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chronic fatigue tho. fuck off.

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what are sundays even for if not for sleep

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FUCK.

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finally found THE phone for my grandparents

it's really depressing to see how they (and others) are forced into this digital age, with no education of it, hearing drip drops from other people, and left to 'fend' for themselves

ALL this phone issue was because her network won't support 3G services anymore so she needed has been forced to have a 4G phone

Finding this for an elderly person has been..interestingly irritating. No touchscreens. BIG buttons. No flip function. No 2G or 3G phones(ridiculous in my opinion that networks are ridding of this). A charger that plugs in and isnt USB

If i was a phone developer id be making phones elderly specific, i cannot stress how difficult it can be. When their WiFi needs setting up they need to be talked through it even though theyll never be able to remember or do the same. Dealing with tech problems over the phone with those who hardly have a grasp is unfair

I made an arrangement a few years ago with the library, i wanted to volunteer tech classes with a focus on elderly peoples & separate for refreshers and things like that. The library closed

But anyway, this fat ass phone has big buttons, supports 4G & has a 5day battery life. Guaranteed ill show it to them for them to say 'no i cant use that'😭😭😂

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hi my name is struggling

hi is struggling

struggling is hi

hi my name is struggling

this is what it's like when epilepsy symptoms start getting worse, what a weird few days. on alert, but its kind of pointless, its uncontrollable from start to end. keeping others on alert feels worse than my symptoms most of the time, a burden i suppose. especially if you dont even have a seizure, it seems like wasted energy & stress

you know when words start to look wrong if you stare at them too long? yeah that, but with every single word. its so bad it doesnt look like english. like the letters are all in the wrong places. saying things that arent right, the thought was there, the words were just wrong. its an alien mind. so confusing & distorting

moments of the day are in 3x speed & i cant slow that reaction(?) down, when listening to someone speak, it reminds me of something, i get stuck on that thought, i didnt hear the conversation but i also cant remember what got me stuck in the first place, explaining this is ..i mean it sounds so ridiculous. i wish there were single words for these feelings. Déjàvu encapsulates a whole feeling and experience, something needs put in place for whatever this is

anyway hi, my name is struggling & i probably would have been burned as a witch

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hard day today. it hurts like it was yesterday. always blepping. always💜

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anime recommendations?

ive watched so much, its overwhelmed me a bit trying to trawl to watch something

any ideas? can be funny, dark, any genre

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like why did i even get up early for this.

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every. time.

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it's so tiring, to be tired

such brutality

where answers will silently be told

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when its 1am & you want a bowl of cereal but there's no milk

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got a hidrentitis flare under my ass cheek, great

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lol they really can

one ride i remember with Blu, we went through the field (they grazed in) and I stg he knew. He knew what he was going to do. So yknow we set off up the hill, we got barely 100ft across the field.

He got to a particular bush and did a 360 with a buck and belted it back to the stable. And yknow, like a knob you go back to them and they know youve been running so all sweaty and out of breath & hes side eyeing like yeah now you run 😂😂

Anyway i broke my coccyx that day when he bucked me, in that particular bush..which was full of thorns. Getting them out took WEEKS, i remember my mum trying to warm press them out, every part of my palms were covered

He knew that bush, he already planned what he was going to do. And idk what it was, but i 'knew' at the time, that he just wouldn't accept going that way. Getting back on him to take him back another route instead might have been the most painful thing ive ever done😂

i was taught to always get back on when they kick you off or you happen to fall off so it reinforces that they cant always get their way. Its also why my coccyx hurts ALL the time

They are premeditated shits😂😂

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mum: im sure its covid im just so tired all the time

*offers genuine advice from yknow, a person with chronic fatigue*

mum: yeah, hmm, maybe

& the convo ends.

Nice.

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my boy hasnt had his usual food for 3, yes THREE days, due to a delivery fuck up, and you would think the world had ended. The DRAMA from him.

anyway it turned up today & hes eating whilst looking back like yes bitch this is all i wanted like