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wwriothesley · 1 year

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Man.

( spoilers for Wrio's story quest under here )

What really got to me in his story quest is that he immediately admitted of the crime he did, because despite him committing it for a noble cause (saving his adoptive siblings), it was still a crime and he should have been punished justly for it.

The ideal of justice was already ingrained into him... he gave himself no special treatment, no delusions that he was a savior. A crime is a crime, and must be dealt with by the law.

And how he has learned and matured a lot ever since then, and how calm and friendly he can be while still being a scheming bastard if he smells something wrong... the duality of this man is insane. He's perfectly balanced!!!!

How we see him now. that he has somewhat learned to make peace with what he has done, expecially after he served his sentence is SO GOOD. He's a solitary person by name, title and personality, so the Traveler and Paimon coming into his life and becoming friends with him like this makes me cry a little bit. Those two are someone he trusts! He jokes with Paimon with his brand of threatening humor and (eventually, DAMN YOU) shares his point of view with the Traveler and let them join to help... How he dashed to attack when The Fucker pointed his gun at them, his friends?

How the entire thing happening in the Fortress was essentially him reliving his teenagerhood, and how angry it made him- yet he held back until he could deliver a proper smackdown on the one responsible, after all the necessary investigations to leave the fucker no margin of even trying to look innocent. Ouch.

He trusts the Traveler enough to disclose his past, but I think that he came to terms with it a long time ago, and doesn't particulary hold back in talking about it with people he trusts, if asked. In the brain of a teenager, he knew that the only logical course of actions to make this nightmare end for his adoptive siblings ( and by extension himself ) was to kill the ones perpetrating it- then, since killing was a crime, he admitted guilt. It was done and over, he was ready to take the consequences of it. And taking the consequences properly, having a change of rebirth really helped with whatever mental issues the whole ordeal possibly left on him.

He's so balanced... he has a bad past that could have potentially make him tragic, but doesn't let it color his character at every step of the way. He jokes around, is spotless at doing his job and sometimes has to get serious- and that's all. He's so good like this, just existing and running his new home and giving it his best. Quest was the correct amount of short. 100% EXTREMELY GOOD insight that didn't dragged anything. Loved it.

#( OOC. ) ━ smoke break; oh. and a cup of fine tea too.#( HEADCANONS. ) ━ into the CERBERUS dossier.#putting this in the headcanons tag bc yes for me he has made peace with it #cried. still crying a lot

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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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dont-let-me-eat-pears · 4 months

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things that are Too Much: both times lancelot dies, the last face he sees is merlin's, and the last thing he does is smile.

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bluecaeriart · 2 years

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I adore you, I do, I do. We’ll be just fine.

this song and this fic go so well together and reading it while listening to the song makes everything hurt even more O;IAERGO;IAHEO;RGIHAERO;GIAO;RGIH ITS SO GOOD

#the hobbit #bilbo baggins #Thorin Oakenshield #bagginshield #my art #(also the mv is really good too it makes me cry O;AERIGHAO;EIRG)#i had this idea months ago but i couldnt work on it cuz i was doing the collab project #BUT AS SOON AS I FINISHED I STARTED ON THIS AND I CRIED THE WHOLE TIME CUZ I HAD THIS SONG ON BLAST THE WHOLE TIME #its hard to tell too but they have wedding rings on both of their left hands--#i struggled with this actually a lot and id pick at it more BUT I NEED TO MOVE ON AND DOODLE OTHER BAGGINSHIELD THINGS #I'M STILL SUPER HAPPY WITH IT TOO SO!!!!

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doctorhomo · 4 months

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“ugh the doctor is crying way too much this series, it’s getting annoying” SHUT UP! ATOMIC WEAPONS 💥🧨🔥🔥🔥💣💥💥💥🧨💥🚨🚨💣🔥🚨‼️‼️💥

#he’s a more emotional doctor like ???? yeah he’a gonna fucking cry #idc if you’re annoyed by it #bc people will find ANYTHING to fucking complain about #and honestky #i struggle to believe a lot of the ppl saying that would say it if it was still david tennant #you’re srsly complaining that the doctor has cried AgAiN this week after experiencing RACISM?????????#‘it makes him too human’ SHUT UP???????? LEARN TO ENJOY YOUR ‘FAV’ SHOW THEN WE CAN DISCUSS #doctor who #dot and bubble

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mintaikk · 6 months

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Me reading a fic where the person had an identidy realization that they were in he aroace spectrum and now they were figuring themselves out(I finally found something that understood me and a romance I could relate to after all these years)

#love loses! you're on the aroace spectrum and you dont fucking know what you are but you're definitely on the spectrum #but it's so hard to explain bcuz how do youve never had a real crush on someone but also have had platonic feelings for someone #and dont want to do the romance thing but also still want to have a queer platonic relationship and do romance things?#YOU DONT #IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME BUT I JUST KNOW #ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I CANT JUST GET CRUSHES ON PEOPLE IT TAKES YEARS I'VE ONLY HAD 1 CRUSH THROUGHOUT MY LIFE #AND I JUST WANTWD TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM #I thought that was just me but the author was projecting and explained perfectly what i was going through #and ik i say “I cried” a lot when talking about something but i did actually cry #had to put my phone down bcuz it felt so nice to be understood #idk just venting and rambling lol #aroace #ace spectrum #gotta keep a journal on this bcuz i want to explain to people but it's so hard for even me to grasp #and i feel like they won't believe me anyways bcuz ive tried to himt st it but i just get weird looks #its annoying but it is what it is #aromantic #asexual #lgbt #queer #talking #rambling

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hammill-goes-fogwalking · 6 months

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#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that:#we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc)#and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m)#my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise)#PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher:#“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH”#💔#seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?!#why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality.#& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results.#once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing:#“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰”#you get it?#no- this peoson didnt learn.#no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them*#[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

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schnaf · 4 months

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22 days until ode's 22nd birthday

day 22 aka THE COUNTDOWN IS OVER - ode's past birthday brrrr ppoppos

#xdinary heroes #ode #oh seungmin #jungsu #jooyeon #gaon #junhan #jun han #gunil #kim jungsu #lee jooyeon #kwak jiseok #han hyeongjun #goo gunil #ode22 #forfreddy #IT'S BIRTHDAY TIME! (scheduling this for midnight korean time again) (i hope we're getting many more brr ppoppos this year!)#happy birthday seungmin!! hope he's having a good time ♥#he's such a sweet and considerate guy. ugh the fact that he often cries when it's time to say goodbye?? relatable king but also SO SWEET #and ugh it's such an interesting contrast - the icy guy who leaves such a cold first impression seems to be so emotional. he cares a lot an #when i was at their concert there were two instances (i tried to keep it general rn but i just remembered this is kinda the personal part..#one time he was on the verge of tears - he just looked at the crowd and he was about to cry and UGH i wanted to climb up there and hug him #he was just so overwhelmed with seeing all these people supporting him and his band and UGH it's pretty nice to stan a band that appreciate #when you realize it actually MEANS something to them #the other instance was... at some point he asked us to take a step back. and i was wondering what the next step was going to be - jumping o #but he didn't add anything. he just wanted us to get more space so we'd be safer. and UGH it wasn't even necessary it wasn't super stuffed #and there was no immediate danger. there was no need to act but still he cared about us and he wanted us to be comfortable and safe #and that's super sweet and i think that's the kind of person he is. very considerate very sentimental. and that's amazing ♥

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yohankang · 8 months

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i officially resigned today :')

#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!!#the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive #she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision #and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract #i cried a lot 😭#and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them #but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks #k.txt #also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages #but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left #i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over

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prince-of-red-lions · 9 months

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so hi guys! ive been gone a while. which will. unfortunately continue to happen.

as you all know i've had some cOmPliCaTiOnS recently 😭😭😭 im so sorry! things Have Happened and i won't be on anymore. NOT FOREVER! but a long time. your all so wonderful and i am TEARING UP RIGHT NOW ASHGTUJAG SORRRYASHGU. but i love you all so much i can't even describe it properly. you've all done so much for me and made me feel so loved and appreciated and im literally crying rn so sorry if this post is a mess. sorry if i got your hopes up that i was gonna be back with the last few posts, just wanted to go out with a bang yknow? but please know that i love you all so much and i've been thinking about you guys nonstop ever since i met you. please never change and never forget yourselves or your purpose. im so proud of ALL OF YOU and im so sorry to be leaving. i really am. this has been a great place to be its been REAL. its been FUN. and its been SO ENJOYABLE. i love you all so so so so so so so much. i can't put it into words. its been so nice to have place to dump my art or thoughts and your all there with nice words and funny jokes. im so grateful for you all. i know im rambling and i know this a dumpster fire but oh well. ITS ALL TRUE. IT IS. 💖💖💖💖💖💖 please know i am ALWAYS out there and ALWAYS SUPPORTING YOU GUYS and i hope you guys don't forget me. HASNGJDJSHGEUAOYTE SOBBING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

this isn't goodbye forever! i will be back one day. i promise you guys that much. this account will continue to stay up, IM NOT DELETEING IT- DW- but i will not be active. i probably won't even be able look at it. i will be back one day i swear it i SWEAR IT. i hope you guys have a lot of patience 😭

i love you all so much and never change. your all so talented and beautiful and awesome and amazing and wonderful and SO COOL AND SWAG AND SLAY. >:D I SEE ALL OF YOUR MESSAGES AND ASKS BTW! SORRY I CAN'T RESPOND TO THEM. :( im sorry i wont be here for ya'll anymore. if you guys ever get off your own tumblr accounts or smth like that, maybe you could leave a message behind so i'd know? 💀 that would be great because i want to make sure you didn't die or smth LMAOOOO. but thanks for everything guys! sorry to be such a downer on christmas. yeah sorry kinda bad timing huh? but

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO! I HOPE 2024 ISN'T TOO BAD FOR YA'LLS :)

#thank you for everything!#i hope ya'll will wait for me #because i WILL BE BACK #I SWEAR #rambles from the ocean #pretty epik goodbye message huh?#yeah i hope so cuz i cried 💀💀#like #a lot.#HRRRRRGGHSJAHGTEKUAJHGSJGH #i repeated myself a lot in this #but its ALL TRUE #THANK YOU #I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE STILL AROUND WHEN I GET BACK #oh no im crying again #ERTHYAUJEHJ #I CANT PUT THIS ALL INTO WORDS #AAAA

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lambentplume · 5 months

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ik no one’s awake but hi i’m graduating tomorrow. i didn’t get any of the fancy stoles or cords because my grades were bad and i didn’t participate in extracurricular anything towards the end. but i am going to walk and i have completed the necessary requirements to earn my bachelor’s degree. please clap

#jaerambles #life…. accomplishment…..#for a guy who thought he was [redacted] at the beginning of the school year i still fucking did it.#trying to be proud of that. i’ve already cried a lot today and i’m gonna cry tomorrow probably. i can’t sleep and that isn’t helping

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sweetmoonbeam17 · 4 months

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HTTYD 2 ❤️❤️ The fact that this was 10 years ago is melting my brain.

When we came home from the theater I laid on the basement floor and cried until 5am lmfao tbh not that different from how I watch it now. Then I fucking manned UP and strolled back to that theater the next day to see it again immediately. I still have all my tickets from the 12 (!!!) times I saw it 😂😭 Honestly not to be lame but the most fun time of my life was waiting for this movie to come out with everyone ❤️ We were so insane. Many are no longer active and I wish everyone well. I miss my youth.

#httyd #httyd2 #WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE & KILLED BY DREAMWORKS #good fucking lord i cried so much over this movie. i STILL CRY #gonna watch it tonight if i cannn i got popcorn and candy bitch #i may not be young anymore but you can never take my love for dragons away 😭😭#i have a lot of emotions rn

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heart-of-ep · 1 year

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So deep in my Elvis feels right now. Literally sobbed my eyes out and now it's 3am and idk what to do with myself. 😭

#the searcher documentary was SO good #i just watched it for the first time and wow #i haven't cried this hard since seeing the elvis movie back in july #i wasn't even feeling particularly emotional today and yet here we are :)#it was so amazing tho #highly HIGHLY recommend #i didnt think it was still possible to cry this hard over elvis but here we are #its funny too cause i didn't learn anything that i didnt know already #and yet I'm crying like its brand new info #ugh this man brings me pain #joy #but pain #elvis #elvis presley #elvis aaron presley #also that was a lot oops #long tags

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sysig · 4 months

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Good to see you again ♥ (Patreon)

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#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #DAX #Look. I know I cry at everything so of course I cried to this but what else was I meant to do #The heart-wrenching perfection of ''I'd recognize you anywhere'' like Excuse ;;;;♥ I cannot recover <3 <3 #Ahem Anyway lol #This was genuinely like - the best and funnest <3 I love ZEX and DAX's dynamic So Incredibly Much so seeing them interact is just fdsjkld 💖#My notes - exploded lol #Previously for my liveblogging I would write like one bullet per page and some were quite long! Had a lot to go over and think about!#Is it embarrassing to admit? Oh go on then - I made a new bullet for every exchange because I had So Much to fdsalfd about lol #Some of them were short! And plenty was padded with keysmashes and emoticons lol #I just have a lot of thoughts and feelings about them they're wonderful <3 <3 #ZEX is so mean and I love him terribly ♥♪#Messing with DAX for funsies! Ah! What a cruel Admiral he is <3 #It only made the reveal all the sweeter honestly - True Honest delayed gratification I Get It Now <3 #And the way they were both reaching for each other once it was confirmed just pulling in and in and in! Can't get close enough! Ah #This scene was so lovely <3 #If I can swing it in a timely fashion (lol) I have a digital piece planned for it as well because it was just so fun hehe ♪#Just something simple and I still managed to make it too big pfft #Soon soon! Hopefully! <3

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spooky-activity · 10 months

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Furina de Fontaine!

#my art #mine #furina #furina de fontaine #genshin impact #i drew this during dnd #my new failgirl to put on my shelf and squeeeeeeeeeze until she cries #she doesn’t need my help to cry but i still want to squeeze her #cleaning my lineart? never heard of her #maybe ill do one later #thats clean #or maybe not #ok i cleaned her up a LITTLE #but like not a lot #just around her face #and hair #i love drawing hair did you guys know that

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archduke-enver-gortash · 6 months

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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW

#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does #like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful #while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child #like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child #only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you #his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you #agree deep down #and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept #but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide #and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke #and you discarded it and got a new one #and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow #and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it #until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly #and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different #and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child #and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da #and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand #but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee #his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing #and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love #or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do #with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like

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