𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄
sanji x reader
warnings: kind of angsty? but also kind of fluff?
a/n: this is so vague but i just felt like writing
Sanji gently embraces you as salty tears stream down your face. You felt your face warm up.
He softly rubs circles into your back and kisses your head.
“I’m sorry Sanji, I should’ve listened to you…”
He shushes you, “It’s okay. I waited for you and now I’m able to get what I wanted.”
You sniffle and slowly raise your head, staring into his eyes. The kind, tender love that engulfed his view of you was overwhelmingly calming. He showed you an immense amount of love that no one else ever could. It took you far too long to realize, though.
After going back to your ex so many times, his feelings never came to light. Although, that night made you realize just how much he truly loved you.
“I should’ve seen it sooner, I’m sorry,”
He simply stays silent. He wipes away the tears that fall down your face and smiles at you. His soft, sweet grin that took over your heart, palpitating faster.
The room is silent for a bit. The soft pattering of the rain outside is audible yet so quiet. Inside, the wood creaks from the movement of the ship.
Your eyes glimmer with more water as it makes its way down, from the corners of your eyes only to meet at the tip of your chin.
“Please don’t cry, this isn’t your fault.”
“It is-“
“No, it isn’t. Love clouds the mind.”
You place your hands on his chest and gently grab his shirt. Your tears stain his clothing, seeping through to his skin.
“Don’t cry, I beg of you.”
But you couldn’t stop it. They just kept coming, falling further down your face to the floor. You buried your face into his shirt and sobbed.
Sanji couldn’t handle the pain. Seeing you in such agony was torture. He tightly hugged you once more, placing his hand behind your head and kissed your forehead.
In an attempt to comfort you, he grabbed your wrist and led you to a nearby couch. Sanji sat and, with his free hand, patted the spot next to him, asking you to sit with him.
You pushed a strand of hair away from your face and bent to sit down. Sanji grabs your hand and interlocking your fingers with his, pulling you onto him. He lifts his legs to comfortably lay down next to you.
"You are all I was waiting for, this whole time. Don't apologize."
But you couldn't stop it. They just kept coming, falling like an infinite fountain that never ceases to produce flowing water. You bury your face in the hollow of his neck.
You sob and cry like no end; and so does Sanji. He pulls you in closer and closes his eyes, hoping that his love will be enough to subdue your sadness, your tears.
The blissful moment of peace as the two of you cry in sync was a symbol of tender love, and you never want to let go of it.
Now, the quiet was replaced by a compassionate aura. It was soul pleasing and quite infectious.
The entire ship was taken over by a wave of peace as everyone took a deep sigh in their sleep.
You fell asleep, breathing softly as Sanji wipes the tear streaks away from your face. He closes his eyes and breathes out contently.
"I'll love you forever, even when I can't, mon amour."
END! SORRY ITS KIND OF BAD I WA SJUST EAGER TO WRITE SOMETHING CAUSE SOME SHIT HAPPENED BUT YEA ENJOY MY LOVELIES :3 (edit: this oneshot is so so so vague i kind of hate it)
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breakup songs
tags: fluff! (I promise), established relationship, taylor swift songs
"cause i was there when you said forever and always...you didn't mean it baby," you sang passionately with the car's radio. "i don't think-"
the music stopped suddenly. "i don't like this song," sae itoshi grumbled. "pick something else."
you frowned, turning in your seat to face your long term boyfriend. like a good driver, he kept his eyes on the road, expression passive.
"but i like it," you huffed. "and you said i get aux privileges for the next week."
bright teal eyes flicked over you for a moment. "no."
your jaw dropped. "sae! at least tell me why."
"just pick a new song, y/n." his fingers tapped a steady rhythm on the steering wheel. "or i'll do it for you."
pouting, you opened your spotify. "stupid football players and their stupid egos. so used to getting everything they want," you mumbled.
sae ignored your complaints.
"you better like this one."
for the nth time that day, taylor swift's oh so familiar voices leaked through from the high quality speakers all around the car:
"once upon a time, a few mistakes ago-"
sae's hand jumped up to hit the power button. "we're going in silence."
you sputtered nonsensically. "it's another hour until our destination! what's wrong with my music?"
he opened his mouth and closed it. as you fired at him, sae itoshi shrugged silently.
you leaned back into the leather seats, crossing your arms. you couldn't understand why sae was being so shifty. it's not like he had ever minded your music choices before.
in fact, the pro football player had always let you belt out any song you wished, even joining in with enough pleading. it was only in the past week or so that he'd been more annoyed.
frowning, you chewed on your lip nervously. this wasn't a good sign, was it? maybe sae had finally gotten sick of you- found someone better.
you saw him glance at you again. avoiding any eye contact, you turned your gaze toward your hands.
god, when was the last time you had gotten your nails done? your previous polish - a reddish color that matched sae's hair - was chipping from all sides already. you almost frantically picked at the peeling paint.
"y/n," sae's voice was steady. "leave your nails alone."
you jumped, head snapping towards him. "huh?"
he raised one eyebrow, pointedly staring at your hands.
you reddened. "it's not a big deal- keep your eyes on the road. pretend i'm not here or something."
with a narrowing of his eyes, sae turned back to the road.
it was another three miles before you heard him sigh.
"they're breakup songs," sae muttered quietly.
"what?"
the light in front of them flashed red. with another sigh, sae turned his upper body toward you.
"your music. they're always breakup songs now. that's why i don't like them."
you gaped at him, feeling way too much like a goldfish. "what?"
he stared at you. anyone would have assumed he was as indifferent as ever, but you could see that hint of red climbing up his neck.
sae itoshi was embarrassed.
"you're kidding!" you blurted, grinning like a maniac.
he immediately turned his attention back towards the road, but even he couldn't hide the twitch of his lips.
"you're sad because i sing breakup songs?" you managed out past your laughs. "sae, that's so cute!"
"and now i take it all back," he mumbled.
you leaned towards him suddenly, landing a kiss right onto his cheek. sae cursed, car swerving slightly.
"y/n, what-"
"i love you," you said breathlessly, effectively shutting him up. "and i would never break up with you, no matter what taylor swift says."
he snorted. when he replied, his voice was soft all the same. "i love you too."
"...can i have my music back now?"
sae groaned, but there were no complaints as you eagerly tapped through your phone once again.
"we can leave the christmas lights up till january..."
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