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is it wangxian in wedding robes?? complete with a red headband?? no, its just them drenched in blood to lure corpses with their own bodies.
#fed up with how tragic their story is#i never fully rewatch mdzs#cos its too sad#lowkey missing key plot points but whatever#mdzs#founder of diabolism#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian
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Blood on your hands.
Idea was made by @baylardo. She provided a little scribble and I messed with it.
#the spiral in the episode night I guess#there arent many characters out there that show true reclusion and depression feedback loops#she cant control people's fates :(#kathryn janeway#im not too happy with this but its just a quick little bit of practice lol#a mashup of my style with baylardo's#burple skivvy my beloved#startrek voyager#st:voy#captain janeway#janeway#art#my art#when ur on ur period (promised i would put that in the tags)#ummm yeah funny cos i feel a little neg about my art and stuff in my life right now IRONIC#i resent that i have to keep up art inbetween other art otherwise my skill rapidly degenerates sad!!!!#star trek voyager
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I want you to know that Leo bringing out the pet names for Donnie gut me every time and I am always laying dead on the pavement /pos Keep at it!
INSTANT KILL
#ask#canary continuity#actually this is one of those things i couldve used for evil in CL#before everything after it leo never really spoke with these casual terms of endearment#like he'd pull out a 'donnie-baby' or a 'tello' when he's trying to be a suck up. or a 'bud'/'buddy' of course they all call donnie that#things that are affectionate quite clearly#but he wouldnt bring out the softer ones unless he REALLY meant it#using them in a condescending or rude fashion is just a line he would never cross#like its not something that would seem like a big deal but in a more metaphorical sense yeah itd be Rude#he shouldve done that at least once in CL it wouldve been evil. oh well#honestly a reason i put emphasis on this habit is because i dont think leo is as free from the parentification as he seems#he's their hypeman. he cheers them up when they're sad. him and raph do co-lead and argue about the way forward all the time#he keeps the mood light#and he's more openly protective of raph than the other way around!#leo doesnt say the quiet part out loud like raph does but he can be a caretaker too#he's saved from the worst of it but you can see it in his behavior. he's a part of this dynamic too#so i try to express it through his dynamic with donnie especially in CW#when he's locked in this side of himself all the time cause he has to be
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#tag post cos this is hate and i dont wanna upset anyone#but im in season 2 of my ap bio rewatch#which is where i was on the first watch when i started Sunny#and my predisposition to disliking Dennis now makes.. a lot of sense#jack griffin is absolutely insufferable to me#s1 was tolerable but s2 is even worse than i remember#and going into Sunny the first time i think that definitely carried over#i was blind to a lot of Dennis' insecurities and complexities the first time around#cos i just didnt give enough fucks about him#and i definitely think that was a lot of that was subconscious#just seeing his face and remembering my hate for jack griffin#anyway i think im giving up on this show#bc i dont like most of the side characters either#theres some funny bits but#its too annoying to watch with all the ad breaks on my tv and not worth it to pirate#oh well... sorry glenn im glad others are watching and enjoying tho#your guy is just like. my least favourite kinda guy. sad.#ill be seated for sirens tho...i trust...
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[Image description: A traditional drawing of Katrina from the film Vamp. It is boldly coloured with oil pastels, and is a close-up of her face, stretched out to bare her fangs. Both her mouth and her eyes are wide open, although one of her eyes is obscured in a dark shadow. She is deeply shadowed, although the contours of her face are lit up from below in a bright and unnatural neon green, which also makes her visible eye look uncanny. There is a pink rim light around the top of her head, and deeper reds behind her. The oil pastels create a grainy texture that is offset by the rigidity of the colour blocking of the different tones of her face.]
#katrina vamp#vamp 1986#vamp#katrina vamp fanart#vamp 1986 fanart#vamp fanart#traditional art#so basically i havent posted in nearly a year now due to mental failings (i say ambiguously cos its hard to sum up)#which is to say its more of a persistent but underlying mood than something catastrophic and that so dw too much#anyway#this whole time i have been really sad that i havent been posting art and it would make me happy to do that again#so here i am#i think i will try inktober this year just to get back into things but like give myself 2 days ahead this time#if it is hard i will just finish it in my own time lol#but this is a pretty old piece as i have a backlogue of older and newer ones that im gonna post#about 2 b4 inktober and i will resume the rest after#anyway vamp is great and grace jones is amazing in it and u should all watch it 💛💛#pinnacle of 80s red green lighting (my fave type of lighting)#also for reference i scanned this a week or so after i stopped posting lol
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i just finished reading lockwood & co - hollow boy
and oh. my. god. (ik i said it for the last book too, but....) but i was not expecting that ending.
lucy leaving lockwood & co???? omg??? i can see why she did it (i probably would've if i was in her situation tbh), but still!! she actually needs the biggest hug ever after this whole book omg.
the locklyle crumbs we got in chapter 24; the "oh, come off it. you know i'd die for you." IM SCREAMING. lockwood is so ajfhakfhsjdhs
they're so cute :(
and the whole book how lucy was so jealous of holly because holly was just so perfect - everything that lucy didn't think she was.
ugh i loved the whole book, i think it was my favourite of the series so far!!!
#the locklyle crumbs tho <3333#ugh i love them#lucy being jealous of holly was so sad but like i feel you girl 🫂#i also feel bad for holly and i kinda love her too - even tho she was kind of annoying at times#lockwood lowkey pissed me off with how closed off he was to lucy for most of the book - but its ok bc he got there in the end!!!#god i love it when book ships have deep conversations in near death situations#anyway im going to start the fourth book now woohooo#wish me luck lmao#lockwood & co#anthony lockwood#lockwood and co#lucy carlyle#locklyle#george cubbins#george karim#holly munro#l&co#lockwood and co spoilers#the hollow boy
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I just rewatched moonknight and your audios are literally the only thing keeping me alive in that somewhat dead fandom THANK YOU 😭😭🙏
i do feel adrift making moon knight stuff still so thank you
#like even if season 2 does ever happen ive seen rumors that if it does marvel wants to tie it further into the mcu#like obvs it was already in the mcu but i mean ive heard they might put avengers characters in moon knight and#honestly im too tired of the mcu have been for too long#marvel ruined marvel for me#moon knight would honestly be the only mcu property id go and watch but i wont if it ends up with whoever the current avengers are in it#i dont want to go and do homework and watch all the mcu movies and shows ive missed just to watch moon knight season 2#and if they put loki series bullshit like the tva in there then i cant watch it at all#thats why i couldnt watch deadpool and wolverine even though i was initially excited for it#the loki series caused me as a trans person active in the loki fandom to get harassed so much i cant see anything#to do with that show without getting uncomfortable so if the tva is there i especially wont be watching moon knight#i dont know how marvel thinks they can sustain the mcu forever like surely if new people want to get into the mcu#or even like kids who like superheros they cant just to go the cinema and watch the newest movie#cos they wont understand anything unless they stay home and do homework by watching years of movies and tv shows first#having everything connected at first was run. watching avengers assemble in the cinema was fun.#but theres too much now and it hasnt been fun in a long time#i also remember hearing after phase 1 they got rid of the team that made sure all the movies by different writers and directors#still felt cohesive and had continuity with each other and i feel that shows more every year#wow didnt expect to be giving an mcu rant in the tags its just sad sometimes to think how long i loved marvel for#and now i really couldnt care less about it. though that started with endgame when they made fatphobic jokes about thor all movie#that was the last time i saw a marvel movie in cinemas. think it was the last time i watched any mcu movie.#watched a few shows after that but got too burned by the transphobia in the loki series. and then moon knight and then nothing.#im just sitting here forever clinging onto the main mcu timeline loki who died in infinity war and never got brought back to life#just me and them in my own corner where they can have nice genderfluid representation#the vampire answers
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But on a somewhat deep analysis of the situation it is really telling that his own dedicated fanbase is collectively stopping to talk abt him as a cc and to post fanart while d's fans are supporting him in the situation ?????? Idk if he realizes that it is kindaa weird.
BUT 88hs fanbase still support him and arent letting go of him fully bc everyone knows that he doesn't support w d has done. The situation in my view is more of a person that cant let go of a shitty friendship
#and idk when the twitch rivals event happened i payed a bit of attention and 88h spent more time w the q2//mp ppl he has JUST MET than w d#and d &co were just overall toxic to him on that event as far as we could see#so idk maybe im caring too much but i do kinda get my own fun doing this#although the situation w d is horrid and w bbh its just sad#idk someone should reach out to him after that fucking tweet like man
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every day i think about shadowbringers and how i want everyone to experience shadowbringers but it does not hit the same unless you invest in the rest of the game first
#endwalker too but shadowbringers is like. a huge oh shit moment#so many parallels to arr in a good way#and when you learn the truth about [spoilers redacted] its SO GOOD. it changes the context of prev stuff and its so sad and so good#this is all cos i listened to one of the shadowbringers raid songs. which is basically a remix of an arr trial#and i love both songs a lot. and id give anything to re-experience the first time playing the shb stuff
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buckling in for rashys final(?) game
#btw i dont think theres bad blood between him and ruben#hes just decided he wants to leave and rubens sticking to his principles of if you are giving it all for the team you get chosen simple#but for this game we are down bruno and manu so we need all hands on deck#if it was actually a disciplinary issue he wouldnt have called him back would he#or im just thinking too much and hes actually just gone back on his word cos we are in desperate times lmao#like this could be our third defeat in a row?? who r we becoming??? city??#whatever its sad nevertheless like it wasnt supposed to end this way but its for the best that marcus leaves i have come to peace with that#just let me see him being :D again#oh if the crowd boos him i *** **** ***
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something something the fact natsume were alone seeing youkai & didnt grow up in an exorcist setting,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
#stardust speaking !#post. natsume#theres. very much every early ch especially with natsume learning someone can (somewhat) see youkai & his feeling towards that#as well as the first time he meets natori + when natori invites him to a gathering#and then his feelings towards exorcists.....#+ now when he ends up talking to the youkai clinging to taki's brother LIKEEE#much to talk about this topic in particular#its like.......what would his feelings toward exorcism be if he met that way earlier........rather than after finding the book of friends#& meeting madara&co#think theres something about this in regards to natori & matoba too <-especially matoba who became heir#T_^ i think so much about that youkai that looked human and baby natsume thought she also could see youkai#only to find out she WAS youkai..............#natsume meeting tanuma....natsume meeting taki......................#(at length. fujiwara nishimura kitamoto whos seen natsume in strange situations and still adore him)#natsume whos heart is slowly healing listening to matoba speak about the bad loquat...............#natsume who doesnt stop at 'i dont like matoba' but is willing to consider him being alone in order to protect his family & feel sad they#have to deal with a terrifying youkai wanting to take his eye once a month#(while also thinking he doesnt like their ways)#LIKE NATSUMES HEAAAAAART......#(rmbrs the chapter with hotaru) heavens.....
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my brain automatically whenever fics/comics have ford call stan "lee"
#i know people dont care for the other teens but that doesn't stop them from existing!!!!#but anyway the layers that comes from stanley being called stan genuinely makes my brain go !!!!#the meta of it making it easy to get used to the name switch!!! it showing that he values that part that ties to him being a twin!!!!#but also stan being what their dad used for both twins (at least when they were kids) and sees him as the extra stan....#but it feels kinda sad to me that some folks thinks that ford needs a special nickname for stan#when he's basically the only one who calls him stanley which is part of his identity that's so incredibly disconnected from himself#a name he only used for like what? a third of his life?#a symbol of a lost childhood and lost bond#that he only really regained (and is known as that by the rest of town) once he finally got his happy ending#(also even tho its such a minor ooc thing it really does crack my immersion like an egg my brain is just fussy!!!!)#but im not your boss im not gonna tell ya to quit using it if you're fond of that hc#.....but yes i admit i feel further vindicated as canon ford continues to just call his bro stan or stanley#stan being the nicknamer which contrasts with bill!!!#.....but also yes the fandom spelling for lee does also bug me for some weird reason lol#my brain auto going 'who this???'#it does also make me think about the comic making a stan lee joke cos of course they had too lol#me <- yapping as if i didn't start a fic with stan complaining about the idea of being called 'ley' lmao
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Talking to [leftist/socialist/progressive/whatever] white people as a brown girl is always an experience
#🐈⬛⚜️#A couple weeks back I was stopped by these uni students who were promoting a convention and advocating for Palestine#I was really sad and tired then so I was like sure. let's chat#I signed a petition and began talking to these 2 girls#One was a white girl. the other wasn't. could not pinpoint her background though#Anyways. we talked about the state of the world and Palestine and how the US and by extension the Western World has failed them#(which is a topic of its own because the Western World did not 'fail Palestine' they literally wanted this annihilation to happen#and have been an active participant in it)#And I pointed how ultra rich Arab countries have completely turned a blind eye to it but poorer countries such as Yemen. Lebanon have#been doing so much. despite their own vulnerable position#And this girl said but they're still not doing enough. they could lend military help#I was just disappointed because it doesn't take more than 15 seconds to realise why a regional war is not the solution#By virtue of wanting justice. I would want the IOF to be blown up too but that's not the solution#simply because the casualties will be the civilians of all of these countries and we cannot put millions of people at risk#And she kept telling me about how they're a socialist group. and she was also kind of taken aback by how much thoughts I had about this?#They're having a convention on Socialism and co (social issues. Marxism and all that jazz) next month and that I should consider cominv#Then she hit me with 'The entry is only $90' and there's a student bundle where you can get a book and a tote bag#Honestly funny as shit#And she kept insisting I should buy the book. it was 'Introduction to Marxism' I believe#I did not know how to tell her that I did not want to read that. and even if I did I would just pirate the Communist Manifesto#Anyways. interesting experience and it did make me focus back on how different Brown Leftists and white leftists are#I like to give them grace because it's hard to know context and history and social rules about somewhere you haven't lived or grown up#But I do believe if you're advocating for another group of people. you need to learn and understand first and foremost#I actually don't know what to make of that whole interaction tbh
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I am so normal about this upload yea I'm perfectly fine rn yep
#chonny jash#now i gotta stay up till 6am for uploads gah#anyway about the video:#1. songs like this always make me sad but i mean at least its upbeat?#2. WHA BROS DANCING AND ROCKIN THE FITS WHAT#this dude can pull off multiple outfits & hair styles and i cant even do ONE what tf#Discovering my Gender with Chonny Jash#i am so worried he was gonna fall off the chair tho#3. i thought it was just me or the last vid but his accent is more obvious in these which is cool#cos he's not playing a character he's himself#3. uhhhh suck my balls#4. these songs make me feel bad but also like CJ I've been here for about 9 months and love even the shit like the mario album#im stuck here for AWHILE and im gonna like the music no matter what not even I can make myself leave#im trapped hel p#i still feel bad tho#is that a parasocial thing? i hope not#im too much of a baby lol#okay moss is shutting up now#KJ don't know how to shut his damn mouth
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thinkin
#txt#lik my speech has gotten prog worse ovr th years#n its really sad to see the degineration of skill ykno ?????#n if i thnk abt it too long it gets rly scary#cos wht if it continues to get worse#im only 26#will i still be coherent at all by 36????????#disjointed thghts leadin to disjointed speech n lots of mem issues n lik#brain injury frm drug use n brain injury frm prolngd cmplx trauma#lik i didnt stop recieving Near Constant Trauma until lik two or three yrs ago#before tht all i evr knew was trauma n varying degrees#cognitive decay frm th mental illnesses iv got#cognitive decay frm th stuff idk abt n dnt wanna thnk abt tht runs in my family tht scares me so deeply n so wholly#thers jus a lot#its scary but we stay silly ig
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rwbyxdc movie happening soon. Screams
#Shitpost#i need more canon weiss and bruce interactions#i NEED them to still be friends#ALSO SO SAD JESSICA WONT GET TO SEE JAUNE.#ALSO EXCITED FOR MORE CLARK AND DIANA WITH TEAM RWBY#i have so much canon dc rwby content between the two crossover comic runs and these movies#its so fun and good and fun#so excited for clark and ruby too i LOVE them as friends and as co leaders#Its SO SO SO FUN#ruby is so like clark when he was younger and i love how in the first movie he tried to help lift her up#and so i cant waittt#im SO excited#ALSO. WEISS WITH A GUN
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