#i still cant believe i went to his concert

[cucosbiggestfan]

niela meets cuco

[channiesdelululand]

'I need more'?!

NSFW Bang Chan x Reader

Warnings: 18+, MINORS DNI!, Unprotected sex, Private Voyeurism, and cursing. Please let me know if I left any out!

Short drabble because Christopher's solo stages have me slowly going insane so enjoy! LOL

You shouldn’t feel like this… You shouldn’t be so angry? Jealous? Honestly in this moment staring into the mirror of your hotel room, you were sharing with your boyfriend, you really had no idea what you were feeling. Your boyfriend, who was currently on his way home from the arena after another sold out show, he didn’t do anything wrong? Its not like he sat on stage half naked making the same faces he does with you alone, the same eyes rolling in the back of his skull while throwing his head back the same way you’ve seen him do 100 times. But 100 times for you, 100 times in the privacy of 4 walls, no one around. It’s not that you didn’t enjoy watching his little stage, because god quite the opposite. The second he strolled on the stage slowly dragging that chair… Your mind went blank, excitement starting to pool between your thighs. You loved every second of it. Every fake nail mark…. Every hand print… And now ‘I need more’? You know it’s just a stage. It’s his job. You’ve never felt this feeling before. So why this feeling, why now?

The sound of the hotel room door opening snapping you out of your mind spiral. 

“Y/N”

“Im in here, just washing my face.”

Just as you splash cold water on your face you feel arms wrap around your waist. His face resting against your back.

“You okay baby? You just about sprinted out of the arena after the show.”

You don’t answer, looking up meeting his gaze. You study his for a moment. His half zipped chrome hoodie exposing a bit of the left on stage make up from that damn stage. He watches your eyes burn into his chest.

“Baby? Come on now what’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?”

“Nothing babe, just tired. Had a little too much fun today thats all.”

“Okay if you say so, hurry and wash up so we can cuddle a bit before bed.”

He slowly unwraps his arms and leaves a lingering kiss to the inside of your neck. 

“Love you”

You hear him start to rustle around the room. You know he can tell something is wrong, not just from him asking but the look in his eyes. He can read you like a book. 

You notice the lights from outside in the room start to dim. You walk out of the bathroom to investigate.

“Chris what are you doing?”

Sitting in one of the chairs, jacket fully unzipped, basketball shorts still on but legs spread apart showing off his thick thighs. He has his head leaned back until he hears you start to walk over to him. Placing one of his hands on his lap lightly tapping himself, inviting you to come take a seat. 

“Come on baby girl, come take a seat and tell me why you seem so upset.”

Crossing your arms in protest, an attempt that wouldn’t last very long. You never lasted long when Chris looked like this. Hair disheveled, skin still sticky from sweat, half dressed because after a long show he just cant be bothered. 

“I don’t want to.”

“Oh you don’t? I just dont think I believe you.”

Reaching out to you still in your outfit from the concert. Tiny little skirt with nothing on underneath within grabbing distance of him. He takes the hem of your skirt pulling you a little closer to him. Running his index finger between your folds and bringing the wetness up to his mouth to suck it off. Taking everything in you to not whimper. 

“Sure doesn’t feel like you dont want to my sweet, deliciously sweet girl.”

He grabs your arm pulling you forward until you turn around, falling into his lap. You land so perfectly, your head falling back onto his shoulder, legs draped over his. His hands immediately start moving. One down under your skirt feeling around kneading your thighs. The other up your shirt finding your nipples, rolling them between his fingers. All while starting to give little bites to your ear lobe. 

“This is what I am thinking about you know.” he whispers into your ear as he starts circling around the bundle of nerves currently in desperate need of being touched.

“Think about when?”

“When im on stage, I picture this exactly. You in my lap letting me take you as I wish.”

“You mean when you are infront of thousands of people getting to think about you like that. Getting to fantasize about you.”

“Awww I know what’s wrong now. Did my baby get a little jealous?”

“Nooo” You start to whimper as he inserts 2 fingers and begins curving them up so perfectly.

“Oh yeah thats it, they may get to see what I look like when I think about you but they’ll never get to hear these sweet sounds that come from you.”

You feel his body shift as he pulls his shorts and boxers down enough to free himself. He take his hand and uses himself to start to tease you. Slowly causing you to buck, silently begging him to enter. 

“Nope baby I want to hear you tell me why you ran out of that arena so quickly when all I wanted after the show was to bend you over and take you before coming back here.”

“It’s silly Channie, fuuuckkk…. I don’t want to.” His fingers pumping in and out with his thumb circling your clit it was hard to think.

“Never silly baby tell me.”

“I was jealous…But not because you were on stage like that.”

“Oh?” You can feel his shit eating grin against your neck as he bites, sucks, and licks while you try to speak.

“I was jealous because I wasn’t up there with you. And Fuck Christopher you just looked so incredible. ”

“Good girl using your words.” He slips himself inside you pulling your waist down on him deeper. “Why don’t you show me what you would do if you were on stage with me.”

You sit up a bit, legs still draped over his, and begin moving yourself up and down.

“Chris, want them to know youre mine.” Your words slurring out.

“Yeah? Fuck yeah, show them. Show them what a good girl you are.”

“Im your good girl”

“Thats right baby, mine just mine. and I am all yours.”

He begins matching your bouncing with his own thrusts. Using one hand on your waist to guide you and the other to add extra stimulation.

He can feel you getting close and based off his unsteady grunts you could tell he was as well. 

“want me to show you how much I am yours y/n?”

“Yes, please show me!” You grasp at his thighs, as you feel the knot in your stomach about to burst.

“Fuck, Im going to cum in this pretty pussy and show the world you are mine. Cum for me sweet girl, cum for me and scream my name. No one can scream my name as perfect as can.”

“Chris uhhh fuck CHRIS”

“God, fuck you are such a good girl.”

Both of you reaching your high together, he starts to slow his movements helping you down from such a high, high. You can feel your combined arousal soaking Chris’ lap. You slouch down into his chest listening to his steading heartbeat.

“Imagine we did that on stage baby.”

“I think you be out of a job.” 

Both of you laughing against each other. You loved this feeling, right after where you felt so close to him.

“I love you Chris”

“And I love you more. I want to say there’s no need for you to get jealous but I’m not going to lie it’s pretty sexy on you.”

“Shut up! It’s not my fault you felt the need to look so fuckable on stage! You know what that manspreading does to me!” You turn slightly to playful swat at his arm but you are met with his hand palming your cheek and pulling you into the deepest kiss.

“Never forget I am yours, and I always will be.” You can hear his honey dripping smile through his words.

Suddenly all the unexplainable rage from an hour ago had melted away as you cuddled deep into Chris  and left little kisses on his chest as he wrapped his arms around you and held you tightly. 

“And I am yours Channie, now and forever.”

[harrysfolklore]

Okay I fucking love Priyanka Chopra and I want her to be the face claim of one of your insta blurbs 🥺 maybe older y/n? (the one you were recently talking about)

two things i miss: dadrry and tour, so this came naturally. enjoy !

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ynfan1 AWEEEEE

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ynfan2 malti is so adorableeee i could cry

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harryupdates Harry, YN and little Malti out in New York today 🥹

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yourinstagram Getting glammed up for the final LA show 🕺#LoveOnTour

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ynupdates Malti saying hi to HER fans tonight !

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"This is a very very special show," Harry said as he stood by his mic stand, "It's not only the last show here at LA, but it is also my daughter's first concert ever," at this, the crowd roared in screams and cheers, "She's right over there with her mum," he pointed at the VIP box of the arena, just to realize that no one was there, "Wait, she's not there, did she get bored of the show already?"

As the crowd laughed at his joke, he scanned the crowd again looking for his wife and daughter, only to spot them at the front of the barricade, his little girl waving at him frantically.

"There she is!" he cheerfully said, a huge smile appearing on his face, "Hi baby, I see you. Are you enjoying the show?" he got closer to them, bending down to press a small kiss on the girl's head, "Oh no! You can't take that, daddy needs that to sing," he said when he realized that the baby was grabbing his mic, trying to take it from him, "I guess she loves the stage already."

The crowd went absolutely crazy over the interaction, recording it and taking pictures that would make the internet go crazy too.

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harryandyn THIS IS SO ADORABLE SHE JUST WANTED THE MIC

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harrystyles Love On Tour. Los Angeles XV. January, 2023

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[brainddeadd]

Risk It All

Nico Hischier x Hughes!sister reader

Jack Hughes x sister!reader, Quinn Hughes x sister!reader, Luke Hughes x sister!reader, Trevor Zegras x platonic!reader, Jayden Williamson x ex!reader (OC)

the song

ynhughes: ~ You just know Sometimes you feel it in your bones Though we've heard that hearts can still be wrong Something's telling me that you're the one ~

'Risk It All' is all yours 😘

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user: oh my god

trevorzegras: WHOOOO

_quinnhughes: cant believe im agreeing with trevor of all people but yes, WHO is this about and WHERE are they

trevorzegras: another song i will be listening to a million times thank you my queen

matthewtkachuch: agreed williamnylander: what he said

bboeser: this one needed some warning.

bboeser: quinn's losing his mind.

bboeser: love it

nicohischier: it's an amazing song

jennaortega: people don't know who this is about ????

nicohischier: went and saw this talented lady live as she performed her new song 'Risk It All'

~ I'd rather crash, I'd rather crawl Than never have your love at all With only bricks to break my fall For you I'd risk it all ~

tagged: ynhughes

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user: oh mY GOD

ynhughes: YOU WHERE THERE !?!!?

ynhughes: WHY DIDNT YOU SAY HI !?!?!

user2: so nico just.. went to his teammates's sisters concert, without her knowing, paying full price and being CLOSE AF to the stage, despite being friends with her and probably being able to get free tickets.. and we're supposed to believe that they're just friends.. yeah, ok

nicoynfan: nico in the crowd at yn's show. which she didnt know he was at. performing her new love song. with that smile on his face.

edit: nico went to yn's show without her knowing and is presumed to have paid full price to be up close to the stage (see the second image that he took).

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user: oh mY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

user2: he's insane

user3: MADISON BEER IN THE LIKES OH THEY'RE SO A THING

user4: he had that smile on his face the whole concert and when he noticed fans paying attention to him, he shook his head and pointed at yn on stage

[gavisfanta]

ADDICTED - FERMIN

summary: you and fermin are going to a club with some friends, but you cant wait to have some private time...

a/n: okay i cant not update so have this, this was scheduled for October but i need to feed my children somehow.

warnings: smut, vaping

"Clubbing? Outside?" You ask as your jaw dropped. Fermin nodded his head. "At 5pm?" You asked again.

"Yes Hermosa, that's what I've just told you." He smiled at how shocked you were.

Besides from the fact that Fermin and Gavi had more vacation than the other Barça players because they were on international duties, they were pretty relaxed.

"How is that gonna work?" you ask again, still unable to believe what Fermin is yapping about.

"At first there is a concert, well not concert but someone is gonna sing, then theres music and we can enjoy ourselves. Gavi and Javi will also be there." Fermin tried to convince you.

He wanted you to come along because he hasn't done anything with you and Gavi together in a while.

For Fermin, being with his two favourite people on this whole earth was the thing that could make him the happiest.

So after a lot of convincing you agreed to go with Fermin.

Just 3 hours later you were standing there, in a black dress which showed some cleavage but not too much.

While you were admiring yourself in the mirror Fermin walked up to you from behind.

He wrapped his arms around your waist and then buried his head in the crook of your neck.

"You look beautiful." He whispered against your skin, you felt his hot breath on your neck and you couldn't help but smile.

"Thank you." He turned you around by your waist and then pulled you in for a deep kiss.

After just a few seconds you pulled away and then walked away. "Where are you going?" He asked, following behind you, he couldn't help but stare at your ass as you walked into the hallway.

You put on shoes and then turned wround to look at him, "Are we going or not?" You asked and he looked at his watch.

"Oh right." he said and also put on his shoes. Before you left the house Fermin walked over to the livingroom and quickly grabbed something.

Tou gave him a questioning look as he held up his vape. "Fuck I forgot that mine is empty." You mumbled and he shrugged his shoulders.

You looked around, Gavi said that he'd pick you two up with his car, but he's nowhere to be seen yet.

"You can use mine, it has enough liquid left." He said and brought it up to his lips. He inhaled the smoke and then blew it into the air.

"You're so hot when you vape." You noticed as you were staring at him with a huge smile.

Fermin turned his head to face you, a smirk making its way onto his face.

"Yeah?" He asked and you then saw Gavi's car pull up. You quickly nodded your head and made your way over to Gavi's car.

"Ayy, Ferminho y Y/n" Gavi smiled as you two sat into the backseat and buckled up.

"Gavito" You smiled and dabbed him up. He then turned to the steering wheel again.

"So you managed to convince her Hermano?" Gavi looked at Pedri in the review mirror. Fermin laughed for a second.

"Took a while but yeah"

"I couldn't manage to convince Maria." Javi added and you could see Gavi smile already.

"So just the usual?" Javi smaked Gavis arms as soon as he said that. "That's so not true you know. She just didn't want to come since we didn't know that Y/n will be coming or not." Javi turned around in his seat to face you. Your lips immediately curled up into a smile. Maria is Javis girlfriend and she's one of the sweetest girls you have ever met.

Her and Javis personalities matched perfectly since Javi was probably the most well behaved out of the whole friendgroup.

He didn't smoke, he didn't drink, the only thing on his mind were Maria, his friends and school.

Of course he stuck around when you guys went out partying, just to be there for Maria and you guys. He was usually the driver and the one who took care of the drunk one.

"Ay don't you dare smoke in my car!" Gavi yelled while he kept his gaze at Fermin through the review mirror. You looked at your boyfriend who lifted up his hands in defense.

"My vape is in my pocket, chill." Gavi looked at the road again and Javi laughed a little.

"You two mean pure trouble." Javi laughed and Gavi couldn't help but smile a bit at his comment.

After you have arrived, Gavi parked down the car and you received some special passes for VIP.

You then went to a bigger tent where all the food and drinks were sold and Fermin bought you a gin tonic.

"Thank you" You smiled as you pecked his lips after tasting the bitter alcohol run down your throat.

"No worries, just tell me whenever you need the vape." Fermin grabbed into his pocket and then brought the grape flavoured vape up to his mouth. Seconds later he inhaled the smoke and then let it out, a faintly visible strain of smoke left his mouth and you shook your head.

"Don't inhale too much, you know that'll ruin your lungs." You mumbled and he nodded his head while putting the vape against his mouth again.

"Ay you two lovebirds." Gavi and Javi waked back to you, each with a drink in their hand.

"How's it going?" Gavi asked and took a sip of his drink, you couldn't exactly make up what it was but you were leaning towards Coke.

"It's going good" Fermin smiled a little at Gavi and you grabbed his hand in which he held the vape. You grabbed it and then brought it up to your lips.

"You two are insane, why do you smoke that shit?" Gavi pointed at you, Fermin shrugged his shoulders and then turned to look at you.

"As long as we're not addicted." He mumbled and Gavi just raised his eyebrows while giving Fermin a side eye. you laughed a little bit just as you exhaled the smoke.

The next few hours went by and the vibe was even better. People were dancing along to the loud music blasting through the speakers.

Hkwever around 2 am everything started to calm down again and Fermin and you decided on going home.

You both were pretty sober already because you didn't drink too much.

"Gavi, we're going home" Fermin let the young Sevillano know and Gavi nodded his head while giving you two a thumbs up.

You quickly called a Taxi which arrived in about 5 minutes. Then after the two of you areived home, Fermin paid the driver and then you guys went inside his house.

"You wanna watch a movie?" Fermin asked you while you two went up the stairs. His hand was holding yours while you carried the vape in your other hand.

"Mhm," You mumbled as you put the plastic between your lips and pulled the smoke into your mouth.

After the both of you got changed and got into bed you had just made yourself comfortable. "Pass me the smoke." You mumbled, pointing at the bedside table where Fermins vape was.

So Fermin did, he passed you the vape and you pulled the smoke into your mouth a couole of times before you got an idea. Whike your boyfriend was still focusing on the movie your hands slowly made their ways to his lower abdomen. You then sst up next to him and kept eye contact while you pulled off his pants and boxershorts slowly.

He just watched you, his hands behind his back as you sat down on his knees.

"Just ask already if you can suck my dick." Fermin looked at you sitting on his knees with that small grin and the vape still in your hand.

"Can I suck your dick Fermin?" You asked and he groaned.

"Yeah, fuck you sound so hot." He swore under his breath and you looked at his still softish dick.

"Good." You leaned forward and took his tip into your mouth. You began sucking on it, licking around its base and putting in more into your mouth until his dick was standing up, covered in precum and your spit.

Then you took more into your mouth and started to move your hand up and down fkr the part that wouldn't fit into your mouth.

"Yeah, just like that." Fermin threw his head back and suddenly you pulled away. As your boyfriend looked down at you, he saw you exhaling the vape onto his dick before you took him into your mouth again.

"You're so good to me." He groaned as you started to swirl your tongue around his tip again and pumping his cock with your other free hand.

It only took a couple more minutes until you felt Fermins cock twitch inside your mouth and then his warm load shoot into the back of your throat.

He was out of breath and his shiny chest rising up and down while you stood up infront of the bed and pulled at the vape.

Fermin looked at you take off your clothes after you released the smoke into the air.

You could feel his erection against the back of your ass since you were sitting on his lower stomach.

You brought the vape up to your mouth again, you inhaled the smoke and then leaned down to Fermins mouth. He sucked the smoke inside his mouth and you began to slowly slide down on him. You clenched around him while moaning loudly, Fermin gripped your hisp tightly as he forced you to slide down faster.

"Fermin" You moaned as you began to slowly bounce up and down on him, he grabbed your tits as he rolled his hips into the direction of your hips against his.

As he started to notice that you didn't have any energy anymore and that you were too tired, he turned the two of you around so that you were now below him.

"I was waiting the whole time for this." He confessed while leaving sloppy kisses along your collar bone, his dick burried deep inside of you.

With a sudden movement, he began to thrust into you, he had a fast pace, hips slamming against yours forcefully while his balls kept hitting against your core.

It didn't take long for you to come, you clenched around him hard, loud moans and screams escaped your lips, Fermin placed his forehead on your chest while he pulled out of you and finished on your stomach. While looking up at you, he gave you a kiss on the lips and then fell into the bed next to you.

"This was amazing."

"It so was."

[misstwisted]

ALRIGHT I JUST FINISHED TRAP AND I LOST MY FUCKINGN M I N D *spoiler warning of course*

YALL

Y A L L

I WAS DOING EVERYTHING TO KEEP MYSWLF FROM GOING APESHIT. TRAP WAS N O T WHAT I WAS EXPECTING (IN A WONDERFUL WAY). THAT WAS AMAZING. I JUST GOT OUT THE THEATER AND I STILL HAVENT PROCESSED IT FULLY.

FOR SOME CONTEXT/BACKSTORY, I WAS OBSESSING OVER THIS MOVIE FOR WEEKS. I WAS TALKING ABOUT IT TO WHOEVER LISTENED. MY BOY YOU KNOW THAT MEME WHERE THAT PERSON WAS LIKE “I’m sorry for the person I’ll become when I watch this?” DAWG THAT WAS WHAT I WAS FEELING LIKE

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY BUT ILL TRY TO FRAME MY THOUGHTS THE BEST I CAN IN THIS

IT WAS INSANE. IT FELT LIKE WHIPLASH GOING FROM THESE CUTE MOMENTS OF A FATHER AND DAUGHTER AT A CONCERT MEANWHILE HE WREAKS HAVOC TO FUCKING CHAOS.

IT FELT LIKE THE MOVIE WAS UNRAVELING THE MORE I WATCHED IT. IT WAS ALSO SURPRISINGLY FUNNY.

I GOTTA BE HONEST, I LOVE COOPER. I WENT IN KNOWING I WAS GONNA LIKE HIM TO FEELING GUILT AND SHAME FOR BEING HAPPY HE ESCAPED. HE WAS SUCH A SILLY GUY FOR A SERIAL KILLER AND I WAS SO CURIOUS TO SEE WHERE HIS CRIMINAL ANTICS WOULD GO. I WAS HOOKED TO THAT SCREEN.

BEUH I WAS CONVINCED FOR A SECOND COOPER COULD TELEPORT BECAUSE HOW????? HOW WAS HE ABLE TO ESCAOE THAT CAR. IS HE ALSO A MOTHERFUCKING ESCAPE ARTIST ON THE SIDE BECAUSE I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED. I’m glad the genre of “serial killing men with mommy issues” is still going strong. I love how he genuinely cares for his kids. He’s now apart of my mental list of evil characters who are still better than my dad. Honestly if he didn’t over react he could’ve left with his daughter without any grief 😭. Like dawg just walk out the back door like you planned.

SPEAKING OF SURPRISE I WAS PLEASANTLY SURPRISED AT THE PERFORMANCES, ESPECIALLY JOSH. WHEN I WATCHED THE TRAILERS I IMAGINED HE’D DO PRETTY GOOD, BUT HE BLEW ME AWAY. I CANT BELIEVE THIS WHOLE MOVIE TURNED ME INTO A NEW JOSH HARTNETT FAN. I WAS STRAIGHT UP LIKE “DUDE SOMEBODY GET THIS MAN AN OSCAR”

ALSO THAT SCENE WITH KID CUDI MADE ME CACKLE I LOVE HIM JUST CASUALLY FLIRTING WITH COOPER “MURDEROUS DILF” ADAMS IN FRONT OF HIS DAUGHTER BECAUSE LIKE SAME. And I love that cooper isn’t freaked out by it, he literally looks like this has happened to him a million times.

I think this movie changed me in a weird way and I might wreak havoc for the next couple months on this blog with content with it because oml I’m so glad I enjoyed it. Josh Hartnett I haven’t known you/followed you through your career for long but everything about this role you did was perfect and I’m sure your fans are just as proud of you as I am. I made a damn bracelet about you and everything.

honestly I still don’t know if I’ve said everything I needed/wanted to say about this movie yet so PLEASE people talk to me about this movie I’m begginggggg. I’m so glad I kept a positive mind about this film. M NIGHT I LOVE YOU THANK YOU.

but now I have a weird feeling of lost, like, I wanted to see this movie so bad and now I did and it’s over. And next on my theater watch is the crow remake and now I’m like “fuck, now I’m gonna watch a movie I’m gonna HATE.”

also whoever decided to have Josh take his shirt off in the hottest way in the movie for no reason and also put it in the trailer…:

Also I’d like to report that movie theater popcorn still makes me feel sick BUT I KEEP COMING BACK TO IT.

[icedfini-tea]

•Imagine, Idol!reader thats also a pirate, their crew is basically their whole staff( /first fan base) and their right hand man as their manager. Reason why they became a pirate in the first place is that they just go wherever they want to have a concert and just…trespass, even tho they can just get a permit, but wheres the thrill in that?

•Idol!reader has a huge fanbase since they go around the seas to perform. Their concerts in the East blue is more tame since most of the fans there are teenagers and kids alike while on the North blue,,, theres no limit of what a performer can do ;). (South and West blue are one the middle)

•Sometimes they do collabs with other artists/musicians, like uta. When the announcement of their collab got announced and spread world wide, not even a day, almost all of the people celebrated (esp their die hard fans) in joy since- hello?? Two of the infamous idols are gonna do a music together and perform!

•The concerts of theirs is randomly vogue. since they don’t give schedules or any heads up to the people. the most they can do is give a singular clue to their fans and the rest is for them to solve (cause of the marines), Its like an investigation of when and where their next concert will be. If you got the info’s right then enjoy the show! If not then better luck next time ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ .

•Since they have a high bounty, the marines always keep track of them whenever they left a clue, sometimes they would be right and crash the show (just like how they crashes soul king’s performance) but most of the time,,,, not so much, since they’re cheeky like that.

•They have their own light sticks and merch like those kpop groups. Fans can collect photo cards (some are limited), keychains, stickers, pins, etc. reason why they have the budget of effects and other stuff.

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“Holy shit man, i cant believe we got to see them in live!” “Damn theres so many people here” “The code they gave for this concert is confusing as shit but i still managed to crack it!” “Your sacrifice for sleep will not be in vain brother”

as more people came to the venue to watch others kept chatting amongst themselves waiting for the performance to start.

Meanwhile a ship with a lion’s head approached an island, the sound of many voices chattering captivated the crew’s attention. Luffy, always one to follow his instincts, leaped to his feet, his eyes alight with curiosity.

"Hey, what's that sound?" he exclaimed, pointing toward the shore.

Nami, peered through her binoculars and grinned. "Looks like there's a concert happening on the island. Let's check it out!"

Excited at the prospect of new entertainment, the Straw Hats disembarked onto the lively island. Crowds of people gathered around a grand stage, where colorful lights danced to the rhythm of the music. The source of the beginning melody stood at the center of the stage, captivating the audience with their captivating voice and mesmerizing performance. The crowd roared with excitement as the show progressed.

“Oh my, how lucky we are to watch their live performance” The woman chuckled

“huh? What do you mean about that robin?” The reindeer tugged the woman’s hand, Robin then looked down at chopper

“ A legend among the seas, whose fame transcended oceans and boundaries. With their captivating charisma and unmatched talent, she held sway over the hearts of both pirates and civilians alike.” She then looked back at the stage seing the idol perform.

“Their voice carried the weight of countless adventures, each note resonating with the spirit of freedom and adventure.” As her story ended, the rest of the straw hats that were listening to her went back to the idol singing.

“YOHOHOHO, i couldnt believe i get to meet the infamous idol so soon!”

“Seems like it’s our lucky day!- wait where’s sanji?-“ ussop then looked around when suddenly

“LOVELY IDOL-CHAAAAAAAAAN~~~” popped out of nowhere holding two light sticks on each hand and a whole bag of merchandize in his back

“WHERE- AND HOW DID YOU EVEN MANAGE TO GET ALL THAT STUFF-“ ussop screached

“WOW! THIS CONCERT IS VERY SUUUUPEEEERRR!” As franky did his usual pose

“WAAAAH! LOOK AT ALL THOSE LIGHTS AND CONFETTIS!” chopper looked around amazed

“ tch, its theres too many people here..” zoro grumbled

“Well what do you expect from a very famous idol” nami smiled watching the performance

“We couldn’t go back now since theres too many people blocking the way, so lets just enjoy the show” jimbe chuckled abit at zoro

“Then ill make a way” before he pulls out one of his sword he then got bonked

“ARE YOU THAT HARD HEADED!?” Yelled nami and sanji at the same time

As the crew kept chatting/bickering while watching the performance, Luffy couldn’t help but wonder why the idol performing looks someone familiar he met before his adventure to be the pirate king. But in the end he just shrugged it off and continue enjoying the lively atmosphere of the concert with his crew.

[jiminjeonging]

https://x.com/winteraphy/status/1849389608326590728?t=IJTByL-IOBFiaz37CeG73Q&s=19

You know whats funny? People used to say that mj was the straightest member (back in spicy era i saw some tweets specially) and i have NEVER ever believed that, in fact, she is probably the gayest member, if there is one thing i know is that mj definitely does not feel atracted to men, she has never even shown any form of atraction towards them ever in her idol career or before that from what we know (the only thing that she ever mentioned is that she went to a harry styles concert or that she was a fan of harry styles or something like that, i mean girlie also went to a sams smith concert and sams smith is gay af so idk why people thought that just because she likes harry styles and went to his concert that we can assume she is straight). If people told me other members could be straight maybe a small part of me would believe it but not mj nuh uh you are lying to urself (but i still think that all of them are probably bi/pan or similar to some extent, excluding mj i genuinely think she likes women and only women, karina too i think she probably could be bi but with heavy preference on women, or maybe she just likes women, but mj she is a girlkisser)

kindaaa unrelated to what you said but i hate that ppl give so much shit to mj just because she likes harry and made it her whole personality like she even stopped mentioning him altogether, didnt even post about going to his concert when we know how much she loves live music and im so sure thats because so many ppl made fun of her :(( im someone that thinks we cant know about other ppls sexualities for sure when we are just watching them through the screen especially if its based on stuff as trivial as their music taste or their choice of clothing thats why i mostly focus on their relationship with each other rather than labeling them! that being said i def think mj at least prefers the company of women and gets attached to them more easily! also i hate it when 'what?! they're literally the straightest person!1!1!!' tweets go viral about any idol bcs you cant literally know that??? like why are you focusing so much on strangers' sexualities and get violent when its implied they can be something other than straight?? and i hate the word straightest too because its just based on stereotypic bullshit.

[joviepog]

As the sun sets

Where you went to a Lovejoy concert for fun but you end up on stage with them.

Warnings: None, maybe a little cringe 🤷🏻‍♀️

Pronouns: Usage of She/They

Word count: 1,758 words

Anything else: In this POV you play the drums :)

*I DID NOT PROOF READ*

“I cant believe im at a Lovejoy concert!” You squeal, looking at your best friend with a wide grin. They smile back at you and they check their phone. “Welp you dragged me here so you better make the best of it” they say back with a sarcastic tone while still looking at their phone.

“You know what I will!” You say. They look at you for a moment with a what do you mean look. You smirk at them and skip off.

“HUH?!?WHERE ARE YOU GOING I-“ they look around at your guy’s spot, unsure what to do. “COME BACK IN FIVE MINUTES OKAY?!?” They call out as you continue skipping away.

At some point you slowed down. You were met with a bunch if doors. You tilt your head and shrug. You start tracing your fingers along the door ways, whispering the labels to yourself. What else is there to do? As you passed by some more doors you started to become dazed. You felt like a kid being able to explore the world. You pass a couple more doors before stopping at one. You moved backwards checking the label again, back tracking onto what you just read. And there it was…

“Backstage” You smiled to yourself before turning the nob a bit. It was unlocked. Without a second thought you opened the door and stood in awe as you entered. The ceiling was really tall and the speakers were huge. A couple of workers passed you and you overheard them speaking.

“Did you hear that the drummer is out sick?”

“You mean Mark?”

The first worker nodded, “Apparently they sent Henry to find another drummer. If he doesn’t find one hes going to get fired!”

“Poor guy!” The other one said as the walked passed.

Awe man Marks not gonna be here? You thought.

“Hey Kid!” Someone suddenly approached you. Making you stop eavesdropping. It was a tall man with slick back hair. “Are you supposed to be here?” He asked, one of his eyebrows up as he looked at you. Once he got closer to you he slowed down. His structure towering over you.

“Umm. One, I’m not a kid. And two, yes. I am the…” You looked around, checking your surroundings in case you needed to run. You thought for a moment… “-the backup drummer! Yeah..” you said reassuring yourself. “Really? They sent you?” He asked, obviously suspicious and annoyed.

“Yeah!” You said reassuringly. What were you doing?!?

“Okay…” he said looking you up and down. “Follow me.”

He started walking and you followed. “My name is Henry.” He said without turning back.

You gulped. Jackpot. “My name is YN.”

He kept walking. “So Mark, the drummer is out today. He’s gotten sick and he had to stay at the hotel. My boss said I had to find a replacement and lucky for me…” he turned around abruptly making you stop, almost like hitting the breaks. “I found one.”

You smiled at him trying to keep it cool.

“Anyway. Your outfit is fine so you don’t have to change.” He said as he turned back around and continued walking. “I wasn’t planning on changing.” You mutter to yourself.

He turned around and looked you up and down. “Okay smart ass.” He rolled his eyes.

“Hey!” You yelled, and huffed. “I’m doing you a favor you know. I could just not play.”

His eyes widened and he smirked. “You’re a tough one. No one ever talks back to me.”

You laughed and looked up at him. “No wonder.”

“Okay.” He pointed to the ground. “You wait here. The rest of the band members will be here soon. The sticks are in a small bag next to the drums. There’s a microphone there for the next band but if you want to sing you can.” He paused, “I’m assuming you know the songs. Right?”

You gasped at the thought of not knowing the songs? “Of course I do!”

“Alright, good.” He looked at his watch, “Your on in five. Good luck newbie.”

You smiled as he walked away before going into panic mode.

‘WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING? IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE UP HERE? (Your best friend) IS GOING TO BE SO MAD AT ME! AM I GOING TO MEET WILBUR SOOT? OH GOD IM GOING TO MEET WILBUR SOOT. IN FACT IM GOING TO PLAY WITH THEM. OH GOD OH GOD OH GOD. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!? I CANT DO THIS! WHAT IF I MESS UP?! WHAT THE HECK DID I DO?!?’ You thought. Suddenly you felt a tap on your shoulder and you slowly turned around, not wanting to see who it is.

“I’m guessing you’re the new drummer right?” Said a thick british accent. You looked up slowly and almost screamed. It was Wilbur Soot! And behind him was Ash and Joe. You held in your scream as much as you could and cleared your throat. “Y-yup!” You said in a squeaky voice before clearing your voice again. “Yup! That’s me!” You said nervously.

Wilbur looked at his other band members before looking back at you and smiling. “Great. Whatever happens do your best.”He kneeled and came close to your ear before whispering“You’ll do great” he said. His breath was hot and it landed right on your neck. You blushed and looked down trying to hide the red hue on your face. He hot back up before sticking out his hand for you to shake. ‘Was he expecting my name?’ You thought.

“I’m YN.” You said smiling, finally calming down a bit. His hand was softer than you thought…

*Wilbur POV*

I smiled at the new girl. She was smaller than me and obviously much more pretty than I thought she would be. At first I thought it was going to be some guy, so I didn’t expect much. But when I walked up to you I didn’t expect a girl. You were turned around facing the stage. Your foot was tapping the floor and you were biting your nails. You were nervous. Slowly, I approached you,

“I’m guessing you’re the new drummer right?” I said calmly, trying to show you how calm I was.

You looked at me nervously. You were a fan. I could tell. By the way your eyes grew and by the way you stumbled upon your words.

“Y-yup!” You squeaked which made me smile. “Yup! That’s me!”

I looked at Ash and Joe for a second and they shrugged. I turned back to you,

“Great. Whatever happens do your best.” I knelt a bit and got close to your ear. I saw you blush and I chuckle to myself. “You’ll do great.” I whispered in your ear.

I quickly got back up and smiled softly at you before sticking out my hand, waiting for you to shake.

“I’m YN.”

*Your Pov*

Almost immediately after he shook your hand the speaker shook, “Welcome Lovejoy!” Said a voice over the speaker.

You took a deep breath, closing your eyes. You’ve got this. You could do this. You opened your eyes again. You turned and Wilbur was next to you staring at you. He smiled and nodded at you before taking the first step. He understood that you were new. He understood.

With all your courage built up you took a step on the stage, then another, and then another. You looked at the crowd to soot (your best friend looking around for you before sighing. They turned to the stage and their eyes widened. You waved nonchalantly and smiled.

They mounted you a “What the hell are you doing?!?” But you ignored it. You walked to the drumset and sat down. The lights were bright and blinding. The crowd was cheering loudly as Wilbur put the guitar over his heard and set the mic to where he liked it. This was your signal to grab the sticks and get ready. You scooted your chair in a bit before looking at the drum set. It had multiple symbols and the microphones were all set to where they needed to be. There was a microphone next to your face so that you could sing. You sighed and smiled, taking it all in.

“Hello LA!!!” Shouted Wilbur, his voice booming over the speakers. The crowd cheered at the two words. Some of them screaming, some if them yelling Wilburs name, this made you wonder what you would be doing. ‘Probably crying’ you thought.

Wilbur continued, “So, last night, our drummer Mark got super sick. He said sadly, “Before any if you ask he is okay. But he couldn’t come.”the crowd was “awe-ing” and whining, “But instead, we have Miss YN!Lets welcome them!” He yelled out positively before looking at you.

You played a little fill then it the crash loudly.

The crowd cheered and it made you shiver. They were obviously still sad but they still gave you support.

“Now who’s up for Taunt?!?” Wilbur yelled out before the rest of the band started playing. You were a few seconds late but you caught on. Soon enough, you were plying and singing along with wilbur.

Songs passed by and so did the time. Finally it was down to the last songs, you played your heart out. Smiling as the sticks hit the drums. You wanted this moment to last forever.

Soon, you realized it was the last song. You sighed. Feeling the pain in your wrists from all the playing. As the sun sets you play the last song. You were looking down at your drums. Not noticing the pair of eyes that were looking at you from across the stage. Wilbur looked at you the whole song as he played “Call me what you like.”

*timeskip*

Now you were in your car as your best friend demanded an explanation. You were holding a paper with a number on it. Wilbur’s number. You smile as you start to tell the story of how you ended up on stage to your best friend. Once you were done, you checked your twitter and saw ON TRENDING “Wilbur has a crush on YN?!?” All over. You scrolled and scrolled, seeing videos and photos of Wilbur looking at you all throughout the show. You blushed at the sight . Your heart was racing.

Today was crazy. You thought. Looking at the video a bit longer.

“What are you watching?”

Asked your curious best friend.

“A video that could change my life.” You smiled as you zoomed in. Making sure that Wilbur was actually looking at you.

“And it happens as the sun sets.”

@lillylvjy @merakiwi @heartofwritiing

You guys gave me inspiration to write again and overall do something with my life again. I would like to thank you personally for that. <3

P.S this thing is the longest thing I’ve written so yeah T-T

[nickmpreg]

ok about your concert post: go to concerts where you know maybe 4 songs by that artist. genuinely. in the past two years ive been to 7 concerts where i recognized less than 5 songs and knew the lyrics to less than 2. and it was still so magical. at the arctic monkeys concert i saw over the summer, there was a person next to me who saw me biting my hands when alex turner walked out (general excitement stim) and smiled so so wide and told me "i cant believe it either!" and they cried through most of the concert and hugged me when i was crying too because even though i had never heard Body Paint before it was the best song ive ever seen live to this day.

plus, every artist ive seen where i knew nothing going in ended up in my top 50 artists on my spotify wrapped by the end of the year so.

(cheap tickets for a band youve never heard of > you know every song and it is $300)

(also go see arctic monkeys live they are FANTASTIC in concert.)

FURIOUSLY SCRIBBLES NOTES … yeah my friend went to see artic monkeys last year and he still has his merch that he wears everyday . alas my post was about i don’t know how but they found me playing in a small place in philly and i only know one of their songs :pensive: . i also don’t know any of my friends who listen to them

[dojae-huh]

Hello Huh nim....how is your weekend....it is going to be a long post!!

Consider me one of the happiest follower of your blog who started to believe in jaedo after reading your blog...want to knw how funny was my situation? I was a dotae shipper (still I get butterflies from their moments..that much I treasured them...and still but as best friends) and always look for their moments where only I can see jae interrupts them...even during concerts when jaedo hand holds instead of dotae then I skip that part....but after reading and understand every little thing about jaedo I went and checked every handholding moments of jaedo during concerts!!!hahaha

Between jae and do I am more into jae becoz even just by observing his actions we can get how much he is whipped for do...ofcrs do loves him but it is hard to differentiate from the love he gave to others..dy loves and show his affection to evryone even to jae there are times when he purely adore him as his little brother..that is the mother instinct in him..okayy...I agree..considering that way jae is more of a romantic person who can easily show the world that dy is his only by his actions!! But he is more matured now and can keep his poker face even the world is collapsing....recently I think do got more brave and being very clingy but still gets shy!!! I want to knw when he is going to stop being shy....but deeper in my heart i likes it too...when dy gets shy it is kinda cute!!

I think You started this blog during nct 127 debut?? So most of the questions about jae and his jealousy , obsession towards do and your view about it according to that period too... like pushover and puppy jae who want to follow a smart nerdy like dy...his jealousy and obsession during that time one thing that every onesided love who even got rejected once have...what about now...jae is more matured and not a pushover anymore...and i think more successful than dy and also have lots more fanbase than dy too...he is good at controlling his affection to dy where he shows more into others...actually my doubt is in one of ur old ask one asked what are the chances of jaedo's breakup and you replied like yes they can part ways but mayb jae is more into monogamy thing so he wont let go of dy that easily..but that's is 3or 4 years ago...now is very different...do you think jae still has that obsession ( you also said by obsession you meant it is difficult for jae to social interact so he value dy more than others) and now he is acting on movies which is going to a big hit I wish and going to interact with lot of people etc...so would that change anything?? I even started to think that what if dy want to stay and jae wants to leave?? I cant even imagine!!!! I think i am the one who is obsessed with them...and I knw it is a big fool of me to ask about their relationship status and their future...hahah!!!..but I believe you would have a clear insight on this as you are a great observer...and I like to read whatever you write so feel free to share your thought on this...thankyou...have a nice day...

I played with death this weekend... heh. I mean, I handled an animal that could easily end my life (it was a controlled situation, no worries).

You seem to be a person who likes romance, you say you enjoy the ship a lot these days, then why are you in a hurry to spoil your fun with thoughts and questions about possible negative future? Will you even follow JaeDo in a few years to see how they will change? If you think that me assuring you that JaeDo won't break up will help you to feel secure and continue to ship with ease, it won't help. With a mindsend of worry for the future any small dating rumour or other Do-/Jae- ship looking more "real" will cloud your day.

I answered your main question before, so I'll be brief. For JaeDo to break up they need to become different from today people. Something profound should happen to change their view on things and change their circumstances. Both of them are monogamous people to think cheating is OK to turn their relationship in that full of lies, and both of them need emotional support, a safe harbour, to get much more out of a partnership than just sex, i.e. they both have incentive to work on maintaining it. Other people they meet might be handsome and nice but they won't have the history and the deep understanding of Jae's/Do's character and position.

As of now, Jaehyun is not more successful than Doyoung. Jae has more fans as an NCT member and, seemingly (we don't really know), a better brand deal, on the other hand, Do has awards and three additional professional paths (MC, OST singer, variety host). They are nobody as actors, and haven't started their solo singer careers.

[dearweirdme]

https://www.tumblr.com/dearweirdme/723281099567071232/directly-after-they-discussed-jk-going-to-jimins

They forgot to include the part that JK said he would go to Tae’s room the next day, and indeed, taekook spent the next day together, eating together after the concert and talking about some serious stuff. Hobi and Jin went live the next day (or day after next), and someone opened the door and they both said JK, but Tae was the one that appeared.

Also, Jimin wasn’t supposed to be in that live. For some reason, the staff let him join. Tae specifically called for JK coz they were supposed to play the pepero game. Remember when Tae said he would play some songs, Jimin said if he’d start doing that, he would leave, and Tae said if the guest wanted to leave, they could leave.

JK visiting Jimin in his room didn’t mean anything since after Jimin shared that TMI, JK kept on insisting he would go to Tae’s room next time. Besides, JK already explained Jimin’s was the closest room.

I wonder how could jikookers still exist after solo era. JK literally just fist-bumped his supposed bf during yoongi’s concert. lol And I cant believe they used that specific vminkook live where taekook had the most tension. JK literally couldn’t stop looking at Tae’s panty-like pants! 💀💀💀

Hi anon!

Exactly!

The crazy thing is, according to jkkrs the Tokyo GCF was about their relationship. That was made very public and elaborated on many many times. Ergo, not hidden. But then an innocent story like the vlive one is apparently too much? Make it make sense!

Jimin and Jk were never hidden, never denied a chance to do anything together.. that anon was full of bs.. trying to explain away something that doesn’t fit their stories.

[sizzlingpatrolfox]

harry’s alright i guess i just cant help but see him as bit of a try hard i suppose and lacking of originality. otherwise he’s just okay for me. i actually used to like him a lot back when they were together (management pushing him as the most popular worked for me unfortunately) but i also really liked zayn a lot, still do like his music a lot

I really loved his personality back then. He was funny, charming, sweet, so so kind. I still believe he's all of those things, especially nice. He's a really nice dude and I will go to my grave defending his kindness. But I'm not as crazy about him anymore. Around 2019 I started disliking that he didn't stand up for anything. I don't like people who don't stand up for anything. He was so neutral, so fake woke and kept selling the same "amor y paz" message... it was all so silly. His tip toeing around his sexuality also bothered me.

He wasn't so spineless when he was in one direction, which is funny actually. He used to do stuff like this and to me, he was the hottest man ever because he always made his point and he fought (in whatever way) for something that obviously mattered to him.

His openness and acceptance helped me so much in asserting my sexuality and I didn't even notice that. I realized that many years after, one direction wasn't even a thing anymore when I looked back and realized how comfortable with queerness (others' and my own) I had grown thanks to Harry's unashamed personality and open support.

But as years went by after he kicked off his solo career, I started seeing him as more shallow and less engaged, I don't know. I definitely have some complaints about him but I still like him a lot nonetheless, and I like his music, which I listen to often and watch his concert clips. I disagree that he's lacking originality tho, I actually think he's birthed many of these new "androgynous gender bending sexuality forward lgbtq friendly ambiguous" popstars. Many have tried to imitate him. Taehyung is still trying.

I love zayn as an artist. I don't think there's much to say about his personality because he's just really regular lol. And obviously doesn't show himself much so there's nothing to talk about either. His voice is incredible and I've always believed he could've been super big as a singer if he had wanted to.

zarry4ever 🫢🫶

[taetaespeaches]

Omg hi I missed you. I didn’t even realize I had deleted the app and was wondering why it had been so quiet in my notifications for months lol. Anyway how ya been??? I SAW YOONGI AT THE OF APRIL AND STILL CANT BELIEVE AND ITS SOMEHOW JUNE???? he was right in front of my face and I’m like nope we didn’t just breathe the same air. Dude GA in Jersey was HELL ON EARTH. We stood in the cold rain for hours but who cares because once he came onstage all of that didn’t matter. Omg so so much happened that day and I cried a lil during interlude shadow. He means so much to me and I was like wow can’t believe I’m here and we could’ve had this for MOTS7 🥲 love that lil guy

Hiiii I missed you too! Lmao I’m glad you noticed you deleted the app! I’ve been pretty good actually, I saw yoongi the day after my birthday in chicago and now I just got home Monday after seeing mamamoo in los angeles so I really can’t complain 👹 I AM SO HAPPY YOU GOT TO SEE YOONGI!!!!! Omg you really went through it for that show but SO WORTH IT I’m sure! I love that you cried during interlude shadow :( I love those moments. There were a few moments I got choked up but I turned and looked at saraya during snooze and she was in tears and :( it’s just so special to see people get emotional during concerts. That connection with the artist is everything. Love that funky little rapper man so so much 🧡🫶

[snowball-doie]

the boys are touring america while jooha is there for school but because they're so busy with shows and jooha is 'busy with exams', they don't have any time to see each other :(((... not really though because jooha just thought it would be funny to be front row at their concert to surprise them. this was extra meaningful coming from jooha because there's nothing he hates more than both concerts and people weirdly obsessing over his dads (he was a little bit baffled when people started handing him photocards)

you bet your ass bro is front row, vip, decked out in tour merch. but he's got earplugs in cuz it's so loud, and he drags a "very good friend" along with him in case he gets overstimulated and needs to leave or something. but he sticks through to the end for his dads. they notice him during sound check while they're walking around, singing, interacting with friends. doyoung just about jumps off the stage to hug jooha, but taeyong sees what he's going to do and stops him by grabbing the back of doyoung's shirt and holding onto it like it's a leash lmao. between songs, johnny's eyeing jooha to see if it's okay to point him out, and when jooha shakes his head, the boys let it go. they don't want to embarrass him or cause any issues. so they move on, they perform the entire show as usual, but they make sure to stop and wave to him when they can. jaehyun sends him a worried thumbs up every once in a while to make sure that jooha is okay. he is. whenever he feels like the lights are too much or the screaming is too loud, he just grabs onto his friend and breathes to get through it. ultimately, jooha had a lot of fun, and he doesn't regret going-- would he ever go again??? .......no. lmaooooo

"onesan, do you want these gifts i got?" jooha texts reyna out of the blue one day while she's at rehersal with her group. he sent a picture of all the freebies he got, including fanmade photocards that jooha knows reyna likes to collect at concerts. "WHERE THE HELL DID YOU GET ALL THOSE?" she quickly replies. "i went to our dads' concert in new york last night" "YOU WHAT?" "do you want them or not?" "ya, you can ship them to me" "i'll just have dad bring them in his suitcase" "you're seeing them again?" "they want to hang out in Connecticut today since their next show isn't for another two days" reyna's just laughing at her phone while sitting in the corner of the room, the other members of her group still practicing because they cant get a part of the choreo right but reyna got it the first try. she can't believe her little brother willingly went to a concert alone. reyna and their mom always had to drag jooha to those things, so it's kind of funny seeing him do it all on his own, and in a foreign country too. "oh and someone gave this to me too," jooha follows up a few minutes later with another picture of a stack of official photocards. reyna's jaw drops, "who gave you those?" "some fan? she said she loves our dads" "ya, everyone there does" "no, rey... she knew who i am lol" LMAOOOOOO JOOHA GOT CAUGHT BY A FANGIRL AND THOUGHT SHE'D HAVE A CHANCE OF MEETING THEM IF SHE SUCKED UP BY GIVING PCS TO HIM PFFTTTTTTT-- "have dads sign them and sell them for a fortune," reyna replies. "i dont care for things like that. i'll just send them to you with dad" "ok. ily, ototo. tell oppa and chichi i miss them" "love you too"

[venomsbitch]

I cannot. Believe. She cant just be PRESENT. Hi im from fucking . The usa. And yes this is the second time youve seen me this YEAR but ???? Do you have to be on facebook and instagram and tiktok and twitter even every second of the day???????

And if i tell her "can you please just be PRESENT with me???" she'll look at me like im insane. Like i kicked her.

I made the decision to say "hey, im gonna need some space apart from you, its not a reflection of you i just need to be alone" and she looked so confused??? But i did it and i feel better but just like. Girl. I just need some time by myself.

This trip is the perfect amount of time. I was... i dunno. We went to see Wicked on Friday and then just last night saw the eras tour and i feel like... i feel the same about both? Theyre not exactly comparable but still? I was kind of more excited about Wicked than the concert? And the best part was "shake it off" and the surprise songs.

She's just so into the lore and the cloud/bubble of swift culture that... i dunno. I just ... dont care?

Im glad we got to see the building i was looking for, but we saw that because we went to a pub. I dunnoooooooo i dunno. Its like im sending and offering her bids for her attention/care and she just... doesnt... pick them up. I feel like i try?? To be into the swiftie thing?? At least to ask questions and to come to the *concert*, and all that, but. I dunno.

My grandfather asked me "if it was worth it" and i said yes but it... it also... i dont know. We went to the market today and i hated that so maybe im just in a sour mood.