#crying during sex by ethel cain

[glittergroovy]

crying during sex - ethel cain

[grotesquism]

[heliosheart]

Audibly gasped at the opening of season nine!!! 💔💔💔

[ethelcain-songs]

Crying During Sex Ethel Cain

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues When I take you and your brother in the back pew Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

I lied when I said I didn’t want you In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night

If I want you like I said I’d never do I would hold my breath and sit down next to you Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you And right now I need you I don’t know what happened I don’t know what happened I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming Something everlasting

Time drags on I hate him for the time he’s gone I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years I’ve been here too long I forgot what stop means Either I drink it or the boat sinks It’s easy for him to get out of me What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love

And I could love you if I tried And I’m trying I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying

[leavemeslowly]

I don’t know what happened

I don’t know what happened

I was young and sweet

And then something happened

Something overwhelming, something everlasting

Ethel Cain, Crying During Sex

[hardporcelainheart]

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues, as I take you and your brother in the back pews.

[jessaerys]

I scroll through your entire art tag at least once a day 😭 it's so lovely I must consume your style

THANK YOU........ here's a tiny preview for a thing that may or may not get posted

[camwillows]

"like i'm a river worth waiting"

first time posting myself on here feeling nervous (don't fatshame me plz it's cause of the clothes)

[degradangel]

crying during crying during sex

[glittergroovy]

crying during sex - ethel cain

[grotesquism]

[pesticidio]

quote from crying during sex by ethel cain (unrealesed)

[ethelcain-songs]

Crying During Sex (Demo) Ethel Cain

I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues When I take you and your brother in the back pew Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through

I lied when I said I didn’t want you In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to

Two drowning coals won’t ever light But when I'm cold, you’ll warm the night

Time drags on I hate him for the time he’s gone I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years I’ve been here too long I forgot what stop means Either I drink it or the boat sinks It’s easy for him to get out of me What I’ve been praying will get out of me

Will I always be crying during sex with you I think about it when you're dreaming and it's Quiet, lying next to you Kissing through the screen at the back door Just like i asked for And i swear on my life that when it hurts you know i'm good for it Do you ever want to die so bad you'd fall in love for it

[motherscain]

(two drowning coals won’t ever light, but if i ask you to, you’ll warm the night.)

[leeahl]

the very moment when something drastically went wrong in my organism and led me to depressive period that i remember in parts, constant phantom pain that lasted more than a year and painful attempt to force myself to exist in the moment feels like:

“i dont know what happened, i dont know what happened. i was young and sweet, and then something happened. something overwhelming, something everlasting”

[this-world-of-beautiful-monsters]

i’m trying, i’m trying, i'm trying