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decafdoodlez · 6 months

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I think he’ll keep this one. 🗡️🐛

Sooo, does that mean he’s adept with a knife, or does he mean something a bit more risqué…? 🤨 /hj

That’s for YOU to decide! 🫵🏻

@soureggs // @evilmannodasmybabygirl thank you for letting me borrow your sona! 🤠✨🫶 She’s just adorable and I know Rory would find her reactions addicting, hehe. 🫶🤍✨ /pos

#soureggs #evilmannodasmybabygirl #my art #Rory 🗡️🐛#oc stuff #oc x oc #yandere boy #y’allternative #Next I gotta draw your other OC with him #couldn’t get to her today #but she’s next! 👁️👁️#bunny beastkin and punk cowboy who would’ve thought? ✨🤍

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ahbogman · 3 months

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birthday girl!!!!!

#HBD WINRY!!!!#i miss her #literally just found out a few hours ago and couldn’t not do something!!!#i wore this outfit like 3 weeks ago and it just felt so character coded #now im bout to draw yukine in the outfit i wore today shhhh #trying to get better at drawing clothes specifically so I’ve been practicing and i hope you’ll be able to see an improvement!!#fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #winry rockbell

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blaithnne · 3 days

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I’m not even a little bit late to @tealottie’s ducktales fashion week so don’t you DARE check the dates I’m watching you. Just hush up and take your Beakleys.

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moonkhao · 1 month

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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leviiackrman · 23 days

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Had a surge of inspiration so enjoy Mineyo’s Completed Timeline!

Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @greenecreek @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @alexxmason @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @a-treides @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel @imogenkol

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kaidabakugou · 8 months

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the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺

#kai.rambles #i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired #which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id #and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no #and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing #and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass #and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!?#so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day #and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting #my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy #didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents #who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning #so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :(#anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id #and he was just being a fkn dick #but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush #and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺#and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰

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dir7eater · 4 months

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i work at a summer day camp, and i found out today that one of my campers is a super big fan of star wars (he has even seen the prequels!!! this was a very important fact that i had to remember. he whispered in my ear that he knew who darth vader was really and said i couldn’t tell anyone) and during arts and crafts he wanted me to draw darth vader and all the jedi for him.

guys i’m not an artist. i’m a fan fiction writer. i can’t do art. but for the campers i try my best so here’s basically what i drew him:

when i tell you this 5 year old looked me dead in the eyes and said “wow, you must work for starwars cause that’s the best darth vader i’ve ever seen” i’m not lying

so this serves as a reminder to all artists, good or bad, beginners or pros, that if a 5 year old thinks my darth vader is so good that i must work for star wars, then imagine what a 5 year old who likes what you’re drawing will think of your art skills?

#he also really liked mace windu #he was litterally quizzing me on star wars facts the whole hike today #i couldn’t get a second alone without this kid popping up and asking #who is palpatine really? what movie does rey get a yellow lightsaber? what movie is darth vader anakin in #another girl came up during the conversation and was like “anakin cant die he’s in love with padme #like oh sweetheart i’m so sorry but that’s why he died #didn’t tell her that and just said oh you mis heard us he didn’t die he had 2 kids with padme and then she was happy again #anyway #art #inspiration #star wars #positivity #art confidence from a 5 year old #art on tumblr #artists on tumblr

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queer-reader-07 · 10 months

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something about finding the people who sit through your info dumps with joy on their face and enthusiasm for your passions. something about finding the people who info dump right back at you because they know you love hearing about their passions. something about finding the people who manage to sum up your being in one niche, oddly specific sentence that lives in your mind rent free for the rest of time. something about finding the people who not only accept you for who you are but embrace you for who you are. who not only tolerate your quirks and differences but love and cherish them.

#i’m in my feels today if you couldn’t tell #just thinking about one friend in particular who i don’t get to see in person nearly enough but i text all the time #idk it’s the little things #the way we send each other videos of ourselves explaining whatever we’re learning about right now #the way we don’t write it in a long message because the emotion and vibes don’t translate properly #the way he’s told me that the way i dress is so gender nonconforming in his eyes #how even though i’m afab and i wear glittery makeup and crop tops and have pink hair #i still look so queer and so gnc and so Not Girl in his eyes #how that felt so validating #how i could feel the genuine love in his words #how he told me once that i’m ‘not a person with lore but rather a person with a schtick’#and how he explained to me what my schtick was and how accurate it was #how he told me he can’t wait for me to get my degree(s) and be an openly queer person in stem #how he can’t wait for me to defend my thesis sometime in the future and be wearing the brightest makeup and the biggest earrings #and the tallest boots #how he loves that i go to my chem lab every week with glitter on my eyes #how it’s cool that i don’t care if i stick out like a sore thumb because i’m me #i remember how he dropped the she/her pronouns immediately upon ne saying i didn’t really vibe with them #(even when they were still technically on my list of ‘ok to use pronouns’)#how his boyfriend who i don’t know very well has always they/them-ed me because my friend does #and if my friend is doing it then it must be the right thing #idk i just love my friends #and this friend in particular is someone i’ve gotten really close with over the past 6 months or so #and i’m so glad to have him in my life #platonic love #friendship #tell your friends you love them

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sinhasfluffyheadfur · 1 year

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more jigokuraku redraws!!! they live rent free in my head<3

#grim draws #jigokuraku #gabimaru #hell’s paradise #yamada asaemon fuchi #auuuughhhhh exploding myself into the sun #I finished the manga today and .the domestic scenes at the end kill me #I got the ending I wanted I got to see them all happy!!!!! and it’s amazing #I couldn’t get yui to look right but I’ll try again later because I adore her #I have more panels to redraw it’s fun hyperfixating on something and actually having being able to draw for it and have it turn out well

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the-cookie-of-doom · 7 months

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Why can’t people accept that I left my job because I had no other choice? I was so miserable that I was actively suicidal for MONTHS, and something had to give. It couldn’t be school, so it was either me or work. Leaving was the only thing I had control over. Yes, it made me sad, and yes, I miss it, but that doesn’t change the fact that I needed to leave. Desperately. I wish people would stop telling me it was a mistake bc I promise you, the alternative was much worse.

#cookie speaks #I worked with my mom #and she’s getting all emotional over the fact that I’m not there today #like ffs mom #thanks and all #but stop being so self centered #she wanted me to stay for her #bc she thinks I should have been able to just toughen up and get through it #I tried #I really ducking tried #but I couldn’t

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plague-of-insomnia · 7 months

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ever had a day you felt you just could not exist?

#today was that day #it’s like my mood and physical symptoms decided to get together against a common enemy (me)#:/#i think part of it is the ongoing stress from the doctor situation #plus the pca i started working with who i thought i could rely on #told me last night she basically can only do things around the house during our designated time slot #i cannot drive #we do not have public transport here #so if hubby is working down town i don’t have any way to go or get many things #and i thought i could count on her and that would be one less thing on my stress pile #but noooo apparently #sigh #not kuro #personal #btw this isn’t a suicide thing #it’s more like….#uh how to explain #idk like my brain and body kept giving me the blue screen of death so i couldn’t work today #🤷🏻 a very inelegant and not quite accurate metaphor but here we go

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teardropsonsmyguitar · 5 months

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#tw abuse #hi #im just lying down in the dark on a rainy day and need to vent here because I can’t get myself to journal #today i miss my mom so so much #I miss who she was before the drugs and alcoholism #she can be so nurturing and generous and kind when she’s not using #she couldn’t be the mother she was capable of being because of her addiction and severe mental health issues #I was emotionally and physically abused til I was 16 and the thing is #I don’t have hate or resentment for her #I only want the best for her #I just ache inside knowing that because she’s still in denial and addiction and we can’t have a relationship #I have no immediate family left and my extended family aren’t the nicest people #lately my ptsd has been triggered a lot and old trauma has been resurfaced #witnessing an incredible amount of domestic violence growing up still fucks with my head #it was so scarring #won’t get into details there but god it really did a number on me #the bottom line is I miss who my mom was before the alcohol and abuse #and more importantly #I miss myself #I miss laughing until I cried #I miss not running from everything #I miss letting myself feel #personal

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lesbianstarlightglimmer · 3 months

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Jfc

#meows #I’ve planned for weeks for my mom and I to go to this antique store I like #and she’s always had some reason why she couldn’t #but I FINALLY got her to say yes #but then last night I got a call from a school I applied to #asking if I could go to an interview with them #today and I said yes and it’s not for a few more hours #and I told my mom this and she said okay we can meet earlier #and I left a tiny bit later than I wanted and told her I might be a lil late #and what does she do? decide to go to a store!#the store is 15 min away! so now I’ve beat her and am having to wait #why would she fucking do that #oh and the other kicker is my stupid hair is doing all kinds of bs #and as I’m parking at the food place #my gma calls to say a person is coming to #get an estimate on a new shower #despite the fact I TOLD her I just wanted a new seal #bc the stupid thing keeps making a huge ass puddle #but as per usual no one fucking listens to me #and my bathroom looks AWFUL #I’m gonna cry I swear to god

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 1 year

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Messin w vocable

I think it fits my verbal shutdown needs pretty well

I don’t super need robust communication bc usually if I’ve shut down my concerns are “get me out of here” and “I need space and quiet”

And vocable is terrible for robust for communication but Very Good for a few pre-programmed phrases I can press and play quickly

Plus I can read very well even when stressed so word based suits me better than symbol based

I just can’t. Type. Sometimes. So the buttons seem better suited.

If I can type, my TTS gives me more communication options, so I’m keeping that one too. I wish I had a free app that can do both but. You cant have everything in life. If any of you friends have any recommendations for a free app that does have both of those things, then I would gladly use it. I want the word buttons I can preprogram and the TTS feature, preferably with a way for me to copy/paste sentences from the AAC to a word processor or social media. Every program I’ve found costs money or is “free” with a subscription fee.

Disclaimer: I am a Level 1 autistic who is fully verbal most of the time. I use AAC for emergencies, not regularly. I am not an expert in AAC, but I am trying to learn more. I do not have the experiences of a full time AAC user.

#aac #Liza messes with aac #verbal shutdown #I had a partial verbal shutdown today (could say small words one at a time with significant effort)#and realized I couldn’t use my TTS #bc I couldn’t type bc I was too overwhelmed #scared the frick outta me bc my mom kept asking me questions and I couldn’t say enough to get her to understand I needed space #for a while #then again my mom doesn’t even know I have an AAC at all #so #*shrug emoji*

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golden-girl-daisy · 1 year

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It’s her last full day today. 💔

#bailey the golden girl #dog #golden retriever #mixed breed #mutts #medical talk #in bed #my poor girl #it’ll be tomorrow at 2 #she’s just gone downhill so fast #I mean two weeks ago we went to the beach and she was running and playing like nothing was wrong #it was only a few days after we saw the symptoms that her neurologist appointment was and by that time she couldn’t even walk straight #we’re getting her a happy meal tonight #if you can think of anything else we should do with her today let me know #i want her to be happy #death #death tw #pet death tw #pet death

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esta-elavaris · 6 days

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Had a moment today that exemplifies how my family thinks but like, in a way that’s just very sad and makes me glad I don’t think that way.

Showed a relative the amazing painting that friend did for me, and her first response was “you’d be able to sell that for some good money!!!”

Like. No????

For months I’ve discussed this creative trade with this friend, we’ve talked about what the other wants, we’ve gotten excited about it and traded progress pics as we work on it for each other, gotten stoked over making plans to get to the post office and seeing the other finally get it, and it’s just been a very wholesome and very fun project. It took six weeks for us to complete these projects, and now I have something on display in my room that makes me very happy, that’s objectively beautiful, and that I know a friend put a lot of effort into making for me and was THRILLED when I adored it.

And my family’s immediate line of thinking is “make a few quid from it lol”.

I can’t imagine the headspace it must take to go through life like that.

#I mean same relative said something similar when I met Nikki Sixx #very long story short he was my idol growing up his music got me through a lot #got to meet him on MC’s ‘final tour’ in 2015 #I was 18 I was so nervous but so thrilled #he was so insanely kind to my teenage self #listened intently when I explained how his music got me through a lot #and how I was setting out to become a writer even tho my fam disapproved #he encouraged me he gave me the pick he used to play that entire gig #he liked our pic together on IG and encouraged me and was INSANELY lovely on FB when I later posted a pic of my tattoo of his autograph #(and if u kno him u kno he gets prickly on social media to folk who deserve it so like)#just went completely above and beyond to encourage me and be so so SO kind #I excitedly tell this same relative about it all #I’m on cloud 9 bc my idol encouraged me to chase my dreams #this same relative got angry at me because I didn’t ask him for tickets to their final ever show in LA #like #this man just proved the saying of never meet your heroes entirely wrong #he repeatedly went out of his way to be kind to me #when all he really had to do was smile and pose for a photo and sign my shit #and she wanted me to then ask him to fly me out to a sold out gig for free #like he would have told me to fuck off and it would’ve ruined the entire thing #bc it’s just such a glaring display of ungratefulness and I’d never be weird enough to ask anyway #and she was LIVID with me insisting ‘you don’t get it you don’t ask!!!!!’#and this was ten years ago and this exchange today just showed me nothing has changed #like how can you just cheapen the value of things like this to make a few quid or to go to a free concert #I couldn’t live that way #and she consistently alienated people from her and can never work out why #it’s honestly just very sad

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