#compulsion to repeat

[invisible-dustspec]

Parenting is critical, and regardless of how much we try to fix everything else, the government, the climate, it would perhaps all fall back to repeat the same mistakes.

[realbeefman]

thinking about stefan and damon and what’s dead staying dead. they will always be those people they were at the moment of their death incapable of understanding their past incapable of moving forward. stefan will always be 17 and immature and obsessed with who he thought katherine was and furious with his brother and wanting so ardently that he will kill for it. and damon will always be jealous and possessive and wishing that it was him, that he was the one who mattered, that he was worthy of the love he watched his father and katherine shower on the boy he had to leave behind

[stinkrascal]

pick 8 pictures from pinterest for standstill!! (a moodboard)

heyyy so im actually really awful at moodboards but i do save pictures of things that inspire standstill so heres some of those! sorry they arent like aesthetically cohesive. standstill talks about a lot of different themes all neatly tied together w the thin thread of a romance plot so sometimes it's hard to describe those in a way that feels coherent, even in picture form. hopefully u get the idea though 👍

[worstlovesong]

Girls (gn) when Even is playing for the fifth time in a row during this ocd spiral

[jerrydevine]

its actually insane how much eddie has ocd. but no one is writing morality/scrupulosity obsessions and mental compulsions so you cant understand HOW MUCH he has ocd

[paging-possum]

was going to start writing an essay about the possible overlap between christianity and OCD and then I remembered im on Tumblr dot com and also a fucking idiot when it comes to putting things into words

[silverthelovebug]

Thinking about Ginger in Bones And All rn

That’s it, that’s the post

[cosmic-ships]

I need a nickname for him because I can't just keep calling him {redacted}

Also horrible HORRIBLE NEWS /lh

His name is a vocal stim for me.... like I could repeat it over and over I just lovvveee how it sounds! Godddd (/w\) absolutely ridiculous! Hhhhh

[coffincoitus]

we keep jokingly using spanish while out on the street (like saying "mira la caca" to warn each other of dog poop on the sidewalk) and I can only pray and hope and plead with god that any argentine passersby who hear us won't be offended hdhdh

[allbuthuman]

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[rollercoasterwords]

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 please

i’ll just post the wrapped lol

[woahjo]

I was just camping in the desert for four days man this next shower is going to feel so glorious

[dykedaesque]

i definitely don’t have ocd no siree not at all

[madamemidnight]

The unofficial theme song of Mr. Gabriel "Sylar" Gray and his feelings for Claire. You best believe he's bumping this somewhere with tears in his eyes and depending on the timeline he might have even sent it to her because it's such a perfect embodiment of all that he is and all that he wants.

Each of them listening to it alone, but at the same time, and so together.

Here's the non Tumblr Spotify link, in case that doesn't work.

[otsukare-katsukare]

getting dragged ass-backwards into a new obsession is always such a trip cause for me there’s no consistency in quality or sophistication no matter what’s gone before. if the vibes are right and i can physically feel the thing filling out the little holes in my head and supplying energy to my blood then that is it, over for me. and when that thing is succession or the beatles it’s like being in a power couple, like i can say all the hyperbole i feel and it doesn’t feel stupid because the world at large agrees, and i know that i’ve dedicated my energy to something genuinely great. sure i have to affect some dumbassery to be like ‘my brain has been colonised by a tv show’, but at least it’s a tv show that has been compared countless times to shakespeare, you know. but then when it’s the gay pirate show or, wrestling, and it’s exactly the same emotional process, there’s a bit of my brain now constantly going omg stop stopppp this is dumb it’s not that good it’s not that deeep. but that doesn’t make a difference cause i’m still spending all those hours in the evening burying myself in the videos and the fic and the online community like a mouse that’s discovered a new kind of cheese and cannot get enough. or a new drug maybe. and when i walk around with the fresh obsession in my head it’s like the honeymoon phase in a crush with the sky looking just a bit bluer. like there’s really no feeling quite like it for me, and even knowing all the negatives associated with it (procrastination devastation, bad sleep schedule, annoying my friends for the next months-years) i just cannot fight the sheer giddy joy of wrapping myself up in a new obsession once i know it’s hit. and the absurdity of that process happening to me pretty much consistently every few months since i was eleven is really apparent when the thing i am wrapping myself up in is not kendall roy, top character of all time, and all the genuinely high quality fanfic succession seems to inspire, but undisputed tag team champions sami zayn and kevin owens.

tl;dr: “good for you or sorry that happened”

[creepyscritches]

I spend so much time reading medical journals that reading social/anthropological journals feels like playing a gameboy