#chronic pain syndrome

[murruspins]

[chronicallyuniconic]

Painscrolling

When you're in too much pain to sleep and can't do anything else except lie there, so you scroll aimlessly, hoping it all goes away

[asecretnerdcollection]

ouch

[chronicillnesshumor]

[cpunkwitch]

Dear flat shoes;

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you ouch

[unfilteredrealities]

Hey Google please make this hip pain go away for fucks sake I can’t cope with it no more 😭

[disabledsysboxes]

Chronic pain - 1

Requested anonymously

[alice-madness-decends]

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE FEELING UNHAPPY OR DEPRESSED.

Sometimes I feel absolutely terrified for my future.

I turned 31 in January.

I'm physically disabled.

I live with my parents, (whom have no problems with me living them), but I'm lonely.

I fear I'll always be alone in terms of partnership.

I've had one relationship and it lasted 9 years.

I was unhappy for reasons I'd rather not fully detail, so all I shall say is that I wasn't understood or treated in the nicest of ways.

At the moment, my future will consist of assisted living.

I have no partner to love and to love me.

I fear I shall always be thus way.

Lonely hospital trips and stays.

Surgeries and other procedures with no one to visit me.

How do I make a living if I'm unable to work.

Do I really only have carers and nurses as my friends in my future?.

I have a great relationship with my family but when my parents are no longer here I worry my Sister won't always bother with me even though we've never fought once.

Sorry if this has upset anyone, I just felt the need to get this out there. I shall probably delete a bit later.

[inkstainedfairy]

PT suggested nervous system disorder of some kind.

Not looking forward to pain management appt on Thursday…

I couldn’t walk on my own today and had to call out of work.

[murruspins]

TW !!!!!!!

I lost feeling in my tongue and the skin is literally peeling off. Does this happen to anyone else who looses feeling in their limbs or parts of their body 😭😭

[chronicallyuniconic]

I feel guilty because to them it's "only" chronic pain & fatigue.

It's not life threatening, even though it can get there.

It's not really treatable, just sit-withable.

It's not something like cancer, that can be cut or irradiated out of you.

It's not like I have to do anything other than sleep & try to cope with the pain levels.

I feel guilty because my illness isn't seen as valid as others.

I feel guilty because funding is so minimal and research so sparse, i am only able to lay in bed.

I feel guilty because my illness isn't seen as worth caring about and by extension, me.

I feel guilty about their positive outlook when I used to have that too, but they're getting treatment unlike me.

I feel guilty for having bad and worse-than-bad days, when I used to fully function like my friends and family.

I feel guilty because nobody gives a damn about M.E

#does this make sense

[asecretnerdcollection]

I think one of the reasons it's so hard for so many people to grasp how bad my chronic illness and disabilities are is cause I don't have good mobility aids, and a major symptom of mine is nausea so I simply can't leave the house to see them when I'm bad

[aetherrexic]

me: my brain fog doesn't affect me that much also me: *forgets how to spell next* nex, necst, nest

[consider-your-potatoes-mashed]

Me: “my pain and fatigue and everything else is getting worse and doctors still don’t know what to do about it”

My mom: “ well the problem will fix itself and you’ll get better and then it won’t matter”

Me (internally yelling in my head): THATS NOT HOW CHRONIC ILLNESS/PAIN FUCKING WORKS MOM I HAVE TO USE A CANE (AND NOW CRUTCHES) TO GET AROUND OTHERWISE ID BE STUCK INSIDE

[cpunkwitch]

living with chronic pain, fatigue and cotards syndrome is a fucking trip man

[unfilteredrealities]

I turned 27 today! Whoop! 🙌🏻

But unfortunately my body is kinda oscillating between pretending to be healthy and borderline chronically ill today and it’s pretty bad 🥲🫣

I might have a crash or p.e.m idk but I feel so horrible physically wise 😩 It’s a mix between a headache, nausea, whole body ache, upset digestive system, itchy skin , restlessness, plain feeling like something is wrong, random pains, existing is so exhausting rn

Work wise was okayish I guess. My coworkers told me happy birthday and hugged me (might be as well that that upset my body as well but oh well can’t change it anymore rn) and I extra left earlier to work to get some snacks and drinkies for them :3

Dear people called and messaged me to tell me a happy birthday and I am grateful for every single person who thought about me today! ❤️ I feel loved.