#cries bc this took so long
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Heyyyy people…
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Ok so ik it’s been a while, and just know it’s going to continue to be a while. I am known for being inconsistent on all of my social media platforms soooo….
gotta keep the streak ig
anyways have a lil smth to munch on for now
She’s my main Lego Monkie Kid (LMK) OC, her name being Niece Lün. Her objectives and overall existence will remain in the depths of my brain and scattered across a few word documents for now, but maybe i’ll eventually share her story.
Maybe…
#lego monkie kid#lmk macaque#macaque#lmk oc#lmk#Niece#Niece Lün#LMK_whenimdone#Lego OC#OC#Lego Monkie Kid OC#Macaque’s powers#forcefully emotionally constipated#cries bc this took so long
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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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Oh nooo i wanted to draw something proper today but all I got to show for it is drawings of my oc that no one likes but me 💔LMAO
#i have like 20 wipssss i actually just did this for warm up...... and then.... took too long on them and now its time to go to bed. cried.#pokemon#pkmn#pokemon oc#trainersona#Clobbopus#higo is a niñero fr#im always drawing him with baby pokemons#welllllll also his job is ev training for the gym so it just involves raising baby pokemon#also 'no one likes him but me' is kind of selling it short bc i dont just like him im literally in love w him
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No one talk to me. I fell in love.
#kuroyaku#kryk#kryk fics#haikyuu#Im disappointed it took me this long to find this gem and give it a try#I was not disappointed however in any moment in reading this#i don't know how but this fic managed to break my heart and then make it whole again only to fill it up so much it breaks all over again#this is art#I've never read such perfect characterization of every single character in a fic that I was unable to put in words myself. bc somehow it fit#it fit so well. unbelievably well that I might just always see these characters in this way forever#it surprised me how much I enjoyed a fic with barely any yaku in it yet be entirely all about yaku at the same time#and oh god. Oh my GOD. KUROO. this kuroo. chef's kiss. i cant fully put into words how much I've fallen in love with his characterization#as well as his character exploration. just so much depth there. this fic made him so human? and it was so tasteful and well crafted I cried#i started for kryk endgame and finished with that but also had the beautiful taste of everything else I appreciated with other Kuroo ships#but like also why in the same perspective of Kuroo in this fic why they didn't work. it was such a mind opening realization#im rambling in the tags now but god I just fell in love with this writing. i fell in love with kryk all over again#sorry this is just an overwhelming outpour of the complex emotional heartwrenching rollercoaster this fic took me on#and i blindly stepped on the ride with no clue where it was taking me. But omg when it started i was sat.#so anyways read this. its a masterpiece.
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Just wanna say I finally updated the trello queue for the ko-fi doodle requests! Sorry it took so long but also thank you sm for being patient w/ me ;_;
#weirdly enough I was expecting more for some reason @_@#might be bc i've gotten around 70+ reqs before.....#for those who don't know i've gotten so much reqs before too & finished all of em in a span of several months#longest doodle(s) to be finished & sent took around 7 months i think (im very sorry for those ppl ;_;)#said i'd never do it again but well... here I am again#it's not gonna take as long (I hope) don't worry but yeah it may take a few months for some (i'm sorry in advance)#thank u all sm for the support & kind messages! and to that kind & generous supporter thank you so so much as well (I cried reading ur msg)#I really appreciated that & it made me emotional ;_; but it makes me happy that my art has somehow helped you even just in a small way too#bam blabs
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on the loose live my beloved
#just saw niall !!#he was a big charmer as always he's just so very boyfriend#on the loose took me so by surprise i wasn't expecting it to stick around but i love it#i think my favs of the night were black&white and this town#b&w was SO joyful and bright i almost cried lol#this town is sacred#i also... never listened to the show bc life has been a long series of nightmares#and i never felt like i could sit down and absorb something new. after i while i decided i would just. Not#and get my first exposure at the concert#and all the songs i didn't know were soooo good i'm really excited to listen to the album now#and discover what they are all called lol#i think hearing music for the first time live is such a good way to be introduced to new songs so this was nice!#anyway he was v cute you could tell he didn't want to get off the stage :(#he was still wandering around when the post-show music started playing lol#the drive was a bit stressful but he was v worth it <3#tp
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niela meets cuco
#the background is off of pinterest bc i had no ideas for one#also bc i dont know how to draw backgrounds#this took so long double-u tee eff#cuco#cucosona#i went to cucos concert yesterday and possibly almost fainted after it#i was singing my whole soul out as i cried ugly#then i ate canes#yum#i still cant believe i went to his concert#best day of my life
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UHM
IT WAS A CBT2 HELLO IM SOSHDHAKGSJSKAAAAAAAAAA
#sophie’s idle chatter#I JUST FINISHED SIGNING UP#it took so long bc i had to keep checking my pc model and gpu bUT ARRGHHHH#EVEN IF I DONT GET IN IT JUST MEANS I CAN STILL WATCH CBT2 STUFF#the art... LOOK AT THE ART#cries wuwa….. i love u….. i am willing to wait for u….. ourgh…….
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say what you want about weed but I truly owe her my life. not only did she help me breathe better when I had covid, she just helped me with intense sciatica pain and a strained back. it's like funbuprofen
#i only do edibles so if you were wondering how i didnt die when relieving my covid lungs thats how i did it lmao#my docs wouldnt offer me any meds even tho i was struggling greatly and have had lifelong asthma which made it worse#the inflammation i had was crazy. i cried bc breathing hurt sm and sucked ao bad. think abt that. i cried bc of BREATHING#i forever owe that gummy my life i didnt even feel high i just took a long and semi-normal breath of relief#but w this sciatica it was so bad i was crippled by it and w rest and this i felt so much better and i can move again :')#i plan to do some stretches or look into some preventatives bc that was the worst pain ive been in a while#but thank you weed you have saved me yet again
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thinking gabriel thoughts (again)
#the guy who cut down minos without a second thought is the same guy who was the only angel to care about the ferrymen. fucking dies#his terminal entry literally says hes popular in heaven because of his radiant personality. he does nothing but insult v1 in 3-2#get you a man who can do both#minos swears revenge on him while the ferryman literally worships him.#the skeleton in 1-4 who is worshipping him even after their life is long gone and the mural in 4-3 with traitor written over it#he looms over the narrative even when hes not there#he encourages even those in hell to Be Good and Have Faith but destroyed minos for trying to make a better life#different characters have extremely different views of him and all of them make sense!#heaven's specialest little boy can be hell's worst nightmare. as a treat#i also think about minos a lot by extension#i was just chilling on the wiki when i got hit with the 'he thought it unreasonable that people were punished for loving' and cried#like even as someone whos aroallo. it got to me!#it also raises the question of how much homosexuality is part of that. to me#is heaven ultrakill homophobic. discuss#i mean they do have Major bisexual lighting. in lust.#yeah sure theyre in hell hell is eternal punishment but he really was just. trying to make a peaceful existence#also the sisyphean insurrectionist lore fucked me up a little#ultrakill on the surface looks so simple but then you open up the wiki and its 'yeah the ferrymen tore their own flesh off their bones'#'king minos attempted to make a peaceful civilization in the lust layer and was killed for it but he lingered bc hes op'#'yeah actually the sisyphean insurrectionists are like that because the angels took away everything they didnt need for the punishment'#and you just have to live with that information now. you wont go back to blissful ignorance. you cant.#or thats just on me for taking lore too seriously. v1 doesnt care
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congrats on your recovery n all yuuji but unfortunately for you I thought the scars were cool >:/
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#these took so long i kept getting distracted cries#but they r done and this is yuuji's post canon scar map to me. argue with a wall we should have had this#looks at canon this sign won't stop me bc i cant read >:(#smh robbed!!!!!! the potential!!!!! the aesthetic!!!!! th angst the symbolism!!!!!!#gege i respect u i do not want beef after u let my boys live#but u rly couldnt have scuffed him up a LITTLE more.....there were so many to choose from didnt u have a favourite.....#all he has to show fr all that r two little scratches. rly.#((not counting the ear n fingers thank god i get That much))#anyway i made a whole post abt why i think yuuji should have kept the scars n what it would have stood for symbolically#its along th same lines as the yuuji Big Face Scar agenda hh i just care a lot abt character design n visual storytelling ok#anyway fine he can keep the eye but in this house it grew back wrong it's lighter and foggy and now his prescription is stronger#as fr the rest#megumi has dibs on the upper right eye apparently so yuuji can have the bottom half#i would have doubled down on the scars on his left but a. the right side is the symbolic one#b. he healed an entire eye so it makes sense tht he'd heal other more minor injuries as well#c. tbh it's mostly based on what looked good i think this arrangement guides the eye across his face nicely#gave him a lil nose nick bc smth smth sukuna idk it's just there to balance things out#also as i said. the jaw and neck scar are there for kissing purposes i make the rules im salty and i do what i want smile#in other news thank u past hina fr doing those hair render studies im very happy with my yuuji hair as of late
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⚠ I need some slides on Yuji and/or Akane
@getsusekaii sent ⚠ for a bad presentation slide about their muse
#getsusekaii#ᴏɴᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ | answered#[ akane is truly i could be your angle or yuor devil cries#[ the bottom of akanes text was gonna judge her ex bc of recent chapters. but i must remain spoiler free before they attack me heh#[ i feel like eiji and yuji would be those dumb bro meme friendships. like the whole ' close your eyes bro ' and cries#[ but the discussion about their biases uvu;; we all know eiji is a fanboy so he is happy to talk nonstop with yuji#[ pls forgive how long it took me to finally get this out uvu;;
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#i broke my wrist late last night skating which was confirmed at an urgent care visit today after i woke up still in pain after shitty sleep#it took so long for them to see me that my pain med didn't get filled by my pharmacy today#i haven't cried once bc i'm tough as nails#but i cannot wait for the sweet relief of some tylenol 3 tomorrow#also i have an appointment with an orthopedic specialist tomorrow hopefully that will help too
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My niece has gotten really into warrior cats and is mid process of building a makeshift fursuit for herself for our upcoming anime cons this summer. I swore to her up and down I'd take her, but she'd have to handle her outfits herself and let me tell you she is DETERMINED to get this suit together by herself. It genuinely makes me so happy to see her finding herself and putting her effort into creating her art and self-expression .
#summer shut up#family#my niece is now 11 you guys. the last time i took her to a con she cried and never wanted go back bc the fursuiters scared her#now shes getting into that kind of thing and admittedly its kind of scary to watch and allow her to find out the stuff she likes but hey#as long as it makes her happy and shes monitored so no weirdos come after her im fine with it#ive never been a furry or really in the community but ive always had friends who have been and she thinks its the coolest#she wants a legit fursuit so bad though but of course i do not make that kind of money and she is only 11 so she wants to make do
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finally did the photoshoot! the red doily i started last september is done!
#it took that long bc i didn't touch it for months that's true that's true#terrible photo but i did what i could#pisco art#my doily#it's a gift for my nonna :3 it was commissioned just to be clear. i wouldn't do a red doily if it was for me. it was a request 😌#i much prefer white doilies. i acquired so much white thread too recently... almost cried when i saw the box.. it's so good 😭😭#anyway
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finally finished watching the pluto anime, god it broke me 😭
#when the robot.......#i cant believe nobody told me about this manga all this time. its so good#took a while to watch bc 1. hour long eps 2. cried at each one of them
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