#choose happiness is bullshit

[apathetically-alexandra]

[barghest-land]

very tired of being in pain, however, the line between "i chose to be happy" and "i'm gaslighting how i feel" is very thin

[icechippies]

SPG ballad characters??? I think you mean dream blunt rotation

[dawnbreakersgaze]

Oh we're getting there 🔗🔗🔗

The blue line shading is so satisfying but takes 1000 years. At least it's peaceful 😌

Bless whichever of our caveman ancestors first drew a picture, because art really is the best therapy.

[neriyon]

Finally took a look at ast changes and my opinion on it can be summoned up with "fuck this shit".

[andithil]

Happy 54th Birthday Jason Bateman → January 14th, 1969

[kayoi1234]

“Hey dude why are you reblogging Kagepro art on the 16th?” Timezones are weird man I just reblog a bunch of it now happy Kagepro day to those that celebrate

[bananasfostergrants2]

Doin the do to yourself while still in your costume call that monsterbating

(why am I like this)

[anaalnathrakhs]

i'm in a. not good place rn. started school proper today and the whole day was a constant flip-flop between the usual "i'm not good enough, i'll never manage this workload, this is way too much for me, i suck, everyone else is so much smarter, i barely worked this summer, my high school results were just a fluke, i don't have the baggage" etc etc. but when i manage to correct what i know is wrong, to dedramatize, to compare myself to the reality of other people's work and skills, to figure out what i can realistically do, and overall calm myself down from the panic. then i start remembering that i'm in a field with either WAY hard options that don't interest me in the slightest, or useless jobs that don't pay jack shit. or the hybrid, useless jobs that are WAY hard. so like. yay me. great job wasting all that potential YET AGAIN. so i go back to feeling like i can't do anything worthwile in this cursus because it's a wee bit more comfortable.

[ca-d]

nice little day 💜

[gorkaya-trava]

why does tumblr recommend me posts about npd I don't have it.......... maybe some bits of narcissistic trauma but nothing more!!!!!

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

i haven’t received nearly enough chaos yet, so I’m bringing this to the larger masses of Tumblr :)

send me chaos ahahahaha :)

ummmm okay so your local mysterious tour guide barbie is like so incredibly happy rn for ✨secret✨ reasons and wants to be flooded with rickroll links so she can spread the joy :)

who has some ????

[ghostdeals]

It bother me so much that people misunderstand sayaka miki's descent into madness in madoka magica. She doesnt become a witch "just because of a boy." Sayaka is a character who ties all her self worth into being in service of others. We can see this right from the start with her idolization of mami and everything that she was. She saw mami as this "perfect hero" even though mami i would say is mentally the weakest of the holy quintet. In the timelines where mami finds out about the incubator's true goals she always immediately breaks and goes crazy, trying to kill the other girls in her own twisted way of trying to "save them". Instead of seeing the fragile person that mami was, sayaka instead sort of treats her as a martyr, a goal to achieve. We continue on to sayaka's magical girl wish. Instead of wishing for something for herself, she instead sells her soul for the sake of kyousuke. Then when he starts dating hitomi she spirals not because she's sad about the rejection but because she feels replaced in his life, that he doesn't need or want her around anymore. Then she throws herself into her magical girl work not seeing that she's harming herself because she justifies it with "well im saving people that means what im doing is a good thing." She doesn't see that she's becoming more sloppy, more ruthless until its too late. It's only in the end when she turns into a witch that her story gets resolved.

Sayaka Miki is an incredibly sad character to me. While her actions have the illusion of being selfless and "for the greater good" she is actually incredibly selfishly motivated. Everything she does is in service of wanting praise and admiration from the people she cares about. If she helps kyousuke he'll appreciate her and love her, if she becomes a hero she'll receive praise and admiration for being a good person. This is why it is important that of all people it was kyoko that fought sayaka in the end. To homura, sayaka is someone to be saved. To mami, sayaka is her sweet apprentice/younger sister figure. To madoka, sayaka is her energetic and happy go lucky friend. Kyoko is the only one who from the start called sayaka out on her bullshit, seeing straight through her. And at the end, kyoko is the one who truly accepts sayaka. Sayaka as the witch Oktavia von Seckendorff is stated multiple times in official material to be "looking for love." In the end it it kyoko who gives her that love. Even when sayaka has lost her humanity it is kyoko who accepts her for the entirety of who sayaka is with all of her selfishness and desires. She is the one who sees what sayaka has become and stays together with her till both of their ends. Kyoko choosing to die with sayaka is her saying "I'm here for you, i know all of you, and I will love you regardless."

[wolfisland]

man the weird new romanticization of tradwife/sahm stuff is honest to god so fucking depressing. its so fucking privileged and white and evil. imagine being given rights and then complaining about them when meanwhile there are little brown girls who cant even get an education.

there are women trapped in abusive relationships who literally cannot get a divorce and even if they could they couldnt support themselves because they werent able to get an education and have no outside work experience. very frustrating and upsetting.

like this is coming from the working wife of a stay at home spouse, like i am not the home maker, thats not what i want from my life and what makes me feel fulfilled and happy. but thats something weve heavily discussed. we have different wants and needs and priorities from our work and home life balances. my partner has options and chooses this. but it scares the SHIT out of me seeing this whole "why did we ever fight for the right to work? i want to be a brainless wifey who spits out babies and slaves away in the home and only speaks when spoken to!" bullshit actually pick up because of social media is absolutely fucking horrifying. like its unironically so fucking scary.

[samara444]

how much longer will you delay the life you deserve to live?

do you understand, theres a version of you RIGHT NOW whose sitting with your s/o all cuddled up, falling asleep in their arms, feeling safe and loved….while you are here fucking complaining??? theres a version of you right NOWW, whose getting princess treatment, everyone is falling in love with them, they feel so confident and happy in their body, so in love with their life, and you would rather be here WAITING and TRYING?? instead of HAVING MF??

theres literally a reality where YOU, not anyone else, but YOU. YOUR consciousness. whose out their enjoying every single thing that they wanted to have for years. they are sitting in their dream city, all relaxed and satisfied and happy, with a huge smile on their face, love and relief in their heart, looking around and wondering….damn i really made it didnt i, while you are out here looking around and wondering why it isnt here yet???

EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE ONCE YOUU DO. you need to stop fucking delaying your dream life. how much more do you want to wait? how many more techniques do you want to do? when are you going to have it man? because it can be next month, or in an year, or 5 years, or a decade. you can wait your whole life for it goddamnit….orrr…you can have it NOW. right now.

cut the bullshit man, but honestly who tf enjoys waiting? its iterally like that kendrick lyric im obsessed with rn "why you trolling like a bitch aint you tired" literally, ARENT YOU TIRED?? because i am. i amm fucking tired of continuing the same cycle of victimisation and limiting myself. its so much easier to just let go. let go of all these steps to do and techniques to try and time to wait on.

just CHOOSE. to have it. right now. what more can i say which already hasnt been mentioned here before? we have all read this before. we all know this man, so why tf arent we APPLYING?? so let me repeat myself one last time….how much more do you want to delay your dream life? its your choice. now or never.

-love, sam <3