were awful, his rehearsed little nods a little too enthusiastic when it was your turn to talk.
In other words: he was a hot mess, bangable only when gagged, and you werenā€™t sure if you should just let him fuck you and be done with itā€¦ or if you should kindly let him down and excuse yourself before things got any worse.
His muscles and his height really worked for him though, and you ended up in his bed. Ended up riding him until he looked like he was about to fall in love with you, and you just wanted to put a bag over his head... Thatā€™s way too much desperation for your taste, but unfortunately, youā€™re wrong if you think this man is stupid. He sees that tiny disgusted glint in your eye; he knows that look of female yuck and pity all too well.
He wants to hate you for it, but canā€™t, so he exacts his revenge in other ways... Lies that heā€™s seeing other women on the side when you discreetly ask about itā€”since when did you agree on having an actual relationship? Sure, heā€™s up for it, if you areā€¦ He just needs to cut off some tiesā€¦
You only pull away in shame; that creepy ogre has been shagging other girls while youā€™ve devoted yourself solely to him, maybe playing hard to get, sure, indecisive whether you should call this thing off or not. The sex is good, his tired puppy eyes kind of cute, the awkward cuddles something youā€™ve now grown used to. But his recent casual statement makes you nearly choke on your own heart.
Here you thought he was your adoring beast, your cruel outcast, your own big little pet, needy for some pussy, love and attentionā€¦ Turns out youā€™ve been played the fool, and Kƶnig only asks if you want it from the back like yesterday.
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rainbowpufflez Ā· 7 months ago
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ā€œIf I could go back, one thing I would do / Try to unravel, cut down, and unscrew / The first double helix that links me to youā€
Wow, get a load of these guys. Whatā€™s wrong with them?
Also song inspo if anyone would like it! Itā€™s where the top quote is from!
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nottoxicfr Ā· 1 year ago
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The idea of Ky suppressing his Gear Cells through his Catholic Willpower is so incredible to me. RIP to Sol Badguy and the scientific breakthrough of Gear Suppression devices but if Ky Kiske woke up with a tail he would just make it go away
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mymitochondriaforpresident Ā· 1 year ago
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Simon Eriksson is a beautiful character and deserves all the good things in this world plus more.
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wyfy-meltdown Ā· 6 months ago
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My favourite part of Nagisa's sidestory is when Nagisa, Yuu, and Inui had a lovely tea party with Nagisa's homemade cheesecake and emotional support for Inui to break up with her shitty boyfriend and emotional support for Nagisa dealing with her shitty mom's death and nothing bad happened!
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pageofheartdj Ā· 12 days ago
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You know it's annoying how people accept gender being a complex thing. How the way you identify and the way you present are not the same. How complicated and fluid your gender can be.
And then turn around and deny ALL of it for sexuality. That sexuality is binary and strict.
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starthelostboys Ā· 1 year ago
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it's actually really funny that dwayne, marko, and paul barely have any characterization or lines and up until the end of the movie are really just there to make david look a little less pathetic while he desperately tries to get michael to fuck him
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beeceit Ā· 3 months ago
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me: tumblr for you tab, please. I know I like batman and stalk the tim drake tag, but I do NOT wanna see x reader stuff. there's too many tags to blog and I don't have the energy for that. just show me ANYTHING ELSE PLEASE
tumblr for you tab: I got you king! jaytim and ooc brutalia
me: ....this is hell, I'm in hell, you're the devil
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scarefox Ā· 10 months ago
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iconic šŸ˜Œ
no time for rude bishes in this economy
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bonefall Ā· 1 year ago
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I know you're keeping Clear Sky as an antagonist (and he's very compelling as one in your rewrite), but I'm curious: if you absolutely had to give him a redemption arc, how would you go about it? (Besides not fridging his sister and wives, of course.)
If I was forced to give Clear Sky a redemption arc I'd slip a femur right out of my legmeat and beat someone to death with it
I'd never write a redemption arc for him, ever. It would be a completely different character.
Clear Sky's redemption arc is not even an idea worth considering; This an extremely consistent abusive family member who drives the entire plot, a predator who will leverage the love people have for him, whose defining characteristic is that he dresses up his megalomania as "Just Trying to Protect Everyone"
And I'd give that up?! for what?
I'd rewrite the whole plot, JUST like how the writers did with TWO born evil foreigner villains so their story wouldn't get boring, so I could prove the he could be a good boy if he wanted to? WHY?
It's doing the same thing the Erins do, totally uninterested in the story of his victims to write yet another plot centered around the pain of an abusive man.
Elder Bones is disappointed in you if you even think about it, actually. I am holding the femurbone in my hand as we speak. I'm gonna GETCHA
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