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Secondhand smoke and 3rdHand Smoke: Uncover Hidden Dangers
Unveiling the hidden dangers of secondhand smoke and thirdhand smoke: health risks, exposure mitigation, and promoting smoke-free environments.
Introduction We all know about smoke, but what is second hand smoke? Secondhand smoke has long been recognized as a significant health hazard, but there is another less known and insidious threat that lingers long after the cigarette has been extinguished: thirdhand smoke. While secondhand smoke refers to the direct inhalation of smoke from burning tobacco, thirdhand smoke refers to the residual…
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Subway (b)Rat
Rated Explicit for sexy romantic comedy.
~6k words.
Consider this a gift for my Kinktober fans (I KNOW IT'S THE 29TH SHUT UP) and an apology on the behalf of @bougiebutchbinch for making you all so sad with THIS post.
Authors note: Mentions of cablepool because I think every time this man is mentioned, Logan feels the undying urge to reclaim Wade. The Summer's bloodline is intertwined with his too much, and it's ruining his life lmao. Summers is to Logan how Dinkleberg is to Timmy’s dad.
And yes, I'm aware this is pretty vanilla/Tame, but you know what? You're gonna read it anyway because I wrote it for you. And it would be rude if you didn't. Also, shout out to the font change method because I was STUCK stuck.
CW: Semi public, teasing, an unGODLY amount of kissing, choking, spanking, stretching, praise kink, mind breaking, biting, scratching, blood, cancerous cysts, prostate cancer, mentioned sub drop, physical exhaustion, Lovey dovey shit, Logan being a good top, drippy creampie, self hate talk, mentions of a dead pigeon, breath play, god what else uhhmm, puppy play if you squint, overstimulation, hair pulling, breeding kink, free use, light public humiliation, fourth wall break.
Thinking about how Wade sometimes insults himself too much to the point of comparing himself to a diseased subway rat with mange or a filthy gas station bathroom. How they stink are collectively hated, and everyone abuses them because of how disgustingly ugly they are.
This is Logan's breaking point. He's tired of hearing this. Tired of telling him to shut up. Tired of him truly thinking that he could only love him all dolled up. Well, guess what, honey? Maybe the Wolverine is into naked subway rats. They were scavengers, after all.
So he decided to do something about it. After a joke, when he compared himself to a dead pigeon on the tracks, Logan growled lowly in his throat. It was the final straw. Grabbing his wrist, he pulled him off of the locomotive and across the platform deck as he held their bags of household items and their lunch.
"Hey! Peanut, We're gonna miss our stop! I know you don't get the subway because of how old you are and everything but-"
Taking him into the bathroom, he threw him into a stall with a 'omph', slamming the door shut behind them.
"What? Am I in timeout or are you araid to piss by yourself, handsome? Kind of fitting that you picked the grossest one for me. There's piss on the floor right ther-"
Clamping a hand over his mouth, he growls close to his face. "SHUT. UP."
Of course, he only licked his palm. It's not like he cared, though. He's done far more nasty stuff before. And far uglier people.
Wade always thought that he was Sooooo bad. And soooo ugly, but in truth, he was just an annoyingly loveable idiot with cancer.
That's not his fault. Logan would never judge him for something that wasn't his fault and couldn't help. The only way he'd ever get better is if the CIA stopped killing everyone who cures cancer. Hank got close once, but he got told to stop immediately or else.
Letting him go, he put the bags on one of those purse hooks, moving them so that he was sitting and Wade was on his lap, his dirty white and black, improperly tied converse reaching the floor.
"You're a fucking moron, you know that?"
"Aww thanks muffin, Oh wait-" He gasps, "Omg wolvie are you about to fuck me in a dirty bathroom!?"
"Shh! Not if you don't shut up."
"Loagie you know I can't. It's a medical condition." He says in a dead serious whine.
Logan smirked, scoffing as he put a hand on his L.A. idol's. (You know the ones with the rhinestone cross on the ass? Yeah. Something about making his 'butt look good' and how they were 'all the craze back in his day' so now whenever he found them at thrift stores he snatched a pair or two.) And another on his tattered gray New York hoodie, pulling his hood off as he grabbed the front.
Whining a bit, he tried to put the hood back up, but Logan pulled the strings so tight that he couldn't.
"Nice try. Not happenin' I like seein' yer pretty face." He smirks, pulling the strings so he is close to him, showing those canines of his as he smirked in triumph, having felt cocky for thinking a step ahead of him.
This only led him to use his arms instead, putting his face into them instead. "Nnooo... Stop lying to me.."
Rolling his eyes, Logan leaned back against the toilet, shifting his hand to grab at his arms, moving those too. "Are you really gonna fight me for a kiss?"
A small, cheeky nod.
"Alright. But remember, you started this, not me."
Giving his ass a good slap, Wade let out a yip, giving Logan enough time to grab him by the wrists, shifting to pin his back against the stall wall. With the other hand, he gave a little tug at the bottom of the oversized hoodie.
"Wait, is this mine?"
Wade giggled but still tried to hide in his shoulder, not wanting him to see at all and now that they've made it a game? Even better.
"Oh yeah? So that's how we're going to be? God, you're such a brat."
Another nod. "Nu-uh."
"Guess you won't mind if I flip ya then?"
"Huh?" Turning just slightly, Logan stole a peck, making him squeal and his face get darker, quickly shoving it back into his arm, giggling.
"That wasn't fair!" He whined, muffled from the fabric.
"Sorry, what was that? Can't hear you over how big of a pussy you're being."
Gasping again, he turned to scold him, only to be kissed yet again. "Wolvie!! Not fair!"
"Mmh.. so fair." He whispers, kissing down the part of the jawline, he let stay exposed, nipping his ear and working his way down.
The soft groans into the arms of the hoodie were nice, but he would rather them be clear. Flipping him over, he put his fingers over the side of the stall. "Keep them there, Got it?" He says, Letting a hand run over his sides and another over the hard plastic stones that covered his ass cheeks.
"Or what?"
"Or I'll stop and force you to wait until we get home."
"Hm..What happens when we get home?"
"You'd have to wait another 6 stops to find out. Do you really want that?"
Thinking for a moment, Wade loved a good tease, a nice edging, but 6 stops?? No, thank you. Far too long. He shook his head.
"So are you going to keep them there?"
A quick nod.
"Good." Again, he slapped him, one of the rougher ones that he always liked. They made him feel wanted and appreciated. Logan knew this because, as embarrassed and growly, he got it whenever Wade stole a slap, he felt the same warm feelings run up his spine into his chest.
"Eehh!! K-keep doing that and you won't even get to touch me." He teases.
"Man you're weird... did you just say if I hit you enough you'll cum?"
"Probably." He shrugs, jolting his hips forward a bit as Logan rubbed over the front.
"I don't know how you could cum at all in pants 2 sizes too small.." he mumbles, leaning his chin on his shoulder as one hand tried to slide in the back but barely could get his fingers half way in the seams.
"They aren't tight tight, I just have a big ass and a boner all the time."
"Or all that squat training you do."
"Mmmh yes... 'squat training’... hey you don't think we could-"
"Shut it. Do your job." Pushing a couple fingers in his mouth, Wade let out a groan, immediately beginning to work on them, sucking and licking all over, a bit of a chew once in a while. Oral fixation and whatnot.
While he did this, Logan began to unbutton the front, slowly unzipping the front, carefully as he knew damn well just by the feeling that he didn't have any underwear on. It's the whole reason they came out, actually. To get laundry detergent and dish soap.
But now he was letting him grind forward into his hand and back into his, less sparkly, rougher looking jeans. Pulling his fingers out a bit, Wade was quick to press them back in, nipping gently as he whined, not wanting him to take away his favorite chew toys.
"Yeah? You like those, don't you?" He asks, putting his nose into his neck.
"Mmmhm~" He was happy here, teased and doing a good job. He knew he was because those fingers were soaked and he hadn't even gagged yet.
He loved being touched and muttered too while pressed up against a wall. It was one of his favorite things. He didn't mind however long he wanted to tease him either but only could hope he'd let him return the favor.
Logan could touch him all he wanted, anywhere, for hours and still not let him touch him at all so when he did let him it was like throwing a dog a bone with meat still on it. A treat.
Taking his hand from between his legs, Wade whined in protest but didn't let him pull out the fingers just yet. He wasn't done with them. "W-mh wohlvie"
Running his hand up under his hoodie, Logan thumbed over every dip, scar, nook and cranny that he could possibly feel, kissing the back of his neck until the hand met him in the front. Grabbing him by the throat, he squeezed a bit.
"Drop'em." He breathed behind him.
Almost instantly, Wade moved a hand to push his jeans down to his knees, shimmying a bit for them to get off his thighs before returning his hands to the top of the stall.
He liked his pants snug. He said they felt like 'leg hugs'. Honestly, Logan thought it just made him look more like a wannabe emo, city boy. The kinds that wore studded belts but their panties still showed on their hips.
“Touch me, Peanut! Please?”
Logan was much different with his pants preferences. He liked his inseems deep, his waist high, and the bottom boot cut.
Putting pressure on his sides, he pushed him until his head laid back against him. "Didn't I tell you not to move those hands?! Hm!? Since when are you fucking deaf?!" The gravel in his voice was enough for Wade to moan through the fingers. "HOh mmh gohd-"
He never knew if he wanted him to completely fuck him up or not. It was only natural for him to feel scared. I mean, a big bad wolfie like Logan holding you by the neck, and within a second, he could shove those claws through your face with how deep his fingers were in his mouth? Almost touching the back of his throat if not curved perfectly? But at the same time, it only made him stand at attention.
When he took his hand away, Wade whined. "Nooo.. I'm sorry! I'll behave! Giv'em back, Wolvie. Please?"
"You sure?"
He nods.
"So you don't want me to shove these right up your ass?"
Pausing, he quickly shook his head. "I do want it."
"Want what?" He teases, drawing the fingers over the curve multiple times.
"I want you to shove'em in me!"
"Hmm..that's it?"
"Erm... please??" Glancing at him, he wasn't sure exactly what he wanted, but his back was already arching at the slightest touches.
Chuckling softly, Logan gave him a sloppy kiss on the cheek. "What a good boy. I've trained you a bit too well with manners, haven't I? But that's not what I meant. You want me to fuckya?"
"Heh- Yeah. Obviously.... sooo...now?"
"Settle down. I'm getting there." He mutters, debating if he wanted to let go of his neck or not. Deciding against it, he went ahead and slid in a finger, the front of his own jeans becoming tight from the noise he made.
"I'm just saying. You're taking foreve-Ahoohoh...fuck."
"Mmh?"
"Mmhmm~"
"Mh... You planned this, didn't you?"
"N-ngh?" He whined questionably, biting his tongue to try to stay quiet, focusing on the fingers with that overly large shit eating grin on his face.
"Wade?"
"Hngh.." His eyes went up to the ceiling.
"You did it on purpose. You wanted me to bring you in here and tell you how much of a fucking liar you are, didn't you?"
Pressing back against them, Wade stepped his feet apart, trying to bend over a bit more. As much as he could in tight jeans and in such a small stall. But that's alright. He didn't mind. Only let him press up against him more.
Wade hadn't noticed much, but his hands slipped from the top of the wall again, still above his head, but now he was gripping his own wrist.
"I have no clue what's even going on.." He muttered, closing his eyes as he tilted his head back, grateful that while he pressed back, Logan pushed forward, curling his fingers as he used one to keep him open, The other two slowly pressing in and pulling out with pressure towards the bottom.
Yeah, okay, that checked out.
"Hey.. when you uhm.." Wade starts, as if he just remembered something.
"Yeah?"
"Could you.. oh god this is so embarrassing.. can you be extra rough on my...you know...c-Cancer stuff." He mumbles. "I know, It's disgusting. I'm so gross."
Stepping closer, He made his back bend a little deeper as he turned his head towards him. Kissing him, Logan grunted. "You're not gross.. but yeah. Show me where it hurts, darlin’, I’ll fuck away your pain.”
He blushes, embarrassed. “.. prostate?”
“Heh, sure, I can destroy your prostate for ya."
Wade giggled.
"Sure you wanna do that here, though?"
"I-i rather scream here than with Al yelling at me..." He admits. “She doesn't get it. Sometimes a guy just has to get violently fucked in the ass as part of his pain management plan.” He tells him.
Logan nods, agreeing with him. As stupid as it sounded, by helping his cysts pop, he felt a lot better. Though in Al's defense it did involve a lot screaming.
Sure, he'd help him with his dirty little curse but he wanted to hear those magic words.
“Well.. What do ya say princess?”
“Fuck me like you hate me?” he rubs himself against him further with a high pitched, demanding whine, already impatient.
Logan chuckles at the questioning tone, shaking his head softly.
“Not yet. I'm gonna take my time with you.”
Keeping him close, Logan matched his hand movements with his words, dragging them out if the phrase was elongated, quickly stuffing them back in if he thought he deserved it.
Various whispers of praise fell from his lips.
“Your ass is super tight, you know that?”
Okay maybe some were sweeter than others but come on, This meant much more to wade than just a “You're Beautiful.” though in truth he liked them both equally. He liked any attention even if he didn't believe it… or it wasn't good..
“You're so much hotter than a dead pigeon-”
“PFFT Your fingers are in my rectum and THAT'S what you lead with!? That's like.. the bare minimum! The bar is in HELL!” He laughs.
Embarrassed, he blushes deeply. “I never said I was good at words, damn it. Now shut up and listen.”
“Watch next he's gonna say I'm prettier then the pissy gas station bathroom..”
“No!!... though maybe I should have done this there- at least there was a lock.” He mumbles, knowing he wasn't talking to him rather than you.
Yeah. You.
You freak. Why are you even here? Just wash your hands and leave. God..rude.. Ever hear about privacy? No?? Good. Wade likes to give a good show. Sit down. Just.. watch the pee right there.. unless.. you know …you're into that. But this is New York so.. I hope you're up to date on all your shots!
“Wade!”
“What?” He asks, glancing back at him.
“Are you serious?”
“Huh? What? What did you say?” He blinks.
Logan grunts. “I just- Uugh I just gave this whole spiel about how sexy you are and how I wouldn't choose anyone else over you. How.. How did you miss that!?”
“Look we've talked about this, I don't know what's going on half the time, what do you want from me?”
About to scold him for not hearing a single word of his beautiful 5 full minute long speech, he just groans. “..Just give me all of you and I'll be happy. Okay?”
“Why?”
“What?”
“Why me?”
“Oh shut the fuck up! You know I want you, it's not a secret I try to hide, okay!? Were fucking in a bathroom for crying out loud! Literally!”
Wade giggles a bit. “Sorry Wolvie.. Can you say some of the stuff again?”
“You're killing the mood, Mouth!” He growls, becoming a little frustrated seeing as it took a lot for him to put the words together in the first place.
“Oh pleeaasse, Peanut? Pretty please?” He bats those magic eyelashes.
“Fine… Are you listening?” He asks, curling his fingers up, deep within him.
“...You're the one I was meant to find in life. I was never truly happy where I was until you found me. I think you're an idiot for thinking you don't deserve to be loved because... you know you're sexy right? You're gorgeous. You're so damn pretty and you can't see a single bit of it. I mean- genuinely. But I don't even care about any of that and…and- you know what this is stupid..” he starts.
“No, no!! Please! I was almost there-”
“What? Oh- Wade!! What did I tell you about hands!?” Jerking his hand away, he pushes it to his back, growling. “Do you want me to bite it the fuck off!?”
He squeals, a little too excited. “Nooo!! Don't eat me Wolvie- Unless?”
“No, Wade! Bad!”
“Aww….. Anyway, what were you saying before you so rudely stopped me?”
Sighing, he pulls his hip back, wrapping an arm around his chest, holding him with his chin on his shoulder, listening to his breathing lining up with each curl and press of his fingers.
“and.. I love you. I really do. But I LIKE you too, H-heh.. You're funny, you're so smart even though you act like you and puppins share a brain cell.. and she has it most times.”
Wade giggles, which makes Logan smile, gaining enough confidence to keep going. “I love that stupid fucking smile you do when ever you make the most terrible joke in history- and I know- Im 206.”
Another giggle as Wade reached the hand that was on the stall back to wrap around Logan’s neck, Nuzzling him gently.
“I-i love your freaky bright eyes. I mean really, why do they look like that?”
He chuckles, truly listening to every word. Logan didn't speak much but when he asked for Wade's attention, he got it fully. “I really don't know… do you actually like them or..?” The nervousness in his voice made Logan's heart beat hitch, quickening.
“I really do. They're like nothing I've ever seen before… and they change colors. They're white, clear, and milky-”
“Ha! That's what she said-”
“Shut up…” He rolled his eyes but smiled, knowing he walked right into that one.
“I was GOING to say they're like my own personal moons to light my dark days, and when they are yellow they are like suns that shine on my face in the morning.. but…That's another thing. You get me… A lot..”
“Oh, Logan….stop..”
“No, I mean it. Really. They told me you were too immature for me but.. you're perfect. I'm tired of feeling old. I'm tired of feeling like there's no one who will be able to be lazy and lay with me when I need it but play around or be rough when I want too… until you.”
Swallowing, Wade pulled his hand from him, turning to stare at him with an oblivious look of realization.
“.. Holy shit.. You really think that.. a-all of it?”
He nods. “i-.. I wasn't done either..”
“There's more!?”
Blushing, the old fart nodded, semi embarrassed.
“Oh my god, baby you're gonna make me cry….Tell me you're lying..”
He shook his head. “No.. I won't. I refuse.”
Pulling him close, Logan hugs him tight, Wade squeezing him back around the back of his neck, teary eyed and trying not to ugly sob. For a few moments they stayed like this before he kissed him, the same way he planned to in a few months once he found a perfect ring.
“I'll never let you go. I want you to be with me until you get tired of me. And even then you'd have to get a restraining order.”
“Oh Wolvie… I could never get tired of you.”
“And you know how you feel right now? That's how I feel about you… Unfortunately..”
“... I love you, Logan.. you're too good to me.. I hope I'm enough for you.. I know you deserve better. To be happier…”
“As long as you're here with me, I'll have a smile on my face, princess.” He teases, leaning up to kiss him again (For the 50th time) “And if it was up to me I'd keep you just like this all day but-”
“Do it, coward.”
Logan snorts, giggling a bit. “You want fucked or not?”
“Yes!! I take it back, You're not a coward, Please fuck me, Mr. Wilde! Pound me with your huge poetic cock!”
Before he could shout anymore, Logan kissed him, shutting him up as he entered, being sure to stay still for a couple of seconds. The deeper the kiss got, the more he pressed in. This was until Wade pushed himself back, breaking the kiss and moaned.
“Hah~ Fuck, not so much of a peanut anymore, huh?”
To tease him, Logan pulls away just to slam back in. The squeal that came from him through the kiss pleased Logan greatly, doing this a couple more times.
Pulling away, his breath was already a little heavy from such tender intimacy. “You good?”
“Best I've ever been, Big boy!” He tells him, cheek against the wall, but something about his smell said he was lying.
“Mmh… spit on these.” He muttered, putting his fingers up to his mouth for Wade to spit, wiggling around back there. Gripping his hips to hold them still, he slipped the fingers in, spreading the slick around before pressing back in.
Wade lets a deep groan fall out of his mouth seeing as his jaw hasn't shut practically since they've been in here, drooly and excited. It wasn't often that Loagie wanted to fuck him in a public space. They already got caught in central park one night, and now were banned from the Subway down the street- the actual sandwich subway, not the public transportation system.
Picking up the pace, He tries to keep him quiet, shoving his fingers in his mouth, Telling him to shut up, shushing him between thrusts, covering his mouth and even (of course) kissing him.
Nothing seemed to work though, especially when Wade spread his legs, letting him have further access, his body just begging to be held down and used.
And who was Logan to deny that?
“Lo- Ooh shit- Oh shit- Oh fuck shit damn!” He calls through breathy moans and tries to keep his knees from buckling by shifting his weight, though Logan doesn't want any of that. Who does he think he is? Trying to get away now? Not going to happen.
Biting the side of his neck, he made an animalistic noise that made Wade's knees shake, the pain from both the teeth seeping blood out of his neck, and his ass being obliterated.
He can't help but smile through the skin in his teeth, letting out a huff of a chuckle. Really? Fuck shit damn?
“Ooh- Ow- Mmh fuck! Ow- Shit! Ohh mmMy God Loagie it hurts so good!” He whimpers, reaching up to hold the top of the stall, becoming still and instantly quiet.
This was always the part where Logan got nervous. Scared that he had actually hurt him somehow and he just didn't want to say anything in fear he'd be mad at him.
“yuh gud?” He asks through the mouthful.
Silence. His eyes were closed tight and he was tensing slightly, as if trying to hold still in this exact position.
Letting go of him, Logan slowed. Immediately Wade began to plead with him, begging him not to stop, pushing himself against him in hopes he'd get the gist.
“Are you-”
“Harder.” He says and immediately Logan understands, giving a nod. Adjusting himself, he holds him in place, thrusting up a few dozen times. Harder.
The squeak that came from Wade and watching him grit his teeth. It said all he needed to know. Kissing his shoulder blade, he listened to each quiet whine, felt each tense in his legs, and could smell the discomfort.
Logan has come to train himself that he was allowed to keep going, having usually backed off at even the slightest sign of pain but he understood that what he was doing was best for him. He’s seen the clots, boils and welts that happened so he could only imagine what this felt like on the inside. Just thinking about it made him want to stop. To tell him no more.
But this was Wade's request. And probably why he's felt so down here recently, it was hard to feel handsome or pretty when your insides hurt like this.
“Breathe.” He reminded him, feeling Wade hitch his breath and still, tensing his legs up as he let his head hang. This one hurt. He knew it did just by how he felt.
But he didn't.
“Wade?..Breathe for me.” He whispers, trying his best to get this over with as fast as he could. He knew how painful it was just from him shutting down, no longer moaning or even saying ‘ow’. Just silence.
The sound of slapping and the jangly hinges of the stall were all that was at the moment until He let out a large gasp, sounding more of a “Hah-” of relief.
Before you could blink, Logan stopped, pulling away as he held him up, beginning to kiss all over the back of his neck. “There's my good boy. Breathe. You're okay. I got you. Bit a blood never killed anybody.” He reassured him, noticing that more than usual was dripping down his leg, his dick covered in the hot infectious red slick.
Nuzzling his cheek, Wade had tears in his eyes, giggling a bit embarrassed but happy with the bit of praise and care he was receiving. “Sttoopp..” he whined. “You're so embarrassing..”
“Oh sure like I'm the one about to be screaming here in a minute-”
“What?”
He flips him around, shoving his back to the wall again as he kisses him, nipping at him and tugging at his lip.
Blushing, Wade squealed. “Jeez Wolvie! What, you got a blood kink or something? You freak!”
“I got a ‘helping you' kink, Asshole. There's a difference.” He grunts in between bites at his neck, sending his head back to give him a big moan.
The best part about busting a prostate cyst is that it meant what once was hiding it, was now gone. Meaning Logan could hit it as many times as he wanted.
Giggling, Wade yelped when picked up, hands placed on the back of the stall, his legs immediately retreating to around his waist. “What are you doing?!”
“Stay.” He growls, shifting his hands to get a better hold of him. “You know what I want.”
And with this, it started. The first couple of times, Wade gasped through, whimpering from the residing pain only to grin, letting his head lean back as tried to focus on holding the stall and not running his hands through those thick locks of his. “H-oH Fuck!”
As the moans flowed through each messy smooch, Giggles, praises, dirty talk, the whole nine yards in this tiny space of theirs, Logan didn't even stop when he heard someone walking in. Since the door had flown open a long time ago, He only glared at the passer byer who stopped for a second to look, Only to jump back and leave when full on snarled at. (Because if not you'd probably die today)
“What the fuck are you looking at!?”
In fact he only fucked him better, rolling his hips up to him, pulling Wade's hips into him enough to make him give a high pitched scream of joy and pleasure. “AAAH!! Logan!! Oh fuck- Logan! Logan, please- Please fuck me- No kiss me! Kiss- mMPhm mh, Mh, MHMmh!” Even though the kisses he'd let everyone in this station know who was fucking him.
Logan.
“Don't be ashamed if you wanna scream my name, sweetheart~” he purrs into his neck, trying to keep his breaths stable and resist the urge to put more holes into him.
“Ah!! H-hah! Logan! There! Yes! Ohh- Yes! yesyesyesyes-” He grunts under his breath, now letting out whiny moans. “Oh Fuck!! Yes! Right there! Cable could never hit there-” he blurted out through his screaming whimpers of pleasure, clawing at the side of the bathroom stall as if Logan was trying to drag him down to hell.
For a split second he stopped, pulling his waist back, hand on his stomach as he positioned him in a certain way again.
Wade whines, assuming Logan quit, starting to complain in a high pitched voice of sexual frustration. “Nooo! That's not fair you know I can't contr-” Only to gasp loudly, like a thick new breath of air would help him any.
He failed.
Sinking his teeth in, Logan began to hit this spot on purpose, Over and over and over. He knew Wade didn't mean it. He said all sorts of random thoughts of his brain decided to say without his consent, but it still made him jealous enough to decide that he didn't give a fuck if anyone heard him anymore, he wanted to ease his brain into that numb state of babbling to him his own name.
How could he ever forget such a thing when someone so hot as Wade was screaming it?
“EEHHh!! Please! Please- Logan. Oh god oh god oh god- Fuck! Logan-” The screams grew quiet, evolving Into more of a pleading whimper, whispering under the harshness of the breath he was trying so desperately to keep and yet couldn't keep anything inside at the moment.
“Logan.. Logan please.. Logan fuck- Logan��� he whispers, breathy moans into his face, letting his hands finally drop, coming to hold around his neck, scratching his back instead.
“Oh Logan please- please.. yes.. yes fuck- Logan, hold me- please..”
Logan could have come right then and there from the babbling. It was his favorite part. The perfect balance of his mind drifting into a deep subspace, being relieved from pain, and filled with intimacy.
He knew these moans were just for him, and only him. Quiet enough just so he could hear the sweet sympathy that his loving boy could make for him.
“Logan- Logan.. L-Logan! F-fuck- Logan please.”
He was close. He knew he was. He could feel it from how tightly the coil in his stomach was causing him to stiffen, he could already smell the precum, feel his toes curling in his converse, the hot blood still dripping from him onto his legs.
“Logan.. logan- fuck- Logan.. Logan!” He cried, breaths unevenly hitching as tears came to his eyes. It could be a lot. The pain, the intensity, the numbness in his mind that couldn't quite validate the reason for said pain and intense feeling in his lungs. Subconsciously he was asking for help, to regulate himself and his emotions.
The soft panic of overstimulation that was settling in made Logan slow a moment, taking his time to push himself into the perfect places. Kissing him gently yet hungry, letting out small purrs of appreciation to restart the brain, keep him leveled.
“Hi, bub.” He whispers, kissing away his tears knowing by now just how mindbroke he truly was. And he loved it. God he was so sexy like this. Calling his name, begging him to save him, worried that he'll drop. Both physically and metaphorically. “Shhh. You're alright. I won't drop ya, I got you… ready?”
Wade nods, practically salivating at the offer, arms tight around his neck and much happier despite knowing he would be a bit sore on the ride home.
Taking another bite out of him, He was shoved against the wall in a way that made him gasp and moan deeply, the other kind of sounds Logan adored. Sure, he liked the high pitched ones too but something about that deep voice of his made him go a bit insane, trusting into him like a buck in a rut FINALLY given what was his.
With every balls deep slap of skin, Wade groaned lowly. Shifting his hand position from on his back to placing one hand on his shoulder, the other on his head, petting him as he gripped A fistful of curls, pulling him closer. Pressing his teeth deeper into his skin as he decided to grunt and growl with each thrust, nails digging into Wade’s hips as if it were his birthright to breed him in a dirty subway bathroom.
“Ah fuck- gimmekitsgimmekits PLEASE gimmekits” he mumbles, gritting his teeth, closing his eyes as he held him, legs unwrapping to let him use him how he pleased, trusting him fully not to drop him.
The orgasm hit stronger than a shot of whiskey straight from the bottle. Logan kept their hips together, keeping him pinned, his ass almost touching the wall as he bucked a few more times, wanting as deep as possible. It was only natural for him to pump him full. Not like Wade minded either, having already made a mess on the hoodie and now was limp against the wall.
With his head back, he breathed heavily, beginning to chuckle, moaning at a final buck. Bringing his hands to his hair, Wade giggled, pulling his chin up for a sloppy kiss.
Moving to hold his cheeks in his hands, he smirked. “Who's a good boy?”
Logan scoffed, grumbling a bit, blushing.
“... me”
“That's right. My big strong boy~ Fucks me so good!” he coes, making Logan chuckle, shaking his head. “You're a freak..”
“I'm not the one that dragged me in here.”
“.. touché….. Alright. I guess we better get going before the cops come or something.”
“Why would the cops come?”
“Oh I don't know. Public indecency, you screaming your lungs out bloody murder, it looks like a crime scene in here, Wade.” he mutters, holding his thighs as he pulls out with a groan.
Almost immediately their foreheads came together to watch as the cum spilled out onto his jeans and continued to drop down his legs.
“Aw my pants..”
“Wouldn't be the first time.”
“Certainly not the last.” He commented, now glancing away. “Well uhm.. thanks for.. you know.. turning my guts into strawberry jam..”
He pulls his chin to face him, kissing him again with that shit eating grin that really made wish he could get pregnant just so his children could have the same stupid smirk.
“Darlin’ I'd do it even if you didn't ask me to.”
About 10 minutes later between Logan cleaning up his mess by licking up his thigh (only for more to just replace it seconds later), Helping a jelly legged Wade get dressed again, and slobbering all over him as he kissed him to death- Logan now stood with Wade on his hip, like holding an oversized sleepy toddler in his one arm, their shopping in the other.
Wade's tired snores into his neck was music to his ears as he snuggled up to him, used to the screeches of the train's brakes and nonsense being blared over the speakers.
At time's he would kiss his head, not minding the fact that they both now had Cum stained onto their fronts and just how soaked Wade's bottom was. Either way- He was beautiful like this. Happy, relieved of his pain, and filled to the brim with such love, mixed bodily fluids and- Logan had a feeling he was forgetting something.
He forgot their lunch bag...
“...well shit.”
Hello, if you made it this far, congratulations! ⭐️ you get a gold star. Thank you so much for reading ❤️ I hope you enjoyed it.
#poolverine kinktober#kinktober#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#deadpool 3#wolverine#deadclaws#apology post#bad fanfiction#poolverine smut#Subway Brat#wade has cancer#finding home au#insecure wade wilson#top logan howlett#chronic pain#public exposure#romcom#brat taming#why are you here#creep#this is a joke btw#consent is cool kids#logan x wade#fuck away the pain#fanfiction#loganade
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saw a tiktok about zukka and all the comments were “can’t let gang know i fw zukka” and it just reminded me that not everyone has a deep rooted history with red and blue gay ships that stemmed from klance and therefore made you extremely compelled to ship any and all red and blue gays with no shame
#is this chronically online#perchance#tiktok isn’t as unhinged as tumblr and it’s a perspective switch#idk if it’s a good thing or bad thing#i wonder if zukka is their first exposure to not canon mlm ships#zukka#atla#sunny yaps#WHY ARE PEOPLE EMBARASSED OF LIKING ZUKKA ITS TOP TIER
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one thing I can actually thank my chronic pain for is that it really helped with my social anxiety, like I just HAD to go to so many appointments and see so many different people that I started getting good at it, and it gave me the confidence to be social in other aspects of my life too, and while I'm still dealing with it, it got A LOT better, it did what years and years of therapy and specialist after specialist couldn't, let's go exposure therapy I guess!!
#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#disabled#actually disabled#disabilities#disability#chronic disability#dysautonomia#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#pots#pots syndrome#social anxiety#social anxious#exposure therapy
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Unmasked Genji ADHD fueled rambling so prepare for random ideas not really organized
I've seen quite a lot of stuff trying to figure out what Genji looks like without his mask on and what Hanzo actually did to him.
My personal opinion is what we see in the dragon cinematic isn't just what Hanzo did to his face because in the black watch skin and comics etc his face is like untouched. It appears like Hanzo during his attacks went for his torso and neck primarily, cutting his arm probably really deeply about mid bicep to the point it would have to be amputated due to blood loss, and losing his legs as well to blood loss, and considering Genji has stuff on the front and back of his neck my guess is that Hanzo tried to make it as quick as possible and full on stabbed Genji through the neck not decapitating him but like that should have killed him. It would also explain why he's got a robotic voice because if he was stabbed through the neck it probably damaged his vocal cords and he's got what appears to me a cybernetic spine at least on his neck so that was probably also damaged during that.
And apart from just other assorted scarring from light cuts and other smaller injuries from Hanzo's attack, he's a trained assassin who is trained to kill as quick as possible, so their fight probably didn't last that long considering we can assume Genji was unarmed (both in the way of he didn't have a weapon and he lost the arm). And he would have no reason to go for genji's face during an attack like that.
Like legitimately the biggest injuries that I think Hanzo did take Angie was a slash across his chest which cut deep enough to injure his arm very badly but not deep enough to actually reach his heart or anything, and then damage to his neck. With the rest being more surface level scrapes which could have been patched up with stitches which would leave scarring pretty badly but nothing insane.
But since we know his face is decently burned and scarred by the time the dragon cinematic happens my theory is that either during one of the last black watch missions if there was one after the mission during retribution. Or what I mainly think happened, when the Swiss base exploded, Genji could have been in that building when the thing exploded which would explain the burning and scarring on his face and presumably other parts of his body. And if Cassidy was still in OverWatch at that point that could explain how he lost his arm because I'm pretty sure it's confirmed Bob did not rip his arm off. Because we know the explosion "killed" Gabriel Reyes and Jack Morrison, and it would make sense why after the explosion where genji's remaining body got damaged even more so he couldn't deal with everything going on in his head associated with his body that he would leave to try and come to terms with his body or find peace in some way.
And if the injuries happened in black watch before the explosion, I could explain why he got the new armor for the storm rising missions when he was transferred to the main OverWatch team. They had to fix more stuff and realized it wasn't safe for him to have any fleshy human parts still exposed so they made him a new safer suit.
That's just my thoughts anyways in a very rambly fashion.
Also I am surprised that in the future they don't have something that can reduce scarring, and if they do have that thing even though now genji's come to terms with his body I wouldn't be surprised if he did go through with the reducing scarring thing primarily on his face or anywhere of high mobility because (correct me if I'm wrong) areas that are highly scarred are often a lot tighter, so not even aesthetically would it be a better option but for quality of life even just minorly reducing the scarring might just make things a little less painful. Also along the same lines probably have something to help hair growth considering stuff we have now for that which isn't much but there is something and considering how advanced science is in the universe it would not surprise me in the slightest if they had those things.
Also also Genji showing Hanzo his face partially where it's so scarred and burned and everything was slightly a jerk move because Hanzo didn't cause the burning on his face, so showing that without explaining at least a little bit that "oh don't worry you didn't do this" is a little mean but I'm pretty sure Hanzo would remember not burning his face so at the same time it isn't.
Anyways that concludes my rambling for the minute, if anyone reads this thank you for enduring my chaotic train of thought.
#overwatch#genji#overwatch 2#genji shimada#hanzo shimada#hanzo#overwatch lore#unmasked genji#I really wish they would add a skin with genji's face currently#so we would have a “he does look like this but still draw him how you want” kinda thing#it would also just be really funny if they did have some sort of scarring treatment thing and his face was just perfectly fine now#nowhere near realistic it would just be super funny in my opinion#just young Genji face with cybernetics#I also recently found out the young Genji and sparrow skins are meant to be Genji around age 20 to 21#so Genji would have the worst case of chronic baby face because it literally would be the same forever#we know mercy's healing tech has altered her physical aging process through her interactions woth mei#so I wonder if genji's exposure to it has also altered his aging process physically#this also does not change my head cannon that Genji has a raccoon tan from black watch#because there's no way you can wear a mask like that without getting one
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Sending this as a general question (follower focused I guess) but how the fuck do you guys cope with being disabled and having periods?? My entire life gets fucked up for five days minimum due to extra pain, even worse sleep, even worse fatigue, and just a general lack of willingness to do anything and I hate it but what can I do?????
It really fucking sucks huh !!!! My only real advice is if at all possible, try to block off a week where you can spend most of your time resting without extra stress/commitments. I haven’t really figured out a way to cope with it myself tbh :(
If any followers have suggestions/advice please share !! Would be very much appreciated <3
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my alarm for work goes off in an hour and a half and i am going to die
#simon says#every sense in my body is heightened rn i cannot sleep#i think ive also just been so chronically stressed this week that now the weekend has hit and my bodys just like. What Now#can my concert come already i need to experience the best day of my adult life soon or else im going to die from exposure
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hey so um is this why they ask that "have you fallen in the past [x amount of time]" question? if you say yes regardless of the reason (i fainted due to anemia worsening my OI which hasn't happened in a long time, i mean i fell at work several times but i don't think i mentioned that because it was due to my shoes being shit/water on the floor vs. my physical problems) do they always label you as a "fall risk" even if i don't really think that describes my health situation overall since falls are rare for me?
#cripple punk#chronically ill#chronic illness#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#orthostatic intolerence#body log#j#tagged for exposure sorryy#i consider myself a faint risk more than a fall risk. i lose balance randomly but it almost never results in a fall :/
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I haven't posted about Avatar in a *hot* minute, but, I have been infected with the hyperfixation again and the incessant urge to just hit Spider with the projection/trauma stick is driving me feral.
I just want to give him a shit ton of issues man. I want to make my sweet baby boy baby miserable. I love him so I have to make his life as hard as possible.
like making him absolutely unwell and giving him a list of chronic illness/disabilities (on top of the ones he already has from being human on Pandora) wouldn't fix me, but it'd do something that'd make my brain feel a little less implode-y 🤷🏻
Edit: small disclaimer for anyone who doesn't know me, I am disabled, hence why I said projection, I just feel like I should mention that, or the tone of this post feels a little uncomfy
#I think spider has earned some chronic pain#and tummy problems#and migraines#and insomnia#and a fucked immune system (cause I think living amongst Aliens and having little to no exposure to a large germ/people pool to form-#immunity from and then being forcibly dragged from his little bubble to Bridgehead and then out with the recoms and then to the SeaDragon-#through the tainui villages and then finally the metkayina village. I just *know* his immune system is one sniffle away from crapping out)#and like. he was tortured. with a brain machine. so he can have a hand tremor and absence seizures or something.#and light sensitivity. he can have that too.#and he's probably super dissociative and/or maladaptive to cope (both is good. both is very good)#and give him a rolled ankle thats like 8 years old that he never let properly heal and just acts up constantly#and nasty scars from tending his own wounds as a kid#and give him a complex with hygiene from being neglected as a kid and constantly feeling dirty but literally not knowing how to make-#himself feel clean cause no one taught him basic life skills#also. give him autism. just cause.#all on top of his massive guilt complex that makes him feel like his unworthy of life/feel like a monster 25/8#just for funsies#y'know you in a *great* place when you do this to your favorite little guys 😃🤗🫶👍#(this may be a cry for help)#(I think the scariest part is that these aren't even all my ideas. just my favorites)#spider socorro#miles spider socorro#miles socorro#avatar#atwow#I love how this is my first post back into this fandom. it says greta things about me
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me my entire life: wow, why do I smell something horrible
black mold and ammonia from dried dog piss and shit: …
#-pop#I literally can never escape it#I fucking smell like mold sometimes#Also I do probably have unironically lung damage from chronic exposure to that stuff as a little kid#yay
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Another concern in my life atm:
✨ Mold exposure , mold toxicity ✨
So uh yeah…might have to track my symptoms and check if they are matching with mold exposure 🫠💀
Goddamn I accidentally rubbed my eyes after petting my cat 😭 Now my eyes are itching >:((
#unfiltered realities#everyday echoes#echoes echo of today#echo rambling#unfiltered life#chronic fatigue#chronic pain#chronically ill#mold toxicity#mold exposure#rheumatoid arthritis#chronically fatigued#just chronic illness things#fibromyalgia#chronic illness concerns#me/cfs#mecfs
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Got really bad sunburn on my legs cos I can’t wear sun cream due to allergies and was stuck in the sun. Fortunately had UV sleeves on my arms, might need to get some for my legs too.
Aqueous cream to the rescue, hoping it heals alright and stops hurting soon.
Update: it got worse, turns out my new meds cause bad sunburn and photo sensitivity. Only on a low dose so far so it’s probably going to get worse. :(
#chronic illness#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#pots syndrome#potsie#pots#sunburn#sun exposure#allergies#allergy season#allergic reaction#sun cream#mcas#mast cell activation syndrome#mast cell activation disorder#hypermobile eds#arthritis#chronic pain#sad times
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man. sexualising your fears really does work huh
#my post#i've had chronic nightmares and sleep paralysis since i was 6#about the xenomorph facehugger layin eggs in me and them hatching and eating their way out of my stomach#bc you know early exposure to horror doesn't always go well#and now. i have an oviposition kink.
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Do we ever find out when tintin’s birthday is? Bc I think it would be So funny if the reason he doesn’t age is bc he’s a 29th feb kid
#this is canon in my brain because it is So funny#tintin#he only has a birthday every 4 years and he’s ageing so much slower than everyone else#and then also he’s been poisoned and bashed around so much that he just sort of stopped growing#which is also canon in my brain#listen. im a tiny guy I have to hold onto other tiny fictional guys#me/tintin/Princess Leia/Marty McFly/Dana scully we’re all sticking together#tintin and his chronic chloroform exposure/repeated head trauma rly coming thru for us by just not growing any taller
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jesus fucking christ it's good to have a contract though
#i was having trouble feeling excited about it bc my immediately subsequent job was to field emails from people with technical questions#but in fact. it's good to have a contract#~$85/yr dental insurance! a vision plan that is only worth it in glasses-purchasing years but at least is worth it then‚ and exists now!#if you get trapped in University HR Department Harassment Investigation Hell for more than 6 months you can just go straight to arbitration#if you're working with chronic hazard exposure they have to give you regular hazard-specific preventive care!#every J1/F1 worker just gets $1200! because immigration is fucking miserable!#there is now a review process meant to prevent people from getting fired because they 'failed their prelims' in cases where that is#overtly a fig leaf for either 'advisor got bored of your project' or 'you are a woman in a mechanical engineering lab'#and while that one's not grievable for complicated reasons we DO get to put grad workers on the review board.#anyway. um. i think i did an okay job at my negotiations job‚ overall. is my main thought here#box opener
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i wonder why no one loved me on twitter
#becoming a chronic blogger actually changed my life#you guys get me#looking at this old account is literally exposure therapy
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