#cringing at myself so hard rn
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leshyleaf · 2 years ago
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Mystery!! Intrigue!! It’s !!
…a work in progress, lol. I’ve had this idea for a long time, I’ve just never been sure that it’s any good. Can’t know until you try : P
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bad-surprise · 1 year ago
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posted chapter one of bitym a year ago yesterday and chapter one of museum a year ago today.
i’d been posting on ao3 for less than two weeks and had written around 90k in the past three years. since then, i’ve somehow managed over 450,000 words.
so grateful for this fandom, so glad to be writing again, and so so so happy the world didn’t end when i was 15 or 22 or 25.
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soranker · 8 months ago
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my girlfriend
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an-theduckin · 7 months ago
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Why am I not good at anything I do :(
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artiemauve · 1 year ago
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me? posting art of an obscure special interest? combined w/ dungeons and dragons, another special interest? it's more likely than you think
also using this as a post to find others who share the interest bc i want more friends to talk abt this with
took a bit of courage to post this bc i've been bullied for sharing what interests me before and normally i only talk abt this specific Obscure Series(tm) to very close friends, so uh, enjoy ig--
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fivewholeminutes · 1 year ago
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it was supposed to be only in pencil, like the previous eepies, but that paper is terrible for pencils, so i gave up
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filigreefarm · 9 months ago
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i drew alex and sam from this post :)
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stardustkrishnaverse · 1 year ago
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HELP I JUST CALLED KRISHNA "K-MAN" IN MY HEAD SASSJQMA
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heatwavering · 1 year ago
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icemav web weaving? i guess?
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1. The Louvre by Lorde // 2. Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx (1997) // 3. Top Gun: Maverick (2022) released script // 4. American Dream by Ali Shapiro // 5. Top Gun (novelization) by Mike Cogan (1986) // 6. First Time by Lucy Dacus // 7. Little Beast by Richard Silken // 8. Born to Run by Bruce Springsteen
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notblue-bandit · 6 months ago
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i keep getting the urge to quit my job, delete all my social media, cancel my phone bill, and completely isolate myself from the rest of the world forever
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ragnars-tooth · 21 days ago
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One of my big compulsions is taking a fuck ton of screenshots Just In Case a piece of information is important in like 4 years and I can't remember it (sometimes the information is an instagram post that I might not remember later and of course needs to be recorded everywhere (I will Not be looking at that again)) so today is my transfer 16000 images off my phone admin day (woo)
Like yeah I never looked at any of them and they were completely irrelevant to my daily life, But what if I need them ✨️ later ✨️ (you'll see that the idea of Later is doing a lot of heavy lifting here) OR what if there's a vital piece of information in the mix somewhere that I'll lose forever if I delete them? So: onto the external hard drive they go
This is one of those cases where. Yeah. Ideally I wouldn't take 16000 screenshots in half a year. And YEAH ideally I'd just delete them and not transfer them somewhere else to never look at again. BUT at least I get a clean slate and I can maybe not mindlessly save everything for 2 seconds. It's like. Small wins? Progress. Yknow.
#rangnar rambles#i also use my tumblr drafts this way which is how i have probably 2000 drafts for this blog that are just? like me saving a post for 'later#and then theres too many in my drafts for me to even find *MY* drafts#i need to just hard reset the draft function bc its literally unusable for me#'matt this is all irrational and weird' by god. my irrational thoughts disorder makes me do weird shit? are you fr rn??? 😨😨#i get so stupidly in my own head and then i dont make progress towards Anything#even like a fun sideblog where i can actually yknow. post that 2k nightmare? i just cringe myself out like a dumbass 😔#i feel like ocd thoughts always sound lame out loud (and in my head to myself too)#like the Urgency doesnt come across#like in the moment i am Completely convinced that my national insurance number and bank deets are in there somewhere#and theres suddenly no way on earth i could ever find them again if i delete the picture. so to the hard drive they go#i Would go through that whole thing if i suddenly needed a screenshot from 2019 btw. like the crazy isnt theoretical#ive hallucinated gas leak smells before and woken up my flatmates bc i couldnt convince myself i was over reacting#its just cus the seasons have changed that everythings ramping up but omg its hard to do anything but spiral nowadays#thats a little dramatic but i am losing like. a quarter of the day to my ocd#its like. not great 😬#im not back to convincing myself i gave my dad cancer but i am not letting myself use half the kitchen again#but eh soo la voo we ball#HAH i checked my drafts after this and i was lowballing so hard#5.7k on this blog. 12k on my main 💀. its not funny but it kind of is#this is why youll never catch me running a queue#this is such a miserable post but i do feel the need to not let it sit in the drafts pile. to prove the point i guess 💀💀💀#'no one gives a shit this is your blog' 'oh my GOD WHAT IF PEOPLE GIVE A SHIT' <- omg shut upppp youre so embarassing 🙄#one more time for the gallery: i am like. aware that these feelings are irrational. like i am fine it just takes time for reality to kick in#ANYWAYS what was that who said that that was so weird im gonna go look at old romantic era paintings now#if tam is a screenshot fiend in the next fic u know what happened
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mango-shpango · 5 months ago
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oh god
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lightbulb-warning · 1 year ago
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local audhd having idiot has to do something not related to their hyperfixation and fuCKING EXPLODES!!1!!!!!! /j
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hecksupremechips · 7 months ago
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Fucked up how happy I get whenever I make content of Shinjiro Aragaki being actually loved and getting to heal and learning to love the little things in life and getting to express himself. What’s up with that
#persona#shinjiro aragaki#hes the only one i really respect here#its like so annoying though that i even care like whats wrong with me why does this bother me so much#just cuz i see myself in this character and also feel like shit and idk when he doesnt even get to live doesnt get to recover#and this is treated as a good game with a profound theme and this is treated as good writing#its hard not to be hurt when its like. im barely hanging on man#and youre telling me he can be saved by someone noticing him and caring about him and he can get through it and be loved and try to heal#but this is treated as some sorta disservice to the narrative and that you cant have the theme work this way#its like. but this is the only way i can even feel anything about this theme this actually makes me wanna try#seeing the character going through mental issues like mine die just like. it makes things suck idk#and its like why do i even care like this shouldnt matter but idk its like#if he can make it then why cant i#and im just really attached to this and i really really want to make my fic of him exist cuz. nothing is going good for me rn#but if i can make this one thing thats important to me where someone gets to recover then maybe ill feel less helpless#its what im trying to tell myself so i can stop feeling like im. idk cringe or something cuz im emotionally attached to a fictional#character and the wellbeing of this character feels like motivation for me#i just wish i wasnt so damn desperate about it 😩#anyway can someone please slap me with a fish so i can stop being insecure about my writing and just fucking do it
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hellfiremunsonn · 1 year ago
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when you go to send a request/ask and forget to put yourself on anon and now you feel naked and afraid
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countrymikelover · 2 years ago
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the agony of being into someone while knowing that if they asked to simply just hang out i’d say no
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