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ender-of-the-sender · 5 months ago
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MADE IN AMERICA IS MY FAVOURITE BLACK FRIDAY SONG
WIGGLY
UNCLE WILEY
MACNAMARA
(Edit bc apparently it looks like i dont know what im talking about smh)
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thekittyokat · 6 months ago
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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jils-things · 13 days ago
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the immense rage i felt while watching this entire scene go down was so strong. the gall to find joy in someone's misery, misery that cant even be stopped by them even if they wanted to change it. i feel so sad for him seeing this go down
if u need like... a brief explanation on what happened, heres how it went
these two miners probably knew that he gets so excitable when he sees money, so one of them throws a coin to catch his attention which he does, and nor.ton desperately tries to catch it. the coin lands on one miner and they step on the coin and they laugh at him as he tries to lift his foot up and then they continue to toss the coin around until they were done with him :((((((((((( he keeps the coin but you can already understand how hes feeling there :(
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disposal-blueeee · 3 months ago
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recent sketches
hhhello been inactive for a while so have some sketches i've done recently XP
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changed the way i draw the little guy
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a friend had this hc that during chapter 27 edgar wasn't really taking care of himself so his hair got longer . then zarla confirmed it
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thing i banged in like 30 minutes instead of going to sleep . this is from @metamorphmigus and @cherry-207's au , btw
lolol that's literally all idk why i thought i had more things
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bleetusmcyeetus · 4 months ago
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So. So how we feeling after uh. After today’s mgafs episode guys.
I want to scream and cry and????? Wh????????? HELLO????? I’M????? WHAT??????? So much happened in that. In that 41:51. I actually am just fucking Speechless HELLO?????? MGAFS YOU ALWAYS DROP BANGER EPISODES BUT THIS ONE WAS LIKE A FUCKING NUCLEAR BOMB. I. HASHSJAHSHSHAHADNFBSBAJXHHAHS????? AJDHSJJFJAHDJSJS????!?!!!! DOBSIBFIWBODBWBO!?!?!!!!!??????? HUH?????? HUHHH???????!!!!?!?! I CANT EVEN. I CANT EVEN PUT IT INTO WORDS WHAT I JUST WATCHED. WHAT
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mist-the-wannabe-linguist · 5 months ago
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I can't stop thinking about how does between even work in Dragonriders of Pern. Like, it's a completely empty void, with no air, no light, no sound, and extremely cold. But how cold? Is it at absolute zero? Luckily the absence of air would protect you from freezing immediately, but still. Also, if there is no air, shouldn't the atmospheric pressure between be drastically different from that on Pern? The human body can survive in vacuum for minutes and remain conscious for about 10 seconds, but riders should suffer some effects, no? And how does going between even work, is it like a portal or do you get moved atom by atom Star Trek style? How does it affect the world around you, do you leave empty space where you left? (@ranticore went that route in their fic I think). Shouldn't going between cause noise?
Just. How does that thing work
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koiguitars · 25 days ago
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Top 3-5 mashups?
omg it's so hard to rank them numerically, so i'll just ramble about a few of my faves and why they make me insane
Nothing New/Dear Reader + Clara Bow/The Lucky One + Mirrorball/Clara Bow
i'm really fascinated by the way taylor approaches writing in regards to fame, parasociality, being perceived en masse, and how all of that intersects with the nature of femininity and womanhood. and so naturally, this collection of fame-based mashups all specifically centered around the experience of being a woman in fame is deeply illening to me. "dear reader, will you still want me when i'm nothing new?" is a knife to the heart every time. "promise to be dazzling, like a mirrorball" is actually insane. like i truly cannot separate these 3 because they all center around the same theme, and it makes me entirely insane. its so painful love it so much
All Of The Girls/Crazier
tbh? i don't even Know crazier like that. i was honestly waiting for debut tv to come out to properly listen to it, if only bc it's a non-album single that i have to go out of my way to find and listen to and i am lazy sometimes. but god i LOVE the way she sings it here, and it love it's integration into aotgylb. i get so happy every time i rewatch a video of this performance and i see how loudly the crowd cheers for crazier. this one just simply makes me happy, idk what else to say
Come Back...Be Here/Daylight
literally what can i say.... such a beautiful sonic mashup, i love the sense of Yearning, i'm obsessed with the transitions between the songs and how this is one of the few mashups that feels like a genuine blending of two songs rather than just two songs shaking hands and trading off. i literally can't hear the bridge of cbbh anymore without immediately wanting to start singing the daylight bridge 😭 i guess i really am just a slut for sappy mashups, and esp piano mashups lmao. no real super analytical thoughts about this one, i just love the sound of it so much
Would've Could've Should've/Ivy
i mean. it's just The Narrative™. the fact that she did this is so insane to me and i will never stop thinking about it. do i care that it's like 95% wcs and only 5% ivy? tbh not really because the ivy bit is SO relevant and important and brilliantly integrated, it created a whole new reinterpretation of ivy that i'm forever obsessed with. if you don't know what i mean by The Narrative™, it's basically just a reading of her entire discography through a wcs-centric lens, and i have Many Thoughts about this mashup in that context. some of which i left in a rambly patreon comment a few weeks ago:
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elegyofthemoon · 7 months ago
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ngl the only thing that stops me from selfshipping on main is just "theres an image to maintain" and im not good at maintaining it obviously LMAO
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asterdeer · 8 months ago
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not to be like “i miss college” even though i do but mostly i think i miss being smart. before depression and life events had chewed up and partially swallowed my brain. just getting to problem solve and think, being Very Into something as the norm. i know being an english major is basically the easiest thing you can be at the undergrad level but i do feel like that was the one and only time in my life where my natural state was actually a pro instead of a con. i graduated with the highest honors and absolutely no one cared but i cared
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bmpmp3 · 26 days ago
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Getting into stuff that has a lot of pre-announced release dates is really good for me like vocal synthesizer products and new love live etc franchise music releases....I'll be lying in bed at like 2 AM with ur usual 20-something's fear and existentialism over time and the future and then I'll remember a piece of singing software or a new song related to cartoon characters I like is gonna come out like next month and I'm like 😌
#this keeps happening to me with the upcoming december#miki and kiyoteru sv.....im so excited...if they get delayed ill scream#jk jk ill be fine but i do hope we get some demos in November soon!#soyogi still doesnt have a concrete release date but hes also probably december#now if HE gets delayed i will actually explode. i will spontaneously burst into flames#the other night i had a dream about aivoice2 ryuusei coming out. which is a normal thing to happen#it literally was just like i went online and saw videos people made with him SHDBFBSJFNFN#premonition dream...this is what will happen in november#but it reminded me i wasnt as familiar with how aiv2 sounds with a2sync. i like the aiv1 kotonosync situation#BUT it is very noisy and the vocals usually sound like lalavoice with the slightly obvious looping#which is charming but not as versatile in the grand scheme of talk synths made to sing#just the nature of it. but a2sync sounds FANTASTIC i was really shocked. im curious how his#particularly deep voice will sound compared to a more medium gentle tone like iori but im excited#im really curious how he'll sound compared to vv humming ryuusei#now what weve seen of his design.....im not suuuper into quite yet. its not BAD and well see when its fully out#but i dont care for the blue hair bits. im picky about hair dye in alternate designs#i like his gray black default situation too much. also i DO like how slutty his design is looking#but also it might look um. a little too much for a talk synth? like brother whats going on here#why are u so dressed up to chat ....i guess for fun#then again his aiv1 design was also probably more appropriate for singing synths rather than talking But I like that one more LOL#doesnt matter too much for me though im more interested in the unofficial singing side stuff AHDBFHSHFBDJJD#which also reminds me i hope someday aiv1 vy series can get a aiv2 update#a full singing synth would be nicer but i wouldnt mind a talk turned singing synth. i know everyone hates the aiv vy designs#i dont hate them theyre not great but theyre fine for talk synths. i think nancy is hilarious. white woman jumpscare#im not a huge fan of the main fanon vy designs (theyre good but they dont fit to me) so i dont mind the aiv ones#even if its just two random people SHBFJFAJFJFJSJJF but yeah i hope they get a aiv2 someday#i think it would be fun to make em sing with a2sync hee hee#also on the ll end i am so excited for dia birthday album end of dec#AND all the new liella tunes. i still havent watched the new season because i havent been able to sit down and enjoy it yet#but soon....next week ill have time...sooooooon
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im-diseased-but-cool · 8 months ago
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Gimme be honest fellas I can't stop thinking about the parallel of Lucifer loving God so much and God cast him away and fuccijf Sam and Dean like it drives me crazy. I hate these bitches so much they've ruined my life I have never thought about Cain and Abel but guess what folks! I AM THINKING ABOUT THOSE BROTHERS BEVAUSE OF THESE STUPID FUCKING TWINK ASS FAGS!!!!! Sam and Dean die maybe but don't god im in shambles
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risingsunresistance · 1 year ago
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if you haven't used skycrypt but wanna participate just for fun, the website is here and the themes are in the top-right corner. if you're on a phone and dont see the themes option, turn your phone sideways :]
and if you have multiple just pick one of them :0
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simcardiac-arrested · 11 months ago
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OHHHHH MY GOD COMING OFF ANON BECAUSE !??!?!? SCPSL MENTIOn!!?!??!? you are the ONLY person i've EVER seen that mentioned that game in being similar to lethal company ohhhh my god oh my god i used to be so crazy autism over that game Okay. okay. oh my godddd I LOVE(D) SCPSL SO MUCH and it makes me so so so happy to see a game like it get so popular!!! i love lethal company!!! and i love the creatures and the randomly generated facilities and the PROXIMITY chat and the lore (sigurd adn desmond<3) and i love that ALL MY FRIENDS CAN AND DO PLAY ITTT ^__^ its like 14 year old me got blessed by the autism fairy joy and beauty to the world
i don’t know how to say this in a way that wont make me sound like i shouldnt be allowed in public spaces so i’ll just go ahead and say it. I have 200 hours in scpsl
#i havent played it in like 2 or 3 years because one day#it just stopped working on win7. But i got win10 now so theoretically i could play it again. but do i want to#it’s not that it’s a bad game! like i said i’ve had a lot of fun with it. just like lethal company it has some truly#hilarious and truly scary moments#however i can remember a few times where it was just not fun ….. maybe it was the players or the unfair balance or wjatever. But well#i did love it. i love scp and getting to play an scp game for free was life changing to me. IT WAS SO FUN!!#AND I HAD THE MOST BLISSFUL GAMING EXPERIENCE BECAUSE I HAD A BUG WITH MY GAME WHERE I COULDNT HEAR ANYONE AND NO ONE COULD HEAR ME#Probably pissed off my teammates numerous times but well . At least got to exclusively vc with my friends on discord#i think the thing with lethal company (and by extension amogus which is also smth i associate lc with) is that you can play it exclusively#with your buddies. you dont have to join some random ass lobby with random ass people just because the game needs 20 players. U can just#have actual fun. because yes proxy vc is a fun feature for a game but i am seriously grateful that scpsl was bugged for me#i’ve played a lot of ‘shooter’ games (or just games similar to genre) and like Sure im used to people being jerks in game chat or something#but there’s a difference between game chat and straigjt up vc ….. so yeah. i know that it’s barely scpsl’s fault but i just felt like sayin#all that. Blinks#where am i . what am i talking about#sorry for the weird not quite rant about scpsl BUT YES i do think lethal company is quite similar to it. And like if that game was fun again#not to mention the creatures!!! like. coilhead? 173 but well it’s a common trope. eyeless dog? literally 939. A MASK THAT POSSESSES YOU?#DUDE . THIS IS 035 . BRACKEN? okay that’s like 096 but a little to the left#all they need to do now is add a 049 adjacent creature Or perhaps an evil ai computer that locks you in the building or makes landmines#explode on their own. i dont even know. zeekeers hire me#and yeah i love the rng of it all because it makes for a uniquely hilarious/terrifying experience each time. Something it sucks so bad and#you get a facility with like 1 door which is locked. but that too is funny. to me lc isnt about winning it’s about dying in the funniest way#sigmund and desmond lore is also rly good <3 i hope it gets expanded upon. Would love to see some more worldbuilding stuff like WHATHAPPENED#cramswering#anyway. it has been years since i played scpsl and i know tjat they did a bunch of updates and added a bunch of scps . So i dont know if the#game is better or worse now. and i dont know if i want to find out…. what if my game becomes unbugged and i hear people#now THAT’S real horror game material if you ask me
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pichuamiibo · 9 months ago
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every time a streamer reads out a cringe awkward chat msg i keel over like a sick dog with second hand embarrassment my body literally lurches and bends like a cockroach sprayed with raid i cant take it
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knighteclipsed · 4 months ago
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"Hmm..."
The metal tin, small and circular, offers no advice for Maria and her quandary as she holds it between thumb and forefinger against the sun. Lips simultaneously purse and skew to one side, then the other, until the little cleric lightly shrugs. Hers is a gift neither obsequious nor overbearing, and Sir Valter has shown interest in her medicinal knowledge before -- with the gift he'd given her before, she'd say it nearly has precedent!
"Sir Valter, here -- I brought you a beach present!" When she finds him, she holds out the modest tin for him to take. "Hee hee... it's a salve I made myself, so it'd take a bit of extra explaining. But!" Holding up a finger, she smiles. "It's good for your skin when you have to spend a lot of time outside!" Her smile plays at the corners of her eyes. "I made some for myself, but if you like it, tell me, okay?"
(The Moonstone, she worries, may suffer from too much time in the sun.)
It is a nuisance, Valter thinks, that warmer weather necessitates a change of wardrobe to avoid melting in the sun. (Generally, this is a non-issue—grin and bear it, or you’re in the sky anyway, the higher altitude cooling in combination with the winds of quick flight.)
In this instance, however, there is no taking to the sky (not of Valter’s own volition at least; he knows not what is in store for them), and though he could choose to layer regardless, there come health risks with the decision—ones that could be a threat to himself over prolonged periods. His upper forearms are thus exposed.
One hand’s fingers fiddle with the uprolled sleeve of the opposite arm—and perhaps, if she had sought to be stealthy here, she might’ve had a chance of actually surprising him. Instead, Maria calls his name—his attention— and from his musing, nonchalance is resumed.
“ Hm. ” (A remark of amusement, the salve accepted and then examined more closely.) Good for the skin when dealing with prolonged exposure to the sun. Eyes close, memories of decades past resurfacing before retreating again, the tides of a washed out sea.
“ Thank you, ” Moonstone replies belatedly (for ‘thank you’s even now were a foreign thing—an effort was necessary to make any of the sincere variety). The faintest smile graces his face as he then bows (perhaps a tad overdramatically)—and as he returns to form:
“ I shall be sure to relay my assessment to you. ”
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jamesunderwater · 1 year ago
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jfc wild ride of a past 24 hours
started ADHD meds
went on date with THE BEST FRIEND (i've been keeping this under wraps cause i was nervous but it was AMAZING so here we are)
went to work way too early after.....such a great night 😍
had a therapy appt right after work with a new therapist that went SO WELL
right after therapy, interviewed at my DREAM BOOKSTORE/CAFE and it may have gone well OR my awkward ass ruined it, WE'LL SEE
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