#crying and throwing up though lol
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👋🥲💜🏴☠️
#hi my loves#absolutely DYING with work rn#the busiest it’s been since early december or so#so my energy is just like 📉📉📉#and i wasn’t even supposed to work today after working most of yesterday#but i am ✨working today✨ 😍#so y’know lol ✨SUFFERING✨#but hello i live bitch#and i love y’all so much and hope you’re doing alright#i guess on the plus side:#CANT BE SAD ABOUT OFMD IF IM SMASHED INTO THE BEDROCK BY WORK SKDJWJ 😭😭😭#CANT BE SAD WHEN YOU CANT EVEN THINK ✌️😵💫#crying and throwing up though lol
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i'm back on my bullshit (hyperfixating on doomed fictional gay dumbasses again). anyways. poor shoko, girlie deserved better
#drawing#small artist#character art#ink drawing#traditional art#my art#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#jjk gojo#jjk geto#jjk shoko#jjk nanami#jjk haibara#jjk satosugu#gege when i catch you gege#poor shoko though seriously shes been though enough#screaming crying throwing up at 3am over satosugu breakup#lol#tw jjk spoilers
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Saying that non-conforming female characters don't face as much misogyny as their "feminine" counterparts is so funny cause literally the misogyny in their treatment is more overt because they aren't staying "in their place" like men think they should. The disdain for women + misogynistic societal ideals are so much more blatant in male characters interacting with these women. Countless times they are, in essence, told they need to sit down, shut up, and know their place but somehow that translates into them having "masculine privilege". I can only assume that people with this take haven't actually read the books and only get their information from second-hand sources.
#Men actually love it when the group they're oppressing doesn't conform with their restrictive measures that's exactly how things work 🙄#George saying that his non-conforming female characters were outcasts was really just overkill cause this is explicitly stated in the books#It's such a stupid take to have or try to argue cause there's literally no basis for it anywhere in the books#the inherit misogyny in othering women for not conforming to a misogynistic and patriarchal society though...I have to laugh#Coming from the so-called feminists in fandom make a career of throwing female characters under the bus to prop up their faves#Brienne literally gets told not to go crying if she gets raped because she's asking for it by /acting like a man/#and her mistreatment by both genders for her looks and behavior is well documented in her POV and those who interact with her#Asha gets denied her claim for being a women and repeatedly treated like an idiot for pushing for it anyways#Arya is an outcast in her own family and her behavior is lamented by her father mother and sister lol#I would just really like to know where this supposed privilege comes in??? where is it actually at??#cause it doesn't get them better treatment...better access to their claims...security from being assaulted...so where exactly is it?#just another fandom idea that can never be backed up but people treat like an absolute fact anways#obligatory this isn't me that feminine female characters don't face misogyny cause people love misinterpreting my points#asoiaf#brienne of tarth#asha greyjoy#arya stark#daenerys targaryen#fandom nonsense
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Some people will never ask for your side of the story because the side they hear fits the description of how they want to feel about you.
#sadgirl#im sad and tired#im screaming inside my head#i'm sad#sad boy#sad but true#sad thoughts#help my brain#screaming crying throwing up#sorry lol#its true#true story#true and honest#facts#seriously though#true
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one of my favourite character relationship dynamics, platonic romantic or anything, is when two characters are absolutely the bestest of best friends and when one is hurt or something the other will scream and cry and wail and explode and when the other is in danger then the first one will go on some kind of silent terminator-esque rampage about it. besties (do no separate)
#i havent watched more than season 3 of x files but i rewatched season 2 recently#and that entire season along with the first half of season 3 (where i am now LOL) have been entirely this#literally like. mulders the screaming crying throwing up type and scullys the terminator one#its awesome#another far less obvious and possibly less intentional example but recently ive been reading some villainess manwha called#a villainess no more and like. the romance is kinda sweet and gentle and cute and all but like#i kind of really loved in the early parts where they kinda just became besties at first sight#like bro......they are BEST FRIENDS#rn in the story ive gotten to the point where theyre best friends And lovers which is sweet#its interesting though normally im a huge sap who loves romance in like everything but like...i kinda preferred them just as besties?#not something that happens to me often (nothing wrong with purely platonic relationships im just a romantic dweeb)#(theres exceptions of course. speaking of scully and mulder i like them best not as romantic or platonic but a secret third thing)#(theyre relationship is: scully and mulder. you know. thats their relationship status)#but this is a case where i really loved the platonic married besties dynamic a LOT#are there any comics or something about two besties being married platonically. maybe im craving something i never knew i craved#besties wedding. besties wedding#but i guess its no surpirse that i love besties dynamics if you remember all my complaints about certain routes in certain sengoku era otog#i think shingens route should have had more goofing around. i think mc and shingen should have become besties before romance#sometimes i cant buy romance unless they become best friends first. become BUDDIES before u put a ring on it#if that makes sense. who knows what im talking about. hold your besties real close tonight.....for me#(a transparent version of me smiling is overlayed over the night sky before i fade away into stardust)
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what are your interests that aren’t yakuza
uhm. a lot !!! I think !!!
#snap chats#dont think its a surprise to say i love sonic. i dont post bout it anywhere but i do very much love sonic#and kirby !!!! i love kirby .... and like. other videogames 💀#i like talking about comics with my bro. we rewatched all the xmen movies since i was leaving for college and that was funny#i get legal rights to mention that today cause someone did a minedai ver of a lipstick ad james mcavoy and michael fassbender were in#i did scream and cry when i saw it. btw. its bookmarked in my heart and on my twitter but moving on#dragonball's alright. i GUESS. i GUESS i like dragonball ... i havent been keepin up with it but daima's droppin oct 11th so i heard#maybe i oughta go back to reading manga .. thatd mean i go into a bookstore again vjaLKAJ#i also like reading :) but i dont exactly make fanart for reading jvELKVJA#SO FUNNY THO my library was giving away free dupe books and i know the librarian scared of me walking away with two piles#lets just get back to videogames that was easier. i like metroid :) gonna throw up when MP4 comes out#though. VERY funny that they didnt remaster MP2 and MP3 for the switch before but whaddya gonna do i'll live#metroid fusion is real fun ...... i really like metroid fusion ... yk maybe i dont have a lot of interests#MEGAMAN I LOVE MEGAMAN and resident evil …… capcom gang ……. ace attorney omg them too 😩#i always think AA is sega but no its not. criminal but it does mean phoenix wright shows up in MVC so thats alright ig#at least not. franchise? interests? like i like sports and Reading As I Said but i aint bloggin bout that#yeah idk. 'what are yuor other interests' is such an odd question cause i HAVE other interests i just dont think about it#yk. unless i have a blog for it LOL but for most of these i dont#but yeah i guess. theres that !!!!!! its like 1AM im definitely excluding things i like but vjlaekvjaeklJVELAKJ
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i think if i tried hard enough i could be an ocguy. if i really tried
#bobtalk#i like my ocs!!! (theyre more vibes based than anything) (whenever i get art of them i throw up crying happy)#...........but i like never draw them lmao#but making newer. slightly less just vibes based ocs has been fun...still not good at designing though >_< lmao. my range is pretty small#have my cake (ocs ive had for Years that im emotionally attached to) and eat it too (new guys with more solid details/lore lmao)#i should work more on developing a wider range for sure ngl. also get my shit more consistent. and also <- he has much to learn re:art#(when i have more free time...! please........)#by the way. if i could instantly beam any skill into myself. it would be writing. because lol. lmao even. but we ball!!!#things that looking on artfight will have a guy pondering. indeed#(got some schoolwork done today....a lot left to go before the semester's over but...! progress...! urghgh! goodnight now<3)
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It's funny how my psychiatrist and psych nurses are all so supportive about my as of yet undiagnosed physical issues and do their best to keep those in mind when we discuss my care. Meanwhile GP and qualified doctors either tell me to "not compare my googling to their medical degree" or go all "yeah EDS sounds quite likely actually but there's no point diagnosing that since it cannot be cured anyway"
#the fact that eds + pots + fibromyalgia ALL run in the family doesnt matter apparently#throwback to last year when visiting that side and someone not even related who was there took ONE look at me and sibling and went#''omg you really ARE related!!!'' after they saw our fucked up overy bendy joints#i guess i have to pay for having unusually good psychiatric care compared to most lmaoooo#would have been lovely to know whats wrong though before the painful surgeries#im incoherent cause my pulse started racing to the point i couldnt form words or even stand#its calmed down now but i feel so distraught over recovering from psychosis finally#only for my body to break down even more#i dont know how to not feel despair and hopelessness#im so tired of the pain and exhaustion and not being able to do even basic things#so tired of staring at my ceiling so often because i cant even lift my head#i should make a specific whining tag because i should shut up about this but i cant#idk what itd be thougy im too sad and upset rn#im sorry#silvi talks#<- can at least block that if tired of my yapping#im open for tag name suggestions#maybe ''silvi is crying screaming throwing up'' lol#idk
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You guys don't know how wrong it feels to be Halloween and be into masked men, everytime I see a Ghost (Simon), Michael Mayers or Ghost (Scream) costume the only thing I can imagine is getting fucked at a party or anywhere by them.
Them grabbing me by my throat and telling me how of a good girl I am for being their little cum dumpster.
Them spreading my legs and inserting all the length inside of the wet pussy that's already ready and waiting for them to use.
Them leaving me unable to walk after the hardest fuck I've received in all my fucking life. Overestimated, creampied, and clenching pussy because of them.
#crying and throwing up#fanfiction#call of duty#lol#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#halloween#masked#masked men#hornyposting#seriously though#just thinking#imagine#scream movie#ghost#michael myers#i need therapy
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honestly it's crazy that pierre isn't alpine's lead driver. lol (through gritted teeth)
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But I know that this? This is nice
#screaming crying throwing up#so annoyed I didn't dye my clothes red though lol#bg3 spoilers#yes this was worth back tracking 7 hours of game play
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''I'm not like other americans I wear skirts tee-hee'' everyone wears skirts lol you're not special
I'm special, everyone says so. 🩷
#It really is just yoga pants and jeans/slacks in the city though#More and more girls are starting to wear skirts lately though which is really cute#And honestly I got mildly picked up for only wearing skirts when I was in middle/high school which is silly but it's kind of rare here#Mostly I just hate how pants feel tbh#And I don't like the looks lol I tried to wear yoga pants to work once and an old man took a picture of my butt while I was grabbing a drin#The camera shutter went off and everything I wanted to throw up and cry and never wore them again#Long skirts hide your form more so I only wear tiny ones or pants when I'm out with my fiancé and men can't be creepy
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convinced a friend to read dungeon meshi a little bit ago and tonight i’ve convinced them to read skip to loafer after im a god among men
#YAAAAHOO !!!!#they’re gonna love stl. can’t wait for them to scream and cry and throw up about it#first they have to finish dunmeshi though lol#mine
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anyways learning more abt Zevlor's betrayal and yea ok ig the tiefs are valid to hate his ass u_u just learned they were getting dismembered bit by bit out there while he was failing his saving throw. Super glad all the kids made it though that's something
#this doesn't change any of my feelings about the man himself though i'd still forgive him in a heartbeat#Calli too I mean damn#Calliope just had her durge scene with isobel and then karlach back at camp#so she was crying pissing throwing up etc#finds out from the tiefs that Zevlor basically had his durge scene but failed the throws LOL#it's bad out there but these bitches are made for each other i swear#this isn't even headcanon territory this is all canon but i'm tagging it for refs sake#Zevlor Headcanon Factory
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They lose respect in you because you're too forgiving
#sadgirl#i'm sad#im sad and tired#im screaming inside my head#sad boy#sad but true#sad thoughts#help my brain#screaming crying throwing up#sorry lol#true though#its true#to many thoughts
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little brothers and their will to #slay, man </3
#while yes yes this post technically does apply to the simp bros i wanna cry about my own bro in the tags so you have been warned~?#so to start off my monthly existential crisis rant i just wanna say that… i’m so so soo envious of my bro. like to a really unhealthy extent#he’s tall enough to reach the top shelves. i can barely touch them if i jump. he has so many friends and even a gf. i have 0 irl friends.#he is able to sit in one spot and focus on his studies. i can’t even sit down for a full half hour to *eat* without getting up to take a nap#he’s learning how to drive. i can’t. he was admitted into university. i wasn’t. he’s able to find what he likes and stick to it. i can’t.#like mannn. he thrived in the course he chose in tertiary education while i lost my passion for it in the middle of my first year.#he’s good at picking up everything he tries (puzzle cubes; bball; you name it he’s good at it) while i’m just. bad at everything i try lol#he’s very good at his studies (aside from languages) and sports. i’m not good at anything at all.#he gets told that he has a great sense of humour. i’m just. boring and annoying. lolllll#he’s super sociable and he has good relations with pretty much every single family member (sans me). i’m not in contsct with most of the fam#heck he was pretty much the favourite from the moment he was born. his baby pics still get brought up from time to time bc of how cute he is#(granted it’s bc he looks like a bby m*ch*l*n man (like the tire company mascot) and he’s super cute in them but still)#and he’s also a guy and content with being a guy which is just… not fair y’knowwww~~~ asian family boy biases and all (cries)#our father pretty much cast me aside once my bro was old enough to hang with him. and even before then the bias was as clear as day. >:(((((#i make the dude mad? i get screamed at and whaccced. bro gets the dude mad? he gets a lesson on how to throw punches instead!!! like wow!!!!#he’s the only one who got to escape any direct physical harm from the guy and yet!!!! he was the 1st one to be singled out for trauma focus#idk if it’s bc of his age back then or whattttt but i can’t believe i had to friggin’ ask my therapist back then for a trauma assessment :(#2015 was a different time… my bro managed to succeed in school while i was rejected from the drama club for being too depressed :((((#but i’m sure my bro has his own share of struggles… and i’m glad that he has a few groups of friends to chill with. really.#but i just can’t help feeling extremely envious of him. i could never tell him any of this though we hardly talk at home lol#and he pretends not to know me when i approach him in public lmfaoooo. i don’t blame him though; i’d do the same if i were to approach me#so yeah. if you read this i’m sorry for being cringefail and bad at everything~~ am i still allowed to pollute your dash~? <3#and also. idk if i’ll be able to continue sischange over this week bc i’ll be handling 2 workstations by meself :( and idk how tired i’ll be#but we’ll see ok~? sorry for having zero time management skills am i still qualified to be a legit adult~?#sunday’s 🧂saltfest🧂
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