I saw you post with quote from whipping girl in a post, and I want to share some perspective on what I think of transandrophobia as a transmasc who is not too fond of the term.
When it comes to discussions of oppression, I've never felt put down or discarded due to the word "transmisogyny". In fact I've just felt this word has just made sense. Not only is it the next step in intersectionality for transfems, it also encompasses experiences that are unique to transfeminity that all transfems experience.
Transandrophobia/transmisandry is not so cut and clean.
We can assume that, as a transmasc, we have experiences that transfems don't have and that much is true. After all, many transfems will not experience the want to go on testosterone, but in the end I can't find much else that is unique to transmasculinity. Hell, not even all transmascs want that.
Transfems, many before transitioning, have been demeaned for being feminine and have maybe even felt the need to fight for every last shred of masculinity they could in order to feel safe or in the in group. I have felt much the same with my transition, so I don't believe this is a unique experience that transmascs face alone. Rather, it is what you are forced into to feel safe.
I have been with partners who do no respect my gender identity or sought me out specifically because I was trans (chaser) and this is also not unique to transmasculinity.
I have been assumed to be a woman and denied my masculinity just for my visible boobs that I cannot bind due to asthma. And while most transfems can probably not really relate to that specifically, I know the term "brick" was not made by cis people. And it just shows that conventional cissexist standards leak into trans ideals of passing for all groups of trans people.
All this to say, I don't think androphobia is what I've experienced at all. I've experienced crossections of oppression like ableism and transphobia, but when I've experienced other forms of oppression or abuse (Cat calling, sexual abuse, physical and verbal abuse) it was with the idea that I was a woman stepping out of line, not because they viewed me as a man. In fact when I've been misogynistically harassed, they had no clue I was a man at all. Just another woman to humiliate.
I've been called faggot, been viewed as a feminine man when I do pass, and it still feels much more as an extension of misogyny than what people describe to be androphobia. I feel more like I'm being equated to a woman in order to feel dehumanized and emasculated. Which I don't feel can be confidently described as "androphobia" even with the trans suffix.
It just also completely rubs me the wrong way when I see some transmascs group it together with "fighting for men's rights," because these ideologies have been used by misogynistic killers and fascists. (Source: https://everytownresearch.org/report/misogyny-extremism-and-gun-violence/#misogyny-extremism-and-online-radicalization)
I get wanting to describe unique experiences, but I truly do think it should be gone about a different way than trying to make it neat and congruent to the word transmisogyny. There are cross sections that need to be analyzed that I feel do not get encompassed in the transandrophobia model
For example, I'm Jewish, and I can say this to a room full of progressive thinkers and trans people and still get treated like the odd one out. It's to the point I don't even mention it anymore because it's such a hassle to deal with the questions and needless tokenization.
I'm disabled, and because of this I'm infantilized, not considered, and thought of as an annoyance even within trans spaces.
I'm fat, and because of this I cannot fit most standards that transmascs like to fit into. Even when I get top surgery, I'll need to leave some breast tissue so I still look natural because most fat men are not completely flat chested. My hips are high so even with fat redistribution I will not have the build that a lot transmascs get on T, and this will mean I experience passing much differently than a lot of my peers.
I feel these intersections are much better described with transphobia, because I do not feel hated and oppressed for being a man specifically. I feel hated and oppressed because I cannot be a man in the way people want me to be or because I can't be a woman in the way they feel I should be.
Tysm for this perspective. And before I say anything I wanna say that I'm not trying explain your oppression to you or tell you that your understanding of your own experiences is wrong.
I've been reading a lot and like I said Im reworking my own understanding of my gender based oppression it because as two spirit/nonbinary I'm never going to reach the ideal of woman, man, or even androgynous that has been set by white supremacy/eurocentrism.
I haven't called myself trans femme/masc for the same reason. The idea those things are based on weren't built for me and trying to make them fit feels as restrictive as it sounds.
My unique intersection of oppression has forced me to analyze gender not just as a tool used by sexists and white supremacists, but as a tool for self determination.
I'm looking at this not just as a non-femme trying to understand my gender, but also as a two-spirit trying to untangle the way colonialism has affected the gender is understood as a concept and attempting to decolonize it.
I'm gonna break it down how I see it under the cut.
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And I will say that my actions in that regard will make some people Very Deeply fucking upset because your gender is a core aspect of a Lot of peoples identity and to be told it's inherently colonial might not make everyone super happy.
Like I said this post will make some people upset/defensive. I just ask you sit with that instead of coming to me about it right away, because all I'm doing is decentering colonial definitions & standards for gender to describe my experiences and understanding.
Take what resonates and leave what doesn't.
It's a long lost and there's no read more. Gender is complex, did y'all know that?
Anyway,
Colonial standards of gender often include:
Subscribing & adhereing to the gender binary
Subscribing & adhereing to gender roles
Adhereing to western/eurocentric beauty standards
Which doesn't seem like a lot when it's just 3 points like that, but the way those ideas breakdown into subcategories and build on each other is complex.
So before you can adhere to a gender binary, you need to believe in one right? So let's break that down. Cuz really my issue starts at the very beginning.
The colonial binary is man/woman/other with man & woman being understood as two distinct and opposite genders
Behaviors & gender are also identified and split into two main binary categories: masculine & feminine and they are associated with men and women respectively
Man & Woman are are the basis and frame of reference for understanding gender as a whole
Other being used as a catch-all for anything that isn't defined by Man and/or Woman ex: non-binary, androgynous, neo-genders etc.
The level of belief to which you subscribe to the binary helps others determine your validity & value within the binary
Additionally, deviating from this binary or disagreeing with this binary increases your proximity to Other and reduces your proximity to Man and Woman
Conforming to the binary is rewarded by increasing your proximity to your gender of choice within the binary system.
None of that works for me. Most of what I do is neither feminine nor masculine. I'm just...existing. And that's what I want to do. I do not believe that just existing in a way that doesn't fit into the binary of masc/feminine should mean that I don't deserve the language to describe the gender I Do experience.
I'm not "other" I'm two spirit and that should have equal recognition, visibility, respect paid to it as Man & Woman do. It's why I don't really like using the word non-binary in fact! It literally just means "other" as far as I'm concerned.
Every woman is not a man but not every non-man is a woman, you know? We deserve language specific to our experiences too. Not even just to describe our oppression, but to describe our experiences which there is currently no structure for. Its all built for recognizing men & women and the experiences of Men & Women.
Likewise, me being so critical of it has landed me solidly in Other territory (even if my gender didn't) cuz the binary system we have now thinks "real" men and women don't have problems with gender (like I do).
But that's getting into gender roles so I guess I'll move into that now. We're all familiar with gender roles right?
Here's how I understand them:
The idea that you have an assigned duty or societal expectation to fulfill because of your gender
Gender roles control how you express your gender, the jobs available to you, how you behave, and even which responsibilities you have in the home
The roles you do/don't play help others determine the validuty of your gender & place in the binary.
Deviating from your gender role is perceived as a deviation from gender itself, again increasing your proximity to Other and reducing proximity to Man and Woman.
Conforming to your role is rewarded by increasing your proximity to your gender of choice within the binary system.
So as a native I know we have our own gender roles. In my tribe, they don't work like this. Very few of the gender roles in my community have the same exclusivity as traditional western gender roles, and historically all genders in my tribe have had a special & important role. Like I wanna make clear my problem isn't necessarily with gender roles, it's the colonial understanding of them, the same way my problem isn't with gender, it's with our understanding of it :3
And so, it's a no from me. Wtf you mean I'm less of a woman if I have a good job and a family? What do you mean I'm not a man if I'm a stay at home dad? Why is punching drywall considered more manly than taking your family out to dinner? Why is spending 2+ hours on your appearance a feminine trait??
Do non-binary people even have gender roles? No. And yet deviation from the norm that's assigned to you by both the gender binary and gender roles is a deviation itself. So by not having gender roles they are deviating inherently because the societal expectation is conformity.
And on that note I tried intentionally not use gendered language in this post where it's not necessary. I wrote this considering the perspectives of cis and trans women and men and nonbinary people in mind.
I hope reading this over you can begin to see why I don't believe that women are oppressed simply for being women, that trans people aren't simply oppressed for being trans, and why I think the systematic affects of gender should include not just people like me, but men too.
There are systems of belief at work here and they try very hard to maintain themselves. They are oppressive.
Like let's get into how the definition of genders doesn't exist. Only definitions of sex do. When you start trying to define gender you realize it's all loosely based on western/eurocentric beauty standards, bio-essentialism, and gender roles. Nothing else.
And I believe this is why especially Black women are attacked and accused of not being real women so much more often than other women (like we've seen with Imane Khelif just this week)
I mean it's even the running joke in TERF circles that a woman can't be defined outside of sex.
TERFs use that lack of definition in their favor specifically to regulate women and womanhood which I feel like speaks to the bigotry of it. People like TERFs get the pick the definition that excludes the women they don't like. Racists use the lack of definition to exclude Black and brown women, transphobes use the lack of definition to ban abortion,
I've seen the lack of definition and language to describe this experience hurt women over and over and over. And it's not just women.
Anything here also goes for men and nonbinary people
And again, I only stress that as a point to make because as a two spirit I am not afforded the privilege nor luxury of being able to not see how the current understanding (or lack thereof) of gender is part of my people's ongoing genocide.
I deserve language to talk about my experiences and I deserve to talk about them without someone else saying their right to speak on oppression is stronger than mine so I shouldn't speak at all.
So does everyone else.
Everyone deserves and needs to be able to talk to other people about their experiences. This is how we learn about shared experiences and can begin talking about the causes of them, relating and comforting one another, and eventually yes dismantling the systems harming us.
You can't build community if you do not allow the community to find itself and be built, you get me??
I'm two spirit and it hurts.
If after all this anyone still wants to tell me I can't talk about my own experiences or even create the language to talk about it because the pain "isn't real" or cuz women "have it worse" or because I'm "not specifically being targeted for being a (two spirit) like women are targeted"
Then I'd like to know which white supremacist gave them the authority to make that decision.
Cuz now as I've explained here, I fully believe gender as it's currently and systemically understood is inherently oppressive and targets anyone who deviates to uphold itself in the name of the patriarchy and colonization.
Likewise, it's my belief that since (cis) women have historically been the loudest people challenging the idea that men should be in charge, of course it would look like the patriarchy targets women. Historically, it was women who've demanded reform and change and so they are targets for being threats.
That said, one of the first things colonizers did when they got here was try to erase two spirit people, burn our histories, and destroyed other evidence of gender diversity. So the image is much less clear that women have been the only targets of the patriarchy. As I've written, I think anyone who deviates from the norm becomes a target because if you're outside the norm then you're a danger to the norm.
I like to think the way I see things gives room for multiple experiences to exist simultaneously and still holds people accountable where it's necessary too so pls lmk if and where it doesn't
So like....all that finally said.
I'm gonna go ahead and say that men aren't as much of a threat to the system because as we all know, they are men and as such they are systemically less inclined to fight the patriarchy that privileges them.
There is no NEED to systematically regulate men the same way that everyone else is regulated.
And I don't think trans men or non-binary men or feminine men or men of color are attacked for being men, no. I agree with that and I'm not saying otherwise.
I think they are attacked for deviating from the gender norm set by white colonizers/white supremacist/patriarchy and thus are attacked for being threats to it, as I think anyone who deviates from those norms will be targeted.
Which is the same underlying reason that any of us are ever targeted. So I think it's kinda shitty to be weird about it, yeah.
Insisting that All men need to be systemically targeted before we recognize the experiences of marginalized men is pretty straight up bigoted in every way it can be honestly.
And to make my point, all women are targeted by the patriarchy right and yet the only people in the spotlight of mainstream feminism are the people least affected: cishet white women.
So when you hear "we'll recognize the struggles of marginalized men later," Ask what that means and how they'll do it because most people can't even handle recognizing marginalized women. There are books and articles and stories and movies about how marginalized women feel abandoned by mainstream feminism, other women, and everyone else; especially Black women.
.....Colonizers don't want to recognize things or people they don't like.
And they don't address things they don't see as problems.
That includes the nuances of gender violence and gender inequality.
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