#costia & lexa

[popchoc]

Victory stands on the back of sacrifice.

[the-witch-of-woods-beyond]

i always see people saying that lexa’s face after clarke kills finn is one of surprise because she’s realising that clarke could have just as easily killed her. and while i’m sure that could be the case, i always saw it as lexa being completely stunned and sickened by her guilt. we know that losing costia was a key point in lexa’s life and caused her to view love as weakness, and i think that she saw clarke, bloodied and crying over her first love and holding a knife and burdened by leadership, and thought of herself and felt so guilty that she’d just watched clarke lose her first love, just like she did, because of her own orders.

[butmakeitgayblog]

Okay that look that ADC gives Laura? I can just see all of your Lexa au looking at Clarke like that and I can’t with the softness.

You're not wrong

But also...

[asleepingtiger]

New chapter for Love Hurts - Adjustments

A little snippet

Lexa went on her run late afternoon, she needed to take a break from studying. She was running around the lake when she spotted two swans tending to each other, it brought a smile to her face and even more so seeing one of the swans lifted up to reveal eggs.

She took her phone out and stopped her music to take a photo, she had a text and a missed call from Costia but she decided she’ll get back to her once she took the photo.

Lexa looked at the text saying:

‘Call me when you get this, nothing to worry about but I need to speak with you x’

Lexa thought it was odd and started to slowly walk back to her house as she called Costia.

“Hey, you okay? I just got your te-”

Lexa was cut off mid sentence.

“She what?!” Lexa almost shouted hearing what Costia was saying.

“I’m going to come now, I’m just out running.” Lexa started to move quicker.

“Are you sure? Okay, I’ll meet you at mine.”

“Okay, bye.” Lexa hung up and ran as fast as she could to her home hoping to be there before Costia to let her in.

[lexa-el-amin]

just... the acting choice to make Lexa cry when Clarke kisses her.. it captures her whole character so perfectly! someone who is trapped in a role where she is doomed to make tactic choices, to rule with her head over her heart, to be cold and ruthless, when truly all she ever wanted was to love and kiss a girl but that possibility gets taken away from her because of her duty again and again

[sassymajesty]

https://open.spotify.com/track/0Z7nGFVCLfixWctgePsRk9?si=7pkeuPkrTN2k9ZHTKc4sNQ

Hear me out- southern AU clexa at a family barbecue

texas hold 'em (youtube)

i'll be honest, i've been obsessed with this song ever since it came out and since i saw your message, i haven't stopped thinking about southern au because listen (spoilers ahead)

in a not-as-distant-as-you'd-think future, when costia has found the love of her life (it sure wasn't lexa, even if she thinks so right now) and they have twin baby boys who love their godmothers more than anything in the world and squeal and waddle over to them whenever they hear lexa's old truck coming down the road. that family barbecue?

the boys are fast asleep, they've lit the fire pit, costia is cozy in her wife's arms, and clarke and lexa are staying the night because they're three sheets to the wind. then costia sees her opportunity and seizes it with both hands — why hasn't lexa taught clarke to line dance yet?

"yeah, why haven't you?" clarke turns to her then wife, words tasting like the spiced bourbon with red wine cocktail costia had kept pouring in her never-empty glass.

because lexa learned how to line dance with costia, way back in high school, when they were trying to impress each other and take their time with their love. and lexa is just the right kind of drunk that she gets up, grips the waist of her jeans like there's a big buckle there, and walks clarke through the steps with that song in the background

[lexa-griffins]

Still on that amnesia au i can't write

Clarke knows this woman Lexa thinks she is right now but also doesn't. Clarke met this closed off to feelings Lexa, yes, but she also met her at a turning point in her life. She met a Lexa who had finally started therapy, who was healing and who, after a while, decided to give love another chance with Clarke. It's been nearly a decade since then, long gone where the days when Lexa would wake up crying for another woman's name or have periods where she would question if Clarke deserved to have someone as broken as she was. They got married, and they were building a life together. They have a baby on the way! A baby that Clarke now can't feel because she doesn't want to impose on Lexa's personal space, but every time Lexa groans about a kick she has to hold on to something to avoid the reflex of simply reaching out and touching Lexa's belly. Both Clarke and the baby are strangers to Lexa, and while the baby is no stranger to Clarke, she can not get to them without having to touch Lexa and she hates how she can't touch her wife anymore, sleeping next to her in bed - at least they are still sleeping in the same bed - without having so much as a hand touching is making Clarke feel like she's drowning.

Lexa is still here but she isn't. She doesn't smile, doesn't laugh. She doesnt squeal everytime she feels the baby move but looks uncomfortable with it like she wants it out, doesn't scrunch her face when Clarke makes a stupid joke but stare at her like she's stupid for saying something she finds dumb. And it's so heartbreakin because Lexa was on her way to an appointment, Clarke was gonna meet her there. The baby has been hiding lately and they were hoping to be able to see their face this time. And then a car hit Lexa and re relief Clarke felt when they told her Lexa and the baby were alright was completely washed away when Lexa looked at her with zero recognition and the baby they tried so hard to have and that Lexa was so in love with now more like an alien to Lexa.

[tclerateiit]

@signcfthetiimes // costia & lexa

she couldn't remember much. she knew she had been taken by azgedakru. she remembered the queen and her torture, begging for lexa's secrets. queen nia should have known that costia would have never dreamed of betraying her commader. even if there had been other reasons to believe costia knew the womans secrets. but she hadn't remembered much, the torture had made her delerious, weak... before it had finally killed her, or at least she had assumed. waking up in this strange world, had been an adjustment. there were no clans, no commanders just... people. people, who like her, had memories that were not from this world.

it had given her hope that she would one day be reunited with people from their home. but she had nearly given up hope on that. but, she still found hersel wandering th woods most times. she felt as if she was here more than in town. she could feel a connection back home. she stumbled upon her favorite clearing, where she had been planning to stay the day away when she saw another figure amongst the grass... and something so familiar about her. "heda..." she spoke softly. "i'm sorry... i... i tried to keep your secrets safe. i swear."

[alonewefall]

Clan Building // aerial yoga

performance art in general is actually very popular among grounders, delfiyon people are known for their aerial yoga. it’s something they do recreationally as well as for the entertainment of others. it’s commonly performed in delfiyon but during events held in polis or really any other clans territory delfiyon people are more than happy to perform and unlike yujleda and their fire shows they are plenty willing to teach people from other clans their abilities.

they will hang their hammocks from tall trees, ruins or whatever else they have given the circumstances as their aren’t many trees growing through the cement floors of polis. most often they use red hammocks but they aren’t picky over colour. opposite to yujleda’s fire shows which are accompanied by loud music they perform in silence. the only sound you can hear is the crowd who usually keep a respectful silence aside from natural reactions to the art.

being that aerial yoga is incredibly popular in delfiyon culture the vast majority of their population are well trained in the art. most learn the skill as children and only get better with age. that said it’s quite impressive how skilled the children are even at a young age. traveling through delfiyon territory at a peaceful time you’ll see groups of grounders practicing for pure recreational purposes, a few people will watch but it’s so common that the recreational version is nothing special.

[yiangchen]

t100 is one of those shows that should have only had 3 seasons...but like in an alternate universe where s3 was good and lincoln didn't die you know...

[fratboykate]

Not to gang up on you, Papi but I gotta agree with that other anon. Stan is one of your best creations. One of the times I remember ever laughing the hardest with your writing is when one of the kids walked out into a party they were having while waving Stan around and Lexa almost dropped dead on the spot. And Anya and Lexa walking in on naked Clarke while stan was on the coffee table so Anya was traumatized and called it horse-sized. Very funny moment. Do the kids ever find the KYAU Stan?

.....................i will neither confirm nor deny lol

[hades-favorite-grandchild]

This is a little something I've been Playing with the title might be In Every Lifetime: Heda & Wanheda

And this might be the cover:

Cover made by me!!!

"What is our endgame here, Clarke," Lexa screams in frustration with tears falling down her cheeks.

"Our endgame," Clarke repeats with a deep frown before turning to Lexa, her hand still lingering on the door, "I am death, Alexadrea."

Her voice as criptic as ever as she stares down at the young woman with sadness in her ocean blue eyes, "You are life."

Lexa freezes when her and Clarke's eyes meet and the ice in her gaze holds her in place. The next words to slither their way out of Clarke's lips are so heart breaking she falls to her knees on the final syllable.

"We have no endgame, my sweet Alexadrea, just pain."

With those words Lexa finds herself on the floor sobbing uncontrollably as Clarke finishes her exit with a stoic body and face. Her soul, however, screams the same agony falling from Lexa's lips.

•-•

People say that the world isn't all black and white, that there is some grey in there too. Just as people say that the world is all Black and white, no grey. They're both wrong. Black. White. Grey. They mean nothing. Good. Evil. Or somewhere in the middle. There's not a such thing. The world consists of one thing. Creatures. All of whom want to survive.

The truth is that some are right, the world is dived up into to groups. The survivors and the victims. Each person decides for themselves which group they are apart of. But in the end, even that doesn't matter, because everyone still dies.

That is unless you are me. Waheda. The commander of death.

Anyways! Tell me what you think!

[butmakeitgayblog]

Did MBFW costia break up with Lexa because she was in love with Clarke

Oh yeah. Dumped her hard and fast once she finally realized A) just how in love with Clarke Lexa actually was, and B) that in hard moments, Lexa was always gonna choose Clarke.

Because she was. I mean in the moment, she was choosing Clarke. Again. Like always. She was always choosing Clarke when a situation came up, and while Costia had spent the better part of their relationship accepting it and excusing it and explaining it away to herself, in that moment when Lexa was choosing to fly out to see Clarke's art show over going with her to her parents wedding anniversary, it all just kinda... snapped into focus and became really clear what kind of future she was looking at if she kept their relationship going.

And so... they have a very intense talk - not angry at all, no yelling, just very real - and Costia basically lays it all out on the table for Lexa to look at and be honest about. And then walks out. And moves all her stuff out of Lexa's place while Lexa is,,, gone on an uhhhh impromptu vacation with Clarke 🥴

Can't say she didn't call that shit correctly lol the only one with any gd sense in the whole bunch

[asleepingtiger]

New chapter for Love Hurts - Unlearnt Lessons

A little snippet…..

Lexa sat on the wall looking out to the city with Costia sat next to her, both drinking their drinks.

“I feel like I should apologise for your interaction with Clarke.”

Costia looked at Lexa, “don’t ever apologise for something that wasn’t your fault.”

Lexa turned to her and held Costia’s hand, “why have I only just met you this year, where were you before?”

Costia knocked her shoulder against Lexa’s, “well, maybe you wouldn’t have been ready for me, maybe we wouldn’t have worked out if we met before.”

Lexa thought about it as she took another sip of her drink, “I could have avoided this mess in my life.”

“Well, if it’s any consolation, at least we have met now and I am thankful for that.”

Lexa kissed Costia and Costia returned the kiss with her hand cupping Lexa’s face. It was a slow kiss to begin with but before it could become more heated they were disturbed.

“Guys, we’re about to have a few words and then let the party really begin,” Anya called out to them.

Lexa turned and gave Anya a look, “how long have you been there?”

“Enough to stop that kiss from going anywhere,”

Lexa rolled her eyes, “we were just kissing.”

“Sure,” Anya, “right c’mon or I’ll embarrass you in there. My specialty.” Anya smirked, she wasn’t joking and Lexa knew that.

The women stood up and walked up to Anya who was holding the door for them, “haven’t you done enough of that tonight to me?” Lexa groaned.

[wandanatsbaby]

Hello, could you write a Lexa x Skaikru reader where lexa is protective and possessive of reader. Lot of fluff pls

Protective Lexa

Pairing: Lexa X Reader Warnings: Slight dark Lexa? Protective, possessive, mentions of cutting off an arm (not really). ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lexa never really let you do anything by yourself. You were always accompanied by either her or one of her personal guards. Even just walking to your room was a problem. You could not go anywhere without one of them but most of the time you did not care. For some reason it brought you comfort to know that she cared about you so much and you know part of her worries came from her finding costias head.

Although this protectiveness soon turned into possesivness. She would constantly leave hickeys all over you and eventually suggested you getting a tattoo of her name. When in meetings you were to sit on her lap as she held you tightly against her and glared at anyone that looked at you the wrong way. 

Hanging out with your friends would turn into her claiming you all night because she believed Octavia had a thing for you (you didn’t dare mention that you two used to be a thing when you first came to the ground). 

She even threatened to cut off a merchants hand while he was tying a bracelet around your wrist. You had to physically drag her away as she muttered under her breath about how only she was allowed to touch you and that he was holding you a little to tight.

While she could be a little over the top sometimes you enjoyed the softer moments where she would protect you or hold you after a long day.

In one of the clans meeting once a guy from Floukru had said something you didn’t quite understand but you knew it was bad when Lexa motioned for you to stand up. Doing so you stood beside her chair as she walked up to the poor guy. She said some words in Trigedasland and although you couldn’t understand Clarke later explained that Lexa had threatened everyone. 

Or the time were one of the grounders had attempted to flirt with you and kept going despite your numerous attempts at denying him. Lexa had showed up right as he backed you into a corner and quickly interfered. You laid in her arms that night sobbing as she rocked you gently while whispering sweet nothings in your ear.

Lexa also liked to gift you numerous items whether it be a new sketch book, jewerly, candles (you had so many candles), pens, ink, anything you asked for she would get it. You also had a enormous wardrobe as she liked to buy you lots of silk and lace. She also had created your war paint which resembled hers but slightly different. She did that and your hair every morning and you would return the favor. At night she would remove it all and wash you in the bath gently as she left small kisses on your shoulders and tell you how much she loved you.

Lexa was many things a leader, a warrior, some might even call her a killer. But to you she was your hero, saver, lover, your everything. She was your safe place and you were hers.

[sassymajesty]

https://www.tumblr.com/sassymajesty/733617416862580738?source=share - Costia when Clarke first enters the cafe vs when she sees the sweater 😭😭

costia being oh so terribly understanding when clarke walks in for the first time after the whole town found out she was in a relationship with lexa and apologizes for stealing her woman:

costia when she sees the bold colors of clarke's sweater, the same pattern in the tucked away sweater she saw at lexa's, realization sinking into her that those two have been fucking for a while and she was the clown in this whole thing: