There he sat in his wheelchair, in the middle of the road. It was sunny, very warm outside.
"I'm here now, Levi." You spoke, eyes welling with tears. You felt your voice quickly going hoarse.
"I came back, for you. I've been..." Sob. Sob. Sob. "Looking for you.."
He stayed quiet, he was in disbelief. No words and no thoughts. It was like time had stopped for him.
When was the last time he saw you.. a decade ago now? In the Underground, he remembers you.
You were Isabel's friend, more like a caretaker, almost. Always hanging arou d her, he remembers you as quite the energetic girl.
Question is, what are you doing in 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗹𝗲𝘆?
You... survived the Rumbling, somehow. He's deeply impressed, and... glad, he supposes.
"...𝘆/𝗻?"
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Cringe culture is dead. Introducing … Regressor Bill Cipher headcanons!
(May contain TBoB spoilers)
Vent regressor flag and general age regression flag (couldn’t find the source, but is that really needed?)
(Regressing while drunk, general unhappy/vent regression, unhealthy coping, mentions of a psych ward (Theraprism), panic attacks, memory issues, Bill-typical violence (non-graphic))
-I hesitate to call it regression. Being a demon with no technical physical form, and also unfamiliar with human customs, he’s not a typical regressor at all. It’s also due to the fact that Bill doesn’t allow himself to feel things and the blurriness tied to his childhood memories.
-When he’s feeling mentally “smaller”, his triangle form will shrink to accommodate.
-Sleep comes to him easier when he’s small. Bill loathes it.
-Point blank, Bill’s regression is a 80/20 split from angry to sad.
-I do mean angry. You thought his usual pettiness and emotional issues were bad? They’re heightened by ten. He hasn’t caused universe-destroying incidents yet, though.
-Bill being regressed rarely ever impedes on his ability to harm others. He’s gotten very good at ‘separating himself’ from it. Though his deal-making is often sloppy.
-Dissociation. That’s it, that’s the note.
-Thankfully for everyone around Bill and himself, his fits - and regression as a whole - only last a few hours. He’s never regressed for a day, though he has regressed multiple times in a short span of time.
-His speech stays mostly intact, but he can slip up and use more childish phrases or demands.
-He still really loves silly straws.
-He tends to regress more than usual when drunk. Bill will absolutely whine and sob and cling to the ‘safest’ person. He regressed (mostly) after his and Ford’s “breakup.”
-The Henchmaniacs have many times been concerned by this.
-If Bill, for once, thinks he needs to regress, he’ll chug a lot of alcohol to ‘do the trick.’
-He gets scared of his own fire powers. Goes into panic mode if he sees any flame at all, really.
-Doesn’t think he needs or wants a caregiver, which is true sixty percent (60%) of the time.
-Calling him “Billy” will either make him attach himself to you or try to kill you, no in-between.
-Bill has memory gaps. He gets confused as to what part of his life he’s experiencing and it’s caused him a great deal of stress.
-Almost all of the Henchmaniacs (usually Pyronica) have had to listen to him cry. Bill never manages to tell them what he’s crying about.
-“I wanna go home.”
“…I thought we already were home, boss?”
“NO!” *cue tantrum*
-Ford managed to unintentionally make him positively regress once. Bill had no clue what to do with this information and shoved it away.
-Even if you know him very well, he hides his regression exceptionally and you’d be unable to tell ninety-nine percent (99%) of the time.
-The Theraprism isn’t ill-equipped to help regressors, but Bill never lets them. He refuses to take the medicine even with the silly straw and has had multiple panic attacks and resorted to attempted murder at the prospect. The staff will leave him to his own devices if it’s a particularly bad day.
-Bill draws lots of red and blue triangles on the bad days.
-His regression has never once been happy or enjoyable. That he can remember, at least.
-The Axolotl was his caregiver at some point, however. A long time ago, when they were friends. Rarely ever did the two meet, but Bill was genuinely the happiest when he was small with the Axolotl.
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