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clunkyrobogirl2000 · 8 months ago

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Need like a weight on top of me when I sleep, and no I don’t mean a weighted blanket, I mean I need another person to crush the soul back into my body

#yearning #yearning hours #need a partner who can just use me as a matress #for emotional support #crush the soul back into my body #the body yearns for the human blanket

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literarymerritt · 9 months ago

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Thinking about Them 🥺

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thebirdandhersong · 4 months ago

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Lol

#theres nothing quite like your mother saying Well maybe you shouldve been more careful because now your boss might think youve been flirting #with this male coworker (whom i like splendidly as a friend) and now maybe she thinks youre not trustworthy #and maybe she regrets hiring you because you said you feel like youre making a lot of mistakes this week and she might assume thats because #your head is filled with this boy.#so dont make her regret hiring you.#MA'AM I TOLD YOU I WAS ALREADY ANXIOUS BECAUSE I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES TODAY WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME ASHAMED #OF SOMETHING THAT I HONESTLY HAD NO CLUE I OUGHT TO BE ANXIOUS ABOUT AT MY FIRST NEW JOB AFTER IVE GRADUATED????#anyway going to bed i cant take this anymore LOL she said it so lightly and im like. well i never even considered #being afraid of making my boss regret hiring me somehow because of some kind of behaviour that i had no idea was sending some kind of signal #anywaysssss 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and then she was like why are you crying?? 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀#not to be like this is partly why i didnt want to move home but confound it all why are things like this #can i not simply confide in my mother my anxieties and worriws #worries #and not also have to worry about her potentially being like Well have you considered you ARE right and it IS your fault?#idk man something something firstborn child eldest daughter can i have some room to breathe. please #also not to whine but Not my father walking in on me eating dinner at 10pm because i was holed up #in my room in a semi depressive state after so many gong shows in a work day and straight up having no appetite #but deciding my body needs the food anyway its better late than never.....walking in and then saying #you know if you eat this late you'll gain weight. SIR??????????????????#sorry to complain and rant again i simply cannot in this house and whats more am doing my best to honour my parents #but why is it so hard out here and how can they say stuff like that with a smile!!!!!!!#also i DO have an inner critic who is always like Its your fault you are the worst you should be ashamed always........why do my parents #not understand after knowing me for so long and watching me grow up #that i can make myself so ashamed of the smallest thing so easily and that what they say drives me to shame almost as easily?#ANYWAY LOL WHAT A DAY #you guys!!! i am working so hard i promise i PROMISE I am!!! it is my first full time job ever and i am working so so hard #i am doing my absolute best and no one sees it and that is FINE i just wish my parents would see that i AM trying!!#i come back home so dead every single day because i put in 120%! this is literally my first job after graduation #and my parents KNOW this has been the most exhausting taxing and soul crushing year ive had in my very short life so far

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burning-basilisk · 5 days ago

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Working the short head of the biceps feels weirdly like a more... emotional experience? I wonder if it's related to the fact that this muscle's most practical application involves pulling or holding things to the chest/face. Eating/embracing/etc.

#giving better hugs is a good reason to lift weights #I love it when someone affectionately crushes my soul back into my body and enjoy paying that forward

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mossymossman · 1 year ago

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sometimes it feels like my body doesn’t fit right. It’s not the right shape, it’s to small to contain it all.

my soul is bursting out the seems.

Other times it feels like my soul is just drifting away,

drifting above,

I can only wait for it to come back.

#I need someone to crush my soul back into my body #depersonalization #mental illness #neurodivergent #vent #brain fog #am I really here?#mental health #adhd #actually neurodivergent #spilled ink #Poetry

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alphie-in-the-sky · 2 years ago

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#r/autismmemes #r/autismmeme #autism #autism meme #love languages #neuroscientist love language #info dumping #crush my soul back into my body #stolen from reddit #hide and queue

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timetravelbypen · 1 year ago

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Oh weighted blanket, we're really in it now.

#weighted blanket my beloved #please crush my soul back into my body

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 months ago

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sometimes recall that Scenario of like "oh a stranger draws another stranger sharing a space with them & without their knowing & Drawn Stranger is like how flattering that you did that & i love your Beautiful Artistic Interpretation of me" which i hate so i was like what's the opposite of that. & i'm pretty sure i'm averse to like every aspect of it & the opposite is about strangers sharing space with consideration for that & like oh no its sickos using headphones, on they phones, reading. if direct verbal interactions happen (or eye contact, or nonverbal cues) it doesn't have to Transcend shit or be an inherent improvement over not interacting. but also the best opposite is like oh sorry i looked over your shoulder kind of or just indeed spontaneously glimpsed what you were drawing but i like your jellicle cats haunted house episode fanart. or i have a question about some technique or materials i see you using b/c i'd be interested in having that knowledge for myself & if this is a meetanything that's fine i guess but can be a limited as what it is strangers interaction for a minute which is no worse

#obviously also a scenario like on billions like oh amazing of you to have drawn me without my knowledge while i slept; Artist Bf #while i also happened to have my makeup on as always & be posed with such Aesthetic Worth(tm) b/c i'm so Above anything else #that even while unconscious i could not possibly look inelegant. & i will cherish this drawing. like both of you die challenge #also hilarious to throw back to the misogyny logic Primarily about like oh men have their Pure minds & souls vs their base bodies right #women's minds & souls being Lesser means they're considered the horney ones who ruin men's cerebral transcendence w/their sicko seduction #(which is them existing btw) like not at all like that Bitches Ruining My Life no nut november logic has gone away obviously lol #god wendy my special genius omniscient Art Boy was making such true worthy Abstract Paintings....real art #and then ohh wendy Ruins it with her wiles making him Draw From Life his Woman Portraits of Romance. thanks a lot #and then that art man's Spontaneous Expression Of Genuine Emotion arrrgh i Destroy the Canvases i pour Black Paint over it #is once more Real; Valuable Art. i hate billions lmfao like can we have been serious about anything for 5 seconds???#throw back to how Obviously Inferior people are if they'd like to frame a production cel from a scifi movie they like #and don't know what kinds of Fine(tm) Art(tm) they like. but mafee; worthiest of the three! you took an art history class!!#and there's winston indeed wearing headphones & wooing his crush with like. treating them like a person as he does anyway. eugh imagine #billions Could imagine like yeah if Winston did this like i drew you just now? look i painted you from memory? like ew barf you sicko #winston billions #not actually About Billions primarily but sure brought it up enough in the tags

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veliatra · 2 years ago

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20 minutes Zenos sketch.

My final tests are done (Do. Not.) So time to treat myself with some fanarts haha