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sometimes i reread my old pre / early post-s4 fics and i feel like i probably wrote this exchange post 4x09 for obvious reasons but
“I never thought I wouldn’t understand my mother. I never thought I’d understand King Harrow so well, but...” “Callum.” Soren pulls him away from the balcony—away from the moon. “There is always someone else out there. There is always the ability to move on. Your mother found happiness because she went looking. King Harrow didn’t, too choked up with guilt and—” “It wasn’t guilt,” Callum almost shouts, jerking away. “It wasn’t—not completely. He just—he knew, Soren. He knew. And I never thought it’d happen to me, but sometimes you fall in love and that’s it. It’s over. There will never be anyone else. There could never be anyone else. And I—” He grips his chest over his heart, looking so heartbreakingly angry at himself yet resolute that Soren doesn’t know what to say. It’s like watching someone drown without any water. “I know.”
—a frightening thought, january 2023 / book five: ocean, july 2023
#rayllum#tdp#the dragon prince#parallels#i forget if i gave this motif a name or not but#predictions achieved#closely enough anyway#4x09 'i know' my beloved#i forget if i wrote this passage Before the season aired and cleaned up the middle sections later but#if it hits it hits#my fic#arc 2#pining!callum#giving myself extra points for the water motif at least#head in my fucking hands bro#knowledge motif#there
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Shenanigans ensue
#had this silly idea and then realised it was nearly actually Valentine’s Day#and sort of rushed to try get it out on the day. close enough.#anyway I just think this would be a funny episode idea#with misunderstandings and miscommunication galore#they would build some ultimate matchmaker machine.#Candace would be annoyed because she would say you can’t make a machine to do that you have to do it naturally#Perry goes along with it all because he likes spending time with them#and then at the end it’s a lesson about how some people are gay or whatever#pnf#human perry#my art
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Liam was a boy, and then a man, who suffered so much trauma and pain. He was bullied as a child and then lived a nightmare that I think none of us can really imagine of having that triggering experience replicated on a literally global public scale. He became a man who inflicted trauma on others. He was an addict who was unable to find a way out of that disease, and now never will, but who was open and vulnerable about his struggles. He was an incredibly talented musician and artist and an absolutely integral part of one of the most important bands of a generation; his voice and songwriting and skill in the studio shaped every aspect of what One Direction became at their best. He loved that band and being a part of that experience with his whole being and would never have stopped celebrating what they meant to us and to the world. He had problems and did bad things; that doesn't mean he was a bad person who didn't deserve to be loved and helped to heal- everyone deserves that- and the fact that that's not something that can ever happen now is devastating. I was very distressed by many of his actions; and I cared deeply about this man I didn't know and wished for better for him than this outcome.
I'm so deeply, deeply SAD tonight. I'm sad for Liam, who will never now have the chance to look back on this hard time and reflect on how far he's come, and for Liam's family, for his parents and his sisters who loved and supported him so much, and for everyone in the 1D band family and circles. And I'm sad for us. It feels like nothing will ever be quite the same, and that's hard and sad and shocking. It's a special kind of doubled grief, to mourn the loss of the person, and also of what he meant to us in this strange world of parasocial fanning, for the real him and also for the version of him that we made up and attached so much meaning to and for the escape that brought us. For him, and also for the easy uncomplicated joy of listening to those beautiful songs from happier times, which might never feel the same again. For the other boys, who we love so much and wish we could shield from suffering and loss and pain. For our fellow fans, who we also worry about the impact of this on. Everything about this is terrible, and I am sending so much love out to all of you. We are not alone, and it's okay to feel complicated emotions and it's okay to mourn and it's okay to care about how it effects you and your life, whatever you're feeling- it's okay. We are here with you. We are 1D family.
#liam#is there any point to this? other people are saying plenty of things#maybe there are enough things#but idk#liam or liams team were the closest this blog every came to any of the boys... things happened more than once#that I was like oh shit they're reading these posts#it made me feel extra close to him and it made me feel like I wanted to say something#but he'll never check his mentions again now#whats the point#I'm just SAD#but here's one more post to add to the mix anyway. Liam you were difficult- but you were loved#you were bullied in a nearly unimaginable way but you were also loved on a scale that is nearly incomprehensible#anyway#hi everyone#miss you love you#this is an ot5 blog always#I may not always like or support the choices they make; but they are always family yk?
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happy pride month and also top surg-iversary to meee
#its been 3 years!#the actual date was july 12 but its close enough#anyways fat butches and fat transmascs and fat transmasc butches stay winning this one is for u#dogyolk#art#oc#heartache#furry#furry art#safe furry#transmasc#butch#butch lesbian#transmasc butch#dyke#genderqueer#nonbinary
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I put way too much effort into this LMAO but, have a translated version of the clip the official KN8 twitter put up.
It didnt seem like they planned on puttin out an english subs ver so I did it myself
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#anyways i opened after effects for the first time in literal years#and i havent translated proper in also. several years#i am very rusty but HEY I THINK?? ITS CLOSE ENOUGH??#i think? i saw a transcript floatin aroudn butyknow#video. woudl be nice#so i was like yea surely i can do that#turns out i can#but also#AE IS HARD???#also some of this stuff just doesnt translate properly#like?? 勉強させていただきます jus doesnt have the same tone??#frustratin but hey this is th best i got#ignore the lack of apostrophes its the 3rd day in a row workin on this im eeby
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thomas
#anyways. my silly little drawing i was working on before all that (reading that book).#i was rlly surprised that in cursory look in the tags it didn't seem like anyone had drawn any sort of doubting thomas imagery yet??#anyways many thoughts abt how this bible episode abt bodies & recognition & doubt & understanding etc etc could be reinterpreted to be#abt. hm. opening oneself to be (metaphorically) touched by sharing a secret; coming to understand someone is themself mo matter what; etc#but it's 4 in the morning so i will have to try to articulate that later.#^ tbc what he's touching there is an appendectomy scar - idk if they always look like that but that's what ones i've seen have looked like#close enough to a side wound of a sort#thoughts#my art#conclave#<- meant to mimic the colors/clothing in the last scene between the two of them as sort of like. metaphorically that conversation#& also that line in the book/script abt how he's expecting anger or denials from benitez & instead gets a gentle smile
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❄️ a sweet Advent afternoon at the Atom Palace ✨ { my trainersona }
wishing you all a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! 🎄🎀🩵💕
#pokemon#illustration#cute#pinkmas#pkmnart#Christmas#pastel#gingerbread#gingerbread house#candy#sugar#sylveon#lucario#swirlix#alcremie#dedenne#shiny sylveon#fairy type#snom#fairy princess sol#atompalace art#⚜️#this was planned for xmas day but I was busy enjoying the last few days so never mind! close enough anyway hehe#hope you all had a wonderful Christmas if you celebrate and a lovely day in general if not!!! 🩵💕🩵💕
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smile, iruma! | hey ive been here before
#iruma suzuki#clara valac#azz alice asmodeus#love trio#m!ik#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#irumas expression in the first one went through lotsa phases#lotsa extreme frusterated and sickly faces#which felt a little ooc to me cuz irumas someone who smiles in the face of despair#but also we’ve seen iruma at his most frusterated and fed up in reaction to his parents#(at least until kalegos brother told him he was disgusting which btw we should jump him for that)#(and SORTA when gyari calls him ugly but that was less serious lol)#anyway i decided to try going for a very tired forced smile for this#abuse mention#<just in case#to me this is irumas parents presenting iruma to a camera for a family portrait so they can show off their darling little boy to friends#meanwhile darling little boy has been eating trash behind the mall they found him at#so hes tired and hungry cuz the last time he saw em was two months ago otherwise he would have faked it a little better#i think in this moment hes frustrated and a little disgusted by them#enough to almost deny the treats they dangle over him#but rule one (1) is iruma suzuki that cannot say no#im not sure i conveyed the little micro expression kinda frusteration that i wanted to but its close nough#style change for love trio suddenly iruma has lips my bad LOL#suits the theme tho! i think irumas genre; art style; life changes when he met those two#clarazz would hate being compared to irumas dusty ass parents in any way even as foils sorry to them for this post actually 😭#ANYWAY…#did u know love trio have the same smile?#fanart#my art
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swordtember day 14: poisonous
i’ll be skipping tomorrow, back to swords on the 16th!
#snakes are technically venomous but it’s close enough for me#edit: i have been reminded that zzl is actually ALSO poisonous. extremely deadly babyboy. anyway proceed#svsss#svsss fanart#swordtember#swordtember 2024#scum villain’s self saving system#zhuzhi lang
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A little 15 min doodle but first post of the year has to be Bingqiu!
#ok its time to get mushy in the tags because I doubt anyone would read them too closely#I’ve had severe art block for YEARS before I got into danmei in 2024#and it wasn’t that my skill was gone it’s just that I thought nothing I did was good enough#I started reading danmei around the summer of last year and I got SO INSPIRED#I dived into the fandom side of things (I haven’t been in a live fandom in years) and was so excited about all the art people were making#and writing! and music! and animatics!#everything was so bright and colorful and beautiful#and everyone had such cool designs for these book characters that I’d grown to love#so I took a chance and doodled a little Luo Binghe and posted him on here#and I was so taken aback by how welcoming and sweet the fandom was#it made me wanna keep taking chances and posting my art— because I think that’s one of the hardest things I’ve come to accept#that even if it’s not good enough for me#someone else may enjoy it#and ain’t it crazy that ive come to enjoy drawing again too#sure the interaction has been fun but it’s been even more fun experimenting with my style and experimenting with colors and rendering#and grayscale and angles#and composition and expressions#ahh!! art is so fun!! I forgot how fun it was!!#I had forgotten how much I loved to draw!!#and the fandom— so many ideas are exchanged and I’ve met some of the loveliest people thru the sv fandom!#tgcf too but they’re a little less chill lmao#anyways#I’ve set up a little spot in the fandom and I plan to keep at it here it’s very nice and cozy and funny and warm#huge thanks to everyone for being so kind and welcoming#and an even bigger thanks to anyone who’s interacted with my art#I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that someone took the time out of their day to like/repost these silly little doodles I post#incredible. ok bye for now :)#svsss#bingqiu#hoot art
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Original meme under cut, as always
#isat two hats#the Loop one won't make sense w/o it i think#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat spoilers#isat memes#my art#art tag#?#not sure if it'd be considered my art buuuuutt it's close enough anyway ig?#in stars and time
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole it’s electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#don’t you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that you’re just having fun#but i’m making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#‘household name’ firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now it’s just this.#i keep forgetting#and then i’m here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but it’s so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Umm… Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and i’m done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#i’m not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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Violet TWDG they will never make me hate you
#twdg#twdg violet#i finally got to retry this concept after an entire year#still not exactly what i was picturing but i got close enough#everyone who said vi was only using clem as a rebound#you have been on my list since 2018#like how could you not sympathize with her???#she was mean to xyz#well they probably deserved it#there's such a warmth to her character that feels so vulnerable and genuine#i have so much to say about her that i might actually be able to use my english degree#anyway#my art#bonk barrel#twdg 4#violet twdg
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I think people overlook the comedic potential here.
#rain world#looks to the moon#rw lttm#rw eclipse#rw shipping#rw five pebbles#yknow despite this being about them I don’t think suns features enough to be tagged#tragic#anyways this is no where close to canon but most iterator ships aren’t#and this one is really funny
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It took me a week to finish this and I never came up with a good caption and I refuse to come up with one now it's over I'm done lmao
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie#dr robotnik#jimbotnik#agent stone#stobotnik#screenshot redraw#digital painting#IT'S FINISHED I WIN THE BEAST IS SLAIN NEVER TALK TO ME AGAIN I'M GOING TO SLEEP FOR A THOUSAND YEARS FUCKING HELL#anyways something something that post about dr 'I must be close enough to my assistant to feel the heat of his skin at all times' robotnik
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I really like the headcanon that a very select amount of people are allowed to actually call Tails 'Miles' and Shadow is on that list, it's very cute to me ^_^
#sth#shadow the hedgehog#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#mydoodles#accidentally left this sitting in the drafts lol whoops#that sonic in the top right is my favourite sonic I've drawn so far tbh#I meant to put a table behind them in that second “panel” but whatever lol implied table#Blaze is another who Tails is fine with using Miles for him because she preferred to not use the nickname until she felt close enough to hi#that she like felt it was acceptable hehe#princess etiquette brain#anyway shout out to people who draw shadows bike I'm certainly never doing it again LOL#to be fair I did not use reference.. I simply did my best
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