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bleetusmcyeetus · 5 months ago
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So. So how we feeling after uh. After today’s mgafs episode guys.
I want to scream and cry and????? Wh????????? HELLO????? I’M????? WHAT??????? So much happened in that. In that 41:51. I actually am just fucking Speechless HELLO?????? MGAFS YOU ALWAYS DROP BANGER EPISODES BUT THIS ONE WAS LIKE A FUCKING NUCLEAR BOMB. I. HASHSJAHSHSHAHADNFBSBAJXHHAHS????? AJDHSJJFJAHDJSJS????!?!!!! DOBSIBFIWBODBWBO!?!?!!!!!??????? HUH?????? HUHHH???????!!!!?!?! I CANT EVEN. I CANT EVEN PUT IT INTO WORDS WHAT I JUST WATCHED. WHAT
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falafelluva · 2 months ago
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; 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 - 𝐤. 𝐲𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐳 ✮
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summary: Kenan and you are in a situationship but his constant excuses and lack of communication leave you feeling ignored and unimportant.
warnings: male behavior😰😰?!?!?
side note: my eyes are burning so bad, it’s like almost 6 am- this is saur short and not proofread+ my first fic thing in over 14 months, scuse mi🤗. (Sorry for the repost chat😔)
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The sun had just dipped beneath the horizon, casting a warm glow across the city. You were sprawled on your bed, phone in hand, scrolling through your Instagram feed.
A mix of frustration and confusion churned inside you, the same feelings you’d been carrying for weeks now when it came to Kenan.
Things between you had been good, at least in the beginning. He was charming, thoughtful in the small moments, but recently, the distance felt wider, his attention divided by the game he loved.
Football.
He always said he was busy, always had something to do, always left you on 'delivered' for hours—sometimes even days.
You understood his dream; he was one of the brightest stars of his generation, after all. But understanding didn’t make it any easier.
You opened his Instagram account, staring at his latest post. Another photo in his jersey, looking focused as always. He hadn’t messaged you back since yesterday.
It was the same old cycle—waiting for a reply that might not come, slowly losing patience. Slowly losing interest.
But not quite.
The spark wasn’t completely gone yet, which was why you found yourself taking a calculated risk. You scrolled to your own story and hit “add to story.”
A selfie, carefully posed, just enough to catch his attention. Maybe this time, he’d react. Maybe this time, things would be different.
Minutes passed, then your phone buzzed.
kenanyildiz_official✔️ replied to your story: 😍
You stared at the notification, unsure of what to feel. A small smile tugged at your lips, but it was tinged with a bittersweet edge. His response was always the same—minimal effort.
He’d send an emoji, maybe a comment if you were lucky, but rarely more. It was like he was giving you just enough to keep you hanging on.
You opened the message, typing a quick, casual response, but a part of you already knew how this would go. He'd drop a couple more words and then disappear again—and the cycle would continue.
A while later, you heard the familiar buzz of the notification with his name popping up again.
“u look good as always”
There it was, a simple compliment. You should’ve felt something, a flutter, excitement, but instead, it felt hollow.
“Thanks, u know u could reply more often, right?🤗”
You didn’t expect an immediate answer, but when another long pause stretched into minutes, the same old frustration bubbled up again. Kenan was always like this—his mind somewhere else, his priorities elsewhere. Football was his life, and you were starting to feel like an afterthought.
Finally, your phone lit up.
“I’m sorry”
“I’ve been busy with football”
“I’ve been training yk? I don’t mean to ignore u”
You sighed. You’d heard it before. He always had an excuse. And maybe it wasn’t even an excuse. Maybe it was true. But it still hurt.
Kenan always seemed to catch you at the wrong time, making promises that this time would be different. That he'd make more of an effort. But the promises never really stuck.
You weren’t sure how much longer you could deal with the constant push and pull, the waiting, the wondering if he really cared as much as he claimed.
He claimed to care, but actions spoke louder than words, and lately, his actions told a different story. You were slowly pulling away, and you knew it. That once bright spark of excitement whenever he messaged was fading, flatlining.
Your phone buzzed again, breaking you out of your thoughts.
“I promise I’ll make it up to u oké?”
“Next time we’re both free, let’s hang out güzel.”
You stared at the message, your thumb hovering over the keyboard. Your eyes lingering on the last word— Güzel.
The nickname lures you back into your thoughts, you wanted to hold onto the good moments, the times when he actually showed up for you. But deep down, you were starting to realize that maybe— it wasn’t enough anymore.
Your thumb hovers over the keyboard, typing out a quick reply.
“We’ll see”
Your message was short, noncommittal, a reflection of the distance that had grown between you two. You hit send, then locked your phone, letting it fall onto your bed.
You wanted Kenan, but not like this. Not with the uncertainty, not with the constant feeling of being second to everything else in his life. You weren’t sure if you were ready to walk away, but you couldn’t ignore the feeling inside you anymore—There was a brief pause before your phone buzzed again.
“Please? I got this weekend off.”
“Let’s meet up and talk about this.”
You felt a flicker of hope but you tempered it with caution. It was easy to get swept up in the excitement, but you had learned that promises didn’t always lead to action.
“Sure, when and where?”
You hit send, and for the first time in weeks, a small smile crept onto your face. Maybe this time would be different. Maybe this weekend would finally give you both a chance to reconnect, to clear the air that had grown thick with unspoken words.
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The day of your planned hangout, you spent hours getting ready, carefully picking out your outfit. You were determined to look your best, to show him that you were still worth his time.
As the clock ticked closer to your meeting time, you glanced at your phone, your heart racing—no message from him yet.
You arrived at the café first, nerves fluttering in your stomach. It was a popular spot, filled with chatter and laughter, but you felt out of place as you sat alone at a table, fiddling with your phone before noticing the time.
16:12
Kenan was 12 minutes late, which wasn’t new, he always seemed to be late when it came to you.
A few minutes later, you saw him striding through the door, his eyes scanning the room until they landed on you. Your heart skipped a beat as he walked over, a grin spreading across his face.
“Sorry I’m late,” he said, taking a seat across from you. “Got caught up with some last-minute training.”
You forced a smile, trying to ignore the familiar wave of disappointment. “No worries. I was just enjoying the view.”
He leaned forward, his expression earnest. “You look really good, by the way.”
“Thanks,” you replied, your voice softening slightly. Maybe you could give him a chance?
As you chatted over coffee, the initial awkwardness began to fade. Kenan told stories about his training, his ambitions, and for a moment, it felt like the old days—the carefree times when everything was simple and uncomplicated.
But as the conversation flowed, a part of you couldn’t shake the feeling that something was still off.
He was present but not entirely there. It felt like a performance, and you were left wondering whether he was truly engaged or just playing the part.
Halfway through your coffee, he pulled out his phone to check something. You watched him, your stomach tightening.
“Sorry, just checking a message from the team,” he said, glancing up with a sheepish grin.
You nodded, forcing a smile, but your heart sank a little more. This was the pattern—he was here, but not really with you.
“Do you remember that time we went to the beach?” Kenan asked, completely switching the subject, a nostalgic smile on his face.
“Yeah- that was fun,” you replied, recalling the day filled with laughter and sunshine.
“I miss those days. I feel like I’m always on the go now,” he said, a hint of frustration creeping into his voice.
“Yeah, me too. It feels like I’m always waiting around for you to have time,” you replied, a bit more honesty slipping into your words than you intended.
Kenan’s expression faltered for a moment, and he looked away, his gaze drifting past you—feeling guilty.
“I know, and I’m really sorry. I’m just trying to focus on my career right now.”
His words stung. You wanted to support his dreams, but you also wanted to be a part of his life, not just an afterthought.
“I get that, but… I don’t want to be a backup plan either.”
Kenan met your gaze, his eyes serious.
“You’re not. I promise. I’m just trying to figure things out.”
As you looked into his eyes, searching for sincerity, you realized that you were at a crossroads. You could continue down this path of uncertainty or confront the reality of your feelings.
“Maybe we need to figure things out too,” you said softly, a hint of vulnerability in your voice.
Kenan’s expression shifted, and for a moment, the playful banter faded. “What do you mean?”
“I mean, I don’t want to keep waiting around, hoping you’ll change,” you admitted, your heart racing. “I want to be with someone who makes time for me, who chooses to be with me, not just when it’s convenient.”
He opened his mouth to respond but paused, as if weighing his words carefully. “I don’t want to lose you. I care about you, I really do. It’s just... things are complicated right now.”
“Complicated doesn’t mean impossible,” you replied, your voice steady. “I need to know where we stand. If you want this, we need to make an effort.”
Silence hung between you, thick with unspoken words. Finally, Kenan nodded, a flicker of determination in his eyes.
“I know I told you last time was the last time, but I promise to be better and do better for you.”
The honesty in his voice hit you hard, and for a moment, you were both silent, letting the weight of your feelings hang in the air.
“Can we try?” he finally asked, looking at you earnestly.
“I promise to make more of an effort. Just give me a chance.” Kenan reached for your delicate hand, and for the first time in weeks, you felt that familiar spark reignite, even if just a little. It wasn’t a guarantee, but it was a start.
“Okay,” you said softly, heart pounding.
“Let’s try.”
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thesecretsofthedivine · 11 months ago
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Pick a Pile Reading | Messages From Your Future Spouse 💍🪐
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*Disclaimer: This is a collective reading - take what resonates and leave the rest. If this resonates with you, please show support by reposting (with credit), tipping, or booking with me! :)
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PILE 1 COLLECTIVE
• I love the sound of your laughter.
• You’ve turned me into a more carefree person.
• Let’s spend the day baking/cooking then heading right back to bed to cuddle!
• I feel like we could never have enough quality time together.
• You’re my favorite person in the world.
• I’m addicted to your scent.
• We should start a family (🐾/👶).
• You’re my lock screen.
• I tell all my friends about you. If you checked my notifications, all you’d see is a group chat roasting me for how obsessed I am with you.
• There is no place I’d rather be than here with you in my arms.
• I like to watch you sleep. You just seem so peaceful and still that it’s intensely captivating. I hope you don’t mind 😵‍💫.
~ miscellaneous: earth sign placements. homebodies. 2 introverts or an introvert & an extrovert. hard-working, masculine qualities in your spouse. wholesome domestic moments.
PILE 2 COLLECTIVE
• I want to drown in the sea of your existence.
• Dedicating poetry and art to you — my favorite muse.
• There is nothing in the world that I wouldn’t give to have more time with you.
• I’m afraid of loss/dying, but entering old age with you would make my existence complete.
• Please don’t leave me.
• Can I wake you up early if I’m craving your attention? It’s hard for me to contain my excitement when you look this beautiful/attractive.
• Let’s watch the sunset together and stay up late talking for hours.
• Every detail of your existence does not go unnoticed by me.
• We were meant to love each other in this life/I know that we are past life lovers who have found one another again.
• Come on, baby. Don’t be shy with me.
~ miscellaneous: water sign placements (especially scorpio or for their moon sign). 2 night owls or a night owl & a morning person. hozier songs. romantic moments caught on camera/posted online. artist x muse trope.
PILE 3 COLLECTIVE
• You light me on fire with desire.
• I love teasing you more than anything else in the world.
• You’re my best friend and lover, all wrapped into one.
• My heart feels warm and glows from the inside whenever you’re around.
• I can’t lose you. If I do, I’ll go crazy.
• Let’s go for a drive, listen to music, eat food, and forget about our worries.
• I want to be the first person you call when you’re in trouble.
• I will never judge you.
• We will travel everywhere and make the world our own.
• I want to surprise you with grand gestures (especially via gifts or shared experiences).
~ miscellaneous: fire sign placements. ready or not — bridgit mendler. sneaky smirks that make you smile uncontrollably. spontaneous memories or communication. fluffy hair & tan skin features for some.
PILE 4 COLLECTIVE
• Pulling out all my best jokes just for you.
• Give me a nickname and I’ll give you one back.
• How can I possibly deny your charm?!
• Your style is impeccable. Every time we’re in a shop together, I just want to watch you pose in front of the mirror.
• I’ll make you homemade snacks and share my family’s recipes with you!
• Spoiling you with acts of service.
• We don’t even have to speak to understand one another. Mere eye contact is enough.
• You bring out my (good) crazy side 🤪.
• I love how we can always bounce off each other’s energies so well.
• I wanna give you expensive jewelry or items with my initials on it.
~ miscellaneous: air sign placements. a quirky sense of humor. distinct eyebrows. friends to lovers trope (Monica & Chandler came to mind). latin/hispanic backgrounds for some.
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ropes3amthoughts · 3 months ago
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To my homies who encouraged me to get Twitter, thank you so much. There are so many gorgeous Kabrus there and the overall Kabru content is plentiful. Also I just saw this absolutely divine jawdropping enchanting gorgeous stunning beautiful Kabru art and I am in a state of shock. Like look at this holy shit?????? Like click on the link and click on the image and zoom in on the details and stuff this is so incredible. I mean you don’t have to but this is so good and I’m losing my mind and there are so many little details you won’t see unless you zoom in so I recommend it.
For anyone looking quickly this is not my art it belongs to the Twitter user in the link and it’s so good I would recommend looking at it
https://x.com/Neruchiru_08/status/1841319033632862418
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I get insane under the cut
It’s been like 4 hours and I cannot stop thinking about it. Every time I stand up I start shaking. I feel nauseous and am coughing constantly. I feel like I am choking. That image will be burned into my brain for a very long time. Why doesn’t Twitter let you reblog with really long comments I need to say a million compliments. My voice is cracking. My heart is hammering. I’m warm and sweaty. Holy shit I am fagging it up bro. It’s beautiful as an art piece because the composition and colors and stuff are absolutely amazing and it’s beautiful if you’re queer (or straight and like Kabru too) because Kabru looks so good. His shoulders are showing and something about Kabru’s shoulders showing makes me insane. Like I thought the whole “you can’t show your shoulders” dress code thing in school was a bunch of dumb bullshit but oh boy I understand now. Every time I see Kabru’s shoulders I think “I want to bite that man” and then I’m all like “WOW who just thought that” but it’s me I’m thinking that I’m going insane over him I want to bite his shoulders he makes me crazy he’s so pretty oh goodness wow oh wow oh wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww IM GOING INSANE a lot more people have seen it now but I need to show this to everyone you guys don’t understand how this makes me feel I’m going to pass away and fall over and cry you guys look pretty Kabru art guys guys it’s Kabru being gorgeous oh my fucking god guys guys I am going to be sick guys oh god guys do you see him he’s so pretty guys guys guys holy shit dude guys. I am an enjoyer of the arts. I enjoy this art. For sure. Wow. Awesome. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you guys. Guys. Guys. Guys. I am going to lose my mind. Ough. Guys. Guys guys guys. Do you????:!: seee????? The Kabru??????? Oh my god. Compliments to the artist. Beautiful. Beautiful lovely fantastic work. Awesome. This is great. I’m losing it. I showed my discord friends and I reblogged on Twitter and stuff but I wanted to show you guys too because I am a big fan of this beautiful Kabru art. I love this insanely much. Kabru fish…I love this creature the Kabru fish. Great 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 chat I am gonna die this is too beautiful Ough beautiful Kabru
I’m being so dramatic you guys but do you understand the power this art has do you understand my feelings I love this art so much 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Kabru fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 gorgeous 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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clarisse0o · 5 months ago
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Camp Wiegman - Part 4
Ona Batlle x Lucy Bronze
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Alternate Universe : Military School
Words : 6k
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Monday, October 12; 9:20 AM - In Class
Exactly one week ago, I left Barcelona to join this school. I am slowly getting used to this new environment, even though it's not easy every day. Right now, I'm in my second hour of class, chatting quietly with Alexia. She is no longer as uptight and serious as she was at the beginning. We laugh and talk a lot. It's become a bad habit since we tend to lose focus on the lessons and get scolded by our teachers. Our laughter mingles with the sound of footsteps echoing in the hallway. The thick walls pick up every sound when the door is open. No one pays attention until there's a knock at the door. Silence reigns, except for my laughter, which I can't suppress. This earns me a stern look from my teacher, who walks towards the door to invite the unknown visitor in. He wouldn't have needed to bother when I see that it is my furious supervisor. Everyone shrinks back as she visually scans the room until she locks eyes with me. Her eyes narrow and turn black with anger. Alexia has to nudge me to stop my hysterical laughter.
“Sorry for the interruption, Mr. Smith,” she begins without averting her eyes. “I just need to take a student who won’t be returning for the rest of the day. Could you inform your colleagues?”
“Oh, uh... Yes, of course, Miss Bronze.”
Even my teacher is intimidated by her. Pathetic. I understand better why my reputation has skyrocketed in just one week. Most people already know me as the brave student who dares to stand up to the commander. I am tired of this charade. I look to my neighbor for support, but she seems paralyzed by what’s happening. She recoils when Bronze slams her flat hands on my desk, making me jump. Our faces are just inches apart when I turn my head towards her.
“Hey!” I exclaim indignantly. “Be careful with the school property, come on!”
“Shut up, Ona. Just shut up if you don’t want to make me even angrier,” she threatens. “Pack your things. Now!”
She’s really fired up today! I’ve never seen her this angry or heard her use such a disdainful tone. I smile as I gather my things. I must not have been quick enough for her because she grabs my bag from the floor and starts packing my notebook herself while I collect my pens in my pencil case. I barely have time to close it before she snatches it from my hands and throws it into the bag. She shoves it against my chest so hard that my chair slides back from the impact.
“I hope you're ready because I won't spare you today. Move it, let's go.”
I barely have time to put on my camo jacket and sling my bag over my shoulder before she pushes me down the aisle to lead the way. I don’t resist and, more importantly, I don’t talk back. I barely dare to when she’s calm, so doing it now would be like challenging the devil himself. I’ve spent enough time with her last week to know her coldness and strength. I clearly don’t measure up, mentally or physically. I wait in the hallway while she apologizes for the disruption to my teacher. When she rejoins me, I instinctively lower my head to avoid her eyes. I might have pulled off the best trick of my life, but facing her imposing presence, I already dread what’s coming next.
“I don’t know how you managed to do what you did, but you’re in deep trouble!” she scolds.
The thought of denying it crosses my mind, but it wouldn’t help. My silence prompts her to pull my arm to move forward. She still holds me the same way, but this is the first time she’s hurt me this much. She’s really furious. I struggle to keep up with her pace. I say nothing, fearing she might speed up if I complain... But then, damn it, I shouldn’t just take it!
“It’s not like I didn’t warn you that I’d get revenge.”
She stops abruptly, making me instinctively step back after bumping into her. I regret my words the second her icy green eyes pierce through me. I swallow hard.
“You’re really just a poor idiot!” she spits. “You don’t understand anything! You want to play the one who’ll face the worst revenge? Fine, let’s play then! Now I don’t want to hear a word from you until I say so!”
My eyes widen in surprise. I already regret my unnecessary provocation. We reach the first floor of the instructors' dorms. She releases her painful grip only when we arrive at room 7. She roughly pushes me into the room I’ve recently become familiar with. I barely avoid falling headfirst due to her strength. It seems I deserve it now that I see the state of her place. Her room has the same furniture as mine. The only difference is the layout. She has a double bed – which looks more comfortable than my single bed – and her wardrobe stands next to the window. As for the desk, it’s on the opposite side.
“You’re going to tidy up this mess!” she exclaims. “I want everything back in its place! Not a single thing out of order, understood?”
“Don’t you like your new room? I think it’s pretty nice.”
“Don’t push me, Batlle. You don’t even realize what a slippery slope you’re on.”
Oh, I realize it, but it’s worth it. It’s all her fault. I warned her I would get revenge for what she made me endure.
“You shouldn’t have taken my phone and computer!” I retorted.
“And you shouldn’t have disrespected your superiors!” she raises her voice. “Clean up this mess!”
She drags the desk chair to the entrance and sits down. I watch her for a moment, quickly understanding that she will stay here until I finish. I sigh as I assess the extent of the damage. Her anger is justified, but so is mine. I rummaged through her stuff as much as she did through mine to find my hidden electronics. I am proud of my revenge idea.
Our relationship has deteriorated since the shower incident. She hasn't stopped punishing me for the slightest infraction. The first was for being late to my sports class on Thursday morning. As expected, I was sent to Bronze's office. Her decision was radical... I had two hours of personal training doing laps around the field.
Add to that my morning delays, which my bed continues to cause. For that, I got dishwashing duties in the cafeteria on Thursday and Friday after every meal. The upside was being assisted by Leah, who received the same punishment from Engen, Bronze's partner, for skipping classes. Time passed faster. We even ended our last day with a water fight that Bronze interrupted. I thought we would extend our punishment, but in the end, she just scolded us for being soaked and told us to clean up our mess.
I accepted all of this without complaint because it was expected. What I couldn't tolerate was her confiscating all my electronics behind my back just before the weekend. It didn’t take me long to notice and tell her what I thought. She justified her action by keeping her cool. It turns out she had learned about my inattentive and provocative behavior in class. She wanted to make me reflect over the weekend when my outing pass was denied. However, my cheekiness made her change her mind, and she decided to return my things at an unspecified time, more precisely when I had calmed down, according to her.
Because of her, I was irritated all weekend to the point of conducting my little investigation during her absence. My first idea was to find her room to recover my belongings. The problem was, I found nothing while searching it. I then changed my plans, not wanting to waste the opportunity. I knew it would drive her crazy to know I was here, so I emptied her wardrobe and all her drawers, scattering everything around. Surprisingly, I discovered nothing valuable. I expected her to look for me earlier this morning, but she must have been absent since it was Engen who checked our room. It’s a shame because Bronze missed my first-ever achievement of being ready on time. It takes me a good hour to finish cleaning her room. I intended to collapse onto the desk, but she stops me in my tracks.
“Uh-uh. Change the sheets on my bed while you’re at it.”
“You’re kidding?”
“Do I look like I’m joking?”
“I’m sorry, OK?” I grumble. “I get it, I crossed the line! I just wanted to get my laptop and phone back!”
“You don’t get it at all,” she says in a dismissive tone. “You’re just trying to weasel your way out. If you really understood the lesson, you wouldn’t be talking back!”
I stay silent, faced with the truth. Her words won’t make me regret my actions. I step back as she gets up from her chair. I expected her to do something, but she just walks past me to get new sheets. So she wasn’t joking. I don’t hide my boredom.
“Come on, make my bed,” she encourages. “Then we’ll leave.”
“Again?” I sigh.
“You’re mine for the day. I plan to make you endure things that will make you think twice before pulling your next stunt.”
I go to her to get a sports uniform that she hands me. It's a new one that she must have picked up from the stock. I lock myself in her bathroom, a room I hadn't even thought to check. It's newer than mine. It has a sink with a larger countertop and a big mirror. My small shower cubicle doesn't compare to her huge walk-in shower behind the toilet. I stop making comparisons and place the clothes I'm wearing next to her sink to replace them with sweatpants, a t-shirt, and my jacket. I might need it if we stay outside. I don't linger and rejoin Bronze, who hasn't moved from her spot since earlier.
"What should I do with my uniform?" I asked.
"Where did you put it?"
"Folded next to the sink."
"Leave it there; you'll put it back on later."
I nodded, and she jumped off her desk. We headed out to the multi-sport fields. I didn’t wait for her orders to go to the edge of the field, ready to run. Her grip finally stopped me.
"We’re not starting with that today. First, you’re going to do fifty push-ups," she ordered.
"What? But there’s mud everywhere!"
"So what? At least next time, you’ll remember not to mess with me."
"Please-"
"No, Ona. Stop arguing! I’m already very patient with you, so don’t ask me to be even more patient because it’s not possible!"
"I can't do them..." I finally admitted in a whisper.
"Pardon?"
"I’ve never managed to do them," I said louder, avoiding her eyes.
"Well, you’re going to learn now. Come on, get on the ground, I'll help you."
I sighed but obeyed, looking for a spot with less mud. I could only blame myself for this punishment. My knees weren’t spared, but at least I avoided stains on other parts. I fell onto my hands and extended my legs to stay elevated. It was hard to hold. Even more so when I felt my supervisor's hands on my waist. I tensed, but I held on to avoid making her pull back immediately.
"Relax. I just want to position you correctly, okay?" she said.
I nodded at her explanation. I tried to relax, but it was hard. Her presence was unsettling. One of her hands slid under my belly while the other was on my shoulder to straighten me up.
"Don’t move your back. I’m going to reposition your legs, so try to hold your position."
She unexpectedly grabbed one of my ankles. My body reacted by keeping it on the ground. Again, she asked me to let go. Once I did, she brought my ankle closer to the other until they were almost touching. When she announced I was good, my arms gave out. I ended up flat on my stomach in the mud, growling in frustration.
"It’s okay. You’re just not used to working your arms," she explained. "Try to get back into position like I just showed you."
I nodded and got back on my hands and feet. My position must have been correct since she didn’t have to adjust much. Just my back, which was rounded again.
"Do them with motivation. I’d like you to find a regular rhythm if possible."
"It’s going to be hard," I mumbled.
"That’s the point. I want you to feel your body heating up tomorrow and think of me, remembering why I made you do this."
"I get the lesson, Bronze," I tried.
"No, you don’t. Do something like this again, and it’s going to be worse for you. It won’t just be push-ups and laps around the field next time. Do we agree?"
"Yes..."
Throughout this, I was still holding myself up on my arms. They started to shake from lack of strength. Bronze was no longer angry, but her voice remained firm. She wanted me to submit, and she was getting it. I was at her feet in every sense of the word. I was on the verge of giving up, but she ordered me to hold on. I really had to dig deep mentally to manage it.
"I want you to understand that if I give you a sanction, it’s not for my pleasure. Every punishment has its reasons."
"I understand..."
"No, not yet," she replied. "But it will come."
"I’m telling you I un-"
"I said no," she cut me off harshly. "Do you understand that I’m not against you?"
My silence spoke volumes about my thoughts. No, that I didn’t understand. To me, she was holding me back, so she was against me. I just wanted to be left alone and live my life. Bronze did the opposite by always coming down on me.
"Then you don’t understand," she concluded. "You’ll understand the meaning of your sanctions when you accept that I’m not the villain. Anyway, let’s get back to where we were. Start your push-ups. You’ll even count them out loud for me. I’ll reduce them to thirty since it’s your first time. Okay?"
"Yes, Bronze."
"Let’s go. One!"
I groaned at the sound of the first number. I bent my arms and pushed to try and lift myself. In vain. I fell pitifully to the ground. If I had been in Bronze’s place, I would have laughed at myself, but she didn’t. Instead, she encouraged me to try again with more effort. I’d like to see her try! If she had my body, she’d understand my struggle. I didn’t doubt hers was very athletic. I tried again, putting all my strength into it. I shouted the number in a victorious cry when I managed the push-up. I was back on the ground the next second. I felt my morning was going to be very long...
Monday, October 12; 1:10 p.m. - Bathroom.
I was washing my hands for the second time to remove the dried mud that was hard to get off. The sky had been clear this morning, but yesterday’s rain hadn’t spared me. I had just finished my punishment. Bronze was leaning against the sink next to me, watching me with a mocking smile. I didn’t see what was funny. I was covered in mud, both my clothes and the few inches of visible skin. Don’t even mention my face. I had fallen countless times during the push-ups. My record was probably three in a row.
"Are you okay?" she asked cheerfully. "Let me help you."
"No, it’s fine."
"Oh, stop being a killjoy and let me help."
She tore off a piece of paper towel meant for drying hands and wet it. I tried to take it, but she slapped my fingers. I realized too late that she had trapped me between the faucet and her. I grumbled as she wiped the wet paper on my face.
"I could have done it."
"I’m trying to be nice; can’t you tell?"
I smiled slightly, averting my eyes. I let her continue, crossing my arms. She might be nice in real life, but not with me.
"Stop pouting."
"I’ll pout if I want to."
"Child."
I looked at her indignantly. I doubted an instructor had the right to insult a student. She probably allowed herself because it was unlikely anyone would believe me if I reported her.
"I give myself every right with you, and you’re probably right. No one would believe you."
"Did I speak out loud?"
"It seems so," she smiled. "Don’t move; I’ll be right back."
It was hard to leave with my face dripping water. She got another paper towel to dry my face before throwing it away. I looked in the mirror to admire her work. I thanked her as she washed her hands. I would have liked to change before eating, but Bronze had made it clear it wasn’t possible if we still wanted to be served. It would be the last straw if we couldn’t eat when she planned to keep me this afternoon. I wouldn’t last without something in my stomach. We arrived at an empty cafeteria. Fortunately, the cook offered to reheat a meal for each of us. He probably felt sorry for my appearance. I went first in line and greeted the staff I had recently worked with. They were all super nice. Once served, I went to my usual spot among all the empty tables. I flopped down on my chair, taking a deep breath. This break would finally let me relax. The soreness was already setting in. At the same time, she hadn’t gone easy on me. She had pushed me to the limit, though she admitted holding back. It was a good lesson. I wasn’t going to anger her anytime soon.
"Can I sit?"
I swallowed my bite with difficulty, nodding. I hadn’t expected her to join me. After all, it was just the two of us. It would be ridiculous to eat at two different tables. My break would be less restful than I had imagined.
"I’m here if you ever feel the need to talk," she said, surprising me.
I look up at her two emeralds that disturb me so much. She shows no hint of joking. This isn't the first time she's told me she wants to help. It seems she still doesn't understand that I don't want it, that I can't. It's beyond my strength.
"No, it's okay, thanks. It's not my thing."
"But it would do you good."
"You don't know me, you have no idea," I retorted coldly.
"You're right. So tell me about yourself."
"I don't see why it matters to you. It's been a long time since anyone's taken an interest in me. It's not going to change now."
"I care about you. You owe me that much after what you've put me through. Let's start with something basic. Do you have a passion, perhaps?"
She never gives up. I just found someone even more stubborn than me. I didn't think it was possible. I relax my shoulders and resign myself to answering her.
"I like art. Sometimes I draw."
"Draw?" she repeats, surprised.
"Yeah... It lets me express myself on paper and clear my head," I argued.
"But you don't have any drawing supplies in your room."
"I knew you searched my room!" I exclaimed.
"I didn't search, she rolls her eyes, exasperated. I just looked for your devices."
"You searched!"
"Okay... I searched if you want. Now answer me. Why don't you have any drawing supplies?"
"I thought I'd have access to downtown, but that's not the case."
I've only been here a week, but I admit I miss my pencils. It was my way of clearing my mind before sleeping. Now I listen to music or go on the computer. At least... I used to.
"When can I get my things back?" I asked.
"I don't know," she replies. "We could make a deal."
"A deal?"
"Yeah, we've made one before. I'm ready to give them back to you in exchange for something."
"It depends on what you're proposing..." I said, skeptical.
"Okay. Hmm... How about I give you your things back on Friday if you're on time every morning this week?"
"Really?" I asked enthusiastically.
"It's not the end of the world, is it?" she asks, tilting her head. "I'm not even asking you to stop your other nonsense. Just to be ready in the morning."
"Deal," I agreed, extending my hand.
She looks surprised at my quick response. She shakes my hand firmly. I wouldn't have agreed to the deal if I wasn't sure of myself. I know I can do it.
"And if I fail?"
"We'll extend the deal to the following week. Again and again until you succeed."
"I'll succeed."
"You seem very confident," she says with a smile.
"I practiced making my bed perfectly this weekend," I tell her. "It shouldn't be a problem anymore."
"Well, we'll see if your training pays off. In any case, keep it up, I prefer this behavior."
I smile shyly, lowering my head. I'm not used to being praised. It was quite the opposite in recent years.
"Miss Bronze, I've finally found you!"
I straighten up as I see the director approaching us. Bronze was her entire focus until she saw me. She furrows her brows and turns back to my supervisor when she reaches us.
"Ona has been causing trouble again by not being in class at this time?"
"You could say that," she replies. "Nothing too serious."
Why is she lying? I turned an instructor's room upside down - hers, to be exact. I don't think Wiegman would call that "nothing too serious." She just sighs.
"Fine, if you say so. Are you busy this afternoon?"
"I decided to keep Ona with me," she admits. "Do you need me?"
"Actually, we're missing quite a few things for tonight's meeting. A buffet was supposed to be arranged, but nothing is going right. I'd like you to make a trip to town."
I observe the exchange attentively. My supervisor seems annoyed. She has a habit of running her hand through her hair when something displeases her. She must not appreciate Wiegman changing her plans at the last minute.
"Alright, but I have one condition."
"Which is?"
"That you allow me to take her with me," she says, pointing at me.
I'm as surprised as Wiegman by her request. Nothing would make me happier than for her to take me to town. All I want is to get out of this place, even for just five minutes. The director doesn't share my enthusiasm judging by her expression.
"Is that necessary?"
"Yes," she says, crossing her arms. "I want to keep an eye on her."
"Fine, but you'd better be careful. This is the first time I'm allowing a student to leave the establishment in the middle of the week."
"That's my intention, mam," she replies promptly. "I prefer knowing she's with me rather than leaving her alone here, unsupervised."
"Alright, I trust you anyway. Here's the list of what we need," she says, handing it to her. "Thanks again."
She turns away without waiting for a response. I can hardly believe what just happened. Bronze asked for me to accompany her to town. I can't believe it. I'm going to be able to leave this place! I thought she wanted to skin me alive after what I did to her.
"Wipe that smile off your face," she says, which makes me lose it. "I just don't want to leave you alone. You lost my trust the moment you entered my room."
"I promise you I regret it. At least... Not at first, but now I do."
"Whatever. You've just earned having me more on your back. It's time you got used to my presence, Ona, because you and I won't be parting from now on."
I swallow hard. If she intends to make me regret my mistake, she's already succeeded. She lets me finish my dessert before we clear our trays. Not knowing what to do or where to go, I follow her. We first return to her room where she asks me to put on my uniform.
"Put the one you're wearing in my laundry basket. I'll have it washed."
"When will you stop giving me orders?" I muttered under my breath.
"When you stop doing things your own way."
I thought she wouldn't hear me... I was wrong! She surprises me by giving me a kick in the butt to prompt me to enter the bathroom. I don't hesitate to go. I can finally take off these clothes. I put everything in her laundry basket, as she asked, then I put on my uniform. I come out fixing my messy hair. Bronze is waiting for me patiently on her bed.
"Can we go?"
"Yep."
We head out, passing the cafeteria on foot. I discover a place behind the gym hidden by trees. It's a large parking lot. Bronze unlocks a car from a distance with the key. I think I'm dreaming when I see the orange lights flashing on a black Audi A5.
"Is this your car?"
"Whose else would it be?"
"Well, I don't know... Maybe your boyfriend's."
She smiles slightly, shaking her head. I get into her car, forgetting her answer. I'm in an Audi! I've always had a soft spot for this brand. It has an undeniable class. To think my supervisor owns one. I'm jealous. The interior is equipped with black leather seats more comfortable than my own bed. It has just the right amount of space. I love it! She drives without exceeding second gear to reach the entrance. I'm sure she has a sports package given how the car purrs. I have no doubt when she takes off furiously down the street, leaving me completely pressed into the seat.
"It's mine," she snapped.
"So, no boyfriend then?" I asked playfully. "Not surprising, given your commanding attitude."
"Shut up," she retorted with a slight smile. "I might not know much about you, but you know nothing about me."
"Exactly, I told you something about me. You could do the same."
"No. I don't trust you anymore, and anyway, the rules forbid me from talking about my private life."
I sighed in frustration, settling into the seat. The trip continued in silence as I distracted myself with the scenery. Only houses passed by. It’s always better than the dilapidated walls of the camp. I'm seeing Manchester for the first time. I was so on edge when I arrived that I didn’t pay attention to the outside. We arrived at the supermarket parking lot, where she parked with a view of downtown buildings in the distance. She got out of the car while I looked at the supermarket. It seemed huge, almost double the size of the one I'm used to in Barcelona. I jumped when Bronze knocked on my window.
"Move it, we don't have all day."
Always so friendly... I unbuckled the seatbelt that still held me hostage as she opened the door for me. I grabbed what I recognized as a shopping cart token.
"Where should I get this?" I asked.
"We're going together; I’m not leaving you alone."
The opposite would have been strange. We grabbed a cart at the entrance, and unsurprisingly, I was the one tasked with pushing it. We entered the supermarket. I discreetly observed Bronze, who was busy reading the shopping list.
"Are you from here?"
"None of your business."
"You seem to know the place..."
"Stop."
"You're not funny," I sighed, leaning on the cart.
"I'm not particularly trying to be. Stand up straight, you're not a pasha."
I groaned in frustration. It seemed she decided to go back to being the unpleasant officer. I observed the environment I missed. I hadn't had any social contact for a week. It was mostly old people, but it was still better than the annoying faces of the camp students who kept staring at me. I was brought back to reality when fingers snapped in front of my nose.
"Stop daydreaming, Batlle. Let's go."
I sighed, walking beside her. She kept my pace, giving me time to notice that there were a lot of people for a Monday afternoon. We went aisle by aisle, as they came. We stopped whenever we found something on the list. The cart gradually filled up with towels, plates, drinks, snacks, and biscuits. The guests for tonight's meeting would be well-treated. I wished I could be in their place.
"Wait here, I forgot something in the next aisle."
I nodded. Anyway, I couldn't go anywhere without her. She was driving, and even if I wanted to leave, I didn't know the city and had no money or phone. I wouldn't get far. I watched Bronze until she was out of sight. I sighed in boredom. Shopping with an instructor was far from fun. The worst part was that she hadn't spoken since I insisted on getting information about her. That was stupid. I took advantage of her absence to lean on the cart and scan the surroundings. My gaze stopped on two young people in particular. They were the only ones I'd seen since the beginning. One of them was covered in piercings and tattoos. Nothing too extreme, just enough. I observed their hands seeking each other. I straightened up suddenly. I couldn't believe it! How could they do that in a supermarket! It might have gone unnoticed by others, but not by me. I felt suddenly shaky. Damn... I should never have seen that. The young man who had grabbed the merchandise continued his route as if nothing had happened. The other must have felt someone watching because he turned his head towards me. It was now or never. My hands were trembling. I stood up from the cart. I needed to talk to him, to negotiate to get some too! Just as I decided to go, a strong hand on my shoulder dissuaded me. I turned to see Bronze with a disapproving frown.
"Where were you planning to go?"
I slightly parted my lips, searching for a quick excuse. She looked up at the dealer. I did the same and saw that the guy I was about to approach was fleeing. Damn, he must have been scared!
"I... Well, since you were taking your time... Um... I wanted to see where you were."
"Don't bullshit me!" she snapped coldly.
I widened my eyes, not expecting such an excessive reaction. She understood everything, no doubt about it.
"Walk ahead," she said, pushing me from behind.
My hands clenched around the cart. I couldn't stop trembling. So close to the goal... I was frustrated and had messed up again. Bronze knew. The situation was even tenser than before. We made one last stop to get the final item on the list.
"If you've come this far, you better avoid relapsing," she broke the silence.
"Hmm."
"I'm serious," she frowned. "You don't need that crap to feel good for a short while."
"What does it matter to you? I have the right to do what I want."
"No, you don't have that right since I'm with you. And maybe I care because I'm worried about you!"
"Worried about me?" I scoffed. "Don't bullshit me! No one has worried about me for a long time. I don't need your pity, thanks."
I sped up, trying to find the registers alone. Bronze told me to slow down, but I ignored her. I just wanted her to leave me alone. Unfortunately for me, she caught up quickly.
"You really need to stop being so stubborn! I'm responsible for you, OK? And yes, I worry about you! You'll have to deal with it."
She sighed when she got no reaction from me. I didn't even flinch. I couldn't help it if I didn't believe her. Words are easy to say. It's another thing to back them up. She just guided me to the register when she realized she wouldn't get anything from me. I'd had enough arguments for today. I helped unload the items onto the conveyor belt when it was our turn, then did the reverse. When we finished, she paid with an envelope Wiegman had given her in the cafeteria. We loaded the car, then I returned the cart. The drive back was silent. Thankfully the trip was short because I couldn't stand the situation any longer. It was all my fault, and to top it off, my hands were still shaking.
"Give me your hand."
I shook my head vigorously. I didn't want any contact with her, especially since we were supposed to be on bad terms. But she didn't give me a choice and took my hand herself, slipping hers into mine by force. I hated my body for betraying me. I was supposed to refuse being touched, but I had no strength left. I was mentally disturbed, and my body decided to seek comfort from the person I hated the most at that moment. I hated her for being who she was. I hated her for daring to touch and care about me. And yet, I also hated her when she let go to shift gears. I could have done without her little smile, letting me know she understood that I needed her. I'm so contradictory. My tremors subsided during the ride. We arrived at the camp. She turned off the car after parking.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah... Thanks," I managed to get out with a tight throat.
"Let's take it easy for the rest of the day. You'll help me set up the meeting room, and we'll take the chance to talk and lower the tension between us. Okay?"
I nodded, and she smiled back. Maybe my day wouldn't end as badly as I thought. I was grateful she didn't continue with punishments. I couldn't imagine doing anything physical after this episode. Once again, I was mentally and physically drained because of her. She'll be the death of me one day, for sure!
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zombyjuice · 11 months ago
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YOU USED TO LIVE A BLONDED LIFE₊˚⊹ ᰔ(๑ᵕ⌓ᵕ̤)>c[_]
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in which it’s almost valentines and all wonbin can think about is the girl on his bus rides home.
wonbin x fem!reader
cussing, awkward, kinda bad ngl, reader is poc ermmm enjoy :3
“I’m lonely, I need a man before Valentine or I’ll go fucking insane” you speak coming up behind your friend Luna who practically jumped out of her seat phone flying in the air “Goodness! Someone needs to go put a bell on you” you look down at her with a menacing stare getting out of your 🕴️pose and going to the other side to grab your chair, stepping over her phone.
“I feel like you’ve already gone insane,” she picks up her phone thanking God it’s not broken “Cute hair by the way” she points out your now dark brown hair up put in a ponytail and a white headband with a fluffy blue star clip attached to it, you smile softly touching your hair “hopefully that cute boy on the bus thinks the same, he’s always staring at me I think he wants at me” you let out a giggle and jump up and down on your chair “oh my GOSH he’s so fine how~”
“shut up I’m sure he’s going to like it your pretty and look straight out of one of those old quirky Japanese fashion magazines, also you don’t have the worst personality” she states finishing her coffee “Oh? whatever fuck you let’s go” you kick her under the table and watch her face curl up in pain laughing out loud.
You guys shuffle out of the cafe with grumpy faces seeing all Valentine’s decorations and giddy men and women with gifts for the significant others, “disgusting” you sneer “Be happy” you glare at her “Shut the fuck up and be mad with me fuck valentines!” you slightly shout her eyes darting around not understanding how you have no shame(in Korea), you were a strange complex person but she loved you for it, deciding to ignore the glares.
Not even on the bus yet eyes immediately start darting trying to find the boy excited dressed just for him even though in the back of your mind you knew you were never going to go up to him ever, especially remembering your first interaction.
To make a long story short he was at the bus station at 1 am doing God knows what (waiting for the bus) and since there was barely anyone there you and Luna thought it was the best time to do a silly little TikTok you sprouting with energy cause Luna just gave you tons of it.
The song was slowed down so there you were dancing your heart out (slowly) to Ma Boy by sistar19 to get the perfect video and everything would’ve been fine if you didn’t heard the stifled laugh that the boy was holding.
Your face contoured with fear and Luna's deadpan while tapping your shoulder to run. And ever since then you’d see the boy every day, which would be concerning any other man but this was a breathtaking man who looked at you like he wanted to go down on you any moment.
Luna says it’s not that bad because the video ended up being great the sped up video making people laugh and you guys got viral the next day but you think that was hands down the most embarrassing moment of your life.
“I think you guys would look good together” your friend states while you guys eagerly waiting for the bus “What do you mean? How?!” you get giddy slapping her arm “idk it give cute black cat bf and weird orange cat gf” “okay can you hop off always trying to insult me” “that’s what I do best” “oh you're a fucker” “ow! Stop pinching me gay fuck” “You’re g-”
“the doors open” a quiet voice that belonged to no other than your future(not really) pretty black cat boyfriend >:3
you both barely look back and beeline into the bus.
“haha,” you awkwardly laugh a little too late at the boy who looked at you a little silly, both of your eyebrows raised strangely at each other “Oh my gosh” Luna muttered.
You turned around all of a sudden you would like to leave right about now.
The bus ride was quite awkward you and your friend standing and chatting sometimes losing yourselves in the convos and laughing a bit too loud immediately going to check if he looked at you a certain way.
You guys shared cute glances here and there you could feel the way he looked at your outfit or the way he scanned your side profile also not failing to catch the soft grin plastered on his face.
When the time came around for you to get off your bus stop you frowned, yeah you guys never talked before and you weren’t planning on it, but his presence was enough you could gladly sit awkwardly next to him as he looked at you with those cute boba eyes, gladly giving him the same look back.
You gave him one last look and a soft tight lip smile before walking away with your friend off the bus, but what you didn’t catch was that he followed you guys off.
“excuse me- excuse me”
You guys turn stiff and you snap back to see him slightly smile and wave “Can I um speak to you, please, not to be weird or anything”
You look at Luna with a smile a little too bright and she nods smiling back and glaring at Wonbin before walking off.
you look back at the boy's direction and you walk up to meet each other properly…
“You changed your hair,” he states blankly your eyes go a bit wide, and chuckle a bit “Yeah I was tired of the blonde, but I’m nervous this might be too plain though it does look a lot better I might add some color or maybe like a couple of blo- sorry I blabbering” he giggles a little too hard eyes turning into crescents and cheeks burning red “sorry that was a weird statement, not your fault, haha but um I’m Wonbin…” he scammed your features and your reactions finding them all so cute how expressive and real you are it’s like he could see you take note of his name in your head.
“Wonbin.. pretty I like it! I’m y/n” his face burned more and he couldn’t help but let out a nervously high giggle “Also pretty I think you're pretty too and I wanted to introduce myself properly and take you on a date or two before you know, Valentine's” gulp.
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08melancholie · 2 months ago
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Hi! First of all: love your writings! Somehow you manage to give me exactly what I want. I have read the lessen your stress one, amazing. Thank you. Lots of loves from the other side of the screen.
Now, I would like to request a one shot Micah/F!Reader (or GN reader if you want) where a really sweet and kind Reader likes Micah and actually wants to sleep with him but is a virgin and kind of shy, in contrast with the rough, brute Micah we all know, who will obviously want to sleep with reader too (either bc he likes them back or simply bc he’s desperate and wants sex, you decide, just please don’t miss characterize him too much, I like my Micah as the asshole he is :’) <3
Thank you very much and I really appreciate your work! <3 have a good day!
thank you sm for the compliments <33 and dw because i like to also keep my men just as scummy at times🙏
Some aspects might be similar to 'Untouched' here (still attached to that fic like a leech chat..) but i'll make sure it still sounds new!
Lose Some; Gain Some. — Micah Bell/Reader
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tags: Smut, Porn, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Micah Bell Is His Own Warning, Virginity, Loss of Virginity, Vaginal Sex, Penis In Vagina Sex, Sex, Orgasm, Multiple Orgasms, Rough Sex, but just a bit at the end, its micah he doesnt know how to be gentle sorry guys, Not Beta Read, no beta we die like micah bell
summary: You would rather take over doing everyone's chores in camp forever, than ask the question thats currently been plaguing your mind; one of your lowest lows, probably. You were told that a woman's virginity is a precious thing, how you had to lose it to the right person. This, however, you found to be total bullshit. And you wanted nothing more than the man who was Micah Bell to do it for you.
a/n: first ask yippiee!! i am so busy with exams oh lord i barely made time for this😭 i hope its to your liking!!! second ao3 post today im on a roll actually🙏🙏
words: 3,201 | AO3 LINK
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Still being a virgin at this age is almost laughable. Well, it is; the girls haven't stopped teasing you since you told them during a game Mary-Beth told everyone about. You had to answer the question asked by Karen—about your sex life—or drink. You answered that you were still a virgin, and a few of them laughed; haven't stopped making jabs at you since. It's almost irritating.
And, your irritation made you slip up—by saying you'd lose your virginity tonight.
"What!? Tonight? With who?" Karen immediately snapped her head in your direction and away from the fresh laundry she and you were folding. There go the consequences of your actions. Who the hell do you even say?
You put down your own laundry back into your lap. "Well," You'll either have to lie your ass off, or go for the truth; but you sure as hell were not going for the latter. "guy I met in the saloon while we were still in Valentine, we've been writing." Not too bad.
Karen chuckled, thankfully buying into your lie. "Well, ain't I happy for you! It's about damn time, anyway." She goes back to the chore, like yourself, and continues your previous conversation.
Let's think logically—or, as logically as you could—about this; you don't exactly trust finding a random man in a bar to do this with, so who is going to eagerly take your virginity? Who would you ask that wouldn't tell anyone in camp about it, keep it between you two for the exchange of taking it from you? Who would you want to take your virginity?
You thought about how sweet Arthur would be; how he'd probably understand and treat you right, talk you through everything while praising you for following his instructions so well. Or maybe Charles; A gentle giant that would worship you as should be, show you how everything is done while talking in that deep tone you love to hear.
And then your mind went completely south of the previous two. You thought about how greedy he'd be, touching and moving his hands all over your body, wanting to feel every crevice under his rough fingertips. How he'd see taking your virginity as a precious thing, how you were told growing up, something you wanted him to have—and also as the biggest ego boost ever. He'd probably be a complete tease, too, nor would he talk you through the process like the other two. He'd probably just go for it, no instructions as you scrambled for what you had to do while he—
Jesus Christ, that's the last person you should be even 'just considering'.
Micah Bell is NOT an option here; forget it. Even if the heat between your legs didn't agree with these terms, you would not give your first time to that bastard. He was just an egotistical, rude, mouthy degenerate. Why the hell was the thought of how poorly he'd treat the situation getting you so worked up? You're practically soaking your garments over this bastard; and that's a problem.
Oh, but it's so tempting; this, unfortunately, wasn't the first time you've caught yourself thinking of him, imagining him in bed—which is reasonably worse than the former. Could you refuse yourself this small want? When you think about it, he might be one of the only people here who'd jump to get intimate without question, seeing how he catcalls and flirts with most of camp; including yourself a few times. God, were you really going to do this? How would you even bring it up?
This was something you needed to think of on the way, because it was nearing nighttime and you'd probably lose him to the darkness in the outskirts of camp, where he's usually found. As soon as you finished folding the laundry, you excused yourself from Karen and went to find Micah, thinking over what you would say to him. You had a whole dialogue figured out by the time you spotted him smoking by Baylock, probably having gotten done tending to the horse after the job he went on today. You really had to just brace yourself and follow your little plan, while hoping it'll turn out how you envisioned it to.
He noticed you approaching while you were a few steps away, the nervousness in your body language not hard to make out; hands clasped together, eyes focusing everywhere but on his own, your steps almost reluctant. He raised an eyebrow at you while taking a drag from the cigarette. "Look who it is; worried I'mma bite 'ya?"
You were barely able to give a reaction to his words, your nerves making you go almost silent. "Hah, no.. no, I'm..." Come on! We practiced this six times already! As soon as your eyes darted to his own greyish-blues, you lost your goddamn ability to speak. For the love of God; get your shit together. "Listen; this is very hard for me to even say out loud." Well, it's a good start.
Micah's eyebrows furrow slightly, your sudden shyness compared to the usual quips you could muster up back to his flirting or teasing very abnormal. But, he doesn't comment on it, wanting to hear you out before he teased you further. "Go on then, girl." He speaks, tossing his cigarette elsewhere.
The embarrassment this will leave you in will be history. "Okay.. so, uh.. I need your help with something—let's say." Your words just make him more confused; speaking to him in these absurd riddles. "Would you just.. hear me out?"
The blonde man nods after a moment, folding his arms over his chest while leaning back on the tree. Okay, you can get the words out, trust yourself.
"Would you.. and it's just a one-time thing, may I add." You start, a blush creeping up your neck and to your cheeks as you tried to think of what you were saying; you were about to ask Micah to get intimate with you. Yeah, you don't think this low can be matched. Nonetheless, no giving up now. "Would you take.. take my uh.. virginity?" As soon as the words leave your mouth, you have to hold back from fleeing the scene. "Listen—I lied to the girls and I just.. fuck, it's you."
Micah's had a small smirk on his face, mostly directed towards your nervous and shy state, until the sentence finally left your mouth. His smile dropped and he assumed he heard you wrong. "What'd you say.? Would I take.. your virginity?" He repeats back to you, definitely sure he's heard you wrong. But as you slowly nod your head, unable to open your mouth any longer, his eyes slowly widen a little more, rubbing his chin in thought. "Well, goddamn. You're one bold 'lil thing, ain'tcha?" Here comes the teasing you envisioned.
You roll your eyes to the comment. "I don't need your comments, Micah. You in or not? I'll gladly find someone else." You threaten, biting your cheek. Don't make me find someone else.
He perks up at your empty threat. "Hey—no, don't threaten me now, doll," He leans off the tree and gets right in your personal space, hands on his gun belt. "you know I love to help a lady in need out." He purrs at you, looking down almost menacingly.
"Good," You murmur, the closer he got the more nervous it made you. "then.. it's settled." It's only when he stands right before you, hands running up from your outer thighs to your sides, that you start processing what you've gotten yourself into.
His hands glide over your waist, feeling you up through your shirt. "Surprised yer still untouched, many would love a little body like this in their hands." His words and the small squeeze to your sides send butterflies straight to your stomach; you could practically lose it right then and there. "But it's only little ole me that gets it, huh?" His claim is followed by a darkish chuckle, ringing in your ears. He stops his hands over your ribs and the underside of your chest, looking down shamelessly at the little cleavage your shirt provides. "Well then; my tent?"
It took him barely a few seconds to get you through the flaps of his tent, tying the canvas shut and making sure you've got the bit of privacy camp life can offer. It takes him even less time to shove you down to his cot, seating yourself on the mattress and looking up at him settling atop you, knees around your outer thighs. "Don't you look pretty under me like this." His hands cup around the underside of your jawline, thumbs running up and down the outline of your face. "So, ever kissed a feller?"
You raise an eyebrow at the question. "Not that much of a prude." Your quick response gets a gruff chuckle out of him for a brief moment, before he'd leaned down and captured your lips with his, setting a nice and quick pace for the kiss. You return it with just as much swiftness, hand reaching for his belt buckle and gripping it, earning an appreciative sound out of Micah. "Good girl," His tongue swipes over your bottom lip, trying to enter your mouth rather quickly; but you don't complain, quickly complying. He gets himself an immediate taste of you, tongue swirling around in your mouth as if mapping out the contour of the body part. He goes back to exploring the rest of your body with his hands, moving them all around your sides and waist before stopping at the hem of your shirt and breaking away from your mouth briefly. "Let me see what I'm workin' with, doll." You breathe in the air that the kiss knocked out of you for a moment before wordlessly nodding, lifting your arms up for him to slide the shirt off, peeling it away from your torso and arms as you're sat almost bare from the stomach up now, only covered by your bra. Your shirt is tossed elsewhere, and he goes back to appreciating the view in front of him—or well, under him.
"Oh, you're perfect, little lady." He doesn't hesitate to reach his hands to your chest almost immediately, cupping you through the bra while running his thumbs on the upper flesh that was exposed. His fingers are as calloused as you envisioned, as if moulding your soft flesh with every swipe of his digits on your skin. He knows his way around your body, probably from the experience you lack. One hand stops groping you and moves to your back again, fiddling with your bra before unclasping it. Why is it that your shyness is only hitting you now? As soon as he starts moving your bra straps down to reveal your bare chest to him, you finally process that he's about to see you nude, and you definitely show some signs of reluctance. He notices your sudden demeanour change and looks from your chest to your eyes. "Come on, I don't judge, princess. Bet you're realll purty under here." His finger slips between your cleavage and hooks to the middle of your bra that connects the two pieces as he tugs at the material, slowly moving it away from your bare chest. It slips off your shoulders and arms, and you feel like a prey being inspected by it's hunter under that dark gaze Micah's blues hold. "Like I said.. damn beautiful."
Your shyness and nerves don't pass him by, and he doesn't want you to feel uneasy while he gets what he wants, so he decides to try and ease you up with another kiss, leaning up and snaking one hand to the back of your head to pull you in while the other went to your jean button, undoing it before moving to the zipper. The kiss definitely helped calm you a bit, your hands on his shoulders now as you clung to his shirt, kissing back with a small hum in your throat. He works your zipper down and hooks his fingers into your waistband, breaking the kiss again. "Lift your hips real quick," When you comply, he pulls your jeans down and you help him by kicking them off when they reach your ankles. His hand finds itself right between your legs, swiping at your still-clothed and warm entrance to find you just as aroused as he was. "damn, lookat'chu. Surprised a lady sweet as you'd be this wet over fuckin' a bastard like me." You almost moan at his comment, your garments definitely as damp as you felt them between your legs, drawing your shyness and embarrassment to a whole new level.
He leans away from you to strip his jeans off, first unclasping his gun belt and placing it over to where your shirt was, slowly moving into unzipping and undoing any other restraint that stopped him from getting naked. He looks to you—just watching him strip his pants off—and chuckles briefly. "Well? Get them panties off, sweetheart. Ain't need experience for that." You snap your eyes away from the small peek of a happy trail on his stomach that you, shamelessly at that, were staring at and stand up momentarily to slip your undergarments off, tossing them just shy of the other articles of clothing. "Mm, good, good.." He hums, letting his jeans drop before wasting no time with his drawls, slipping them off and freeing the leaky, visibly throbbing erection that was hidden in it. Your eyes scan over the length; it doesn't look too big, you can probably take it...
But where many assume Micah lacks in length—he makes up for in thickness.
He positions you to turn and bend over the cot slightly, hands on the mattress and back slightly arched. He's moving you around like a doll, positioning you to his liking. He lets out a small whistle when he's got you exactly how he wants you. "Ain't often I get a chance to do this type of thing... Almost feels like an early birthday gift." He chuckles while running one hand down your spine and moving to your hip, stroking himself with the other. He swipes two fingers over your entrance—earning himself a small moan—and uses it, mixed with some of his precum, to moisten his member up. "Now, might hurt a bit, ain't gonna lie to 'ya." You knew that much, mostly why you were adamant to the idea of sex for a while, but it can't be that bad, can it? "But we'll try to keep calm, eh girl?" He punctuates his last sentence with a squeeze to your hip before his tip slides between your warm folds, slickening himself up some more while he rubs his cock just shy of your entrance—unable to help himself from teasing you some. You let out a plethora of meek moans and huffs, your cunt itching for him to just ease it in. After a moment, he stops his tip at your entrance, ready to slide in. "I'mma go slow, try to make it.. durable for 'ya."
There's definitely a small stretch mixed into the overwhelming feeling of your walls being filled by Micah's thick shaft, clenching around him as you sigh and gasp to every inch filling you. "Shh, you're alright.. look," He reaches one hand over around you, two fingers pressing to your clit and making slow circles on it. Your sighs turn into small moans again. "Yeah.. good, focus on ma' hand, baby." He hums, slowly starting to bottom out into your pussy. His hips meet your rear as he continued to rub over your nub, giving you a brief moment to adjust before he pulls out to the tip—then slides right back in. The pain isn't as bad as people made it out to be, but some have a higher pain tolerance either way. You do your best to focus on the sensation Micah's rough fingers are playing on your clit, more than the way his cock slams into you and creates an almost echo-ey sound of skin-on-skin slapping, filling the tent with the suggestive melody.
The repetitive motion of his dick brushing your gummy walls has you on cloud-nine; you're gasping and moaning, letting his name slip past your lips in a pitched tone, grasping fistfuls of the sheets underneath you as his pace slowly gets faster per thrust. "Don't think it's smart I cum inside," He chuckles, punctuating himself with another slam of his hips into your ass, followed by your sweet little whine, almost like a protest. "you want me to?" He asks curiously due to your whine, and his grin gets so much wider when you nod your head, and his pace turns relentless. He starts fucking into you how he likes, trying to get himself to cum while rubbing you faster to get you there with him. "Can't wait to feel you clench this pretty cunt around me," He purrs with a small kiss to the nape of your neck before his focus is back on fucking his throbbing cock into you, getting himself closer by the moment.
You feel your own orgasm start to approach, your legs slightly jittery from the upcoming feeling. Micah takes quick note of this change and rubs your clit faster, drawing more whiny moans out of you that get muffled by the action of burying your head into the mattress; last thing you need is someone hearing you moaning Micah's name. Your whines are breathless and abrupt, getting cut off by each of Micah's quick thrusts into your cunt, all until you finally feel yourself tip over the edge and you cum, the clench of your pussy around Micah enough to get him there just a moment after you. He buries his cock deep into you, holding you up from collapsing into the bed by the hips as his chest makes contact with your back, the side of his head on the very top of your torso as he gasps breathlessly. "Ah.. there we go.." You can feel him empty himself inside you, your shaky legs barely supporting you with Micah doing most of the work.
He gives himself a moment before pulling out and placing you down to lay on the cot. "Let me tell you somethin', darlin';" He gets his underwear and jeans off the floor, slipping into both before leaning over you to whisper into your ear. "This definitely ain't 'gon be a one-time thing—not with how addicting that cunt is, or with how 'ya love to scream my name." He purrs lowly while clasping his gun belt back up, running a hand down your spine and stopping at your ass with a firm squeeze before moving you to lay more comfortably on his bed. "Well, get comfortable, think I'm up for a smoke.." He lazily tosses a random blanket in his tent over you—it's the thought that counts, apparently—before leaving you in his tent to rest up.
And you agree; he's addicting, and you will be fucking again.
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Kudos on AO3 very appreciated!! we love the micah smut where hes still an ass to us <3
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howlsofbloodhounds · 6 months ago
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What do you think happened during/after the fight Delta had with his Gaster(in the Final Ep. 1). What are your headcanons for it?
Apologies for the delay in response, I needed to both gain energy/motivation to reply and also to go rewatch Ultra/Vitaltale to refresh my memories.
And also the way the videos were sorted on creator’s YT channel was confusing my brain for some reason, so I just scrolled through their entire channel in order to find every piece on the AUs & put it into separate chronological order in a playlist of my own. Then I tried to rewatch all of it.
Which was hard, because I kept getting distracted and my attention kept drifting away. I will probably try to rewatch again soon, when I am capable of actually retaining the information in my mind accurately.
(Random side note because the thought just occurred to me; I find it very interesting how both Doggo and Papyrus demonstrate bravery when facing up against the unknown threat in Vitaltale Episode 1.4.
Whereas Sans, who will eventually absorb the SOUL of Bravery to become the Delta we know, is all for evacuating. Love how this Sans is not naturally brave in the typical way, even should he eventually come around to gaining the bravery soul in Vitaltale as he did in Ultra.)
Anyway. On to the actual question. My mind is a little wonky today so if I get anything wrong or confused about the question feel free to correct me.
So it’s to my understanding that Echo (Ultratale’s Gaster) calls Sans/Delta to the Ruins for a “chat” after Delta’s fight with Cross. Echo has information for Delta—a way to “fix” their mistakes, but he will not tell Delta unless he fights for it.
Delta calls the information “old,” and says he’s going to beat Echo into the ground anyhow. Gives me the impression that he’s possibly more fixated on his current task—protecting AUs—then trying to go back and fix the past.
Because Ultratale was ultimately rebooted into Vitaltale we obviously don’t know for sure how this battle ends and likely never will, but I personally HC that it has multiple endings.
1. Delta loses, Echo doesn’t give him the information. The two go on their separate ways and live their own lives.
2. Delta wins. Echo attempts to tell the information, but Delta stops him. Says he doesn’t want to know and just wants to move on with life. That it’s what Papyrus, Frisk, and the others would want them to do.
3. Delta wins, Echo tells him the information of how to go back and fix it all. Delta refuses.
4. Delta wins, gets the information, and he accepts. Perhaps this information leads into the formation of a variant AU—a reboot, that creates Vitaltale. Chara doesn’t absorb Frisk’s soul and therefore can’t prevent them from Resetting.
(Side note: perhaps, for a character defining moment, in every ending where Delta refuses to hear or accept this information, Echo always furiously protests against this. Maybe Echo is the voice encouraging Delta to go back, to fix it all and “fight for us,” whereas Beta is the voice encouraging Delta to keep moving forward.
Echo cannot let go of the past because he was shattered and wasn’t ready to leave it, but he is was always aware.
Beta never got to truly live either because they were murdered and kept in a jar, but they were not as aware of the world outside the jar and thus is able to move on easier. Because Beta’s life was over before they truly got to live it, whereas Echo/Gaster’s was cut off at its peak.
Delta is in the middle of this. Experienced with life, but still young. His life is just starting—he’s halfway out of that cage—whereas Beta realizes they are free and is just trying to convince Delta to join them, and Echo..the cage is open, he can step out now.
But he spends his time trying to coax Delta and Beta back inside instead, and to help him bring everyone else back in the cage where it’s safe and familiar.)
Delta, now just Sans and perhaps without any memory of the events of Ultratale, manages to convince Frisk to Reset near the end of a Genocide route and be better. However, the Determined Omega!Chara must still Erase this world—the culmination ending exactly as Ultratale did.
Omega!Chara absorbs Frisk’s Soul, prevents them from Resetting and goes on a Genocide to Erase this world once and for all. Sans attempts to prevent it, even by giving characters such as Doggo hints and tips to help them in combat against the unknown threat.
None of it matters. Sans’ attempts do nothing, it ends in Genocide and Sans absorbs the Bravery soul—going on to protect the rest of the Multiverse.
He always fights Cross, he always fights Echo. He’s always given the choice—go back and try again and again, or accept what happened. Be brave, and move on. Do what Doggo and Papyrus did—brave in the face of impossible odds.
Anyway I guess my little HC is basically that Ultratale and Vitaltale are connected in-universe. Vitaltale is the story of how we got to Ultratale, and Delta must choose between the mortifying ordeal of the unknown and living with his mistakes & losses, or the comfort of a past that’ll end horribly in Ultratale; but at least he never lost anyone yet and no mistakes were ever made.
If he chooses to move on, he goes to the Omega Timeline where he meets Color, Epic, Core Frisk, Killer. Grows closer with Beta, Cross, XChara. Adopts a service/therapy dog he names Zorox (which is someone else’s HC, I don’t know if it’s okay or not with being tagged). Lives life, saving and protecting people.
Sans manages to escape the loop of Undertale only to find himself in another due to the rebooting nature of Ultra and Vitaltale. Only this time he has the ability to choose to escape it, he just has to be brave enough to attempt it—even though it seems impossible.
(Also how, despite the way his experiences could understandably lead him to Nihilism, helplessness and the belief that nothing he ever does or says will ever matter or change anything, he learns to be brave enough to keep trying anyway.)
Anyway. Sorry for the long rant that got horribly off topic at points. I had a lot more ideas about this by the time I was done than when I first read the question. Have Delta & Echo being silly and zesty respectively to make up for it:
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sallowsunshine · 2 years ago
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Sebastian x F! hufflepuff where he starts getting more jealous of her and ominis being closer, as he goes down the path of the dark arts gets a bit obsessive about it!! I just love angst and fluff so if it could also have a happy ending MSNSKDB
Got a little carried away with this one. I forgot to include Hufflepuff specifically, so can be read as any house. Also, not a happy ending, but definitely a hopeful ending. Contains spoilers for Sebastian's quests.
“Perhaps I should have a chat with Ominis,” you say to Sebastian. The two of you were outside the Slytherin common room, where Sebastian had been hoping Ominis would help him open up the Scriptorium.
“You?” Sebastian laughs. “Well I suppose it’s worth a try, but don’t get your hopes up. Ominis is annoyingly stubborn.”
-
You gesture Sebastian over after talking with Ominis, appealing to a more sympathetic view point that exploring the Scriptorium and finding out what happened to his aunt would honor her memory.
“Now you’ll share? You wouldn’t tell me when I practically begged.” Sebastian exclaimed.
“It wasn’t you who told me what I needed to hear.” Ominis replied.
-
Their first obstacle is a locked door, and Ominis knows how to get through. He’s ready to turn back, but Sebastian isn’t. You’re stuck in the middle, nervous at what lies ahead.
“Believe me, I am having thoughts- but I’m still convinced we should go ahead.” you say after Ominis expresses his wish that you’re having second thoughts.
The door opens to whatever he says in Parseltongue. “It worked! Ominis, you possess a rare ability indeed!” your excitement washes over into your voice.
Sebastian crosses his arms. “Between the two of you, I’m starting to feel left out.”
“Between the two of us?” Ominis raises his eyebrows.
“I- never mind.” Sebastian shakes his head.
You assume he’s referring to your ability to see ancient magic, but you wonder if there’s more behind his comment.
-
The three of you are trapped. Ominis is at the other end, pacing back and forth, his head in his hands. “I knew I shouldn’t have listened to either of you!”
Sebastian pulls you to the side, “I know what to do. We need to cast crucio. Ominis knows how. You seem to be in Ominis’ favor- will you ask him about this?”
“I cannot ask this of him. I don’t understand how you can even think about asking him to do this. Are you sure you don’t know how to cast it?” You’re scared. This is more than you bargained for. This is more than what you wanted. No answers were worth ruining a friendship like this. No answers were worth losing their lives for.
“You would rather die, than cast a curse, Ominis?” Sebastian calls out to him. “I think I know how. I can either teach you, or I can cast it on you.” he says to you.
“If you cast Crucio, you will regret it forever,” Ominis calls back.
“I don’t want to learn the Cruciatus Curse, so you must cast it on me.” You’re shaking your head.
“Very well. I shan’t forget this.” Sebastian takes his wand out. “Ready?”
You can’t even reply, your body is frozen in fear.
“Crucio”
Instantly, you’re down on the ground, screaming. White-hot pain laces its way down your body through to your bones. As quick as it starts, it’s over. But you body still feels the toll. You can’t even think of getting up, so you curl in on yourself.
“You alright?” Sebastian moves to help you.
You flinch back and whimper, “Please. Don’t”
“Are you alright?” Ominis calls out. He’s found his way near you, and has his hand extended out to you.
You take it, and a flash of hurt crosses Sebastian’s face. “That pain. It was excrutiating, but I’ll survive. Let’s keep moving.” your entire body feels weak and you have to lean on Ominis.
“I’m sorry Ominis, I don’t think I can stand on my own right now.” you groan.
“Let me help-” Sebastian tries.
“You’ve done enough, Sebastian.”
-
“-Not all goblins”
“Not all goblins what? Have you forgotten Feldcroft? Have you forgotten the mines we just went through?” Sebastian sneers.
“No, I haven’t forgotten, but you’re not listening to me!” you try to reason with him.
“Why would I listen to someone so ignorant?”
“Please, stop it, Sebastian. You’re don’t know what you’re saying.” you shake your head. “You’re being cruel. Ominis-”
“Unbelievable.” without another word, Sebastian storms away.
-
You didn’t think things would go this far. Sebastian was going to explore the catacombs with or without you and you had promised Ominis you’d keep him out of trouble. The relic had been found, and the desire to help Anne had begun to turn Sebastian power-hungry. He was becoming increasingly irritable and snappy. You were a bit relieved when Ominis showed up in the catacombs.
“You cannot let him leave with the relic.” Ominis pleaded.
“There’s no stopping him, I’m afraid. I’ve already tried to reason with him.”
You continue to explain to him how this will be the last time. No more after this. If Sebastian continues, you won’t- can’t associate yourself with him anymore.
“Fine. Fine, I’ll let you pass. You have to help him, though. Don’t let it go any further.” Ominis pleads.
You return to Sebastian. “What is it? I haven’t changed my mind.”
“Ominis has, let’s go.”
“What? Ominis? What happened back there?” Sebastian questions suspiciously.
“Ominis and I found a compromise,” you answer.
Sebastian pulls you around to face him. “Ominis simply needs a moment with you and he’ll change his mind. Is that it?”
“You’ve started to go too far, Sebastian. Everytime you say this will be the last time. But it never is. You are lying to Ominis and me, and you are lying to yourself. I understand you’re doing this for Anne, but this wouldn’t be what she wants. The answer does not lie within the dark arts. Please stop now, while you still can.”
“Oh, I see. You and Ominis have both turned against me. I knew there was something between you two. And don’t you dare use Anne against me. I refuse to give up on her.” Sebastian’s voice rises.
“Between Ominis and me?” you scoff. “The only thing between us is our desire to keep you from doing something you’ll regret. We’re begging you, I am begging you to please stop this.”
“You’re lying. I see the way you two are together, the way you talk about me behind my back. I saw the fear in your eyes when I tried to help you in the Scriptorium. You’re scared of me. You’re scared of the power the Unforgivables can grant you.” You stop in your tracks and turn to him.
“Sebastian, you’re seeing things that aren’t there. But you are right, I’m scared. Not of you, but of what you are becoming. You are not the boy I first met in Defense Against the Dark Arts. You rarely smile anymore, and you rarely laugh. You’re letting this sick obsession with finding a cure consume you. It’s going to tear you apart. Tear us apart.”
-
“Ominis, we’ve lost him. I’ve tried to defend his actions but I just can’t anymore.”
The two of you are in the Undercroft. You hadn’t spoken to Sebastian since he left the catacombs with the relic.
“We cannot give up on him. He needs us.” Ominis’ hand finds your shoulder and you turn and embrace him, wrapping your hands around his waist.
“I don’t want to do this anymore. I want to help him, but he’s making it impossible.” The tears begin to slip down your cheeks.
Neither of you hears the gate to the Undercroft opening. “I knew it!” Sebastian’s voice echoes.
You and Ominis startle apart.
“I knew there was something going on between you two.”
“Sebastian! You are looking for something that is not there” Ominis tries to reason with him.
“Please, Sebastian. There is nothing between Ominis and me. It’s you I want to be with!”
Silence. You can’t breathe.
“I - I didn’t mean to say that.” You don’t know what else to say.
Silence.
“But I cannot keep watching you do this to yourself. You say we should not be afraid of the dark arts, but it has begun to consume you. I will not be a part of this any longer.”
Sebastian’s face falls. “But- I need you. I need both of you. I can’t do this without you.” He pleads.
“This time, we will give you one more chance. You will not use that artifact. You will not use the dark arts. Or we will no longer be around to help you.” Ominis ordered.
“I- I will do my best to make it up to you. To the both of you.” Sebastian looks to you. “I- I think we need to talk.”
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cecil-marethyu · 3 months ago
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My Totally Unserious Thoughts on the Mass Effect Trilogy (after playing it for the first time in 2024)
Mass Effect 1
Ma’am- Ma’am please- Ma’am, I need you to look to the left for me please.
Holy shit, I think I actually look pretty good.
Me during the Citadel View conversation: Okay Kaidan, I see you. I'm picking up what you are putting down.
But we’re trying to romance Garrus. Everyone’s up his ass, so I got to see what that’s about.
It has come to my attention that neither Garrus nor Tali are romanceable in the first game… Kaidan, I choose you.
NPC: It’s terrible what happened on Akuze.
Me: Oh yeah, Akuze, the Akuze where something happened, that Akuze (what the fuck happened on Akuze?)
THRESHERMAWS!?!?!
If I have to drive up one more steep-ass mountain to get to some minerals, I will lose it.
Kaidan: It seems you have quite a connection with Liara.
Me: I do????? I’ve talked to her one time. Like many things in this game about myself, that is news to me.
Ashley: something, something, something, scuttlebutt
Me: Who the fuck is scuttlebutt?
My brother: Kaidan (neither of us actually understand what scuttlebutt means)
I miss Nomad conversations.
Don’t mind me, I’ll just casually bypass this door on Noveria–
YOU DO NOT HAVE TIME TO COMPLETE ANY OTHER MISSIONS HERE
Andromeda Interlude: I went to go read my emotional support Jaal/Ryder fic, glanced at the author’s bookmarks, saw FemShep/Zaeed. This detour has taken an unforeseen turn and will take much longer than expected.
Okay, I’m back.
Time to go to Virmire, I know what’s coming
What the hell is that loud-ass noi- It’s Wrex. He is shooting his loud as hell shotgun at the water.
HOLD THE LINE
If I some how get Kirrahe killed, I will be very upset.
Oh, I guess I’ll take Kaidan and Liara with me to Ilos…. What do you mean I can’t change my party when we get to the Citadel? Wrex and Garrus want to shoot Saren in the face. They deserve it.
Here's my first Shepard for the hell of it
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Mass Effect 2
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY EYEBROWS?????
I.. I can live with it. I don’t want to go through the whole character creation again (the concept of writing down a face ID has not yet registered)
Cue two hours of me being appalled by those eyebrows
She could not live with it
Okay, let’s try this again
Time to save Archangel…
The pyro vorcha has killed me three times, maybe even four. I’m making a terrible first impression on Zaeed.
I like talking to Jack, but she doesn’t like talking to me. (I like talking to everyone, but I yap too much, so they don’t want to talk to me anymore.)
We’re on Horizon. Kaidan is very salty, which is valid, I just like to be dramatic about it. My brother and I compare the reactions of Ashley and Kaidan.
LOYALTY MISSION TIME
Do you even remember that night before Ilos?
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I accidentally talked to Jack one too many times and hit on her. I am so sorry
Kelly, I want you to feed my fish. Why don’t you want to feed my fish? (Apparently I was supposed to say “I’d embrace you” at the beginning)
Shepard’s dancing is terrible.
The Illusive Man wants to talk to me, I guess I’ll go do that– WE’RE IMMEDIATELY GOING TO THE SHIP. WHAT THE FUCK?? I haven’t even picked up Thane yet T_T
Jane “where my hug at” Shepard has entered the chat
Thane apparently has the probe upgrade, that would have been greatly appreciated several hours ago.
I deserved to get a long dress out of Kasumi’s loyalty mission.
I had reach, she had flexibility
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Thane actually wants to talk to me >_<
Nevermind, he called me siha and decided to never speak to me again
Time to go fistfight a yahg.
I have once again yapped too much, an no one wants to talk to me anymore.
I brought Mordin and Miranda with me to the derelict Reaper. Good conversation choices, not exactly good husk destroyers. How many times did I use shockwave, you ask? Yes. The answer is yes.
Yaay, we finally got Legion.
I rewrote the heretics. I sense this may bite me in the ass.
Time to go through the Omega 4 Relay.
Mentally writing a fic where Shepard leaves a video message for Kaidan/tries to call, but he doesn’t answer
I know I have all the ship upgrades, and everyone is loyal, but I am stressed.
We made it.
I finally went back to the Shadow Broker base and talked to Feron. I’m in love…
There are only six fanfics for those who are curious.
I only recalled this because of a video I was watching, but… the cuntiness of Garrus in his recruitment mission. Like sir, what the fuck?
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Second/Partial Third Playthrough
Already?! You may be asking yourself. The answer is yes apparently. I finished Inquisition, and my brother started his second playthrough of Mass Effect, and suddenly I’m here again.
I have spent a ridiculous amount of time debating whether I’m going to romance Thane or Garrus. I know I’ll romance the other eventually, but who will I pick first. Do I want to hurt my feelings or have fun?
I picked Thane. I have another save for when I get around to romancing Garrus.
I miss Kaidan, but not in a “damnit, Ashley’s here” kind of way. I just miss my man.
Mass Effect 3
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY FACE
I tried to fix it. I think I made it worst.
What the fuck is up with Shepard’s arms?
The entire Mars mission: Kaidan staring at Shepard when she isn’t looking. Shepard staring at Kaidan when he is halfway across the room. This is great.
I had to restart. I fucked up her face too much. She still doesn’t look like herself to me, but I’ll push through it (fucking weirdass mouth shapes)
Once again, what the fuck is up with Shepard’s arms.. And chest, and run?
I really should visit the council, but baby girl is in the hospital with his tits out. I gotta go
Shepard finally has her hoodie again, the weirdness is less noticeable now.
Saved the Primarch, so it’s time to see baby girl again.
Thane’s here too (don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry)
They actually go me , I thought I got Kasumi killed for a second.
They go me with Grunt too. I am stressed
The Primarch sure like to get in Shepard’s space
We have now lost Mordin and Thane.
Also, Kaidan during the coup stand-off “Don’t make me regret this” Bro, don’t make me fucking fight you.
Cortez, Jack, Joker, and EDI were all at the bar at the same time. Time to get lit
Got blackout drunk. Woke up on Aria’s couch
Kaidan has rejoined the Normandy. Shepard checked out his ass to an absurd degree
Everybody wants to come up to my cabin. I am constantly worried I’m going to accidentally hit on someone.
Kaidan is leaning
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Me while Kaidan talked about EDI: 0_0 This is Jaal all over again
Had the Apollo lunch. I am constantly surprised by how horny Shepard is.
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You weren’t there when I woke up this morning. Y’all fucking? Without my permission?
 Tali on Thessia was honestly kind of funny. I’m pretty sure that is a Prothean, Liara. Hey Liara, don’t you think that is a Prothean. PROTHEANS. I’ll bring Javik next time.
Citadel DLC was fun. Still wish Shepard had a fancy dress like everyone else, but that’s what daydreaming and writing fanfic that will never see the light of day is for.
I unfortunately didn't dress up before going to dinner with Joker, so when Kaidan was like, "Nice outfit." Shepard was standing there in her hoodie like, "... Whatever you say man."
James terrified me when he took his shirt off, but it was fine. And I beat his pull-up record.
Shepard and Kaidan obviously got it on. I don’t think I really need to say anymore on that.
I wish Thane’s picture stayed on the piano.
I obviously invited everyone to the party even though I wanted Zaeed to call me beautiful. Apparently that only happens if Javik isn’t there.
As much as I wanted to enjoy the moment with Kaidan before the Cerberus base, I could not because I am very self conscious and had an audience of three people in the room with me.
Me the entire time I was talking to hologram Zaeed: Why are we so up in each other’s grills?
I should have had Kaidan with me for the race toward the beam to experience the full drama of that. I had Javik instead, which was pretty dramatic anyways. I never expected you to reach for me like that bro
My brother chose synthesis when he played, so I went with destroy to see what that was like. I didn’t want to do that to EDI and the geth, but I did want to see Zaeed drinking beer on a beach.
I’ll preface this by saying, I didn’t go into this blind in any way, so I knew in the final scene Joker would be followed out by two “favored” squad mates, your love interest and second favored squad mate. I was expecting Garrus or James, so I was very bamboozled when Javik walked out.
Second Playthrough
Shepard is so much more defensive with Ashley, and accusative in a way. “Can I trust you to have my back?” What? Why is this even a conversation?
Ashley feels very underutilized in general. Like, her Normandy comments after bigger missions feel more vague and generalized compared to others. She only has one thing to say while others have three or four before they are done talking to you.
Talking to James during the Citadel DLC is a lot scarier when you don’t have a current romance. I don’t want to accidentally seriously come onto him. He doesn’t need that.
Also, why couldn't James have been an option to swoop in after Shepard's fall through the fish tank. Why is Liara the only option if you don't have a squadmate romance? Like, he already has that unserious flirting thing going with femshep. He would totally say, "Nice outfit"
I did want James to be the person I had my beam run moment with though. It was Ashley instead, which didn't make the most sense, but I was cool with it going that way too. And Garrus was the one holding Shepard's name placard, and Javik was the one who exited the Normandy after Joker and EDI, so really have no idea who my true ride or die was. I wonder if armax matches count as missions in the counter.
Speaking of armax arena, it makes no logical sense, but I wish Feron was a potential squadmate, or Bailey
The Thane romance has definitely hurt my feelings on several occasions. It’s great. I got to talk to him after the party too, so that was nice.
WHY AM I FIGHTING ALL THESE SHEPARDS? THIS FUCKING SUCKS
Because trophies, that’s why
There was probably something else, but tumblr decided to not save my edits, so I'm beyond the point of caring anymore
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cherryblossomcowgirl · 2 months ago
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Hangman’s First Rodeo part 5
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Warnings: Angst; past trauma; parental deaths; fluff; implied smut
WC: 1.8k
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I run out the door and look to see where Jake went. Scotty pulls up on his four-wheeler, “Hey, everything okay?” I start to cry even harder, “I ruined everything. I had something good and I already ruined it.” Scotty hugs me, “Y/n, do you love him?” I nod my head. He sighs, “Then find him and talk to him. Whatever this is, is it worth losing him?” I shake my head, “I can’t lose him. I can’t lose him but I don’t know how to give up the teams. It’s all I have had for so long. Scotty, what do I do?” He wipes my tears, “You decide if you want this job to be your life. You decide if this job means more to you than anything else. You decide if you will finally break free of the box you put yourself in. Y/n, you are so much more than the job. You always have been and you always will be. And that guy, he sees that. He’s down by the creek.” “Thank you Scotty.”
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Jake is sitting on the bank of the creek with his head in his hands. I take a deep breath and clear my throat, “Jake?” He turns around and I can see the red around his eyes, “Yes?” “Can I sit with you?” He nods and I join him on the bank. We sit in silence for a few minutes until he speaks, “Was all of this just going to disappear when you went back? Was I just a distraction for you?” My voice comes out quiet and shakes, “Never.” His eyes meet mine, “Y/n, I have only known you for a few months and I can’t picture my future without you.” Tears spill over and I whisper, “Jake, I can’t lose you. I don’t know how to do this, but I can’t lose you.” He sighs, “You know, I never wanted the whole wife and kids thing. Hell, I never even wanted a real relationship. Always thought of it as a distraction. But now I am getting older and I want it. But I can’t make you want it. You are young. You have so much more life to live. I can’t blame you for that.” “I have already lived that life. It almost killed me. It almost killed me and a part of me still wants to run back to it.” I throw my hands up and motion to the land surrounding us, “I run away from this. From this! What is wrong with me?” Jake shakes his head and throws his arm across my shoulders, “Nothing is wrong with you, darling. If you want to go back to the teams, I understand. Coronado isn’t far. We both do short deployments. This can work.” My eyes meet his, “You would do that, for me?” He pulls me in, “Darling, I would do anything for you.”
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After exploring the land, Jake and I rest on the back porch swing. The conversation from earlier is still on my mind, but we agreed to revisit it another day. We watch as the sun sets over the sprawling oak trees. I trace Jake’s jawline, “So, kids? How many?” He looks at me and grins, “At least a couple. What do you think?” “I’d like a few. Being an only child isn’t all it’s cracked up to be.” He twirls my hair in between his fingers, “What about marriage? Ever thought about it?” “Honestly, no. I mean, I told you about my last relationship. It never got to that point. Something was missing. You?” He shakes his head, “That word would’ve run me off before. Now I can’t lie, I have dated. I have also made some poor choices. But nothing has ever lasted, I have never had that feeling.” I furrow my brow, “What feeling?” He smiles, “This.” “Yeah, me either.”
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We spend the next few days on the land. Helping Scotty with the animals, mowing, picking Pecans, and harvesting from the garden. I make a mental note to check what Scotty is being paid, he deserves a raise. Everything is beautiful. As I walk towards the office, I hear him and Jake chatting in the kitchen. Scotty slaps Jake on the shoulder, “You are a good dude. Thank you for being there for her.” “Of course. She means a lot to me.” “I was so worried there for a while. She volunteered for every deployment. Never came back here. I can’t even imagine the guilt she carries, but the thought of losing her too? Couldn’t do it.” Jake’s brown furrows with concern, “What guilt?” Scotty sighs, “The night that her parents crashed? She was supposed to be with them. They were on their way to their beach house. That day she was offered an internship at this huge firm in the city. She stayed back to prepare.” Jake sniffs, “That’s why she joined the military, isn’t it? She was running away.” Scotty nods as I walk into the kitchen. They both start nervously explaining themselves. I raise my hand, “It is okay. Thank you, Scotty. You know I am not good at talking about those things. And yes, Jake, that’s why I joined. I had to start over.” Scotty looks at me, “Still doesn’t make it okay that you act invincible. You have people that care about you.” I give him a hug, “I know. I am sorry. I think the sun is setting on that part of my life.” Jake raised his brow, “Is that so?” I grin, “Yeah. I think so.”
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Our time at the ranch is going too fast. I forgot how much peace there is out here. The simplicity of it all used to drive me crazy, but now it seems to calm me down. I find Jake down by the creek, sitting side by side we watch the water flow along the rocks. I wrap my arm in his, “I know we can’t have this right now. I know our life is in California. But one day, I want this.” He looks at me with wild eyes. I giggle, “What?” His rough palm holds my cheek, “You just said our life. Ours.” He kisses me hungrily. He kisses me like he can’t get enough. My hands run through his hair and down all down his arms. I want to feel him, every part. I want to memorize him. He picks me up and starts carrying me towards the house. I cuddle into his chest, “What are you doing?” “Darling, I am taking you to bed.” I kick my feet and giggle. He sets me down on the corner of the bed and I kiss him, “I love you. I don’t even know how to tell you how much I love you.” His green eyes pierce mine, “Tell me you are mine. Tell me you always will be.” I hold his face, “I am yours, Jake. I always will be yours.”
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I wake up first and hop in the shower. The noise must’ve woken up Jake, because he walks in to brush his teeth. Almost instinctively, I cover myself behind the revealing glass of the shower. He cocks his head and smirks, “Nothing I haven’t seen before, darling.” I roll my eyes, “Peeping Tom.” He winks at me as he walks out, “Looking good. Looking real good.” Heat rises to my cheeks and I finish my shower. When I walk out, Jake has made coffee and already poured me a cup. I kiss his cheek, “Thank you, handsome.” He wraps his arm around my waist, “Of course darling.” We sit on the back porch swing and look out at the beautiful landscape. I sigh, “It doesn’t get better than this.” “It doesn’t. I don’t want to go back.” “I know. I have been thinking about that. You know, what happens when we go back.” Jake furrows his brow, “Baby, you can take time to think about this.” I nod, “I have thought about it. This isn’t about choosing you or the teams. I thought it was, but it is so much more. This is about choosing myself or the teams. Am I going to let my job take over my life forever? Am I going to let guilt drive my entire life? Or will I choose what I want for myself.” Jake caresses my cheek, “And what is it that you want?” “I want you. I want every part of you. I want you to be the last thing I see when I go to sleep, and the first thing when I wake up. I already emailed Mav and the Commander, they’re talking to the leadership at Coronado about officially transferring me to Top Gun.” Jake looks at me with tears in his eyes, “Really?” I grin, “Really.” He holds my hand, “Please don’t just do this for me.” I shake my head, “This is for me, Jake. I’ve chased that high my whole career. I’ve told myself I’d be happy with each achievement, but it has never been enough. This is what I have been missing the whole time.” His kiss is demanding and filled with emotions. The electricity between us is undeniable. He pulls back and has a look of wonder in his eyes, “Y/n, I love you more than you could ever know.”
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I sigh as I drive on to base. How did leave go by that fast? Mav texted and asked me to meet in his office to chat. Jake parks beside me and gives me a big kiss, “Mornin’, beautiful. See you at lunch?” I nod, “Sure thing.” Jake whistles as I walk towards the hangar. I knock on the office door and hear Mav, “C’mon in Rodeo.” Bradley and Mav are sitting on the couch, chatting. I raise my eyebrow, “Hey.. guys. What’s up?” Bradley pats the seat beside him, “Just wanted to check in after your leave with Hangman.” I sit down and chuckle, “My leave with Jake was great, thank you.” Mav clears his throat, “You request was approved. I spoke with your leadership and they talked to me about .. about everything.” I sigh, “So you called Bradley?” Mav shrugs, “You know the circumstances. Anyone else I wouldn’t but this.. you guys.. this is family.” Bradley looks at me, “How could you not tell me you got shot? You didn’t have to go through that alone.” I pat his shoulder, “Roo, I had to do it alone. And I am okay. I did it.” There’s a stretch of silence that Mav breaks, “Is this transfer.. is it for you or..” I grin, “Yeah Mav, it’s for me. It’s for me and for Jake and for a future I never thought I could have.” Mav smiles but Bradley’s eyes widen, “Future? With Hangman?” I roll my eyes, “Roo, he isn’t what you think. Now, can I get to work? I saw the pile of papers on my desk.” Mav laughs, “Of course. Hey kid, you know I am always here for you.” Bradley nods, “Me too.” I smile and hug them both, heading to drown myself in paperwork.
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riversturniolo · 4 months ago
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bsf! chris sturniolo x reader
summary: you and chris are childhood friends, one night chris texts you and you find out that he is not in a great position. You go to see him immediately.
warnings: kissing, suggestive, fluff
2.14 am
Chris texted me, I was listening to my sleeping playlist and my headphones were in so I heard the chime. “are u sleeping?” I open my eyes hardly and reply to chris’ chat; “I was trying to” I FaceTime him. His eyes are all puffy and red. I wake quickly, “Chris, Are you okay?” He replies, “ I don’t know. I’m just so scared about the future and losing everyone and shit. And I just, I like I wanted to talk to you. I’m sorry it’s late or whatever-“ I let out a deep breath; “ Chris it’s okay, you can talk to me anytime you like. I’m glad that you called me. But I can’t leave you looking like this. Can I come over?” Chris’ eyes lit up with fireworks, “Yes I would really like that.”
2.43 am
I text him, “Open the dooooor”
He reads the message and opens the back door quietly.
“Heyy y/n, thank you so fucking much for coming im so happy that i have a friend like you.”
I smile at him and we go into the kitchen to just sit there and talk a bit.
We talk about his concerns and i listen to him, deeply and try to understand him.
I hug him. But my heart is racing, my palms are sweaty. Im feeling so nervous while i shouldn’t about my best FRIEND this way.
But it wouldn’t mind if he kissed me right now and got me up to his room and-
I should stop. I should go. This is bad. Our friendship is going to be ruined if i dont stop thinking like this about him.
4.11 am
We are now sitting on the couch in his room and watching some random tv show because we have to sleep but we cant.
I tell him that i should go, that it may be weird for his parents about me staying the night. He tells me that he wants me there, he tells me that im the only one he wants me there. I want to jump in his face and kiss him all over.
I cant.
I cant.
I shouldn’t.
I shouldn’t.
But…
I kiss him.
He reaches for my neck and stars kissing me harder. Our mouthes move in sync. Its perfect. Its like my life is complete and i didn’t even know that i needed this until like 2 hours ago.
We stare at each other.
“I have wanted this for ever y/n. I was justing losing hope now but, now i think its impossible for me to ever even consider losing hope.”
“Why didnt you make a move?” I reply.
“I did. I really did but i think it just wasnt enough?”
I hug him. I tell him that i dont ever wanna lose him so he has to make his mind about this. He kisses me, and tells me that im his dream.
We move to the bed and cuddle together for a bit. He tells me that Nick is going to be thrilled about this.
“He’s been shipping us for like 7 years now, y/n. I think he is gonna pass out when he finds out about this.”
authors note: this is my first fic, i hope you liked it 💞
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shigaraki-stuff · 2 years ago
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minors do not interact!
18+ only
warning tags: nipple play
relationship: shigaraki x reader
summary: shigaraki gives his subscribers a nice show
reminder this is purely for entertainment purposes!
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✧ a nice live show ✧
Shigaraki was a gamer. He played live and he had a decent amount of subscribers and tonight he had decided to do his first Q and A. Something he has never done before.
His subscribes asked him many question. Such as…
what’s your favorite video game?
how did you get into gaming?
what game are you playing next?
Those were some question that came and Shigaraki answered them. Some other questions that were just plain weird he even answered. That was until a question came that caught his eye and interest.
are you in a relationship?
Some of his subscribers started to reply to the question, such as…
No way dude is in a relationship
I’ll be surprised if he is in one
You really think he’s in a relationship
You really think a guy who looks like him is in a relationship
Shigaraki didn’t mind these answers. He could understand why those answers were said. Shigaraki wasn’t the best looking guy. He always wore a simple black hoodie, his hair a blue-ish white color, his eyes red, his neck horribly scratched, along with other things.
“Yes, I am in a relationship.” Shigaraki answered.
The chat was going crazy at Shigaraki’s answer. Shigaraki at that very moment had gotten beaten by another player and sighed. He looked into the camera and gave his subscribers a grin. “Would you like to see her?”
Yes
Bet he’s lying
Bring her out
Show us proof
“BABY CAN YOU COME HERE!” Shigaraki called out for you. You slowly opened the door and poked your head into the room. “Yes?” You answered.
Shigaraki extended his arms out, “Come here.” You walked into the room and walked towards Shigaraki standing next to him.
His subscribers saw nothing but your smooth legs and a long shirt that stopped at your mid thigh. “Yes babe?”
Shigaraki grabbed your hips and pulled you down onto his lap. Your back against his chest and he quickly wrapped his arms around your waist. “Say hi to all my subscribers watching.”
You got flustered quickly when knowing you were being watched. “Umm… hello everyone.” You gave a small wave and shy smile.
“See I’m not lying.” Shigaraki happily said. You turned around to face him, “Can I go now?” You didn’t want to be here anymore.
Shigaraki was going to let you go but he quickly thought of an idea. A sinister idea. “Stay with me for a while. Be my lucky charm.”
“But you’re good at games you don’t need me besides I’m not to comfortable especially with what I’m wearing.”
Shigaraki placed his hands on your thighs both his pinkies up in the air avoiding your skin. “You’re perfect besides they can’t see your lower half.”
“I don’t know Shiggy.”
His hands spread your legs apart and one of his index fingers found your clit slowly rubbing circles. “Come on baby. Be my lucky charm.”
You were a massive sucker when Shigaraki would play with your clit. You would fall at his mercy. You obeyed and agreed to any thing and all things. “Ok just a few games and then I’m leaving.”
Shigaraki smirked and kissed the back of your neck. “Just a few games. You can occupy yourself by talking to my subscribers and answering a few of their questions.” And he quickly went back to play another game.
And you did. You occupied yourself by answering a few questions that is until Shigaraki decided to put pause and he placed the controller in your hands. “My hands are getting tired why don’t you play for a while. Show them that you’re good at games.”
“But I haven’t played this game. I’ll lose.”
“I’ll walk you through it. Just relax and focus on the game.” Shigaraki wrapped his arms around your waist placed his head on your shoulder.
“Ok.”
Shigaraki walked you through the game showing and telling you which buttons to press. You were doing a decent job and when you passed the level you couldn’t help but happily jump on Shigaraki’s lap. “I did it! I passed it!”
Shigaraki nodded and gave you a kiss on the cheek. “I knew you’ll make it.”
“Can I play another one?” You asked to which Shigaraki agreed.
You started to play another level while Shigaraki decided to see the chat. And then Shigaraki saw something and couldn’t help but grin.
Those jiggle quite nicely
Shigaraki knew that this certain subscriber was talking about your boobs. And suddenly Shigaraki grabbed the hem of your long shirt and pulled it all the way up your breast coming into view. “Aren’t they nice? Just look how they bounce.”
Shigaraki started to bounce you on his lap making your breast bounce. You quickly dropped the controller and covered your breast with your hands. “Shigaraki let my shirt go. This isn’t something your subscribers are here to watch.”
Shigaraki looked over at the chat and it was blowing up. Shigaraki grinned and he acted quickly he shoved the shirt into your mouth, pulled your hands away from your breast and placed them behind your back trapping them as he pressed his chest against your back.
“You’re wrong doll, they definitely want to see this.” Shigaraki grabbed ahold of your nipples with his index finger and thumb and pulled and squeezed them. Whimpers came from you. You never liked when Shigaraki played with your nipples. It always hurt you.
You dropped the shirt and spoke, “Shigaraki stop. You know I hate it when you play with my nipples. It hurts.”
The chat was going crazy and Shigaraki didn’t care about the chat or even how he knew you were hurting. “Be good for daddy or else your sweet cunt will be next thing that will show up on my live stream. So open that little mouth and don’t you dare drop your shirt.”
You opened your mouth and Shigaraki shoved the shirt back in and you bit it keeping it in place. You definitely didn’t want your cunt on live stream for people to see.
Shigaraki abused your nipples, tears streamed down your face as your nipples were getting abused. Finally Shigaraki stopped and repositioned you. Your front facing him and he gave you an apologetic look. “Shh… I’ll take care of you Baby.”
Shigaraki pushed you down against the gaming desk your teared up face showing for the whole live to see you. Shigaraki leaned down and placed his tongue against your very red and swollen nipples. You couldn’t handle it anymore. You let go of your shirt and spoke, “Shiggy stop. It hurts.”
Shigaraki stopped and looked at you. “I know Baby. I know. So let me take care of you.”
Shigaraki looked at the camera and spoke, “Duty calls.” Shigaraki cut and turned off the live stream. Shigaraki picked you up and walked towards the bedroom. “Let me take care of you.” Shigaraki slowly placed you down and he took very good care of you and your swollen nipples.
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umbracirrus · 5 months ago
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WIP Wednesday Thursday! 💛
A day late but that's fine, I was with family yesterday so didn't really have a chance to post anything and wasn't sure which snippet to use for if I scheduled in advance!! I was stuck between posting something from my Oblivion fic or The Perfect Storm, and settled on the latter not too long ago😅
This is a snippet from Chapter 22, where Elyse and Hrongar bump into each other in the Bannered Mare and have a little chat :3
Thank you for the tags @hircines-hunter, @thequeenofthewinter, @bostoniangirl21, and @throughtrialbyfire!!
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"Hrongar? Is this where you’ve been holed up?" Elyse asked as she moved from where she was sat by the hearth towards the table where the Jarl’s brother appeared to be sulking over some sort of drink. "I haven’t seen you in Dragonsreach for the past few days..."
For the briefest of moments, Hrongar glowered at her, before sighing and shaking his head. "Had a falling out with Balgruuf, that’s all. Just your usual argument between brothers. Giving him some distance for things to cool down – but he at least knows that I’m here."
Elyse winced at the dig at her disappearance without a word, before her face shifted into something more forlorn. "I’m worried about him. First it’s an argument between us, and now the two of you?"
"Can’t blame him, really... He’s stressed. Part of our argument was because I suggested that some of his problems might be solved if he were to..." Hrongar looked to be trying to figure out how to word his thoughts. "Find somebody. You know, to help him shoulder all his burdens and not act all serious and uptight with. He’s got me, got his kids, everyone in Dragonsreach... But at the same time, he’s been alone for ten years, since losing the youngest's mother. Doesn’t help that being Jarl seems to be isolating enough." Hrongar exhaled loudly, then brought his bottle to his lips. "Imagine being surrounded by people but completely alone... I would have lost my mind by now if that were me. Luckily, I'm not."
Elyse was quiet for a moment as she mulled over those words. That was... That was quite understandable, actually. That sort of loneliness... it was familiar to her. But there was something else which he had said which had stuck with her. "So... You’re not alone? You’re with someone?"
Hrongar’s face scrunched up as he reached out for his ale. "I never said that."
"You implied it."
 He glared at her from the corner of his eyes, noticing that she almost looked amused. All he did after that was shake his head with a tut.
"I see you talk to Ysolda quite a bit. Is it her?"
"What? No. And it’s none of your-"
"Or is it Fianna?"
He gritted his teeth as she continued firing names at him, constantly having to tell her that no, he wasn’t in a relationship with any of those people.
"Divines, do you ever stop?" he soon mumbled, making her quietly huff. "We aren't talking about me, we're talking about-"
"Am I going the wrong way then? Farengar maybe? Caius? Or maybe- Wait a minute." Hrongar tensed up as Elyse’s eyes widened, and her mouth fell open as though she had some sort of revelation. "Irileth."  He almost dropped his drink as she stared at him. "You’re with Irileth, aren’t you? I’ve seen you both meeting in secret before, and-!"
His free hand was quick to cover her mouth before she could say another word. "I get that you’re the Dragonborn and that shouting is your whole ‘thing’, but I don’t want you to let the whole damn city know about my private affairs!"
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torahoes · 6 months ago
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(IDOLiSH7) Minami Natsume - An Idol's Daily Life Rabbit Chat: Part 2 - So that I don't keep him up late
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Minami Natsume: Good work today, Takanashi-san. I'm sorry I was in the middle of my meal when you came to our green room earlier.
Tsumugi Takanashi: Good work today, Natsume-san. I'm the one who should be apologizing for visiting at an inconvenient time > <
Tsumugi Takanashi: There were a lot of dishes. Were you perhaps having a wrap-up party or something similar…?
Minami Natsume: Those were refreshments prepared by Isumi-san and the others for me. Since I have been busy with the final stages of composing lately, they were looking out for me.
Tsumugi Takanashi:
1) What did Isumi-san give you?
Minami Natsume: A mountain of fried chicken. He even prepared various flavors so I wouldn’t get tired of it. I especially liked the green perilla flavor that Isumi-san recommended, and the classic lemon juice flavor.
2) What did Inumaru-san give you?
Minami Natsume: Steak from Inumaru-san’s favorite restaurant. He said I'd feel happy if I ate plenty of delicious meat, so he encouraged me to eat a lot and gain strength.
3) What did Mido-san give you?
Minami Natsume: He figured I might want something sweet as well and brought me fruit sandwiches packed with seasonal fruits. It was a very considerate, Mido-san-like gesture. It made me happy.
Minami Natsume: Everything was so delicious that I couldn't help but eat it all up. Thanks to them, I feel motivated to work hard tonight as well.
Tsumugi Takanashi: But it's already so late. Are you going to start working now?
Minami Natsume: Just for a bit. Aren’t you still working as well, Takanashi-san?
Tsumugi Takanashi:
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Tsumugi Takanashi: How did you know…!
Minami Natsume: So I was right.
Minami Natsume: When the IDOLiSH7 members came to our green room to greet us earlier today, Nikaido-san mentioned that you had been working until quite late recently.
Minami Natsume: He asked me if there was any way to make you rest using my divination. It was quite the unreasonable request.
Tsumugi Takanashi: Yamato-san… > <
Minami Natsume: I told them there was no such way to make you rest, but that yuzu could improve your health luck, so you might receive some yuzu-related treats.
Tsumugi Takanashi: So that’s why…! Actually, everyone at the office gave me yuzu candies and yuzu tea as gifts just now.
Tsumugi Takanashi: When I have a big task, I tend to stay up late until I reach a good stopping point... I’ll be more careful so as to not worry anyone again.
Minami Natsume: Please do. That said, I do understand how you feel.
Minami Natsume: If I leave something unfinished, it bothers me so much I can’t sleep.
Tsumugi Takanashi: Even if you try to sleep, that unfinished task just keeps coming to mind, doesn't it? > <
Minami Natsume: Are you perhaps the type that loses track of time when you concentrate on something?
Tsumugi Takanashi: Indeed, I am…! There have been times when before I knew it, it was already morning...!
Minami Natsume: It's the same for me. Especially when I’m composing. Knowing that, Isumi-san has been calling me before midnight lately to remind me to go to bed.
Tsumugi Takanashi:
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Tsumugi Takanashi: That’s very kind of him. He must be worried about you overworking.
Minami Natsume: Yes. The other day, he called me sounding very sleepy. He was yawning while saying, "Go to bed already."
Tsumugi Takanashi: He must have stayed up just to call you…
Minami Natsume: He insisted it was because he lost track of time playing a game but hearing him yawn made me sleepy too, so I was able to go to bed early thanks to him.
Tsumugi Takanashi:
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Tsumugi Takanashi: Perhaps he’ll call you tonight as well to check on you?
Minami Natsume: He might. I’ll let him know on Rabbit Chat that I’ll be going to bed early today so he doesn't end up staying up late for me.
Minami Natsume: Takanashi-san, please don’t overdo it and wrap up your work soon as well.
Tsumugi Takanashi: Thank you for your concern! I’ll finish up quickly with the help of the yuzu tea and yuzu candies.
Tsumugi Takanashi:
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End of Part 2.
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angeldelillith · 3 months ago
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Day 3: I know you better
Fandom: pinecest
Why do I have to assume that I know the story? Why do I have to live through it at least twice a month? I think many times I’d rather step aside, spare you the effort of unnecessary words, and since I can often see from afar that it will be a failure.
But still, I swallow your words a thousand more times because deep down, no matter how much it bothers me, I wish it were different. Likewise, hearing that I’m too distrustful, that I worry too much, or that I’m jealous may be a bit of everything. You might be wrong and not realize even a tenth of everything I’d do for you.
But in part, I have no right. I can’t do anything, just, as always, observe from afar. Wishing for a million things, but hoping that the story I know by heart doesn't repeat itself.
And yet, it’s always the same. I don’t understand how you keep insisting, I don’t understand where all these idiots keep coming from.
It doesn’t matter where you are, anywhere in the house, after watching you leave, after trying to talk, an hour might pass, maybe two at most. I know, keeping track of your absence minute by minute, I don’t want to text you, even though my mind insists.
And when the time is up, it’s after the click of the door opening, your heavy, noisy steps going to the living room, your room, or anywhere that seems remotely isolated. Unfortunately, many times, our rooms are side by side. That’s when you stay in the living room, or pretend to look for something in the kitchen, or sometimes I think you try to hide in the garden. That’s why I’ve tried to find excuses to stay between those places; there’s no better place for you than being locked in your space.
It’s another countdown, wanting to see how bad it went, what caused it this time. Always a misunderstanding, always ending up being some idiot you’d rather escape from with any excuse. You always come back home.
But sometimes, the clock nears two hours, and I couldn’t imagine you not returning, my mind starts playing tricks on me. I can’t, I wouldn’t be able to.
When I can’t wait any longer, that’s when I invade your space, that’s when you either meet me with a look or sometimes ignore me. You rarely tell me what happened, and I rarely want to give my opinion on it.
I simply prefer to keep you company because that’s when I feel everyone dims your light, where you get lost among people who could never appreciate all that you are, all that you have.
Sometimes, in the middle of those “little gatherings,” I’d rather have you all to myself, just have you with me. I’m so scared they could hurt you, of not being there. That you might never come back.
This is your home. I am your home.
I think about it a thousand times when we return to reality after mourning another failure. After a few hours of chatting and some laughs. It’s the routine we’ve always had, it’s what we’ve always been. We will be.
And yet, the story could repeat itself.
How I wish I could hold you, break that damn habit, stop you from seeing any idiot that ends in failure, or anyone who threatens a place that can only be mine.
I don’t want to, I can’t ever lose you. You are my home; you always come back to where you belong.
We will always be together.
I know you on your best days, I know every laugh in every moment. I know your little happy dances, I know how you lose yourself and wrap yourself in the music, and every silly dance step when I fall into your arms at an inopportune moment. I know your days of rage, of bitterness, the frustration or overload of routine. Excess work or just too much pressure for one day.
I know (and I’m there) on your worst days, the ones where you hide under the sheets, under your clothes, or the excess hair that surrounds you. I know every tear and every release of yours. I know your pain, your laments, and those days when you just can’t anymore. When you cover your face with both hands, and always. You always end up in my arms, under my chest, between my shoulder and neck. Holding on tightly.
I know you too well, and you don’t even realize it.
I am your home, I am everything you could ever need. I am only yours.
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