#cries* I AM SOBBING 😭
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hello daily reminder to my mutuals that i love you /p. youre wonderful and fun and kind and im so glad youre all here and you chose to interact with me of all people. what're the odds?
#im. i have sonmucn#love#for everyone#so so mcuh love#im going to go write things for people and have fun#lex gets a nischa oneshot#maybe multiple idk yet#uhm#pango gets a starship fic#i have a lsug#lsit#list* fuck#maybe ill write a golden treasure oneshot for space#n a sheilinda oneshot for cherrie#OH and a barnroe shot for zazz!!!!!#i am havin ideas#<- hm. i think im smaller than i though#thought* cried#cries* I AM SOBBING 😭
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#guys i love my partner so much….#hes made me happy in so many ways and has helped me love myself#he is so unbelievably kind and patient with me even when i am very rough and hard on myself#he shows me endless love every single day and he makes even the most mundane things fun and he makes me laugh and and#he makes me so happy and i rly deserve to be happy i rly think i deserve this and im so overjoyed my future looks rly so bright#i have so many loving and caring friends too i am just overwhelmed with love sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve it but maybe i do!!!!#im just so happy i feel so lucky cries sobs rly hard#i love my partner so so much… i love my friends.. my life feels so nice especially after a long period of it being bad#im soooo lucky i cant believe im still here and things are so nice there’s still rough spots but it’s ok just gotta keep goin!!!!!!!!#i am filled with so much love 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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wanna hear this? I'm a late bloomer. And I just read this term exists. All the worries about autism, asexuality, low libido, comparing myself to people, feeling left out, rejection, lack of self worth, reproaches, envy, depression- have this one reason: I'm a late bloomer, the reckless truth. ☠️
#my inner world has just collapsed#I never knew this word exists. As well as I never knew many other people have it as bad as I do#actually I always thought I'm normal because I started puberty with 10/11 years#but-#my body now looks the same as it was when I was 13/14#and *that* is the thing that scares me#:/#am I ever going to change?! 😭😭#praying every day for it#you can't imagine how this frustrates#oh goddd#I don't wanna stay a child forever#I want metamorphosis but it doesn't come#next year I'll turn 18. and. if I don't look older by then this will be the end of the world for me.#nobody wants a kid like me#:0#*sobs*#most of my irl friends are younger than I#they're 13 and are taller than meeee#why is everything so unfair#who gave me these genes?!#*dramatically staring into the void*#*cries*#I just needed a place to let out my frustration :(#tumblr my safe place#random mind
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bby you are scaring me with the 'luke is worse in the second part' thing ion wanna cry more than i did while reading the first 😭😭😭
what if we end up with lacy
yeah maybe not
oh honey, the first part was only the beginning 😭
but, i am confident to say that lacy will be out of the picture by the end of pt 2
#anon asks#i am so sorry for making u cry 😭#bcs i cried too 😭#like full on sobbing#lovelorn#fic feedbacks <333#luke castellan x reader#ellie's asks 💌
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I SOBBED
i loved this song
and them
and beomgyu
and soobin
and beomgyu
#I think this broke me#i’m ft my sister and I sobbed#THEYRE SO CUTE WTF#THE LITTLE HIPS ON THE SECOND PART#I MIGHT JUST 😭😭😭😭#this brome me so bad i cant even right now#choi beogmyu#choi soobin#I can’t#it’s a crazy 1st of september#lawd I am NOT your strongest soldier#BEOMGYU LOOKS SO BABIE#UGH I LOVE HIM#NOOOO I ACTUALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO#IM HERE WATCHING IT ON REPEAT#IVE BEEN DYING FOR THEM TO DO THIS TEEND#I THOUGHT TAEJUN WOULD DO IT NGL#THIS WAS A PLEASANT SURPRISE#I CRIED#SO MANY TIMES
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writing this little fic so slowly bc i am actually actively falling asleep rn but ohhh i want to have it written.... i am full of love for him and i must make sure he knows it....
#i think i am going to have to stop though bc i dont want to fall asleep without putting pkmn sleep on HFDSJKL#my sister is having a bday party in the room across the hallway from my bedroom though#so its like. loud. but i am so exhausted from the past... well. a lot of things. fjsdkl. that i am somehow falling asleep anyways#(she has to have it in that room bc otherwise it keeps my parents up. but now it keeps me up instead. cries. im not allowed to complain tho#im so tired 😭😭😭 but oughhh i want to write this fic... its so soft and sweet....#okay i do think i am actually going to fall asleep with my phone in my hands as i type though so i guess i will just have to stop here#SOBS. i will continue it tomorrow but aheemheem whimper FSDJKL i hope i have this same motivation for it tomorrow#dandy.cmd
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just travelling back home from seeing taylor, what a beautiful concert !! im absolutely exhausted but it was so brilliant im so glad I got to experience it !!! i love this woman so much …
#Cornelia street and maroon mashup. what an EVIL woman 😭😭#id already called it that she’d play I can see you I knew itttt#also I got to hear mine 🥹 so beautiful#only properly cried once and that was during all too well. proper full sobbing but expected 🤣#it is in my top 3 taylor songs#couldn’t see much tbh I should have worn my glasses I was sooo far from the stage lol. not quite at the back but close#still good though 🩷 had an absolute blast. my back. my knees and my ribs hurt ???#lmao im gonna have to take it easy tomorrow#can’t wait for in two months I see it in Wembley but this time STANDING !!#god i am so knackered 😭😭#txt
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Day 4 of after reading Heartless and attempting to heal !!
Literal failure.
Jest and Cath don’t leave my mind. I’ve been listening to playlist of sad love songs imagining Jest/Cath singing it to the other on repeat and I have NOT healed
Anyways, how have you been ?? And interesting books that’s ruined YOU?? (If it’s a sad love story don’t you DARE share, that’s how Heartless started, an innocent, sad video about Jest and look at the FUCKING RABBIT HOLE I FELL DOWN 4 MONTHS AFTER SEEING THE FUCKING TIKTOK OF JEST AND ULTIMATELY LEARNING OF HEARTLESS’ EXISTENCE)
#I wish I didn’t see that fucking TikTok#life would be better if I didn’t know ab Heartless#Heartless#Marissa Meyer#SOS#DYING#Jest#cath x jest#catherine pinkerton#why does he dieeeeee#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#I knew he dies i still FUCKING CRIED#Sobbing and Weeping!#rip jest#brb gonna go cry#sad endings#i’m so done#killing myself!!#DONT READ HEARTLESS#it’s ruined me!!#frfr my fav book#😊🫶#<3#jest my poor babyyyyy<3333#IM SO SORRY#JUSTICE FOR CATHERINE😭‼️‼️
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I DID NAWT SEE A JAYKI VIDEO ON MY TWITTER FEED
I AM NOT GOING TO CRY
#I cried#JAYKI#MY BROTHERZ#MY BABIES#I AM SOBBING#NI-KI💔#SAW💔#JAY💔#WANTING TO EAT THE ICE CREAM💔#SO HE GAVE HIM A BITE😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔
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I NEED everyone to go out and watch the live action one piece
#I’m in disbelief#like I knew it was gonna be good since I heard that oda was working on it allllllll the way back to last year#but this ??????? THIS ??????????? FUCKING AMAZING#I havent even hit arlong park & baratie ….. oh my god ……#saving those for tmr tho bc I am running on 9 hrs of sleep from the last two days LMAO 😭 I’ve alr cried watching#but those are gonna make me ugly sob & I do not have that energyfhsjsjsjsjd#one piece#one piece live action#opla#rran.txt
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Actually sick to not be a Victorian girly fighting for women's rights n wanting to establish her own detective agency n being seduced by a hot Duke n his hot friends n doing scandalous shit in his stupid greenhouse filled with pineapples n he has Swedish nicknames for u 😭
#I'm so mad tbh#I actually like both iterations but Agatha gets hurt/kidnapped too much at least in the first version#*sobs*#Me when#I read for plot - also me cries over the CGs#Blows my mind his design is inspired by an irl 😭#I am saur curious if in this iteration he's into kinky shit 😭#ez.monches
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i am not okay :)
#gba#good boy audios#gba bw#gba bastard warrior#no cause I am literally speechless#probably because I am so tired from the adrenaline rush#it’s been a while since a piece of media has made me SOB like this#bro 😭#I cried#I screamed#good job gb#you’ve made us suffer thoroughly 👌
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my mom sitting there nodding along to my very emotional retelling of how i was chased by my classmate (actually my crush but she doesn't have to know that) who kept shoving a dead lizard in my face in ninth grade
#tp#might sound silly now but i genuinely felt like i was about to die from the stress of it#i hated him after that#he deliberately did that because i told them i was scared of lizards#had the gulls to laugh at me losing my absolute shit too that bastard#laugh as i shove the stick higher up your ass then how bout it#i could have grabbed a chair and given him a high five with it on his face#but being the bigger person i am i just cried in the bathroom afterwards bye 🚶🚶#and then i realized i was being bullied 😭😭 took me a while to clock that#i cant believe i used to like him im so done actually#comparing him and the guy im now very much enamoured by ... the difference is in the actions#god he bought me overpriced coffee at ten in the night outside bc he thought i could need company#and he was RIGHT goddamn it that guy#'i didnt know if you liked it with sugar or not so i brought two just in case' are you shitting me you're an angel#walked me around and talked me out of feeling like utter shit for two whole hours god im falling for my quote unquote therapist friend#i havent seen him for four five months im going through withdrawal#and then when we were back at the hotel and i stayed up reading a book at the lobby he came down and said he would sit with me#and he would stay awake just in case because he noticed a creep at our floor im going to fucking SOB#and obviously i couldnt make him stay up for me so i said okay i would go back to my room so he wouldnt have to worry#AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE DID???#he made sure i entered my room and closed the door safe and sound before going back down the hallway to his ⁉️⁉️#DO YOU NOT SEE HOW PERFECT HE IS
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i got to see four of my biggest heroes in person, relatively close-up recently :)
#myevilposts#got to see fob but not saying which date bc i don't wanna doxx myself somehow 🙃#i was screaming and crying like i was being torn limb from limb though 👍#AND LIKE UGHHHHH the magic 8 ball song was one of my faves so like i fucking won.#it was sooooooooo much fun i have never screamed or cried so much in so short a period of time. tbh!!!!!!!!!!!#my favorite part was when i went to the fall out boy concert to see fall out boy and fall out boy came out and played fall out boy songs#beforehand i was thinking like hmm i'm probably going to cry if they play 'fake out' and they're almost definitely going to play it#so there's a pretty good chance i'm going to cry. then they come out and start playing 'love from the other side'#and i burst into tears 😭😭😭😭#then when they actually do get around to playing 'fake out' i start full force sobbing. like 'my bestie just got murdered in front of me'#levels of wailing and crying.#the thing is that i can almost guarantee i was not the only person crying at the fob show. and i am not the first nor last person#to cry over seeing fob live. guaranteed.#DEFINITELY wasn't the only person screaming my head off at least!!!!!#fall out boy
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Okay I need to talk about Day 2 because it was simply amazing
The performance was incredible, over the top... They did an amazing job and I wish I was there cause it might have been the best live they've done ;;;
The wardrobe... Don't get me started
AND MOROHA MANAGED TO MAKE ME CRY AND THEN THE TALK HAYAMA, SAKAKIHARA AND TAKEUCHI HAD AFTER IT ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
And then we go back to jamming and I was so conflicted cause I am crying but I am also jamming to summit of divisions hdhdhd
THEN KAIGEN STARTS- Back to tears, don't @ me
Anyway I can't put into words how it was, I barely know how to talk so this is the best I can do, I'm going to have breakfast now orz
I love BAT a lot and my adoration for them keeps growing every day 💜
#ramblings#sobbing#I didn't want it to end... it felt so short...#skkhr saying 'it ended???' like bro same 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I am the happiest person in the world rn#and tbh I'm kinda glad I wasn't there cause I would have cried an ocean if I was
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I said “oh swag ?” to a cashier at the mall today 😭
#I went shopping w my mom and it was very fun even tho I feel like I take advantage of the fact that she likes to spend money#every time she got me smth I’d get like money or gift cards and get her to take them 😭#traded a 50 dollar gift card I got from a customer group for 2 bras I almost gutted myself over trying on#and I traded a Starbucks gift card for stuff from lush but we went crazy in there#the girl helping us was so cute every time I was like omg this smells so good she would take it and be like okay I’ll get you a sample#to take home :-) GIRL I DONT WANT TO GET YOU IN TROUBLE 😭#I hope lush girls make commission on sales she deserves it#and then we went and got a shower shelf thing I needed it so bad and then we went to her house and picked up my brother and got food#and I paid for all of it bc my mom spent too much on me and my brother is unemployed 💀#and then I cried on the way home bc someone hit a cat :-( like almost had to pull over sobbing but I didn’t I powered through 🥴#and then I immediately went home and tried to out my shelf up and got mad so my dad helped me dear god I am begging to become independent#so then I cleaned and changed sheets and took the best everything bc shower in the world#and I think we get to cook at summer school tomorrow I love being able to do fun stuff w my students#I wish I got to **** ** ***** but that’s okay I will soon I love being delusional#I love everyone I love people I love my friends I love you#I love my personal diary#my posts
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