#choas. pure chaos I love it

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Gofastboatsmojito, all one word.

You’re gonna go to the hardware store. You’re gonna get some joint compound.

You drove in this morniiiiing…?

Any lines from The Bear stuck in your head?

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— Come get yer' kid!

brace yourself folks, this is a long one!

Thank you to @alotofpockets for helping me through the writers' block with certain parts.

I was gonna just keep this as 5 parts, but I love writing choas fc so I'm just gonna continue to write it until I get bored of it, whenever that happens.

pairings: kim little x reader, leah williamson x reader, awfc x reader

summary: the flight back to london and kim still can't catch a break, much to her surprise it's not reader causing the chaos this time though.

"Aye, Kimmy. Yer kids' quiet," The ever observant Katie McCabe nudges the Scots' woman and gestures to the seated area in the airport where your all but practically glued to Alessia.

"Shes' missing Kyra," Kim glances over to see you as she makes the brief explanation to the Irish girl, knowing the truth behind the reason for your sudden withdrawn behaviour, "And shes' not my kid. I'm just babysitting until we get back to London and then shes' Leah's problem again."

Katie snorts in amusement, "Takin' it pretty hard to not have her partner in crime, ain't she? I bet Williamsons' ecstatic to have the little menace back under her wing." She jokes with your captain.

"She'll be alright as soon as we board the flight," Kims' more than observant with your lack of your usual chaotic behaviour, but somehow she still feels like she needs to be on high alert in case you decide to pull another prank.

Kim was right about one thing though, you were definitely in a sulk about missing your best friend.

After a fun filled few days down under in Aus with the overall win from playing against the All Stars team, you were all now heading back to London.

Unforunately due to the fact that International break was right around the corner, it meant that you would have to endure the flight without the older Aussie girl considering that all three Matilda's players remained in Melbourne to catch the connected flight to their camp.

It's safe to say that you do feel a bit mopey about the situation and of course its' not long before the rest of the girls start to pick up on your distant personna.

"We're goin' to be boarding the flight soon, Y/N/N," Alessia glances down at you from where you've shifted your body to lean up against hers with your head tiredly resting on her shoulder, "Is everythin' alright, kid?"

You just decide it's easier to sit with one of the girls, who wouldn't try and bother as much to get a conversation out of you and your pretty familiar with Alessia through the England side of things, so you know that shes' a safe bet to sit by.

"Mhm," You barely even have any energy to respond.

Your response peaks Alessia's further concer that there's something wrong with you because having known for you as long as she has done, the only times' you known to be this withdrawn is either when your sick, tired or just upset about something, "Are you not feelin' well?" She wonders.

"M' fine," You mumble with your head buried in her neck, you were keeping your hood over your head with the hope that everyone else will leave you alone.

"Are you sad about something?" Alessia frowns in deeper concern, trying to figure out the reason for your quietness; Yeah, you were definitely sad.

"I guess so," You murmer in response, your eyes feel hazy with the lack of sleep but that's purely down to your own fault of staying awake most of the previous night.

Damn TikTok being a bad habit, one minute your scrolling through videos and the next thing you know its' 5 am, the suns' coming up and your being woken up to head to the airport.

Whoops?

"What's goin' on?" Alessia leans forward to try and be more observant, "Are you missing Kyra?" She questions, trying to figure out what could be getting you so down.

Are you that easy to read?

"Uh huh," You mumble quietly in agreement, "I'm too tired, Lessi." You add, trying to fight the sleepiness.

Alessia chuckles slightly and pats your back with her free hand, "Thats' why you should sleep instead of being on TikTok, eh?" She jokes as you lift your head up to face her just as quick, "You made the mistake of posting one of them videos into the group chat."

"Awh shucks," You mumble in realisation; Fantastic, another reason for one of the older "responsible" girls to lecture you, ie. the blonde English skipper, otherwise known as Malfoy to you now, "I'm not in the mood for one of Malfoy's lectures."

"What?" Alessia asks, confused, "Whos' Malfoy?" She's bewildered by the name.

"Le, Malfoys' her new code name cos' of that god-awful hair cut," You explain in the state of being half asleep.

The blonde couldn't help but stifle her laughter, "I don't think she'll be too happy to hear that." She jokes.

"I'm willing to take that risk of her shouting, because its' funny at least," You mumble tiredly as you let out a yawn, "Lessi? Can I sleep on the plane? I'm so tired."

"Sure kid, you can sleep on the plane," Alessia chuckles and pats your back, "Just try and stay awake until we board the flight at least. None of us want to carry you onto the plane." She adds.

"I can't promise that," Your voice is once again muffled in the crook of the older blondes' neck as you fight the urge to stay awake, "I'm so tired, but TikToks' addictive though to give up watching it."

"I don't think I've ever seen Y/N be this quiet before," Teyah jokes as she glances over to where your sat watching a movie on your iPad while still being leant up against Alessia.

"Unless shes' asleep," Katie remarks.

"Or she's sick," Vic chimes in, remembering the time where you came to training before and were too stubborn to admit you were feeling unwell.

You were more than aware that they were talking about you, but you were much too engrossed in the current Avengers film to even care about it.

The first flight from Melbourne had been fine, you had been able to peacefully sleep practically the whole flight; Luckily enough Alessia had taken pity on your tiredness and allowed you to all but lie right on her to snooze away, also making sure that nobody else woke you up either.

The connected flight from Dubai to London was a little different and with your newfound energy, you found yourself growing bored, fidgeting in your seat and being quickly aggitated when you couldn't get comfy until Alessia suggested that you watch a film to try and distract yourself for a bit, so therefor you're now sitting beside the blonde-- more like practically leaning on her while you watch the first Avengers film.

"She's too quiet. Are we sure that shes' not secretley plotting something?" Teyah wonders, hesistantly.

Katie shrugs her shoulders, "I'm not sure."

"You know how much she loves them Avengers films," Vic all but rolls her eyes; Its' true that you were a massive Marvels' fan, you wouldn't ever deny that - You bedroom walls were covered with posters, amongst other things and any time that you needed to wind down, you'd take yourself off to your bedroom, or a quiet place where ever you were to watch a film.

The Irish girl hums and tries to observe you closely, "Ere' Y/N! What's up with yer, kid?" She shouts across the plane to you.

"Leave her be, Katie, shes' fine," Kim gives the bruntte a pointed look.

Teyah snickers, "Are you sure? Shes' actually not being a pest for once!" She makes the snide remark.

"Yeh, only cos' she doesn't have her sidekick by her side. I've never seen her look so depressed..."

You finally had enough of the constant back and forth chat about you, besides they were ruining the perfect film.

Making sure to pause the film first so you don't miss any of it, you whip your head round to face the girls, "I can hear, you know!" You shout at them.

"Now look what you've done," Cloe pipes in, shaking her head.

"Y/N," Alessia tries to divert your attention back to the film rather than arguing with the older girls.

"What? They're talkin' about me behind me back-- And they're interrupting one of the greatest films made!" You whine in protest, shooting a glare at Katie and Teyah.

Kim exhales a sigh and pinches the bridge of her nose, "I knew it was too good to be true," She thinks to herself, "Y/N, just ignore them and watch the film. Katie, Teyah, you girls are old enough to know better than to wind her up!" She scolds them both.

"Y/N is the same age as Teyah," Katie reminds the Scots' women.

"Are you sure? The way she behaves sometimes says different," Emily chips in, amusedly.

"She has a point," Frida adds in.

Kim starts to rub her temples, "Just a few more hours, just a few more hours until we're off the plane," She repeats to herself. "Lets' just leave Y/N be, alright?" She tells the rest of the girls, sternly.

"Yeah," Katie and Teyah mumble in sync.

You can't help but help look Katie dead in the eye and stick your tongue out at her before you go back to watching the film.

"Y/N," Alessia chides, catching the rude face you had pulled at the Irish.

"What? I didn't do out," You protest innocently, trying to act like butter wouldn't melt.

Alessia definitely knew different as she laughed and slung her arm around your shoulder, leaving you to be so watch the film and enjoy the peace and quiet for the remainder of the flight, hopefully.

"Wha... What was that?" Kim shoots up from her seat and immediately sets her eyes' on you.

"What was what?" Cloe asks, confused.

"I just felt something hit the back of my neck-- Y/N!" Kims' straight to blame you for whatever it was that happened.

You poke your head up from your iPad to see your Captain looking less than happy, "What?" You question.

"What'd I tell you? No more pranks, or else!" Kims' still quick enough to scold you, thinking it had something to do with you.

"That weren't me, Kimmy. I've been watched the film-- Ask Alessia!" You protest, turning to look at the blonde for her to back you up.

Kim turns to look at the blonde girl, "Alessia?" She questions.

"Shes' right, Kim," Alessia nods in agreement, "Y/N has been practically glued to be the whole flight." She teases you, ruffling your hair which she knows' you all but hate when someone does that.

The Scots' women looks more than confused now, "Then who was it?" She wonders.

There's a few snickers around the plane and you poke your head round to spot where the laughters coming from; The Young Guns.

You weren't going to rat them out, you were actually quite impressed about being able to pull the prank off, even if it did mean that you were the one to get blamed for it.

"I don't know. Sure you're not imaging things now, Kimmy?" You joke with the older women, sure enough you were in sulking still about the lack of your best friend this flight but you had a spark of energy after your nap and would you really be yourself if you didn't act up even the slightest bit?

"Wha-- I know you had something to do with this, Y/N!" Kim is lost for words as shes' more than convinced it was you pulling the strings on the chaos.

"It wasn't me. How could I do that when I've been sat here the whole time?" You tell the Scots' women as you give her one of your famous cheeky grins.

"Yes, well-- Urgh. Enough of it, anyways. I don't want any more trouble the reaminder of the flight," Kim states sternly, wagging her finger in your face, "The sooner this plane lands, the better." She mutters to herself, walking back over to her own seat.

"It weren't even me!" You protest, miffed about the fact that you were automatically the one to get the blame for this.

Are you that predictable?

"Back in a minute. I need to loo," You make the quick excuse to the blonde, clambering over the seats before you head to where the academy players are all huddled around together, "Young Guns!" You shout in a low whisper.

"Hi Eagle 1," Mini Viv greets you.

"Whatever it was that you did, I got the blame for!" You huff in protest.

"We don't know what you're talking about," Noami replies.

You can't help but scoff and glance between all 6 of them who're trying to stifle their laughter, "I know you definitely did something. I know that look!" You insist.

"We didn't do anything," Maddie snickers.

"Yeah and well, if we did then we just learnt from the best," Laila remarks.

"Yeah but that's not the-- Wait, really? You really think I'm the best?" Your sidetracked by the compliment to continue to point your point across, "Seriously?"

"Yep," Maddie agrees.

Freya shrugs her shoulders, "We just wanted to have some fun. The flight is boring otherwise." She admits.

"I told them it was a bad idea," Mini Katie chips in, looking more apologetic than the other 5 of them.

You can't help but grin feeling a certain acomplishment, "Right, okay... I'm goin' back to my seats, but no more pranks. Mother Kimmys' convinced it' me and I'm toast if anything else happens!" You warn them.

Mini Viv mockingly salutes you, "You've got it, Eagle 1. No more pranks."

"Good," You glance between the 6 of them with a certain look, hoping it looks at least the bit immidating; After all, you have a great mentor when it comes to it, "I'm going back to my seat before Less starts to wonder where I am."

"Guys, should we have told her about us switching the luggage or leave it as a suprise for her to find out?" Noami questions in a hushed whisper.

"Nah, leave it. At least we won't be in the firing line then," Laila jokes with the rest of the Academy players.

"Freedom!" You exclaim, jumping up from your seat the minute that you touch down in Lonndon; You couldn't wait to be off the plane and be able to run around again.

"Someones' eager to get off, huh?" Cloe jokes, spotting you from her seat as she watches you to try and rush off the plane the second you can.

"It's almost hard to believe that Y/N was this quiet on the plane," Emily chimes in.

"Yeah, you wouldn't think it now," Vic snickers, noting your usual energetic self again.

"Lemme off! I need fresh air!" You insist, wanting nothing more than to be off the plane, having had enough of being confided inside of it.

With that being said, as soon as the moment came where you could exit the plane, you pretty much sprint from your seat and out of the door, running down the steps onto the tarmac ahead of the rest of the girls.

"And shes' off," Alessia chuckles, shaking her head.

"Y/N! Don't run off!" Kims' back to stressing about you as she rushes to try and catch up with you, knowing the busy airport that you're no doubt bound to get lost inside if you get far, "Come back here!"

"Freedom!" You exclaim, throwing your arms up in the air as you run around like a complete maniac in that moment.

"Run, Y/N. Run!" The Young Guns shout in encouragement.

"Y/N! Come 'ere!" Kim shouts in frustration, trying to get a hold of you while your running about.

"I'm free!" You shout aloud like a mad man.

"Y/N, come back here-- We're about to go into a crowded airport!" Kim continues to shout frantically, catching up with you and taking a hold of your upper bicep.

"Ay, Kimmy-- Lemme go, I want a taste of freedom!" You whine and try to wriggle away, all you want to do is run around but the Scots' women is pretty reluctant to let go anytime soon.

"I'm not letting go, I can't trust that you won't run off again!" Kim states, sternly.

You still continue to try and break free from her grasp, "I won't do it again. Lemme go!"

"Mhm, I don't believe that-- Come on!" With that being said, Kim tugs you in the direction of the airport with the rest of the girls.

At least while you went through security, the Scot' had the kindness to realise her grip before you all head over to reclaim your baggage.

Low and behold did you or the rest of the team know what had happened to it.

Of course you were the one to get the blame for it without even a second thought.

"Oh hold on, I need to grab my power bank before we leave the airport," Katie speaks up in realisation, "My phones' almost dead."

"There's always one," Teyah jokes, rolling her eyes.

Katie unzips her suitcase, or at least what she thinks is hers, "Why can't I find it? I swear I packed it-- Hold on, this one ain't even mine!" She exclaims, confused as she continues to dig around in it, "Who's is this?" She questions, turning to the rest of the group.

"That's mine," Sarah chimes in.

Katie huffs and passes the suitcase to her, "You must've got mine then?" She questions, accepting the suitcase before she opens it up to have no luck there either, "What? This ones' not even mine!" She states, annoyed about the situation.

With that being said, Katie begins to start literally ripping open each and every suitcase, scouring through to find the correct one.

"They've all been messed up!" Vic points out in realisation.

"Really? No shit sherlock," Teyah teases the Dutch girl.

"What's going on?" Kim asks, confused as she overhears the commotion.

"The baggage has all been mixed up," Alessia exhales a sigh.

"Y/N," Kim mutters, pinching the bridge of her nose; At the news of this, your Captain is literally stood there seething in anger while you're non the wiser, distracted by the colourful logos' in the airport of a nearby shop where you spot lego.

"Of course it was her," Katie remarks, huffing in annoyance.

"Ah, no. Y/N, come back here, right now!" Kims' quick to spot you making a run for it in the direction, "Y/F/N, get back here!" She shouts through the airport.

"O... Ow, Kimmy!" You flinch in shock as you feel the pain of your ear being yanked, "Lemme go! Lemme go, I just want the Lego!" You state, not seeing the big deal about it; In your opinion, it looked so cool!

"Absolutely not! No!" Kims' firm in her words as she believes your the one thats' behind the whole mix up of the bags, "Why can't you not just behave for once? This is gettin' beyond a joke now, Y/F/N!"

"O... Ow! This hurts-- Lemme go!" You continue to whine and writh around in pain, your definitely not a fan of this but you don't see what the huge fuss was about you running off to look at the Lego, "I just wanted to look at the Lego, its' not a big deal!"

"I'm not talkin' about the lego, Y/N. You mixed up the bags!" Kim points the finger at you for the blame, "Don't even try to deny it-- I knew you were up to something!" The Scots' women scolds you.

"What? That wasn't even me!" You whine, trying to break free from the Scots' women.

"Like I believe that, Y/N-- This is completely out of order!" Kim states, sternly as she drags you in the direction back to the bags, "I can't believe you-- You can't ever stop causing trouble!" She scolds.

Your at a complete loss for words, you had no idea what she was talking about but the pain in your ear really was hurting a lot the more that Kim continued to hold it tightly, "I don't... I don't-- It wasn't me. Let go, it hurts!" You complain.

"The Young Guns have a confession," Katie speaks up as you both approach them all again; It turns out that while Kim was chasing you around the airport, the Young Guns decided to come clean.

"Oh?" Kim blinks and looks between the 6 academy players.

"Go ahead," Teyah nudges Freya to speak.

"Uh... It's about the baggage..." Freya begins.

"That wasn't Y/N," Maddie continues to say.

Mini Viv scratches the back of her neck, "Er, yeah, it was us instead."

"We just wanted to have some fun," Laila chips in.

"Yeah, the flight was borin' and wanted to do something," Noami states.

"I was completely against it-- I told them it was a bad idea!" Mini Katie insists, seeing the fury in the Scots' facial expression and not wanting to be on the wrong side of her Captain.

Kim exhales a sigh, easing her grip on your ear as she pinches the bridge of her nose, "Right, I see. Well, thank you for being honest," She states.

You stare at the Scots' women in disbelief, "Thats' it? That's all your gonna say-- You yanked me by me ear across the airport and they just get off scot free? What the actual fuck!" You exclaim, annoyed.

"Calm down, Y/N," Alessia can clearly tell your annoyed and tries to defuse the situation.

"Calm down? Nah, sod that! If... If that were me then I actually would've been in trouble-- That's not fair!" You whine, huffing and puffing and stomping your feet around to cause a scene.

"That's enough, Y/N," Kim cuts in, her voice remaining firm, "I don't care who did it, they've admitted it now lets' grab our things and get out of here so we can go and meet the rest of the girls.

"I didn't... I didn't even get to look at the lego!" You huff in annoyance, kicking the ground beneath you as you sulk behind the rest of the girls, "I want to at least look at that!"

"I don't think so!" Kims' quick to grip a hold of your ear again as you're reluctantly pulled in the direction of where Leah, Lia, Beth and Viv are all waiting for you, "Leah! Come get yer' kid. I'm done babysittin' now!" She exclaims.

"Kimmy, lemme go-- This hurts!" You still try and break free from the Scots' womens' grip, but to no avail shes' still reluctant to let go.

"Hi, girls. Good trip?" Lia greets you all as you walk over to them.

Katie scoffs, "You could say so."

"It's been eventful," Alessia chimes in.

"So, we heard you might need one of these?" Beth smirks, holding up one of Myles' leashes in her hand as she looks you dead in the eye.

"What-- No!" You protest against the idea, scowling at the blonde, whos' finding complete humour in the situation.

Leah furrows her eyebrows in confusion as she catches up to you all, "Dare I ask what happened?" She asks.

"Y/N's just having a tantrum over lego and other things," Vic jokes.

Judging by Leahs' stoic facial expression, you guess that shes' less than happy to hear that.

"I'm never babysittin' again!" Kim states, releasing her grip on your ear as she pushes you in the direction of the blonde, "Shes' your problem now."

With that being said, Kim all but takes a hold of her luggage and starts to walk off from the rest of the group.

"Wait, no-- Hey Kim, hold on!" Leah calls out to her in sudden realisation, "We still need you to babysit when we go to camp!"

"No, no, nope. Absolutely not!" Kim shouts back in response without even turning round, "Theres' not a single chance that I'm taking care of that menace any time soon-- I need a break!" She exclaims.

"C'mon Kim, we can hardly take her to camp with us!" Beth pleads with the Scots' women.

Kim scoffs and shakes her head, "That's your problem girls, figure it out yourself!" That being said, shes' quick to make her exit out of the airport and you bet no doubt the first place shes' heading to is the nearest off license.

"You know I'm 19, right? I can take care of myself just fine-- Alright, I'll just shut up then..." You go to protest, but judging by the look that you get from all four older girls, you just decide to shut up.

"Poor Kim," Lia exhales, shaking her head.

Viv hums in agreement, "Yeah, poor Kim indeed."

"I thought I told you to behave?" Leah exhales a sigh while she looks at you in disappointment.

You were now back home, you had to deal with the scolding of a lifetime which still didn't end even when you arrived back at the flat you shared with the blonde.

Which led you to know, where the blonde was still telling you off for everything dumb and idiotic in her own words that you've done over the past few days.

"I did-- I just wanted to look at lego!" You whine, trying to justify the reasoning for your need to run off in the airport.

"Oh, really? So Kim literally dragging you through the airport by your ear was for no reason at all, was it?" Leah questions with a raised eyebrow as she unlocks the front door.

Busted.

"I hope you know that you're grounded," Leah states, firmly.

"What! Why?" Your eyes widen in disbelief.

"Because I quite clearly remember telling you to behave and you clearly didn't," Leah explains the reasoning as she continues with her usual stern facial expresion, "Therefor, you are grounded."

"You can't ground me-- I'm 19!" Your quick to protest, knowing there was probably no use in even doing that.

Leah has the audacity to smirk at you, "Oh, well that's where you're wrong there, sunshine. My house, my rules."

You continue to widen your eyes in disbelief, "What!? That's not... That's not even fair!" You whine, like the ever mature adult you are.

"It is more than fair, Y/N," Leah states, firmly as she looks you dead in the eye, "From what it seems like, between you and Kyra, you've both tormented Kim the whole trip. We had a conversation about this, didn't we? The reason for you being grounded is more than justified and I'm not going to change my mind anytime soon."

"Meany," You mumble, staring down at your shoes.

"Great, so we can't leave her alone and nor can we take her with us," Leah huffs aloud, talking about you like you weren't even there with Lia, Beth and Viv who also came back to the flat with you both since they all seemed to have shared one car.

"What do we do?" Lia questions.

"Well, there is a third option," Beth chimes in.

"What's that?" Leah furrows' her eyebrows in confusion.

Beth starts to turn to look at Viv with a coy smirk on her face, "Viv could you..."

"No, no, definitely not!" Vivs' quick to catch on to what her girlfriend was about to say and protests against the idea, "You heard what Y/N was like in Melbourne, I'm goin' to Scotland-- I'm not dealing with that!"

Spoiler alert, you do in fact end up going to Scotland.

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If the Bishops were to switch domains for example if they could switch their crowns and wear them and rule over those domains which which domain do you think each Bishop is best suited for

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This ask took me a while cause it got my brain a going. I like the bishops and their domains as they are rn and I think most of them would agree (minus maybe Narinder). But I was thinking if they were to swap crowns what would that look like?

So here's what I did: Narinder -> Knowledge (Purple Crown) Leshy -> Pestilence (Blue Crown) Shamura -> Death (Red Crown) Kallamar -> Famine (Yellow Crown) Heket -> Choas (Green)

Explanation under read more:

Kallamar - Famine. While pestilence fits the cowardly squid amazingly I liked the yellow crown for him because... well... sushi. Plus disease can be a scary thing, feast and hunger are, in some ways, less frightening purely because its easier to understand. Thus having Kallamar be famine works imo.

Heket - Chaos. This one is a little strange but hear me out. We know Heket takes on more of a big sister roll in the family despite being the 2nd youngest canonically. Heket def seems like the kind of person to pull pranks on her siblings but also be fiercely defensive should you fuck with her kin. That's why I think she fits chaos. "No one fucks with my family but me, heretic!"

Shamura - Death. Ohohohoho I adore the idea of Shamura being god of death. Life and death comes before all, death being a guardian of the afterlife, the creepy but loving big sibling. It works so well. Also with Shamura being death the resurrection ritual would be a hell of a no-go.

Leshy - Pestilence. Does Leshy work better as Chaos? Yes. Do I fully believe disease would be a little shit who fucks shit up on purpose? Also yes. Don't like blue crown Leshy? That's fine. He'll just give you non stop hiccups for a month.

Narinder - Knowledge. Again Narinder with the knowledge/wisdom/war domain works really well in my mind. Unlike Shamura Narinder would dive head first into dangerous/forbidden knowledge, consequences be damned. Could also be interesting if he was still the bishop betrayed, accidentally fucked around too much and found out.

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I love character designing. Also, I created a new Oc :D

Short backstory:

ℂhoas is interdemensional being made of pure choas that travels to dimensions that lack chaos. The balance of control and choas is needed within all worlds, or else it will collapse in on itself, creating a sort of black hole that can potentially destory other nearby worlds.

Since this world is a danger for not only its own populace but others- ℂhoas is a regulator, wrecking havoc and increasing the amount of choas within the world. Sometimes, it overdo it, bringing the world to near extinction from the utter unpredictable nature of itself.

You Can't Make An Omolete Without Breaking A Few Eggs!

ℂhoas is extremely prone to 'breaking the fourth wall'. Ignore the message above.

To lower the chance of the dimension shattering under ℂhoas presence, it takes a small peice of itself and shapeshifts into the most intelligent sentient species of the world to blend in.

[asherthehimbo]

Love Talk - Song Mingi

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Song Mingi : @ princessfix, he's just a tall man who wants to be domed by someone bigger than him😞, sad rlly. He is one of the main people Hongjoong rants to abt !ncarnations, yet he still doesn't know shit abt them. He's started learning english but still doesn't know a lot. He likes secretly reading fanfiction written by Atiny, his favorite is the sub! Mingi genre, cause its true.

Kim Hongjoong: @ HongZ, i think he likes !ncarnations guys.... He doesn't tell Atiny's abt them cause it's alr hard to get concert tickets, he doesn't wanne struggle more😞. His bias is [Name], he has every version of every album/ep proudly displayed in his room, wich is why he never goes live there. Mingi and Seonghwa r the main culprits of his rants abt !ncarnations. Is considering geting a carnation tattoo, he has whole paperback books he uses to write down his lore theories for !ncarnations. Man is down bad, but it's okay cause he's hot.

Jeong Yunho: @ googlymoogly, someone stop him, he used to keep Mingi in check, he's given up. He's gaming 24/7 and laughing at Mingi's pain. Is actually very sweet and the go to person for Mingi when he needs advice

Park Seonghwa: @ hwaZ, tired mom, save him please, he jus wanne have couple items with Hongjoong but Hongjoongs busy thirsting over someone else😞.

Jung Wooyoung: @ babygirlsupreme, choas creator, he's friends with a famous model named Choi Yeonjun, and those two cause pure choas tgt. Loves teasing Yeosang abt being a maltese.

Kang Yeosang: @ Dobermann, he is SICK and TIRED of being called cute, he's intimidating goddamnt (he zones out the moment u play him a mlp song), everytime Hongjoong or Mingi yapps abt their relative topics he jus gives them a blank stare.

Choi Jongho: @ fml, man does not wanne be here (he does), he is there simply to intimidate and give comfort, despite popular belief he and Mingi are actually quite close. He struggles to express his feelings verbally and yet Mingi somehow still understands him, he appreciates him vm for that.

Choi San: @ shoulderbolder, sits there looks pretty and acts silly, he doesn't listen to !ncarnations but a few of their songs r in his workout playlist. Causes chaos with Wooyoung but switches sides the moment it has to do with Yeosang💀

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[lovie-barnes]

𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤.

Pairing || thomas shelby x reader.

Summary || in which reader is the peace within tommy’s chaos.

Warnings || (18+) sfw. angsty fluff. kinda soft tommy! very rusty, grammatically incorrect words and sentences. over use of descriptive words.

Wordcount || 111, drabble.

Notes || hi loves, this is my first post! im really rusty so excuse the mistakes and awfulness! any constructive criticism is welcomed! Thank you too the lovely nonnie who requested this! I do hope you enjoy <3

❥ ❥ ❥ ❥

Peace, softly entwining with the never ending war of choas. Silken light vines caressing the dark, broken fragments of a once whole entity.

The soothing whisper of a melody caressing the two entangled souls, gliding tenderly around the dark chambers of paradise.

Thomas shelby, a man layered in the grip of wicked abyss. Immersed between an embodiment of heaven and everything tommy has never known.

In you, he has found his peace. All consuming, sufficating and breathtaking. Walls broken down, hearts synced together.

Smoky dry lips ghosting the pure satin skin of his lover, tommy whispers into the night. “ive got everything i need right here. slow dancing in the dark.”

the end.

credits || i know this was very simple and boring, with barely there dialogue. I just wanted too write something small too get my creative mind flowing. I hope this was okay :) thank you for reading if you did! Any comments would be appreciated too !

[zirkkun-uthcs]

Hi! Could I request Fresh slowly falling in love with his best friend that causes choas with him? Fluffy times skdjsjz (also bonus points if they always want to cuddle with his pet furbies)

I'm sure this is by no disappointment to you, anon, but I accidentally wrote a whole oneshot out of this prompt. Oops.

&&&

By default, Fresh has an inability to feel emotions properly, and even if they start to develop for any reason, his reactions towards them are... dangerous, at best. If for some lucky reason he doesn't attack or kill someone he starts to feel trust or care for, it'd be no surprise if he'd get very overprotective of them instead. Especially if they're chaos-causing buddies.

Fresh isn't close to many people and doesn't know many who think of him other than an object of fear an destruction. It's not like it bothers him all that much; he can't feel a whole lot to begin with. He instead just feeds off of it for entertainment. Watching other's emotions is pretty entertaining -- and if they only show fear around him, then he's gotta make the best of it. When life gives you lemons, right?

He's just got one friend, and thank the stars that you're just as willing to cause this absolutely unhinged chaos around the multiverse as he is. Not to mention that you're very interested in everything about him: his outfit choice, his true form, his hobbies, even all of his pet furbies that everyone else finds terrifying you're downright obsessed with. Well, now, he can't lose something as rare as this, right? No way in hell is he going to let the one person who will actually care about him slip away... even if he's now burdened with unnecessary feelings for them. Eh. It's whatever.

...unless?

The two of you are getting a bit too close now. He's constantly thinking about you. Fresh'll be trying to distract himself with the billionth attempt at sitting through a single episode of The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and failing horribly because he can't get you out of his mind. Maybe sending thousands of low-quality memes to piss off Error will clear his head? Ah... Still no. But he did get a kick out of Error's enraged reply.

The next time he sees you, he's playing it cool, as usual, practically ignoring the fact that he's done nothing but think about you since the last time you two parted. What chaos is on the agenda today? Stealing a car, stealing some art, maybe killing a guy or 5, confessing your love to each other... wait, what, sorry, what was that last one? Fresh isn't exactly sure he heard you correctly. Did you really just tell him you loved him? That you were into him? Really? A multiverse-destroying parasite? And that's your choice of who to fall for? He's... Shocked, but not disappointed. He can't quite decipher his own emotions, but he definitely cares about you a lot, that's for sure. Might as well go with it.

What he didn't really understand was your desire for intimacy. Nothing much, just cuddling while watching TV, but he didn't understand why you'd want that. Not even just from the standpoint of he could definitely kill you at any second if he felt like it, though that was a valid reason not to get close to him as any; but rather just... the appeal of intimacy? He didn't really care one way or another -- or, so he said -- but definitely didn't understand why you'd want to cuddle in the first place. With anyone, frankly. Not just him. And still, he went along with it -- 'cause it was you, right? Sometimes he wonders if he spoils ya too much.

You'd picked out Titanic to watch, explaining how it was an iconic movie from the 90's as much as the rest of Fresh's collected TV shows and outfits. Within seconds before it started, you had already curled yourself up next to him, leaning your head against his shoulder. Fresh was, although genuinely aware this was going to happen, genuinely still unprepared for it to happen. What does he do from here? Hug? Just accept it? Try to do the same thing back? He lost all interest during the beginning part of the movie purely because he was so intently focused on you leaning against his arm.

Your attention was grabbed once skeletal fingertips were pressed against your scalp, combing through your hair as gently as possible. Fresh, normally taking the bodies of skeletons for convenience, was not exactly used to hair and flesh. Frankly, it fascinated him a bit. It was soft. Very soft. And so squishy and fluid compared to the rigid bones he had.

Maybe this whole "dealing with emotions" wouldn't be so bad. Well. That's not true. He's just making an exception.

[bakugoukatsuki-rising]

Bakubowl

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell 

Another platonic friendship circle that I will die supporting and loving.

The bakusquad is choas in form, honestly. Beyond any other group of friends, THIS ONE is just pure chaos. Bakugi constantly daring Kaminari to do stupid shit while Kirishima refs it and Sero records, Jirou and Mina spending quality time together while watching their boys acting like dumbasses

Its a beautiful sight to think about

[fuukonomiko]

What If muse was an eldar goddess and not a choas goddess

SEND ME WHAT IF SCENARIOS

“While I don’t know how that would occur, considering I was human first, that would be interesting.”“The relics that created the Goddess were Aeldari in origin but tainted by chaos, this is how I turned out the way I am. Perhaps if they were pure Aeldar in origin without the touch of the warp, and I was an Aeldar to begin with, that’s a very good possibility.”“I would be hooking up with Cegorach. Because who doesn’t love a being with a sense of humor? Though I have to say the checkered harlequin look would be clownish on me. I could be a Drukhari goddess too. Because why not? Depravity is my cup of tea, certainly. Even if it doesn’t seem that way.

[purrincesskittens]

Miraculous Ladybug: Adventures Of Lupine Alpha and Corvus. Chapter 10

Summery: A new girl has started at Adrien’s school. One whose elder brother is just as rich and famous as his father. Adrien gets to know the girl more as his father works with her brother on a new project and finds she is a lot like him. As Chat Noir he continues to work along side Ladybug to keep Paris safe when a new Miraculous Holder appears along with a new enemy. Just who is Lupine Alpha? As their knowledge changes and expands more and more information about the Miraculouses comes to light. As do more miraculous holders.

The pharmacist at the drug store couldn't help but feel like this was the strangest day of their lives. After all it wasn't everyday four superheroes walked in wanting to buy the strongest non-prescription allergy medicine there was. The wolf's face was red especially around the nose but not as red as the cat's was. 

The crow and ladybug hung back a bit which suddenly made sense when the crow extended an arm pointing out a specific brand of medicine and one of the feathers on his arm brushed against the cat's face causing him to go into a sneezing fit. The wolf gave a sigh and offered up a sheepish smile. "Sorry Chat Noir is allergic to my partner it seems."

"You have got to be kidding me?!" The pharmacist exclaims in disbelief. Ladybug and Lupine Alpha shook their heads while Chat Noir looked to be in pure utter misery and Corvus gave Chat an apologetic look. The pharmacist grimanced in sympathy for the poor boy turning to retrieve the medicine Corvus had pointed out and set it before them before casting them a doubtful look.

"I don't suppose any of you are over the age of 18?" Lupine and Corvus simply looked at the other two who shook their heads. "We are." They both said in unison. The pharmacist nodded in relief. "Now I don't suppose either of you have an I.D. on you?" He questions hopefully this was making his job far more interesting as it was he hoped not to have it made anymore complected at the very least.

Both shook their heads. "Secret Identity and all." Lupine explains a bit gruffly. "Umm can I at least get a date of birth to enter in then?" Lupine hesitated a moment, Corvus was the one who spoke up screwing up his face as he spoke. "December 12th. I'm 18 as of last December do the math." He states his dark eyes giving the poor guy the creeps what with no whites just all glossy blackness.

The pharmacist entered in the date of birth and scanned the medicine a second time telling them their total. All four looked at each other. "Anyone got any money on them?" Lupine asks patting her sides to show she had no pockets so no where to keep money. Ladybug shook her head doing the same thing as Lupine had.

Chat who did have pockets emptied them of all the random junk he had in them which included a white lily flower which caused Lupine to start sneezing herself. "Why do you have a lily Chaton?" Ladybug asks exasperated with her own partner. "I was going to give it to a furend later." He says flashing his lady a smile like that of a cat who got into the cream.

"Sorry I only have Yen on me not Euros." Corvus replied when all eyes turned to him. "Why?" Ladybug questions somewhat curious as to why he actually had money on him in the first place. "Because that's what I had in my pockets the last time I transformed." He answers playfully giving her a slight smile and a shrug. Chat didn't know how to feel about this new guy just yet other then Lupine seemed to really like and trust him he was her partner after all.

"I'll pay for it." A citizen says from behind them causing them all to turn and peer at the man holding the hand of an over excited little girl her other arm in a pink cast covered in stickers. "Really you don't have to..." Ladybug starts to say raising her hands to wave off his offer. "No it's fine I want to besides my little girl here wants to know if you would sign her cast for her." The father says pulling out his wallet to pay for the medicine.

All four melted at the hopeful look the little girl gave them. Her arm broken and being stuck in a cast is never fun but getting to decorate it and have people sign it makes it better. As the father payed for the medicine each hero took a different colored marker from the little girl and signed their names on it. Ladybug in red, Chat in green, Lupine in brown and Corvus in purple.

They even let the father take pictures of them with the girl who babbled on and on about how much she loved Ladybug and Chat Noir and was now fans of Lupine Alpha and Corvus as well. Chat gave the girl the lily as a parting gift earning a squeal of delight and her little arms being thrown around his neck in a tight hug.

The girl waved to them from the street below as they took to the rooftops once more. "Okay she was totally adorable you can't deny it." Lupine laughs as she swung herself onto the next roof with her whip. Corvus flew beside her the long gloves that covered his arms acting as wings with the attached feathers allowing him to actually fly or rather glide through the air.

The two miraculous holders with allergies stopped to take the medicine they had just gotten each gulping down the pills desperate for it to take affect so they could breathe again. Ladybug took the time to talk to Corvus. "You're the Crow Miraculous Holder?" She asks. "Yeah my miraculous," He held up his wrist showing her the bangle like bracelet that hung from it, "is from the same set as Lupine's is."

"What's your power if you don't mind me asking. I have the power of creation while my partner Chat Noir has the power of destruction and we know your partner Lupine has the power of Protection." Ladybug questions remembering how Lupine said something about him having the power of Choas or something like that.

"I have the power of Chaos. It's somewhat like Chat's destruction but instead of physical mine works differently more on a mental emotional level. It causes things to go out of control. It can cause people to go out of control." He states simply but his voice seemed to hold a power in it that suggested he knew all of what his power did exactly to people around him when he used it. That was something that freaked Ladybug out but also something she could respect. He knew his power was dangerous and knew exactly how to use it the best he could.

"Bugnette if you're done flirting with my partner can we continue with our discussion from earlier before Chat started being allergic to my partner?" Lupine growls softly her gold eyes hot with jealousy. Chat was glad in a way that he wasn't the only one jealous. If Lupine liked Corvus the way he liked Ladybug then he felt better about the crow hanging around with the female there to keep him in line. Her comment caused them all to remember what had transpired not to long ago.

"Corvus! You get back here! I'm so going to kill you when I get my paws on you!" Lupine Alpha howls in furry using her whip to try and grab Corvus's legs and pull him down out of the air as he flew over her head keeping out of reach and only landing when he had to to get another running start to take to the air once more.

His costume at first seemed to be all black but upon closer examination the only true black thing about him was one his eyes and two his hair. His sleeveless shirt with feather trim on the bottom, was blue black just like his pants. His arms were covered almost completely by a pair of long gloves that were black with a tinge of purple to them like his feathers that extended out from the gloves and going up and down the length of them.

The boots that covered his feet that went up to his calves had a green tinge to them like his mask. His eyes were black and had no whites to them or pupils just pure black. His hair was a soft black compared to the glossy black of his eyes. At the base of his throat was a gem pinned to the collar of his shirt. A string was tied across his chest which held a four winged boomerang on his back. A bracelet or bangle hung from his wrist a thick heavy metallic black metal with five purple crows feet marks on it.

He was avoiding getting caught by the furious female he called his partner to the best of his abilities not wanting to face her wrath given the choice. But eventually she was going to win their little spat as persistent as she was. She lunged and tackled him to the roof top landing on top of some of the lilies causing her to start sneezing while she tried to grab him by the shirt front and shake him.

She was growling at him between sneezes yelling at him in another language speaking to rapidly for them to even get an idea of what she was saying. After a while of letting her yell at him Corvus sat up seizing the girls hands to keep her from beating on him and scooping her up with his other arm drawing her waist in close to his so he could maneuver them away from the lilies.

Her face was bright red not just from sneezing but because of his actions. "Deep breaths Hime and then I'll explain myself okay?" He asks the wolf getting a shy nod from her and a few more mutters in a strange mix of whatever language she was speaking earlier and English. They were able to pick out a few words from it that were English and some names but not much else. Chat Noir perched on the far edge of the roof farthest from where the two other superheroes where.

Ladybug sat down beside him listening an watching the two. After a few breaths Lupine Alpha was able to calm down enough and breathe somewhat clearly enough to talk clearly. "Corvus what on earth are you doing here?I left you in charge of Tokyo I told you I was coming here. That's why I left you in charge I figured the city would be safe as long as you where there." She questions worriedly her gold eyes brimming with it.

"That's part of why I'm here Lupine. After you left it got quiet all of a sudden. Very quiet." Corvus explains releasing his grip on her waist but still holding her hands not quite trusting her not to hit him again. She was stronger then she looked. Lupine paled and yanked her hands free of his grasp to clutch the front of his shirt tightly her eyes wide and desperate. "Tell me everything!"

"Not long after you left another possession occurred and I went to handle it. It got rather long and drawn out without you being there but eventually I got it under control. Then another possession happened shortly afterwards with in the same day. Again I took care of it. For three days possessions happened one after the other it was exhausting. But then it grew quiet. Very quiet. The thing that really bothered me was the first one took place on the day you left. Just after you left. And then it stopped everything was completely quiet and no signs of her at all. I got some news from my family that involved me having to go away for a while and with how quiet it had gotten I got worried so I choose to come here and find you. By the way did you know you are all over the internet along with Ladybug and Chat Noir?"

Lupine sank down ignoring the last bit of what he said rolling her eyes though at his playful jesting tone. She started to bite her talons on her hands before her hand was knocked away by Corvus. "She hasn't shown up at all since the last attack?" She asks looking up to meet Corvus's solemn eyes as he nodded. "It got quiet the possessions decreased in strength and got spaced out before dropping off abruptly. I've been checking the news and the Howler for anything regarding incidents or possessions and nothing. Not even regular crime its too quiet Lupine. Way to quiet." His playful smirk had fallen away as he met her worried gaze.

"Who are you guys talking about if you don't mind me asking? And what's this about possessions?" Ladybug questions stepping towards them. "And what's a Howler?" Chat asks hopping down from his perch to walk over to them. "Like you guys have someone you face off against so do we. You have Hawkmoth who from my understanding has a miraculous and is using it for evil. Well we have someone too. Her name is Deer Woman. She to got a hold of a miraculous that does not belong to her and is using it for evil." Lupine Alpha explains.

Corvus shifted positions while his partner did the explaining scratching at his neck where the feathers around his shirt collar itched his skin. Chat was standing across from him and suddenly wrinkled his nose as one of Corvus's longer feathers on his arms stretched across the distance getting in Chat's face. Chat sneezed suddenly unable to hold it back. The suddenness of it caused Corvus to start his feathers ruffling. This caused Chat to sneeze again and again. The sneezing fit finally ended when Corvus backed away enough coupled with Chat backing away there was enough room between the two males that Chat did have a reaction to Corvus's feathers.

"What was that about?!" Lupine Alpha exclaims in surprise her eyes wide and darting between her partner and Ladybug's who was currently groaning and looking like she would rather be else where. "I forgot dammit." Ladybug curses going over to her partner to make sure he was okay. "Chat Noir is allergic to feathers." She explains somewhat sheepishly. "You have got to be kidding?" Lupine mutters her eye brows raised or rather the top of her mask raised. Ladybug shook her head while Chat regained his breath. "No. Chat really is allergic to feathers." "So basically what you are saying is Chat Noir is allergic to my partner?Ohh this is just too good."

All three settled themselves down in comfortable positions on the Eiffel Tower having chosen that place to sit and discus what was going on. "Okay first question." Lupine directs with a nod towards them telling them to begin. "What's a Howler?" Chat Noir asks quickly before his lady could get in her question. She had already gotten part of an answer earlier while he didn't so he felt it was only fair to be answered first since he had starting sneezing due to Corvus not that it was his fault.

"The Howler is a social media page. A blog run by a fan who follows the fights and tries to get interviews with us any chance he gets." Corvus explains pulling his boomerang off from his back and gave a tug on two of the wings pulling them apart from the rest so the middle slide open reveling a screen. A few quick taps and a page was pulled up. The top of the page had two large prints on it. One in English reading The Howler, and the other is kanji characters.

He handed the boomerang to Chat letting him scroll through the pages curiously while Ladybug finally got the chance to ask her question. "What is this Deer Women's powers?" Ladybug asks directing her question to Lupine while the guys browsed the blog. "Deer Women has the power to brain wash and posses men and children. She takes over their minds and controls them. Her power works best on men especially those who have been unfaithful or are promiscuous. Children it's not as strong with I've found and the connection is easily broken."

"That explains the child during the Skin Walker and Wendigo incident as well as the native american theme with them. If this Deer Women is here in Paris somehow and is now working with Hawkmoth then that explains these last few akumas. She is using her powers to weaken the people and make them vulnerable to Hawkmoth's control and then strengthening them once they are Akumatized controlling them and using children and others involved."

Lupine and Ladybug continued discussing Deer Woman their faces grim as they hashed out the last few akumas and how things had differed from normal. Their growing heated argument over how to handle things. (Lupine wanted to handle Deer Woman herself with Corvus since she was their enemy and let Ladybug and Chat Noir handle Hawkmoth. But Ladybug opposed splitting up arguing two separate teams working on two different but possibly connected things wasn't going to work they should stick together)

Chat Noir let out a surprised shout interrupting the two females causing Lupine to drop her growling that she had been doing. Her teeth bared and a low rumbling growl rising from her throat as the two dominate females clashed over how to handle things. They turned to the males to see what had caused the commotion. "Who is that?" Chat asks his eyes wide pointing to a picture that had appeared on the screen having been posted on the blog some time ago.

In the picture a tall lanky dark haired dark eyed male stood there frowning seemingly disinterested as a perky smiling girl hung off his back her arms wrapped around his neck her head resting on his shoulder her green eyes light with happiness her long dirty blonde hair pulled into a pony tail laying draped over the guy's shoulder. He should no annoyance by having the girl cling and hang off him the way she was in the picture at all. "That is Itsuki and J.J. they are friends of the owner of the blog."

[shysimblr]

Meet Cupid…

We all know the story of cupid, but you may or may not know depending on how lucky in love you are is that cupid is a mischevious woman, it may look like she means well but in actuality, cupid thrives of the heartbreak and chaos she causes in relationships. Cupid wasn’t always like this.. but what is that they like to say? Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned? - that’s right cupid was in love once, really in love. 

Cupid was born centuries ago… initially goddess of desire, erotic love, attraction and affection,Cupid set about helping people find each other and true love. Until… Cupid herself fell in love, she had been warned by her parents that due to her nature she was not meant to have a lover, but she didn’t listen instead Cupid fell in love with the God of mischief Loki, and it all went downhill from there, as time went on Cupid changed in nature, preferring to be mischievous, causing heartache and choas in relationships - but Loki was a God of mischief and he tricked her before leaving her - breaking her heart - it was then that Cupid truly changed and her heart became dark from the pain Loki had caused. Since then Cupid purely out of jealousy tends to cause destruction & heartache in relationships as she can no longer see the beauty in love. 

S.B - i know cupid is male - but i wanted to make my interpretation. - i know i mixed up different mythologies and stuff but i was just messing around - hope this doesn’t offend anyone. 

Happy Valentines Day!! <3

[mindmischiefrp]

welcome to the yosul school for witches and wizards

hwang choa 10.04.1994 (26) curse-breaker (hyeon mu alumni) pure-blood

i. adagio – a slow tempo

she sits, poised in a lounge chair, as a bevy of ladies-in-waiting and her mother move frantically around her. she’s been prodded at, held at wandpoint, and manhandled all day, so she basks in the peace whilst chaos ensues. as she reaches for a biscuit, a sharp pain blooms on her wrist, and with a hiss, she retracts her hand, turning a pointed glare at the perpetrator.

to no one’s surprise, it’s her mother, who retaliates with a baleful glower. “ah, ah! you’ll ruin your makeup, choa. don’t let monsieur paulo’s hard work go to waste.”

out of spite, choa’s tempted to rub the back of her hand over her lips, to smear her perfectly glossed lips and ruin her powdered face. she had been woken at the ass crack of dawn, thrown into a ritual pool dosed in scented oils and bath salts, the rune engraved rocks circling the pool was a final touch. she was then dragged out to stand for an hour in the middle of the woods, naked, so that the natural energies would bless her with fertility. as far as choa knew, the pagan rituals were poppycock. standing buck ass naked in the middle of a forest wasn’t going to increase her chances of conceiving. if anything, she’d be more likely to catch pneumonia.

“aha!” an exuberant cry from beyond her drawing room echoes. the click-clack of heels hit a staccato rhythm against marble floors, making choa apprehensive for whomever walks through the double doors of her bedroom. much to her dismay, monsieur paulo reenters her room, a cloud of shimmery dust following after him. “come now miss hwang, we must put the final touches to your beatific face!  once i’m done with you, men will kiss the earth you walk upon. they’ll idolize you as the goddess you are!”

her mother literally, and figuratively, clutches her pearls, a whimsical sigh leaving her lips at the vision her daughter paints. at least someone’s excited for the wedding.

choa can’t help but worry over the foreboding feeling swirling in her gut.

ii. allegro – a brisk movement

she clutches the skirts of her wedding dress as she’s escorted to the cathedral doors, where her father lied in wait. bidding her mother farewell, she accepts the hand her father has outstretched towards her. he tucks her hand into the crook of his elbow, leading her towards the end of the entourage.  

“you look so beautiful, my little flower,” her father coos affectionately. it’s all for show, choa thinks. this marriage was merely a business transaction, an important one that would save the hwang family from filing bankruptcy.

“no need to be sentimental, father,” choa deadpans as the heavy cathedral doors part, the first keys of the pachebel’s canon d tinkling melodically as the bridesmaids trickle into the foyer. “i’m only doing what’s expected of me.”

following the wedding entourage leads them to the forefront. all eyes turned towards them as the pianist transitions from pachebel to mendelssohn’s wedding march. breath hitching, choa leans into her father’s side for support as they enter the cathedral, walking down the flower path towards her doom.

the man choa is affianced to is a gentle soul, and had their circumstances been different, she could see herself truly being happy with him. truly learning to love him rather than love him in pieces. if given the chance, choa wants to learn how to love all of him with every fiber of her being. but right now, she loves him enough to know that they would be miserable together. for all the time she’s spent with him, she has realized that while physically he’s with her, his mind will be elsewhere. choa knows that he’s thinking of someone else when he kisses her, when he holds her hand, when they’re entangled in an embrace.

there had always been someone else, and neither of them can do anything about it. they’re contractually bound to carry on with this farce. she just hopes someday they’ll be happy together, hopes that someday her love will be reciprocated.

“and do you, take hwang choa as you lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do you part?” the priest asks, smiling.

her fiancé looks stricken, as if finally realizing where he was, and whose hand he’s holding. looking away from the priest, he turns to look at choa, wide eyed and apologetic. with that single glance, she knows that the end is here. he drops her hand, whispering apologies before stepping away from the altar and reaching for another woman sitting at the pews. the cathedral erupts into chaos as he takes the woman’s hand and apparates where they stand.

leaving choa alone to deal with the mess.

iii. grave – slow and solemn

“what do you mean you’ve known all along?! he’s left you for a damn maeobsa!” her father bellows, glass shattering against the wall for the umpteenth time this evening. he’s had far too much to drink, and choa has learned by now that it’s best to let him get it out of his system. “you’ve ruined us choa! ruined us!”

“he broke the contract father,” she murmurs, vanishing away the broken glass before any of the help pricks their finger cleaning it up. “if anything, i’ve saved you a lot of trouble. his family will have no choice but to pay a hefty sum for their son’s defiance.”

“that isn’t the point here,” the patriarch grouses, falling into the leather armchair beside the fireplace. “if you had known you should have accepted that and moved on. having a mistress or two is commonplace—”

her mother gasps as her brother jumps to his feet, both shocked by choa’s audacity to strike her father.

“i have done so much for you, father,” choa’s voice is raw and tinged with anguish. it takes all her willpower not to let a single tear fall as she finally says her piece. “i have sacrificed my youth living up to your expectations. i have only ever done all that you’ve asked of me, so please do not scold me for doing something out of selflessness, for doing something out of love.”

“i love him,” she whispers, voice absolutely wrecked now that her tears are falling freely. they roll down her rosy cheeks, pink with frustration and shame. admitting it aloud after years of only thinking it makes it harder for her to come to terms with the reality that she’s been abandoned by the one person who she thought would never leave her behind. before she loved him, they had been friends, they had been close. within those small moments and in betweens she learned to love him in pieces. she loves him, inexplicably and irrevocably. “i love him.”

“and look at where that’s gotten you,” hwang hyunsik growls, knuckles white as he looms over his eldest child. “disgraced and disowned. get out of my sight. you are no daughter of mine.”

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Miles To Go - Weight Loss Surgery Blog - Gastric Bypass

In the world of music, the keys or strings of a musical instrument represent the different notes of a musical scale. An instrument's strings can fall "out of tune". As a result, the keys no longer play the sound correctly. In a band, a choir or orchestrathe instruments must be adjusted to play in the same tone. Without proper tuning, they're nothing more than random notes playing in chaos. At times, it may seem to us that everything around us is working together for our demise. It may seem to us that we are weak and have failed at our many attempts to lose weight. Maybe youare where I was, I felt as if there was no hope at all for achieving health and a slim figure. I thought and felt like a failure and that I was doomed to be overweight and unhealthy, my whole life. This was my truth as I saw it. Random thoughts playing in choas. Weight loss surgery changed my body, but I had to change my "tone" or my thoughts, mindset and attitude. As my body began to reveal a new truth, my mind had to come to share the same realization. I had to train my mind to believe the new truth. I needed a "tune-up" mentally with a new truth. Solomon wrote in Proverbs 23:7, "As a man thinks in his heart, so is he." I had to began to fill my mind with thoughts of success. Romans 8:35-39"Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?No,in all these thingswe are more than conquerorsthrough Him that loved us. For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. I found there was still hope for me. With weight loss surgery and God's help, I had been given a new opportunity to conquer this battle. I discovered a truth, which has allowed me not only to achieve success, but also to sustain it. The truth that goes beyond what I see and feel. A truth that allowed me to escape from the limitations that held me and the freedom to become who I was created to be. A tuning fork produces a "pure tone". It establishs a single note that each player can"tune to".This helps the musician adjust the instrument into alignment with it's intended sound. In the medical profession, tuning forks are used to test our hearing. Before x-rays, physicians used tuning forks to detect bone fractures. I had to do the same. I need to hear a different sound. I had to identify the broken thoughts I had about myself and begin by aligning my thoughts and applying new truths to my life. I had to "tune in" to a new truth--one true sound. I found that by applying God's thoughts of victory and success for my life, instead of my thoughts of lifelong defeat, I could bring the chaos in my life into order. This is the "sound" I was made to imitate. Re-tuning my thoughts--a change of mind. This began the second step in my journey of weight loss surgery success. You can too. You have many more miles to go. http://milestogo.squarespace.com/

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Light

Im not trying to force my views I'm just expressing concern for with our new leaders will our future generations be able to learn? Laws created out of thin air that were never meant to be there . Its like a pot with water set to boil with us in it and now we want out. see I messed my ryhme scheme up because I dont care . This storm has arrived and with its destruction it shall bring new life. It may be am oxymoron but lifes a parade and I'm the rain so be ready to be poured on brought down by everything that surrounds me. This is the beginning and with your attention I'm about to be set free. With all this chaos surrounding us there shall be peace soon after . a beautiful melancholy that is the human folley . stand up for what you think is right. Im here with my voice shining the light. Get up and use your talents as a protest show those who whish to suppress they need to put their skills to the test . Stand up for what you think us right. Do it now while this light shines bright we all want change but none of us stand up because corporations run this world. They give us these work boots that run deeper than any trees roots. To stand together is impossible because there isn't enough room for the bodies in the hospital. turn to violent tendencies and complain about the man who oversees. If we want to unite you must surround yourself with people whom you see your own liking in. To be in a car the person next to you must be in tune with whatever the words even if they sound like they've been spewed out from a loon. stand up for what you think is right. Im here with my voice shining the light. Get up and use your talents as a protest show those who whish to suppress they need to put their skills to the test . Stand up for what you think us right. Do it now while this light shines bright This all has built up tension that cant let loose so we all take the step ladder and noose . This country cant take it anymore and we all take the last step and as the air is beginning to slip and out hearts stop beating the war drums began to start reheating. The common man gone replaced my a soldier . Trained to kill and rely on a bunch of happy pills. Stereotypes run rampant its worse than the couch at your local frat house. here let me stop and think. Oh! here we go our morals drop lower than the temperature that is needed to snow. One two three . that's all there is from me .One person who wants change but as just a single voice is snuffed. Two for the when my brother died and the events that made me who I am today and finally three for the life tree in our country that's now decrepit and full of the bodies of those who couldn't fight. worse than a lynch mob because of how the swarm of bigots causing it has taken the shape of a gelatinous blob. stand up for what you think is right. Im here with my voice shining the light. Get up and use your talents as a protest show those who whish to suppress they need to put their skills to the test . Stand up for what you think us right. Do it now while this light shines bright This all makes me sick in the head and it's ready to vomit. hear it comes faster than a comet. Brushed aside for a better future but when needed I'm out there with a camera taking a picture of the choas of life causing all sorts of stryfe. Love pure as a dove gunned down faster than the next brutality victim. oooh upset a few with that last line ? I don't care youre listening and it's your choice if you want to break free. let this storm blow over and maybe then you'll have the luck of a four leaf clover stand up for what you think is right. Im here with my voice shining the light. Get up and use your talents as a protest show those who whish to suppress they need to put their skills to the test . Stand up for what you think us right. Do it now while this light shines bright With what I just said you may think I'm ranting about how our country is dead. But that's wrong for you see without you or me there wouldn't be a country that's obscene. I'm talking about what's on my mind . I have a light that shines bright and if I had the ability to step and say what is stored in my head so should you because the intellect you have is greater than mine I'm just a fool who lucked out in this and created something I believe to be cool. Speak up and fight for what you believe is right for once this light goes out its up to you to follow through. (Written February 20th 2017)